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soul_n turn_v thy_o eye_n from_o thy_o saviour_n humility_n and_o take_v a_o survey_n of_o his_o bitter_a pang_n in_o his_o grievous_a agony_n who_o heart_n be_v inflame_v with_o heat_n and_o all_o the_o part_n of_o he_o so_o vex_v with_o pain_n that_o stream_n of_o sweat_n mix_v with_o drop_n of_o blood_n run_v down_o from_o his_o sacred_a body_n luke_n 22.44_o oh_o will_v my_o head_n may_v be_v turn_v into_o a_o fountain_n or_o tear_n and_o my_o bowel_n melt_v with_o tender_a compassion_n in_o this_o my_o sorrowful_a meditation_n when_o i_o think_v upon_o the_o dolorous_a pang_n and_o doleful_a pain_n which_o press_a drop_n of_o blood_n out_o of_o the_o innocent_a flesh_n of_o my_o afflict_a jesus_n oh_o how_o be_v thy_o body_n pain_v how_o be_v thy_o mind_n perplex_v how_o be_v all_o thy_o sense_n tire_v in_o this_o great_a work_n of_o our_o redemption_n how_o heavy_a be_v the_o weight_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o dissolve_v the_o bless_a body_n of_o my_o lord_n unto_o such_o a_o wonderful_a sweat_n how_o be_v the_o beauty_n of_o thy_o face_n which_o the_o angel_n do_v behold_v with_o joy_n and_o gladness_n change_v with_o redness_n through_o excessive_a heat_n how_o immoderate_o be_v it_o moisten_v with_o shower_n of_o waterish_a and_o bloody_a sweat_n thou_o do_v but_o speak_v the_o word_n and_o thy_o word_n be_v a_o work_n at_o the_o first_o creation_n gen._n 1.3_o but_o now_o i_o see_v thou_o sweat_v toil_a yea_o thy_o heart_n ache_a while_o thou_o be_v act_v the_o work_n of_o our_o redemption_n oh_o wretched_a man_n why_o be_o i_o so_o careless_a of_o the_o health_n of_o my_o soul_n when_o it_o cost_v thou_o so_o dear_a a_o price_n to_o redeem_v it_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v my_o good_a jesu_n my_o heart_n be_v as_o hard_a as_o iron_n and_o my_o bowel_n no_o soft_a than_o brass_n i_o have_v no_o sense_n of_o tender_a compassion_n nor_o any_o feel_n of_o sorrowful_a compunction_n my_o eye_n be_v as_o dry_a as_o the_o pumise_n stone_n i_o can_v shed_v one_o tear_n to_o weep_v for_o my_o sin_n which_o be_v the_o source_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o the_o cause_n of_o thy_o passion_n indeed_o my_o heart_n shall_v distil_v drop_n of_o blood_n and_o my_o eye_n shall_v trickle_v down_o tear_n when_o i_o meditate_v in_o my_o mind_n on_o the_o intolerable_a pain_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v to_o satisfy_v the_o justice_n of_o thy_o father_n for_o my_o grievous_a sin_n and_o to_o save_v my_o guilty_a soul_n oh_o how_o can_v i_o excuse_v nay_o rather_o how_o shall_v i_o but_o accuse_v my_o wretched_a and_o vile_a ingratitude_n where_o shall_v i_o hide_v my_o head_n for_o shame_n where_o shall_v i_o shroud_v myself_o from_o thy_o presence_n my_o conscience_n be_v a_o continual_a witness_n against_o i_o that_o i_o be_o a_o unclean_a and_o pollute_a creature_n i_o may_v not_o i_o dare_v not_o approach_v unto_o thou_o unless_o thou_o wash_v i_o in_o the_o sacred_a laver_n of_o thy_o precious_a blood_n for_o than_o i_o dare_v and_o may_v appear_v before_o thou_o wherefore_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o show_v i_o some_o pity_n my_o compassionate_a jesus_n give_v i_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n that_o i_o may_v weep_v for_o my_o forgetfulness_n towards_o thou_o all_o the_o day_n and_o water_v my_o bed_n for_o my_o ungratitude_n