whereby he is made more capable of regeneration to be wrought in him for the materiall disposition of him fitting him for regeneration is neither a part nor a degree of regeneration for albeit the Lord be not bound to these preparatory dispositions yet He will have man bound to make use of these externall means which may prepare him because by the use of externall means such as are hearing of the word Catechising and conference c. a man may be brought more near unto regeneration as Christ doth teach us by His speech to that Pharisee who was instructed in the law and answered discreedy unto Christ Thou art not far saith He from the kingdom of God Mark 12. 24. This preparatory disposition in order unto regeneration is like unto the drying of timber to make it sooner take fire when it is casten into it For dryness in the timber is neither a part nor a degree of kindling or inflammation of it But only a preparation of the timber to receive inflammation when the fire shall be set to it or it put in the fire possibly a long time after In these preparatory exercises then no man will deny that the naturall man unrenewed hath a naturall power to go and hear a Sermon preached to read the Scripture to be informed by Catechising and conference of Religion and regeneration whereof God when He pleaseth may make use in regeneration of the man Wherefore whosoever in the preaching of the Gospel are charged and commanded to repent to believe in Christ or turn unto God they are commanded also to use all these externall means whereby they may be informed of the duty required and of the means leading thereunto in the exercise of which externall means they may meet with sundry common operations and effects of Gods Spirit before they be regenerat or converted whereof the use may be sound not only in but also after conversion And if any man shall refuse slight or neglect to follow these preparatory exercises which may prepare him for conversion he is inexcusable before God and man and guilty of rejecting of the offer of reconciliation yea guilty of resisting of the holy Ghost of which sin and guiltynesse the holy martyr Stephen chargeth the misbelieving Jews Acts 7. 51. 8. As for the regenerat man he it is who in the acknowledgement of his sinfulnesse and deserved misery and of his utter inability to help himself doth cast away all confidence in his own parts and possible righteousnesse of his own works and fleeth to Christ offered in the Gospel that in Christ alone he may have true wisdom righteousnesse sanctification and redemption and doth with full purpose of heart consecrat himself and endeavour in the strength of Christ to serve God acceptably all the dayes of his life For the ground of this description we have the words of the Apostle Philip. 3. 3. Where putting a difference between the true people of God and the counterfit he saith We are the circumcision who worship God in the spirit and rejoyce in Iesus Christ and have no confidence in the flesh In which description of the regenerat man the Apostle first points forth unto us three speciall operations of the Spirit of regeneration then three duties of the man regenerat The first operation of the Spirit of God the only circumciser of the heart is the humbling of the man in the sense of his sin by the doctrine of the law and cutting off all his confidence in his own worth wit free-will and strength to help himself So that the man hath no confidence in the flesh The second operation is the infusion of saving faith making the man humbled to close with Christ in the Covenant of reconciliation and to rest upon Him as the only and sufficient remedy of sin and misery so that Christ becometh to him the ground of rejoycing and gloriation The third operation is the upstirring and enabling of the believer in Christ to endeavour new obedience and to worship God in the spirit As for the three duties of the man regenerat The first is to follow the leading of the Spirit in the poynt of more and more humbling of himself before God in the sense of his own insufficiency and â—shewing of all leaning on his own parts gifts works or sufferings or any thing else beside Christ He must have no confidence in the flesh The second duty is to grow in the estimation of Christs righteousnesse and fulnesse of all graces to be letten forth to the believer imploying Him by faith and comforting himself in Christ against all difficulties troubles and temptations He must rejoyce in Iesus Christ. The third duty is to endeavour communion-keeping with God in the course of new obedience in all cases worshiping and serving God in sincerity of heart he must be a worshiper of God As to the last thing holden forth in the Apostles words which is the undoubted mark and evidence of the man regenerat and circumcised in heart it standeth in the constant endeavour to grow in these three duties joyntly so as each of them may advance another for many failings and short-comings will be found in our new obedience and worshiping of God in the spirit but let these failings be made use of to extinguish and abolish all confidence in our own parts and righteousnesse that our dayly failings may humble us and cut us off from all confidence in the flesh But let not these failings so discourage us as to hinder us to put confidence in Christ but by the contrair the lesse ground of confidence we find in our selves let us raise so much higher the estimation of remission of sin and imputation of Christs righteousnesse and stir up our selves by faith to draw more strength and ability out of Christ for enabling us to walk more holily and righteously before God and having fled to Christ and comforted our selves in him let us not turn his grace into wantonnesse but the more we believe the grace of Jesus Christ let us strive in his strength so much the more to glorifie God in new obedience And in the circle of these three duties let us wind our selves up stairs toward heaven for God hath promised that such as wait on the Lord shall renew their strength they shall mount up with wings as Eagles they shall run and not be weary they shall walk and not faint Isaiah 40. 