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thou_o have_v not_o afford_v i_o this_o help_n for_o thou_o have_v send_v he_o in_o this_o bell_n to_o i_o as_o thoâ—_n do_v send_v to_o the_o angelâ—_n of_o sardis_n 2d_o with_o commission_n to_o strengthen_v the_o thing_n that_o remain_v and_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v that_o in_o this_o weakness_n of_o body_n i_o may_v receive_v spiritual_a strength_n by_o these_o occasion_n this_o be_v my_o strength_n that_o whether_o thou_o say_v to_o i_o as_o thy_o angel_n say_v to_o gedeon_n 6.23_o peace_n be_v unto_o thou_o fear_v not_o thou_o shall_v not_o die_v or_o whether_o thou_o say_v as_o unto_o aaron_n thou_o shall_v die_v there_o 20.26_o yet_o thou_o wilâ—_n preserve_v that_o which_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o worst_a death_n that_o of_o sin_n 18._o zimrie_n die_v for_o his_o sin_n say_v thy_o spirit_n which_o he_o sin_v in_o do_v evil_n and_o in_o his_o sin_n which_o he_o do_v to_o make_v israel_n sin_n for_o his_o sin_n his_o many_o sin_n and_o then_o in_o 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soul_n and_o i_o humâ—ly_o beseech_v thou_o also_o to_o accept_v my_o prayer_n in_o his_o behalf_n by_o who_o occasion_n this_o voice_n this_o sound_n be_v come_v to_o i_o â—or_a though_o he_o be_v by_o death_n transplant_v to_o thou_o and_o so_o in_o possession_n of_o inexpressible_a happiness_n there_o yet_o here_o upon_o earth_n thou_o have_v give_v we_o such_o a_o portion_n of_o heaven_n as_o that_o though_o man_n dispute_v whether_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n do_v know_v what_o we_o in_o earth_n in_o particular_a do_v stand_v in_o need_n of_o yet_o without_o all_o disputation_n we_o upon_o earth_n do_v know_v what_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n lack_v yet_o for_o the_o consummation_n of_o their_o happiness_n and_o therefore_o thou_o have_v afford_v we_o the_o dignity_n that_o we_o may_v pray_v for_o they_o that_o therefore_o this_o soul_n now_o new_o depart_v to_o thy_o kingdom_n may_v quick_o return_v to_o a_o ioâ—full_a reunion_n to_o that_o body_n which_o it_o have_v leave_v and_o that_o we_o with_o it_o may_v soon_o enjoy_v the_o full_a consummation_n of_o all_o in_o body_n and_o soul_n i_o humble_o beg_v at_o thy_o hand_n o_o our_o most_o merciful_a god_n for_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n sake_n that_o that_o bless_a son_n of_o thou_o may_v have_v the_o comsummation_n of_o his_o dignity_n by_o enter_v into_o his_o last_o office_n the_o office_n of_o a_o judge_n and_o may_v have_v society_n of_o humane_a body_n in_o heaven_n as_o well_o as_o he_o have_v have_v ever_o of_o soulesâ—_n and_o that_o as_o thou_o hate_v sin_v itself_o thy_o hate_n to_o sin_n may_v be_v express_v in_o the_o abolish_n of_o all_o instrument_n of_o sin_n the_o allurement_n of_o this_o world_n and_o the_o world_n itself_o and_o all_o the_o temporary_a revenge_n of_o sin_n the_o sting_n of_o sickness_n and_o of_o death_n and_o all_o the_o castle_n and_o prison_n and_o monument_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o grave_n that_o time_n may_v be_v swallow_v up_o in_o eternity_n and_o hope_v 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disorder_n of_o i_o any_o pretermission_n of_o they_o exalt_v the_o dâ—sease_n accelerate_v the_o rage_n of_o it_o no_o diligence_n accelerate_v the_o concoction_n the_o maturity_n of_o the_o disease_n they_o must_v stay_v till_o the_o season_n of_o the_o sickness_n come_v and_o till_o it_o be_v ripen_v of_o itself_o and_o then_o they_o may_v put_v to_o their_o hand_n to_o gather_v it_o before_o it_o fall_v off_o but_o they_o can_v hasten_v the_o ripen_n why_o shall_v we_o look_v for_o it_o in_o a_o disease_n which_o be_v the_o disorder_n the_o discord_n the_o irregularity_n the_o commotion_n and_o rebellion_n of_o the_o body_n it_o be_v scarce_o a_o disease_n if_o it_o can_v be_v order_v and_o
