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out_o o_o my_o god_n i_o blush_v and_o be_o ashamed_a to_o lift_v up_o my_o face_n to_o thou_o chap._n 9_o 6._o and_o v_o 10._o what_o shall_v we_o say_v after_o this_o after_o what_o why_o all_o the_o fruit_n of_o love_n and_o kindness_n they_o have_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o thought_n of_o love_n and_o sin_n lay_v together_o make_v the_o soul_n blush_v mourn_v be_v ashamed_a and_o confound_v in_o its_o self_n so_o ezek._n 36._o 31._o then_o shall_v you_o remember_v your_o own_o evil_a way_n and_o your_o do_n that_o be_v not_o good_a when_o shall_v they_o do_v so_o when_o thought_n and_o apprehension_n of_o love_n shall_v be_v bring_v home_o to_o they_o and_o say_v he_o then_o shall_v you_o loathe_v yourselves_o in_o your_o own_o sight_n the_o soul_n now_o call_v to_o mind_n what_o love_n what_o kindness_n what_o mercy_n what_o grace_n what_o patience_n have_v be_v exercise_v towards_o it_o and_o whereof_o it_o have_v be_v make_v partaker_n the_o thought_n of_o all_o these_o now_o 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world_n before_o i_o or_o by_o mere_a sloth_n and_o folly_n to_o be_v turn_v away_o from_o i_o go_v unkind_a and_o unthankful_a soul_n and_o see_v if_o thou_o can_v find_v another_o redeemer_n this_o overwhelm_v the_o soul_n and_o even_o drown_v it_o in_o tear_n and_o sorrow_n and_o then_o the_o bitterness_n also_o of_o the_o suffering_n of_o christ_n be_v bring_v to_o mind_n they_o look_v on_o he_o who_o they_o have_v pierce_v and_o mourn_v zech._n 12._o 10._o they_o remember_v his_o gall_n and_o wormwood_n his_o cry_n and_o tear_n his_o agony_n and_o sweat_n his_o desertion_n and_o anguish_n his_o blood_n and_o death_n the_o sharpness_n of_o the_o sword_n that_o be_v in_o his_o soul_n and_o the_o bitterness_n of_o the_o cup_n that_o be_v put_v into_o his_o hand_n such_o a_o soul_n now_o look_v on_o christ_n bleed_v die_a wrestle_v with_o wrath_n and_o curse_n for_o he_o and_o see_v his_o sin_n in_o the_o stream_n of_o blood_n that_o issue_v from_o his_o side_n and_o all_o this_o 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recover_a soul._n he_o consider_v what_o light_n what_o love_n what_o joy_n what_o consolation_n what_o privilege_n it_o have_v by_o he_o be_v make_v partaker_n of_o what_o motion_n warning_n work_n to_o keep_v it_o from_o sin_n it_o have_v find_v from_o he_o and_o say_v within_o itself_o what_o have_v i_o do_v who_o have_v i_o grieve_v who_o have_v i_o provoke_v what_o if_o the_o lord_n shall_v now_o for_o my_o folly_n and_o ingratitude_n utter_o take_v his_o holy_a spirit_n from_o i_o what_o if_o i_o shall_v have_v so_o grieve_v he_o that_o he_o will_v dwell_v in_o i_o no_o more_o delight_n in_o i_o no_o more_o what_o dismal_a darkness_n and_o disconsolation_n yea_o what_o utter_a ruin_n shall_v i_o be_v leave_v unto_o however_o what_o shame_n and_o confusion_n of_o face_n belong_v to_o i_o for_o my_o wretched_a disingenuity_n and_o ingratitude_n towards_o he_o this_o be_v the_o first_o thing_n that_o appear_v in_o the_o return_a soul_n act_n and_o frame_n a_o sincere_a sense_n of_o 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stand_v with_o david_n psal._n 32._o 3._o when_o i_o keep_v silence_n my_o bone_n wax_v old_a through_o my_o roar_v all_o the_o day_n