Gods iustice 2 God is iust and therefore when he hath made mee of vniust iust and righteous in Christ hee will for euer repute me so Nay euen his iustice cannot but bestow mercy and grace on mee a beleeuer because in Christ I haue fully satisfied his iustice and in Christ deserued his loue 3 God is iust and this is a strong motiue to repent and beleeue in Christ for his iustice will not suffer him to punish one sinne twice nor to demand a debt once paid the second time Nay his iustice assureth mee of mercy 1. Iohn 1.9 If wee acknowledge our sins he is faithfull and iust to forgiue our sins his iustice assureth repentance of mercy 3 Because I am a grieuous sinner I am no childe of God and so all my Repentance is in vaine Ans. 1. Why are not all grieuous sinners before they repent what was Adam Dauid Peter Paul or what be grieuous sins if poligamie adulterie murder lying denying and forswearing Christ blasphemy persecution breathing slaughter and threatning against the Church bee not Doe not all euen the regenerate pray daily Forgiue vs our trespasses 2 Am I a grieuous sinner I must therefore so much more carefully and earnestly repent I want not encouragement I see that woman who was called a great sinner a notorious adultresse Luke 7. 37. seeeking mercy from Christ receiue that comfortable answer Thy sinnes are forgiuen thee 48. Thy faith hath saued thee Go in peace 50. I see that poor Canaanite whom Christ calleth a dogge yet earnestly seeking mercy gathered some crummes that fel from the Table Gods mercy shall bee more manifested in restoring great sinners his power more magnified in raising dead and rotten sinners my loue more footed as that woman Luke 7.47 Many sins were forgiuen her for she loued much 4 Because I sin daily against God I am none of his in vain seeke for fauour Ans. 1. Our Sauiour teacheth vs to say Our father and yet to pray daily Forgiue vs our trespasses Therefore hee that sins daily may call God father 2 Paul was a child of God being regenerate yet had a body of death and a law of sinne about him daily Rom. 7.24 3 I sinne daily but I repent daily The wicked reioyce in it I sinne and yet resist sinne and striue against it daily I do hatefull things but I hate that I doe I breake the law but yet I loue the law as holy iust good flesh is in me but I am not in the flesh Now tell mee Sathan canst thou gather such sigs of thistles or grapes of thornes who euer heard a childe of hell repent Ob. No did not Esau Iudas Ans. To repent is not onely to know and confesse what is bad and naught as they and as the Gentiles Rom. 2.19 but a change of the heart seene in an earnest affection and strife to loathe the bad and embrace the good And this had not did not they Howsoeuer therefore I confesse my naturall disease discouereth it selfe in daily issues and symptomes yet this sicknesse is not vnto death but that God may bee glorified in raising mee vp by his mighty power I am not 〈◊〉 so low not so long in the graue of sin but his mighty word can and will call mee forth to life CAP. 18. Le ts from Sathan by Temptations to despaire of our Repentance from Impossibilitie Difficultie 3. IF Sathan cannot preuaile to make vs despaire neither of Gods mercie nor our owne estates then he assayeth to bring vs to despaire of our repentance And this in three respects 1. of impossibilitie 2. vnprofitablenesse 3. of relapses or relinquishing Repentance 1. What an impossible thing dost thou attempt dost thou euer thinke to master thy sinnes which are so inbred so neare so necessary so profitable as eyes hands yea as ayre fire or water wilt thou striue against the streame where it is so impossible to ouercome and forsake them How often hast thou purposed promised vowed and resolued to enter the way of Repentance but couldst neuer attaine to goe through against any one sin 2. Thou shalt finde another manner of taske in Repentance than thou dreamest off it calleth for more paines sorrow mortification difficultie prickings of heart than euer thou lookest for or art able to indure and therefore neuer goe about it vnlesse thou hadst more hope to attaine it Answ. Thus the diuell like churlish Laban neuer persecuted Iacob so much as when hee was departing from him and our owne sloathfull corruption saith A Lyon is in the way Prou. 20. and the sluggard saith It is too cold he dareth not goe forth to plow Pro. 29. But to the first concerning the multitude masterfulnesse and necessarinesse of thy sinnes answer thus 1 I discerne indeed an huge army of sinnes and sweet lusts to encounter and these sonnes of Zeruiah are too strong for mee and it is impossible for mee to ouercome them if I looke at my selfe or my owne strength but as Dauid against Goliah I come against these Gyants in the name and strength of the Lord by whom I shall behead them It is he that teacheth my hands to warre and my fingers to fight It is his battaile and hee will giue the victory and close my enemies in my hand 2 I discerne many enemies against me I caÌ„not stand before them but the Lord hath opened mine eyes with Elishâ—'s seruant 2. King 6. that I see more now with me ready to fight on my side than they that are against me thou wouldest deceiue me in carrying both mine eyes in things against me but I behold the Lord neare mee with grace sufficient I see what spirituall helpe and succour he is ready to supply me with while I constantly cleaue to his helpe 3 Though I be to deale with many and mighty sins yet they are already conquered enemies spoyled of their power by the victory of Iesus Christ my Lord so as I haue nothing to doe but follow the chase and spoyle of vanquished forces 4 Though they were neuer so deare and beloued sinnes yet must I heare the voice of God saying as to Abraham Take thy sonne Isaac whom thou louest and offer to mee in sacrifice though indeed what euer they pretend such is their loue as if I kill not them they will kill me and therefore though I haue sometimes vowed resolued and purposed Repentance in vaine now by the grace of God I will make a new onset to better purpose A Souldier though hee haue once turned his backe will fight againe and wounded the second time will seeke cure againe A Merchant brought behind hand will trade againe more cautelously a Mariner that hath suffered shipwracke will to sea againe and trafficke againe and I will neuer be such a slaue as though I be preuented againe and againe yet I will seeke my liberty still 2 But whereas thou obiectest the difficulty sorrow paine and vnconquerable labour of Repentance I answer 1 Were the worke of
