have of the wicked that the prayers of the ungodly are abomination unto him but his ears are open to the prayers of the righteous If ye abide in me c. Ask what ye will and it shall be done unto you God inviteth them to call upon him Call upon me in time of trouble so will I hear thee Ask and ye shall receive Thou shalt call and the Lord shall answer thou shalt cry and he shall say here I am Yea before they call I will answer and while they speak I will hear He will grant them whatsoever they want O how plentiful is thy goodness c. Length of dayes shall be in his right hand and in his left hand riches and glory They that fear him lack nothing David never saw the righteous forsaken And a catalogue of blessings are promised to those which keep his Commandements He will give them in such measure as their necessity requireth if not largely yet with the greater quiet and content As having nothing yet possessing all things 8. Lastly In regard of the comfort the servants of God feel at their death Who so feareth the Lord it shall go well with him at the last and he shall find favour in the day of his death The righteous hath hope in his death The righteous find rest in death They shall have peace and rest Blessed are the dead which dye in the Lord. They fear not death because they learn to dye all their life They fear not Iudgement because they have Christ for their Advocate They fear not their sins because they have Christ for their Redeemer They tremble not at the horror of the grave knowing that though the body be sown earthly it shall rise spiritually And that it is not death but sleep Qui minus deliciarum novit in vita minus timet mortem He that is least acquainted with the pleasures of this life is ever in least fear of Death But here one rub or difficulty is to be removed For the nature of Man is deterred from good upon any small occasion If it be a thing to be done with Ease we are content to give ear to it If with labour and difficulty we soon give out we put our hands in our bosoms with Solomons sluggard and say There is a Lyon in the way This ariseth out of the pravity of our heart drawn from Original sin that is of flesh conceived in sin The flesh lusteth against the spirit which causeth us to loath goodness as sick men do potions for the bitterness though profitable for health And usually men look upon the supposed difficulties not on the aid which commeth from above But if we look into that which God commandeth with a spiritual eye we shall find it 1. Profitable 2. Sweet 3. Easie. 1. The Statutes of the Lord are more to be desired than gold yea than much fine gold King David took as much delight in them as in all manner of riches A reward shall not fail to them which fear the Lord. Who ever abode in his fear and was forsaken He hath promised many blessings to those which serve him 2. The Statutes of the Lord are sweeter than the honey or the honey-comb They are David's delight 3. They are not hid from us nor far off It is very near thee even in thy mouth and thy heart His yoke is easie His commands are not grievous or heavy But plain and easie Add all these by Gods special assistance For God giveth strength to him that fainteth and to him that hath no strength he encreaseth power They that wait upon him shall run and not be weary walk and not faint Which made Saint Augustine cry out Da Domine quod jubes jube quod vis So that though his service seem hard and heavy yet by his grace he adds such strength to us that it becometh light and easie He will take our stony hearts from us and give us hearts of flesh He will circumcise our hearts And though there will be some reliques of reluctancy and tentations left in them erunt quasi non sint They shall remain but for a trial not to destruction To stir us up not to ensnare us To minister occasion for a Crown not to make us fall Nor to reign in and over us Now we are to understand that hard things are made the easier two wayes 1. By a love and desire to attain them 2. By a hate to that which opposeth them 1. Saint Augustine saith that labour and pains in which a man taketh delight is not any way grievous but delightful as that of the Hunter Falconer Fisher and the like For to compass that we love either we count it no labour at all or else we take delight in the pains In amore nibil amari Which may appear in a Mother in bearing and educating of her Children In a Wife in pains taking with her sick Husband In Iacob's long service for Rachel Which made St. Paul cry out Who shall separate us from the love of Christ Shall tribulation anguish or persecution c. Which caused the Apostles being beaten to depart from the Council Rejoycing that they were counted worthy to suffer rebuke for his Name This