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repentance_n pharaoh_n can_v say_v i_o have_v sin_v yet_o be_v he_o not_o to_o be_v trust_v and_o saul_n can_v say_v so_o too_o as_o well_o as_o he_o i_o have_v sin_v and_o judas_n can_v say_v i_o have_v sin_v as_o well_o as_o they_o both_o and_o yet_o not_o a_o true_a penitentiary_n of_o they_o all_o we_o may_v say_v as_o much_o and_o make_v large_a confession_n before_o the_o sacrament_n too_o and_o yet_o be_v far_o from_o true_a repentance_n deal_v honest_o if_o thou_o be_v grieve_v indeed_o what_o be_v it_o that_o grive_v thou_o sin_n or_o smart_n such_o as_o be_v the_o object_n of_o thy_o grief_n such_o be_v thy_o repentance_n as_o in_o the_o case_n of_o fear_n of_o sin_n so_o be_v it_o in_o the_o 144._o qui_fw-la gehennas_fw-la meluit_fw-la non_fw-la peccare_fw-la metuit_fw-la sed_fw-la ardere_fw-la ille_fw-la autem_fw-la peccare_fw-la metuit_fw-la qui_fw-la peccatum_fw-la ipsum_fw-la sic_fw-la ut_fw-la gehennas_fw-la odit_fw-la august_n â—ep_v 144._o case_n of_o grief_n for_o 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see_v he_o true_o penitent_a now_o let_v we_o eat_v and_o be_v merry_a it_o be_v to_o little_a purpose_n to_o eat_v at_o the_o lord_n table_n unless_o we_o may_v so_o eat_v that_o we_o may_v be_v merry_a that_o we_o may_v be_v cheer_v refresh_v rejoice_v now_o he_o that_o will_v eat_v and_o be_v merry_a at_o the_o lord_n table_n lord_n table_n must_v weep_v and_o be_v sorry_a in_o his_o own_o private_a chamber_n and_o closet_n and_o when_o we_o have_v make_v ourselves_o sorry_a god_n will_v make_v we_o merry_a when_o we_o have_v sad_a our_o soul_n by_o repentance_n god_n will_v glad_v they_o with_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o spirit_n disperse_v to_o we_o in_o the_o sacrament_n and_o the_o great_a our_o sorrow_n be_v before_o we_o come_v the_o great_a will_v our_o mirth_n be_v when_o we_o be_v come_v but_o contrary_o when_o we_o come_v to_o the_o lord_n table_n and_o have_v not_o be_v sorry_a have_v not_o be_v humble_v have_v not_o repent_v then_o may_v we_o come_v and_o eat_v but_o 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corruption_n for_o of_o who_o a_o man_n be_v overcome_v of_o the_o same_o he_o be_v bring_v in_o bondage_n and_o who_o will_v set_v his_o servant_n at_o his_o table_n with_o he_o the_o servant_n abide_v not_o in_o the_o house_n for_o ever_o john_n 8._o 35._o and_o therefore_o sit_v not_o down_o at_o table_n at_o any_o time_n he_o be_v a_o uncircumcised_a person_n jere._n 4._o 3_o 4_o break_v up_o the_o fallow_a ground_n circumcise_v yourselves_o to_o the_o lord_n and_o take_v away_o the_o before_o skin_n of_o your_o heart_n what_o be_v the_o circumcision_n of_o the_o heart_n but_o the_o break_n up_o of_o the_o fallow_a ground_n verse_n 3_o so_o that_o a_o repent_a heart_n be_v a_o
man_n blush_v and_o be_v ashamed_a when_o he_o have_v do_v amiss_o and_o we_o may_v true_o say_v that_o blush_v be_v the_o colour_n of_o repentance_n ezra_n 9_o 6._o i_o be_o ashamed_a and_o blush_v to_o lift_v up_o my_o face_n it_o be_v true_a indeed_o that_o man_n may_v be_v and_o be_v ashamed_a that_o be_v far_o enough_o from_o repentance_n there_o be_v a_o shame_n of_o the_o face_n and_o a_o shame_n of_o the_o heart_n they_o have_v the_o shame_n of_o face_n but_o not_o the_o shame_n of_o heart_n and_o if_o they_o have_v the_o shame_n of_o heart_n yet_o there_o be_v a_o double_a kind_n of_o that_o shame_n 1._o first_o the_o shame_n of_o a_o thief_n jer._n 2._o 26._o as_o the_o thief_n be_v ashamed_a when_o he_o be_v find_v so_o be_v the_o house_n of_o israel_n ashamed_a and_o so_o there_o be_v the_o