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strength_n and_o beauty_n but_o it_o be_v but_o a_o sickness_n and_o common_o after_o it_o they_o shoot_v up_o the_o more_o so_o the_o godly_a though_o for_o a_o while_o they_o may_v be_v sick_a yet_o afterward_o they_o grow_v in_o grace_n the_o more_o for_o that_o sickness_n the_o motion_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v violent_a swift_a at_o the_o first_o but_o slack_a afterward_o but_o the_o motion_n of_o the_o godly_a be_v natural_a slow_a at_o the_o first_o but_o after_o it_o be_v swift_a and_o swift_a 2._o have_v already_o show_v the_o difference_n between_o true_a and_o false_a repentance_n i_o will_v now_o show_v the_o difference_n between_o true_a and_o false_a confession_n true_a confession_n be_v a_o infallible_a sign_n of_o grace_n many_o think_v it_o a_o easy_a matter_n but_o to_o confess_v aright_o be_v a_o very_a hard_a thing_n many_o confess_v for_o some_o by-end_n or_o some_o extort_n cause_n but_o true_a confession_n have_v these_o three_o property_n first_o it_o be_v particular_a it_o confess_v the_o least_o and_o secret_a corruption_n in_o the_o heart_n and_o not_o only_o gross_a sin_n but_o the_o hypocrite_n although_o he_o may_v confess_v some_o gross_a sin_n yet_o never_o come_v to_o full_a particular_a confession_n second_o true_a confession_n be_v constant_a but_o false_a be_v only_o in_o some_o good_a mood_n or_o in_o some_o affliction_n as_o sickness_n etc._n etc._n three_o true_a confession_n arise_v from_o a_o good_a ground_n namely_o a_o base_a conceit_n of_o ourselves_o a_o true_a shame_n and_o a_o earnest_n desire_v only_o to_o glorify_v god_n with_o a_o full_a purpose_n whole_o to_o debase_v themselves_o and_o a_o perfect_a resolution_n to_o forsake_v the_o sin_n he_o confess_v which_o the_o wicked_a never_o do_v 3._o restitution_n that_o be_v true_a and_o right_a differ_v from_o false_a because_o hypocritical_a restitution_n be_v in_o necessity_n when_o he_o can_v help_v it_o but_o it_o be_v a_o burden_n to_o he_o than_o he_o cast_v it_o away_o as_o a_o dog_n do_v his_o vomit_n when_o he_o be_v sick_a by_o it_o thus_o judas_n restore_v but_o when_o we_o care_v for_o it_o and_o it_o be_v please_v to_o we_o then_o to_o restore_v it_o be_v a_o sign_n of_o grace_n thus_o do_v zacheus_n cheerful_o when_o he_o may_v have_v keep_v it_o the_o hypocrite_n restore_v as_o the_o merchant_n that_o cast_v his_o good_n into_o the_o sea_n unwilling_o yet_o will_v rather_o lose_v they_o then_o his_o life_n thus_o have_v we_o see_v that_o there_o be_v a_o false_a repentance_n confession_n and_o restitution_n much_o like_a to_o the_o true_a and_o how_o they_o differ_v then_o see_v there_o be_v such_o similitude_n between_o false_a repentance_n and_o true_a this_o shall_v teach_v we_o what_o 3_o to_o judge_v of_o such_o man_n repentance_n which_o be_v only_o in_o the_o time_n of_o sickness_n it_o be_v great_o to_o be_v fear_v that_o it_o be_v even_o such_o as_o judas_n his_o be_v false_a and_o hypocritical_a only_o in_o some_o mood_n last_o if_o this_o repentance_n of_o judas_n be_v not_o true_a 4._o what_o shall_v we_o think_v of_o they_o that_o have_v not_o go_v so_o far_o as_o judas_n do_v to_o repent_v confess_v and_o restore_v sure_o this_o be_v the_o case_n of_o many_o now_o adays_o all_o these_o thing_n that_o be_v in_o the_o repentance_n of_o judas_n be_v good_a and_o commendable_a in_o true_a repentance_n but_o we_o must_v exceed_v it_o before_o we_o can_v come_v at_o heaven_n and_o therefore_o if_o they_o that_o do_v not_o exceed_v it_o shall_v never_o come_v there_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o those_o that_o come_v far_o short_a of_o it_o next_o mark_v the_o name_n judas_n now_o give_v christ_n he_o call_v he_o innocent_a i_o have_v sin_v in_o betray_v of_o innocent_a blood_n whence_o learn_v that_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v good_a be_v approve_v to_o man_n doctr._n conscience_n whether_o they_o will_v or_o no._n judas_n confess_v christ_n innocent_a now_o this_o put_v not_o a_o new_a conceit_n of_o christ_n into_o his_o conscience_n but_o make_v he_o confess_v what_o before_o he_o think_v in_o his_o conscience_n to_o be_v so_o but_o some_o may_v say_v that_o many_o man_n that_o be_v worthy_a instrument_n of_o god_n glory_n find_v envy_n and_o hatred_n quest._n here_o