doth then most hurt thee when it doth least wound thee when it wilâ—… not strike till it be too late for thee to ward the blow For then Sin lyeth at the door Gen. 4. 7. Robets it layeth down oâ—… coucheth like some wild beast at the mouth of his Cave as if he were asleep buâ—… indeed watcheth and waketh and is ready to flie at all that come neer it So is sin in 〈◊〉 mans Conscience Couchant rather then Dormant it sleeps Dogs sleep that it may take the sinner at the greater advantage and flie the more furiously in his face Conscientia dormit respectu motionis non observationis Conscience may seem to sleep wheâ—… indeed it doth not for when it sleeps it is only iâ—… regard of motion not in regard of observation When it doth least check thee it doth mosâ—… observe thee It spares thee a while to torment thee for ever It spares thee here to torment thee hereafter A most cruel mercy to observe the sin and let alone the sinner To Register the wicked deed but not to Reprove him that did it And this is all the mercy that a seared a benummed Conscience doth afford when it doth most befriend us It will not cut that it may kill It will not convince that it may confound It will not accuse that it may condemn Wherefore I will awaken my Conscience to Arraign me here that it awaken not it self to Condemn me hereafter for that must that will prevail at length and that with such an evidence to which I shall not be able to plead not Guilty and much less to withstand the Guilt It will come upon me as Poverty upon Solomons sluggard like an Armed man not only as a Valiant man with power to overcome me but also as an Armed man with frights and terrors to over-aw me David a man of war who said he would not fear though an Host encamped against him nay encompassed him round about Psal. 27. 3. 3. 6. yet durst not look one sin in the face but when Nathan had said unto him Thou art the man and his own conscience had attested the saying he presently gives over the thought of Denyal or Tergiversation and much more the spirit of contradiction and Prostrates himself before the mercy seat not being able to stand in the Judgement and cryeth out I have sinned against the Lord 2 Sam. 12. 13. He had sinned once by commiting his sin and durst not sin again by lessening it He neither desired to extenuate the guilt of Sin in himself nor to aggravate it in another and they generally go both together no man being so ready to accuse and condemn his Brother as he that is resolved to Acquit and Justifie himself Spiritual Pride causeth thee to think thy brother the greater sinner but indeed it makes thee so But consider awhile proud Justitiarie is it not practical Blasphemy in the highest degree for thee to set and settle thy self in Christs Judgement Seat and there to become a Judge of souls He that said Judge not that ye be not Judged hath in effect told thee that if thou dost Lord it in his Tribunal here thou shalt tremble and quake before it hereafter The Joints oâ—… thy knees with Belshazzars shall then be as loose as is now thy tongue The words oâ—… the Psalmist are much to be observed Psal. 109. 30. He shall stand at the right hand of the poor to save him from those that condemn his soul. Christ will leave his Throne at the right hand of God rather then fail to stand at the right hand of the poor and what poor they are he takes such a care of Himself hath told us Mat. 5. 3. The poor in Spirit The Kingdom of heaven is most theirs who least assume it to themselves Who think they are not worthy of a being upon earth they shall be surest of a being in heaven they think themselves not worthy to kneel upon the earth because it is the footstool of the most high God much less worthy to look up to heaven because it is his Throne but he thinks them most worthy to be Translated from the earth and to be admitted into heaven saying For theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven These are the poor that our Saviour Christ doth alwaies stand by and indeed they alone do constantly stand by him though others pretend more to be his servants And why doth he alwaies stand by them or as the Text speaks at their right hand even to save them from those that condemn their fouls or as it is in the Hebrew to save from the Judges of his soul or to save his soul from Judges To save him from the Judges of his soul for though they condemn him yet he will acquit and save him or to save his soul from Judges That is as our other Translation reads this verse To save his soul from unrighteous Judges For no Judge can bâ—… so unrighteous as he that Judges anotheâ—… mans soul For his Judgement proceedâ—… not out of inclination to Justice but meerly out of pride or malice so that it isâ—… perverse Judgement It proceeds not froâ—… a lawful Authority but from Self-wiâ—… and Presumption so that it is an usurpeâ—… Judgement And it proceeds not according to the Rules of Prudence and Discretion but of folly and madness so that it iâ—… a foolish and rash Judgement Christ iâ—… the only Over-seer and Bishop of oâ—… souls 1 Pet. 2. 