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natural_a man_n be_v never_o make_v perfect_a but_o be_v only_o translate_v perfection_n be_v the_o man_n christ_n jesus_n and_o as_o much_o as_o be_v receive_v from_o he_o that_o in_o he_o be_v perfect_a holy_a new_a and_o just_a yet_o it_o be_v not_o so_o in_o self_n for_o he_o must_v renounce_v self_n who_o natural_a part_n be_v evil_a and_o sinful_a and_o must_v be_v make_v he_o from_o who_o it_o may_v become_v just_a good_a and_o holy_a and_o that_o be_v bring_v to_o pass_v in_o christ_n who_o be_v all_o these_o nor_o be_v there_o any_o other_o name_n give_v in_o which_o these_o thing_n can_v happen_v unto_o we_o if_o any_o song_n writing_z or_o word_n be_v accept_v of_o a_o christian_a and_o be_v grateful_a
figure_n into_o mere_a estence_n he_o that_o thus_o ascend_v in_o image_n must_v now_o also_o die_v even_o to_o himself_o because_o by_o this_o his_o asent_a and_o go_v forward_o in_o image_n he_o be_v prepare_v so_o as_o he_o can_v be_v how_o touch_v with_o this_o death_n by_o which_o he_o die_v and_o be_v corrupt_v and_o then_o he_o suffer_v a_o death_n of_o all_o his_o ornament_n and_o gift_n yea_o of_o his_o own_o self_n and_o therefore_o he_o can_v never_o be_v restore_v more_o nor_o be_v make_v glad_a by_o any_o mean_n because_o the_o joy_n be_v reserve_v for_o he_o that_o abide_v after_o death_n as_o the_o prophet_n faith_n these_o shall_v be_v write_v for_o the_o generation_n to_o come_v and_o the_o people_n which_o shall_v be_v create_v shall_v praise_v the_o lord_n and_o again_o thy_o labour_n shall_v be_v reward_v and_o thy_o posterity_n shall_v rejoice_v therein_o this_o be_v that_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o fruit_n which_o spring_v out_o of_o that_o death_n and_o corruption_n and_o hence_o spring_v glory_n to_o the_o lord_n this_o be_v that_o bottle_n that_o can_v hold_v new_a wine_n which_o a_o natural_a man_n can_v contain_v though_o he_o shall_v have_v a_o state_n very_o pure_a and_o noble_a this_o be_v the_o seed_n whence_o conception_n arise_v wherefore_o it_o be_v not_o in_o vain_a nor_o be_v it_o in_o vain_a that_o by_o the_o good_a help_n of_o god_n 〈◊〉_d have_v separate_v himself_o and_o dispose_v himself_o unto_o divine_a thing_n for_o than_o be_v he_o compel_v to_o follow_v order_n and_o so_o he_o act_v right_o and_o have_v not_o do_v right_o unless_o he_o have_v do_v so_o because_o he_o will_v have_v be_v disobedient_a to_o god_n who_o be_v a_o god_n of_o order_n and_o lead_v a_o man_n in_o order_n whence_o eternal_a death_n that_o severe_a judgement_n of_o god_n will_v follow_v a_o man_n must_v be_v lead_v in_o order_n even_o unto_o his_o death_n for_o unless_o he_o shall_v follow_v order_n he_o will_v certain_o remain_v unprepared_a nor_o will_v ever_o come_v thereto_o and_o therefore_o we_o must_v first_o endeavour_v to_o yield_v ready_a obedience_n and_o always_o to_o attend_v to_o that_o which_o be_v next_o and_o also_o from_o the_o very_a first_o beginning_n the_o cross_n will_v not_o be_v want_v and_o by_o the_o way_n thereof_o we_o shall_v go_v by_o what_o a_o man_n depart_v from_o earthly_a thing_n in_o obedience_n to_o his_o conscience_n by_o that_o be_v he_o atlength_n right_o prepare_v to_o come_v into_o the_o earth_n that_o be_v into_o the_o corruption_n of_o himself_o and_o that_o which_o grow_v out_o of_o this_o stand_v before_o god_n this_o corrupttion_n of_o the_o natural_a man_n ought_v to_o last_v even_o to_o the_o corporal_a death_n of_o a_o man_n and_o after_o that_o the_o tender_a twig_n at_o last_o spring_v forth_o but_o the_o mind_n here_o even_o yet_o before_o the_o corporal_a death_n come_v into_o the_o resurrection_n and_o be_v make_v a_o son_n of_o grace_n and_o of_o the_o covenant_n which_o consist_v in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n now_o pour_v forth_o for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n christ_n wash_v we_o from_o sin_n by_o his_o blood_n which_o speak_v better_a thing_n than_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n without_o the_o effusion_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n there_o be_v accomplish_v no_o remission_n of_o sin_n or_o purification_n it_o be_v a_o most_o excellent_a thing_n to_o be_v free_v and_o purge_v from_o sin_n but_o to_o feel_v how_o that_o redemption_n be_v perform_v and_o to_o experience_n that_o misery_n be_v no_o pleasant_a matter_n but_o exceed_v sharp_a and_o difficult_a nor_o be_v it_o possible_a for_o a_o man_n so_o much_o as_o to_o behold_v the_o thing_n much_o less_o to_o execute_v and_o perform_v it_o but_o it_o be_v god_n alone_o who_o both_o begin_v and_o finish_v it_o to_o who_o nothing_o be_v deficient_a because_o his_o work_n be_v all_o perfect_a now_o here_o a_o man_n do_v nothing_o else_o but_o give_v himself_o up_o into_o tranquillity_n and_o sufferâ—_n the_o