in transgression and need Repentance as well as men 3 Women are heyres of the same grace of life and promises and are to be saued by the same way and meanes as men They shall be saued if they continue in Faith Loue Holinesse and Modesty 1. Tim. 1.10 In Christ neither male nor female c. 4 The examples of many gracious women are propounded in Scripture for imitation of all women The vertuous woman hath the law of grace set in her lips Many godly women followed Christ to heare his Sermons The poore woman that washed Christ his feete with teares and wiped them with her hayres a notable eye-marke to all women of Repentance Mary was commended by Christ for chusing the better party and the blessed Virgin Mary for laying the word in her heart 5 The Lord loueth Godlines Religion Repentance being his owne grace as well in women as in men and the times of sickenesse and death come on women as on men and then nothing but true grace can bestead them CAP. 7. Rules concerning sinnes to be repented of 2 THe second rule for directing our Repentance concerneth sinnes to bee repented of The generall rule is vnquestionable That all sins must bee repented of because 1. Because the Law of God condemneth all sins and the Gospell pardoneth all and Faith and Repentance onely obtaine that pardon We haue not learned that any sin is veniall in it selfe but none not veniall by Repentance 2. One sinne vnrepented of condemneth the sinner as certainly as a thousand as one stab at the heart killeth him as dead as a thousand 3. Although the least sinne committed be damnable that is deserueth damnation yet not the commission of the greatest sins bringeth damnation but the continuance in them The onely damning sin is Impenitencie in respect of the act though not in respect of the desert 4. The Scripture Eccles. 11.9 would haue vs know this That God will bring euery thing into Iudgement and Chapt. 12. Vers. 14. God will bring euery worke vnto Iudgement with euery secret thing done in the flesh whether it bee good or euill therefore euery sin must bee repented of For looke what sin thou iudgest not in thy self thou leauest to God to iudge If anie sin lye shut vp in the booke of thy conscience vnblotted by Repentance the day commeth in which that booke shall bee opened and it shall bee found Hence the Apostle Acts 17.31 inciteth the Athenians to repent because God had appointed a day to iudge the world From this generall followeth these conclusions 1. We must then repent of sins both knowne and vnknowne For knowne sins euery one will assent if they be priuate they must be priuately repented of if open they call for declaration of Repentance openly Knowne sins are not pardoned but vpon speciall Repentance But besides these are a number of secret vnknowne and hidden sins euen in the regenerate themselues Psa. 19. For who knoweth how oft he offendeth Let the best search his heart with lights and do it most diligently and vnpartially yet it is vngageable He can neuer get to the bottome to finde out all his sins Numbers are committed which hee knoweth not to bee sins Numbers are committed which in processe of time are forgotten A number of sins lye close to our best dueties and we discerne them not Now if they be sins they must be repented of Quest. How can vnknowne sins be repented of Answ. As knowne sins must be repented with particular Repentance so vnknowne by a generall Repentance which God in mercy accepteth for these or else no flesh could be saued The Patriarchs most of them liued in Poligamie which was euer a sin nor could they be saued without repentance of this sin and yet wee reade not that anie of them specially repented of it because of the corruption of the times they knew it not to be sin onely God in mercy accepted a generall Repentance for the same Yet they repented specially of knowne sins as Dauid of his murder and adulterie yet we read not that he specially repented of this By this wee see that had wee not knowne sins we haue an infinite number of vnknown euils whereof wee stand guiltie and whereof we must repent daily and pray with Dauid Lord forgiue giue mee my secret and vnknowne sins If all sins then wee must repent not only of great but the smallest sins for 1. No sin is so little as not to neede repentance for the least sin is an infinite offence against an infinite God an infinite Law meriting an infinite damnation 2. The smallest of sins negligences omissions ouer-sights hastinesse of speech passion must be repented of and resisted else they grow more common and more strong or at least as little theeues they open the doores and windowes to greater and stronger Hee can neuer ouercome the greater that doth not smaller 3. Here is more assurance and triall of sound grace than in that repentance of great sinnes for 1. True grace lesseneth no sin but aggrauateth it 2. Generall common and restraining grace may shunne and grieue for great and open sins as the Heathens themselues But it must bee sound