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hide_v for_o the_o thing_n of_o esau_n be_v search_v out_o &_o his_o hiden_n thing_n seek_v up_o and_o i_o find_v the_o lord_n watch_v over_o i_o to_o pluck_v up_o and_o to_o throw_v down_o and_o to_o make_v waste_v the_o habitabion_n of_o esau_n and_o here_o i_o come_v to_o witness_v a_o disciple_n state_n for_o my_o mind_n be_v keep_v to_o the_o light_n i_o be_v upon_o my_o watchtower_n and_o there_o i_o can_v see_v the_o enemy_n for_o the_o light_n make_v he_o manifest_a and_o every_o vain_a thought_n be_v bring_v to_o judgement_n and_o the_o house_n of_o joseph_n be_v a_o flame_n and_o the_o house_n of_o esau_n as_o sttubble_n and_o the_o house_n of_o david_n grow_v stranger_n &_o strong_a but_o the_o house_n of_o saul_n grow_v weak_a and_o weak_a and_o here_o i_o come_v to_o know_v the_o terror_n of_o the_o lord_n against_o that_o which_o have_v sin_v and_o the_o manchild_n come_v to_o be_v bear_v which_o nothing_o can_v satisfy_v but_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n and_o god_n give_v i_o manna_n from_o heaven_n fro_o it_o to_o feed_v upon_o and_o it_o be_v feed_v and_o grow_v strong_a in_o battle_n so_o that_o he_o slay_v on_o the_o right_a hand_n and_o destroy_v one_o the_o left_a and_o his_o name_n become_v dreadful_a to_o his_o adversary_n for_o all_o judgement_n be_v give_v unto_o he_o &_o as_o he_o do_v over_o come_v then_o pure_a joy_n will_v arise_v and_o the_o live_a will_v praise_v he_o from_o who_o deliverance_n come_v and_o here_o i_o come_v to_o witness_v faith_n by_o which_o my_o heart_n be_v purify_v and_o by_o which_o i_o overcome_v the_o world_n which_o faith_n be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n to_o which_o faith_n in_o the_o high_a of_o my_o profession_n i_o be_v reprobate_a as_o all_o the_o world_n profession_n be_v for_o i_o only_o believe_v because_o it_o be_v write_v and_o so_o my_o fall_a wisdom_n and_o first_o nature_n which_o be_v accurse_v be_v sound_a in_o the_o transgression_n believe_v the_o report_n of_o a_o thing_n as_o of_o god_n and_o christ_n without_o i_o but_o i_o do_v not_o believe_v in_o the_o light_n as_o christ_n command_v who_o say_v believe_v in_o the_o light_n that_o you_o may_v be_v child_n of_o the_o light_n but_o to_o this_o light_n i_o be_v a_o stranger_n and_o a_o enemy_n my_o mind_n be_v alianated_a from_o it_o look_v for_o a_o saviour_n without_o i_o when_o when_o the_o enemy_n of_o my_o happiness_n which_o alone_o i_o have_v need_v to_o be_v save_v from_o be_v within_o o_o all_o professor_n read_v your_o condition_n and_o so_o the_o door_n to_o the_o father_n which_o be_v the_o light_n i_o be_v a_o enemy_n unto_o and_o so_o a_o enemy_n to_o god_n be_v a_o enemy_n to_o his_o light_n for_o how_o can_v i_o be_v reconcile_v to_o god_n whilst_o i_o be_v condemn_v for_o sin_n in_o my_o conscience_n by_o that_o measure_n of_o light_n which_o he_o have_v give_v i_o to_o walk_v by_o which_o be_v a_o measure_n of_o himself_o that_o condemn_v i_o then_o how_o can_v i_o be_v justify_v by_o he_o who_o be_v one_o with_o his_o light_n and_o so_o the_o reconciliation_n which_o the_o saint_n witness_v i_o know_v not_o until_o