operation_n of_o god_n the_o work_n of_o redemption_n god_n have_v reserve_v to_o himself_o alone_o and_o the_o glory_n thereof_o be_v he_o and_o because_o god_n handle_v the_o matter_n no_o man_n needs_o to_o say_v that_o the_o thing_n be_v impossible_a because_o the_o work_n and_o purpose_n of_o god_n go_v forward_o here_o also_o do_v faith_n and_o patience_n take_v place_n which_o also_o be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n and_o not_o we_o when_o one_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n in_o the_o mind_n then_o in_o the_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o of_o the_o sin_n of_o concupiscence_n and_o appetite_n remain_v in_o the_o flesh_n by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o misery_n affliction_n and_o death_n the_o man_n have_v for_o he_o walk_v not_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o be_v that_o which_o condemn_v under_o the_o law_n and_o be_v hurry_v away_o violent_o by_o sin_n be_v crucify_v by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n now_o where_o these_o thing_n be_v not_o there_o a_o man_n still_o walk_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o there_o be_v at_o that_o time_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o concupiscence_n and_o of_o appetite_n in_o the_o flesh_n so_o much_o the_o more_o of_o life_n and_o joy_n a_o man_n have_v but_o alas_o it_o be_v a_o miserable_a life_n which_o be_v follow_v by_o eternal_a death_n chap._n vi_o by_o what_o way_n or_o mean_n the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n be_v to_o be_v accomplish_v after_o this_o time_n no_o man_n live_a can_v comprehend_v or_o understand_v for_o whosoever_o will_v know_v or_o understand_v that_o he_o belong_v unto_o death_n and_o become_v subject_a unto_o death_n we_o have_v indeed_o a_o representation_n of_o the_o thing_n but_o what_o the_o very_a thing_n will_v be_v in_o the_o future_a be_v not_o lawful_a for_o we_o to_o know_v when_o the_o thing_n itself_o be_v present_a then_o at_o length_n it_o be_v know_v all_o thing_n to_o come_v be_v lock_v up_o from_o the_o natural_a man_n in_o darkness_n and_o ignorance_n yet_o he_o arrive_v so_o far_o as_o to_o know_v that_o he_o know_v nothing_o etc._n etc._n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o straight_a so_o much_o the_o more_o durable_a be_v the_o judgement_n by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o desertion_n so_o much_o the_o near_o be_v any_o one_o to_o god_n for_o the_o most_o part_n inward_a affliction_n get_v entrance_n by_o outward_a affliction_n and_o outward_a affliction_n be_v as_o it_o be_v the_o gate_n by_o which_o the_o inward_a enter_v into_o a_o man_n for_o without_o outward_a affliction_n nature_n search_v out_o many_o escape_n that_o inward_a affliction_n can_v touch_v she_o as_o if_o one_o keep_v in_o a_o dungeon_n shall_v still_o see_v light_n by_o one_o only_a cranny_n and_o upon_o that_o account_n the_o evil_n of_o be_v in_o a_o dungeon_n will_v become_v much_o easy_a to_o he_o so_o also_o as_o nature_n can_v catch_v its_o propriety_n this_o internal_a affliction_n be_v hinder_v nor_o can_v gain_v a_o room_n or_o place_n for_o there_o be_v no_o place_n for_o inward_a suffering_n where_o nature_n have_v get_v escape_v hole_n great_a be_v the_o misery_n where_o nature_n be_v thus_o keep_v in_o death_n that_o she_o can_v hope_v for_o nothing_o but_o acquiescence_n can_v bear_v all_o thing_n he_o who_o be_v found_v in_o death_n destruction_n and_o misery_n and_o be_v quiet_a in_o they_o admit_v not_o comfort_n either_o of_o life_n or_o of_o joy_n and_o be_v unmoved_a as_o to_o all_o thing_n which_o be_v grateful_a and_o acceptable_a and_o no_o man_n can_v either_o comfort_v he_o or_o terrify_v he_o for_o if_o one_o shall_v threaten_v spoil_v death_n misery_n and_o affliction_n to_o he_o he_o already_o forsee_v all_o these_o and_o yield_v himself_o up_o unto_o they_o and_o be_v conversant_a in_o they_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v immovable_a both_o in_o respect_n of_o thing_n grateful_a or_o of_o ungrateful_a no_o man_n can_v either_o make_v he_o merry_a or_o fright_v he_o death_n and_o the_o withdraw_n of_o all_o thing_n be_v indeed_o a_o terror_n to_o he_o but_o not_o such_o a_o one_o as_o now_o at_o length_n begin_v but_o now_o afflict_v he_o nor_o do_v grateful_a thing_n exhilerate_v he_o because_o he_o have_v renounce_v all_o thing_n and_o he_o can_v reasume_a nothing_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v unmoved_a here_o nature_n be_v as_o it_o be_v ground_n between_o two_o mill_n stone_n because_o he_o acknowledge_v the_o judgement_n of_o god_n upon_o he_o to_o be_v just_a and_o suffer_v such_o misery_n that_o he_o must_v thus_o behold_v the_o thing_n and_o the_o thing_n must_v then_o be_v do_v but_o he_o be_v not_o like_o other_o malefactor_n who_o
