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be_v lead_v so_o far_o already_o but_o many_o inward_a doubt_n and_o fear_v i_o have_v within_o i_o still_o faith_n though_o it_o hold_v i_o up_o in_o the_o way_n of_o profession_n yet_o be_v it_o not_o so_o strong_a as_o with_o other_o it_o administer_v not_o a_o abundant_a entrance_n into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n i_o can_v approve_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v excellent_a but_o want_v great_o those_o consolation_n of_o god_n arise_v from_o the_o faith_n of_o adoption_n which_o be_v the_o strength_n of_o passenger_n through_o the_o vale_n of_o baca._n notwithstanding_o my_o assurance_n of_o pardon_n be_v thus_o want_v and_o i_o subject_a to_o re-enslavement_a thereby_o i_o hold_v it_o
root_n that_o bear_v gall_n and_o wormwood_n and_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v when_o he_o hear_v the_o word_n of_o this_o curse_n that_o he_o bless_v himself_o in_o his_o heart_n say_v i_o shall_v have_v peace_n though_o i_o walk_v in_o the_o imagination_n of_o my_o heart_n to_o add_v drunkenness_n to_o thirst_n the_o lord_n will_v not_o spare_v he_o but_o then_o the_o anger_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o jealousy_n shall_v smoke_v against_o that_o man_n and_o all_o the_o curse_n that_o be_v write_v in_o this_o book_n shall_v fly_v upon_o he_o and_o the_o lord_n shall_v blot_v out_o his_o name_n from_o under_o heaven_n and_o the_o lord_n shall_v separate_v he_o unto_o evil_n deut_n 29.19_o 20._o according_a to_o all_o the_o curse_n of_o the_o covenant_n that_o be_v write_v in_o this_o book_n of_o the_o law_n because_o i_o have_v call_v and_o you_o refuse_v i_o have_v stretch_v out_o my_o hand_n and_o no_o man_n regard_v but_o you_o have_v set_v at_o nought_o my_o counsel_n and_o will_v 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