grace that groweth to the hatred of smallest and most secret euils 3. Sound grace desires to cleare the booke of God and wipe out the score as well pence and farthings as pounds and talents 4. The nature of sin standeth not in the materiall part which often is in a little thing but in the forme or anomy which is the transgression of the Law and this may bee in an apple as well as a talent of gold Yea the most poysonfull sin of all was in an apple a small thing to show the sinne in smallest things not to be small If all sins must be repented of then sins of knowledge and presumption which are of two sorts 1. When wee attempt any thing aboue our owne strength not sensible of our owne weaknesse which is for the most part punished with fearefull fals as Peter Neuer any Disciple fell so dangerously as he for neuer any of them was so presumptuous as he 2. When wee dare attempt aâ—ie thing against the truth and iustice of God knowing his will but runne against it Sometimes 1. Dreaming that God is made all of mercy not so iust as the Law saith 2. Because hee holdeth his peace wee thinke him like our selues and conceiue he will neuer punish 3. Sometimes supposing wee can repent when we will 4. That howeuer hee deale with others yet hee will not grow into such displeasure with vs Hence wee grow secure in sinne These sins must bee repented of because they mightily preuaile Psal. 1 9. 1. Sins against conscience waste the conscience make great gashes destroy graces grieue the spirit setteth a mans owne best friend against him that is his owne conscience which becommeth a seruant a iudge a witnesse executioner 2. A marke of a wicked man is to make league with hell and
it flow not from Faith as the streame from the fountaine which in order of nature must be before 5. Before any thing can please God in a man the man himselfe the person must please him first Gen. 4. God accepted Abel and his sacrifice The new motion pleaseth God because it is from a new creature but first the person must be in Christ and then a new creature 2. Cor. 5.17 And first hee must be a beleeuer before he be in Christ God respecteth not opus externum but spiritum internum He looketh on no worke further than it is the worke of his spirit but the spirit is no where but in the sons of God Gal. 4.6 and no sons but by Faith in Christ Gal. 3.26 If therefore Repentance must be a worke and fruit of the spirit of God and that spirit bee in none but sons and none of them sons but by Faith in Christ therefore must Faith goe before Repentance yea before the Sonship it selfe 1. Both of them are wrought at one moment of time and in time are neither first nor last but in order of nature Faith as the cause is first and then Repentance 2. Faith is before compleat Repentance for some beginnings or preparations to Repentance goe in time before Faith namely legall fit◠and terrours of heart for sinne and these are sometimes called by the name of Repentance as a part by the name of the whole Math. 21.32 Yee were not moued with Repentance that ye might beleeue The ignorance of the meaning of the word Repentance in this place hath occasioned this idle scruple But the distinction of Legall and Euangelicall Repentance will fully satisfie it Legall which is a sorrow and terrour excited by the law and onely initiall and preparatory is before faith But Euangelicall which is sauing and compleat must haue faith before it for the former reasons Obiect But that which most troubleth is the setting of Repentance before faith as Mark. 1.15 Repent beleeue the Gospel Act. 20.21 Testifying to Iewes and Greekes 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Answ. But they forget that the cause is set sometimes after the effect as 1. Tim. 1.5 Faith is set after a pure heart and yet it is Faith that purifieth the heart But it is as if he should haue said If you would get a pure heart get Faith so in these places Repent and that ye may doe so ye must first beleeue and so this transposition plainely ouerthroweth the conceit they build vpon it 3 The forme of Repentance is in turning or returning for by the sinne of our nature and practise wee haue turned our selues away from God cannot see his face and fauour towards vs. Now Repentance turneth vs backe againe the way that wee are gone from him And in this returne 1 The whole man must turn for the whole man is turned away and naturally and wholly euill Gen. 6. The imaginations of his heart are euill continually yea whole euill is in euery man euen the whole roote of sin and further than the restraint of speciall or common grace would produce all bitter and poysonfull fruits 2 He still turneth Repentance is a continued act of turning a Repentance neuer to bee repented of a turning neuer to turne againe to folly For 1 He hath euer something with him to turne from a flesh still resisting the spirit many temptations of Sathan many wicked fashions of the world 2 He can neuer get neere enough to God in this life nor euer turne so neare him as once he was and therefore hee must proceed on till he doe attaine Cap. 4. The tearmes of Repentance 1 Whence 2 Whither 4 THE tearmes from whence and whither a man must turne are first from all sinne secondly vnto God 1 The Scripture noteth Repentance to be a turning from wickednesse Act. 8.22 Repent if so be the wickednesse of thy heart may be forgiuen and from dead workes Heb. 6.2 It is called a ceasing to doe euill Isa. 1. The obiect of Repentance is all sinne not one or many but all sins The reasons are these 1 God calleth for repentance of all sinnes Colos. 