eye_n to_o testify_v my_o spiritual_a sickness_n i_o stand_v in_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n natural_o necessary_o all_o man_n do_v so_o for_o there_o be_v a_o snake_n in_o every_o path_n tentation_n in_o every_o vocation_n but_o i_o go_v i_o run_v i_o fly_v into_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n which_o i_o may_v shun_v nay_o i_o break_v into_o house_n where_o the_o plague_n be_v i_o press_v into_o place_n of_o tentation_n and_o tempt_v the_o devil_n himself_o and_o solicit_v &_o importune_v they_o who_o have_v rather_o be_v leave_v unsolicit_v by_o i_o i_o fall_v sick_a of_o sin_n and_o be_o bed_v and_o bedrid_a bury_v and_o putrify_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o sin_n and_o all_o this_o while_o haâ—e_v no_o presage_n no_o pulse_n no_o sense_n of_o my_o sickness_n o_o height_n o_o depth_n of_o misery_n where_o the_o first_o symptom_n of_o the_o sickness_n be_v hell_n &_o where_o i_o never_o fee_v the_o fever_n of_o lust_n of_o envy_n of_o ambition_n by_o any_o other_o light_n than_o the_o darkness_n and_o horror_n of_o hell_n itself_o â—_z &_o where_o the_o first_o messenger_n that_o speak_v to_o i_o do_v not_o sayâ—_n thou_o may_v die_v no_o nor_o thou_o must_v die_v but_o thou_o be_v dead_a and_o where_o the_o first_o notice_n that_o my_o soul_n have_v of_o her_o sickness_n be_v irrecoverablenes_n irremediablenes_n but_o o_o my_o god_n job_n do_v not_o charge_v thou_o foolish_o in_o his_o temporal_a affliction_n nor_o may_v i_o in_o my_o spiritual_a thou_o have_v imprint_v a_o pulse_n in_o our_o soul_n but_o we_o do_v not_o examine_v it_o a_o voice_n in_o our_o conscience_n but_o we_o do_v not_o hearken_v unto_o it_o we_o talk_v it_o out_o we_o jest_v it_o out_o we_o drink_v it_o out_o we_o sleep_v it_o out_o and_o when_o we_o wake_v we_o do_v not_o say_v with_o jacob_n 28.16_o sure_o the_o lord_n be_v in_o this_o place_n and_o i_o know_v it_o not_o but_o though_o we_o may_v know_v it_o we_o do_v not_o we_o will_v not_o but_o will_v god_n pretend_v to_o make_v 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i_o and_o that_o will_v raise_v i_o again_o from_o that_o spiritual_a death_n in_o which_o my_o parent_n bury_v i_o when_o they_o beget_v i_o in_o sin_n and_o in_o which_o i_o have_v pierce_v even_o to_o the_o law_n of_o hell_n by_o multiply_v such_o heap_n of_o actual_a sin_n upon_o that_o foundation_n that_o root_n of_o original_a sin_n yet_o take_v i_o again_o into_o your_o consultation_n o_o bless_a and_o glorious_a trinity_n &_o though_o the_o father_n know_v that_o i_o have_v deface_v his_o image_n receive_v in_o my_o creation_n though_o the_o son_n know_v i_o have_v neglect_v my_o interest_n in_o the_o redemption_n yet_o o_o bless_a spirit_n as_o thou_o be_v to_o my_o conscience_n so_o be_v to_o they_o a_o witness_n that_o at_o this_o minute_n i_o accept_v that_o which_o i_o have_v so_o often_o so_o often_o so_o rebellious_o refuse_v thy_o bless_a inspiration_n be_v thou_o my_o witness_n to_o they_o that_o at_o more_o poor_n than_o this_o slack_a body_n sweat_v tear_n this_o sad_a soul_n weep_v blood_n and_o more_o for_o the_o displeasure_n of_o my_o god_n then_o for_o the_o stripe_n of_o his_o displeasure_n take_v i_o then_o o_o bless_a &_o glorious_a trinity_n into_o a_o reconsultation_n and_o prescribe_v i_o any_o physic_n if_o it_o be_v a_o long_a &_o painful_a hold_v of_o this_o soul_n in_o sickness_n it_o be_v physic_n if_o i_o may_v discern_v thy_o hand_n to_o give_v it_o &_o it_o be_v physic_n if_o it_o be_v a_o speedy_a depart_n of_o this_o soul_n if_o i_o may_v discern_v thy_o hand_n to_o receive_v it_o 10._o lentè_fw-fr &_o serpenti_fw-la satagunt_fw-la occurrere_fw-la morbo_fw-la they_o find_v the_o disease_n to_o steal_v on_o insensible_o and_o endeavour_v to_o meet_v with_o it_o so_o 10._o meditation_n this_o be_v nature_n nest_n of_o box_n the_o heaven_n contain_v the_o earth_n the_o earth_n city_n city_n men._n and_o all_o these_o be_v concentrique_fw-la the_o common_a centre_n to_o they_o all_o be_v decay_n ruin_n only_o that_o be_v ecoentrique_fw-la which_o be_v never_o make_v only_o that_o place_n or_o garment_n rather_o which_o we_o can_v imagine_v but_o not_o demonstrate_v that_o light_n which_o be_v the_o very_a emanation_n of_o the_o light_n of_o god_n in_o which_o the_o saint_n shall_v dwell_v with_o which_o the_o saint_n shall_v be_v apparel_v only_o that_o bend_v not_o to_o this_o centre_n to_o ruin_n that_o which_o be_v not_o make_v of_o nothing_o be_v not_o threaten_v with_o this_o annihilation_n all_o other_o thing_n be_v even_o angel_n even_o our_o soul_n they_o move_v upon_o the_o same_o pole_n they_o bend_v to_o the_o same_o centre_n and_o if_o they_o be_v not_o make_v immortal_a by_o preservation_n their_o nature_n can_v not_o keep_v they_o from_o sink_v to_o this_o centre_n annihilation_n in_o all_o these_o the_o frame_n