25. Do not presume to goâ—… visitation in thy Saviours Diocess Judgâ—… no mans soul but thine own So shalt thoâ—… not be Judged of the Lord for two Reasons For not Judging others and foâ—… Judging thyself Here at home thou maiâ—… rightly Judge and as rightly condemn nay if thou dost but Judge thou must condemn it being all one for a sinner tâ—… Judge his own soul and to condemn it And the more he Judges the more he coâ—…demns Like Ezekiels Vision chap. 8â—… The more he looks the worse he likes vâ—… But Turn thou yet again and thou shalt sâ—… Greater Abominations and v. 13 Isâ—… again the same so is it in the Vision of ouâ—… own sinful souls This must still be the Epiphonema the Burden the concluding sentence Hast thou seen This O son of man Turn thee yet again and thou shalt see greater Abominations Though thou hast already seen most wondrous strange horrid sins such whose very thought must needs affright the soul and therefore whose guilt must needs oppress it yet thou must still look to see Greater Abominations when thou hast seen all manner of wickedness in thine heart and sins there as Firebrands of hell for Torment but as the stars of heaven for multitude some of the greater some of the lesser magnitude but yet altogether Innumerable and every one too too Great when thou hast seen all this and imagined more then thou canst see yet this saying must be the conclusion of all Hast thou seen this O son of man Turn
Hand O Lord is not shortned that it cannot save and loose me from the burden of mine iniquity as it did her from the spirit of her Infirmity sweet Jesus lay thy mercifull hands on me that I may be Immediately made straite as she was and Glorifie God For this is a grievous and 〈◊〉 deadly burden 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 A grievous and yet withal A Fatal Burden A Burden that brings grief with it and Damnation after it such is the burden of any wilfull sin whatsoever till Faith and Repentance have unloaded the conscience Most divinely Saint Chrysostom If all my Righteousness be as Filthy rags Isa. 64. 6. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 what shall be said of my filthiness and of my unrighteousness Surely if my best righteousness hath the aspersion of sin then are my sins most exeeeding sinfull But we all generally herein are like the Pharisees ready to bind Heavy burdens and grievous to be born and lay them on other mens shoulders Mat. 23. 4. whereas this is a burden that we should â—…her lay every man on his own Heart The evil of our neighbours Heart we cannot know and yet are very desirous to know it though that knowledge tend directly to our damnation either for our malice or our Curiosity The evil of our own hearts we can know yet care not to know it though this knowledge immediately conduce to our salvation either by our Humility or by our Repentance For that man is worse then Simon Magus who is in the very gall of bitterness and in the bond of iniquity and yet scorns to say to the Successors of the Apostles Pray ye unto the Lord for me that none of these things which ye have spoken come upon me Acts 8. 23 24. For whatsoever God hath spoken in his word against impenitent sinners he cannot but fear will come upon him and it is just he should know it will so that he may not still continue in his Impenitency Sin doth at first grieve the God without us maker of Heaven and Earth but at last it will grieve the God within us our own Consciences It is at first Vastans Conscientiam to waste thy Conscience that from a little conscience thou maist have no conscience It will be at last Aggravans Conscientiam to burden thy Conscience that from no Conscience thou maist come to all Conscience It is best then for the sinner to be his own â—…ndemner that he may not be his own executioner For it is a sign he is in Bethesda in the house of Grace if he find his Conscience like those waters Troubled within him For being Impotent by reason of his sins whether Blind or halt or withered whether Blind in his Understanding or halt in his Affections or withered in his Actions He cannot be healod till He step into the Troubled waters which though they are the worst to let him see his Face for all will appear in broken lineaments yet are they the best to help him heal his soul Be not afraid then to step one step further into these waters as long as it is a good Spirit from God that troubles them The Disciples being in a storm and seeing Jesus walking on the Sea and drawing nigh unto the ship were afraid till they heard and knew his voice then they willingly received him into the ship and immediately the ship was at the land whither they went So when thy soul is in a Tempest though Jesus himself be coming nigh thou wilt be afraid but when he is fully come thou wilt most willingly receive him and immediately upon his reception Thou wilt be at the Haven of a Blessed Rest for himself will say unto thee Let not your heart be troubled ye believe in God believe also in me John 14. 