with_o my_o weep_n all_o the_o night_n and_o so_o deep_o imprint_v in_o my_o mind_n the_o pain_n of_o thy_o passion_n that_o i_o may_v account_v all_o the_o time_n ill_o spend_v and_o the_o day_n quite_o lose_v wherein_o i_o do_v not_o meditate_v on_o they_o teach_v i_o to_o imitate_v thou_o my_o merciful_a jesus_n that_o with_o bend_a knee_n and_o a_o humble_a heart_n i_o may_v make_v my_o earnest_a prayer_n before_o thou_o inspire_v my_o mind_n with_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n and_o then_o tear_n of_o true_a repentance_n shall_v flow_v from_o my_o eye_n send_v thy_o angel_n oh_o lord_n to_o bring_v i_o consolation_n in_o the_o distressful_a time_n of_o my_o tribulation_n for_o thou_o have_v ordain_v they_o to_o assist_v we_o in_o our_o prayer_n and_o to_o comfort_v we_o in_o our_o sorrow_n and_o as_o thy_o angel_n appear_v to_o comfort_v thou_o luke_n 22.43_o so_o also_o thou_o will_v never_o fail_v to_o send_v thy_o angel_n to_o comfort_v we_o if_o we_o pray_v unto_o thou_o with_o true_a humility_n of_o mind_n and_o sue_v unto_o thou_o with_o hearty_a sorrow_n for_o our_o sin_n instruct_v i_o also_o after_o thy_o example_n my_o bless_a saviour_n not_o to_o despair_v of_o thy_o mercy_n although_o it_o be_v long_o before_o i_o receive_v any_o comfort_n thou_o do_v pray_v three_o time_n before_o thou_o have_v any_o consolation_n in_o thy_o agony_n or_o any_o answer_n from_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n and_o as_o the_o fierceness_n of_o thy_o grievous_a passion_n be_v augment_v so_o the_o fervency_n of_o thy_o most_o holy_a prayer_n be_v increase_v mat_n 26.44_o that_o by_o thy_o patience_n our_o courage_n may_v the_o better_o be_v cheer_v and_o our_o christian_a magnanimity_n more_o firm_o resolve_v to_o tolerate_v famine_n nakedness_n persecution_n or_o any_o affliction_n whatsoever_o with_o constancy_n and_o meekness_n build_v our_o hope_n upon_o a_o firm_a rock_n of_o a_o steadfast_a resolution_n that_o we_o shall_v either_o have_v deliverance_n out_o of_o trouble_n or_o comfort_n in_o our_o tribulation_n all_o in_o good_a time_n day_n hour_n yea_o minute_n and_o moment_n which_o the_o lord_n have_v appoint_v it_o be_v thy_o own_o work_n it_o be_v thy_o only_a mercy_n my_o merciful_a saviour_n to_o corroberate_v our_o mind_n and_o confirm_v our_o heart_n with_o this_o constant_a and_o christian_a resolution_n wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o for_o thy_o bountiful_a mercy_n for_o thy_o mercy_n be_v my_o only_a merit_n to_o work_v such_o a_o resolute_a constancy_n in_o i_o that_o in_o the_o bitter_a brunt_n of_o affliction_n i_o may_v depend_v upon_o thy_o wakeful_a providence_n and_o whole_o submit_v myself_o unto_o thy_o divine_a will_n know_v that_o nothing_o can_v happen_v to_o thy_o child_n but_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v determine_v to_o be_v most_o expedient_a for_o they_o whether_o they_o live_v at_o rest_n in_o prosperity_n or_o be_v try_v like_o gold_n in_o the_o fire_n of_o adversity_n a_o meditation_n how_o jesus_n arise_v from_o prayer_n go_v to_o meet_v judas_n and_o of_o the_o multitude_n which_o come_v to_o apprehend_v he_o and_o how_o peter_n cut_v off_o one_o of_o their_o ear_n med_n vii_o the_o prince_n of_o peace_n the_o lamb_n of_o god_n 26.47_o god_n math._n 26.47_o betray_v expose_v to_o murderer_n by_o a_o traitor_n 26.49_o traitor_n matth._n 26.49_o kiss_v judas_n 27.3_o judas_n matth._n 