our_o sinful_a flesh_n in_o the_o death_n of_o a_o natural_a man_n the_o will_n of_o god_n only_o rule_v viz._n because_o that_o god_n so_o will_v it_o and_o it_o so_o please_v he_o and_o his_o judgement_n thus_o require_v it_o hither_o a_o man_n be_v to_o refer_v himself_o this_o be_v his_o only_a restand_v quiet_a viz._n the_o will_n of_o god_n thing_n plain_o happen_v otherwise_o than_o one_o think_v all_o thing_n observe_v another_o manner_n than_o a_o man_n think_v chap._n xii_o there_o be_v no_o come_n unto_o a_o internal_a state_n or_o spiritual_a exercise_n except_o first_o all_o the_o ceremony_n be_v break_v by_o affliction_n the_o warm_a bed_n be_v to_o be_v leave_v there_o be_v man_n in_o the_o world_n that_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o idolatry_n exceed_v that_o hardship_n and_o patient_o endure_v the_o cold_a and_o incommodity_n why_o may_v not_o the_o same_o be_v do_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o the_o true_a worship_n and_o though_o at_o the_o beginning_n when_o one_o be_v settle_v in_o a_o custom_n of_o lie_v in_o bed_n the_o thing_n will_v not_o be_v without_o difficulty_n yet_o in_o time_n it_o will_v become_v easy_a and_o a_o man_n will_v hate_v his_o bed_n and_o the_o too_o much_o use_v thereof_o and_o will_v not_o use_v it_o but_o for_o necessity_n all_o thing_n whatsoever_o which_o be_v at_o first_o do_v with_o great_a difficulty_n they_o become_v gentle_a and_o easy_a by_o use_n a_o man_n must_v combat_v stout_o and_o with_o affliction_n too_o that_o lay_v aside_o his_o confusion_n he_o may_v be_v bring_v into_o order_n and_o consequent_o that_o god_n may_v draw_v near_o unto_o he_o he_o that_o be_v keep_v in_o confusion_n and_o neglect_v the_o mean_n of_o his_o get_n forward_o can_v be_v promote_v but_o many_o year_n and_o time_n be_v spend_v with_o he_o so_o that_o he_o sâ—ill_o remain_v that_o which_o he_o be_v and_o the_o fault_n be_v in_o some_o prop_n or_o support_v he_o have_v either_o secret_o or_o manifest_o as_o well_o in_o small_a as_o in_o great_a matter_n where_o nature_n be_v crucify_v there_o she_o want_v a_o prop_n for_o on_o what_o another_o be_v uphold_v and_o proppd_v up_o with_o on_o that_o the_o can_v lean_v herself_o we_o must_v beware_v of_o every_o affair_n that_o be_v use_v for_o to_o pass_v away_o time_n sportful_o and_o unprofitable_o time_n be_v to_o be_v weigh_v in_o a_o balance_n and_o to_o be_v spend_v on_o god_n for_o it_o be_v precious_a and_o run_v swift_o whatsoever_o be_v to_o a_o man_n most_o difficult_a and_o bitter_a that_o he_o must_v do_v and_o whatsoever_o be_v most_o easy_a and_o sweet_a that_o he_o must_v omit_v to_o keep_v himself_o pure_a in_o impurity_n be_v a_o piece_n of_o art_n and_o commendable_a but_o let_v no_o man_n that_o be_v already_o out_o of_o the_o reach_n of_o such_o mingle_v himself_o with_o they_o for_o that_o will_v be_v a_o rashness_n whereas_o he_o that_o be_v in_o they_o already_o aught_o to_o enter_v into_o this_o combat_n and_o to_o conquer_v the_o enemy_n and_o with_o tear_n and_o sorrow_n break_v through_o the_o hostile_a troop_n that_o which_o be_v here_o say_v of_o impurity_n be_v not_o to_o be_v understand_v of_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v in_o themselves_o impure_a for_o no_o purify_a person_n can_v pass_v through_o they_o when_o they_o be_v prohibit_v and_o be_v not_o in_o the_o least_o allow_v of_o but_o of_o thing_n that_o be_v not_o impure_a of_o themselves_o yet_o be_v such_o by_o which_o a_o man_n may_v be_v pollute_v by_o reason_n of_o his_o own_o proper_a impurity_n when_o he_o satisfi_v not_o his_o own_o conscience_n and_o walk_v not_o straight_o forward_o in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n he_o that_o will_v not_o suffer_v be_v afflict_v in_o the_o earth_n he_o err_v in_o his_o understanding_n when_o one_o be_v lead_v into_o the_o revelation_n and_o knowledge_n of_o many_o thing_n but_o he_o himself_o remain_v without_o and_o beyond_o they_o the_o lord_n say_v what_o will_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o lose_v his_o own_o soul_n he_o also_o that_o go_v into_o the_o marriage_n without_o a_o wedding-garment_n be_v cast_v out_o for_o those_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v notional_o by_o knowledge_n and_o in_o the_o understanding_n he_o have_v not_o substantial_o and_o real_o in_o the_o science_n of_o thing_n a_o man_n glori_v and_o be_v glad_a and_o delight_v when_o he_o speak_v or_o write_v of_o they_o all_o thing_n be_v do_v with_o joy_n but_o when_o the_o substance_n or_o essence_n of_o thing_n come_v he_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n nor_o can_v he_o rejoice_v or_o be_v delight_v because_o he_o partake_v nothing_o and_o have_v no_o thing_n therein_o but_o his_o death_n and_o destruction_n the_o science_n or_o knowledge_n of_o they_o can_v