long_o how_o can_v david_n keep_v silence_n and_o yet_o roar_v all_o the_o day_n long_o what_o be_v that_o silence_n which_o be_v consistent_a with_o roar_v it_o be_v a_o mere_a negation_n of_o that_o duty_n which_o be_v express_v v_o 5._o that_o be_v intend_v i_o acknowledge_v my_o sin_n unto_o thou_o and_o my_o iniquity_n i_o have_v not_o hide_v it_o be_v not_o a_o silence_n of_o submission_n and_o wait_v on_o god_n that_o he_o intend_v that_o will_v not_o have_v produce_v a_o waste_n of_o his_o spiritual_a strength_n as_o he_o complain_v
this_o silence_n do_v my_o bone_n wax_v old_a nor_o yet_o be_v it_o a_o sullen_a stubborn_a and_o contumacious_a frame_n that_o be_v upon_o he_o but_o he_o note_v say_v calvin_n and_o he_o say_v well_o affectum_fw-la qui_fw-la medius_fw-la est_fw-la inter_fw-la tolerantiam_fw-la &_o contumaciam_fw-la vitio_fw-la &_o vertuti_fw-la affinis_fw-la a_o affection_n between_o patience_n and_o stubborness_n border_v on_o the_o one_o and_o other_o that_o be_v he_o have_v a_o deep_a sense_n of_o sin_n this_o disquiet_v and_o perplex_v he_o all_o the_o day_n long_o which_o he_o call_v his_o roar_n it_o weaken_v and_o weary_v he_o make_v his_o bone_n wax_v old_a or_o his_o strength_n decay_n yet_o be_v he_o not_o able_a to_o bring_v his_o heart_n to_o that_o ingenious_a gracious_a acknowledgement_n which_o like_o the_o lance_a of_o a_o fester_a wound_n will_v have_v give_v at_o least_o some_o ease_n to_o his_o soul._n god_n child_n be_v ofttimes_o in_o this_o matter_n like_o we_o though_o they_o be_v convince_v of_o a_o fault_n and_o be_v real_o trouble_v at_o it_o yet_o they_o will_v hardly_o acknowledge_v it_o so_o do_v they_o they_o will_v go_v up_o and_o down_o sigh_n and_o mourn_v roar_v all_o the_o day_n long_o but_o a_o evil_a and_o untoward_a frame_n of_o spirit_n under_o the_o power_n of_o unbelief_n and_o fear_n keep_v they_o from_o this_o duty_n now_o that_o this_o acknowledgement_n may_v be_v acceptable_a unto_o god_n it_o be_v require_v first_o that_o it_o be_v free_a then_o that_o it_o be_v full_a first_o it_o must_v be_v free_a and_o spiritual_o ingenious_a cain_n pharaoh_n ahab_n judas_n come_v all_o to_o a_o acknowledgement_n of_o sin_n but_o it_o be_v whether_o they_o will_v or_o no._n it_o be_v press_v out_o of_o they_o it_o do_v not_o flow_v from_o they_o the_o confession_n of_o a_o person_n under_o the_o convince_a terror_n of_o the_o law_n or_o dread_a of_o imminent_a judgement_n be_v like_o that_o of_o malefactor_n on_o the_o rack_n who_o speak_v out_o that_o for_o which_o themselves_o and_o friend_n must_v die_v what_o they_o say_v though_o it_o be_v the_o truth_n be_v a_o fruit_n of_o force_n and_o torture_n not_o of_o any_o ingenuity_n of_o mind_n so_o be_v it_o with_o mere_o convince_a person_n they_o come_v not_o to_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o sin_n with_o any_o more_o freedom_n and_o the_o reason_n be_v because_o all_o sin_n have_v shame_n and_o for_o man_n to_o be_v free_a unto_o shame_n be_v natural_o impossible_a shame_n be_v nature_n shrink_v from_o itself_o and_o the_o posture_n it_o will_v appear_v in_o but_o now_o the_o return_a soul_n have_v never_o more_o freedom_n liberty_n and_o amplitude_n of_o spirit_n than_o when_o he_o be_v in_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o those_o thing_n whereof_o he_o be_v