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brother_n eye_n again_o when_o i_o pray_v i_o find_v hypocrisy_n in_o my_o heart_n to_o do_v it_o to_o be_v see_v of_o man_n and_o that_o word_n of_o christ_n reprove_v i_o mat._n 6._o they_o pray_v to_o be_v sâ—en_v of_o man_n very_o they_o have_v their_o reward_n and_o then_o i_o cry_v mighty_o to_o god_n o_o lord_n help_v i_o pardon_v i_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v again_o i_o hear_v mat._n 9_o the_o son_n of_o man_n have_v power_n to_o pardon_v sin_n on_o earth_n and_o therefore_o i_o o_o lord_n then_o
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write_v their_o confession_n which_o they_o perceive_v by_o his_o testimony_n to_o be_v for_o substance_n the_o same_o which_o they_o express_v in_o public_a what_o if_o the_o assembly_n shall_v hear_v mr_n peirson_n read_v those_o two_o remain_a confession_n according_a as_o he_o have_v take_v they_o the_o motion_n be_v acceptable_a to_o the_o assembly_n and_o he_o do_v read_v they_o which_o be_v as_o follow_v piumbuhhou_fw-mi first_o this_o i_o say_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o in_o your_o presence_n very_o i_o know_v not_o how_o or_o what_o to_o confess_v or_o god_n before_o i_o pray_v i_o know_v not_o who_o give_v i_o life_n and_o be_v but_o i_o think_v my_o life_n be_v of_o myself_o i_o confess_v i_o be_v bear_v in_o sin_n my_o parent_n be_v sinner_n and_o i_o think_v i_o have_v life_n from_o none_o but_o my_o parent_n therefore_o my_o sin_n be_v very_o great_a from_o the_o first_o time_n that_o i_o see_v light_n until_o this_o day_n i_o do_v nothing_o else_o but_o 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may_v show_v i_o that_o mercy_n then_o my_o heart_n say_v i_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n from_o henceforth_o as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v then_o i_o hear_v the_o minister_n preach_v of_o the_o great_a work_n of_o god_n in_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o therefore_o fear_v the_o great_a punishment_n of_o god_n and_o because_o my_o heart_n so_o fear_v and_o condemn_v i_o therefore_o i_o do_v believe_v that_o god_n be_v who_o have_v punish_v i_o and_o take_v away_o my_o child_n again_o i_o hear_v from_o mat._n 5._o christ_n say_v bless_a be_v the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n for_o they_o be_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a for_o they_o shall_v find_v mercy_n my_o heart_n say_v i_o be_o a_o poor_a man_n and_o therefore_o i_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n so_o long_o as_o i_o live_v and_o i_o desire_v to_o find_v mercy_n with_o god_n again_o now_o my_o heart_n say_v i_o be_o weak_a and_o doubt_a and_o full_a of_o misbelief_n again_o i_o hear_v that_o word_n of_o christ_n which_o say_v come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v and_o you_o shall_v find_v rest_n my_o heart_n say_v be_v it_o so_o o_o lord_n and_o now_o i_o will_v pray_v to_o god_n as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v my_o heart_n say_v sure_o i_o be_o great_o lade_v with_o many_o and_o great_a sin_n and_o therefore_o i_o will_v go_v to_o christ_n and_o pray_v unto_o he_o as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v again_o christ_n say_v take_v up_o my_o hurden_z and_o learn_v of_o i_o for_o i_o be_o humble_a and_o meek_a then_o my_o heart_n say_v sure_o i_o be_o a_o great_a sinner_n and_o therefore_o i_o desire_v to_o learn_v of_o christ_n and_o to_o follow_v he_o again_o christ_n faith_n you_o shall_v find_v rest_n to_o your_o soul_n and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n desire_v to_o pray_v as_o long_o as_o i_o live_v that_o i_o may_v find_v rest_n to_o my_o soul_n in_o christ_n again_o my_o heart_n do_v glad_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o great_a redemption_n of_o 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i_o do_v not_o know_v the_o devil_n and_o present_o i_o will_v go_v out_o of_o the_o house_n sometime_o they_o speak_v meek_o to_o i_o and_o will_v say_v god_n be_v in_o heaven_n and_o he_o be_v a_o good_a god_n yet_o i_o regard_v not_o these_o word_n but_o strong_o i_o love_v my_o sin_n it_o be_v hard_a for_o i_o to_o believe_v what_o the_o english_a say_v after_o many_o year_n i_o sometime_o believe_v a_o word_n but_o i_o leave_v not_o my_o sin_n when_o i_o begin_v