no_o more_o make_v he_o merry_a because_o they_o be_v contrary_a unto_o he_o and_o whatever_o he_o know_v read_v hear_v oâ—_n think_v concern_v they_o that_o all_o make_v against_o he_o because_o all_o these_o thing_n aâ—_n contrary_a or_o adverse_a unto_o he_o chap._n xiii_o when_o a_o man_n lie_v in_o death_n he_o no_o long_o his_o own_o for_o he_o plain_o alienate_v from_o his_o own_o self_n her_o therefore_o he_o cease_v from_o labour_n neither_o do_v he_o act_v any_o more_o and_o god_n stanâ—_n in_o the_o stead_n of_o himself_o and_o fulfil_v and_o erect_v that_o in_o his_o death_n which_o have_v not_o be_v do_v in_o his_o life_n for_o whatever_o he_o handle_v in_o his_o life_n he_o do_v it_o at_o all_o by_o image_n but_o here_o in_o death_n god_n have_v establish_v the_o very_a substance_n itself_o and_o this_o be_v a_o grace_n and_o the_o generation_n which_o be_v make_v in_o death_n that_o which_o christ_n denote_v can_v be_v fulfil_v for_o it_o be_v a_o generation_n which_o be_v of_o itself_o passive_a in_o the_o destruction_n and_o death_n of_o a_o man_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o man_n therefore_o god_n himself_o do_v it_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o to_o he_o alone_o the_o glory_n be_v due_a a_o man_n who_o be_v in_o death_n be_v not_o afflict_v by_o the_o delay_n of_o time_n but_o he_o who_o yet_o hope_v for_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n he_o be_v afflict_v with_o every_o delay_n until_o that_o come_v which_o be_v hope_v for_o but_o the_o dead_a lie_n down_o without_o hope_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n which_o they_o expect_v for_o they_o be_v forsake_v and_o strip_v of_o all_o but_o in_o these_o thing_n they_o acknowledge_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o comfort_v themselves_o that_o god_n so_o will_v the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v their_o couch_n when_o a_o man_n give_v himself_o up_o to_o one_o lust_n than_o one_o follow_v another_o but_o then_o a_o man_n have_v to_o do_v as_o it_o be_v with_o a_o lion_n who_o if_o any_o one_o lay_v hold_v on_o one_o paâ—â—_n of_o any_o thing_n he_o ever_o draw_v it_o near_o so_o also_o if_o one_o yield_v himself_o up_o to_o one_o lust_n he_o also_o quick_o yield_v to_o another_o and_o so_o the_o world_n gain_v he_o again_o tâ—â—_n he_o be_v whole_o swallow_v up_o therein_o but_o then_o at_o last_o the_o man_n true_o neglect_v himself_o and_o expect_v the_o severe_a judgement_n of_o god_n chap._n fourteen_o when_o a_o man_n perceive_v that_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o abide_v in_o his_o present_a state_n and_o to_o be_v at_o rest_n and_o to_o subsist_v in_o it_o than_o the_o spirit_n cease_v and_o the_o man_n slip_v down_o out_o of_o the_o spirit_n into_o the_o flesh_n there_o the_o rule_n or_o government_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v hinder_v and_o the_o literal_a kingdom_n be_v set_v up_o there_o than_o be_v no_o long_o a_o spiritual_a kingdom_n nor_o a_o increase_n nor_o proficiency_n but_o a_o go_v backward_o and_o a_o leap_v back_o again_o into_o the_o flesh_n and_o into_o the_o creature_n and_o then_o begin_v hatred_n and_o persecution_n towards_o the_o adverse_a part_n that_o they_o will_v not_o so_o much_o as_o receive_v they_o into_o their_o house_n that_o be_v they_o will_v by_o no_o mean_n come_v near_o they_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o that_o and_o thus_o these_o must_v suffer_v by_o and_o from_o they_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n even_o as_o also_o they_o suffer_v in_o their_o flesh_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n for_o the_o flesh_n of_o these_o person_n together_o with_o its_o lust_n and_o affection_n be_v by_o the_o law_n lift_v up_o from_o the_o earth_n upon_o the_o cross_n and_o the_o lust_n and_o appetite_n of_o nature_n be_v cut_v off_o and_o reject_v by_o their_o object_n that_o they_o can_v no_o long_o use_v they_o nor_o draw_v life_n from_o they_o the_o universal_a increated_a salvation_n have_v in_o itself_o no_o judgement_n concern_v other_o
evil_a affection_n and_o the_o deprave_a root_n of_o inbred_a lust_n more_o than_o it_o be_v possible_a ever_o to_o be_v effect_v by_o letter_n write_v for_o this_o be_v the_o work_n of_o god_n alone_o and_o be_v effectual_a in_o they_o who_o study_n and_o endeavour_v to_o submit_v themselves_o unto_o his_o will_n for_o it_o be_v impossible_a that_o they_o who_o be_v disobedient_a and_o never_o strive_v to_o quiet_v the_o accusation_n of_o their_o conscience_n by_o conversion_n can_v be_v so_o accept_v of_o god_n as_o to_o attain_v to_o the_o grace_n of_o christ_n jesus_n to_o dwell_v in_o they_o for_o he_o that_o be_v not_o faithful_a in_o the_o least_o matter_n can_v never_o be_v make_v ruler_n over_o great_a thing_n if_o therefore_o