of_o the_o heaven_n the_o state_n upon_o earth_n &_o man_n in_o they_o comprehend_v all_o those_o be_v the_o great_a mischif_n which_o be_v least_o discern_v the_o most_o 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shadow_v ourselves_o to_o a_o sufficient_a prevention_n but_o comet_n and_o blaze_a star_n who_o effect_n or_o signification_n no_o man_n can_v interrupt_v or_o frustrate_v no_o man_n foresee_v no_o almanac_n tell_v we_o when_o a_o blaze_a star_n will_v breâ—k_v out_o the_o matter_n be_v carry_v up_o in_o secret_a no_o astrologer_n tell_v we_o when_o the_o effect_n will_v be_v accomplish_a for_o that_o be_v a_o secret_a of_o a_o high_a sphere_n than_o the_o other_o and_o that_o which_o be_v most_o secret_a be_v most_o dangerous_a it_o be_v so_o also_o here_o in_o the_o society_n of_o man_n in_o state_n &_o commonwealth_n twenty_o rebellious_a drum_n make_v not_o so_o dangerous_a a_o noise_n as_o a_o few_o whisperer_n and_o secret_a plotter_n in_o corner_n the_o canon_n
do_v not_o so_o much_o hurt_v against_o a_o wall_n as_o a_o i_o under_o the_o wall_n nor_o a_o thousand_o enemy_n that_o threaten_v so_o much_o as_o a_o few_o that_o take_v a_o oath_n to_o say_v nothing_o god_n know_v many_o heavy_a sin_n of_o the_o people_n in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o after_o but_o still_o he_o charge_v they_o with_o that_o one_o with_o murmur_a murmur_a in_o their_o heart_n secret_a disobedience_n secret_a repugnâ—nces_n against_o his_o declare_a will_n and_o thâ—se_a be_v the_o most_o deadly_a the_o most_o pernicious_a and_o it_o be_v so_o to_o with_o the_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n and_o that_o be_v my_o case_n the_o pulse_n the_o urine_n the_o sweat_n all_o have_v swear_v to_o say_v nothing_o to_o give_v no_o indication_n of_o any_o dangerous_a sickness_n my_o force_n be_v not_o enfeeble_v i_o find_v no_o decay_n in_o my_o strength_n my_o provision_n be_v not_o cut_v off_o i_o find_v no_o abhor_v in_o my_o appetite_n my_o counsel_n be_v not_o corrupt_v nor_o infatuate_v i_o find_v no_o false_a apprehension_n to_o work_v upon_o my_o understandings_n and_o yet_o they_o see_v that_o invisible_o &_o i_o feel_v that_o insensible_o the_o disease_n prevail_v the_o disease_n have_v establish_v a_o kingdom_n a_o empire_n in_o i_o and_o will_v have_v certain_a arcana_fw-la imperij_fw-la secret_n of_o state_n by_o which_o it_o will_v proceed_v &_o not_o be_v bind_v to_o declareâ—hem_n â—hem_z but_o yet_o against_o those_o secret_a conspiracy_n in_o the_o state_n the_o magistrate_n have_v the_o raâ—kâ—_n â—_z and_o against_o these_o insensible_a disease_n physician_n have_v their_o examiner_n and_o those_o these_o employ_v now_o 10._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n i_o have_v be_v tell_v and_o tell_v by_o relation_n by_o her_o own_o brother_n that_o do_v it_o by_o thy_o servant_n nazianzen_n that_o his_o sister_n in_o the_o vehemency_n of_o her_o prayer_n do_v use_v to_o threaten_v thou_o with_o a_o holy_a importunity_n with_o a_o pious_a 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other_o may_v not_o see_v we_o but_o his_o masterpiece_n be_v to_o make_v we_o sin_n in_o secret_a so_o as_o that_o we_o may_v not_o see_v our_o self_n sin_n for_o the_o first_o the_o hide_v of_o our_o sin_n from_o other_o man_n he_o have_v induoe_v that_o which_o be_v his_o offspring_n from_o the_o beginning_n 8.44_o a_o lie_n for_o man_n be_v in_o nature_n yet_o in_o possession_n of_o some_o such_o spark_n of_o ingenuity_n &_o nobleness_n as_o that_o but_o to_o disguise_v evil_a he_o will_v not_o lie_v the_o body_n the_o sin_n be_v the_o serpent_n and_o the_o garment_n that_o cover_v it_o the_o lie_n be_v his_o too_o these_o be_v he_o but_o the_o hide_v of_o sin_n from_o ourselves_o be_v he_o himself_o when_o we_o have_v the_o sting_n of_o the_o serpent_n in_o we_o and_o do_v not_o sting_v ourselves_o the_o venom_n of_o sin_n and_o no_o remorse_n for_o sin_n then_o as_o thy_o bless_a son_n say_v of_o judas_n he_o be_v a_o devil_n 6.70_o not_o that_o he_o have_v one_o but_o be_v one_o 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prayer_n to_o thou_o for_o his_o assistance_n the_o voice_n of_o who_o bell_n have_v call_v i_o to_o this_o devotion_n lay_v hold_n upon_o his_o soul_n o_o god_n till_o that_o soul_n have_v thorough_o consider_v his_o account_n and_o how_o few_o minute_n soever_o it_o have_v to_o remain_v