shame_n of_o any_o infamous_a sinner_n which_o arise_v from_o the_o disgrace_n and_o discredit_v of_o his_o action_n that_o he_o have_v do_v such_o a_o thing_n by_o which_o he_o have_v crack_v his_o credit_n or_o may_v bring_v himself_o to_o some_o shameful_a punishment_n the_o whip_n stock_n or_o the_o gallows_n so_o wicked_a man_n may_v be_v ashamed_a of_o their_o sin_n in_o their_o heart_n and_o conscience_n because_o of_o that_o shame_n their_o sin_n will_v bring_v they_o unto_o in_o hell_n 2._o second_o there_o be_v a_o shame_n of_o a_o son_n or_o child_n a_o filial_a gracious_a shame_n of_o heart_n and_o conscience_n and_o that_o be_v when_o a_o man_n shame_n rise_v not_o from_o the_o shameful_a consequent_n that_o follow_v sin_n but_o out_o of_o a_o sight_n of_o the_o filthiness_n and_o loathsome_a baseness_n of_o their_o sin_n they_o see_v they_o so_o nasty_a and_o so_o filthy_a that_o it_o make_v they_o ashamed_a that_o they_o have_v defile_v themselves_o with_o such_o filth_n and_o this_o be_v the_o shame_n that_o be_v in_o the_o cheek_n of_o true_a repentance_n there_o be_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o difference_n between_o the_o shame_n of_o a_o thief_n when_o he_o be_v take_v and_o the_o shame_n of_o a_o man_n that_o fall_v into_o a_o puddle_n into_o the_o kennel_n or_o the_o mire_n a_o thief_n be_v ashamed_a because_o some_o disgrace_n will_v light_v upon_o he_o or_o some_o punishment_n of_o shame_n a_o man_n that_o be_v fall_v into_o the_o mire_n or_o kennel_n he_o be_v ashamed_a but_o his_o shame_n be_v from_o the_o filthy_a nasty_a unsavoury_a pickle_n that_o he_o be_v in_o so_o a_o wicked_a man_n have_v shame_n of_o conscience_n because_o his_o conscience_n tell_v he_o he_o shall_v come_v to_o shame_v in_o hell_n but_o a_o true_a penitent_a man_n have_v shame_n of_o conscience_n because_o his_o conscience_n tell_v he_o that_o he_o have_v defile_v and_o besmear_v himself_o with_o loathsome_a filth_n and_o such_o a_o shame_n as_o this_o may_v prove_v a_o sure_a sign_n of_o repentance_n then_o sometime_o sorrow_n may_v do_v there_o may_v be_v a_o grief_n and_o a_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n that_o may_v come_v from_o the_o sense_n and_o apprehension_n of_o wrath_n and_o such_o a_o grief_n will_v not_o evidence_n true_a repentance_n but_o a_o shame_n for_o sin_n out_o of_o the_o sense_n of_o the_o filthiness_n and_o vileness_n of_o sin_n be_v a_o unfailing_a evidence_n of_o the_o faith_n of_o repentance_n if_o upon_o examination_n we_o can_v find_v such_o a_o shame_n in_o our_o soul_n if_o with_o ezra_n we_o be_v ashamed_a and_o blush_v to_o lift_v up_o our_o face_n not_o because_o our_o shameful_a punishment_n be_v increase_v over_o our_o head_n not_o because_o our_o trespass_n will_v sink_v we_o down_o into_o hell_n but_o because_o our_o iniquity_n be_v increase_v over_o our_o head_n and_o our_o trespass_n be_v grow_v up_o to_o the_o heaven_n such_o shame_n yield_v comfort_n but_o few_o be_v thus_o ashamed_a of_o sin_n now_o how_o many_o glory_n in_o their_o shame_n in_o their_o sin_n which_o shall_v be_v and_o be_v their_o shame_n the_o prophet_n isaiah_n complain_v of_o a_o brow_n of_o brass_n isaiah_n 48._o 4._o the_o prophet_n jeremy_n of_o a_o whore_n forehead_n jerem._n 3._o 3._o and_o zephany_n of_o sinner_n that_o know_v no_o shame_n zeph._n 3._o 5._o sinner_n have_v lose_v those_o few_o remain_a spark_n of_o modesty_n they_o be_v wont_a to_o have_v and_o be_v so_o far_o from_o be_v ashamed_a of_o their_o sin_n that_o they_o rather_o count_v it_o a_o shame_n not_o to_o sin_n may_v not_o the_o lord_n say_v of_o many_o now_o as_o he_o twice_o