any_o one_o be_v not_o faithful_a to_o his_o own_o soul_n with_o which_o yet_o he_o be_v one_o and_o firm_o unite_v how_o can_v he_o love_v god_n from_o who_o as_o yet_o he_o be_v far_o away_o remove_v in_o this_o manner_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o every_o one_o shall_v strive_v with_o all_o his_o might_n and_o power_n for_o the_o testimony_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n to_o renounce_v his_o own_o proper_a soul_n as_o far_o as_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o he_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n according_a to_o the_o high_a degree_n of_o his_o knowledge_n now_o if_o any_o one_o shall_v do_v thus_o in_o that_o high_a degree_n with_o the_o great_a diligence_n the_o lord_n will_v in_o part_n enlighten_v the_o darkness_n of_o his_o understanding_n as_o to_o perceive_v more_o profound_o in_o himself_o what_o be_v the_o true_a power_n of_o the_o law_n viz._n what_o sort_n it_o be_v of_o in_o he_o viz._n spiritual_a and_o not_o only_o be_v concern_v about_o a_o external_a abstinence_n from_o evil_a concupiscence_n but_o much_o more_o rather_o about_o the_o most_o deep_o fasten_v root_n of_o sin_n in_o we_o in_o which_o we_o all_o be_v conceive_v out_o from_o adam_n for_o so_o long_o as_o the_o root_n remain_v in_o â—s_n the_o action_n or_o power_n of_o the_o law_n be_v always_o against_o we_o viz._n the_o bottom_n be_v still_o pollute_v not_o be_v yet_o purge_v by_o a_o true_a amendment_n but_o by_o some_o certain_a â—â—â—d_v of_o likeness_n thereof_o and_o therefore_o the_o godliness_n promise_v unto_o we_o do_v not_o only_o and_o proper_o require_v of_o we_o that_o we_o shall_v desist_v from_o external_a vice_n but_o that_o the_o very_a inward_o of_o our_o heart_n shall_v be_v purify_v so_o as_o that_o a_o man_n shall_v be_v cleanse_v and_o perfect_v most_o exact_o in_o his_o understanding_n appetite_n and_o in_o his_o will_n that_o he_o may_v no_o long_o serve_v the_o lord_n and_o obey_v he_o unwilling_o inasmuch_o as_o at_o first_o a_o most_o troublesome_a task_n be_v to_o be_v undergo_v in_o turn_v away_o his_o heart_n from_o temporal_a and_o spiritual_a captivity_n but_o when_o he_o be_v unite_v to_o christ_n he_o must_v perfect_o be_v free_v from_o all_o the_o earthly_a concern_v of_o his_o lust_n for_o see_v that_o in_o man_n there_o be_v nothing_o near_o to_o god_n than_o the_o spirit_n or_o mind_n of_o man_n therefore_o it_o behoove_v in_o the_o first_o place_n to_o cleanse_v that_o from_o the_o darkness_n and_o grossness_n of_o reason_n in_o which_o we_o be_v involve_v by_o the_o fall_n of_o adam_n so_o that_o we_o may_v be_v lead_v into_o a_o full_a and_o more_o pure_a degree_n of_o divine_a knowledge_n unto_o which_o no_o man_n yet_o abide_v in_o his_o corrupt_a nature_n can_v ever_o come_v wherefore_o whoever_o desire_v to_o attain_v the_o true_a knowledge_n of_o god_n and_o of_o himself_o it_o behoove_v he_o before_o all_o thing_n to_o strive_v with_o all_o his_o might_n to_o withhold_v himself_o from_o every_o vice_n that_o be_v become_v familiar_a to_o he_o and_o to_o which_o he_o incline_v and_o which_o sometime_o he_o commit_v even_o in_o this_o very_a work_n for_o man_n even_o while_o yet_o he_o be_v in_o his_o corrupt_a nature_n in_o which_o he_o be_v conceive_v be_v not_o so_o far_o remove_v from_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n but_o that_o yet_o he_o still_o retain_v in_o the_o supreme_a part_n of_o himself_o a_o occult_a and_o a_o most_o inward_a spark_n of_o some_o knowledge_n of_o god_n as_o it_o be_v notorious_o see_v that_o all_o man_n possess_v some_o kind_n of_o power_n in_o knowledge_n by_o help_n of_o which_o they_o discern_v good_a from_o evil_n insomuch_o as_o whilst_o they_o remain_v in_o the_o state_n of_o evil_n they_o be_v accuse_v in_o themselves_o by_o that_o same_o knowledge_n but_o when_o once_o they_o be_v introduce_v to_o the_o state_n of_o good_a than_o they_o be_v at_o rest_n if_o therefore_o a_o man_n follow_v the_o dictate_v of_o that_o knowledge_n inherent_a in_o he_o from_o his_o first_o nature_n and_o abhor_v the_o evil_a that_o he_o know_v but_o stick_v close_o to_o thâ—_n good_a then_o at_o length_n he_o arrive_v there_o where_o he_o come_v to_o understand_v that_o â—_z utter_o impossible_a for_o he_o to_o give_v thâ—_n high_o and_o full_a satisfaction_n to_o that_o knowledge_n which_o he_o have_v by_o nature_n whereupon_o he_o be_v bring_v into_o great_a trouble_n of_o heart_n especial_o if_o he_o be_v diligent_a about_o the_o study_n of_o good_n moreover_o because_o man_n be_v wont_a to_o fall_v so_o back_o again_o into_o himself_o as_o that_o he_o do_v that_o which_o be_v good_a rather_o from_o the_o force_n of_o his_o conscience_n back_v with_o some_o threaten_n of_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n then_o from_o love_n and_o a_o