and_o cherish_v god_n careful_o in_o their_o heart_n 4._o to_o make_v his_o child_n earnest_a in_o beg_v the_o grace_n of_o sanctification_n yea_o above_n the_o grace_n of_o feeling_n that_o their_o election_n may_v be_v confirm_v so_o much_o the_o sure_a unto_o they_o thereby_o scho._n do_v the_o lord_n suffer_v his_o saint_n after_o they_o have_v fall_v to_o sleep_v in_o sin_n minist_n not_o always_o but_o in_o the_o end_n he_o waken_v they_o schol._n what_o be_v the_o first_o thing_n which_o god_n work_v in_o they_o at_o their_o waken_n minist_n 42.21.22_o he_o work_v in_o they_o first_o a_o sight_n second_o a_o sense_n of_o sin_n last_o a_o fear_n of_o punishment_n sc._n what_o manner_n of_o sight_n work_v he_o minist_n 27.28_o first_o he_o let_v they_o see_v the_o heinousness_n of_o their_o sin_n in_o have_v offend_v so_o glorious_a dreadful_a and_o terrible_a a_o majesty_n then_o he_o aggravate_v their_o sin_n so_o much_o the_o more_o in_o that_o it_o be_v against_o the_o light_n 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effectual_a call_n schol._n but_o will_v the_o lord_n suffer_v his_o child_n to_o lie_v still_o thus_o under_o terror_n and_o doubt_v minist_n no._n schol._n what_o and_o how_o work_v he_o in_o his_o saint_n after_o that_o in_o this_o manner_n he_o have_v beat_v they_o down_o minist_n 11.12_o first_o he_o soften_v the_o heart_n in_o a_o bitter_a sorrow_n in_o the_o abundance_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n and_o mourning_n to_o pour_v out_o the_o heart_n before_o he_o with_o many_o tear_n and_o strong_a cry_n next_o by_o degree_n in_o process_n of_o time_n he_o pour_v out_o first_o a_o hope_n than_o a_o sense_n and_o persuasion_n of_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n cleanse_v the_o soul_n from_o guiltiness_n through_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n all-sufficient_a merit_n and_o satisfaction_n be_v apprehend_v and_o apply_v by_o faith_n which_o he_o then_o increase_v and_o strengthen_v to_o see_v and_o lay_v hold_v upon_o the_o promise_n of_o life_n 143.8.9.10.11_o then_o hereupon_o he_o bring_v comfort_n and_o more_o assure_a persuasion_n unto_o the_o soul_n confirm_v and_o settle_v the_o weary_a and_o trouble_a heart_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o peace_n last_o he_o give_v the_o tremble_a soul_n a_o free_a access_n unto_o his_o countenance_n 4.5.6_o with_o boldness_n to_o draw_v near_o unto_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n and_o cry_v abba_n father_n so_o that_o mark_v how_o fearful_a it_o be_v before_o of_o his_o dreadful_a majesty_n and_o how_o it_o be_v perplex_v in_o doubt_v of_o his_o love_n it_o will_v now_o find_v he_o a_o thousand_o time_n more_o comfortable_a and_o more_o sweet_a in_o pour_v out_o of_o his_o love_n and_o the_o sense_n thereof_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n and_o joy_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n sch._n what_o fruit_n bring_v this_o forth_o mini._n in_o respect_n of_o god_n the_o child_n of_o god_n will_v love_v he_o better_o than_o ever_o he_o do_v before_o etc._n the_o lord_n will_v also_o be_v most_o precious_a in_o his_o eye_n and_o 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chief_o with_o the_o enticement_n of_o that_o overrule_a sin_n work_v after_o this_o manner_n first_o he_o watch_v diligent_o for_o a_o opportunity_n to_o catch_v we_o 22.31_o when_o we_o be_v not_o upon_o our_o guard_n or_o when_o be_v careless_a we_o think_v and_o forth_o ourselves_o that_o we_o have_v sufficient_o overcome_v and_o master_v such_o a_o sin_n and_o that_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v trouble_v therewith_o any_o more_o then_o 2.11_o have_v thus_o at_o unaware_o surprise_v we_o we_o be_v unarm_v and_o not_o able_a to_o resist_v his_o enticement_n aid_v by_o our_o inward_a foe_n reenter_v into_o we_o again_o by_o degree_n so_o cause_v we_o to_o fall_v by_o little_a and_o little_a for_o first_o he_o cast_v a_o fair_a smooth_a veil_n over_o