my_o sin_n come_v to_o be_v take_v away_o by_o christ_n the_o light_n then_o i_o come_v to_o witness_v salvation_n by_o jesus_n who_o save_v i_o from_o my_o enemy_n my_o enemy_n be_v sin_n he_o save_v i_o from_o sin_n the_o sting_n of_o death_n be_v sin_n in_o save_v i_o from_o sin_n i_o be_v free_v from_o death_n and_o the_o strength_n of_o sin_n be_v the_o law_n in_o save_v i_o from_o sin_n the_o righteousness_n of_o the_o law_n be_v fulfil_v in_o i_o who_o walk_v not_o after_o the_o flesh_n take_v notice_n the_o flesh_n do_v not_o lead_v i_o but_o after_o the_o spirit_n take_v notice_n again_o by_o the_o spirit_n i_o be_v lead_v and_o and_o the_o spirit_n be_v light_v which_o lead_v not_o into_o sin_n but_o into_o righteousness_n and_o be_v lead_v by_o the_o spirit_n i_o have_v peace_n with_o god_n the_o spirit_n be_v light_a follow_v the_o light_n obey_v this_o light_n believe_v in_o the_o light_n i_o be_v by_o the_o light_n reconcile_v to_o god_n and_o by_o christ_n the_o light_n the_o middle_a wall_n of_o partition_n be_v break_v down_o and_o he_o be_v my_o peace_n the_o light_n hear_v all_o you_o professor_n of_o the_o world_n be_v shut_v out_o who_o mind_n be_v from_o the_o light_n he_o be_v not_o your_o peace_n whilst_o you_o commit_v sin_n for_o sin_n be_v reprove_v by_o the_o light_n and_o that_o which_o be_v reprove_v be_v make_v manifest_a by_o the_o light_n william_n ames_n ¶_o print_v in_o the_o year_n 1656._o
a_o declaration_n of_o the_o witness_n of_o god_n manifest_v in_o i_o from_o my_o youth_n from_o my_o youth_n i_o be_v make_v sensible_a of_o something_o in_o i_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o god_n but_o that_o which_o make_v it_o manifest_v i_o know_v not_o to_o be_v of_o god_n although_o it_o be_v the_o seed_n of_o god_n in_o i_o which_o be_v light_a which_o make_v manifest_v my_o deed_n to_o be_v wrought_v in_o darkness_n for_o from_o that_o time_n that_o i_o be_v ten_o year_n of_o age_n i_o know_v sin_n but_o i_o know_v not_o god_n yea_o and_o before_o that_o time_n i_o know_v it_o but_o in_o many_o year_n after_o i_o know_v not_o god_n for_o when_o i_o will_v lie_v there_o be_v something_o within_o i_o which_o tell_v i_o lie_v be_v a_o sin_n &_o swear_v be_v a_o sin_n &_o evil_a speak_n and_o deceitful_a deal_n and_o fight_v and_o backbiting_a and_o such_o like_a be_v contrary_a to_o god_n and_o it_o do_v not_o only_o discover_v such_o and_o such_o name_n of_o thing_n unto_o i_o which_o be_v eivell_n but_o it_o make_v the_o nature_n of_o they_o manifest_v unto_o i_o when_o they_o be_v act_v either_o by_o myself_o or_o other_o this_o show_v i_o that_o lie_v be_v to_o speak_v false_o drunkeness_n be_v to_o drink_v too_o much_o and_o so_o forth_o and_o when_o i_o have_v lie_v than_o it_o will_v reprove_v i_o or_o deal_v deceitful_o it_o will_v lay_v open_a it_o to_o i_o so_o that_o at_o all_o time_n when_o i_o commit_v evil_a this_o be_v ready_a to_o condemn_v i_o &_o this_o be_v always_o contrary_a to_o the_o evil_a and_o many_o time_n terror_n of_o endless_a torment_n be_v lay_v before_o i_o insomuch_o that_o i_o be_v restrain_v many_o time_n from_o accompany_v with_o my_o familiar_n and_o delight_v to_o be_v alone_o