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sin_n	gift_n	life_n	wage_n	3,267	5	10.5376	5	false

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ID	Title	Author	Corrected Date of Publication (TCP Date of Publication)	STC	Words	Pages
A97283	The penitent murderer. Being an exact narrative of the life and death of Nathaniel Butler; who (through grace) became a convert, after he had most cruelly murdered John Knight. With the several conferences held with the said Butler in Newgate, by the Right Honorable the Lord Maior, and several eminent ministers, and others. As also his confession, speech, prayer, and the sermon preached after his execution; with several useful admonitions, and excellent discourses. / Collected by Randolph Yearwood, chaplain to the Right Honorable, the Lord Major of the city of London.	Yearwood, Randolph, d. 1689.	1657 (1657)	Wing Y23; Thomason E1660_2; ESTC R209007	51,603	133

they are first checked for their sins Therefore good people as you love your own Souls take heed of the beginnings of sin and kill sin betimes before it grow too strong for you If I had done so I verily beleeve and think that sin had not at this time thus killed me as now it will certainly do But seeing it is so that I am here brought a poor distressed Captive unto my death by the Tyranny and cruelty of sin it is my desire that I may through the gracious assistance of God be enabled to do a greater mischief unto sin by my death then sin hath done unto me in bringing me to this death which will I hope but kill my body onely although it be a bitter cursed and a shameful death Oh hearken to what I have said unto you and let me for that purpose humbly beg of all that either hear me or shall hear of me and oh that I could prevail with every young person to cast away sin betimes to check it in the first beginning I do seriously think there is no such course to destroy the growing of it in the hearts of men and women as that would be Sirs I am now a dying man and truly if I knew of any better way to ruine sin then other in mine own observation I would surely now tell you For I bless God I can say it truly that I am a real enemie to sin because sin I find is such a great enemy to God to all Mankind and particularly I have found it my greatest enemy that ever I had Oh that I had taken this counsel which now through the great goodness and grace of God I have given to you certainly it would have prevented the growth of sin in this poor sad and now sorrowful soul of mine Certainly I had not now been here as I am to suffer this cursed and shameful death which I am justly to suffer both from God and Man for my most foul horrid and bloody sin The taking away the life of him who was unto me as dear as my Brother which sin I hope God for his Son Jesus Christ his sake hath in mercie to my poor Soul forgiven This sin this bloody sin I hope the onely wise merciful gracious and good God hath sanctified for the everlasting good of my poor Soul He who is able to bring light out of darkness and good from the greatest evill can by his infinite goodness bring from this sin of mine which is the destruction of my Body the eternal salvation of my Soul This is a Mercy never to be forgotten by my friends that although I have been so unhappie as to stain their Names and Reputations here yet I hope through the grace mercy and goodness of God I may be their joy and rejoycing hereafter Oh this sin that the Devil was suffered to tempt me to commit my wicked heart consenting thereunto I have observed since my imprisonment this blood-guilty sin was as a punishment of my other sins which I went on in without considering whither I was going Had I truly and timely repented of my former sins I verily beleeve and am fully perswaded I had prevented this this foul this horrid sin for which I can never be too much affected nor afflicted Yet nevertheless this sin I hope through the grace of God hath been a rousing and an awakening sin to me it hath caused me to call to remembrance all my former sins and to be humbled for them and I hope through the gracious assistance of God I have truly repented of them all I thank God for his mercy I can truly say that I am now another manner of Creature then formerly I was Formerly God came not into my thought with any joy and content but now to think of God is exceeding precious to my soul To think of the name of God and of his Son Jesus Christ is the chief joy and rejoycing of my soul This is some change and I think a great change and I hope a good change formerly I sinned with great delight and now through the grace of God I delight not in any sin nay I can truly say more I do now through Gods grace hate and loath sin and this I know to be true for I do even hate my most beloved sin The sin of Uncleanness which I do advise all Young-men to watch and pray against and for the more effectual prevention thereof to live very temperately and soberly making no provision for the flesh to fulfil the lusts thereof This sin I