complain_v jer._n 6._o 15._o 8._o 12._o be_v they_o ashamed_a when_o they_o have_v commit_v abomination_n nay_o they_o be_v not_o at_o all_o ashamed_a neither_o can_v they_o blush_v and_o be_v not_o man_n grow_v to_o that_o height_n of_o sodoms_n impudence_n isay_n 3._o 9_o the_o show_n of_o their_o countenance_n do_v witness_n against_o they_o and_o they_o declare_v their_o sin_n as_o sodom_n they_o hide_v it_o not_o be_v the_o drunkard_n ashamed_a of_o his_o drunkenness_n they_o that_o be_v drink_v be_v drink_v in_o the_o night_n 1_o thess_n 5._o drunkenness_n than_o have_v some_o shame_n it_o seek_v to_o mantle_n itself_o with_o the_o darkness_n of_o the_o night_n but_o be_v man_n now_o ashamed_a of_o drunkenness_n in_o the_o open_a day_n in_o the_o open_a street_n so_o for_o swearer_n adulterer_n and_o other_o such_o impudence_n proclaim_v man_n impenitency_n in_o a_o high_a degree_n such_o person_n be_v as_o far_o from_o repentance_n as_o they_o be_v from_o shame_n 2_o second_o deep_a sorrow_n and_o hearty_a grief_n for_o sin_n where_o consider_v two_o thing_n 1._o first_o the_o object_n of_o repent_v sorrow_n 2._o second_o the_o depth_n and_o greatness_n of_o it_o both_o will_v try_v truth_n of_o repentance_n 1_o first_o the_o object_n of_o repent_v sorrow_n be_v sin_n it_o be_v sin_n that_o special_o afflict_v and_o disquiet_v a_o repent_a soul_n that_o be_v the_o thing_n that_o wring_v and_o pinch_v it_o where_o be_v it_o that_o the_o prodigal_n shoe_n do_v special_o wring_v he_o luke_n 15._o 21._o father_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o heaven_n that_o be_v against_o god_n in_o heaven_n he_o do_v not_o say_v father_n i_o be_o in_o a_o depth_n of_o misery_n ready_a to_o perish_v with_o hunger_n in_o that_o pinch_a distress_n that_o i_o will_v be_v glad_a to_o eat_v husk_n with_o hog_n but_o father_n i_o have_v sin_v this_o be_v the_o grief_n of_o a_o repent_a soul_n that_o god_n majesty_n have_v be_v offend_v in_o and_o by_o his_o sin_n this_o be_v that_o which_o lie_v heavy_a upon_o and_o sit_v close_a to_o david_n heart_n he_o neither_o cry_v out_o of_o his_o discredit_n and_o shame_n in_o the_o world_n nor_o yet_o speak_v a_o syllable_n of_o wrath_n or_o hell_n but_o psal_n 51._o 3_o 4._o my_o sin_n be_v ever_o before_o i_o against_o thou_o only_o have_v i_o sin_v and_o have_v do_v this_o evil_a in_o thy_o sight_n my_o sin_n be_v ever_o before_o i_o not_o hell_n and_o damnation_n be_v ever_o before_o i_o not_o the_o shame_n and_o reproach_n of_o the_o world_n but_o my_o sin_n be_v ever_o before_o i_o it_o be_v this_o lord_z that_o pinch_v and_o disquiet_v i_o that_o i_o have_v sin_v and_o do_v this_o evil_a in_o thy_o sight_n a_o good_a heart_n fear_v more_o the_o commit_n of_o sin_n than_o the_o suffering_n of_o punishment_n follow_v it_o prov._n 30._o 9_o give_v i_o not_o poverty_n lest_o i_o be_v poor_a and_o steal_v and_o take_v the_o name_n of_o my_o god_n in_o vain_a he_o do_v not_o say_v lest_o i_o be_v poor_a and_o steal_v and_o bring_v myself_o under_o the_o magistrate_n sword_n or_o thy_o wrath_n but_o he_o look_v only_o at_o the_o sin_n lest_o i_o steal_v and_o take_v thy_o name_n in_o vain_a he_o fear_v the_o profane_v of_o god_n name_v more_o than_o the_o bring_n of_o his_o own_o name_n and_o person_n in_o question_n and_o to_o this_o purpose_n be_v that_o which_o elihu_n charge_v job_n withal_o job_n 36._o 21._o regard_v not_o iniquity_n for_o this_o thou_o have_v choose_v rather_o than_o affliction_n that_o be_v thou_o have_v rather_o choose_v sin_n and_o iniquity_n than_o poverty_n and_o affliction_n as_o if_o he_o have_v say_v inasmuch_o as_o thou_o have_v vain_o