3.8 Put away all these things 2 He hath shewed his readinesse to forgiue all sins except that against the holy Ghost but vpon this condition 3 We desire God to forgiue all iniquity and not leaue one vnforgiuen and therefore wee must leaue none vnforsaken 4 One sinne separateth from God as well as many one poyson killeth as well as many one hole sinketh the ship 5 Christ suffered for all sins as well as one he is the lambe of God that taketh away all the sinnes of the world if hee pay not the vttermost farthing wee neuer get out of prison 6 Mortification killeth all sinne and the vertue of Christs death in vs setteth vs against all sinne as well as any sinne and sanctification reduceth euery faculty to the first image one as well as another in which the whole man must be blamelesse for whatsoeuer is old must bee renewed 7 A day commeth when euery sinne shall be set in the open light if any one be vnrepented of that shall bee found with vs and laid vpon vs eternally Whence it must follow that euery true penitent 1 Setteth himselfe against great sinnes sinnes as red as scarlet of a deepe dye which euery one thinketh to repent of 2 Small sinnes defects and omissions common frailties secret euils Dauids cutting Sauls garment Iohn Hus his playing at Chesse for losse of his time and prouocation vnto anger 3 Sweet and friendly sins This streame of repentance is as the floud that drowned Noahs neere friends and seruants so it drowneth our nearest and most friendly sinnes And hereby thou hast a good note of sincerity Psal. 119.3 the vpright in the way doe no iniquity sincerity hateth all waies of falshood An hypocrite will strayne at comming into the common hall vpon the Preparation day but not at shedding the bloud of Christ. 2 Euer true Repentance carrieth a tender conscience which is as a tender eye that will water and finde the trouble of the least moate as a strait shooe cannot indure the least stone within it but will make him shrinke The second tearme to God for this we haue sundry 1 Commandements Ioel 2.12 Turne to the Lord Ier. 3.12 turn to me O disobedient Children Ier. 4.1 if thou returne then returne to me saith the Lord. 2 Examples Dauid Against thee against thee c. Ps. 51. The Prodigall will returne to his Father 3 Reasons first because wee haue sinned against him and turned not onely from him but against him Hos. 6.1 Sinne is a turning away from the chiefe good Repentance is a returning to the chiefe good 2 He will onely pardon sinne on this condition sinne is a running from God and into the hatred of God only Repentance is a returning into fauour and friendship with him 3 He is our first husband therefore let vs returne vnto him our first
death and goe on in sinne and though the sword passe through the land to cry Peace Peace 3. Great is the difference betweene the sins of godly and wicked One sinneth of weaknesse the other of wickednesse one is drawne to sin violently the other runneth willingly the one sinneth against his purpose the other purposeth sin the one slippeth into sin the other lyeth downe and walloweth in it the one slumbers the other is in a dead sleep 4. We must hasten out of presumptuous sins because the sin against the holy Ghost is of this kind of sins though not euery sin of presumption and against knowledge and conscience but such a presumption as renounceth the whole Gospell and that of set purpose and malice against the maiesty of God and of Christ Heb. 10.29 If all sins then sins of aggrauating or scandalous circumstances as 1. Old and customable sins which are growne strong and habituall and neede a long and earnest Repentance to cut and breake them off and here especially our oldest and strongest sin of all the mother and nurse of all the rest our originall corruption had need bee bewailed being as a great wheele in a clocke that setteth all wheeles a mouing while it seemeth to moue slowest Yet not one of a hundreth taketh this of all other in hand as not seeing the danger of it But neuer did any truely repent that begun not here and first conquered this master esteeming it the most foulâ— and hatefull of all as Dauid Psal 51. and Paul cryeth out of it as most secret deceitfull powerfull euill Rom. 7. 2. Sweete pleasing and profitable sins the more pleasure thou hast taken in sin the more shall thy sorrow bee sooner or later and shalt know one day but the sooner the better that thy sweetest sin is a poison or rats-bane sweet in going down but forget the danger and please thy palate a while it shall work in thy bowels and bring death sure enough If sin bee not as a dagger at the heart before it shall after the commission The profit of sinne is like Achans wedge it cost his life Vnhappy is that profit of the world gotten by the losse of the soule 3. Sins of the godly after conuersion are greater than common mens 1. They are committed against more grace more means more knowledge 2. It is more noted being in a greater light Dauid caused the enemies to blaspheme and the godly bee ashamed because of sin 3. There is great profession of loue to God and this cannot but worke great sorrow for offending him Luke 7. The woman that had much forgiuen her loued much and so in Peter he sorrowed bitterly as his loue was great 4. The Lord taketh sinne more hainously at their hands than any others as a father abuse and dishonour from his son Christ complaineth it was thou my friend and familiar 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 4. Sins against meanâ— against warning admonition vowes promises correction much prouoke the Lord to wrath So Christ aggrauateth Iudas his sin he hath the greater sin Iohn 19. he not only knew my doctrine saw my miracles but was warned Peter after warning on Christs part and protestations on his owne so fowly denying Oh how the sin pricketh him and giueth him no rest till hee had met the Lord by Repentance Most sins of men in these daies of light are not for want of knowledge but against knowledge