31. In the conjunction of these three duties the evidence of regeneration is found If there be not a sincere endeavour after all these three duties the evidence of regeneration is by so much darkned and short for probation for it is not sufficient to prove a man regenerat that he is driven from all confidence in his own righteousnesse and filled with the sense of sin and deserved wrath because a man that hath no more then that may perish in this miserable condition as we see in Iudas the traitour whose conscience was burdened with the sense of
strengthened and set forward to glorifie God in Christ in necessar duties As for the maner and measure to be keeped in the use of things lawfull prudence must be asked of God who will direct us in this as in other Christian duties CHAP. XVI Concerning the converts suspicion that his softness of heart is nothing but a natural disposition to weep upon any occasion VVHen the Lord hath taken away from the sinner a heart of stone and hath given unto him a heart of flesh so that he dar not any more harden himself against the threatnings of Gods Word but doth tremble at the hearing thereof as speaketh Isaiah 66. 2. and in his prayer doth pour forth his heart ordinarily with tears he may as experience hath taught fall in a suspicion of this ordinar or frequent melting of heart as if it were nothing else but a childish or woman-like temper of body and spirit and no evidence of contrition for spiritual causes which the Scripture requireth and commendeth in the penitent 2. In this case there is danger on either hand if the convert be not wary and circumspect in this condition for on the one hand he is in hazard of making light account of the work of God who hath taken from him the heart of stone and given him an heart of flesh On the other hand he is in hazard of laying too much weight on his tears if once he be satisfied about the suspicion he hath of his own tears and made clear that they were proofs and evidences of his sincerity in his prayers to God That there is a danger on either hand experience hath taught for some sincere converts having entertained the suspicion that their tears in prayer proceeded from the soft temper of their natural complexion disposition of spirit have resisted their inclination to mourn and striven against letting forth of tears so far that they have become so dry for a long time and have prayed more perfunctoriously then before that when just causes of grief and tears were given unto them they were not able to bring forth one tear for easing of their grieved heart On the other hand experience hath taught that some looking upon the expressions of the Saints in Scripture concerning their tears have laid so much weight upon their tears as they have numbered in a manner all the drops of their eyes and from the lesse or more quantity of them made reckoning of their own better or worse condition and of Gods acceptation of their prayers lesse or more 3. This tendernesse of heart and easinesse to be moved unto tears for spiritual motives is a rare gift Few they are who with sense of the body of death and original sin bearing them down do lament their natural sinfulnesse in their best condition with Paul Rom. 7. 24. Few shall be found so affectionat to the glory of God and salvation of peoples souls as to pour out tears both in secret and openly for promoving thereof as the Apostle did Act. 20. 19 21. and 2 Cor. 2. 4. Few like Timothy whose heart was so tender that the Apostle could not but observe his tears and remember them 2 Tim. 1. 4. Yet we doubt not that from age to age sundry be who by the grace of God have this constantly melting heart according to the measure of Gods free donation some with tears some without tears And therefore if there be found in such mourners an honest endeavour to walk circumspectly let not the suspicion that their tendernesse is but natural weaknesse of spirit or bodily complexion be entertained Only let the giver of the grace of a tender heart be relyed upon and not their tears as if they were any more then witnesses of their honest affection in spiritual exercises for such prayers may prove sincere and acceptable to God both when they cannot mourn and also when their heart seemeth withered hard and dry CHAP. XVII Concerning the converts suspicion that all his devotion is but lip-labour which is not joyned with a tender and melting heart and with Gods sensible approbation AS some are suspicious of their condition because of their ordinar tendernesse and melting of heart So other some are suspicious of their condition because they find not their heart tender and soft in their devotion All converts do agree in this that God must be worshiped in spirit and truth and that it is not acceptable worship to God if a man draw near him with his lips when his heart is far from him whereupon every convert when he is mindfull of his duty goeth about to worship God with understanding and inward