in_o that_o body_n let_v the_o power_n of_o thy_o spirit_n recompense_v the_o shortness_n of_o time_n and_o perfect_a his_o account_n before_o he_o pass_v away_o present_v his_o sin_n so_o to_o he_o as_o that_o he_o may_v know_v what_o thou_o forgive_v &_o not_o doubt_v of_o thy_o forgiveness_n let_v he_o stop_v upon_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o those_o sin_n but_o dwell_v upon_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n let_v he_o discern_v his_o own_o demerit_n but_o wrap_v himself_o up_o in_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n breath_n inward_a comfort_n to_o his_o heart_n and_o afford_v he_o the_o power_n of_o give_v such_o outward_a testimony_n thereof_o as_o all_o that_o be_v about_o he_o may_v derive_v comfort_n from_o thence_o and_o have_v this_o edification_n even_o in_o this_o dissolution_n that_o though_o the_o body_n be_v go_v the_o way_n oâ—_n all_o flesh_n yet_o that_o soul_n be_v go_v the_o way_n of_o all_o saint_n when_o thy_o son_n cry_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o he_o speak_v not_o so_o much_o in_o his_o own_o person_n as_o in_o the_o person_n of_o the_o church_n and_o of_o his_o afflict_a member_n who_o in_o deep_a distress_n may_v fear_v thy_o forsake_v this_o patient_a o_o most_o bless_a god_n be_v one_o of_o they_o in_o his_o behalf_n and_o in_o his_o name_n hear_v thy_o son_n cry_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o and_o forsake_v he_o not_o but_o with_o thy_o left_a hand_n lay_v his_o body_n in_o the_o grave_n if_o that_o be_v â—hy_a determination_n upon_o he_o and_o with_o thy_o right_a hand_n receive_v his_o soul_n into_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o unite_v he_o &_o we_o in_o one_o communion_n of_o saint_n amen_n 18._o at_o inde_fw-la mortuus_fw-la es_fw-la sonitu_fw-la celeri_fw-la pulsuque_fw-la agitato_fw-la the_o bell_n ring_v out_o and_o tell_v i_o in_o he_o that_o i_o be_o dead_a 18._o meditation_n the_o bell_n ring_v out_o the_o pulse_n thereof_o be_v change_v the_o toll_n be_v a_o faint_a and_o intermit_a pulse_n upon_o one_o side_n this_o strong_a and_o argue_v more_o and_o better_a life_n hiâ—_n soul_n be_v go_v out_o and_o as_o a_o man_n who_o have_v a_o lease_n of_o 1000_o year_n after_o the_o expiration_n of_o a_o short_a one_o or_o a_o inheritance_n after_o the_o life_n of_o a_o man_n in_o a_o consumption_n he_o be_v now_o enter_v into_o the_o possession_n of_o his_o better_a estate_n his_o soul_n be_v go_v whither_o who_o see_v it_o come_v in_o or_o who_o see_v it_o go_v out_o no_o body_n yet_o every_o body_n be_v sure_a he_o have_v one_o and_o have_v none_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v mere_a philosopher_n what_o the_o soul_n be_v i_o shall_v find_v among_o they_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o it_o be_v nothing_o but_o the_o temperament_n and_o harmony_n and_o just_a and_o equal_a composition_n of_o the_o element_n in_o the_o body_n which_o produce_v all_o those_o faculty_n which_o we_o ascribe_v to_o the_o soul_n and_o so_o in_o itself_o be_v nothing_o no_o separable_a substance_n that_o over-live_n the_o body_n they_o see_v the_o soul_n be_v nothing_o else_o in_o other_o creature_n and_o they_o affect_v a_o impious_a humility_n to_o think_v as_o low_o of_o man._n but_o if_o my_o soul_n be_v no_o more_o than_o the_o soul_n of_o a_o beast_n i_o can_v not_o think_v so_o that_o soul_n that_o can_v reflect_v upon_o itself_o consider_v itself_o be_v more_o than_o so_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v not_o mere_a philosopher_n but_o mix_v man_n philosophical_a divine_n how_o the_o soul_n be_v a_o separate_a substance_n enter_v into_o man_n i_o shall_v find_v some_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o that_o it_o be_v by_o generation_n &_o procreation_n from_o parent_n because_o they_o think_v it_o hard_o to_o charge_v thâ—_n soul_n with_o the_o guiltiness_n of_o original_a sin_n if_o the_o soul_n be_v infuse_v into_o a_o body_n in_o which_o it_o must_v necessary_o grow_v foul_a and_o contract_v original_a sin_n whether_o it_o will_v or_o no_o and_o i_o shall_v find_v some_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o that_o it_o be_v by_o immediate_a infusion_n from_o god_n because_o they_o think_v it_o hard_o to_o maintain_v a_o immortality_n in_o such_o a_o soul_n as_o shall_v be_v beget_v and_o derive_v with_o the_o body_n from_o mortal_a parent_n if_o i_o will_v ask_v not_o a_o few_o man_n but_o almost_o whole_a