admonition and conscience the sins of men are taught among whom the Gospell is still preached and men follow with daily instructions All of them are against the vow and promise of Baptisme many of them against speciall motions of spirit against speciall promises and vowes to God either in time of affliction or terrour of conscience or bodily sicknesse or comming to saluation when men haue resolued and promised a change of life All these are fearefull sins and haue a loud voice to call either thee to repent or God to reuenge 5 Sinnes of open profanenesse As 1 Against holy times swearing whoring drinking gaming on the Sabbaoth day a time holy wherein ordinary lawfull actions are prohibited as Iourneyes Markets bying selling and euery piece of ordinary calling 2 Against holy places profane thoughtâ— speeches actions in the Church and house of God The holier the place the fouler the sinne 3 Against holy exercises disgracing reproching scorning the exercises of Religion Preaching Hearing Prayer Singing in the family and other godly duties 4 Against godly persons and such as excell in vertue reuiling godly men vnder titles of Puritans Hypocrites factious and troublers of the state Little know men the height of profanenesse they are growne to in these sins nor what nor whom they blaspheme nor what a fierce plague of GOD hangeth ouer them which nothing but timely Repentance can turne away Let such therefore try their Repentance if the wickednesse and profanenesse of their hearts may be forgiuen them CAP. 8. Concerning the manner of entrance into Repentance THe third rule for the direction of our Repentance concerneth the manner of it and this both of 1 Entrance 2 Proceeding 1. For the right entrance into this duty wee must know that there can be no true Repentance without due preparation Amos 4.12 Prepare to meet thy God O Israel And in all diuine duties the rule is Eccles. 5â—6 Be not hasty with thy feet nor rash in thy mouth but consider how thou must doe a good thing wel In this preparation remember 1 Thy selfe and thy owne estate For a man must returne into himselfe before he can returne to God The prodigall Sonne as he departed from his father so he departed from himselfe and therefore before hee returned to his Father he is said to be in se reuersus he returned into himselfe Esa. 46.8 Returne into your mindes O transgressors implying that sinners are as madde men out of their right mindes must come into themselues againe before they be well Now in considering thy selfe first remember from what an happy estate thou art fallen Reuel 2.5 Remember whence thou art fallen and repent So the Prodigall remembred from what an happy condition in his fathers house he was fallen 2 Remember thy waies and workes see and say how foolishly thou hast done so Dauid I considered my wayes and turned my feete Psal. 119.59 proclaime thine owne folly as Dauid I haue done very foolishly Ex lege agnitio paccati weigh thy sins in the Ballance not of crooked iudgement reason or affections but of the law of GOD which maketh them exceed all the mountaines of the world in weight for now must they needs presse thee downe to hell powring on thy head all the curses written in that Booke See them in the glasse of the Gospell committed against the bloud of the couenant thou hauing done what thou canst to make that of none effect See in them thy vile and abiect condition that durst commit such sins against God to abhorre thy selfe with Iob in dust and
true Repentance there is a clearing of ones selfe 1. Cor. 7.11 in our rotten frame and building it will not leaue a stone vpon a stone 2. To finde mercy there must bee confessing and forsaking Pro 28. 3. The profession of euerie true penitent must bee that of Paul I was a blasphemer I was an oppressour but now God hath shewed mercy I am no such man now Now all this will not be done but by earnest endeauour slighting and slubbring of this businesse leaueth men in the suddes they were in before as Some dally with their sins and semble a repentance as men that ioyne doe a fight Perhaps they will this time of yeare come to confession and seeme very penitent and hauing confessed thinke themselues eased but it is as a drunkard by vomiting that hee may drinke more so these to go fresh to drinke in sin againe Some will sweare and curse and say God forgiue mee you make mee sweare and sweare as fast by and by again But these roots of sin remaine Some pressed by Gods hand force a Repentance and make many confessions and promises but after returne are as fresh to sin as a dogge to vomit or the horse to the smell of his dung Here is no parting with sinne Well may hee say I was a swearer drunkard a tippler an hater of God and so am I still for all my dissembling Repentance I was neuer other nor like to be 4. In this wise proceeding rest not in the rooting out of sin till thou seest the rooting and growth of the contrary grace for in all true Repentance is a change in the iudgement from errour to truth in the will from euill to good in the whole man from darknesse to light Thou canst show no Repentance if thou canst not show this change True Repentance maketh a man cleane contrary vnto himselfe and changeth him into a cleane other man His whole nature is changed from a corrupt and carnall into a spirituall nature In nature an Aethiopian cannot change his colour but grace changeth nature of a bramble he becometh a vine of a thorne a fig tree of a wilde a naturall oliue of a lyon a lambe of a dogge vnder boord a son sitting at table of a Saul a Paul He is changed in all his parts and members they were as swords and speares weapons of vnrighteousnesse and fiercenesse against God and good men now are turned into sythes and mattocks weapons of grace and instruments of