7.9_o yet_o that_o in_o his_o own_o good_a time_n he_o will_v come_v again_o so_o that_o as_o true_o as_o i_o feel_v a_o absence_n desire_v his_o presence_n he_o will_v as_o sure_o satisfy_v our_o desire_n let_v we_o feel_v his_o bless_a presence_n last_o 42.3_o though_o we_o be_v but_o as_o bruise_a reed_n and_o smoke_a flax_n have_v nothing_o to_o boast_v of_o either_o of_o holiness_n or_o feeling_n as_o the_o least_o of_o all_o saint_n yet_o that_o god_n will_v neither_o break_v off_o our_o longing_n nor_o quench_v out_o desire_n and_o so_o that_o final_o we_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o grace_n notwithstanding_o all_o hellish_a tentation_n scholar_n how_o shall_v we_o try_v whether_o that_o be_v the_o true_a light_n or_o not_o which_o in_o the_o time_n of_o feeling_n be_v feel_v minister_n if_o we_o mark_v in_o the_o time_n of_o feeling_n wherewith_o the_o soul_n be_v fill_v schol._n what_o then_o fill_v the_o soul_n minister_n a_o unspeakable_a power_n which_o transform_v the_o 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and_o yet_o be_v far_o from_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n minist_n 1._o those_o who_o never_o have_v feel_v wrath_n but_o always_o peace_n 2._o those_o who_o have_v feel_v the_o tentation_n of_o despair_n and_o doubt_v yet_o afterward_o have_v obtain_v peace_n 3._o such_o who_o feel_v a_o hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o can_v have_v no_o present_a relief_n schol._n who_o be_v they_o who_o have_v never_o feel_v wrath_n but_o always_o peace_n minister_n those_o who_o god_n at_o their_o first_o conversion_n have_v call_v with_o much_o sweetness_n 16.14.15_o in_o melt_v their_o heart_n by_o little_a and_o little_a for_o their_o sin_n next_o 8.39_o such_o on_o who_o god_n have_v pour_v out_o a_o sense_n of_o his_o love_n work_v in_o they_o a_o persuasion_n of_o mercy_n with_o joy_n renew_v the_o mind_n work_v a_o study_n of_o holiness_n a_o hatred_n of_o sin_n and_o a_o love_n of_o righteousness_n schol._n who_o be_v they_o who_o have_v find_v the_o tentation_n of_o despair_n and_o doubt_v and_o 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to_o wrestle_v nor_o strive_v minist_n yet_o must_v he_o speak_v unto_o god_n and_o show_v he_o the_o disposition_n of_o the_o soul_n 42.9_o entreat_v he_o to_o help_v it_o for_o his_o christ_n sake_n schol._n what_o if_o one_o be_v not_o able_a to_o speak_v for_o burden_n and_o trouble_v of_o soul_n minist_n he_o must_v groan_v unto_o god_n hold_v up_o the_o hand_n and_o eye_n unto_o he_o desire_v to_o desire_v 8.26_o use_v the_o outward_a mean_n though_o unwilling_o and_o with_o torment_n for_o 7.21_o when_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o use_v our_o feel_n the_o outward_a mean_n may_v ease_v schol._n what_o comfort_n can_v this_o afford_v to_o any_o one_o since_o god_n will_v be_v worship_v in_o spirit_n and_o truth_n which_o he_o in_o such_o a_o case_n be_v not_o able_a to_o do_v minister_n it_o afford_v singular_a consolation_n 1._o in_o that_o we_o have_v a_o feel_n of_o ourselves_o and_o our_o great_a misery_n next_o in_o that_o such_o a_o disposition_n be_v unpleasing_a unto_o 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god_n when_o he_o come_v in_o the_o power_n of_o the_o mean_n schol._n in_o such_o extremity_n at_o what_o time_n come_v god_n to_o the_o soul_n minist_n 143.6.7_o unlooked_a for_o when_o we_o be_v at_o the_o brink_n of_o despair_n or_o else_o when_o we_o have_v yield_v as_o overcome_v and_o almost_o leave_v desire_v or_o then_o when_o he_o give_v a_o earnest_n and_o violent_a desire_n which_o neither_o can_v nor_o will_v be_v satiate_a until_o he_o come_v schol._n yet_o why_o suffer_v the_o lord_n his_o child_n many_o time_n to_o use_v all_o the_o mean_n and_o yet_o not_o to_o find_v he_o in_o the_o mean_n 42.7_o before_o he_o come_v thus_o unlooked_v for_o minst_n that_o we_o may_v know_v he_o only_o come_v when_o he_o will_v nothing_o move_v he_o but_o his_o own_o good_a pleasure_n schol._n what_o shall_v we_o learn_v hereof_o minist_n 1._o not_o to_o conclude_v reprobation_n because_o