earnest_a desire_n of_o the_o good_a than_o he_o search_v out_o mean_v by_o which_o he_o may_v be_v free_v from_o that_o accusation_n of_o conscience_n now_o when_o he_o can_v find_v no_o mean_n thus_o to_o bind_v down_o the_o appetite_n thought_n and_o motion_n of_o his_o flesh_n but_o they_o always_o still_o get_v loose_a again_o then_o indeed_o it_o be_v that_o he_o apprehend_v that_o though_o all_o outward_a vice_n and_o transgression_n be_v lay_v aside_o yet_o there_o still_o remain_v in_o the_o flesh_n the_o root_n of_o they_o and_o that_o he_o can_v be_v free_v by_o all_o his_o endeavour_n grieving_n and_o mourning_n from_o that_o appetite_n of_o the_o flesh_n which_o stir_v up_o in_o he_o anger_n wrath_n impure_a lust_n and_o vain_a thought_n and_o such_o like_a but_o some_o time_n or_o other_o it_o will_v again_o seize_v upon_o his_o soul_n and_o thus_o he_o come_v to_o see_v that_o he_o be_v not_o so_o set_v free_a from_o the_o dominion_n of_o the_o law_n but_o that_o he_o always_o must_v yet_o endure_v that_o accusation_n concern_v the_o root_n of_o sin_n yet_o lurk_v in_o the_o most_o inward_a part_n of_o his_o heart_n now_o although_o the_o more_o vulgar_a and_o common_a external_a knowledge_n of_o christ_n be_v willing_a to_o palliate_v and_o cover_v over_o this_o inward_a stain_n by_o the_o bless_a death_n of_o christ_n say_v these_o thing_n can_v hurt_v a_o christian_n christ_n die_v for_o they_o nor_o indeed_o shall_v i_o contradict_v they_o nevertheless_o because_o christ_n therefore_o come_v and_o appear_v that_o he_o may_v destroy_v the_o work_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o that_o he_o may_v free_v the_o captive_a soul_n from_o the_o burden_n of_o its_o sin_n it_o be_v indeed_o necessary_a that_o the_o same_o christ_n shall_v destroy_v the_o very_a foundation_n also_o of_o this_o satanical_a building_n and_o by_o his_o own_o seed_n again_o sow_o therein_o shall_v thereby_o get_v the_o possession_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o mind_n as_o it_o ought_v to_o be_v do_v and_o as_o it_o be_v agreeable_a to_o the_o lord_n alone_o even_o as_o these_o thing_n be_v figure_v out_o by_o the_o type_n of_o the_o promise_a land_n which_o be_v promise_v to_o the_o seed_n of_o abraham_n upon_o on_o this_o account_n that_o every_o evil_a seed_n may_v be_v eradicate_v from_o thence_o but_o before_o thing_n can_v be_v bring_v to_o that_o pass_n the_o israelite_n must_v suffer_v many_o â—_z from_o their_o enemy_n by_o change_v the_o life_n of_o many_o for_o a_o most_o cruel_a death_n as_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v in_o the_o wilderness_n where_o every_o thing_n that_o be_v still_o infect_v with_o the_o knowledge_n of_o old_a egypt_n be_v punish_v with_o death_n that_o no_o impure_a thing_n may_v enter_v into_o the_o promise_a land_n in_o like_a manner_n also_o no_o impure_a thing_n be_v take_v up_o by_o christ_n conform_v in_o we_o the_o promise_a likeness_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a humanity_n but_o all_o these_o must_v first_o be_v lay_v aside_o by_o the_o death_n of_o sin_n that_o we_o be_v thus_o purify_v by_o he_o shall_v be_v fit_v unto_o his_o body_n together_o with_o the_o most_o perfect_a and_o common_a conjunction_n of_o christ_n as_o of_o the_o head_n of_o this_o body_n from_o which_o all_o
this_o man_n therefore_o seek_v first_o to_o set_v up_o his_o own_o proper_a â—â—ighteousness_n faith_n and_o wisdom_n but_o present_o god_n come_v and_o all_o these_o be_v â—â—owned_v in_o a_o flood_n and_o after_o that_o the_o â—â—an_z come_v to_o true_a righteousness_n faith_n charity_n and_o wisdom_n and_o these_o arâ—â—one_n in_o man_n by_o god_n above_o all_o humanâ—â—trength_n for_o if_o righteousness_n shouâ—â—â—onsist_v in_o humane_a strength_n and_o work_n 〈◊〉_d the_o glory_n will_v not_o be_v of_o god_n but_o 〈◊〉_d man_n nor_o will_v it_o be_v of_o faith_n abouâ—_o nature_n but_o now_o righteousness_n be_v set_v 〈◊〉_d above_o nature_n by_o god_n through_o faitâ—_n which_o faith_n also_o be_v allow_v to_o be_v abouâ—_o the_o strength_n of_o man_n zeal_n which_o be_v noah_n than_o receiveâ—_n the_o blessing_n of_o god_n above_o humane_a strengâ—â—_n through_o the_o promise_n after_o that_o all_o aâ—â—_n perish_v in_o the_o flood_n which_o the_o man_n 〈◊〉_d mean_n of_o that_o zeal_n seem_v to_o have_v gottâ—â—_n to_o himself_o by_o his_o own_o proper_a work_n aâ—â—_n strength_n these_o thing_n also_o be_v find_v in_o abrahâ—â—_n when_o he_o boil_v with_o too_o much_o zâ—â—â—_n nor_o will_v not_o wait_v for_o the_o promise_n 〈◊〉_d which_o god_n have_v promise_v isaac_n 〈◊〉_d he_o that_o be_v that_o spiritual_a operatâ—â—_n grant_v to_o he_o out_o of_o grace_n above_o â—â—â—per_a strength_n he_o produce_v ishmael_n 〈◊〉_d be_v according_a to_o the_o flesh_n but_o beâ—â—â—_n he_o can_v come_v to_o that_o spiritual_a