bless God for his grace I can now truly say I hate it I hope if I were to live as many years in the world as I may do moments I should through the grace of God never commit more And the sin of Lying which formerly I made no conscience of I think I can truly say now through the grace of God thar I truly hate it as a wicked sin and Lying now is so base an evil in my sight that I could not be hired to tell a lye no not I hope if I had the promise of my life givenme which in my condition is the greatest gift which man can bestow upon me yet I hope even for my life to save it from this terrible death I should not be tempted to sin against so good a God who hath given me the hopes of an eternal life and delivered me from a thousand times a more terrible death nor against my blessed Redeemer who died to take away my sins and who hath thus graciously looked upon me so vile so wicked and so miserable a sinner as I have been and hath shewed mercy upon me not for any worth that is in me who am the unworthiest of all men but for his own names sake because mercy pleaseth him To whom therefore be glory for ever Amen I have now declared unto you the grounds I have of my hope that I have made my peace with God through Jesus Christ and have obtained through his grace and mercy my perfect reconciliation to God and my blessed Redeemer Jesus Christ I shall in the next place in deep humility as being very sensible that I have wronged very many and therefore I do here humbly beg my pardon from all the World for all the wrong and injury that I have in any kind done unto any one And indeed I should be glad if I could to make restitution to every one but that I am not able to do and therefore I must content my self with begging their pardon and forgiveness which I do here desire from every one man woman and child even for Jesus Christ his sake whom it is that they themse ves must all fle unto for his pardon or else be miserable for ever and as they desire the Lord Jesus should forgive them all their wrongs done against him so I hope they will for his sake forgive me all mine committed against them And as I have desired my pardon and

declare what the Lord had done for him and to speak also by way of Counsel to those that came to see his execution When we had withdrawn for two or three hours from him into the Lodge some of us observing in the mean time that he did slumber and as we supposed that he slept also then we all returned to him he lying covered upon the Bed in his cloaths when we came again about him he raised up himself and fell afresh to his former good Discourse Then I sat down by him and did read the 14 verse of the 51 Psalm Deliver me from blood-guiltiness O God thou God of my salvation and my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness I then divided the Verse into these two parts 1. Davids prayer Deliver me from blood-guiltiness O God c. 2. Davids promise and engagement to God upon the granting of his desire And my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness Then I made these Observations from the words of David Viz. 1. Obs Not only a wicked unregenerate man but a gracious godly man may possibly commit a most horrid murther David was blood-guilty 2. Obs The sin of Murther is a very dangerous sin where-ever it is found Deliver now that word implyeth danger Deliver me if David murther he is in danger of damnation 3. Obs 3. Prayer is a work for a person guilty of blood Deliver me this David said by way of desire and supplication yea most of this Psalm sets forth Davids prayer which was preferred upon the account of his bloodshed Prayer is the best way to obtain deliverance from blood-guiltiness 4. Obs From those words O God thou God of my salvation that There is salvation in God for men that have shed blood if those men become penitent and beg that salvation This Note did refresh Nathaniel very much 5. Obs From the Promise And my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness that men who know what it is to have the guilt of sin guilt of blood or any other sin taken away will certainly sing aloud of Gods righteousness faithfulness truth And indeed this poor man did magnifie God and sing aloud of his righteousness making mention of his and his only he desired us to sing Psalms several times with him and to rejoyce with him which also we did About five a clock he fell into such a rapture and extasie of consolation as I never saw nor I beleeve any of my fellow-Spectators for he would shout for joy that the Lord should look on such a poor vile creature as he was He often cried out and made a noise and indeed did not know how to express and signifie fully enough his inward sense of Gods favour saying Must he be an heir an heir of God and a joynt-heir with Jesus Christ a fellow Citizen with the Saints c. He could not bear such a glorious discovery Now that his joy was right Evangelical joy appeareth thus in that mourning and bitterness went before it yea he rejoyced with trembling and could