27.3_o restore_v the_o price_n the_o priest_n have_v pay_v despair_v 27.5_o despair_v matth._n 27.5_o hang_v himself_o traitor_n mark_v this_o after_o jesus_n have_v receive_v consolation_n by_o his_o prayer_n he_o go_v forth_o to_o meet_v false-hearted_a judas_n who_o have_v sell_v he_o for_o a_o prey_n to_o the_o 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most_o wicked_a wretch_n thou_o wretched_a stubborn_a and_o obstinate_a traitor_n thou_o child_n of_o the_o devil_n thou_o son_n of_o perdition_n what_o furious_a malice_n harden_v thy_o heart_n how_o be_v thou_o bring_v to_o such_o rage_a madness_n how_o can_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o reason_n be_v so_o darken_v how_o can_v thou_o be_v so_o gross_o seduce_v that_o thou_o shall_v betray_v thy_o most_o love_a master_n and_o my_o most_o gracious_a lord_n be_v there_o no_o spark_n of_o grace_n leave_v in_o thy_o breast_n have_v impudence_n so_o blind_v thy_o eye_n and_o cruelty_n take_v such_o sure_a possession_n in_o thy_o heart_n that_o nothing_o can_v change_v thy_o bloody_a mind_n and_o stay_v the_o rage_n of_o thy_o frantic_a mood_n wherewith_o the_o devil_n have_v bewitch_v thy_o soul_n and_o
weep_v for_o thyself_o bewail_v thy_o sin_n lament_v thy_o transgression_n for_o they_o indeed_o be_v the_o tyrant_n that_o compel_v thou_o to_o bear_v so_o heavy_a a_o cross_n they_o urge_v thou_o to_o abide_v the_o penalty_n of_o so_o bitter_a a_o curse_n touch_v my_o heart_n oh_o lord_n touch_v my_o heart_n with_o the_o sting_n of_o a_o serious_a and_o restless_a compunction_n that_o i_o may_v no_o long_o lie_v lull_v a_o sleep_n in_o the_o lap_n of_o careless_a security_n fetter_v my_o foot_n that_o i_o may_v run_v no_o more_o in_o the_o broad_a way_n of_o iniquity_n mannacle_n my_o hand_n that_o they_o may_v be_v detain_v from_o cruel_a and_o impious_a action_n snaffle_n the_o unbrideled_a motion_n of_o my_o mind_n that_o it_o may_v be_v restrain_v from_o all_o idle_a scelerous_a and_o wicked_a cogitation_n keep_v the_o door_n of_o my_o lip_n and_o hedge_n in_o my_o tongue_n that_o it_o may_v not_o run_v without_o the_o bound_n of_o reason_n stop_v the_o passage_n of_o my_o ear_n when_o they_o be_v allure_v to_o listen_v to_o any_o loose_a or_o lewd_a discourse_n dispel_v and_o disperse_v the_o thick_a cloud_n of_o blindness_n from_o my_o eye_n take_v away_o the_o gross_a scale_n that_o darken_v my_o sight_n so_o that_o now_o i_o may_v see_v the_o ugly_a and_o deform_a shape_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v cease_v to_o love_v they_o begin_v to_o dislike_v and_o to_o loathe_v they_o which_o cause_v my_o saviour_n to_o endure_v the_o heavy_a wrath_n of_o his_o father_n which_o lie_v so_o heavy_a upon_o his_o soul_n and_o body_n that_o the_o weight_n of_o it_o press_v blood_n out_o of_o his_o vein_n mingle_v with_o water_n luke_n 22.44_o so_o ponderous_a be_v the_o burden_n of_o our_o iniquity_n so_o dolorous_a be_v the_o extremity_n of_o his_o bitter_a agony_n for_o never_o be_v there_o sorrow_n like_v unto_o this_o sorrow_n let_v my_o sweet_a music_n be_v continual_a mourning_n let_v my_o song_n of_o joy_n be_v turn_v into_o woeful_a lamentation_n let_v it_o 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of_o my_o deadly_a misery_n but_o such_o oh_o such_o and_o so_o vile_a be_v the_o horrible_a ingratitude_n of_o my_o mind_n such_o and_o so_o great_a be_v the_o dulness_n of_o my_o memory_n such_o and_o so_o