and_o rash_o expostulate_v with_o god_n v._o 20._o desire_v death_n rather_o than_o to_o bear_v this_o affliction_n thou_o be_v guilty_a of_o iniquity_n and_o sin_v in_o this_o thy_o choice_n this_o therefore_o imply_v that_o a_o good_a heart_n will_v rather_o choose_v affliction_n than_o iniquity_n to_o suffer_v affliction_n than_o to_o do_v iniquity_n now_o as_o a_o good_a heart_n be_v more_o afraid_a of_o sin_n than_o affliction_n and_o punishment_n so_o likewise_o a_o repent_a heart_n be_v more_o grieve_v for_o sin_n commit_v then_o for_o sorrow_n to_o be_v suffer_v
be_v my_o heart_n grieve_v or_o thus_o be_v my_o heart_n leaven_v that_o be_v his_o grief_n be_v so_o great_a that_o his_o heart_n be_v leaven_v with_o it_o a_o little_a leaven_n leaven_n the_o whole_a lump_n therefore_o much_o leaven_n do_v it_o much_o more_o his_o whole_a heart_n be_v sour_v with_o the_o leaven_n of_o sorrow_n such_o be_v the_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n of_o repentance_n it_o be_v a_o leaven_n grief_n that_o leaven_n the_o whole_a lump_n of_o the_o heart_n it_o season_v and_o affect_v all_o the_o whole_a heart_n therefore_o the_o mourning_n of_o repentance_n be_v call_v a_o great_a mourning_n zach._n 12._o 11._o in_o that_o day_n there_o shall_v be_v a_o great_a mourning_n in_o jerusalem_n how_o great_a as_o the_o mourning_n of_o hadadrimmon_n in_o the_o valley_n of_o megiddo_n as_o great_a as_o be_v the_o mourning_n for_o the_o untimely_a loss_n of_o josiah_n how_o great_a that_o be_v see_v 2_o chro._n 35._o 24_o 25._o so_o deep_o be_v the_o sorrow_n and_o so_o great_a be_v the_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n in_o repentance_n yea_o it_o be_v a_o bitter_a mourning_n zech._n 12._o 10._o and_o they_o shall_v mourn_v for_o he_o as_o one_o mourn_v for_o his_o only_a son_n and_o shall_v be_v in_o bitterness_n for_o he_o as_o one_o that_o be_v in_o bitterness_n for_o his_o firstborn_a a_o man_n that_o lose_v his_o firstborn_a and_o his_o only_a son_n how_o bitter_o mourn_v that_o man_n repentance_n mourn_v so_o bitter_o peter_n go_v out_o and_o weep_v bitter_o they_o be_v water_n of_o marah_n that_o flow_v from_o the_o eye_n of_o repentance_n nay_o though_o it_o be_v a_o bitter_a sorrow_n which_o be_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o a_o only_a son_n and_o the_o loss_n of_o dear_a friend_n yet_o in_o repentance_n god_n look_v for_o a_o geeat_a sorrow_n than_o that_o be_v which_o be_v for_o the_o death_n of_o dear_a friend_n therefore_o isay_n 22._o 12._o the_o lord_n call_v to_o weep_v mourn_a and_o baldness_n god_n in_o special_a manner_n prohibit_v baldness_n in_o their_o mourning_n for_o the_o dead_a deut._n 14._o 1._o you_o shall_v not_o cut_v yourselves_o nor_o make_v any_o baldness_n between_o your_o eye_n for_o the_o dead_a and_o yet_o god_n that_o forbid_v it_o in_o mourning_n for_o the_o dead_a call_v for_o it_o in_o mourning_n for_o sin_n to_o teach_v how_o great_a our_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n shall_v be_v that_o there_o ought_v to_o be_v a_o great_a sorrow_n in_o repentance_n for_o sin_n than_o of_o natural_a affection_n for_o the_o loss_n of_o our_o dear_a friend_n by_o death_n it_o be_v a_o great_a sorrow_n that_o of_o david_n for_o amnons_n death_n 2_o sam._n 13._o 36_o 37._o the_o king_n weep_v very_o sore_o or_o with_o a_o great_a weep_v great_o and_o david_n mourn_v for_o his_o son_n every_o day_n he_o weep_v he_o weep_v with_o a_o great_a weep_n and_o with_o a_o great_a weep_v great_o and_o he_o mourn_v daily_o such_o be_v the_o sorrow_n of_o repentance_n a_o deep_a and_o a_o daily_a sorrow_n till_o god_n allay_v it_o with_o