affection of heart to confesse sin deprecat wrath ask of God things necessar interceed for others give thanks to God for his benefits and praise him for his works and working so as his affections may be conform to his expressions and the conscience may approve both his words and his hearty affections and God may with his peace and consolation approve the worshiper But some converts are who albeit in sincerity they worship God yet they count all their devotion to be but lip-labour except they find their affections wakened up and their heart tender and some vigour of spiritual life in their exercises and the sense of Gods approbation of their worship by giving sense of his peace and consolation to them in their worship Hence oft-times doth suspicion arise without just ground that they are deserted of God that he is displeased with them and this suspicion being entertained doth send forth complaints and bringeth on coldrifenesse in prayer and discouragement 2. This unjust suspicion of the grace of prayer the Lord doth oft-times chastise by with-drawing peace and comfort and order in prayer and of words also that he who complained that his devotion was but lip-labour because he sound not such measure of affection as he would have had nor that consolation which he wished to have shall find himself in worse taking after his complaining then he was in at first when he began to suspect his condition It is true that confusion of mind and want of words to expresse the case wherein he is may fall on a convert by reason of afflictions and manifold temptations and yet he may be free from this suspicion of Gods affection and acceptation of his person and prayers as the Apostle doth teach us Rom. 8. 26. Likewayes the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities for we know not what we should pray for as we ought but the Spirit it self maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered But when this cutting short of the gift of prayer in any measure doth follow after suspicion of Gods respect and good will toward the complaining and discouraged convert it is a fatherly chastisement from God threatning the convert with a greater measure of desertion and heavier temptation except he repent his folly and return to God whom by his suspicion and misbelief he hath offended 3. For remedy of
private when he finds an indisposition of mind unto it SUndry converts when they perceive the unfitnesse of their spirits to offer immediat worship to God in prayer praises or thanksgiving especially in private do fall in doubt with themselves whether it be better to delay the offer of their worship till they find themselves well disposed for it or to go on as they may albeit they apprehend their lips polluted and their hearts far away from God Their fear on the one hand is lest they should pollute the worship and take Gods name in vain on the other hand they fear lest they fall in the guiltinesse of omitâ—ing a prescribed duty The question shall be what the doubting convert should determine and do 2. For answer this case is spoken unto before 2. Book Chap. 17. in as far as the convert determineth not and doth not what is right but goeth wrong and pleaseth himself in his bad condition But here we speak to this case as the convert is in doubt only and desireth to be keeped from deceiving himself In which case we say that as it is the converts doubt so we must confesse that this case of indisposition and unâ—itnesse for spiritual exercises is very frequent and is ordinarily and oft-times a chastisement of us drawn on by our selves because we do not watch unto prayer we do not study to keep our hearts in the fear of the Lord all the day long we do not foster that tendernesse of conscience which might furnish us mater of humiliation and of thanksgiving to God upon observation of our faults against God and of Gods favours daily and hourly remarkably running toward us Hence it is when our ordinar time of secret worship doth come we find our vaiging minds hardly called home from their wandering our conscience challenging us for our loose and uncircumspect walking our affections dull and dead and all the powers of our souls taken as with a palsie that we cannot bestir our selves in worship as we should and would Therefore in this case let the convert be humbled and confesse his fault and take with this chastisement and â—â—ye unto Christ who heareth and taketh away the iniquity of our pollution of holy things and let him nor defer his worship till another occasion but wrestle against all impediments and follow out the work in hand blessing God for his pointing out unto him his wants and weaknesse his wandering and vanity of mind his slipping and sliding in his wayes and for opening unto him a â—ountain in Christ for washing his pollutions and healing his wounds And that the convert may be encouraged to aim at and follow on this way let him consider that the converts worship may be pleasant and acceptable to God when the convert is much displeased with himself in the discharge of it for there is a worshiping of God in faith without sense and feeling of the hearts inlargement and there is a worshiping of God with felt enlargement of heart The worshiping of God in faith is pleasant unto God albeit the worshiper in perplexity and wrestling with temptations and corruptions be much displeased with himself The worshiping of God with inlargement of heart is pleasant both unto God and to the worshiper also as Ps. 119. 