hard_a be_v the_o stupidity_n of_o my_o hart_n that_o i_o be_o unthankful_a for_o thy_o mercy_n forgetful_a of_o thy_o bounty_n senseless_a without_o any_o compassion_n yea_o quite_o cold_a without_o any_o zealous_a meditation_n of_o thy_o grievous_a passion_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o oh_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o oh_o let_v the_o sweet_a dew_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n distil_v down_o upon_o my_o head_n yea_o rather_o let_v it_o be_v infuse_v into_o my_o heart_n that_o it_o may_v mollify_v the_o hardness_n of_o my_o affection_n moisten_v the_o dryness_n of_o my_o bowel_n and_o fructify_v my_o mind_n with_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o love_n because_o i_o can_v yea_o rather_o because_o i_o be_o unwilling_a to_o suffer_v with_o thou_o and_o love_v thou_o so_o little_a who_o have_v always_o love_v i_o so_o much_o for_o i_o free_o confess_v i_o have_v no_o sense_n of_o thy_o innarrable_a and_o innumerable_a sorrow_n which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v for_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n alas_o my_o eye_n be_v dry_a without_o tear_n my_o kind_n jesu_n my_o heart_n be_v so_o dead_a that_o it_o can_v breathe_v forth_o any_o heavy_a groan_n my_o affection_n be_v stark_o cold_a without_o any_o heat_n of_o true_a devotion_n so_o often_o yea_o rather_o so_o seldom_o as_o i_o enter_v into_o a_o meditation_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n and_o ruminate_v thy_o tedious_a pain_n and_o terrible_a pang_n which_o thou_o do_v feel_v in_o thy_o most_o precious_a body_n to_o reverse_v the_o sentence_n of_o damnation_n pronounce_v against_o i_o for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o purchase_v a_o gracious_a pardon_n for_o my_o condemn_a soul_n but_o pardon_v i_o forgive_v i_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n i_o have_v a_o hart_n of_o iron_n my_o bowel_n be_v more_o hard_a than_o marble_n unless_o thou_o mollify_v they_o they_o be_v unapt_a to_o receive_v any_o print_n of_o thy_o mercy_n or_o any_o impression_n of_o thy_o grace_n take_v away_o from_o i_o i_o pray_v thou_o my_o stony_a heart_n give_v i_o a_o fleshy_a and_o tender_a heart_n that_o may_v be_v wound_v with_o the_o thorn_n of_o sorrow_n for_o my_o rebellious_a thought_n yield_v forth_o doleful_a groan_n for_o my_o grievous_a sin_n and_o bleed_v with_o the_o wound_n of_o compunction_n when_o my_o mind_n do_v meditate_v on_o thy_o heavy_a passion_n oh_o why_o shall_v not_o my_o heart_n my_o wretched_a heart_n be_v pinch_v with_o some_o pain_n for_o the_o love_n of_o thou_o which_o do_v willing_o
hair_n of_o my_o head_n oh_o how_o shall_v i_o sufficient_o bewail_v the_o innocent_a death_n of_o my_o love_a jesus_n how_o do_v my_o heart_n faint_a with_o sorrow_n and_o my_o sense_n fail_v i_o for_o grief_n when_o i_o see_v the_o torment_n of_o his_o body_n and_o when_o i_o think_v upon_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o soul_n but_o alas_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v stop_v the_o passage_n of_o my_o word_n my_o speech_n fail_v and_o my_o voice_n faint_v for_o grief_n now_o thou_o have_v hear_v my_o sorrowful_a soul_n the_o lamentation_n of_o the_o virgin_n marie_n as_o a_o kind_a mother_n sorrow_v for_o the_o death_n of_o her_o dear_a son_n and_o the_o pitiful_a mourning_n of_o marie_n magdalene_n sigh_v for_o the_o loss_n