some_o answer_n of_o peace_n hence_o it_o be_v that_o it_o manifest_v itself_o with_o such_o outward_a expression_n the_o publican_n smite_v upon_o his_o breast_n luke_n 18._o and_o ephraim_n smite_v upon_o his_o thigh_n jer._n 31._o 19_o and_o ezra_n rend_v his_o garment_n pluck_v the_o hair_n off_o his_o head_n and_o beard_n ezra_n 9_o 3._o all_o but_o to_o testify_v the_o deep_a and_o hearty_a sorrow_n for_o sin_n by_o this_o may_v man_n take_v a_o trial_n of_o their_o repentance_n if_o thou_o have_v have_v a_o leaven_a spirit_n a_o embitter_v spirit_n &_o have_v lament_v after_o the_o lord_n 1_o sam._n 7._o 2._o who_o thou_o have_v lose_v by_o thy_o sin_n as_o thou_o will_v have_v lament_v after_o a_o dear_a lose_a friend_n if_o thou_o have_v be_v in_o the_o water_n of_o marah_n the_o great_a thy_o grief_n have_v be_v the_o great_a cause_n of_o comfort_n have_v thou_o in_o the_o truth_n of_o repentance_n but_o so_o formal_a so_o slight_a be_v the_o sorrow_n of_o many_o heart_n for_o sin_n that_o it_o be_v a_o clear_a case_n they_o be_v stranger_n to_o repentance_n 3_o three_o a_o forsake_v a_o utter_a vivendi_fw-la post_fw-la luctum_fw-la poenitentiae_fw-la non_fw-la redeas_fw-la ad_fw-la peccatum_fw-la non_fw-la iterum_fw-la facias_fw-la quod_fw-la iterum_fw-la plangas_fw-la non_fw-fr est_fw-fr paenitens_fw-la sed_fw-la irrisor_fw-la qui_fw-la adhuc_fw-la agit_fw-fr unde_fw-la penitent_a bern._n de_fw-fr modo_fw-la bene_fw-la vivendi_fw-la ejection_n and_o rejection_n of_o all_o our_o former_a sinful_a lust_n and_o way_n prov._n 28._o he_o that_o confess_v and_o forsake_v repentance_n not_o only_o confess_v but_o forsake_v the_o confess_a sin_n job_n 34_o 32._o if_o i_o have_v do_v iniquity_n i_o will_v do_v no_o more_o that_o be_v the_o language_n and_o the_o resolution_n of_o true_a repentance_n ephes_n 4_o 28._o let_v he_o that_o steal_v steal_v no_o more_o true_a repentance_n make_v man_n do_v as_o god_n do_v when_o he_o repent_v he_o gen._n 6._o 6_o 7._o and_o it_o repent_v the_o lord_n that_o he_o have_v make_v man_n on_o earth_n and_o it_o grieve_v he_o at_o his_o heart_n but_o that_o be_v not_o all_o and_o the_o lord_n say_v i_o will_v destroy_v man_n who_o i_o have_v create_v from_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n both_o man_n and_o beast_n etc._n etc._n for_o it_o repent_v i_o that_o i_o have_v make_v they_o nay_o repentance_n in_o man_n go_v further_o one_o noah_n find_v grace_n in_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o be_v spare_v from_o the_o common_a destruction_n but_o here_o not_o one_o lust_n or_o sin_n find_v grace_n in_o the_o eye_n of_o a_o man_n that_o true_o repent_v but_o all_o must_v be_v drown_v in_o the_o flood_n of_o the_o tear_n of_o repentance_n it_o be_v with_o a_o man_n that_o have_v the_o grief_n of_o true_a repentance_n as_o it_o be_v with_o nehemiah_n neh._n 13._o 7_o 8._o i_o come_v to_o jerusalem_n and_o understand_v of_o the_o evil_a that_o eliashib_n have_v do_v for_o tobia_n in_o prepare_v he_o a_o chamber_n in_o the_o court_n of_o the_o house_n of_o god_n and_o it_o grieve_v i_o sore_o but_o he_o rest_v not_o there_o but_o go_v further_a therefore_o i_o cast_v forth_o all_o the_o householdstuff_n of_o tobiah_n out_o of_o the_o chamber_n what_o shall_v tobiah_n do_v with_o a_o chamber_n there_o therefore_o he_o not_o only_o out_v tobiah_n but_o out_o go_v all_o his_o stuff_n too_o so_o do_v repentance_n when_o it_o consider_v all_o the_o evil_a that_o satan_n and_o corruption_n have_v do_v and_o how_o they_o have_v take_v up_o chamber_n in_o the_o heart_n that_o shall_v be_v the_o house_n of_o god_n it_o be_v grieve_v sore_o and_o