labour is also passed the easilier if we consider The love of God to us The great things he hath done for us Those greater which he hath promised The sins wherewith we have offended The pains which Christ suffered for us Saint Bernard saith The sufferings of this life are not worthy the punishment remitted for sins past the grace and comfort ministred to us for the present or the glory to come which is promised 2. We are not to set our affections on this World but to hate it in respect of the opposition it is in to our service of God the love whereof if we take not heed of it infatuateth us making us to take that for good which only seemeth so Now there are divers reasons why we should wean our selves from the love of it 1. It is Transitory No happiness in it of continuance which daily experience proves In some men preferred to honour and others married contentedly yet dying soon after But admit our lives were of a thousand years what were they being compared to eternity Though a man live many years and in them all rejoyce yet he shall remember the dayes of darkness because they are many All that cometh is vanity Where are the Princes of the Heathen c. All are but shadows dreams smoke Take Saint Hieromes Meditation on this point Nihil puto in seculi hujus confusione esse perpetuum sed omnia praeterire fluere Quae qui consideraverit cadit superfaciem suam intelligens quam prâ—cul sit à Majestate Dei flectet genua ad Patrem in nomine Iesu
us to pray that we continue and increase in it 4. It puts us in mind of our vow in Baptism to believe in the Trinity Lord I believe Help thou my unbelief In God the Father Wherein I consider First His personal Relation to his natural Son and gracious affection to us in him That in Christ we are all his Sons by grace and adoption As many as received him to them he gave power to become the Sons of God The Spirit beareth witness with out spirit that we are the Sons of God No more a Servant but a Son Having predestinated us unto the adoption of Children by Jesus Christ. Almighty Secondly His Saving Power That as he is a Father willing to do us good so he is Omnipatent and able to do us good Even to your old age I am he c. I will bear I will carry and deliver you I am the Lord and none else He is Lord over all Upholding all things Almighty Able to subdue all things unto himself Maker of Heaven and Earth Thirdly His Providence in disposing preserving and governing all things 1. By the Word of the Lord were the Heavens made He laid the Foundations of the Earth Thou Lord which hast made Heaven and Earth the Sea and all that in them is I form the Light and create the Darkness He layeth the beams of his chambers in the waters The Spirit of the Lord hath made me and the breath of the Almighty hath given me life 2. He provideth for the Raven his food c. Thou Lord shalt save both Man and Beast They shall be satisfied with the plenteousness c. Over Sparrows He careth for us In him we live move and have our being 3. He ordereth the world according to equity He judgeth the folk righteously and governeth the Nations upon the earth Thy providence O Father governeth all things He ordereth all things sweetly In Jesus A Saviour He shall save his people from their sins He that beleeveth not in him is condemned Neither is there Salvation in any other By the obedience of one shall many be made righteous Christ. Annointed With the Oyl of gladness above his fellows The Lord hath annointed me His onely Son Of God the Father The only begotten of the Father His only begotten Son Our Lord. In right of 1 Creation 2 Redemption 1. By whom he made the World By him were all things created 2. In whom we have redemption Redeemed with his precious Blood Bought with a price Conceived by the Holy Ghost Without the help of Man to help the uncleanness of our conception She was found with Child of the Holy Ghost The Holy Ghost shall come upon thee and the power of the most High shall overshadow thee Angelo nunciante Spiritu adveniente mox verbum in utero mox intraverbum Caro. Upon the Annuntiation or message of an Angel and the Overshadowing of the Holy Ghost the word presently entred into the VVomb and with the word the flesh Born of the Virgin Mary Made the Sonne of Man that we might be the Sonnes of God To purge the uncleanness of our birth He did not abhor the Virgins womb A Virgin shall conceive She shall bring forth a Son And she brought forth her first born Son c. The word was made flesh And when the fulness of time was come God sent forth his Son made of a woman c. S. Bernard saith That God in the assumption of our nature made three mixtures so wonderfull without comparison that never the like were or should be to the end of the world