of_o so_o love_a and_o kind_a a_o master_n cease_v not_o thou_o to_o shed_v tear_n with_o thy_o weep_a eye_n and_o to_o sob_v with_o a_o break_a and_o contrite_a heart_n for_o the_o cruel_a and_o shameful_a death_n of_o thy_o love_a saviour_n who_o die_v for_o thy_o heinous_a sin_n and_o suffer_v for_o thy_o horrible_a transgression_n grant_v i_o oh_o my_o most_o gracious_a lord_n that_o my_o head_n may_v flow_v with_o water_n and_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v be_v turn_v into_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n for_o where_o shall_v i_o go_v to_o draw_v water_n but_o to_o the_o fountain_n of_o my_o saviour_n oh_o why_o shall_v i_o cease_v to_o weep_v for_o thy_o sake_n when_o thou_o do_v weep_v so_o often_o because_o of_o my_o sin_n thou_o have_v tell_v i_o that_o they_o be_v happy_a and_o bless_v that_o mourn_n for_o their_o sin_n and_o lament_v for_o their_o offence_n and_o that_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v in_o the_o day_n of_o their_o trouble_n and_o receive_v consolation_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o their_o affliction_n draw_v i_o oh_o lord_n unto_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v behold_v thou_o and_o take_v such_o hold_n of_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v never_o depart_v from_o i_o receive_v i_o into_o the_o little_a number_n of_o thy_o love_a and_o faithful_a friend_n who_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o in_o thy_o extreme_a misery_n but_o do_v weep_v and_o sigh_v to_o see_v thy_o calamity_n so_o that_o be_v partaker_n with_o they_o of_o their_o sorrow_n by_o my_o meditation_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n suffer_v here_o upon_o earth_n i_o may_v be_v make_v copartner_n with_o they_o of_o thy_o unspeakable_a joy_n in_o thy_o bless_a kingdom_n of_o heaven_n oh_o let_v thy_o ear_n be_v open_a to_o the_o petition_n of_o my_o lip_n and_o let_v thy_o mercy_n grant_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o heart_n a_o meditation_n concern_v the_o obscuration_n and_o eclipse_n of_o the_o sun_n about_o the_o nine_o hour_n and_o of_o the_o four_o speech_n which_o the_o lord_n speak_v on_o the_o cross_n med_n xvii_o when_o christ_n upon_o the_o 15.20_o the_o mar._n 15.20_o cross_n for_o we_o be_v nail_v and_o that_o his_o ghost_n be_v ready_a to_o 27.50_o to_o mat._n 27.50_o depart_v the_o 27.45_o the_o luk._n 23.45_o and_o math._n 27.45_o sun_n ashamed_a his_o splendent_a beam_n ore-vaild_a as_o blush_v to_o behold_v so_o vile_a a_o part_n now_o call_v to_o mind_v my_o sinful_a soul_n how_o the_o firmament_n be_v darken_v the_o sun_n eclipse_v and_o his_o beam_n obscure_v at_o the_o bitter_a passion_n of_o thy_o saviour_n and_o marvel_v not_o that_o the_o brightness_n of_o the_o sun_n be_v dim_v and_o that_o his_o golden_a beam_n do_v not_o show_v forth_o their_o glory_n when_o as_o the_o son_n of_o righteousness_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n have_v his_o beauty_n obscure_v and_o his_o glory_n darken_v with_o the_o cloud_n of_o his_o grievous_a and_o bitter_a passion_n and_o if_o thou_o consider_v the_o cruelty_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o the_o malice_n of_o his_o foe_n so_o virulent_a in_o the_o devilish_a cogitation_n of_o their_o heart_n and_o so_o violent_a in_o the_o bloody_a action_n of_o their_o hand_n thou_o may_v think_v that_o the_o sun_n do_v as_o it_o be_v