common good in time of peace His whole course is changed of a louer of sin hee is be come a loather of sin and louer of grace of a receiuer and deceiuer it maketh Zacheus a restorer and charitable destributer Of one thirsting after the bloud of Saints it maketh Saul thirst now after their saluation Of a waster of the Lords talent it maketh him increase it Let not thy soule deceiue thee in thy Repentance except it haue brought thee thus farre to expresse the contrary grace Solomon could not satisfie himselfe with his Repentance of those fowle sins of lust till hee had written his booke of Repentance nor Augustine till hee had written his book of Retractations nor Cranmer till he had burned his vnworthy right hand Trust not thy Repentance for wantonnesse and vncleannesse vnlesse as the woman Luke 7. who had abused her eyes her haire and lippes to folly shee gaue her lippes to kisse his feete her eyes to wash them and her haire to dry them Thou must expresse Humility Modesty and Repentance in members most abused Dauid polluting his bed washeth it with teares Trust not thy Repentance for couetousnesse vsury briberie without restitution as Zacheus without expression of charitie mercifulnesse to the poore and without free and liberall dispensing to pious and godly vses Hath thine house been a profane house a gaming house an house of swearing riot and disorder thou hast not repented though these things bee left if thou hast not reformed it vnto a house of prayer Hast thou bin an enemie or no friend to Gods seruants and seruice thou hast not repented in putting off thy malice vnlesse thou hast put on louing affections and expressest loue aboue the former hatred Hast thou sinned in disgracing and reuiling the seruants of God and professors of the Gospell casting on them the comâ—mon termes of hypocrites puritans thou hast neuer repented if thou dost not iustifie and defend them and right them in their names and godly practices and so in all others sins True Repentance will not only vndoe what is ill done but will set vp with both hands what it hath plucked downe it will now see God haue his glorie and men their right I conclude with 1. Iohn 3.7 Let none deceiue you let none deceiue himselfe hee that doth righteousnesse is righteous as he is righteous CAP. 10. Concerning the time of Repentance both of 1. Possibilitie 2. Necessitie THe fourth rule of direction concerning the time of repentance for the time is either of 1. Possibilitie 2. Necessitie The time of Possibilitie is the whole time of this life and onely the time of this life Except ye repent while ye liue here ye shall perish eternally God giueth euery man a space to repent in as â—â—zabel Reu. 2.21 that is the space of this life and any time of this life the Lord may giue repentance 2. Tim. 2.25 waiting at any time Mat. 5.25 Agree in the way 2. After this life can bee no Repentance for these reasons 1. Because there is no faith that ceaseth The tree cut down no fruit can grow any more Repentance is a fruit of Faith 2 Because the acts parts of repentance are only for this life These are 1. Mortification godly sorrow Christian combatâ— 2. Renouation growth in grace strife to perfection All these are by death abolished no more teares fight no more imperfection no more molestation of sin but victory and perfection attained 3. After death is nothing but iudgement Heb 9.27 there is a resting from labour of repentance no more working no more washing no Purgatory no more oyle may be gotten after the doore is shut no more place for Repentance is to be found being at the waies end Repentance is the way of life This consideration calleth vs to the speedy vndertaking of Repentance euen while this fraile and vncertaine life lasteth for who hath a lease of his life but for so few yeares as Hezekiah Thou mayest dream of many yeares as the glutton did when that night his soule was taken and hee called a foole and so prooued Nature teacheth to take the time allotted for all other things the husbaÌ„dmaÌ„ to sow while seed-time lasteth to make Hay while the sunne shineth the Merchant to buy and trade while the Faire lasteth the Sea man to take time and wind which stayeth for no man the Smith to strike while the iron is hot the Souldier to fight while the battell continueth yea the very Storke and Crane and Swallow to
grace I see murtherers of the Sonne of God who shed his bloud drinke his bloud by faith and vpon their Faith and Repentance were conuerted and saued Acts 2. Can there be greater sin than to blaspheme and persecute the Church of God yet Paul obtained mercy for this that hee might be an example to others to come that should beleeue vnto euerlasting life 1. Tim. 1.16 Could there be a greater sinne than Peters after so many warnings and vowes to deny and forsweare his Master and curse himselfe and this againe and againe and yet our Lord mercifully looked backe vpon him and gaue him both Repentance and mercy 4 I haue learned not to cast both mine eyes vpon my sinne but reserue one to behold the remedy Doe I see as Dauid Psal. 51. a multitude of sinnes yet with the other I behold a multude of mercies I see sinne abounding in mee but grace abounding more I see a sea of rebellions ready to drowne me but withall a bottomlesse sea of compassions to drowne all them Micah 7.19 I behold mourning a number of wounds and soares on my soule but withall a balme to cure all my wounds I haue a million of debts and not a farthing to pay but I haue a good surbey a good Samaritane vndertaking to pay all a mercifull Creditor saying to me Haue not forgiuen thee all I haue deserued a million of deaths by my bloudy sinnes but I see an infinite vertue and merit in the bloud of Christ that cleanseth all sinnes this was shed not onely for small