1. A true Believer should not be troubled for by his faith he is more then Conqueror And yet he is often troubled for by reason of his weakness and of his unworthiness he doth sometimes not perceive the conquest of his Faith His own Conscience so convincing him that he cannot but be much troubled at the conviction 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 saith Aristotle There is a twofold Redargution or Conviction The one proceeding from the Confutation of the Cause the other from the Confutation of the Person The Cause is often overthrown when yet the Person still retains his former confidence The Arguments of men may Confute and yet not Convince they may convince and yet not Extort the acknowledgement oâ—… a Conviction But the Argumentts of the Conscience are truly and fully Convictive because they are truly and fully Demonstrative And that in such a kind of Demonstration of which the Philosophers words are most really verified 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Demonstration is not to confute the man in his Person for he may be Contumacious and Refractory but to confute him in his Reason and in his Judgement Such is this Demonstration of Conscience It seizeth on the inward man If that plead the Cause if that Dispute and make an instance against the Respondent no sophistry no elusion no evasion will serve his turn but his heart is troubled his countenance dejected and his tongue silenced so that he can say nothing in excuse much less in justification of himself but is forced to flie to his Saviours Al-sufficient Merits and Al-saving mercies and it is a happy violence that so forceth him saying with the blind man in the Gospel Jesus thou son of David have mercy on me And though many charge him that he should hold his peace even very many sins and unworthinesses yet he cries the more a great deal Thou son of David have mercy on me till Jesus stand still and command him to be called and say unto him What wilt thou that I should do unto thee Then will his Answer be Lord that I might receive my sight not so much to see mine own sins as thy mercies thine infinite thine undeserved mercies Thus I would receive my sight to see the light of thy countenance and I shall be whole This was that admirable prayer in the Greek Liturgies 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Lord appease and allay those invisible tumults of mine own breast which so much disquiet and torment my soul Other enimies may be resisted and haply vanquished but this internal enemy is altogether inexpugnable and alwaies gets the victory over us Appease these invisible wars we are much frighted with visible wars but the invisible are infinitely more terrible for these will frighten even the Souldiers themselves who make it their Work no less then their Profession to disturb and frighten others And they are called invisible wars not only because they alone can see them who feel them but also because they are the most fatal and dangerous even as an enemy is most dangerous when he is least seen most to be feared when he is least to be discovered Conscience doth then war most dangerously when most privately most unsuspectedly and
despise that Church that is in Affliction Therefore he answers confidently for himself that though he had been much afflicted yet he had been much more comforted and he rejoyced the more in his comforts because God had comforted him for that very cause That he might be able and willing to comfort others Having thus considered the Author of all true comfort and the Instruments he is pleased chiefly to use in comforting and how they are bound to comfort as his Instruments It follows that in the next place we consider the comforts themselves Which are then most given from God when most wanted by men For it is very observable Jer. 33. That Gods promises to the Jews were then Greatest when their own miseries were so For he there promiseth to the captivity A gracious Return a joyfull State and a settled Government when they were