among_o man_n indeed_o it_o be_v true_a but_o it_o will_v be_v but_o for_o a_o short_a time_n before_o the_o mist_n will_v be_v expel_v from_o before_o answ._n their_o conscience_n and_o afterward_o although_o their_o conscience_n for_o a_o while_n may_v be_v tongue-tied_a yet_o they_o will_v open_o approve_v they_o to_o be_v good_a man_n as_o 2._o judas_n here_o do_v christ._n first_o because_o it_o be_v not_o in_o the_o power_n of_o man_n to_o judge_v as_o they_o will_v but_o they_o must_v judge_v according_a to_o the_o reas._n light_n of_o conscience_n that_o be_v in_o they_o they_o can_v but_o see_v what_o be_v present_v unto_o they_o by_o conscience_n as_o the_o eye_n be_v open_a can_v but_o see_v what_o be_v show_v to_o it_o and_o it_o be_v so_o natural_a to_o the_o conscience_n to_o see_v truth_n for_o light_n be_v put_v into_o the_o conscience_n even_o of_o the_o wicked_a by_o god_n himself_o hence_o be_v that_o that_o the_o evangelist_n saint_n john_n say_v joh._n 1._o the_o light_n shine_v in_o darkness_n where_o by_o light_n be_v mean_v the_o natural_a light_n of_o conscience_n which_o although_o it_o make_v not_o man_n obedient_a to_o the_o truth_n yet_o it_o make_v they_o to_o acknowledge_v the_o truth_n therefore_o conscience_n by_o the_o schoolman_n be_v call_v a_o virgin_n because_o it_o be_v not_o defile_v by_o untruth_n but_o ever_o murmur_n against_o evil_n and_o assent_v to_o truth_n and_o good_a it_o may_v be_v oppress_v somewhat_o but_o ever_o keep_v itself_o straight_o in_o judgement_n therefore_o the_o false_a judgement_n of_o the_o wicked_a come_v not_o from_o conscience_n but_o from_o lust_n which_o when_o they_o be_v go_v as_o in_o death_n or_o often_o before_o than_o they_o speak_v the_o truth_n second_o because_o god_n will_v have_v glory_n from_o all_o the_o creature_n that_o he_o have_v make_v and_o they_o can_v but_o acknowledge_v it_o to_o be_v right_a therefore_o they_o which_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n though_o they_o hate_v goodness_n because_o they_o count_v it_o not_o good_a to_o they_o yet_o in_o itself_o they_o think_v it_o to_o be_v good_a therefore_o the_o devil_n believe_v and_o tremble_v come_v from_o their_o conscience_n this_o shall_v teach_v we_o to_o think_v well_o of_o the_o way_n 1_o of_o god_n although_o other_o speak_v against_o they_o for_o it_o be_v for_o some_o secret_a cause_n and_o inward_o they_o do_v approve_v of_o they_o in_o their_o conscience_n while_o they_o live_v and_o oft_o witness_v the_o same_o at_o
remain_v of_o that_o reverend_a and_o learned_a divine_a john_n preston_n d._n in_o divinity_n chaplain_n in_o ordinary_a to_o his_o majesty_n master_n of_o emanuel_n college_n in_o cambridge_n and_o sometime_o preacher_n of_o lincolns-inn_n contain_v three_o excellent_a treatise_n namely_o ivdas_n repentance_n the_o saint_n spiritual_a strength_n paul_n conversion_n hebr._n 11._o be_v dead_a he_o yet_o speak_v london_n print_v for_o andrew_n crook_n 1634._o judas_n his_o repentance_n or_o the_o lamentable_a effect_n of_o a_o startle_v conscience_n deliver_v in_o eight_o several_a doctrine_n raise_v from_o the_o three_o four_o and_o five_o verse_n of_o the_o 27._o chapter_n of_o the_o gospel_n by_o st._n matthew_n all_o the_o useful_a and_o profitable_a observation_n of_o that_o late_a reverend_n divine_a john_n preston_n dr._n in_o divinity_n chaplain_n in_o ordinary_a to_o his_o majesty_n master_n of_o emanuel_n college_n in_o cambridge_n and_o sometime_o preacher_n of_o lincolns-inn_n print_a at_o london_n for_o andrew_n crook_n 1634._o the_o content_n of_o judas_n repentance_n doctrine_n i._n such_o as_o a_o man_n life_n be_v such_o be_v his_o name_n after_o death_n page_n 3_o reason_n i._o god_n blessethor_n curse_v man_n according_a to_o his_o work_n p._n 4_o 1_o in_o regard_n of_o his_o truth_n ibid._n 2_o in_o regard_n of_o his_o glory_n ibid._n reas._n ii_o manappear_v like_o himself_o p._n 4_o reas._n iii_o other_o man_n in_o the_o end_n speak_v truth_n without_o envy_n or_o fear_n p._n 5_o use_v 1_n not_o to_o be_v secret_o wicked_a for_o god_n be_v a_o public_a rewarder_n of_o all_o ibid._n use_v ii_o to_o cleansethe_v heart_n from_o sin_n by_o daily_a repentance_n left_a sin_n shall_v rot_v the_o name_n p._n 6_o use_v iii_o to_o encourage_v good_a man_n their_o ill_a report_n shall_v soon_o vanish_v p._n 7_o to_o