32. David gives us to understand I will run the way of thy Commandments saith he when thou shalt enlarge my heart But when this inlargement by sensible assistance of the holy Ghost is not perceived the Psalmist is but a dead man in his own estimation yet he doth not forbear or delay to worship God as well in bonds as in freedom Quicken me saith he according to thy loving kindnesse Therefore let the convert in this case 1. follow the example of the Psalmist who Ps. 5. 3. resolveth to call on God with his voice that is to follow the work of prayer externally pre-suppose his spiritual powers were bound up and he unable to back his peâ—itions with suteable affections My voice saith he shalt thou hear in the morning O Lord in the morning will I direct my prayer unto thee and will look up And Ps. 27. 7. Hear me when I cry with my voice have mercy also upon me and answer me 2. For his incouragement in this case to go on in his worship let him confesse unto God the truth as it is presenâ—ed unto him by his conscience and say O Lord my God these are my sins which I ought to acknowledge before thee with tears which for the present are dryed up c. These are thy favours and benefits wherewith I am loadenâ—d which I should acknowledge with joy and sense of thy goodnesse c. but thou Lord delights in truth in the inward parts Ps. 51. 8. This will be found our reasonable service which the Apostle calleth for Rom. 12. 1 2. The eight question is how to satisfie the convert doubting what is the sin which God pursueth by long-lasting affliction IT falleth forth oft-times when a true convert being a long time pressed under some lasting crosse or calamity doth inquire after the special causes of his affliction and when he cannot be clear what to determine doth doubt what to think of his condition for he acknowledgeth his sins common to him and other converts to be innummerable but apprehendeth that it is some special sin pursued by God which is the cause of his affliction which because he cannot condescend upon he is at a stand and doubteth what to think or do 2. For answer we say 1. such a case is more troublesom then dangerous for so long as he is observing his sins common to him and other converts and in the exercise of repentance is daily humbled before God for his known sins he must not be anxious albeit he know not the particular sin pursued as he apprehendeth for albeit the Lord afflict no man but such as have sin in them yet he doth not alwayes in afflicting of his children pursue unknown sin in them For sometime he afflicteth his child to preveen his sinning hedging up his way with thornes lest he should follow after beloved lusts Sometime he doth afflict him to try his faith to teach him patience meeknesse temperance and other virtues such as are dying to the world seeking after things spiritual compassion toward others in affliction 2. When the afflicted hath composed his mind to reverence Gods dispensation whatsoever it is or shall be then let him yet again look upon his affliction and it may be he shall read in the rod what is the Lords quarrel 3. Whether he shall find the special cause of his affliction or not let him turn all his indignation zeal and hatred against the body of death the bitter root and bulk of actual sins and watch diligently over the motions of original sin or concupiscence in himself 4. And let his whole exercise stir him up to have Christ in greater estimation to make use of Christs righteousnesse imputed to believers and
due to us in full measure but also because that which Christ suffered in the point of torment and vexation was in some respect of the same kind with the torment of the damned for in the punishment of the damned we must necessarily distinguish these three things 1. the perverse disposition of the mind of the damned in their sufferings 2. the duration and perpetuity of their punishment and 3. the punishment it self tormenting soul and body The first two are not of the essence of punishment albeit by accident they are turned into a punishment for the wickednesse vilenesse and unworthinesse of the damned who neither will nor can submit themselves to the punishment and put the case they should submit are utterly unable to make satisfaction for ever do make them in a desperat dolefull condition for ever though obstinat sinners do not apprehend nor believe this but go on in treasuring up wrath against themselves pleasing themselves in their own dreams to their own endlesse perdition Of these three the first two could have no place in Christ Not the first because He willingly offered Himself a sacrifice for our sins and upon agreement payed the ransom fully Not the second because He could no longer be holden in the sorrows of death then He had satisfied Justice and finished what was imposed on Him and His infinit excellency made His short suffering to be of infinit worth and equivalent to our everlasting suffering The third then remaineth which is the reall and sensible tormenting of soul and body in being made a curse for us and to feel it so in His reall experience And what need we question hellish pain where pain and torment and the curse with felt wrath from God falleth on and lyeth still till Justice be satisfied Concerning which it is as certain that Christ was seased upon by the dolours of death as it is certain in Scripture that He could not be holden of the sorrows of death Acts. 2. 