adam_n sin_v for_o eve_n sake_n and_o solomon_n to_o gratify_v his_o wife_n 3_o it_o be_v a_o uxorious_a sin_n when_o the_o judge_n sin_v for_o jezabels_n sake_n 21_o and_o joab_n to_o obey_v david_n 3._o it_o be_v a_o ambitious_a sin_n 23.23_o when_o pilate_n sin_v to_o humour_v the_o people_n 12.3_o and_o herod_n to_o give_v far_a contentment_n to_o the_o jew_n it_o be_v a_o popular_a sin_n any_o thing_n serve_v to_o occasion_n sin_n at_o home_n in_o my_o bosom_n or_o abroad_o in_o my_o mark_n and_o aim_v that_o which_o i_o be_o and_o that_o which_o i_o be_o not_o that_o which_o i_o will_v be_v prove_v coal_n and_o ember_n and_o fuel_n and_o bellows_n to_o sin_n and_o do_v thou_o put_v i_o o_o my_o god_n to_o discharge_v myself_o of_o myself_o before_o i_o can_v be_v well_o when_o â—hou_n bid_v i_o to_o put_v off_o â—he_v old_a man_n 4.22_o do_v thou_o mean_v not_o only_o my_o old_a habit_n of_o actual_a sin_n but_o the_o old_a of_o all_o original_a sin_n when_o thou_o bid_v i_o purge_v out_o the_o â—even_n 5.7_o do_v thou_o mean_v not_o only_o the_o sourness_n of_o my_o own_o ill_a contract_a custom_n but_o the_o innate_a tincture_n of_o sin_n imprint_v by_o nature_n how_o shall_v i_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o require_v and_o not_o falsify_v that_o which_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o sin_n be_v go_v over_o all_o but_o o_o my_o god_n i_o press_v thou_o not_o with_o thy_o own_o text_n without_o thy_o own_o comment_n i_o know_v that_o in_o the_o state_n of_o my_o body_n which_o be_v more_o discernible_a than_o that_o of_o my_o soul_n thou_o do_v effigiate_n my_o soul_n to_o i_o and_o though_o no_o anatomist_n can_v say_v in_o dissect_v a_o body_n here_o lay_v the_o coal_n the_o fuel_n the_o occasion_n of_o all_o bodily_a disease_n but_o yet_o a_o man_n may_v have_v such_o a_o knowledge_n of_o his_o own_o constitution_n and_o bodily_a inclination_n to_o disease_n as_o that_o he_o may_v prevent_v his_o danger_n in_o a_o great_a part_n so_o though_o we_o can_v assign_v the_o place_n of_o original_a sin_n nor_o the_o nature_n of_o it_o so_o exact_o as_o of_o actual_a or_o by_o any_o diligence_n divest_v it_o yet_o have_v wash_v it_o in_o the_o water_n of_o thy_o baptism_n we_o have_v not_o only_o so_o cleanse_v it_o that_o we_o may_v the_o better_a look_n upon_o it_o and_o discern_v it_o but_o so_o weaken_v it_o that_o howsoever_o it_o may_v retain_v the_o former_a nature_n it_o do_v not_o retain_v the_o former_a force_n and_o though_o it_o may_v have_v the_o same_o name_n it_o have_v not_o the_o same_o venom_n 22._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n the_o god_n of_o security_n and_o the_o enemy_n of_o security_n too_o who_o will_v have_v we_o always_o sure_o of_o thy_o love_n and_o yet_o will_v have_v we_o always_o do_v something_o for_o it_o let_v i_o always_o so_o apprehend_v thou_o as_o present_v with_o i_o and_o yet_o so_o follow_v after_o thou_o as_o though_o i_o have_v not_o apprehend_v thou_o thou_o enlargedst_a ezechias_n lease_n for_o fifteen_o year_n thou_o renew_v lazarus_n his_o lease_n for_o a_o time_n which_o we_o know_v not_o but_o thou_o do_v never_o so_o put_v out_o any_o of_o these_o fire_n as_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o rake_v up_o the_o ember_n and_o wrap_v up_o a_o future_a mortality_n in_o that_o body_n which_o thou_o have_v then_o so_o reprieve_v thou_o proceed_v no_o otherwise_o in_o our_o soul_n o_o our_o good_a but_o fearful_a god_n thou_o pardone_v no_o sin_n so_o as_o that_o that_o sinner_n can_v sin_v no_o more_o thou_o make_v no_o man_n so_o acceptable_a as_o that_o thou_o makâ—st_v he_o impeccable_a though_o therefore_o it_o be_v a_o diminution_n of_o the_o largeness_n and_o derogatory_n to_o the_o fullness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n to_o look_v back_o upon_o those_o sin_n which_o in_o a_o true_a repentanceâ—_n â—_z i_o have_v bury_v in_o the_o wound_n of_o â—hy_a son_n with_o a_o jealous_a or_o suspicious_a eye_n as_o though_o they_o be_v now_o my_o sin_n when_o i_o have_v so_o transfer_v they_o upon_o â—hy_a son_n as_o though_o â—hey_n can_v now_o be_v raise_v to_o life_n again_o to_o condemn_v i_o to_o death_n when_o they_o be_v dead_a in_o â—im_n who_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n yet_o be_v it_o a_o irregular_a