discourage_v wicked_a man_n their_o good_a report_n shall_v not_o long_a last_o p._n 7_o doct._n ii_o sin_n seem_v small_a before_o it_o be_v commit_v after_o most_o vile_a and_o heinous_a p._n 8_o reas._n i._n lust_n blind_v the_o eye_n of_o our_o understanding_n p._n 9_o reas._n ii_o the_o devil_n lessen_v the_o sin_n before_o commit_v aggravate_v it_o afterward_o ibid._n reas._n iii_o god_n leave_v a_o man_n to_o himself_o ibid._n good_a man_n for_o sin_n sometime_o of_o god_n leave_v to_o themselves_o 1_o for_o increase_v of_o god_n glory_n p._n 10_o 2_o for_o awaken_n their_o conscience_n ibid._n the_o reason_n of_o insensibleness_n in_o gross_a sin_n p._n 11_o use_v to_o beware_v of_o the_o devil_n subtle_a temptation_n ibid._n satan_n deceit_n to_o draw_v man_n into_o sin_n be_v 1_o promise_n of_o pleasure_n profit_n etc._n etc._n p._n 13_o 2_o hope_n of_o escape_n and_o go_v to_o heaven_n p._n 14_o 3_o hope_n of_o leave_v it_o when_o we_o will_n p._n 15_o 4_o nearness_n to_o virtue_n p._n 16_o 5_o proneness_n of_o nature_n ibid._n 6_o turning_z away_o the_o thought_n to_o something_o else_o p._n 17_o 7_o beginning_n by_o degree_n ibid._n doct._n iii_o tishard_n to_o discern_v false_a repentance_n confession_n and_o restitution_n from_o true_a false_a repentance_n go_v very_o far_o both_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o reason_n draw_v from_o the_o ground_n and_o concomitant_n p._n 19_o i._n the_o ground_n of_o false_a repentance_n 1._o self-love_n p._n 20_o 2_o common_a gift_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n to_o disapprove_v the_o foulness_n of_o sinne._n p._n 21_o  _fw-fr hate_n the_o ugliness_n  _fw-fr 3_o aiarnall_a apprehension_n of_o beauty_n sweetness_n and_o excellency_n in_o god_n way_n ibid._n 4_o good_a education_n ibid._n ii_o false_a ground_n of_o confession_n 1_o passion_n p._n 22_o 2_o evident_a discovery_n of_o sin_n  _fw-fr 3_o torture_n of_o conscience_n  _fw-fr iii_o false_a ground_n of_o restitution_n be_v the_o burthensomenesse_n of_o sin_n ibid._n use_v i._n to_o show_v the_o vanity_n of_o popish_a doctrine_n ibid._n use_v ii_o to_o exhort_v man_n to_o try_v whether_o their_o own_o repentance_n be_v true_a or_o false_a p._n 23_o two_o thing_n hinder_v this_o judge_n of_o a_o man_n self_n i._o unwillingness_n to_o search_v the_o cause_n whereof_o be_v 1_o along_o persuasion_n of_o one_o good_a estate_n 2._o a_o desire_n to_o taine_z some_o delightful_a sin_n ii_o inability_n to_o judge_n help_v to_o judge_v whither_o one_o repentance_n be_v true_a or_o false_a be_v by_o i._o inward_a difference_n five_o 1_o a_o inward_a inclination_n to_o holy_a duty_n p._n 24_o 2_o a_o ability_n to_o perform_v good_a purpose_n p._n 25_o 3_o a_o particular_a apprebation_n of_o holmesse_n p._n 26_o 4_o a_o detestation_n of_o all_o sin_n ibid._n 5_o a_o love_n to_o god_n in_o his_o attribute_n ibid._n ii_o outward_a effect_n 1_o constancy_n p._n 27_o 2_o a_o uniformity_n in_o life_n p._n 28_o 3_o generality_n of_o obedience_n ibid._n the_o godly_a man_n differ_v from_o the_o wicked_a in_o his_o relapse_n 1_o in_o use_v all_o mean_n against_o his_o sin_n and_o shun_v all_o occasion_n p._n 29_o 2_o in_o not_o allow_v himself_o in_o it_o ibid._n 3_o in_o labour_v to_o overcome_v it_o ibid._n 4_o in_o increase_a more_o and_o more_o in_o grace_n ibid._n difference_n between_o true_a and_o false_a confession_n be_v 1_o confession_n of_o the_o least_o and_o secret_a sin_n p._n 30_o 2_o constancy_n ibid._n 3_o a_o good_a ground_n namely_o humiliation_n ibid._n difference_n between_o true_a and_o false_a restitution_n be_v a_o cheerful_a not_o unwilling_a restore_v the_o thing_n we_o love_v and_o delight_n in_o ibid._n use_v iii_o to_o teach_v man_n what_o to_o judge_v of_o other_o repentance_n p._n 31_o use_v iu._n to_o show_v the_o woeful_a case_n of_o such_o as_o have_v not_o go_v so_o far_o in_o repentance_n as_o judas_n do_v ibid._n doct._n iu._n good_a thing_n be_v approve_v in_o wicked_a man_n conscience_n whether_o they_o will_v or_o no._n p._n 31_o reas._n i._n because_o it_o be_v not_o in_o man_n own_o power_n to_o judge_v as_o he_o list_v but_o from_o the_o light_n of_o conscience_n p._n 32_o reas._n ii_o because_o godwill_n have_v glory_n from_o all_o his_o creature_n p._n 33_o use_v i._o to_o teach_v we_o to_o think_v well_o of_o the_o way_n of_o god_n ibid._n