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the_o person_n of_o christ_n himself_o and_o he_o alone_o so_o that_o all_o the_o delight_n in_o creature_n quiet_v thou_o not_o unless_o thou_o can_v find_v he_o through_o they_o nay_o no_o ordinance_n cheer_v thou_o unless_o thou_o can_v see_v he_o in_o they_o nay_o heaven_n itself_o will_v not_o content_v thou_o but_o he_o in_o heaven_n psal._n 73._o 25._o and_o hence_o it_o be_v he_o thou_o seek_v it_o be_v he_o thou_o foot_n it_o be_v he_o thou_o approve_v thyself_o unto_o and_o serve_v so_o that_o it_o be_v this_o rock_n of_o age_n thou_o trust_v to_o isa._n 26._o 3_o 4._o it_o be_v his_o strength_n thou_o be_v strong_a by_o it_o be_v his_o life_n thou_o live_v by_o it_o be_v the_o lord_n himself_o that_o thy_o faith_n fathom_n this_o be_v right_a 1_o pet._n 2._o 7._o for_o now_o what_o good_a can_v the_o father_n deny_v thou_o when_o he_o have_v give_v a_o son_n to_o thou_o what_o hurt_n can_v satan_n do_v thou_o by_o all_o his_o shake_n when_o thou_o have_v the_o son_n 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with_o himself_o but_o only_o come_v to_o he_o for_o some_o righteousness_n out_o of_o himself_o for_o i_o shall_v not_o speak_v of_o they_o that_o forsake_v all_o and_o follow_v christ_n for_o the_o bag_n and_o for_o the_o loaf_n for_o it_o be_v with_o all_o man_n live_v natural_o as_o it_o be_v with_o man_n that_o have_v be_v rich_a shopkeeper_n but_o now_o they_o be_v break_v and_o cast_v into_o great_a want_n steal_v they_o will_v not_o dig_v they_o can_v beg_v they_o know_v not_o how_o turn_v apprentice_n to_o another_o they_o must_v not_o they_o have_v not_o be_v use_v to_o that_o life_n hence_o they_o resolve_v to_o set_v up_o their_o trade_n again_o though_o they_o sell_v but_o pin_n and_o point_n and_o small_a ware_n and_o because_o they_o can_v set_v up_o for_o themselves_o they_o go_v unto_o merchant_n to_o help_v they_o and_o run_v into_o their_o book_n on_o trust_n and_o desire_v day_n and_o patience_n and_o they_o will_v pay_v they_o all_o again_o now_o it_o be_v not_o the_o man_n that_o they_o respect_v but_o to_o make_v up_o their_o market_n out_o of_o he_o but_o alas_o they_o can_v pay_v their_o debt_n and_o hence_o to_o prison_n they_o go_v so_o it_o be_v here_o god_n set_v up_o adam_n with_o a_o stock_n in_o his_o own_o hand_n now_o he_o be_v break_v and_o cast_v into_o great_a want_n and_o fear_v the_o arrest_n of_o god_n displeasure_n now_o sin_n man_n dare_v not_o dig_v and_o help_v themselves_o they_o can_v and_o to_o beg_v and_o live_v upon_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o alm_n they_o know_v not_o how_o indeed_o they_o will_v not_o they_o be_v not_o use_v to_o this_o life_n hence_o seek_v to_o set_v up_o their_o trade_n again_o though_o in_o never_o so_o small_a duty_n and_o because_o they_o can_v help_v themselves_o hence_o they_o go_v to_o christ_n not_o as_o to_o a_o husband_n for_o himself_o but_o as_o to_o a_o merchant_n to_o set_v they_o up_o again_o and_o true_o christ_n for_o many_o end_n and_o to_o show_v his_o freeness_n to_o his_o 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seek_v a_o righteousness_n of_o their_o own_o other_o cry_v lord_n lord_n lord_n there_o be_v these_o sin_n that_o wring_v my_o conscience_n ease_v i_o of_o they_o here_o be_v these_o duty_n i_o must_v do_v else_o never_o save_v and_o my_o heart_n be_v dead_a oh_o affect_v i_o and_o help_v i_o to_o do_v they_o there_o be_v such_o work_v i_o be_o to_o perform_v