prodition_n it_o be_v first_o necessary_a that_o the_o deâ—â—â—ion_n of_o sodom_n and_o gomorrha_n shall_v be_v 〈◊〉_d â—ught_v to_o pass_v for_o between_o the_o birth_n 〈◊〉_d ishmael_n and_o isaac_n those_o city_n be_v 〈◊〉_d â—â—ed_v chap._n vii_o before_o sin_n in_o the_o very_a mind_n itself_o be_v overcome_v and_o plain_o eradicate_v it_o must_v be_v violent_o suppress_v always_o lest_o it_o break_v out_o in_o word_n deed_n or_o in_o thought_n for_o sin_n remain_v in_o the_o mind_n be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o kind_n of_o conception_n which_o conceive_v and_o take_v hold_v of_o object_n that_o move_v outward_o for_o that_o which_o a_o man_n enjoy_v with_o any_o delight_n by_o see_v hear_v taste_v etc._n etc._n and_o frame_v to_o himself_o many_o idea_n and_o cogitation_n concern_v outward_a thing_n all_o that_o produce_v sin_n which_o sit_v upon_o the_o mind_n now_o 〈◊〉_d this_o shall_v be_v root_v out_o these_o forâ—â—â—gn_a outward_a object_n will_v have_v in_o man_n no_o more_o any_o lover_n that_o man_n form_v to_o himself_o so_o maâ—y_v cogitation_n of_o thing_n foreign_a concern_v either_o love_n or_o hatred_n or_o honour_n or_o disgrace_n or_o loss_n or_o gain_n or_o eat_v or_o drink_v friendship_n or_o enmity_n all_o that_o make_v sin_n which_o dwell_v in_o the_o soul_n if_o this_o be_v overcome_v such_o imagination_n can_v not_o stick_v in_o the_o mind_n for_o they_o will_v have_v no_o lover_n or_o receiver_n and_o therefore_o they_o will_v flow_v out_o and_o will_v not_o return_v again_o for_o as_o much_o as_o they_o will_v want_v reception_n even_o as_o he_o that_o be_v neither_o hungry_a nor_o thirsty_a never_o think_v of_o meat_n and_o drink_n when_o a_o man_n seek_v and_o love_v nothing_o but_o god_n and_o not_o himself_o his_o concern_v be_v much_o more_o pleasant_a and_o better_a than_o they_o be_v former_o when_o he_o can_v love_v and_o seek_v himself_o in_o god_n chap._n viii_o if_o one_o see_v worldly_a man_n in_o their_o joy_n and_o delight_n he_o ought_v to_o bewail_v they_o and_o consider_v alas_o in_o how_o small_a and_o pitiful_a thing_n do_v they_o build_v their_o rest_n but_o before_o a_o man_n arrive_v at_o that_o humility_n and_o meekness_n he_o do_v but_o still_a judge_n or_o censure_n reproach_n and_o revile_v say_v behold_v those_o wicked_a wretch_n and_o other_o such_o like_a be_v his_o word_n now_o we_o be_v to_o abstain_v from_o these_o use_v upon_o all_o occasin_n commiseration_n in_o meekness_n he_o which_o judge_v another_o do_v the_o same_o thing_n as_o he_o which_o throw_v a_o stone_n against_o some_o wall_n which_o rebound_v and_o leap_v back_o upon_o himself_o he_o that_o judge_v other_o and_o present_o say_v he_o iâ—_n sorry_a for_o it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v believe_v there_o can_v be_v no_o judgement_n pass_v upon_o spiritual_a thing_n unless_o one_o can_v ascend_v above_o reason_n now_o there_o be_v no_o ascend_v above_o reason_n but_o by_o die_v by_o this_o be_v mean_v that_o a_o man_n understand_v not_o any_o thing_n if_o he_o explicate_v 〈◊〉_d wicked_o or_o wrong_o there_o be_v no_o need_n iâ—_n the_o daytime_n to_o dispute_v what_o the_o day_n be_v because_o the_o day_n manife_v what_o itself_o be_v without_o the_o noise_n of_o argument_n theâ—_n therefore_o that_o be_v still_o in_o darkness_n ougâ—â—_n not_o to_o judge_v concern_v the_o day_n tiâ—â—_n they_o themselves_o also_o come_v out_o of_o thâ—_n darkness_n into_o the_o day_n and_o then_o the_o daâ—_n itself_o will_v declare_v itself_o that_o there_o be_v 〈◊〉_d long_o any_o need_n of_o dispute_v concern_v it_o he_o who_o possess_v the_o thing_n it_o seâ—â—_n â—nd_n behold_v it_o with_o his_o eye_n want_v not_o the_o explication_n of_o that_o thing_n a_o man_n ought_v to_o turn_v his_o eye_n inward_a upon_o himself_o so_o that_o leave_v all_o thing_n else_o he_o may_v look_v only_o upon_o himself_o whatever_o therefore_o he_o hear_v or_o see_v concern_v other_o yet_o he_o ought_v to_o prefer_v they_o before_o his_o own_o work_n and_o to_o interpret_v they_o to_o be_v the_o better_a and_o consequent_o to_o judge_v himself_o only_o but_o not_o other_o and_o though_o he_o be_v injure_v by_o other_o so_o as_o they_o detract_v from_o his_o reputation_n or_o offend_v he_o in_o his_o body_n yet_o be_v he_o to_o look_v back_o to_o god_n alone_o and_o all_o these_o evil_n be_v to_o be_v accept_v from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n nor_o must_v he_o speak_v any_o thing_n of_o trouble_n against_o other_o as_o if_o perhaps_o he_o shall_v say_v but_o this_o be_v not_o just_a but_o this_o be_v not_o christian_n we_o must_v always_o do_v right_o etc._n etc._n i_o say_v we_o must_v not_o plain_o say_v so_o nor_o must_v any_o injury_n come_v from_o he_o but_o it_o become_v he_o to_o be_v of_o a_o goodwill_n towards_o all_o and_o it_o behoove_v he_o