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will_v fail_v i_o here_o and_o my_o understanding_n both_o the_o lord_n be_v great_a in_o the_o least_o fish_n the_o axchoie_n which_o we_o use_v apua_fw-la apua_fw-la abuse_v rather_o to_o provoke_v appetite_n as_o he_o be_v wonderful_a in_o the_o great_a crocodile_n the_o great_a if_o we_o observe_v his_o original_n from_o so_o low_a a_o bottom_n as_o be_v the_o quantity_n of_o a_o goose-egge_n reach_v at_o length_n unto_o sixteen_o cubit_n 31._o cubit_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d diod._n sic_fw-la lib._n 1._o pag_n 31._o or_o the_o great_a whale_n fish_n the_o sea-dragon_n that_o wonderful_a leviathan_n and_o so_o describe_v by_o god_n himself_o 41._o himself_o job_n 41._o and_o yet_o i_o can_v tell_v whether_o god_n work_n be_v less_o wonderful_a in_o the_o ship_n which_o reel_v upon_o the_o water_n like_o
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so_o it_o be_v not_o it_o be_v fabulous_a yet_o the_o moral_n be_v good_a all_o the_o fruit_n of_o righteousness_n in_o what_o kind_n soever_o be_v from_o one_o root_n of_o righteousness_n and_o though_o divers_a in_o kind_n yet_o so_o one_o as_o but_o one_o fruit_n as_o be_v say_v this_o may_v kindle_v our_o desire_n to_o be_v root_v in_o christ_n than_o we_o can_v be_v barren_a or_o unfruitful_a and_o this_o may_v teach_v thou_o child_n how_o straight_o a_o band_n religion_n be_v and_o the_o solemnesse_n of_o that_o covenant_n we_o enter_v into_o by_o baptism_n how_o complete_a a_o true_a christian_a be_v and_o how_o full_o arm_a and_o furnish_v every_o way_n answer_v that_o worthy_a name_n which_o be_v call_v upon_o he_o if_o we_o look_v a_o few_o leave_v back_o we_o may_v gather_v up_o the_o sum_n of_o all_o under_o these_o three_o head_n 1._o the_o greatness_n of_o our_o misery_n by_o sin_n which_o we_o have_v follow_v to_o its_o strong_a hold_n or_o first_o original_n 2._o the_o 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