use_v ii_o not_o to_o be_v discourage_v with_o any_o opposition_n ibid._n doct._n v._n man_n nature_n apt_a to_o excuse_v sin_n after_o it_o be_v commit_v p._n 34_o reas._n i._n actual_a sinneleaves_a darkness_n in_o the_o mind_n ibid._n reas._n ii_o it_o beget_v passion_n that_o corrupt_v the_o judgement_n p._n 35_o reas._n iii_o it_o weaken_v the_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n ibid._n reas._n iu._n it_o drive_v away_o god_n spirit_n from_o we_o ibid._n use_v to_o fly_v sin_n that_o blind_v our_o eye_n and_o binder_n our_o receverie_n ibid._n use_v ii_o be_v fall_v to_o remember_v how_o apt_a we_o be_v to_o excuse_v sin_n p._n 36_o doctr_n vi_o companion_n in_o evil_a lest_o comfortable_a in_o time_n of_o extremity_n p._n 36_o reas._n i._n god_n justice_n who_o set_v they_o one_o against_o another_o that_o join_v against_o he_o p._n 37_o reas._n ii_o man_n nature_n apt_a to_o love_v treason_n hate_v the_o traitor_n ibid._n reas._n iii_o their_o own_o love_n be_v gain_n or_o somebase_v end_n ibid._n use_v i._n to_o make_v we_o beware_v how_o we_o join_v with_o wicked_a man_n ibid._n doctr_n vii_o the_o great_a comfort_n in_o sin_n prove_v common_o the_o avost_n uncomfortable_a p._n 38_o reas._n i._n the_o curse_n of_o god_n ibid._n reas._n ii_o sin_n make_v the_o soul_n sick_a ibid._n use_v i._n to_o make_v man_n take_v beed_o how_o they_o turn_v from_o god_n to_o sin_n p._n 39_o doct._n viii_o god_n wrath_n and_o sin_n charge_v on_o the_o conscience_n be_v exceed_o terrible_a and_o insupportable_a p._n 39_o what_o horror_n of_o conscience_n be_v show_v in_o six_o question_n qvest._n i._n how_o horror_n of_o conscience_n wrought_v 1_o by_o god_n spirit_n p._n 40_o 2_o by_o the_o devil_n ibid._n note_n to_o discern_v by_o which_o of_o these_o it_o be_v wrought_v be_v 1_o by_o the_o falsehood_n mingle_v with_o the_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n 2_o by_o the_o affection_n it_o strike_v in_o we_o 3_o by_o the_o extremity_n of_o anguish_n it_o cause_v 4_o by_o the_o manner_n of_o do_v it_o p._n 41_o qvest._n ii_o what_o a_o condition_n such_o be_v in_o ibid._n qvest._n iii_o whether_o god_n send_v it_o for_o a_o punishment_n or_o preparation_n of_o grace_n ibid._n qvest._n iu._n what_o be_v to_o be_v think_v of_o those_o that_o be_v in_o such_o trouble_n of_o conscience_n p._n 42_o qvest._n v._n how_o to_o be_v discern_v from_o melancholy_a ibid._n qvest._n vi._n whether_o it_o may_v befall_v the_o child_n of_o god_n in_o the_o estate_n of_o grace_n p._n 43_o as_o in_o joy_n a_o good_a thing_n  _fw-fr the_o conjunction_n of_o that_o to_o
we_o  _fw-fr the_o reflect_v knowledge_n thereof_o so_o in_o grief_n a_o bad_a thing_n  _fw-fr the_o conjunction_n of_o that_o to_o we_o  _fw-fr the_o refle_v knowledge_n thereof_o reason_n of_o the_o doctrine_n i._o sin_n and_o god_n wrath_n in_o themselves_o the_o great_a evil_n p._n 45_o reas._n ii_o god_n presence_n be_v take_v from_o they_o ibid._n reas._n iii_o the_o sensibleness_n of_o conscience_n p._n 46_o use_v 1_n to_o labour_v to_o keep_v a_o good_a conscience_n ibid._n use_v ii_o to_o show_v the_o miserable_a condition_n of_o such_o as_o go_v on_o in_o sin_n altogether_o insensible_a of_o the_o burden_n thereof_o p._n 47_o use_v iii_o to_o teach_v we_o the_o way_n to_o obtain_v pardon_n be_v earnest_o to_o sue_v for_o it_o above_o all_o other_o thing_n p._n 49_o the_o right_a way_n to_o get_v pardon_n be_v to_o labour_v i._o for_o humiliation_n by_o the_o law_n the_o law_n humble_v p._n 50_o 1._o by_o declaration_n of_o the_o fault_n  _fw-fr 2._o by_o commination_n of_o 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appear_v what_o he_o be_v and_o a_o hypocrite_n may_v have_v many_o a_o good_a fit_a yet_o soon_o or_o late_a he_o will_v show_v himself_o to_o be_v like_o himself_o the_o three_o reason_n be_v take_v from_o other_o man_n at_o the_o end_n envy_n cease_v and_o then_o their_o conscience_n that_o 3_o before_o do_v but_o whisper_v shall_v now_o speak_v aloud_o in_o their_o ear_n that_o they_o have_v be_v good_a man_n on_o the_o other_o side_n for_o wicked_a man_n it_o may_v be_v they_o have_v be_v great_a man_n and_o so_o they_o dare_v not_o speak_v as_o they_o think_v but_o then_o fear_n shall_v be_v remove_v and_o then_o they_o shall_v use_v liberty_n of_o speech_n for_o why_o