thereupon_o it_o out_v satan_n and_o all_o his_o stuff_n neither_o satan_n nor_o his_o stuff_n shall_v be_v chamber_v there_o any_o long_o so_o do_v repentance_n dispossess_v satan_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o christ_n dispossess_v his_o body_n of_o he_o mark_v 9_o 25._o thou_o dumb_a and_o deaf_a spirit_n i_o charge_v thou_o to_o come_v out_o of_o he_o and_o enter_v no_o more_o into_o he_o so_o repentance_n cast_v satan_n and_o filthy_a abomination_n out_o of_o a_o man_n that_o they_o enter_v no_o more_o they_o be_v cast_v out_o for_o ever_o tear_n of_o repentance_n be_v not_o only_a wet_n but_o wash_a tear_n isay_n 1._o 16._o wash_v you_o make_v you_o clean_o david_n tear_n wash_v his_o couch_n psal_n 6._o and_o so_o much_o more_o wash_v himself_o baptism_n be_v call_v the_o baptism_n of_o repentance_n luke_n 3._o 3._o in_o baptism_n there_o be_v a_o wash_n away_o of_o sin_n and_o how_o be_v baptism_n the_o baptism_n of_o repentance_n if_o in_o repentance_n there_o be_v not_o the_o do_v away_o of_o sin_n if_o a_o man_n can_v shed_v a_o sea_n of_o tear_n yet_o if_o he_o do_v not_o drown_v his_o sin_n in_o that_o sea_n what_o be_v he_o the_o better_a if_o a_o man_n shall_v weep_v his_o eye_n out_o yet_o if_o he_o weep_v not_o his_o sin_n out_o to_o what_o purpose_n be_v it_o wheresoever_o repentance_n be_v there_o must_v necessary_o follow_v this_o forsake_v and_o cast_v off_o our_o sin_n because_o with_o true_a repentance_n these_o two_o thing_n ever_o go_v first_o a_o abomination_n and_o loathe_n of_o sin_n the_o man_n that_o repent_v horrible_o loathe_v his_o sin_n by_o which_o he_o have_v offend_v job_n 42._o 6._o i_o abhor_v myself_o and_o repent_v ezek._n 20._o 43._o you_o shall_v loathe_v yourselves_o in_o your_o own_o sight_n for_o all_o your_o evil_n that_o you_o have_v commit_v second_o a_o indignation_n against_o sin_n 2_o cor._n 7._o what_o indignation_n hosea_n 14._o 8._o ephraim_n shall_v say_v what_o have_v i_o to_o do_v any_o more_o with_o idol_n now_o that_o which_o a_o man_n loathe_v and_o that_o
22._o ephes_n 1._o 13._o you_o be_v seal_v with_o the_o holy_a spirit_n of_o promise_n and_o ephes_n 4._o 30._o now_o as_o in_o court_n there_o be_v some_o day_n that_o be_v call_v sealing-daye_n so_o there_o be_v some_o special_a sealing-time_n and_o sealing-daye_n in_o this_o kind_n sacrament_n be_v seal_n rom._n 4._o 11._o and_o sacrament_n day_n be_v the_o seal_a day_n of_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n so_o that_o when_o a_o man_n come_v to_o the_o sacrament_n he_o come_v to_o be_v seal_v and_o therefore_o in_o this_o regard_n there_o must_v be_v a_o renew_n of_o repentance_n before_o the_o receive_n of_o the_o sacrament_n otherwise_o a_o man_n be_v not_o sealeable_a not_o capable_a of_o the_o seal_n and_o the_o impression_n of_o it_o hard_a wax_n will_v not_o receive_v the_o print_n of_o the_o seal_n before_o we_o put_v the_o seal_n to_o the_o wax_n we_o first_o melt_v the_o wax_n or_o warm_v and_o so_o soften_v it_o at_o the_o fire_n and_o so_o prepare_v it_o for_o a_o capacity_n of_o the_o seal_n impression_n so_o when_o the_o heart_n be_v melt_v and_o be_v soften_v than_o it_o be_v fit_a to_o take_v the_o seal_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o the_o use_n of_o the_o seal_n in_o the_o sacrament_n now_o the_o renew_n of_o repentance_n before_o the_o sacrament_n be_v a_o melt_a a_o warm_n and_o a_o soften_a of_o the_o heart_n and_o a_o fit_v it_o for_o the_o seal_n so_o needful_a then_o and_o requisite_a as_o the_o melt_a or_o soften_a of_o the_o wax_n be_v before_o seal_v so_o needful_a be_v the_o renew_n of_o repentance_n before_o