and_o something_o in_o i_o desire_v to_o know_v god_n this_o i_o witness_v before_o i_o know_v the_o letter_n of_o the_o scripture_n but_o as_o i_o grow_v in_o year_n i_o grow_v in_o wickedness_n and_o the_o wicked_a one_o grow_v strong_a and_o strong_a in_o i_o and_o the_o just_a grow_v weak_a and_o weak_a so_o that_o i_o come_v to_o delight_v more_o &_o more_o in_o sin_n and_o that_o which_o before_o reprove_v i_o i_o find_v to_o be_v dead_a than_o all_o my_o delight_n be_v in_o drunkenness_n and_o vecleanness_n and_o be_v give_v up_o to_o commit_v sin_n with_o greediness_n yet_o at_o some_o time_n i_o be_v show_v what_o i_o have_v do_v but_o that_o which_o make_v manifest_a i_o know_v noâ—_n after_o this_o i_o begin_v to_o give_v some_o heed_n to_o the_o priest_n of_o the_o world_n and_o hear_v they_o declare_v of_o a_o god_n and_o of_o a_o christ_n which_o must_v be_v believe_v in_o for_o salvation_n and_o through_o faith_n i_o must_v be_v save_v and_o faith_n be_v to_o believe_v that_o christ_n be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o that_o he_o be_v crucify_a for_o our_o sin_n and_o rise_v again_o for_o our_o justification_n and_o then_o i_o begin_v to_o search_v the_o scripture_n and_o i_o grow_v up_o in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o letter_n and_o do_v believe_v according_a as_o the_o priest_n tell_v i_o &_o there_o i_o think_v myself_o to_o be_v safe_a for_o when_o i_o be_v convince_v of_o sin_n in_o my_o conscience_n i_o be_v not_o long_o without_o a_o remedy_n for_o there_o be_v not_o any_o promise_n in_o the_o scripture_n which_o be_v to_o believer_n but_o i_o can_v ap_o they_o unto_o myself_o because_o i_o do_v believe_v that_o christ_n die_v at_o jerusalem_n and_o be_v bury_v and_o the_o three_o day_n rise_v again_o etc._n etc._n in_o this_o state_n i_o continue_v for_o some_o year_n yet_o still_o take_v pleasure_n in_o unrighteousness_n but_o can_v speak_v much_o of_o the_o letter_n of_o the_o scripture_n at_o the_o last_o i_o come_v among_o a_o people_n call_v anabaptist_n and_o be_v diligent_a in_o hear_v they_o and_o be_v much_o take_v with_o their_o word_n and_o desire_v to_o be_v in_o fellowship_n with_o they_o which_o be_v grant_v i_o then_o newness_n of_o life_n be_v require_v of_o i_o by_o something_o within_o i_o which_o i_o know_v not_o but_o in_o that_o state_n i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o attain_v unto_o it_o and_o although_o i_o be_v baptise_a with_o water_n yet_o repentance_n from_o dead_a work_n i_o can_v not_o witness_v but_o i_o grow_v much_o in_o the_o wisdom_n and_o become_v a_o speaker_n among_o they_o yet_o that_o which_o i_o preach_v down_o in_o other_o be_v uphold_v within_o myself_o and_o so_o whilst_o i_o preach_v to_o other_o i_o be_v condemn_v myself_o by_o that_o in_o my_o conscience_n for_o that_o tell_v i_o sin_n be_v alive_a in_o i_o and_o that_o i_o be_v under_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n and_o many_o time_n when_o i_o be_v tempt_v to_o commit_v uncleanes_n something_o within_o i_o will_v show_v i_o the_o tempter_n and_o the_o temptation_n yet_o i_o find_v not_o any_o power_n to_o resist_v it_o but_o with_o violence_n of_o