repentance_n may_v goefarre_o 1._o if_o we_o consider_v the_o substance_n of_o it_o 2._o if_o we_o consider_v the_o concommitant_n first_o if_o we_o consider_v the_o substance_n it_o may_v go_v far_o for_o 1._o he_o may_v serious_o consider_v his_o way_n 2._o he_o may_v have_v a_o kind_n of_o sorrow_n for_o his_o sin_n 3._o he_o may_v sue_v for_o pardon_n for_o his_o sin_n as_o do_v many_o hypocrite_n 4._o he_o may_v desire_v faith_n and_o repentance_n as_o francis_n spira_n do_v but_o here_o we_o must_v know_v that_o there_o be_v a_o twofold_a desire_n of_o faith_n and_o repentance_n first_o from_o a_o self-love_n not_o out_o of_o a_o love_n to_o the_o grace_n but_o fear_v of_o hell_n and_o this_o may_v be_v in_o false_a repentance_n second_o from_o a_o love_n to_o the_o grace_n have_v sensible_o taste_v they_o this_o desire_n be_v grace_n 5._o there_o may_v be_v a_o amendment_n for_o a_o time_n as_o do_v saul_n and_o pharaoh_n 6._o he_o may_v come_v to_o that_o pass_n that_o if_o the_o sin_n be_v to_o be_v commit_v again_o he_o will_v not_o do_v it_o for_o all_o the_o world_n as_o judas_n second_o true_a repentance_n and_o false_a be_v very_o like_a in_o respect_n of_o their_o concomitant_n 1._o this_o false_a repentance_n may_v cause_v a_o remorse_n yea_o it_o may_v bring_v forth_o tear_n as_o we_o may_v see_v in_o saul_n 1_o sam._n 24._o 17._o he_o lift_v up_o his_o voice_n and_o weep_v 2._o this_o false_a repentance_n may_v cause_v confession_n free_o and_o full_o as_o do_v pharaoh_n exod._n 9_o 27._o take_a shame_n to_o himself_o and_o ascribe_v glory_n to_o god_n thus_o do_v saul_n 1_o sam._n 26._o 21._o he_o confess_v that_o he_o have_v sin_v exceed_o so_o that_o one_o will_v have_v think_v that_o it_o have_v be_v true_a 3._o it_o may_v cause_v they_o to_o fast_o and_o pray_v for_o pardon_n as_o do_v ahab_n 1_o king_n 21._o 27._o but_o it_o be_v not_o in_o truth_n but_o only_o in_o the_o time_n of_o his_o misery_n 4._o they_o may_v come_v to_o 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cambridge_n and_o sometime_o preacher_n of_o lincolns-inn_n print_a at_o london_n for_o andrew_n crook_n 1634._o the_o content_n of_o paul_n conversion_n nothing_o can_v deject_v a_o sinner_n so_o much_o as_o the_o fearful_a power_n of_o god_n pag._n 108_o three_o thing_n cause_v a_o astonishment_n suddenness_n of_o evil_n p._n 181_o greatness_n  _fw-fr inevitablenesse_n  _fw-fr doctrine_n 1._o he_o that_o will_v receive_v christ_n or_o the_o gospel_n must_v first_o be_v humble_v p._n 182_o humiliation_n how_o it_o be_v call_v in_o scripture_n 1._o prick_a of_o the_o heart_n ibid._n 2._o poverty_n in_o spirit_n p._n 183_o 3._o a_o melt_a heart_n ibid._n 4._o a_o tremble_a at_o the_o word_n p._n 184_o humiliation_n of_o necessity_n to_o salvation_n because_o without_o it_o man_n keep_v back_o from_o christ._n two_o hindrance_n that_o keepeman_n from_o christ._n 1._o unbelief_n p._n 187_o 2._o neglect_v of_o christ_n which_o be_v twofold_a 1._o totall_n refuse_v all_o offer_n of_o grace_n p._n 188_o 2._o partial_a have_v a_o mixture_n of_o the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n and_o christ._n p._n 189_o man_n compare_v to_o the_o three_o ground_n in_o the_o gospel_n p._n 190_o whether_o humiliation_n be_v absolute_o necessary_a or_o no_o p._n 191_o a_o two_o fold_v sorrow_n preparative_a p._n 193_o  _fw-fr godly_a p._n 194_o godly_a and_o worldly_a sorrow_n differ_v in_o the_o object_n p._n 195_o cause_n ibid._n effect_n p._n 196_o they_o be_v distinguish_v by_o the_o ingredient_n p._n 197_o  _fw-fr continuance_n p._n 198_o  _fw-fr event_n ibid._n the_o degree_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n p._n 199_o the_o least_o measure_n of_o humiliation_n be_v that_o which_o make_v a_o man_n believe_v in_o christ._n p._n 200_o use_v 1_n to_o examine_v ourselves_o whether_o we_o have_v receive_v christ_n or_o no_o for_o it_o must_v be_v by_o a_o deep_a humiliation_n p._n 201_o without_o humiliation_n no_o receive_v the_o gospel_n show_v in_o five_o particular_n 1._o a_o man_n will_v not_o find_v any_o need_n of_o christ._n p._n 202_o 2._o he_o will_v not_o hold_v out_o to_o entertain_v christ._n p._n 203_o 3._o he_o will_v not_o for_o sake_n all_o thing_n for_o christ._n p._n 204_o 4._o he_o will_v not_o whole_o depend_v on_o he_o p._n 205_o 5._o he_o will_v not_o undergo_v any_o thing_n for_o christ_n sake_n 206_o mean_n