anticipation_n and_o a_o insolent_a presumption_n to_o think_v that_o thy_o present_a mercy_n extend_v to_o all_o my_o future_a sin_n or_o that_o there_o be_v no_o ember_n no_o coal_n of_o future_a sin_n leave_v in_o i_o temper_v therefore_o thy_o mercy_n so_o to_o my_o soul_n o_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v neither_o decline_v to_o any_o faintness_n of_o spirit_n in_o suspect_v thy_o mercy_n now_o to_o be_v less_o hearty_a less_o sincere_a than_o it_o use_v to_o be_v to_o those_o who_o be_v perfect_o reconcile_v to_o thou_o nor_o presume_v so_o of_o it_o as_o either_o to_o think_v this_o present_a mercy_n a_o antidote_n against_o all_o poison_n and_o so_o expose_v myself_o to_o tentation_n upon_o confidence_n that_o this_o thy_o mercy_n shall_v preserve_v i_o or_o that_o when_o i_o do_v cast_v myself_o into_o new_a sin_n i_o may_v have_v new_a mercy_n at_o any_o time_n because_o thou_o do_v so_o easy_o afford_v i_o this_o 23._o metusque_fw-la relabi_fw-la they_o warn_v i_o of_o the_o fearful_a danger_n of_o relapse_v 23._o meditation_n it_o be_v not_o in_o man_n body_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o city_n that_o when_o the_o bell_n have_v ring_v to_o cover_v your_o fire_n and_o â—ake_z up_o the_o ember_n you_o may_v lie_v down_o and_o sleep_v without_o fear_n though_o you_o have_v by_o physic_n and_o diet_n rake_v up_o the_o ember_n of_o your_o â—isease_n still_o there_o be_v a_o fear_n of_o a_o relapse_n and_o the_o great_a danger_n be_v in_o that_o â—uen_v in_o pleasure_n and_o in_o â—â—ines_n there_o be_v a_o propriety_n â—_o meum_fw-la &_o tuum_fw-la and_o a_o man_n be_v most_o affect_a with_o that_o pleasure_n which_o be_v he_o he_o by_o former_a enjoy_n and_o experience_n and_o most_o intimidated_a with_o those_o pain_n which_o be_v his_o he_o by_o a_o woeful_a â—ense_n of_o they_o in_o former_a affliction_n a_o covetousâ—erson_n â—erson_z who_o have_v preoccupate_v all_o his_o sense_n fill_v all_o his_o capacity_n with_o the_o delight_n of_o gather_v wonder_n how_o any_o man_n can_v have_v any_o taste_n of_o any_o pleasure_n in_o any_o openness_n or_o liberality_n so_o also_o in_o bodily_a pain_n in_o a_o fit_a of_o the_o stone_n thâ—_n patient_a wonder_n why_o any_o man_n shall_v call_v the_o gout_n a_o pain_n and_o he_o that_o have_v feel_v neither_o but_o the_o toothache_n be_v as_o much_o afraid_a of_o a_o â—it_n of_o that_o as_o either_o of_o the_o other_o of_o either_o of_o the_o other_o disease_n which_o we_o â—ever_v feel_v in_o ourselves_o â—ome_v but_o to_o a_o compassiâ—â—_n of_o other_o that_o have_v â—ndured_v they_o nay_o compassion_n itself_o come_v â—o_o no_o great_a degree_n if_o we_o â—ave_n not_o feel_v in_o some_o proportion_n in_o ourselves_o â—hat_n which_o we_o lament_v â—nd_n condole_v in_o another_o but_o when_o we_o have_v have_v â—hose_v torment_n in_o their_o exaltation_n ourselves_o we_o â—emble_v at_o a_o relapse_n â—hen_o we_o must_v pantâ—hrough_a â—hrough_z all_o those_o fiery_a â—eats_n and_o sail_v through_o â—ll_o those_o overflow_a sweat_n when_o we_o must_v watch_v through_o all_o those_o long_a night_n and_o mourn_v through_o all_o those_o long_a day_n day_n and_o night_n so_o long_o as_o that_o nature_n herself_o shall_v seem_v to_o be_v pervert_v and_o to_o hauâ—_n put_v the_o long_a day_n and_o the_o long_a night_n which_o shall_v be_v six_o month_n asunder_o into_o one_o natural_a unnatural_a day_n when_o we_o must_v stand_v at_o the_o same_o bar_n expect_v the_o return_n of_o physician_n from_o â—heir_a consultation_n and_o not_o be_v sure_a of_o the_o sâ—me_a verdict_n in_o any_o good_a indication_n when_o we_o must_v go_v the_o same_o way_n over_o again_o and_o not_o see_v the_o same_o issue_n this_o be_v a_o state_n a_o condition_n a_o calamity_n in_o respect_n of_o which_o any_o other_o sickness_n be_v a_o â—onualescence_n and_o any_o great_a less_o it_o add_v to_o the_o affliction_n that_o relapse_n be_v and_o for_o the_o most_o part_n just_o impute_v to_o ourselves_o as_o occasion_v by_o some_o disorder_n in_o we_o and_o so_o we_o be_v not_o only_o passive_a but_o active_a in_o our_o own_o ruin_n we_o do_v not_o only_o stand_v under_o a_o fall_a house_n but_o pull_v it_o down_o upon_o we_o and_o we_o be_v not_o only_o execute_v that_o imply_v guiltiness_n but_o we_o be_v executioner_n that_o imply_v dishonour_n and_o executioner_n of_o ourselves_o and_o that_o imply_v impiety_n and_o we_o fall_v from_o that_o