lust_n be_v carry_v away_o to_o commit_v it_o and_o then_o something_o within_o i_o will_v mourn_v and_o groan_v under_o these_o abomination_n so_o that_o sometime_o tear_n will_v proceed_v from_o my_o eye_n yet_o a_o remedy_n i_o know_v not_o for_o that_o eye_n with_o which_o i_o shall_v have_v behold_v my_o saviour_n be_v blind_v by_o the_o god_n of_o this_o world_n and_o in_o this_o state_n i_o be_v choose_v to_o be_v a_o elder_a because_o of_o my_o wisdom_n in_o the_o letter_n and_o when_o i_o be_v so_o there_o be_v none_o so_o forward_o as_o i_o to_o condemn_v sin_n and_o yet_o myself_o the_o great_a sinner_n &_o will_v condemn_v they_o for_o not_o wash_v according_o to_o the_o rule_n mean_v the_o scripture_n whilst_o i_o myself_o be_v condemn_v in_o my_o conscience_n to_o be_v a_o enemy_n to_o god_n then_o many_o time_n the_o saint_n failling_n will_v be_v present_v unto_o i_o to_o comfort_v i_o in_o that_o state_n and_o therein_o many_o time_n i_o take_v courage_n and_o comfort_v myself_o in_o wickedness_n which_o i_o act_v private_o then_o as_o i_o grow_v high_a in_o my_o wisdom_n i_o begin_v the_o more_o to_o conform_v to_o the_o letter_n of_o the_o scripture_n for_o the_o scripture_n declare_v against_o anger_n than_o i_o begin_v to_o abstain_v from_o it_o outward_o and_o uncleanness_n filthiness_n and_o deceit_n outward_o and_o pride_n outward_o and_o so_o many_o of_o the_o branch_n of_o sin_n be_v crop_v off_o but_o the_o root_n and_o ground_n from_o whence_o it_o proceed_v be_v not_o move_v for_o when_o my_o will_n be_v cross_v i_o be_v fill_v with_o anger_n and_o that_o remain_v in_o my_o heart_n and_o lust_n have_v its_o abide_a place_n within_o i_o &_o my_o heart_n be_v puff_v up_o with_o pride_n and_o deceit_n lodge_v within_o and_o yet_o in_o this_o state_n i_o can_v speak_v of_o saint_n and_o of_o wash_v and_o cleanse_v and_o purify_n by_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n redemption_n and_o justification_n sanctification_n and_o holiness_n all_o these_o thing_n i_o can_v speak_v of_o and_o so_o the_o deceit_n which_o be_v out_o of_o the_o life_n of_o the_o saint_n in_o the_o curse_n get_v the_o saint_n word_n for_o a_o cover_v &_o persuade_v i_o that_o there_o be_v no_o freedom_n from_o sin_n until_o i_o be_v dead_a and_o then_o that_o faith_n which_o i_o have_v while_o i_o live_v by_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v save_v when_o i_o be_v dead_a so_o that_o faith_n which_o purifi_v the_o heart_n i_o be_v a_o stranger_n to_o and_o always_o when_o the_o witness_n of_o god_n convince_v i_o of_o sin_n in_o my_o conscience_n the_o deceit_n draw_v out_o my_o mind_n from_o it_o to_o look_v upon_o a_o christ_n without_o i_o and_o to_o mind_v the_o scripture_n to_o be_v my_o rule_n than_o many_o time_n it_o will_v be_v manifest_v to_o i_o wherein_o i_o walk_v contrary_a to_o the_o scripture_n and_o contrary_a to_o the_o saint_n walking_n then_o the_o deceit_n will_v persuade_v i_o that_o the_o scripture_n do_v not_o declare_v how_o they_o do_v walk_v and_o how_o they_o be_v but_o how_o they_o shall_v walk_v and_o how_o they_o shall_v be_v but_o never_o any_o 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