affect wee shall heare such griefelesse and disgracing narrations of Christians miscarriages even by Christians themselves that it would make a man to question whether all wisdome and mercy bee not banished out of their hearts now when God seeth this proud and envious and spitefull spirit in any of his owne children hee lets them also bee tempted and under temptations they are permitted to fall that they may learne to be more mercifull to the names of their bretheren and to make them know that the sinne that overturnes one Christian may overturne any Christian and that one Christian seeing another to fall should compassionately helpe him up and not scornefully cast him off reade Gal. 6. 1. These things with many other causing the relapsing of Christians into sinne doe make the soules of Christians under its relapsings heavie and sad they considering within themselves that the basenesse of relapsing is likened to the dog turning 2 Pet. 2. â—2 to his vomit and the sow that is washed wallowing in the mire it doth greatly trouble and disquiet them concerning the setling of Christians labouring Five settlements under relapses under this evill I shall onely propound five things of principall knowledge and use First that all Relapsings into sinne are great evills wheresoever they are found relapsing argueth corruption yea and a sinfull disposition in man There is not onely the evill of sinne in this condition but wee shall finde many bitter effects and issues befalling Christians under their relapses for they do not onely hereby object themselves to many temporall punishments Psal 78. 61 62 63. but unto these foure spirituall evills 1. Soule-disquietment the peace of conscience being broken by every relapse I say relapses are of a disquieting nature to conscience in these five respects 1. Because they bring back Relapses disquieting to conscience in five respects all former guilts and with that all the former burdens and feares and terrors 2. Because they yeeld unto conscience matter of undeniable accusation the doubling of sin doth double the accusation and vexation of conscience 3. Because they are the aggravation of sinne unto man 4. Because they make the foundations and resting places of the soule questionable relapses put a man to cleare and proove his former grants and assurances to Heaven and his owne sincerity to God and in Religion 5. Because they doe greatly advantage temptations unto despaire Christians are never more apt to despaire then upon the consideration of their often falling into sinne 2. Discouragement in all accesses unto God the Christian cannot with that confidence and boldnesse draw neare unto God in prayer having relapsed as els hee might have done how can such beleeve that God will love them and heare them when as they have dealt so falsly with him having promised him not to sinne and mocked and abused him in his mercy and pitty and patience he having formerly pardoned them their sins 3. Disablement unto renewed repentance Now Christians doe finde it more difficult to returne from sinne their soules being sunke deeper into sinne and more entangled by sinne then formerly it was take mee a Christian that is but single in sinne and hee findeth the difficulties of repenting to bee great but how doth Satan renew his power and a Christian loose his strength when that the same sinnes are repeated over and over assuredly there is strange strengthenings of sin in relapsing into sinnes one sinne living in and by another 4. Feares of death O how unwelcome is the newes of death and how unwilling are such to die who have often fallen into the same sinnes Relapses doe put a sting into death making it very terrible unto the sonnes of men 2. That the Elect of God may fall backe againe into the same sinnes there is I say a possible incidency of relapsing unto persons of all sorts it is most certaine that wicked men who are ordained to destruction may relapse Pharaoh though humbled for the present did notwithstanding harden his heart againe and againe yea and they who are good and holy and have soundly repented them of their former sins may yet relapse the example of Abraham Lot Peter and Israel doth declare it how often doth God lay this sinne unto the charge of his people Ier. 3. 12. 14. 2â— Psal 78. 