God and Man a Mother and a Virgin Faith and Mans heart Suffered under Pontius Pilate Those things which we should have suffered That we might not suffer them He powred out his soul unto death c. He bare our sins in his own body on the tree He once suffered for sins Was Crucified To take away the Curse of the Law Christ hath redeemed us from the Curse of the Law being made a Curse for us as it is written Cursed is every one that hangeth on a tree He humbled himself and became obedient to death even the death of the Cross. Dead To take away the sharpness and bondage of death To satisfie Gods justice for us The wages of sin is death That he by the grace of God should taste death for every one That through death he might destroy him that had the power of death that is the Devil And deliver them who through the fear of death were all their life time subject to bondage O Death where is thy sting Buried To take away the corruption of the grave that we might be assured of his death All agree that he was buried in a Sepulcher They took him from a Tree and laid him in a Sepulcher Descended into Hell Whither we ought to have gone that we might not go thither at all Thou wilt not leave my Soul in Hell Non immerito creditur It is not without cause that we believe saith Saint Augustine upon this Article And Christ according to his Soul was in Hell the Scripture is plain for it being foretold by the Prophet David and evidently expounded by the Apostles Application of that Text Thou wilt not leave my Soul in Hell And he concludeth peremptorily with this Question Quis ergo nisi infidelis negaverit fuisse apud inferos Christum Who therefore but an Infidel will deny that Christ was in Hell The third day he rose again from the dead That he might raise with him our nature being the first fruits of them which sleep He is risen He is not here Christ being raised from the dead c. And was raised again for our justification By the Trinity 1. By the Father Acts 2. 24. 3. 15. 4. 10. 5. 30. 10. 40. Ephes. â— 20. 1 Pet. 1. 21. 2. By the Son Joh. 10. 17 18. Rom. 14. 3. By the Spirit Rom. 8. 11. 1 Pet. 3. 18. He ascended into Heaven To prepare us a place whereto we had no right To assure us that our flesh is gone before To send us the Holy Spirit He was received up into Heaven He was parted from them and carried up to Heaven We have a High Priest that is Passed into the Heavens He that descended is the same which ascended far above all Heavens I go to prepare a place for you Having boldness to enter into the Holiest by the blood of Iesus And hath raised us up together and made us sit in Heavenly places together I will pray the Father and he shall give you another
living What man is he that liveth and shall not see death As well the Wise man as the Fool. All things that are of the Earth shall turn to Earth again Thou art dust saith God to Adam and in him to all Mankind and to dust shalt return It is the Ordinance of the Lord over all flesh But though it be certain in it self yet in respect of the time and manner it is uncertain For which cause our Saviour gave his Disciples counsel to be prepared for it Watch for ye know not the day nor hour Be prepared for the Son of Man will come at an hour when ye think not like a thief in the night The time of our departure is uncertain whether it shall happen in our infancy child-hood youth or age All men live not while they are old all men dye not while they are young And many times Death cometh unexpectedly suddenly in our greatest security Dies aderit cum vives manè vesperi autem non vives There will come a day when thou shalt be alive in the morning and dead before night God hath hid from us the certainty of our end lest we should promise to our selves any thing for the future And as the time so the manner is uncertain Some dye in their beds Others perish by fire sword water c. We have but one way to enter into this world divers to depart from it 3. In it self it is also terrible Omnium terribilium terribilissimum Mors. Of all terrible things Death is most dreadful Our Saviour Christ began to be heavy c. But to mankind in divers respects it is terrible All occasioned by the Devils malice Either he bringeth the parties dying 1. Into despair and fear for Gods Judgements 2. Into security for their own Merits 3. Into impatience by anguish of their sickness 4. Into infidelity by causing a mistrust in Gods mercies 5. Into worldy cogitations about leaving and disposing of their worldly estate Or 6. Vain hope to recover their former health Dura mente abesse mors longè creditur etiam dum sentitur To a heart that is hardned Death is thought to be farthest off even when it is felt to approach The Devil is come down to you which hath great