to_o look_v upon_o all_o with_o commiseration_n and_o a_o pleasant_a countenance_n nor_o be_v he_o to_o think_v that_o a_o injury_n be_v do_v to_o he_o and_o therefore_o no_o man_n be_v to_o be_v hate_v nor_o judge_v by_o he_o and_o if_o any_o one_o take_v away_o his_o good_n he_o ought_v to_o think_v that_o perhaps_o they_o belong_v rather_o to_o that_o other_o man_n then_o to_o himself_o when_o a_o man_n thus_o turn_v away_o his_o eye_n from_o all_o thing_n that_o he_o no_o long_o like_o a_o eagle_n neglect_v himself_o look_v down_o round_o about_o on_o all_o other_o but_o contemplate_v himself_o with_o a_o acknowledgement_n of_o his_o own_o proper_a defect_n and_o his_o own_o wickedness_n then_o be_v that_o state_n a_o secure_a one_o and_o a_o sign_n of_o true_a humility_n but_o before_o a_o man_n come_v thus_o far_o how_o many_o error_n i_o pray_v be_v he_o involve_v in_o and_o with_o how_o much_o difficulty_n must_v he_o be_v set_v perfect_o loose_v from_o thence_o it_o do_v not_o usual_o happen_v that_o one_o thief_n do_v easy_o let_v go_v another_o but_o he_o who_o be_v willing_a to_o be_v touch_v with_o a_o true_a pity_n towards_o sinner_n it_o behoove_v he_o first_o of_o all_o to_o be_v purge_v from_o sin_n and_o to_o be_v come_v unto_o regeneration_n let_v therefore_o a_o man_n restrain_v his_o tongue_n by_o all_o mean_n and_o let_v he_o abstain_v from_o the_o praise_n and_o from_o the_o dispraise_n of_o other_o always_o behold_v his_o own_o depravity_n and_o desire_v his_o own_o purgation_n then_o true_o he_o will_v not_o observe_v what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v or_o omit_v by_o 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be_v also_o impossible_a to_o god_n but_o in_o good_a truth_n when_o a_o man_n can_v go_v no_o further_o anâ—_n have_v bear_v the_o sharp_a conflict_n of_o all_o anâ—_n still_o something_o be_v want_v to_o he_o the_o god_n work_v in_o he_o such_o thing_n as_o aâ—_n above_o all_o humane_a understanding_n anâ—_n do_v thus_o cleanse_v he_o from_o those_o sin_n from_o which_o former_o he_o can_v not_o be_v let_v goâ—_n free_a but_o they_o always_o do_v inward_o accuse_v and_o blame_v he_o whosoever_o therefore_o affirm_v that_o he_o may_v come_v into_o communion_n with_o god_n whilst_o he_o still_o remain_v under_o the_o condemnation_n of_o sin_n that_o man_n deceive_v himself_o for_o god_n have_v no_o communion_n with_o sin_n he_o that_o will_v have_v a_o communion_n with_o god_n and_o christ_n to_o be_v extend_v also_o to_o himself_o must_v be_v a_o sanctify_a man_n even_o as_o he_o be_v holy_a without_o all_o accusation_n let_v not_o therefore_o more_o be_v ascribe_v i_o pray_v to_o 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thing_n it_o shall_v abundant_o obtain_v they_o herewith_o i_o recommend_v thou_o to_o the_o lord_n who_o be_v able_a to_o lead_v thou_o into_o all_o godliness_n and_o into_o the_o true_a study_n of_o walk_v in_o his_o way_n epist._n ix_o how_o one_o may_v arrive_v and_o come_v at_o the_o best_a portion_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o through_o many_o tribulation_n to_o the_o same_o person_n may_v much_o grace_n and_o salvation_n fruitful_o abound_v in_o thou_o in_o a_o true_a and_o daily_a proficiency_n in_o the_o way_n of_o the_o lord_n into_o which_o we_o be_v in_o our_o weakness_n enter_v be_v oblige_v diligent_o to_o go_v through_o therein_o that_o be_v free_v from_o our_o weakness_n and_o inconstancy_n we_o may_v at_o last_o be_v lead_v unto_o the_o truth_n of_o eternal_a union_n with_o god_n lest_o that_o in_o the_o multitude_n and_o variety_n of_o thing_n we_o be_v draw_v hither_o and_o thither_o and_o be_v further_o solicit_v or_o rest_v but_o that_o we_o may_v obtain_v the_o 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his_o soul_n than_o indeed_o be_v this_o knowledge_n to_o be_v purify_v with_o many_o temptation_n assault_n difficulty_n grief_n desertion_n yea_o all_o such_o like_a hardness_n and_o lest_o it_o shall_v remain_v carnal_a it_o be_v plain_o to_o be_v slay_v and_o mortify_v alas_o what_o sigh_n of_o heart_n break_v out_o before_o this_o year_n of_o trial_n be_v run_v through_o in_o the_o wilderness_n partly_o because_o of_o the_o ruggedness_n of_o the_o way_n and_o partly_o because_o of_o that_o pinch_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n of_o soul_n and_o the_o want_n of_o all_o divine_a comfort_n then_o flesh_n and_o blood_n look_v back_o again_o to_o egypt_n and_o repent_v that_o they_o come_v out_o from_o thence_o in_o this_o state_n we_o must_v act_v cautious_o and_o vigorous_o call_v upon_o the_o lod_n lest_o we_o be_v tire_v out_o and_o the_o tediousness_n of_o the_o way_n roughness_n quite_o overcome_v we_o for_o sure_a it_o be_v god_n will_v make_v good_a his_o promise_n to_o the_o full_a 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