disdain_v to_o afford_v they_o his_o comfortable_a heat_n or_o deny_v they_o his_o cheerful_a light_n that_o so_o their_o eye_n may_v be_v over-shadowed_a with_o darkness_n as_o the_o light_n of_o their_o understanding_n be_v obscure_v with_o malice_n but_o meditate_v not_o only_o oh_o my_o soul_n on_o the_o horrible_a cruelty_n of_o the_o barbarous_a gentile_n and_o on_o the_o execrable_a spite_n of_o the_o bloody_a jew_n and_o that_o their_o fact_n be_v so_o odious_a and_o their_o deed_n so_o detestable_a that_o they_o seem_v to_o deprive_v the_o sun_n of_o his_o splendent_a brightness_n and_o to_o rob_v the_o earth_n of_o her_o chief_a comfort_n but_o more_o often_o think_v serious_o of_o thy_o sin_n &_o meditate_v sincere_o of_o thy_o transgression_n which_o darken_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o mind_n &_o eclipse_v the_o beam_n of_o thy_o understanding_n so_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o see_v to_o tread_v in_o the_o path_n of_o harmless_a piety_n but_o do_v wander_v beside_o it_o into_o the_o dangerous_a way_n of_o damnable_a iniquity_n wherefore_o let_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o eye_n be_v obscure_v with_o weep_v and_o thy_o heart_n ache_v with_o groan_v as_o outward_a sign_n of_o thy_o inward_a sorrow_n as_o faithful_a witness_n of_o thy_o serious_a and_o true_a repentance_n so_o that_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o the_o comfortable_a love_n of_o thy_o redeemer_n may_v still_o enlighten_v thy_o heart_n and_o the_o light_n of_o his_o cheerful_a countenance_n evermore_o shine_v upon_o thou_o oh_o let_v not_o the_o misty_a vapour_n of_o my_o gross_a offence_n my_o merciful_a saviour_n so_o obscure_a the_o beam_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o that_o their_o gracious_a influence_n may_v still_o have_v their_o powerful_a operation_n in_o my_o mind_n and_o revive_v my_o dead_a heart_n with_o the_o lively_a motion_n of_o fervent_a and_o true_a devotion_n let_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o spirit_n so_o dispel_v and_o dispierce_v the_o thick_a cloud_n of_o my_o sin_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v cherish_v with_o the_o heat_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o see_v the_o brightness_n of_o thy_o glory_n but_o now_o cease_v thou_o my_o soul_n to_o behold_v the_o darken_a sun_n with_o thy_o amaze_a eye_n and_o attend_v to_o thy_o voice_n of_o thy_o cry_a saviour_n with_o thy_o attentive_a ear_n what_o mournful_a tongue_n can_v utter_v the_o sharpness_n of_o his_o agony_n what_o thought_n can_v conceive_v the_o greatness_n of_o his_o pain_n oh_o how_o grievous_a be_v the_o extremity_n of_o his_o pang_n which_o make_v he_o lift_v up_o his_o eye_n unto_o heaven_n and_o his_o earnest_n and_o loud_a voice_n unto_o his_o celestial_a father_n cry_v out_o in_o this_o woeful_a manner_n eli_n eli_n lammazabatani_fw-la my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o oh_o how_o vehement_a be_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o angry_a father_n against_o thou_o my_o merciful_a jesu_n my_o love_a saviour_n how_o violent_a be_v the_o torment_n that_o vex_v thy_o body_n how_o grievous_a be_v the_o affliction_n that_o press_v and_o perplex_v thy_o mind_n groan_v under_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o our_o sin_n impose_v upon_o thy_o innocent_a shoulder_n indeed_o our_o heinous_a sin_n our_o horrible_a