wrath knowing that he hath but a short time Thus much for the temporal death the continual remembrance whereof is so necessary as nothing more Nemo memoriam mortis habens potest peccare He that thinketh continually that he must dye doth not easily sin 2. But to speak more properly Death in it self were not terrible nor evil but a passage from this life to a better a rest from our labours were it not for the Accompt which is to be given of our life past and the Iudgement which dependeth on it and followeth it For to fall into the hands of the living God in the worst sense that is to hear his heavy sentence pronounced against our sins is a fearful thing The thought of this made the holy man Iob himself to cry O that thou wouldest hide me in the grave that thou wouldest keep me secret until thy wrath be past The terror of it is so great that if we seriously consider it Our flesh would scarce cleave to our bones Quoties diem illum confidero tolo corpore contremisco sive enim comedo sive bibo sive aliquid aliud facio semper videtur mihi tuba illa terribilis insonare in auribus surgite mortui venite ad judicium As often as I seriously consider of the day of death I tremble all my body over for whether I eat or drink or whatsoever else I do me-thinks that terrible Trump sounds in mine ears Arise ye dead and come to judgement Gods judgements are fearful as they are sometimes executed in this world Our first Parents for their sin were expelled Paradise Deprived of Original Righteousness Made lyable to Condemnation and became Children of wrath Subject to divers miseries and labours He spared not the Angels that sinned but cast them down to Hell c. How did he sweep away as it were the Sons of Men from the face of the Earth by the Deluge How did he destroy Sodom and Gomorrah Did not the Egyptians miserably perish in the Red Sea What Vengeance did he take on the Israelites for worshipping the Golden Calf and for murmuring against Moses The Scriptures are plentiful in this kind But yet these judgements are not to be paralleled with those after Death In respect of God Omnipotent Highly Offended Justly Punishing Iust Highly Offended Justly Punishing Wise Highly Offended Justly Punishing Good Highly Offended Justly Punishing In respect of Man Weak Offending his Creator Suffering just Punishment Sinful Offending his Creator Suffering just Punishment Wretched Offending his Creator Suffering just Punishment In respect of the Sentence it self which inflicts a punishment sensible for the pain and misery felt and prejudicious for the glory lost 1. He being Omnipotent will be able to execute his vengeance on his Enemies neither shall any deliver them from him He is mighty in strength who hath resisted him and prospered He is exalted by his power no Law-giver like him In making Laws just and holy In exacting the due execution of them In power to punish the breakers of them Fear ye not me will ye not tremble at my presence Fear him who is able to destroy both body and soul. If he whet his glittering sword and his hand take hold on judgement Who is able to abide it Though we be delivered from the judgement of Man yet we cannot escape the hand of the Almighty His Courts are so high so transcendent and his Iudgements so definitive that no appeal lyeth from them We must rest upon his doom and go no further 2. Being Iust he will punish the Breakers of his Commandements For though he be merciful in abundant measure to pardon the iniquities of penitent transgressors yet he is just also to punish the wickedness of obstinate Malefactors Multus ad ignoscendum multus ad ulcìscendum As he is plentiful in pardon and forgiveness so is he as plentiful in revenge He hateth sinners and will repay vengeance to the ungodly He neither perverteth Iudgement nor subverteth Iustice. Nullum bonum irreâ—â—u eratum nullum malum impunium Quanquam Sera tamen certa Numiuis vindicta Lento gradu ad vindictam sui divira proceditira tarditatem supplicii gravitate compensat Nemo impunè malus There shall no good act go unrewarded nor any evil unpunished For though God be slow yet he is sure in his revenge God ballanceth his slow proceeding in anger with the grievousness of his punishment We know that a Bow the farther drawn shoots farthest And this we must hold for a firm Maxime and Conclusion that Nemo impunè malus There shall no wicked