24. Quest. But what interest had Christ God-head in His humane sufferings to make them both so short and so precious and satisfactory to Justice for so many sins of so many sinners especially when we consider that God cannot suffer Ans. Albeit this passion of the humane nature could not so far reach the God-head of Christ that it should in a physicall sense suffer which indeed is impossible yet these sufferings did so affect the person that it may truly be said that God suffered and by His blood bought His people to Himself Acts 20. 28. for albeit the proper and formall subject of physicall suffering be only the humane nature yet the principall subject of sufferings both in a physicall and morall sense is Christs person God and man from the dignity whereof the worth and excellency of all sort of sufferings the merit and the satisfactory sufficiency of the price did flow And let it be considered also that albeit Christ as God in His God-head could not suffer in a physicall sense yet in a morall sense He might suffer and did suffer for in as much as He being in the form of God and without robbery equall to God did demit His person to assume humane nature and empty Himself so far as to hide His glory and take on the shape of a servant and expose Himself willingly to all the contradiction of sinners which He was to meet with and to all railings revilings contempt despisings and calumnies shall it seem nothing and not enter in the count of our Lords payment for our debt Obj. But how could so low a downthrowing of the Son of man or of the humane nature assumed by Christ consist with the Majesty of the person of the Son of God Ans. We must distinguish in Christ these things which are proper to either of the two natures from these things which are ascribed to His person in respect of either of the natures or both the natures for infirmity physicall suffering or mortality are proper to the humane nature The glory of power and grace and mercy and superexcellent Majesty and such like are proper to the Deity but the sufferings of the humane nature are so far from diminishing the glory of the divine nature that they do manifest the same and make it appear more clearly for by how much the humane nature was weakned depressed and despised for our sake by so much the love of Christ God and man in one person toward man and His mercy and power and grace to man do shine in the eyes of those that judiciously look upon Him Obj. But seing Christs satisfaction for sinners doth not stand in any one part of His doings and sufferings but in the whole and intire precious pearl and compleet price of His whole obedience from His incarnation even to the death of His crosse how cometh it to passe that in Scripture the whole expiation of our sins is ascribed so oft to His passion and particularly to His blood Ans. This cometh to passe 1. Because the certainty and verity of His assumed humane nature and the certainty of His reall suffering and the fulfilling of all the leviticall sacrifices did most evidently appear unto sense in the effusion of His blood 2. Because the expression of His sufferings both in soul and body appeared in the effusion of His blood for in the garden while His body was not as yet touched or hurt by man from the meer pains of His soul drops of blood fell down out of all His body to the earth 3. Because His blood-sheding and death was the last act of compleeting the payment of the ransom to the Father for us which payment began in His humble incarnation and went on through all His life and was compleeted in His bloodshed and death whereof our Lord gave intimation on the crosse when He cryed as triumphantly victorious it is finished The use of this article of the covenant of Redemption WE have at some length spoken of the price of Redemption and of Christs defraying the debt by His passion 1. That hereby the merit of our sins may the more clearly be seen 2. That the sublimity and excellency of divine Majesty offended by sin may appear 3. That we may behold the severity of Gods justice till He have satisfaction and reparation in some sort of the injuries done to Him 4. That the admirable largenesse of Gods mercy may be acknowledged and wondered at For in the price of Redemption payed as in a mirror we may see how greatly the Lord hateth sin how great His love is to the world in sending his Son Christ amongst us how heavy the wrath of God shall lye upon them that flee not to Christs satisfaction for their delivery how great the dignity and excellency of the Lord our Redeemer is for whose cause reconciliation is granted to all that take hold of the offer of grace through him how great the obligation of believers is to love God and serve him and how
five qualifications were common operations of the spirit or effects of saving faith not as yet manifested to be such before the person did close covenant with God in Christ for not imputing his sins unto him and making solid reconciliation with him 3. As for judging of others when we observe these qualifications all or some of them we must not determine positively what sort of operation the holy Ghost hath in hand but our part is according to our place and calling to help on the least preparatory qualifications which may serve to be inductive and serviceable to beget and foster saving faith in them even when the sense of sin and unworthinesse is like to drive them from Christ as it did Peter when he cryed out unto Christ Depart from me O Lord for I am a sinfull man For God hath not made us Judges of the operations of the holy Ghost in this or that person but to be their helpers unto faith when we perceive any good qualification in them and helpers of their repentance when we perceive any out-breaking evil in them The