transgression_n move_v false-hearted_a judas_n to_o betray_v thou_o and_o induce_v the_o stubborne-minded_n jew_n to_o reject_v thou_o they_o make_v thy_o disciple_n to_o fly_v for_o fear_n and_o to_o leave_v their_o love_a master_n in_o time_n of_o danger_n they_o compel_v thy_o head_n to_o be_v crown_v with_o prick_a thorn_n thy_o face_n to_o be_v defile_v with_o spittle_n thy_o body_n to_o be_v scourge_v with_o whip_n they_o pierce_v thy_o hand_n and_o nail_v thy_o foot_n they_o be_v the_o hammer_n and_o nail_n that_o fasten_v thou_o to_o the_o cross_n these_o cause_v thy_o father_n to_o punish_v thou_o with_o the_o severity_n of_o his_o justice_n that_o thou_o be_v innocent_a may_v make_v satisfaction_n for_o our_o trespass_n suffer_v a_o shameful_a and_o cruel_a death_n to_o finish_v the_o great_a work_n of_o our_o redemption_n and_o to_o deliver_v our_o body_n and_o soul_n from_o eternal_a destruction_n these_o make_v thy_o love_a father_n seem_v to_o withdraw_v his_o cheerful_a countenance_n from_o thou_o because_o thou_o do_v appear_v so_o deform_v to_o his_o eye_n and_o ugly_a in_o his_o sight_n have_v put_v on_o the_o filthy_a rag_n of_o our_o iniquity_n although_o he_o do_v always_o love_v thou_o and_o can_v never_o leave_v thou_o be_v always_o beautiful_a with_o the_o true_a ornament_n of_o thy_o own_o integrity_n oh_o how_o shall_v my_o eye_n water_v my_o bed_n with_o flow_a tear_n and_o my_o heart_n labour_n with_o continual_a groan_n to_o weep_v for_o the_o cruelty_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o lament_v for_o the_o tyranny_n of_o my_o transgression_n which_o be_v such_o cruel_a tormentor_n to_o
sake_n see_v thou_o have_v suffer_v so_o much_o for_o my_o sin_n but_o before_o thou_o pass_v any_o further_a oh_o my_o soul_n do_v thou_o not_o let_v it_o pass_v without_o earnest_a meditation_n how_o that_o although_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o tormentor_n of_o my_o afflict_a jesus_n be_v so_o poison_v with_o impiety_n and_o their_o hand_n so_o pollute_v with_o cruelty_n that_o they_o grieve_v his_o righteous_a soul_n with_o their_o scorn_n and_o reproach_n kill_v his_o innocent_a body_n with_o their_o torture_n yet_o that_o the_o fury_n of_o their_o malicious_a heart_n be_v so_o restrain_v and_o the_o violence_n of_o their_o cruel_a hand_n so_o repress_v that_o they_o can_v not_o break_v one_o bone_n of_o his_o bless_a body_n as_o they_o do_v of_o the_o malefactor_n which_o be_v crucify_v with_o he_o because_o the_o sacred_a scripture_n have_v say_v they_o shall_v not_o and_o therefore_o their_o hand_n be_v fetter_v that_o they_o can_v not_o exod._n 12.46_o num._n 9.12_o zach._n 12.10_o wherefore_o let_v this_o meditation_n comfort_v thy_o droop_a heart_n oh_o my_o soul_n and_o consolate_v thy_o faint_a spirit_n in_o the_o sour_a fit_n of_o any_o worldly_a misery_n and_o in_o the_o sore_a conflict_n of_o any_o affliction_n that_o can_v betide_v thou_o that_o no_o tyrant_n be_v he_o never_o so_o mighty_a or_o his_o heart_n never_o so_o malicious_a can_v imagine_v more_o in_o his_o cruel_a thought_n or_o act_v any_o more_o with_o his_o bloody_a hand_n against_o thou_o than_o the_o divine_a providence_n have_v predestinate_v and_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o high_a have_v always_o determine_v let_v this_o resolution_n be_v as_o a_o precious_a balm_n to_o heal_v the_o wound_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n and_o as_o a_o