the_o sacrament_n many_o come_v to_o the_o sacrament_n and_o there_o be_v no_o print_n or_o impression_n make_v in_o their_o heart_n there_o be_v no_o appearance_n of_o any_o seal_n let_v such_o consider_v whether_o they_o do_v not_o neglect_v the_o soften_a of_o their_o heart_n by_o not_o renew_v their_o repentance_n quest_n wherein_o stand_v this_o renew_n of_o repentance_n ans_fw-fr 1._o first_o in_o a_o fresh_a examination_n of_o our_o heart_n to_o find_v out_o our_o sin_n and_o corruption_n we_o see_v before_o that_o we_o must_v examine_v our_o grace_n but_o that_o be_v not_o all_o there_o must_v be_v a_o examination_n of_o ourselves_o for_o our_o sin_n that_o lam._n 3._o 40._o let_v we_o search_v and_o try_v our_o way_n be_v to_o be_v do_v in_o our_o renew_a repentance_n before_o the_o sacrament_n better_o we_o ourselves_o search_v and_o make_v inquiry_n before_o we_o go_v to_o the_o sacrament_n than_o god_n shall_v inquire_v after_o our_o iniquity_n and_o make_v a_o search_n after_o our_o sin_n at_o the_o sacrament_n job_n complain_v job_n 10._o 6._o that_o god_n inquire_v after_o his_o iniquity_n and_o search_v after_o his_o sin_n that_o be_v a_o sore_a thing_n we_o can_v look_v for_o no_o better_a at_o the_o sacrament_n if_o we_o have_v not_o do_v it_o before_o we_o come_v thither_o 2_o second_o in_o a_o solemn_a confession_n of_o sin_n with_o deep_a humiliation_n for_o they_o this_o confession_n let_v it_o be_v full_a and_o bring_v out_o thy_o sin_n as_o they_o take_v the_o vessel_n of_o the_o temple_n ezra_n 8._o 34._o by_o number_n and_o by_o weight_n by_o number_n first_o charge_v thyself_o impartial_o with_o all_o the_o sin_n thou_o can_v recall_v so_o let_v thy_o confession_n be_v full_a in_o regard_n of_o enumeration_n leu._n 16._o 21._o all_o their_o iniquity_n all_o their_o transgression_n then_o by_o weight_n so_o let_v thy_o confession_n be_v full_a in_o regard_n of_o aggravation_n make_v they_o as_o great_a and_o as_o foul_a in_o their_o nature_n and_o circumstance_n as_o thou_o can_v psal_n 25._o 11._o psa_fw-la 40._o 12._o 2_o sam._n 24._o 10._o and_o thus_o haply_o may_v we_o understand_v that_o place_n levit_fw-la 16._o 21._o he_o shall_v confess_v all_o their_o iniquity_n and_o all_o their_o transgression_n in_o all_o their_o sin_n not_o only_o their_o sin_n but_o all_o their_o transgression_n in_o their_o sin_n that_o be_v he_o shall_v not_o only_o confess_v their_o sin_n but_o he_o shall_v aggravate_v their_o sin_n by_o lay_v open_a how_o many_o transgression_n be_v wrap_v up_o in_o their_o several_a sin_n and_o how_o many_o transgression_n be_v in_o the_o several_a circumstance_n of_o their_o sin_n the_o laden_a soul_n be_v call_v to_o come_v to_o christ_n be_v promise_v ease_n and_o refreshment_n and_o this_o promise_n be_v make_v good_a in_o the_o use_n of_o the_o sacrament_n as_o therefore_o we_o will_v be_v in_o the_o number_n of_o those_o who_o christ_n call_v and_o to_o who_o he_o promise_v ease_n and_o refreshment_n yea_o as_o we_o will_v have_v this_o ease_n and_o refreshment_n in_o the_o sacrament_n so_o come_v with_o lade_v soul_n as_o much_o as_o we_o can_v the_o heavy_a and_o the_o weighty_a we_o make_v our_o sin_n in_o our_o confession_n the_o likely_a they_o be_v to_o lade_v we_o and_o let_v thy_o confession_n be_v with_o deep_a humiliation_n let_v they_o be_v dolorous_a confession_n with_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o from_o a_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o it_o labour_v to_o see_v and_o feel_v thy_o sin_n and_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o it_o will_v work_v sorrow_n for_o it_o sight_n help_v to_o