exceedingly often say that he would yet have a deeper and a more thorow sense of sin he could never be sufficiently abased before the Lord. Now the time was at hand that he should be carried forth to Execution but he thought it was not neer enough for he asked several times What a clock is it I demanded why he enquired so concerning the time of the day Would you gladly die said I. Yes yes saith he I desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ which is best of all About seven the Coach came to carry him away the Keeper knockt off his Irons and now he was a freeman indeed for the hand of Grace had before this time taken away the Fetters and Bolts about his Spirit and Conscience I went with him in the Coach and by the way his great desire was as he passed through the Streets to fix his heart more fully on God and to think with more intention and firmness of minde upon the riches the unsearchable riches of Grace In a short time having passed through many thousands of people many of whom prayer for his soul and shewed compassion otherwise to him he came under the Gibbet which stood in Cheapside just over against the end of Milk-street where he had done the murder he went up the Ladder the Executioner standing above him and I below upon the Ladder When he was tied to the Gibbet he began to speak to the people having a Speech written which he purposed to have read through A true Copie whereof followeth verbatim Beloved Friends I Am here a miserable Creature and had not God of his infinite Grace and Mercy looked upon me as sad a spectacle of misery as ever your eyes beheld by reason of my wicked and sinful life And now by the justly hand of God I am come here to die justly for my sins And it is my desire that all that see me or that hear of me might learn this most true Lesson from me that have not learned it from the Word of God in the Scriptures That the wages of sin is death I have been a very great sinner and as I think the greatest of sinners And my desires are that my repentance may be greater then my sins Which I am affraid is impossible to be without the infinite mercy of God who hath graciously promised to accept the will for the deed The particulars of my sinful life I have for all those who shall be pleased to look into it gathered together and given to my Lord Mayors Chaplain and intreated him to have it printed for a timely warning to all other young-men especially to the Apprentices of this City that by my harms they may through the Grace of God learn to beware Good people That which I shall speak unto you is but little because my strength is now but weak Indeed I wish I had more strength that my words might reach not onely unto the ears but unto the hearts of every rebellious and disobedient Child and Servant in this great City yea throughout the whole Nation And my counsel is that every one would take heed of the beginnings of sin I remember when I first was enticed unto evil ways and practices I was tender and fearful of them and trembled to think what those waies might bring upon me but I neither hearkened to the Word of God nor the voice of mine own Conscience which exceedingly checked me but resolved to go on therein and through the Devils enticements joyning with my wicked heart by degrees I grew more bold and hardy in evil waies every day more then other and at last came to be so far hardened in sin and wickedness that evil waies and actions were as familiar unto me as eating and drinking was Truly Sirs This is very true and this I speak by sad experience to warn every one that they would hearken either to Gods Word or unto their own Consciences when

he should be certainly and undoubtedly saved according to Mat 11.28 Joh. 6.37 Acts 16.31 Esay 55.7 also 1 Tim. 1 v. 15. hee hereupon brake out I see my self undone for ever without the mercy of God in Christs blood I know not whether to go but to Christ but intermixing interrogatively is there mercy for me Is there hope for such a one as I am well I will adventure my soule upon this foundation I am resolved I will trust and hang here adding that common Phrase I can but perish I can but dye and if I do it shall be in trusting upon Gods grace and Christs righteousness but I will hold fast that word John 6.37 he hath said those that come I will in no wise cast out I do come to him and I will cleave to him surely he will not cast me off I told him that upon this Gospell ground he might soundly and surely gather to himself comfort and if his repentance and faith thus farr were but sincere he might assuredly conclude upon the faithfulness of God and truth of his Gospell that he should be saved the which I endeavored to make plaine and practicable to him also The Lord was pleased so wonderfully to enable him by his spirit to lay hold upon and embrace these considerations that his heart was filled with Joy and Peace through beleeving in so much that he was in such a brearhing panting Extasy that he put his hands upon his sides and cryed out Oh my heart