to_o attain_v humiliation_n of_o spirit_n be_v i._o a_o rectify_v judgement_n p._n 207_o from_o a_o rectify_v judgement_n proceed_v sorrow_n for_o sin_n in_o respect_n 1._o sin_n be_v evil_a of_o its_o own_o nature_n p._n 208_o 2._o it_o be_v the_o great_a evil_n because_o it_o deprive_v we_o 1._o of_o the_o best_a outward_a good_a which_o be_v god_n ibid._n 2._o of_o the_o chief_a good_a within_o we_o for_o 1._o it_o deform_v the_o beauty_n and_o strength_n of_o the_o inward_a man_n 2._o it_o weaken_v grace_n within_o we_o p._n 209_o 3._o it_o produce_v evil_a effect_n ibid._n 4._o it_o need_v the_o great_a medicine_n to_o beale_v it_o even_o christ_n himself_o ibid._n ii_o humility_n of_o heart_n p._n 210_o the_o way_n to_o get_v our_o heart_n humble_v be_v 1._o to_o labour_v for_o some_o sense_n of_o holiness_n p._n 211_o 2._o to_o consider_v the_o punishment_n of_o sin_n ibid._n iii_o application_n p._n 213_o iu._n bring_v thing_n to_o a_o propinquity_n p._n 216_o v._n the_o removal_n of_o all_o excuse_n p._n 818_o excuse_n or_o deceit_n be_v 1_o we_o do_v as_o well_o as_o the_o best_a p._n 219_o 2_o we_o have_v as_o good_a meaning_n as_o the_o best_a p._n 221_o 3_o it_o be_v our_o nature_n to_o be_v thus_o and_o thus_o p._n 222_o 4_o our_o condition_n privilege_v we_o p._n 223_o the_o better_a the_o condition_n the_o more_o reason_n to_o serve_v god_n 1_o because_o a_o great_a account_n be_v to_o be_v render_v p._n 224_o 2_o because_o their_o knowledge_n be_v the_o more_o p._n 225_o 3_o because_o a_o great_a judgement_n will_v be_v inflict_v p._n 226_o vi_o the_o obtain_n of_o the_o spirit_n ibid._n vii_o a_o join_v the_o word_n with_o the_o spirit_n p._n 228_o the_o word_n will_v effectual_o humble_v we_o 1_o if_o we_o get_v save_v knowledge_n of_o the_o word_n ibid._n 2_o if_o we_o receive_v it_o as_o the_o word_n of_o god_n p._n 229_o 3_o if_o we_o bring_v it_o home_o to_o the_o conscience_n p._n 231_o three_o rule_n that_o the_o word_n by_o application_n may_v be_v effectual_a to_o humble_v we_o 1_o not_o to_o defer_v or_o put_v off_o the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 232_o 2_o not_o to_o make_v too_o much_o haste_n out_o of_o humiliation_n p._n 233_o 3_o to_o proportion_n humiliation_n to_o the_o sin_n p._n 235_o use_v ii_o to_o exhort_v we_o to_o get_v ourselves_o thorough_o humble_v p._n 236_o motive_n hereunto_o be_v 1._o all_o we_o do_v till_o we_o be_v humble_v be_v but_o lose_a labour_n p._n 237_o reason_n hereof_o be_v because_o 1_o a_o break_a heart_n be_v the_o altar_n on_o which_o we_o must_v offer_v ib._n 2_o a_o humble_a soul_n be_v a_o fit_a habitation_n for_o god_n spirit_n 238_o 3_o without_o humiliation_n no_o keep_n close_o unto_o christ._n ib._n 2._o whatsoever_o profession_n we_o make_v it_o be_v worth_a nothing_o without_o humiliation_n reason_n hereof_o be_v because_o without_o humiliation_n 1_o a_o man_n wither_v will_v not_o hold_v out_o in_o his_o profession_n 239_o 2_o he_o will_v not_o grow_v strong_a in_o christ._n ibid._n 3_o good_a duty_n will_v be_v choke_v as_o the_o seed_n among_o thorn_n p._n 240_o 3._o there_o can_v be_v no_o sound_a comfort_n without_o humiliation_n 241_o two_o question_n answer_v 1_o what_o kind_n of_o sorrow_n mean_v here_o p._n 242_o 2_o whether_o it_o be_v of_o absolute_a necessity_n to_o salvation_n 243_o sign_n to_o know_v whether_o we_o be_v true_o humble_v or_o no_o be_v i._o to_o love_v much_o p._n 247_o motive_n to_o love_n christ_n grace_n and_o holiness_n be_v 1_o to_o consider_v the_o goodness_n and_o exoellency_n of_o the_o thing_n you_o be_v persuade_v to_o ibid._n 2_o to_o consider_v the_o good_a you_o see_v in_o christ_n be_v you_o if_o you_o be_v he_o p._n 248_o ii_o to_o tremble_v at_o the_o word_n preach_v p._n 249_o iii_o to_o be_v affect_v with_o the_o word_n when_o it_o come_v in_o the_o edence_n of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 251_o in_o the_o word_n two_o thing_n 1_o meat_n ibid._n 2_o medicine_n p._n 253_o iu._n to_o be_v little_a in_o one_o own_o eye_n p._n 254_o v._n to_o yield_v a_o general_a obedience_n unto_o christ._n p._n 255_o humiliation_n fit_v the_o soul_n for_o obedience_n because_o 1_o it_o make_v a_o man_n see_v god_n in_o his_o holiness_n and_o power_n 256_o 2_o it_o make_v he_o desire_v the_o favour_n of_o god_n ibid._n 3_o it_o make_v he_o choose_v god_n