even now transplanted from Jerusalem to Babylon Surely to teach them and us that his promises were to be understood spiritually in Christ and so to be fulfilled That when they had least comforts in themselves They might have greatest comfort in their God that in the greatest temporal miseries he did use to afford the greatest spiritual mercies That when the body is most afflicted the soul is or should be most comforted Thus we look on sickness as a very great discomfort of the Body And yet even that may be made a greater comfort to the soul And truly from those very considerations for which it is a discomfort to the body and they are Three Because it afflicts the Flesh Because it weakens the Flesh Because it wasts the Flesh CHAP. I. The Comforts of the soul against Sickness SECT I. The sickness of the Body is a Comfort to the soul in that it Afflicts the Flesh. THIS age loves Paradoxes that is strange opinions And these may justly be thought the strangest of all others which seek to make us in love with sickness that cannot but make us out of love with the world and with our selves but be it so since we could never have a fitter time to be out of love with the world because now it is so bad nor with our selves because we help to make it worse Welcome then a sickness to comfort the soul since health is made 〈◊〉 uncomfortable to the body as bad times 〈◊〉 worse men can make it And indeed in thâ—… respect sickness is a comfort to the Souâ—… whiles it afflicts the Flesh in that it bringâ—… us to God and God to us For man beinâ—… afflicted in his body and finding no reâ—… in himself immediately makes his addresseâ—… to God that he may find rest in him Tâ—…tianus told the Heathen Greeks so much that when thy were sick then they woulâ—… send for their gods to be with them aâ—… Aggamemnon did at the seige of Troâ—… send for his ten Counsellors 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 And surely they who never think of God in theiâ—… health yet are desirous he should think oâ—… them in their sickness In their Afflictioâ—… they will seek me early Hos. 5. 15. Whereaâ—… before it was They will not frame their dâ—…ings to turn unto their God ver 4. And 〈◊〉 affliction make those seek God who before did not regard him then surely it cannot but make those who did seek him before they were afflicted to seek him much more in their affliction Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord saith David for he shall pluck my feet out of the net Psal. 25. 15. When his feet were most at liberty he desired not to look much away from God for fear of falling into some snare But when his feet were intangled in the â—…et then his eyes were ever towards him The Prophet Jeremiah prophecieth conâ—…erning the Jews that after their return from Babylon They should serve the Lord â—…heir God and David their King He means â—…he Son of David saith Kimchi the Messiah And surely whereas before their Captivity they often fell into idolatry yet after it they were never guilty of that sin And who will not call that a happy Captivity in which they left their Idolatry behind them So is it also in our distresses it is a happiness not a misery which brings a man neerer and neerer to his God Ismaels Name bids him believe that the Lord will hear his affliction for so saith the Angel to Hagar Thou shalt call his name Ismael because the Lord hath heard thy affliction Gen. 16. 11. But Israels faith bids him believe that the Lord will not only hear his affliction but also bear it In all their affliction he was afflicted and the Angel of his presence saved them Isa. 63. 9. What Comfort like the comfort of Salvation What greater Comfort of Salvation then that Christ is with us ready to save us It is he that is here called the Angel 〈◊〉 Gods presence or of Gods face first bâ—…cause in his eternal Priesthood he doth aâ—…waies minister before the face of God mâ—…king Intercession for us Heb. 7. 2â—… Wherefore he is able to save them to the uttâ—… most that come unto God by him seeing he eâ—… liveth to make intercession for them Secondâ—… because he is the express image of God iâ—… so much that whosoever hath seen him hath seen the Father John 14. 9. This Aâ—…gel of Gods presence is most with us in oâ—… afflictions and is therefore then mâ—… with us that he may be afflicted with uâ—… Our groans are His groans Our sighs aâ—… His sighs Our tears are His tears Tâ—… Psalmist did say Put my tears into thy Bottâ—… Psal. 58. 