will break is there hope for me is there salvation for me Oh what comfort is this I never felt nor tasted the like before I formerly thought there was no comfort but in my sinfull way nor no joy but in sinfull pleasures with much more the like and to the amazement of several persons present But in the midst of this Joy correcting himself he breaks out Oh what is become of the soule of him I have murthered to whom I gave no space to repent I told him that was indeed a high aggravation of his sin and therefore should be improved to humble him the more but withall the state of the others soule was to him a secret and all his distracting thoughts about it would contribute nothing to the other or himself and therefore that he should spend the rest of his time and thoughts about his own soule finally and principally Manasseh might as well have had doubtfull thoughts about the multitudes of soules whose Innocent blood he shed in Jerusalem but this hindred not his pardon Oh saith he what a mercy is it that I have space to repent that I was not served as I served him I might have escaped apprehension and some way or other have died suddenly in my sins He took much notice of the patience of God and of the tenderness of the Lord Major from whose visits and Instructions he had reapt much benefit also that his souls condition was so much upon the hearts of such who knew the weight of sin and the worth of a soule to be instant with God for him Oh but saith he I am afraid of Presumption lest I should take comfort too soon I told him that as a person might be presumptuous in crying peace whiles going on in sin so might he if he were not sincere and sound in his repentance and faith but if that were true he could not be presumptuous in concluding and applying the promise of the Gospel to himselfe nor on the other hand could he presume too farr in coming to and resting upon the grace of God in Christ but the more he did the more accepted He said I am sure I am humbled for my sins as in the sight of God and I would be more I do abhor my selfe and my sin that if I had oportunity I durst not commit sin against so good a God to offend and dishonor him and mentioning that Text. 1 John 3.20.21 my heart doth not condeme mee of hypocrisy in this and hereupon hiis heart was greatly raised again to a strong confidence in God I do hope saith he according to that word Phil 1.6 that God hath begun this work and will performe it to the day of Jesus Christ and whiles I do live I will trust in him and seek to him and yet not rest on any thing Some Papists have come saith he told me I must be a Roman Catholick or no salvation but alas what works have I to rest upon but my murder and my other many evil workes before that would sink me for ever but for the mercy of God on which I trust Others doubt saith he I dissemble but alas what wil that availe me now the Lord knows I do discover what I can of persons and their sins that I may do the utmost good I can in preventing sin against God and the ruine of others soules and I have a heart to do more if I could for God before I dye Finally he exprest much bope and comfort joy several times in a panting breathing manner and that Mr. Yearwood had been an instrument of great refreshment to him in his frequent Visits to whom I refer the Reader for a more perfect Narrative he oft exprest not only his willingness but desire to dye both because of that just law of God blood for blood and because he had such good hope through grace that his sin and sorrow should both have an end much admiring at his gift of memory to retain all spoken to him and also wondring at the change in his heart his comforts joys as being new strange things to him greatly wondring and magnifying God that he should take the occasion upon this his most foule sin to bring him to a sight of all other sins and save his soul The Lord grant it may have the like effect on others in the same pernicious pathes and that especially yong men may hear and fear and be converted and healed FINIS A SERIOUS ADVICE TO THE CITIZENS OF LONDON By some MINISTERS of the GOSPEL in the said CITY Upon occasion of the HORRID MURDER And DREADFUL DEATH OF NATHANIEL BUTLER An high Malefactor Beloved in Christ AS we thought it a great duty lying upon us before the execution of the sentence of death upon Nathaniel Butler to lay out our selves to the utmost for the promoting of his spiritual and eternal good in frequent praying with him in constant praying for him in endevouring to convince him of the superlative greatness of his sins and in spreading of the freeness of the grace of God in Christ before him according to the penitential workings we observed in him So having done our duty to him who is dead under the stroke of justice and as we hope with some success too through the grace of God for which we bless him we humbly judge there is a further duty incumbent upon us unto you the inhabitants of this famous City who have been spectators of this Tragedy in a serious