to_o be_v his_o master_n p._n 257_o 4_o it_o tame_v the_o stubbornness_n of_o our_o nature_n ibid._n 5_o it_o make_v he_o willing_a to_o suffer_v any_o thing_n for_o christ._n p._n 258_o vi_o to_o prize_n christ_n above_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n p._n 259_o doct._n ii_o sin_n in_o itself_o be_v full_a of_o grief_n and_o bitterness_n and_o man_n shall_v find_v it_o so_o soon_o or_o late_a p._n 260_o prove_v to_o be_v bitter_a p._n 261_o man_n shall_v find_v it_o so_o for_o these_o reason_n because_o 1_o otherwise_o god_n shall_v lose_v his_o glory_n p._n 262_o 2_o every_o sin_n be_v the_o breach_n of_o a_o just_a law_n p._n 263_o 3_o it_o be_v god_n justice_n to_o punish_v sinner_n p._n 264_o god_n suspend_v the_o execution_n of_o judgement_n 1_o because_o the_o time_n of_o punishment_n be_v not_o yet_o come_v p._n 265_o 2_o for_o the_o church_n increase_n p._n 266_o 3_o for_o the_o good_a of_o some_o that_o be_v yet_o to_o be_v call_v ibid._n 4_o for_o try_v all_o of_o the_o heart_n p._n 267_o 5_o because_o their_o afflistion_n be_v great_a than_o other_o man_n though_o they_o seem_v not_o so_o and_o that_o in_o these_o respect_n 1_o because_o god_n deny_v they_o grace_n p._n 268_o 2_o the_o prosperity_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v a_o punishment_n ibid._n 3_o they_o wither_v and_o dry_v in_o their_o sin_n ibid._n 4_o they_o have_v many_o affliction_n we_o know_v not_o of_o p._n 269_o use_v i._o to_o teach_v we_o not_o to_o delude_v ourselves_o in_o the_o matter_n of_o affliction_n p._n 269_o motive_n to_o forsake_v sin_n be_v 1._o sin_n will_v make_v you_o ashamed_a p._n 271_o 2._o if_o you_o sin_v god_n will_v beat_v you_o p._n 272_o god_n correct_v his_o child_n when_o they_o sin_n sor_n two_o reason_n 1_o because_o sin_n be_v sin_n with_o god_n in_o whosoever_o it_o be_v ibid._n 2_o because_o god_n child_n be_v the_o tempt_v of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n wherein_o god_n delight_v to_o dwell_v p._n 273_o six_o objection_n concern_v god_n punish_v sin_n answer_v p._n 274_o 3._o sin_n will_v take_v away_o your_o excellency_n p._n 277_o 4._o the_o least_o sin_n violate_v the_o peace_n of_o conscience_n p._n 278_o 5._o sin_n will_v bring_v upon_o you_o all_o manner_n of_o misery_n ibid._n 6._o sin_n can_v yield_v no_o true_a comfort_n or_o content_v p._n 280_o 7._o sin_n be_v restless_a p._n 281_o 8._o sin_n have_v no_o familiarity_n with_o god_n p._n 282_o 9_o if_o you_o live_v in_o sin_n god_n will_v show_v no_o mercy_n ibid._n 10._o sin_n break_v the_o covenant_n betwixt_o god_n &_o you_o p._n 283_o 11._o sin_n be_v a_o thief_n p._n 284_o 12._o sin_n be_v the_o great_a enemy_n god_n have_v p._n 285_o 13_o sin_n will_v make_v you_o come_v weep_v home_o p._n 286_o 14_o no_o content_n so_o long_o as_o you_o live_v in_o sin_n p._n 287_o 15_o sin_n will_v make_v you_o confess_v yourselves_o to_o be_v fool_n ib._n 16_o sin_n will_v take_v you_o away_o from_o god_n and_o god_n from_o you_o p._n 288_o motive_n to_o hate_v sin_n in_o regard_n of_o god_n 1._o god_n do_v take_v notice_n of_o all_o you_o do_v p._n 289_o 2._o when_o god_n strike_v for_o sin_n his_o wrath_n exceed_v bitter_a ibid._n 3._o the_o long_a god_n stay_v from_o strike_v sin_n the_o great_a and_o terribler_n his_o stroke_n when_o it_o come_v p._n 290_o doctr_n iii_o christ_n be_v exceed_o merciful_a and_o ready_a to_o show_v mercy_n to_o those_o that_o be_v true_o humble_v p._n 291_o reas._n i._n because_o mercy_n please_v he_o p._n 293_o reas._n ii_o mercy_n be_v natural_a unto_o god_n ibid._n reas._n iii_o god_n be_v rich_a in_o mercy_n ibid._n reas._n iu._n god_n be_v our_o father_n ibid._n use_v i._o to_o draw_v we_o close_o to_o god_n because_o he_o be_v merciful_a ibid._n object_n my_o sin_n so_o many_o so_o great_a i_o fear_v christ_n will_v not_o receive_v i_o p._n 294_o answ_n god_n mercy_n be_v infinite_a and_o so_o be_v not_o thy_o sin_n p._n 294_o use_v ii_o to_o exhort_v man_n not_o too_o negle_v those_o mean_n whereby_o grace_n be_v get_v p._n 294_o help_v not_o to_o put_v off_o repentance_n but_o to_o get_v grace_n are_z 1_o to_o take_v the_o time_n and_o opportunity_n when_o grace_n be_v ofr_v ibid._n 2_o repentance_n be_v not_o in_o thy_o own_o power_n p._n 295_o paul_n conversion_n act_n 9_o 6._o and_o he_o tremble_v and_o astonish_v say_v lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v and_o the_o lord_n say_v unto_o he_o arise_z and_o go_v into_o the_o city_n and_o it_o shall_v be_v tell_v thou_o what_o thou_o must_v do_v in_o this_o verse_n we_o have_v the_o first_o act_n of_o paul_n conversion_n from_o be_v a_o persecutor_n to_o be_v a_o apostle_n in_o the_o word_n there_o be_v two_o part_n the_o first_o be_v the_o manner_n of_o it_o he_o tremble_v and_o be_v astonish_v second_o the_o plyablenesse_n of_o his_o will_n and_o he_o say_v lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v but_o before_o we_o come_v to_o any_o observation_n we_o will_v open_v the_o word_n unto_o you_o tremble_v tremble_v be_v a_o 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and_o so_o if_o the_o evil_n be_v apprehend_v as_o future_a and_o hard_o to_o be_v shun_v it_o work_v fear_v and_o this_o be_v paul_n fear_n he_o apprehend_v affliction_n as_o come_v and_o hard_o to_o be_v avoid_v the_o judge_n as_o terrible_a and_o that_o there_o be_v no_o way_n to_o escape_v and_o therefore_o he_o tremble_v he_o be_v in_o a_o great_a perplexity_n and_o fear_n after_o that_o the_o lord_n have_v show_v unto_o he_o a_o glimpse_n of_o his_o dreadful_a power_n whence_o we_o may_v see_v that_o nothing_o will_v so_o much_o deject_v a_o sinner_n as_o when_o he_o see_v the_o fearful_a power_n of_o god_n when_o observation_n there_o be_v a_o crevice_n open_v unto_o he_o whereby_o he_o who_o be_v a_o sinner_n see_v into_o the_o holiness_n and_o the_o purity_n of_o god_n and_o the_o vileness_n of_o his_o own_o nature_n hence_o he_o fear_v and_o therefore_o it_o be_v that_o adam_n fear_v when_o he_o hear_v but_o the_o voice_n of_o god_n in_o 10._o the_o garden_n and_o the_o israelite_n can_v not_o endure_v the_o presence_n of_o god_n because_o that_o it_o be_v terrible_a unto_o they_o for_o they_o conceive_v as_o the_o scripture_n speak_v that_o no_o man_n can_v see_v god_n and_o live_v that_o be_v see_v he_o according_a to_o the_o excellent_a greatness_n of_o his_o power_n and_o majesty_n but_o it_o will_v utter_o overwhelm_v they_o so_o that_o there_o shall_v no_o long_o life_n remain_v in_o they_o whence_o be_v their_o fear_n and_n astonish_v this_o be_v another_o effect_n of_o fear_n or_o a_o further_a degree_n of_o it_o he_o apprehend_v such_o a_o sight_n of_o the_o power_n of_o god_n and_o of_o his_o own_o estate_n that_o be_v this_o light_n do_v so_o shine_v into_o his_o soul_n that_o he_o be_v at_o a_o nonplus_n not_o know_v what_o to_o do_v or_o how_o to_o escape_v now_o there_o be_v three_o thing_n that_o make_v a_o astonishment_n first_o if_o the_o danger_n astonishment_n be_v sudden_a for_o else_o it_o will_v not_o astonish_v for_o that_o which_o be_v know_v before_o will_v not_o cause_v astonishment_n 1._o second_o if_o it_o be_v great_a for_o a_o small_a evil_n will_v not_o astonish_v a_o man_n but_o when_o a_o man_n apprehend_v 2._o a_o great_a evil_a present_n than_o he_o be_v astonish_v at_o it_o three_o if_o it_o be_v inevitable_a when_o a_o man_n be_v compass_v about_o with_o it_o that_o he_o can_v get_v out_o there_o 3._o be_v no_o door_n to_o escape_v but_o he_o must_v needs_o abide_v it_o hence_o proceed_v a_o astonishment_n thus_o it_o be_v with_o paul_n it_o be_v sudden_a a_o light_a shoe_n it_o be_v
loathe_v the_o creature_n but_o sin_n all_o the_o imperfection_n and_o blemish_n and_o disease_n and_o infirmity_n of_o the_o creature_n make_v not_o god_n to_o loathe_v it_o if_o there_o be_v not_o a_o mixture_n of_o sin_n with_o it_o because_o they_o be_v not_o contrary_a unto_o god_n they_o fight_v not_o against_o god_n but_o sin_n fight_v against_o the_o purity_n and_o holiness_n of_o god_n and_o therefore_o god_n hatred_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v only_o a_o hatred_n for_o sin_n second_o to_o we_o it_o be_v the_o great_a evil_n the_o argument_n stand_v thus_o that_o which_o deprive_v we_o of_o the_o 2._o great_a good_a be_v the_o great_a evil_n but_o this_o sin_n do_v ergo._fw-la for_o it_o do_v deprive_v we_o of_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a but_o especial_o of_o two_o thing_n wherein_o stand_v our_o chief_a good_a as_o first_o it_o deprive_v we_o of_o the_o best_a outward_a good_a which_o be_v god_n as_o the_o prophet_n say_v your_o sin_n separate_v between_o you_o and_o 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