and_o have_v no_o strength_n to_o pray_v to_o prophesy_v lord_n assist_v i_o mat._n 7._o 21_o 22._o depart_v i_o know_v you_o not_o never_o accept_v of_o you_o you_o think_v these_o thing_n will_v please_v i_o you_o close_v not_o with_o i_o oh_o now_o depart_v from_o i_o from_o my_o fellowship_n my_o bosom_n my_o presence_n for_o this_o be_v ever_o their_o frame_n they_o think_v to_o pacify_v god_n by_o what_o they_o do_v and_o though_o they_o think_v his_o justice_n can_v yet_o they_o hope_v there_o be_v such_o indulgence_n in_o his_o mercy_n that_o he_o will_v accept_v thus_o it_o be_v isai._n 58._o 2._o for_o this_o be_v 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god_n not_o to_o sojourn_v but_o dwell_v there_o and_o though_o abuse_a vex_a yet_o it_o will_v not_o depart_v sect_n v._o v._o sanctification_n in_o the_o room_n of_o self-seeking_a this_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n have_v have_v many_o scratch_n and_o pass_v under_o divers_a censure_n that_o if_o that_o question_n shall_v be_v ask_v of_o it_o which_o once_o christ_n make_v concern_v himself_o who_o say_v man_n that_o i_o be_o we_o shall_v five_o several_a apprehension_n of_o it_o 1._o some_o have_v make_v it_o common_a and_o that_o this_o treasure_n may_v be_v dig_v out_o of_o dunghill_n that_o the_o lord_n cast_v these_o pearl_n to_o swine_n that_o a_o carnal_a heart_n may_v have_v all_o these_o gift_n and_o grace_n which_o the_o righteous_a have_v and_o adam_n have_v and_o perish_v at_o last_o and_o hence_o no_o evidence_n from_o it_o at_o all_o 2._o some_o have_v not_o make_v it_o thus_o common_a but_o proper_a to_o the_o elect_n and_o that_o none_o be_v justify_v but_o they_o 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oh_o then_o how_o can_v thou_o fall_v i_o do_v fear_v 〈◊〉_d mat._n 16._o 18._o he_o shall_v not_o prevail_v against_o thou_o but_o thou_o shall_v give_v the_o last_o blow_n and_o wouâ—d_n do_v fear_v the_o world_n the_o deceit_n of_o it_o mat._n 24_o 24._o if_o possible_a the_o elect_a do_v fear_v the_o evil_a or_o good_a thing_n of_o it_o john_n 17._o 13_o though_o in_o the_o world_n yet_o christ_n pray_v you_o may_v be_v deliver_v from_o the_o evil_n of_o it_o do_v fear_v thy_o sin_n that_o will_v separate_v answ._n rom._n 6._o 2._o how_o can_v we_o that_o be_v dead_a live_v any_o longeâ—_n therein_o it_o be_v a_o strong_a but_o a_o wound_a but_o a_o die_a enemy_n do_v fear_v the_o lord_n thou_o have_v walk_v so_o unworthy_a of_o he_o he_o will_v not_o break_v the_o bruise_a reed_n till_o judgement_n come_v to_o victory_n though_o little_a though_o weak_a oh_o therefore_o be_v comfort_v against_o this_o in_o these_o time_n which_o be_v apostatical_a decline_a evil_a day_n and_o 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be_v a_o fancy_n if_o it_o continue_v not_o look_v therefore_o as_o the_o prophet_n say_v zach._n 1._o 5._o your_o prophet_n where_o be_v they_o your_o father_n where_o be_v they_o so_o say_v i_o to_o you_o your_o tear_n your_o tenderness_n your_o groan_n your_o heart-breaking_a prayer_n etc._n etc._n where_o be_v they_o be_v it_o with_o they_o as_o with_o ship_n that_o be_v sink_v and_o wrack_v some_o of_o the_o rib_n remain_v which_o give_v you_o to_o see_v and_o say_v there_o be_v a_o fair_a ship_n but_o itâ—s_v sink_v 1_o tim._n 1._o 19_o make_v shipwreck_n of_o conscience_n and_o so_o lose_v their_o faith_n also_o some_o man_n for_o a_o time_n seem_v to_o keep_v a_o whole_a conscience_n wind_n and_o