6. But we must say farther put mâ—… tears into thine eyes For as Christ is thâ—… Angel of his Fathers face so he looks upoâ—… every true Christian as the Angel of hâ—… own face loves to be there most wheâ—… he most sees his own face his own image And will you know when he most seeâ—… his own image in you It is then when 〈◊〉 sees himself fully represented not only iâ—… your doings but also in your sufferings In all your Affliction he is Afflicted Leâ—… your soul then rejoyce for a double cause that it hath so good a Companion that it â—…ath so great a Comforter For lest you â—…hould be troubled at the hiding of his â—…ace he hath taught you to see his face in â—…our own For when you can most truly â—…ay Behold and see if there be any sorrow like â—…nto my sorrow Lam. 1. 12. Then do you â—…ost truly resemble him who was called A man of sorrows Isa. 53. 3. This is the first comfort of the Soul in Sickness when it Afflicteth the Flesh because that Affliction brings us to God and God to us A second follows Because that Affliction makes us conformable to Christ our Saviour Justine Martyr in his second Apologie for the Christians hath observed that there is scarce any Prediction or Prophecy concerning our Saviour Christ the Son of God to be made man but the Heathen Writers who were all
ever â—…ore Almighty God and shall they â—…t be also before me they are open in 〈◊〉 sight and shall they not be so in mine that we would consider how far we have â—…t-gone David in his sin and yet how far â—…ort we come of him in his Repentance â—…r sin though it is the work of darkness â—…t may not hope to be covered or conâ—…led by it it is never invisible but alâ—…ies comes to light God sees it man himâ—…f sees it and happy is the man who sees â—…n due time for that is the only way to â—…ake God not see it but turn away his â—…es from it yet if he see it never so late CHAP. III. Peres or Dividing of our Persons SECT I. The Soul Divided from the Body while it lives by a Voluntary Separation conversing with it self and with itâ—… Saviour A GOOD man can neveâ—… want Good company soâ—… if he may not have it froâ—… his neighbour he may havâ—… it from himself Me Interrâ—…gans mihique respondent quùm solus essem tanquam Duo essemuâ—… Ratio Ego saith Saint Aust. lib. 1. Râ—…tract c. 4. Unde hoc opus Soliloquia nominavi I did Question and Answer my self as if we had been Two Reason and I whence I called that work my Solilequies And indeed a mans safest way of talking is to talk with himself so will his tongue not defile his body as Saint James complains but purge his Soul not set on fire the course of nature but thirst after the welsprings of Grace not it self be set on fire from Hell but inflame the soul with the love desire of Heaven He that talks most with himself is like to answer for himself For the right Judgement of things is made by the Conscience which looks not on Time but on Eternity The soul must Answer by it self alone without the body â—…nd therefore had need consult with it self â—…lone about its Answer not admit the flesh â—…nto consultation which will deprave the â—…udgement and cannot rectifie it Mundus â—…egacosmus intrat in microcosmum i. e. 〈◊〉 Animam scil Bonam in itinerario menâ—…is This Great world was made to enter inâ—… man the Lesser world for the soul is â—…ble to receive it all and yet still must â—…ontinue empty But man himself was â—…ade to enter into a better world Enter â—…ou into thy Masters Joy Mat 25. 23. â—…he world above is too big to enter into â—…s we must enter into it Therefore it is better to know this world then to love because by knowledge this world enteâ—… into us but it is better to love the woâ—… above then to know it because by loâ—… we enter into that world And surely is like to have the happiest entrance tâ—… soonest knocketh at the door For soâ—… there will be who will say Lord Lâ—… open unto us who will have this answer 〈◊〉 rily I say unto you I know you not Mat. 〈◊〉 11 12. Wherefore it is necessary that tâ—… soul be divided from the body even whâ—… it dwels in it that so it may by a voluntaâ—… both prevent and facilitate its violent seâ—… ration For if she be accustomed to the oâ—… she will never fear the other Thuâ—… may be a Separatist and be no Schisâ—… tick by Separating from my self but 〈◊〉 from my brethren The Jews phaâ—… much of Gods speaking with his own Jâ—… cial house and when they find him speâ—… ing in the plural number not knowâ—… the mysterie of the Trinity or not caâ—… to acknowledge it do only tell us he is 〈◊〉 sulting with his own Judgement 〈◊〉 Solomon Jarchi on Cantic 8. v. 5. 