57. and no marvaile for though their repentance bee sound yet their mortification is imperfect in this life there is no sinfull disposition wholy rooted up and dried in sanctified persons and corruption remaining will put forth its nature into more and more acts yea and into the same acts of sinning as long as sinne retaines its nature it doth and will retaine the inclinations and operations of that nature also if the fire be not wholy put out who will thinke it impossible that it should catch and burne againe 3. That though the act of relapsing bee incident both to good and bad yet it is in a differing manner which I shall open Relapses into sinne by the godly different from relapses into sin by the vvicked Relapses 1 Naturall unto you in the distinctions of relapsings First there are relapses 1. Naturall 2. Accidentall Naturall relapses are such as spring from a disposition and temper that is wholy sinnefull and for sinne if a man by a coard pluck up very high the Simile weightof a jack or clock yet it hath a naturall propension to fall downe againe you need not drive the sow to the mire nor the dog unto his vomit their owne naturall love and delight will returne them the truth is that though externall and intervenient occasions may pen up or restraine the violence of corruption for a time yet such is the inward disposition of a naturall man unto sinne that hee soone returnes to his old course againe skin up the soare and the ulcer will breake out againe and if the heart bee not changed but chained by the power of restraining graces alone man will returne to his old vomit and vaine course Accidentall Relapses are 2. Accidentall such which befall the godly by sudden and strong temptations a land flood may carry back pieces of timber from the banke into the remote places of the ground an unexpected gale may drive the Marriner backe into the harbour againe and it is as possible that temptations may breake in with that violence that Christians may bee over-borne and carried away to those sinnes which their soules doe most sincerely abhorre and they have solemnely covenanted against yet here the effect and the intention are contrary heart and sinne being at difference and upon tearmes of defiance Secondly Relapses may bee either into the acts of sinne or else into the exercise of sinne one sick person falls back into some fits onely another returneth under the power of his disease againe the godly man falls backe into some particular sinne but there hee staieth not for though hee fall hee riseth againe hee is as a man fallen into the water
want of all grace and thus the godly faint not 2. Another arising from the weaknesse of grace by the opposition of temptation and corruption And thus the godly may faint in part but they shall come to a recovery of themselves againe it is with the godly in their sinkings under afflictions as with a man that is skilfull to swimme at the first when hee is cast into the water he is over head and eares and the whole body is covered but by and by hee riseth up againe and swimmes upon the water commanding the water under him whereas it is with a meere naturall and carnall man in his sinkings under afflictions as it is with a stone cast into the deepe there is a great noise made but he sinketh lower and lower and never riseth up againe Vse 2 To examine the strength and sufficiency of our spirits to our enabling under the crosses wee suffer tell me not so much of the greatnesse and grievousnesse of your crosses which you are quick enough to doe but answer me what is the spirit within you and how doth it serve and helpe you can it and doth it sustaine you rightly bearing the burden for you I yeeld 1 That some mens spirits can do sleight crosses and seemingly they make nothing of them but with the Leviathan they laugh at the shaking of the speare but this is an argument of an evill and naughty spirit not to be sensible of Gods hand and rod. 2 That men carnall and formall to outward seeming are marveilous hardie in temper and stout in spirit and have without flinching or fainting passed thorough many afflictions and endured extreame torments when alas they have brawned themselves or a spirit of slumbering and benummednesse is cast upon them and for some selfe aimes they have onely restrained passion in the meane time they doe remaine destitute of all positive joy peace and confidence and want the assurance of the goodnesse of their spirits in bearing the crosse befalling them Quest How may a man know that by a sound and good spirit he beareth the crosse and calamity which God layeth upon him Three signes of a sound spirit upholding man under the crosse Answ By these Signes 1. When the cause of suffering is good a good spirit cannot beare up in an ill cause when a man suffers as a murderer â— A good cause or as a thiefe or as an evill doer or as a busie body in other mens matters as it is written 1 Pet. 4. 15. Now conscience cannot uphold but when a man suffers as a Christian and is reproached for the name of Christ conscience can and doth uphold as you may reade in the 14. and 16. verses of the same Chapter we see the stoutnesse of the Apostles enduring the lash and the prison was grounded on this that they were counted worthy to suffer shame for his name Acts 5. 41. 2. When the carriage under 2. A good carriage the crosse is becomming a good spirit which carrieth a man under Six waies of the spirits carrying a man under the crosse the crosse 1. With silence stopping inward frettings and outward murmurings against the Lord making a man to say yet my soule be silent unto the Lord it layeth the mouth in the dust and dares not open the mouth against the Lord to charge him foolishly 1 Sam. 3. 28 29. Psal 39. 9. 62. 5. 