sovereign_a salve_n to_o cure_v thy_o sore_n that_o they_o may_v not_o fester_v with_o dispairefull_a repine_n or_o rancour_n with_o impatient_a mourning_n let_v no_o dread_n of_o danger_n throw_v down_o the_o fort_n of_o thy_o hope_n let_v no_o tempest_n of_o persecution_n shake_v the_o foundation_n of_o thy_o faith_n and_o let_v no_o wave_n of_o affliction_n quench_v the_o flame_n of_o thy_o love_n towards_o thy_o saviour_n but_o let_v the_o oil_n of_o his_o sufficient_a grace_n so_o strengthen_v the_o sinew_n of_o thy_o faith_n when_o it_o wax_v feeble_a that_o thy_o heart_n never_o fail_v nor_o thy_o courage_n quail_v when_o thou_o be_v molest_v with_o any_o sickness_n or_o affliction_n of_o body_n or_o move_v with_o any_o malady_n of_o thy_o mind_n be_v faithful_o persuade_v that_o no_o calamity_n can_v betide_v thou_o without_o his_o will_n nor_o no_o danger_n can_v come_v near_o thy_o dwell_n without_o his_o good_a pleasure_n and_o that_o no_o tyrant_n although_o they_o be_v never_o so_o mighty_a can_v do_v but_o so_o much_o and_o no_o more_o against_o thou_o than_o he_o in_o his_o wisdom_n know_v to_o be_v profitable_a for_o thou_o for_o neither_o the_o profane_a gentile_n nor_o the_o superstitious_a jew_n can_v do_v any_o more_o unto_o my_o innocent_a jesus_n than_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o suffer_v who_o come_v to_o die_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n they_o can_v not_o do_v one_o jot_n more_o than_o be_v enact_v in_o the_o high_a court_n of_o the_o celestial_a parliament_n determine_v by_o the_o secret_a counsel_n of_o the_o trinity_n &_o confirm_v by_o the_o everlasting_a statute_n of_o the_o sacred_a scripture_n confirm_v my_o mind_n oh_o lord_n with_o a_o steadfast_a persuasion_n of_o thy_o power_n and_o comfort_v my_o weak_a nature_n with_o a_o resolute_a confidence_n in_o thy_o word_n that_o in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o adversity_n and_o day_n of_o my_o tribulation_n yea_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o my_o death_n i_o may_v commend_v my_o spirit_n into_o thy_o hand_n as_o thou_o do_v thy_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n oh_o what_o a_o consolation_n &_o comfort_n may_v it_o be_v unto_o i_o in_o my_o great_a misery_n to_o commend_v my_o soul_n into_o thy_o custody_n for_o 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which_o thou_o have_v so_o great_a society_n but_o a_o foam_n become_v flesh_n clothe_v with_o beauty_n frail_a and_o every_o moment_n decay_v but_o it_o shall_v be_v true_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o miserable_a and_o rot_a carcase_n and_o meat_n for_o the_o worm_n for_o how_o much_o soever_o it_o be_v deck_v and_o adorn_v it_o be_v always_o flesh_n if_o thou_o do_v consider_v what_o issue_v out_o by_o the_o mouth_n nostril_n and_o other_o passage_n of_o the_o body_n thou_o shall_v never_o see_v a_o more_o filthy_a dunghill_n if_o thou_o will_v reckon_v up_o all_o her_o misery_n thou_o shall_v find_v how_o she_o be_v fraught_v and_o lade_v with_o sin_n provoke_v with_o vice_n itch_a with_o concupiscence_n possess_v with_o passion_n pollute_v with_o illusion_n always_o prone_a unto_o evil_n and_o bend_v towards_o all_o kind_n of_o vice_n full_a of_o all_o confusion_n and_o ignominy_n by_o the_o flesh_n man_n be_v make_v like_o unto_o vanity_n because_o from_o it_o he_o have_v draw_v the_o 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