sinnes and is neuer dry I heare many menaces and threats for many sins but I reade of as many promises of mercy and all they indefinite excluding none whose impenitency and infidelity excludeth not themselues I see the nature and measure of my sins vtterly separating me from God but I see that the Lord measureth not the sinnes of his according to their nature and measure but according to the affection of the sinner and therefore the foulest sinnes being heartily bewailed carefully resisted by godly sorrow cast out that sinner shall get his suite of pardon at the throne of grace I see euery sin deseruing damnation but I see also that no sin shall condemne but the lying and continuing in it and therefore I must repent I see the miserie and loathsomenesse of my disease but because I see the Physitian is not so much offended with the loathsomnesse of the disease as the contempt of his physicke in the Patient I will not reiect the physicke because I expect cure CAP. 17. Le ts from Sathan by temptations to despaire of our selues and of our owne estate 2. IF Sathan cannot preuaile to make vs despaire in regard of Gods mercy he will assay to bring vs to despair of our selues and our owne estates that although the Lord haue mercy in the full sea and ocean of it yet thou art vnworthy of the least drop of it Mercy is for vessels of mercie but thou art a vessel of wrath a grieuous sinner and euery day addeth to thy sinne and Gods iustice treasureth wrath as fast against the soule It is in vaine for thee to repent God will be found of his owne children not of such as thou art Ans. He that would deceiue will hide himselfe in generalls So Sathan here layeth load vpon the fearfull soule to hold it from Repentance But resolue this Temptation into the particular branches and see the strength and consequence of it Here are wrapped vp foure seuerall reasons to driue the sinner from repentance 1. because he is vnworthy of mercy 2. because hee hath incurred the iustice of God 3. hee is a grieuous sinner and is no child of God 4. hee daily addeth to his sin and prouocation which Gods childe doth not 1. I am vnworthy of mercie or loue and therefore must not seeke it Ans. 1. God neuer loued any man for his own worthinesse or any thing in any man causing his loue and all the worthiness in the most and best worthy is but an effect of Gods loue but no cause at all For what worthinesse was in vs before wee were that moued him to elect vs to saluation what worthinesse in vs being yet sinners and enemies that he should with so deare a price redeeme vs nay Rom. 5.8 herein God set out his loue in that while we were enemies hee reconciled vs by the death of his Sonne Say as the Centurion Luke 7.6 2 The best and dearest vnto God durst neuer appeare in their owne worthinesse Paul himselfe regenerate would not be found hauing his owne righteousnesse but that which was by faith in Christ Phil. 3. Iacob must come to his father for a blessing in the garment of his elder brother Wee must cast off our owne ragges before we can put on the wedding garment Neuer any of the Saints were capable of mercie but by an holy despaire of themselues and of their owne worthinesse and therefore did seeke and finde a worthinesse elsewhere because they could finde none in themselues Let whosoeuer will with Papists ascribe any thing to their owne merits they detract so much from Christ and his free grace they cast themselues off from Christ and are fallen from grace 3 The tenure of our saluation is not by a Couenant of Workes but by a Couenant of Grace which is a most full a most free and euery way grace founded not in our worthinesse but in the grace and good pleasure of God And this is sutable to God whose honour is to bee first in goodnesse Hee loued vs first 1 Iohn 4.19 4 By this reason no flesh should be saued all being alike dead in sin not sicke only all the children of wrath by nature and I am as worthy as any child of wrath can be and if any as vnworthy as my selfe come to saluation why not I by the same way of repenting and bewayling my owne vnworthinesse and slying out of my self to Christ who alone is worthy 5 Why should I despaire now seeing God hath made me worthy in Christ and hath loued me while I was an enemie and hath out of his loue called me in some measure purged me from corruption and not onely quickned me with his spirit but endued mee with some measure of grace but that he will continue his loue and worke in me to the end Iohn 13.1 2 Because God is a iust and a seuere reuenger of sin therefore I must not repent and seeke mercie Ans. But the conclusion and argument of Scripture is cleane contrary Is God iust and a righteous iudge we must therfore iudge our selues if wee would not bee iudged of the Lord 1. Cor. 11. Hath hee appointed a day to iudge the world by the man Christ therfore let all men bee admonished euery where to repent Acts 17.31 Will God bring euery secret into iudgement therefore let vs feare God and keepe his commandements There is no straighter tye to Repentance and Obedience than consideration of