most_o ashamed_a and_o this_o be_v no_o small_a evidence_n that_o it_o proceed_v from_o that_o spirit_n which_o be_v attend_v with_o liberty_n for_o where_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n be_v there_o be_v liberty_n 2_o cor._n 3._o 17._o when_o david_n be_v deliver_v from_o his_o silence_n he_o express_v this_o frame_n in_o the_o performance_n of_o this_o duty_n psal._n 32._o 5._o i_o acknowledge_v my_o sin_n and_o my_o iniquity_n i_o have_v not_o hide_v i_o say_v i_o will_v confess_v my_o transgression_n his_o mouth_n be_v now_o open_a and_o his_o heart_n enlarge_v and_o he_o multiply_v one_o expression_n upon_o another_o to_o manifest_v his_o enlargement_n so_o do_v a_o soul_n rise_v out_o of_o its_o depth_n in_o this_o begin_n of_o his_o address_n unto_o god_n have_v the_o sense_n of_o sin_n before_o describe_v wrought_v in_o he_o by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n his_o heart_n be_v make_v free_a and_o enlarge_a unto_o a_o ingenious_a acknowledgement_n of_o his_o sin_n before_o the_o lord_n herein_o he_o pour_v out_o his_o soul_n unto_o god_n and_o have_v not_o more_o freedom_n in_o any_o thing_n than_o in_o deal_v about_o that_o whereof_o he_o be_v most_o ashamed_a second_o full_o also_o it_o must_v be_v reserve_v ruin_n confession_n if_o the_o soul_n have_v any_o secret_a thought_n of_o roll_v a_o sweet_a morsel_n under_o its_o tongue_n of_o a_o bow_n in_o the_o house_n of_o rimmon_n it_o be_v like_a part_n of_o the_o price_n keep_v back_o which_o make_v the_o whole_a robbery_n instead_o of_o a_o offering_n if_o there_o be_v remain_v a_o bitter_a root_n of_o favour_v any_o one_o lust_n or_o sin_n of_o any_o occasion_n of_o or_o temptation_n unto_o sin_n let_v a_o man_n be_v as_o open_v free_a and_o earnest_a as_o can_v be_v imagine_v in_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o all_o other_o sin_n and_o evil_n the_o whole_a duty_n be_v render_v abominable_a some_o person_n when_o they_o be_v bring_v into_o depth_n and_o anguish_n about_o any_o sin_n and_o be_v thereon_o force_v to_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o it_o at_o the_o same_o time_n they_o be_v little_o concern_v with_o their_o other_o folly_n and_o iniquity_n that_o it_o may_v be_v be_v no_o less_o provoke_v unto_o god_n than_o that_o be_v from_o whence_o their_o present_a trouble_n do_v arise_v let_v not_o as_o james_n speak_v in_o another_o case_n such_o a_o man_n think_v that_o he_o shall_v receive_v any_o thing_n from_o god_n it_o must_v be_v full_a and_o comprehensive_a as_o well_o as_o free_v and_o ingenious_a and_o of_o such_o importance_n be_v the_o right_a performance_n of_o this_o duty_n that_o the_o promise_n of_o pardon_n be_v ofttimes_o peculiar_o annex_v unto_o it_o as_o that_o which_o certain_o carry_v along_o with_o it_o the_o other_o duty_n which_o make_v up_o a_o full_a returnal_a unto_o god_n prov._n 28._o 13._o 1_o john_n 1._o 9_o and_o that_o place_n in_o job_n be_v remarkable_a chap._n 33._o 27_o 28._o he_o look_v upon_o man_n and_o if_o any_o say_v i_o have_v sin_v and_o pervert_v that_o which_o be_v right_a and_o it_o profit_v i_o not_o he_o will_v deliver_v his_o soul_n from_o go_v into_o the_o pit_n and_o his_o life_n shall_v see_v the_o light_n he_o shall_v not_o only_o be_v make_v 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