give it thou wilt give it in time place and measure whereas if we take it we shall observe none of these rules but take it to the destruction of our own souls and bodies The Petitions run along still with the rule of Charity For when we say give us we speak not thus To me and my family This word us is more general as well to our Brethren the Sons of the same Father who want Bread as to me and my family That is This day of our life This time We are not to petition for an Age being but of a day and a particle of a day For being uncertain of our dayes why should we beg bread for uncertain times For we are not assured of life for an age a year or a day Our life is but a day and a day is the resemblance of our life Yet Providence is not hereby forbidden or that none should lay up with Ioseph or the Ant But he that provides not before-hand is more foolish than an Ant nay worse than an Infidel We must gather up the fragments and the things we gather provide and lay up must be justly gotten We must not put our confidence in them and we must bestow aud use them well Give us O Lord Bread convenient and meet to serve us to day and to morrow also This is all the fruit to take away sin This Petition tacitely implies an acknowledgement that we are sinners And indeed we are all sinners If we say we have no sin we deceive our selves and the truth is not in us And therefore it is most expedient to ask forgiveness For although God by his Omniscience is not ignorant of our sins yet it shews well in us to ask forgiveness for them This benefit accrues by confessing them that God is prone to absolve us If we confess our sins God is faithful and just to forgive them And this detriment befalls if we continue in them without attonement that they make a separation between God and us Our iniquities have separated between us our God and our sins have hid his face from us that he will not hear us We have great need to beg forgiveness for them for Our iniquities have withholden good things from us And why God hath set our sins as a cloud that our prayers for good things might not pass through And we know saith Saint Iohn that God heareth not sinners that are not reconciled to him by confession As long as our sins stand up against us and are not remitted we cannot hope to receive any good at Gods hands Therefore O Lord not only give but forgive also both the guilt and punishment of them And in this thy Mercy is manifested that thou givest to those who after they have received must ask forgiveness Give unto us who are thine enemies and when thou hast given forgive us also Forgive us for we confess we need forgiveness And we have thy promises and practice of remission to those which confess their sins 1. He that covereth his sins shall not prosper but whosoever confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy And it shall be when he shall be guilty in any one of these things that he shall confess that he hath sinned in that thing c. And the Priest shall make an attonement c. If they shall confess the iniquity of their Fathers with their trespasses which they have trespassed against me c. Then will I remember my Covenant c. If we confess our sins he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins 2. Thy practice is seen in divers examples Of David by his own confession I said I will confess my sins unto the Lord and so thou forgavest the wickedness of my sin By the mouth of Nathan David said unto Nathan I have sinned against the Lord. And Nathan said unto David The Lord also hath put away thy sin Of the Prodigal Son Of the Publican Of Mary Magdalen and divers others Yet thou hast not dealt so with the Angels that fell Their sins are not will not be forgiven Ours may in thy good pleasure We are unworthy Let us not be unthankful They be Debts which we owe and pay not but detain against the will of the Owner We are Debtors to thy Commandements being thy Creatures and created to the keeping of them As often then as we omit and have undone those things which thou commandest us to do and commit those things which thou forbiddest we detain a Debt and become Debtors or Trespassers We see then that all men are sinners and debtors That there are sins which deprive us not from the Sonship of God That there is place and time for remission after Baptism Now of our sins some are committed Ignorantly others Of knowledge Unwillinlgy others Willingly and greedily Before our calling others Being called Against God others Against our Neighbours and our selves In heart others In word and deed By our selves alone others With others either as authors or provokers Of Commission others Of Omission Secretly others Of which our heart reproveth us And in all these is the root of bitterness Forgive them O Lord retain not the offence exact not the puunishment due for them Be reconciled to us by laying aside thy just displeasure by receiving us to thy favour and grace Connive at them while they are doing Bring them not into question call them not into examination nor us to account for them being done And the hand writing that is against us