2. With submission and subjection the soule is low and very humble poore and exceeding empty the man is cast downe under Gods hand and will saying it is the Lord let him doe as it seemeth good unto him 1 Sam. 3. 18. 2. Sam. 15. 25. 3. With thankefullnesse the man can kisse the rod and blesse the rod and say with Iob the Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away blessed be the name of the Lord Iob 1. 21 22. 4. With religion making God as lovely and good and worthy to be praised prayed unto under calamity as at any other time of prosperity a man under the power of a sound spirit doth loose much of his sinne nothing of his godlinesse I dare say he is more quick and hearty in his devotion then at other times the soule doth now settle it selfe upon spirituall imployment and is taken up with God Is any man afflicted let him pray Iames 5. 13. 5. With humiliation now a man shall finde the guilts of his sinne and doth consider the deserts of his sins he can and doth weepe more for the sinfullnesse of sinne then for all the evills he doth sustaine and endure he well knoweth that man suffereth for his sinne and that sinne deserveth more evill then God inflicts upon his children and that the evill of sinne being the greatest of evills can never be sufficiently bewailed 6. With hope waiting upon Gods time and pleasure for deliverance out of trouble expecting that great good shall happily befall him in and by all the troubles which he endureth he considers that as the Bee hath his sting so hee hath his honey and crosses have their comforts in the latter end as well as bitternesse in the beginning Note I say such men doe put themselves into the covenant and promise and will keep themselves there they doe see the Covenant going along with them in their trialls and troubles and doe beleeve that a little assured good is above a great deale of sensible evill and this is the moderation of their spirit in and under the rod. 3. When their comming out 3. A good issue of trouble is glorious and gratious a sound spirit doth beare afflictions with power unto profit and carrieth all painefull evills with soveraigne good unto it selfe so that when a Christian is at the end of his trouble and tossings he shall set downe with great cost and recompence having the great fruit of his patience even blessed is he that endureth and the Spirit of God and glory shall rest upon him he shall say with David before I was afflicted I went astray but now have I kept thy word Psal 119. 67. And it is good for me that I have beene afflicted that I might learne thy statutes verse 71. Neverthelesse afterward it yeeldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousnesse unto them which are exercised thereby Heb. 12. 11. if we can finde any good by afflictions that our proud hearts are humbled that our corruptions are weakned and wasted that our graces are quickned and enlarged and that we are in any degree made more holy and heavenly this is an argument unto us that we have borne all our afflictions by the strength of a sound spirit Vse 3 Labour that there may bee found within you a good and a sound spirit to beare you up under your troubles we know not to what times of tryall God hath reserved us wee may meete with the crosse and calamity may be our portion wee know not how soone and then strength to beare will doe well but know that there is nothing
thou bee under the same estate againe to feele those hells and sorrowes which once were endured by thee No surely than stirre up thy heart to blesse thy God who hath taken off this heavie burden from thy soule blesse him daily and duely a man can never bee thankfull enough for the ease and free dome of his spirit some men walke with senselesse spirits and they blesse God that they were never troubled in mind all the daies of their life some men walk with wounds in their spirits and would give all the world did they enjoy it for freedome and ease and shall any man enjoy the liberty and peace of his conscience from God and yet walke without joy and praise it well becommeth men healed of their wounds out of that ease and liberty they have obtained to bee very joyfull and thankefull Vse 4 Fourthly to learne us in holy feare and care least that wee should bring this heavie and insupportable wound upon our selves naturally wee shun all paenall evills and dread the plunging of our selves into distresses know that wee have said enough it is a burden that none can beare thinke not out of your ignorance and pride to outface conscience or that ever you shall be able to stand under the burden of its wounds it will amaze you and bring you downe and therefore strive to avoid the pangs and paines of it and to this purpose First know that conscience within is a most tender part which will be soone troubled and wounded Secondly know that conscience troubled is a most vexing part if a man trouble his eye Similie his eye will trouble him and so it is here all the vexations will bee unto our selves Thirdly know that conscience under wounds is pining and will languish it selfe unto death Prov. 12. 