eleventh question shall be of the converts doubting what to think of his condition when he finds more freedom of prayer in the presence and audience of others then when he prayeth in secret alone IT is not a case unusual that some converts do find a great deal of freedom of prayer in the audience of others more then alone for they have experience that when they pray in the audience of others in their family or occasionally elsewhere their prayer is more copious then when they are alone their stile of speech more polished their words in better order their expressions more significant their notions more sublime more fervent more zealous then when they are in secret in their closet which difference when they consider they doubt what the matter doth mean 2. For answer first there is a difference to be put between solitary prayer in secret and prayer in society with others for in secret oft-times the converts worship is carried on in the sense of his sinfulnesse unworthiness and indisposition presented to God through Christ with sighs and confused groans without words for he studieth most for affection and not for words having no ear to care for but the ear of the searcher of hearts who knoweth his weaknesse fears tentations and wrestling with doubts But in company he studieth most to make use of knowledge and to expresse himself so as he may carry along the company with whom he prayeth with consent that he may edifie himself and them in worship and in this case he may find greater fredom possibly then he findeth alone in secret Secondly it is oft-times found that God for his own glory and the mutual edification of two or three gathered together in his name doth inlarge the freedom of speech in the speaker Upon which considerations the doubting convert may satisfie himself only let him beware least vain glory or studying to have the applause of such as hear him pray do not blow wind in his sails and in as far as after examination he findeth himself guilty let him when he is in secret alone be humbled before God for it and crave pardon through Christ seeking help and healing of this wicked inclination The twelfth question shall be of the doubt which the convert may have in a case contrary to the former SOme converts do find themselves more inlarged in secret prayer and alone then in the company of one or moe In company saith he I cannot utter my own privat condition without a needlesse and inconvenient discovery of my present case to others and I can hardly conjecture what may be their necessity with whom I pray or condescend upon petitions and thanksgiving fit for us in common I am taken up also with thoughts of what estimation my hearers may have of me c. But in secret prayer I am freed of that care I am not feared that God shall mis-construe my words or thoughts I may in secret make a long pause in my petitions and fall in meditation upon some passage of Scripture and after a while direct my speech unto the Lord I may expresse my affections by voice and gesture as they fall out and pour forth my heart to God with tears without fear of being esteemed an hypocrit c. Mean time I doubt what my indisposition to pray in company doth import when duty calleth for it 2. For answer we grant that God to some of his dear Saints whose prayers in secret he will accept and reward openly hath not given ability to edifie others by way of praying in their audience to others in regard of age of sexe to whom modesty and silence is most suitable he hath not given confidence to pray in name of others whether moe or fewer as their mouth But as for these to whom God hath given ability and a calling by reason of a charge in the family or some occasional exigence to pray in the audience of others and yet notwithstanding they do foster their natural aversenesse from such a duty they had need to examine themselves whether they be hindered by fear to loss some of their estimation at the hands of the hearers if possibly all things should not be found so well digested and expressed in the prayer as they would The thirteenth question shall be of the converts doubting what to think when he compareth his disposition to prayer and Gods dispensation toward him in prayer SUndry converts when they compare their own divers dispositions to prayer with the divers dispensations of God toward them in prayer they are at a stand what to think Sometime saith one albeit I be very hardly drawn to pray at all yet when after wrestling the conscience of the duty doth set me on work my prayer goeth on as I could wish light is furnished to me what to confesse what to thank for what to seek both for my self and others whereby I gather for the time that the Lord is pleased with my person in Christ and hath accepted my prayer Sometime it fareth otherwayes with me for when time place and leisure for prayer concur and I am now about to make use of opportunity and do fall down before the Lord to speak on a suddain I have nothing to say matter words and light do fail me darknesse and confusion falleth on my mind and my prayer suudry times is stopped and closeth with a sigh or groan which dispositions of my heart and dispensations of the Lord when I compare I am in doubt what to think 2. For answer in the first case concerning the Lords blessing of the aiming at duty the matter is clear and speaks for it self for God will have us to aim at a right frame of spirit when we are about the discharge of any part of his worship but not forbear to do the duty if we cannot reach that fitnesse of spirit which we desire let us