Tear it Hang it upon thy Sons Cross. Cast it behind thee Drown it in the Sea And as the morning Cloud make it to vanish away and come to nothing Forgive them because he that taught us thus to pray our Surety hath paid and discharged these Debts Not only my trespasses but the offences of my brethren There is in this Petition a brotherly Charity also and as Christ transferred our sins upon himself so charity takes our brothers sins to us and makes us pray for them And it is but Iustice also to pray for the sins of others in regard many offences are committed by them by our perswasion or example Not only my trespasses but the offences of mine enemies As thou forgivest us so forgive our enemies also And this is the highest pitch of charity Forgive and it shall be forgiven to you was thy Sons promise Blessed be thy name for propounding so easie a condition to us To forgive a mite and be forgiven a talent Oh happy exchange to receive gold for dross a pearl for stubble Oh happy necessity imposed on us thus to pray For a malevolent mind can neither be lifted to God nor quietly and peaceably conversant with men And while he makes us like himself by this condition that is slow to wrath and ready to forgive
iu my Mothers womb that I might come safe into this world and receive the mark and badge of all thine even the Sacrament of Baptism whereby I was cleansed from the guilt of Original sin Amongst a multitude of Infidels dispersed over the face of the Earth thou wouldest have me in the number of the Faithfal even of those to whom so happy a lot hath fallen to be thine regenerated with the water of Baptism From which time I was taken to be thine and that admirable and happy Contract was made between us that thou shouldest be my Lord and I thy Servant thou my Father and I thy Son that thou shouldest perform and shew to me the love of a Father and I to thee the duty of a Son Further O Lord thou didst descend from Heaven to Earth for my sake seeking me in all the ways wherein I had lost my self With thy humanity thou didst ennoble my nature and by thy bonds didst deliver me from bondage Thou didst challenge me from the power of the Devil by delivering thy self into the hands of sinners and didst destroy sin by taking upon thee the form of a sinner With what reverence shall I speak of that other blessed Sacrament which Thou also O Lord hast instituted and ordained for a remedy of all the miseries which have befallen me and the many sins I have committed since my Baptism and for a salve and cure for all my spiritual diseases even the Sacrament of thy most precious Body and Blood And as thou hast bestowed on me all these divine and heavenly blessings so likewise in plentiful manner hast thou heaped on me temporal favours Thou hast from my birth to this hour preserved nourished cloathed and fed me in most abundant manner giving to me the use of all thy creatures for my sustentation Nay what couldest thou have done more for me than thou hast done Or what couldest thou have given me more than thou hast bestowed upon me either of blessings of this world or of the world to come Now having received all these mercies and favours from thee how have I on my part behaved my self in thankfulness to thee for them Have I returned due praise unto thy Majesty for them or carried my self and ordered my life like to one that might any way deserve them O Lord I confess that I have not for such hath been the malice of my heart that instead of shewing my self conformable to thy will I dayly adde sin to sin and iniquity to iniquity heaping up wrath for my self against the day of wrath How can I without tears remember how often thou mightest justly have slain me and yet notwithstanding my sins which call for vengeance no evil hath happened unto me How many souls burn in Hell fire which have sinned far less than I and yet I remain alive What had become of me if thou hadst taken me away with those at the same time How strict had my Iudgement been if thy Iustice had laid hold on me laden with so many sins Who then O Lord hath bound the hands of thy Iustice who hath deprecated for me when I lay thus lulled asleep in the security of my sins What hath pleased thee in me that thou shouldst deal more mercifully with me than with those who in the midst of their dayes in the heat of their youth are taken away from amongst us My sins cryed out against me and thou stoppedst thine ears my offences dayly increased against thee yet thy mercy dayly abounded towards me I sinned thou didst expect me I fled from thee and thou followedst me I was weary in offending thee and thou not weary in expecting me And in the midst of all my sins I ever received many good inspirations and goodly reproofs from