comfort_n which_o we_o may_v have_v in_o our_o first_o sickness_n from_o that_o meditation_n alas_o how_o general_o miserable_a be_v man_n and_o how_o subject_a to_o disease_n for_o in_o that_o it_o be_v some_o degree_n of_o comfort_n that_o we_o be_v but_o in_o the_o staâ—e_v common_a to_o all_o we_o fall_v i_o say_v to_o this_o discomfort_n and_o self_n accuse_v &_o self_n condemn_v alas_o how_o unprovident_a and_o in_o that_o how_o unthankful_a to_o god_n and_o his_o instrument_n be_o i_o in_o make_v so_o ill_o use_v of_o so_o great_a benefit_n in_o destroy_v so_o soon_o so_o long_o a_o work_n in_o relapse_v by_o my_o disorder_n to_o that_o from_o which_o they_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o so_o my_o meditation_n be_v fearful_o transfer_v from_o the_o body_n to_o the_o mind_n and_o from_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o sickness_n to_o that_o sin_n that_o sinful_a carelessness_n by_o which_o i_o have_v occasion_v my_o relapse_n and_o among_o the_o many_o weight_n that_o aggravate_v a_o relapse_n this_o also_o be_v one_o that_o a_o relapse_n proceed_v with_o a_o more_o violent_a dispatch_n and_o more_o irremediable_o because_o it_o find_v the_o country_n weaken_v and_o depopulate_v before_o upon_o a_o sickness_n which_o as_o yet_o appear_v not_o we_o can_v scarce_o fix_v a_o fear_n because_o we_o know_v not_o what_o to_o fear_v but_o as_o fear_n be_v the_o busy_a and_o irksome_a affection_n so_o be_v a_o relapse_n which_o be_v still_o ready_a to_o come_v into_o that_o which_o be_v but_o new_o go_v the_o near_a object_n the_o most_o immediate_a exercise_n of_o that_o affection_n of_o fearâ—_n 23._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n my_o god_n thou_o mighty_a father_n who_o have_v be_v my_o physician_n thou_o glorious_a son_n who_o have_v be_v my_o physic_n thou_o bless_a spirit_n who_o have_v prepare_v and_o apply_v all_o to_o i_o shall_v i_o alone_o be_v able_a to_o overthrow_v the_o work_n of_o all_o you_o and_o relapse_n into_o those_o spiritual_a sickness_n from_o which_o your_o infinite_a mercy_n have_v withdraw_v i_o though_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n hâ—ue_v fill_v my_o measure_n with_o mercy_n yet_o my_o measure_n be_v not_o so_o large_a as_o that_o of_o thy_o whole_a people_n the_o nation_n the_o numerous_a and_o glorious_a nation_n of_o israel_n and_o yet_o how_o often_o how_o often_o do_v they_o fall_v into_o relapse_n and_o then_o where_o be_v my_o assurance_n how_o easy_o thou_o passedst_a over_o many_o other_o sin_n in_o they_o and_o how_o vehement_o thou_o insi_v in_o those_o into_o which_o they_o so_o often_o relapse_v those_o be_v their_o murmur_n against_o thou_o in_o thy_o instrument_n and_o minister_n and_o their_o turn_n upon_o other_o god_n and_o embrace_v the_o idolatry_n of_o their_o neighbour_n o_o my_o god_n how_o slippery_a a_o way_n to_o how_o irrecoverable_a a_o bottom_n be_v murmur_v and_o how_o near_o thyself_o he_o come_v that_o murmur_n at_o he_o who_o come_v from_o thou_o the_o magistrate_n be_v the_o garment_n in_o which_o thou_o apparelle_v thyself_o and_o he_o that_o shoot_v at_o the_o clothes_n can_v say_v he_o mean_v no_o ill_a to_o the_o man_n thy_o people_n be_v fearful_a example_n of_o that_o for_o how_o often_o do_v their_o murmur_a against_o thy_o minister_n end_n in_o a_o depart_n from_o thou_o when_o they_o will_v have_v other_o officer_n they_o will_v have_v other_o god_n and_o still_o to_o day_n murmur_v be_v to_o morrow_n idolatry_n as_o their_o murmur_a induce_v idolatry_n and_o they_o relapse_v often_o into_o both_o i_o have_v find_v in_o myself_o o_o my_o god_n o_o my_o god_n thou_o have_v find_v it_o in_o i_o and_o thy_o find_v it_o have_v show_v it_o to_o i_o such_o a_o transmigration_n of_o sin_n as_o make_v i_o afraid_a of_o relapse_v too_o the_o soul_n of_o sin_n for_o we_o have_v make_v sin_n immortal_a and_o it_o must_v have_v a_o soul_n the_o soul_n of_o sin_n be_v disobedience_n to_o thou_o and_o when_o one_o sin_n have_v be_v dead_a in_o i_o that_o soul_n have_v pass_v into_o another_o sin_n our_o youth_n die_v and_o the_o sin_n of_o our_o youth_n with_o it_o some_o sin_n die_v a_o violent_a death_n and_o some_o a_o natural_a poverty_n penury_n imprisonment_n banishment_n kill_v some_o sin_n in_o we_o and_o some_o die_v of_o age_n many_o way_n we_o become_v unable_a to_o do_v that_o sin_n