〈◊〉 How much more ought man to conâ—… with his own soul that by so doing heâ—… also consult with God For the soul more it descends into it self the more it ascends unto its Saviour God alone haveing the Priviledge to be within the Soul as the Soul alone hath the priviledge to be within the body Therefore let me have frequent Colloquies with mine own soul that I may have frequent Colloquies with my Saviour my Colloquies with my self will wean me from the love of earth my Colloquies with my Saviour will make me in love with heaven my Colloquies with my self will shew me the Vanities of the world the Infirmities of the flesh the Malice of the Devil and the sight of these will make me say with the Psalmist O that I had wings like a Dove then would I flee away and be at Rest Psal. 55. 6. When the spirit of a Dove will not give me Rest such may be the wickedness of men yet the wings of a Dove will give it me such is the goodness of God when condescending to man by patience and meekness will not then ascending to God by prayer and meditation will give Peace and Rest unto my soul. My Colloquies with my Saviour will shew me his Al-sufficient merits His Almighty power His Al-saving mercy And the first of these will make me Abandon the worlds Vanity that I may retire to his Al-sufficiency he hath ascribed sufficiency to his Grace 2 Cor. 12. But he hath reserved the Al-sufficiency to himself The second will make me acknowledge mine own Infirmity that I may rely on his Omnipotency as saith the Apostle most gladly will I glory in mine Infirmities that the Power of Christ may rest upon me 2 Cor. 12. 9. For if the power of Christ rest on me sure I cannot but have rest in it The third will make me not fear the Devils malice whiles I place my whole trust and confidence in my Saviours everlasting and Al-saving meâ—…cies For blessed be his undeserved goodness I have a Saviour who is able and willing to save a Jesus whose name is salvation whose presence is salvation whose work is salvation they are all three Joyned together John 11. 21 Then said Martha unto Jesus Lord if thou hadst been here my brother had not dyed He is Jesus there 's Salvation in his name thou shalt call his name Jesus for he shall save his people from their sins Mat. 1. 21. If thou hadst heen here there 's Salvation in his presence My brother had not dyed there 's salvation in his work therefore must my soul be alwaies neer my Saviour that it may never be far from his Salvation It must converse with him and therefore it must be united to him by the spiritual and blessed Union which is wrought by Faith by Hope by Charity For without this Union I may not hope for that Conversation The Union or Conjunction of the soul with Christ by Faith is expressed and in that required Eph. 3. 17. That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith Not in your Heads by Phansie but in your Hearts by Faith not float in your Brains but sink down into your Breasts Wherefore let me be sure to cherish in my soul this heavenly gift of Faith by refraining my mind from vain Curiosities and bringing into captivity every thought to the Obedience
is pardoned do both speak one and the same comfort unto the soul do both signifie one and the same peace Completa est malitia ejus saith the Vulgar translation for militia by a small mistake of the letter as we may suppose but none of the sense For our malitia is our militia our iniquity is our warfare The Hebrew word here used signifies not only the work but also the time of war And Rabbi David saith the Prophet here means The time that Jerusalem was to pass in Banishment or Captivity So that if we joyn the Text and the gloss together we shall find that sin is a time of war of banishment and of captivity Of war with God of banishment from God And of captivity not under God for he can be no Tyrant but under the Devil A sad time certainly as full of fears and jealousies as empty of joyes and comforts anâ—… therefore that must needs be a joyful time wherein this warfare this captivity thiâ—… banishment is at an end because our sin iâ—… pardoned To say this is to speak truly to the heart which is the Hebrew expression for speaking comfortably All other comforts go no farther then the ear then the outward man that his stock is increased his request granted his cause advanced it is only this comfort that enters into the heart and revives the inner man that the time of his warfare banishment and captivity are at an end because his sin is pardoned And this is the comfortable sentence that is already pronounced in Gods Word That he pardoneth and absolveth all them which truly repent and unfeignedly believe his holy Gospel All our labour must be to get this same sentence derived from Gods Word into our own consciences And then surely in the mouth of two such witnesses the least whereof is no less then a thousand it is no doubt but the testimony will be fully and firmly established For as the word doth witness the thing infallibly true in it self