thy holy Spirit which checked me in the dissolute course of my life How often hast thou called me with the voice of Love How often hast thou terrified me with threats and fears laying before me the peril of death and the rigour of thy divine Iustice How often hast thou followed me with thy Word preached invited me with thy blessings chastened me with thy scourges compassing me about that I could by no means slee from thee And lastly which is not the least of thy mercies with what patience hast thou waited for my serious Repentance What then O Lord shall I render back to thee for all that thou hast done unto me In that thou hast created me I owe thee all that I am created in that thou hast preserved me and thus long expected my return to thee I owe thee life and all that I am But in that thou hast regenerated sanctified and redeemed me and left those excellent pledges for my salvation I know not what to render unto thee For if the lives of all men and Angels were in my power and that I could offer them unto thee for a sacrifice of praise and thanks yet were it nothing being compared to the least of all thy spiritual blessings bestowed on me VVho therefore will give a fountain of tears to mine eyes that I may lament my great ingratitude and unjust retribution for all these thy manifold blessings heaped upon me Help me thou O Lord and give me grace that I may heartily confess and grievously bewail my hainous offences and transgressions against thee that thou mayest be reconciled to me and in thy abundant mercies shew some pity to me for them I am thy creature O Lord made after thine own Likeness and Image acknowledge thy workmanship for it is thine own In taking away the soyl and filth wherewith it is defiled and stained thou shalt soon perceive it to be thine own handy-work Art not thou a Father of mercies which have neither number end nor measure Although I have shaken off the duty and obedience of a child towards thee yet cast not thou off the love of a Father toward me I beseech thee Although I have done many things whereby thou mightest justly condemn me yet thou hast not lost the means whereby thou mayest mercifully save me If thou forsake me to whom shall I flee who is there to help me besides thy self Acknowledge G Lord a straying sheep Behold I come to thee all wounded thou canst heal me blind thou canst enlighten me full of leprosie thou canst cleanse me and spiritually dead yet thou canst revive me Thy mercy is greater than my sin thy clemency more than my wickedness and thou canst remit more than I can commit Do not then O Lord put me back from thee look not so much upon my sins as upon thy infinite meocies who livest and reignest God of all mercies world without end Another O Almighty Lord God great in thy power and terrible in thy judgements who madest the Heaven the Earth the Sea and all things in them by thy Word whose Power cannot be resisted and whose Mercy is over all thy works All things are under
long after is not only meat for those that are in health but Physick also for the sick and doth not only refresh the righteous but cleanseth those that are sinners also If I be weak by it I shall be strengthned If in health in health by it I shall be preserved and if dead in sin by it I shall be revived I humbly therefore intreat thee O Father that as as David did admit Mephibosheth to his Table for his Fathers sake so thou wouldest suffer me to be partaker of thy heavenly Table for thy Sons sake who with so great labour and sorrow did regenerate us by his death on the Cross and liveth and reigneth with thee and the Holy Spirit for ever Prayers before the Communion O Almighty Lord God Father of all mercie and consolation I humbly beseech thee to behold with the eye of pity my poor and wretched soul which though thou didst create after thine own Image and washedst with the blood of thy dear Son yet I have so abominably defiled and defaced with the stain of sin that it can hardly be known O Father I was thy sonne whom thou didst to lovingly imbrace and load with blessings and who was in thy house in great honour and dignity In the Sacrament of Baptisme thou didst adopt me and gavest me the inheritance of a sonne and heir but I unthankfully and prodigally by my evil life have wasted my Patrimony I have wickedly abused the flower and prime of my youth and the good parts and faculties of my soul and body with the pleasures of the flesh pride surfetting envy lust covetousness ideness rebellion and disobedience and now at the last I find that all the temporal delights of the flesh and the World are altogether vain and vanish like smoak For all flesh is grass and all the Glory of man is but like the flower of the field and is suddenly