way to heauen is Repentance Would a man refuse wholesome physicke because some dye that take physicke The proper physicke of a diseased soule is Repentance Would we thinke that man in his wits that would disclayme and wilfully refuse good and wholesome meate because some surfeit and cast vp all againe Where shall we finde a Trader or dealer in the world that will refuse to meddle with all money and gold because there is some clipt and counterfeit or will therefore cast off all trading because some of the same trade breake and deceiue and much lesse the most gainefull trade of godlinesse 3 Some others that haue very busily followed the worke of Repentance haue found as little peace and comfort in their death as any Some of them haue dyed despairing some blaspheming perhaps some on their owne hand Answ. The way of dying well is the way of Repentance and in this way none can dye ill But precious in the eyes of the Lord is the death of all such whatsoeuer it seeme Psal. 116. 2 Gods children may want sense of comfort but this argueth not but he might haue formerly the presence of sound comfort and the true ground of it present still A tree in winter liueth but seemeth dead present paine and sicknesse of body argue not it had neuer health 3 Gods child may want sense of faith and in death seeme to be in the gulfe of despaire and yet passe to heauen by the gates of hell as Christ did 4 Gods childe may haue rauings blasphemies fierce actions against themselues and others which are the effects of diseases melancholy frenzy burning agues pestilence from which they are not freed but howsoeuer diseases may depriue the childe of GOD of health sense comfort and life it selfe it cannot depriue him of saluation Rom. 8. I am perswaded that neither life nor death c. 5 Christian wisedome iudgeth not of a man by the strangenesse of his death but by the goodnesse of his life and no kind of death is euill to him that is in Christ for he is freed from the curse of the law CAP. 27. Obiections from the conceit of the easinesse of Repentance Obiect OThers conceiue Repentance so easie a thing and soone done as needeth no such care or time A Lord haue mercy at death and what need a man martyr himselfe all his life Answ. 1. These men that so sleight the remedy neuer saw the danger of the disease Is the disease but a little languishing of nature as the Papists would make vs beleeue or rising out of a few sleight veniall sinnes cured by a a Creed or Aue or a knocke on the breast They deale with their Proselites as the mother with an infant if it hurt the finger the mother bloweth it and these babies beleeue presently the blowing hath soundly healed it But he that measureth either the disease by the remedy or the remedy by the disease shall find it mortall enough being the foulest and most contagious and incurable disease that appertaineth to man compared in the law to the leprosie which was not cured so easily but required an infinite toyle to goe through the cure according to the law often proued inuincible and incurable Naaman cured by miracle must yet wash seuen times to know the difficultie of the cure 2 The whole power of nature cannot doe it and yet a naturall man thinketh it easie Is it easie for an Ethiopian to be washed white or a Leopard to part with his spots So easie is it for him to doe good that is accustomed to euill Ier. 13.23 Is it easie for an old man to become young againe and so easie is it in nature for an old sinner to be renued by Repentance Is it easie for a dead man to be raised to life it cost Christ himselfe teares and groanes to raise Lazarus not because it was hard to him but to shew the impossibility in Lazarus and is it easie for a dead man to raise himselfe and so easie is it for a man dead in sins trespasses to raise himselfe to Repentance Ephes. 2.1 3 Is it so easie which the whole power of grace cannot conquer while we are here below All the grace in the world cannot cleane fetch out the soyle of sinne while wee are here Is it easie to wash out a scarlet or crimson to become white which was dyed both in wooll and cloath nay the cloath will be torne to pieces first and so easie is it euen to get out by Repentance the deepe dye of our scarlet sinnes of our nature and practice 4 Didst thou euer try how easie it was to turne away from some outward act of sinne to which thou wast addicted and yet a hypocrite by some restraining grace can doe it he can for some reasons forbeare some acts of adultery swearing But this is another thing it is the killing and mortifying of inward affections lusts as deare as members Col. 3.5 Mortifie your earthly members this is not the cutting off a washbow of sinne but the stocking vp the roots which is another manner of taske A naturall man would offer any thing to God but his beloued sin he would rather come before the Lord with riuers of oyle and offer the fruits of his body than any one lust and therefore it is not so easie as many conceit 5 Is it so easie what maketh wicked men take on so at godly Preachers when they cal them to Repentance dealing with them as some distempered patient who feeling the smart of a drawing plaister and corasiue driueth away the Surgeon with rayling speeches and casting bedstaues at him when he commeth to touch and to cure his wound Canst thou not abide a drawing playster to driue away corrupt bloud and humours much lesse wilt thou finde ease in cutting off ioynts and members and putting out eyes which Repentance must doe Thinke on these things and then tell mee what an easie thing Repentance is CAP. 28. Obiections from the vnseasonablenesse of Repentance that it is yet too soone or else it is now too late 4 OThers obiect against themselues the vnseasonablenesse of their Repentāce And this hath two branches some conceiue it is yet too soone others that it is too late 1 It is yet too soone I may inioy my sweet sinne a while for sinne is like his father is loath to bee tormented before his time Answ. 1. No man will reason so senselesly for his body I haue a wound or gash but it is not yet time to looke to it I will let it rot and gangrene and then I will looke to it but then it is too late and incurable Or I haue a thorne in my foot it is not yet time to pull it out We know all delayes in bodily diseases dangerous much more in the soule neither will a man be so void of common reason for his goods My house is on fire but it is not yet time to quench it why should this be admitted for