but_o still_o the_o soul_n live_v and_o pass_v into_o another_o sin_n and_o that_o that_o be_v licentiousness_n grow_v ambition_n and_o that_o come_v to_o indevotion_n and_o spiritual_a coldness_n we_o have_v three_o life_n in_o our_o state_n of_o sin_n and_o where_o the_o sin_n oâ—_n youth_n expire_v those_o of_o our_o middle_a year_n enter_v and_o those_o of_o our_o age_n after_o they_o this_o transmigration_n of_o sin_n find_v in_o myself_o make_v i_o afraid_a o_o my_o god_n of_o a_o relapse_n but_o the_o occasion_n of_o my_o fear_n be_v more_o pregnantâ—han_n â—han_z so_o for_o i_o have_v have_v i_o have_v multiply_v relapse_n already_o why_o o_o my_o god_n be_v a_o relapse_n so_o odious_a to_o thou_o not_o so_o much_o their_o murmur_a and_o their_o idolatry_n as_o their_o relapse_v into_o those_o sin_n seem_v to_o affect_v thou_o in_o thy_o disobedient_a people_n they_o limit_v the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n 78.41_o as_o â—hou_a complain_v of_o they_o that_o be_v a_o murmur_a but_o before_o thou_o charge_v they_o with_o the_o fault_n itself_o in_o the_o same_o place_n thou_o charge_v they_o with_o the_o iterate_n the_o redouble_v of_o â—hat_n fault_n before_o the_o fault_n be_v name_v how_o oft_o do_v they_o provoke_v i_o in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o grieve_v i_o in_o the_o desert_n that_o which_o bring_v thou_o to_o that_o exasperation_n against_o they_o as_o to_o say_v that_o thou_o will_v break_v thy_o own_o oath_n 22._o rather_o than_o leave_v they_o unpunished_a they_o shall_v not_o see_v the_o land_n which_o i_o swear_v unto_o their_o father_n be_v because_o they_o have_v tempt_v thou_o ten_o time_n infinite_o upon_o that_o thou_o threaten_v with_o that_o vehemency_n 23.12_o if_o you_o do_v in_o any_o wise_a go_v back_o know_v for_o a_o certainty_n god_n will_v no_o more_o drive_v out_o any_o of_o these_o nation_n from_o before_o you_o but_o they_o shall_v be_v snare_n and_o trap_n unto_o you_o and_o scourge_n in_o your_o side_n and_o thorn_n in_o your_o eye_n till_o you_o perish_v no_o tongue_n but_o thy_o own_o o_o my_o god_n can_v express_v thy_o indignation_n against_o a_o nation_n relapse_v to_o idolatry_n idolatry_n in_o any_o nation_n be_v deadly_a but_o when_o the_o disease_n be_v complicate_v with_o a_o relapse_n a_o knowledge_n and_o a_o profession_n of_o a_o former_a recovery_n it_o be_v desperate_a and_o thy_o anger_n work_v not_o only_a where_o the_o evidence_n be_v pregnant_a and_o without_o exception_n so_o thou_o say_v when_o it_o be_v say_v 12._o that_o certain_a man_n in_o a_o city_n have_v withdraw_v other_o to_o idolatry_n and_o that_o inquiry_n be_v make_v and_o it_o be_v find_v true_a the_o city_n and_o the_o inhabitant_n and_o the_o cattle_n be_v to_o be_v destroy_v but_o where_o there_o be_v but_o a_o suspicion_n a_o rumour_n of_o such_o a_o relapse_n to_o idolatry_n thy_o anger_n be_v awaken_v and_o thy_o indignation_n stir_v 22.11_o in_o the_o government_n of_o thy_o servant_n josua_n there_o be_v a_o voice_n that_o reuben_n and_o gad_n with_o those_o of_o manasseh_n have_v build_v a_o new_a altar_n israel_n do_v not_o send_v one_o to_o inquire_v 1.12_o but_o the_o whole_a congregation_n gather_v to_o go_v up_o to_o war_n against_o they_o and_o there_o go_v a_o prince_n of_o every_o tribe_n and_o they_o object_n to_o they_o not_o so_o much_o their_o present_a declination_n to_o idolatry_n as_o their_o relapse_n 4._o be_v the_o iniquity_n of_o peor_n too_o little_a for_o we_o a_o idolatry_n former_o commit_v and_o punish_v with_o the_o slaughter_n of_o twenty_o four_o thousand_o delinquent_n at_o last_o reuben_n and_o gad_n satisfy_v they_o that_o that_o altar_n be_v not_o build_v for_o idolatry_n but_o build_v as_o a_o pattern_n of_o they_o that_o they_o may_v thereby_o profess_v themselves_o to_o be_v of_o the_o same_o profession_n that_o they_o be_v and_o so_o the_o army_n return_v without_o blood_n even_o where_o it_o come_v not_o so_o far_o as_o to_o a_o actual_a relapse_n into_o idolatry_n thou_o o_o my_o god_n becom_a sensible_a of_o it_o though_o thou_o who_o see_v the_o heart_n all_o the_o way_n prevent_a all_n dangerous_a effect_n where_o there_o be_v no_o ill_a meaning_n how_o ever_o there_o be_v occasion_n of_o suspicious_a rumour_n give_v to_o thy_o israel_n of_o relapse_v so_o odious_a to_o thou_o &_o so_o aggravate_v a_o weight_n upon_o sin_n be_v a_o relapse_n but_o o_o my_o