gone He that is rich to day to morrow becommeth poor and miserable he that walketh in health and strength of body to day to morrow is by sickness made feeble and weak he that liveth to day the next day dieth and he which to day glorieth in the greatest pomp to morrow is laid in his Coffin and carried to his Grave Therefore O Lord consider the weakness and frailty of man and turn away I pray pray thee thy face from my sins and remember not them so in thine anger that thou forget either thine own mercy or my weakness By mine own fault I confess O Lord and by my evil conversation I have made my self unworthy of thy favour and by my evil concupiscences I have grievously wounded my conscience I have often grieved thy holy Spirit by not hearkning to the good motions thereof but yeilding to my sensual lust and beastly appetite Yet O mercifull Father cast me not utterly from thy sight for from the beginning of the world it was not heard that thou didst reject any sinner that with a contrite heart came unto thee Behold I come unto thee in great necessity and cast my self at thy feet confessing the greatness and multitude of my sins They have brought me into that evil state and condition that I am not worthy to be called thy Son yet I pray thee receive me into the number of thy hired Servants Give me grace heartily to repent me of my sins feed and cherish me with the bread and drink of the Body and Blood of thy Son Christ Iesus that by thy mercy I may be received to grace and restored to the former dignity from which I am worthily cast and to the inheritance of thy everlasting Kingdom through the same our Saviour Iesus Christ. Another O Blessed Saviour I poor unworthy sinner have a great desire and earnest longing to come to thy Table but considering my many and grievous sins tremble and fear to approach unto it For when I consider thy words to thy Disciples Except ye eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood you have no life in you And on the other side the words of the Apostle whosoever shall eat this Bread and drink this Cup of the Lord unworthily shall be guilty of the body and blood of the Lord I am in such a streight that I know not what to do For gladly would I receive this Sacrament being desirous to live but fearful I am to take it unworthily trembling at thy Comination I come therefore to thee the Fountain of Mercy hoping that thou wilt wash me I come to thee the good Samaritan hoping that thou wilt cleanse my wounds I open my grief and discover my iniquities to thee I look upon my sins great and grievous and thereupon tremble yet beholding thy mercies great and plentiful I am therewith again refreshed Remember O Lord how many drops of Sweat and Blood thou didst shed how many Pains and Sorrows thou didst sustain to expiate my sins I intreat thee therefore by them to purge and purifie me that I may worthily be incorporated into thy body which is thy Church and may worthily also receive this blessed Sacrament that so together with thy whole Church I may give thee praise everlastingly Or thus O Merciful Lord Iesus I confess my self to be a most grievous and wretched sinner not worthy to approach into thy presence altogether unfit and unmeet to receive thee under the roof of my Soul in respect of the stains and pollutions thereof and that it is not decked and fitted with such good graces as thy Majesty and Presence requireth and therefore am afraid to come near unto thee Yet O Lord considering thy comfortable saying that Thou dost not desire the death of a sinner but that he should turn unto thee and live and thy blessed invitation how lovingly with the armes of thy mercy stretched out thou hast called all that are heavily oppressed with the burden of their sins to come to thee for comfort and ease And lastly thy usual practice in pitying and relieving those which were cast down with the thought of their misdeeds as the Thief on the Cross Mary Magdalen the Woman taken in Adultery the Publican Peter and Paul all of them grievous sinners I am comforted and emboldned to come unto thee assuredly trusting that thou wilt of thy goodness supply my defects and make me a worthy receiver of the high mystery and benefit of thy blessed Sacrament whereof of my self I am altogether unworthy Stretch out thy right hand O sweet Iesu to me thy poor servant and give out of thy rich store-house of mercy what I want that thereby I may be made a living Temple to thee and an acceptable habitation for thine honour to abide in And grant that being cleansed by thy mercy and goodness I may by thy grace and power persevere in all godliness and holiness of conversation to the end of my days and attain to that blessed place where thou reignest with the