25. Fourthly consider how apt men are to wound conscience and they doe it many waies well then follow this counsell Six rules for the keeping of the wounds of spirit 1. Make no adventures upon sin for a man to make light of the least sin and impudently or improvidently to hazard his soule upon the occasions of sin is the readie way to wound the spirit there are too too many who out of a secret confidence of their selfe maintenance doe object their soules upon sinfull companies they doe as many men that goe out of their houses well and sound but home they are brought all gored and wounded in like manner sinfull occasions have the advantage of us and will soone wound us let us not proudly presume of our owne strength 't is not the largenesse of our judgements or fullnesse of our graces or the peremptorinesse of our resolutions that can keepe us presuming from foiles and wounds by sin such as make nothing of sin shall soone bee wounded and darted by sin 2. Seeke not outward pleasures too much excesse of pleasures breed excessive tremblings and sadnesse of spirit such men do pierce themselves thorough and thorough with many sorrowes who doe affect a way of worldly delight and will take their fill of pleasures who so will have the Bee must have his sting also and if wee will laugh and bee merry beyond measure wee shall lie downe and howle for vexation of spirit doe not so vainely bathe your selves in carnall delights and worldly recreations the worldlings pastime is the deadnesse and wound of a Christians conseience 3. Beware of formality and remissenesse in holy services the Ordinances not rightly used doe wound exceedingly how vexing is the word to a formall and carnall Christian did any man fall of grow cold and begin to dead his heart to the meanes and duties but his heart at the last was greatly wounded for it the neglect of Christ by the Church when his voice did seeme unseasonable and inopportune unto her was punished by her spirituall wounding Cant. 5. 2 3 4 5 6. 4. Nourish no hypocrisie or guile within you doe not colour sin with faire pretences and plaister over a foule heart with an outside profession serve not graven images when you pretend a service unto God if you doe so know that it will fester to a sore and make such a wound which will proove the great disquietment of your soules Satan would have fastened this hypocrisie on Iob to have aggravated his misery and he well knoweth that hypocrisie is wounding 5. Goe not on in sinnefull waies against generall or particular convictions there are who have such abundance of love to sin in them that they will be wicked against the light of knowledge and the dictate of conscience it is not the knowledge they have of evill nor the risngs up and reproofes of conscience within them for evills which can hold them of from evill but on they goe and wickedly they will doe now as this prooves an aggravation of sin so it maketh the wound very deepe if knowledge and conscience hold us not of from sin it will hold on sin peircing the marrow and vitals of the spirit David went against as great light as any man did and did not his sins proove wounding sins breaking his bones and heart and so will thine too 6. Keepe your selves in the waies of duty walking in every action according to the rule and peace shall be upon your spirits Gal. 6. 16. I say the more holy and unblameable a man is the more strict a man is with himselfe in keeping himselfe under the law of religion the more assured peace and soundnesse shall he finde within his conscience The waies of wisedome are waies of pleasantnesse and all her paths are peace yea and the keeping of sound wisedome and discretion shall be life unto our soules Prov. 3. 17 21 22. I assure you that duties conscionably sincerely and constantly performed doe keepe up the soule in life and joy Vse 5 Fiftly continue not your selves under the wounds of conscience there is a strange cruelty which Gods children doe offer unto themselves in keeping the wound upon the soule alwaies fresh and bleeding whereby they lie longer Men doe continue themselves under their spirituall vvounds six vvaies under it then they need to doe I shall touch upon the waies and grounds of continuing the wound of conscience on a mans selfe 1. Want of seasonable counsell and comfort when men do hide their wounded estate and will not repaire to appointed comforts and comforters this doth not onely enlarge the wound but settle it as wee see in bodily wounds if they want a timely looking too it is the longer before that they heale the case is so here delaies breed dangers and we are speedily to make in to our remedies do not sleight the least wound as many doe who at the first make nothing of it but set upon the cure as soone as you espie the wound the medicine is prepared before hand and physitians to apply it are at hand onely take you heed of a sinfull bashfullnesse and dumbe divell and cursed negligence cry not out when it