water-tite_a they_o can_v pass_v through_o many_o storm_n yet_o at_o last_o it_o break_v and_o when_o that_o be_v lose_v their_o faith_n be_v lose_v also_o their_o faith_n before_o god_n and_o conscience_n before_o man_n both_o of_o they_o break_v now_o there_o be_v two_o sort_n of_o 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but_o he_o that_o desire_v it_o without_o measure_n è_fw-la contra_fw-la as_o paul_n phil._n 3._o 12._o that_o i_o may_v apprehend_v by_o any_o mean_n that_o for_o which_o i_o be_o apprehend_v as_o chrysostom_n call_v paul_n that_o insatiabilis_fw-la dei_fw-la cultor_fw-la for_o he_o make_v it_o his_o last_o end_n as_o he_o that_o desire_v wealth_n without_o measure_n though_o he_o get_v not_o all_o the_o wealth_n of_o the_o world_n yet_o the_o more_o he_o have_v the_o more_o he_o crave_v this_o his_o fleshly_a lust_n be_v his_o last_o end_n obj._n but_o he_o may_v desire_v it_o without_o measure_n for_o his_o own_o end_n ans._n i_o confess_v it_o be_v true_a for_o man_n may_v desire_v honour_n and_o no_o honour_n but_o by_o gift_n and_o no_o gift_n but_o by_o grace_n and_o hence_o may_v desire_v infinite_o but_o yet_o it_o be_v but_o a_o measure_n viz._n to_o serve_v his_o own_o end_n but_o not_o the_o lord_n end_n to_o set_v up_o himself_o true_a desire_n of_o grace_n be_v for_o that_o which_o may_v pull_v down_o self_n and_o make_v god_n all_o psal._n 119._o 4_o 5._o four_o it_o be_v not_o their_o only_a desire_n or_o the_o only_a thing_n they_o desire_v viz._n the_o good_a spirit_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o that_o they_o may_v not_o live_v or_o any_o thing_n else_o in_o they_o but_o that_o the_o lord_n may_v live_v and_o his_o grace_n and_o kingdom_n may_v prevail_v in_o their_o heart_n the_o desire_n of_o saint_n be_v only_o after_o this_o or_o if_o their_o desire_n be_v after_o other_o thing_n the_o spirit_n lust_n against_o they_o 2_o sam._n 23._o 5._o as_o carnal_a desire_n be_v after_o life_n and_o the_o comfort_n of_o it_o so_o spiritual_a desire_n be_v after_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n in_o they_o and_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o lord_n thereby_o psal._n 27._o 3_o 4._o one_o thing_n i_o have_v desire_v and_o that_o i_o will_v seek_v for_o what_o be_v it_o a_o crown_n a_o kingdom_n no_o but_o that_o i_o may_v dwell_v in_o the_o lord_n house_n for_o 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prov._n 5._o 11_o 12_o 13._o you_o mourn_v when_o you_o not_o your_o flesh_n but_o soul_n be_v consume_v oh_o how_o have_v i_o despise_v instruction_n lest_o wrath_n break_v out_o which_o can_v be_v quench_v for_o deal_v slight_o with_o god_n and_o your_o own_o soul_n how_o many_o christian_n take_v that_o for_o grace_n which_o when_o it_o come_v to_o trial_n will_v be_v find_v too_o light_a and_o know_v it_o not_o and_o regard_v it_o not_o till_o the_o hand-witing_a of_o god_n be_v upon_o their_o conscience_n if_o therefore_o you_o have_v not_o find_v the_o satisfy_a sweetness_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n grace_n that_o water_n which_o quench_v all_o your_o inordinate_a thirst_n that_o bread_n which_o feed_v you_o to_o life_n be_v sure_a your_o oil_n will_v be_v spend_v and_o your_o light_n will_v go_v out_o before_o you_o die_v sect_n v._o quest._n how_o shall_v i_o know_v that_o satisfy_a sweetness_n answ._n ah_o methinks_v you_o shall_v say_v oh_o that_o i_o do_v know_v it_o 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