sorrow_n as_o in_o that_o case_n lam._n 3._o 51._o my_o eye_n affect_v my_o heart_n so_o be_v it_o true_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o sin_n the_o eye_n that_o see_v sin_n affect_v the_o heart_n feel_v of_o sin_n help_v to_o sorrow_n the_o weight_n of_o it_o feel_v will_v bring_v the_o heart_n to_o sorrow_n in_o confession_n david_n confession_n be_v with_o sorrow_n psal_n 38._o 18._o i_o will_v declare_v that_o be_v confess_v my_o iniquity_n but_o how_o shall_v his_o confession_n be_v qualify_v i_o will_v be_v sorry_a for_o my_o sin_n how_o come_v he_o by_o his_o sorrow_n sure_o by_o that_o verse_n 4._o for_o my_o iniquity_n be_v go_v over_o my_o head_n as_o a_o heavy_a burden_n they_o be_v too_o heavy_a for_o i_o what_o can_v make_v the_o heart_n more_o heavy_a than_o when_o it_o feel_v the_o heaviness_n and_o weight_n of_o sin_n so_o shall_v a_o man_n carry_v himself_o in_o his_o confession_n before_o the_o sacrament_n as_o ephraim_n do_v in_o that_o confession_n of_o he_o jer._n 31._o 18._o i_o have_v hear_v ephraim_n bemoan_v himself_o make_v thy_o confession_n before_o the_o sacrament_n bemoan_v confession_n let_v our_o confession_n be_v ever_o so_o long_o and_o so_o large_a ever_o so_o exact_a and_o particular_a yet_o if_o do_v without_o sorrow_n it_o be_v but_o a_o historical_a confession_n it_o be_v all_o one_o as_o if_o a_o man_n shall_v come_v and_o tell_v god_n a_o story_n or_o a_o long_a tale_n of_o his_o sin_n god_n do_v not_o require_v our_o confession_n before_o the_o sacrament_n to_o tell_v he_o that_o which_o he_o know_v not_o he_o know_v our_o sin_n better_a than_o ourselves_o but_o that_o in_o our_o confession_n we_o shall_v have_v our_o heart_n sorrowful_o affect_v for_o they_o be_v sure_a therefore_o before_o thou_o come_v to_o the_o sacrament_n to_o renew_v thy_o repentance_n in_o confession_n one_o sweet_a advantage_n shall_v thou_o have_v by_o it_o among_o other_o and_o that_o be_v this_o our_o self-accusation_n in_o our_o confession_n will_v be_v a_o prevention_n and_o a_o disappointment_n of_o satan_n accusation_n against_o we_o the_o devil_n even_o at_o the_o sacrament_n will_v be_v lay_v in_o against_o we_o it_o be_v good_a therefore_o to_o take_v a_o course_n to_o defeat_v he_o he_o will_v be_v plead_v against_o a_o man_n lord_n shall_v this_o man_n be_v welcome_a to_o thy_o table_n shall_v he_o receive_v the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o ordinance_n he_o have_v do_v thus_o and_o thus_o i_o can_v lay_v to_o his_o charge_n these_o and_o these_o sin_n thus_o by_o his_o accusation_n will_v he_o seek_v to_o put_v in_o a_o bar_n against_o a_o blessing_n upon_o we_o now_o when_o a_o man_n before_o the_o sacrament_n renew_v his_o repentance_n and_o have_v in_o his_o confession_n bring_v in_o the_o accusation_n levit._n praeventus_fw-la diabolus_fw-la in_o accusatione_fw-la ultra_fw-la nos_fw-la accusare_fw-la non_fw-la poterit_fw-la et_fw-la si_fw-la ipsi_fw-la nostri_fw-la simus_fw-la accusatores_fw-la proficit_fw-la nobis_fw-la ad_fw-la salutem_fw-la si_fw-la vero_fw-la expectemus_fw-la ut_fw-la a_o diabolo_fw-it accusemur_fw-la accusatio_fw-la illa_fw-la nobis_fw-la cedit_fw-la ad_fw-la poenam_fw-la orig._n hom._n 3._o in_o levit._n against_o himself_o satan_n be_v prevent_v for_o than_o we_o do_v as_o i_o may_v say_v furnish_v the_o lord_n with_o a_o answer_n to_o stop_v satan_n mouth_n for_o than_o will_v the_o lord_n be_v ready_a to_o answer_v for_o we_o why_o satan_n thou_o accuse_v this_o man_n of_o nothing_o whereof_o he_o have_v not_o already_o to_o the_o full_a accuse_v himself_o he_o himself_o have_v accuse_v himself_o of_o all_o this_o