so will the conscience witness it insallibly true to us The use of a witness is either for information in defect of evidence or for confirmation in defect of assurance and an infallible witness is both these together For he gives evidence from his testimony and assurance from his infallibility Such an infallible witness is a good conscience that is grounded and established on the Word of God and thence collecteth this comfortable sentence Whosoever truly believeth and heartily repenteth shall not come into condemnation But I do truly believe and heartily repent therefore I shall not come into condemnation The major proposition is clear by the testimony of Gods Word the minor is clear by the testimony of our own consciences which can certainly tell us whether we be hypocrites or true Believers whether we be Sheep to hear the voice of Christ and to follow him that he may give us eternal life John 10. 27 28. or whether we be Goats to follow our own hearts lusts so to persist and perish in our sins and the conclusion cannot but follow the premises Read over the sentence that is set down Matthew 25. and thou wilt easily by comparing thine own actions with that sentence see whether at the last Judgement thou art to be set on Christs right hand or on his left Thou wilt easily see which part of that sentence concerns thee And that part which thine own conscience pronounceth of thee here thy Judge will both pronounce and confirm hereafter I hope that with Mary thou hast chosen that good part and if so cannot but assure thee it shall never be taken from thee Luke 10. 42. For Christ will never reject any man that hath sate at his feet to exercise his humility and patience and heard his Word to exercise his Piety and Obedience He will never say Depart from me to those who here did love his company and enjoy his communion And what is their work who are of his communion but to know and love and praise him And they that are thus of his communion on earth can you think he will excommunicate in heaven Saint John sets forth this Judgement of the conscience very fully in few words 1 John 3. 19 20 21. saying v. 19. And hereby that is by loving in deed and in truth not in word or in tongue as appears from the former verse we know that we are of the truth and shall assure our hearts before him That is we know that we truly love him and therefore may be well assured of his love For he that loves is assured of love for which cause Beza thus renders Saint James his words Mercy rejoyceth against damnation James 2. 13. For he that is truly merciful hath a special promise to assure him of mercy that he shall not be condemned in the last Judgement and this hard-hearted Age of ours would doubtless much more incline to mercy if we did seriously consider that the sentence of condemnation Mat. 25. is denounced against the unmerciful not against the unjust for taking away but against the unmerciful for not giving but yet if against the unmerciful much more against the unjust for as justice is before mercy in order of nature so is also injustice before unmercifulness wherefore though we discourse of assuring our hearts before God more then any others yet we must needs have a much less assurance of his love because we our selves know that we do love only in word and in tongue not in deed and in truth as it follows v. 20. For if our heart condemn us God is greater then our heart and knoweth all things and therefore can and will condemn us much more then our heart for this is the true meaning of the words not as they are commonly explained That we ought to oppose the greatness of Gods mercy being ready to acquit us against the sentence of our own heart that is ready to condemn us For indeed the words are not spoken to comfort a distressed but to terrifie a guilty conscience It being the Apostles intent to perswade us above all things both to get and to keep a good conscience that we may not condemn our selves and then we may be assured that our God will not condemn us as it follows v. 21. For if our heart condemn us not then have we confidence towards God sc. that he will not condemn us For the whole argument in brief is this If our conscience now condemn us God will also condemn us at the last day But if our conscience acquit us God will also then acquit us the conscience acting Gods part before hand in condemning the guilty and acquiting the innocent whether they have the first Innocency that of Righteousness or the second Innocency that of Faith and Repentance and the same Doctrine is again re-inforced 1 Iohn 4. 17 18. Herein is our love made perfect that we may have boldness in the day of Judgement because as he is so are we in this world