to_o our_o feel_n we_o find_v desertion_n 37._o 2._o not_o to_o measure_v mercy_n by_o our_o present_a feel_n 3._o to_o wait_v until_o he_o come_v though_o we_o can_v feel_v his_o presence_n if_o it_o be_v until_o the_o last_o gasp_n schol._n what_o if_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n there_o be_v no_o other_o sense_n but_o of_o sting_a torment_n and_o wrath_n minist_n yet_o must_v we_o make_v claim_n unto_o his_o promise_n god_n in_o wrath_n beseech_v he_o to_o remember_v mercy_n say_v unto_o he_o with_o job_n lord_n although_o thou_o will_v slay_v we_o yet_o will_v we_o trust_v in_o thou_o thus_o wait_v until_o he_o come_v not_o be_v hasty_a and_o then_o in_o his_o own_o good_a time_n he_o will_v appear_v to_o our_o comfort_n schol._n who_o be_v they_o who_o feel_v no_o wrath_n yet_o remain_v under_o the_o heavy_a wrath_n of_o god_n minist_n first_o such_o as_o have_v no_o effectual_a call_n from_o god_n 2._o such_o as_o have_v never_o have_v any_o true_a sense_n of_o the_o bitterness_n and_o grievousnesse_n of_o sin_n 9_o 3._o such_o as_o be_v not_o move_v with_o the_o love_n 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in_o their_o sorrow_n 88.31_o miniis_fw-la bitterness_n and_o a_o terror_n sch._n whence_o proceed_v this_o fearful_a estate_n to_o their_o sense_n minist_n partly_o from_o a_o feel_n of_o the_o absence_n of_o god_n 32.3_o and_o hardness_n of_o their_o heart_n and_o partly_o in_o feel_v the_o sting_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n schol._n how_o may_v one_o know_v himself_o to_o be_v in_o a_o good_a estate_n under_o such_o a_o disposition_n 23.24_o minister_n first_o by_o his_o former_a experience_n that_o once_o he_o do_v feel_v the_o sweetness_n of_o god_n favour_n next_o if_o in_o some_o measure_n how_o small_a soever_o he_o desire_v above_o all_o thing_n in_o the_o earth_n the_o wont_a presence_n of_o god_n last_o if_o he_o wait_v and_o hope_n above_o hope_n that_o he_o who_o have_v once_o begin_v will_v never_o repent_v he_o resolve_v that_o though_o god_n shall_v slay_v he_o yet_o he_o will_v trust_v in_o he_o schol._n what_o may_v we_o learn_v from_o this_o sort_n of_o 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that_o which_o chief_o we_o must_v desire_v minister_n 3.16.17_o god_n in_o christ_n to_o dwell_v in_o our_o soul_n here_o by_o his_o spirit_n to_o sanctify_v and_o quicken_v we_o to_o raise_v we_o up_o again_o in_o the_o great_a day_n 3.21_o transform_v and_o make_v our_o vile_a body_n like_v unto_o christ_n glorious_a body_n to_o reign_v with_o he_o for_o ever_o schol._n for_o what_o end_n shall_v we_o desire_v this_o minist_n even_o for_o god_n himself_o the_o end_n of_o all_o 116.1_o schol._n in_o desire_v heaven_n what_o shall_v we_o chief_o respect_v minister_n not_o so_o much_o our_o own_o ease_n 23._o as_o that_o be_v free_v from_o sin_n in_o holiness_n and_o joy_n with_o unspeakable_a love_n as_o a_o vessel_n full_a of_o glory_n we_o may_v praise_v and_o magnify_v god_n for_o evermore_o schol._n see_v the_o reprobate_n may_v have_v a_o certain_a sort_n of_o feeling_n how_o may_v we_o discern_v whether_o our_o feeling_n be_v that_o sense_n which_o be_v peculiar_a to_o the_o child_n of_o god_n or_o not_o minist_n by_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n schol._n which_o be_v the_o sure_a mark_n and_o fruit_n of_o adoption_n in_o we_o min._n 14.7_o persuasion_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n towards_o we_o of_o our_o election_n redemption_n and_o glorification_n joy_n flow_v from_o this_o feel_n with_o increase_n of_o persuasion_n and_o peace_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n schol._n yet_o what_o if_o the_o soul_n have_v no_o such_o disposition_n minist_n yet_o must_v we_o look_v back_o unto_o what_o we_o have_v feel_v next_o we_o must_v see_v what_o we_o desire_v to_o feel_v and_o further_o what_o we_o hope_v to_o feel_v scho._n how_o may_v one_o know_v whether_o as_o yet_o he_o have_v ever_o have_v any_o feel_n minist_n 36.7.8.9_o he_o must_v look_v if_o ever_o in_o lay_v sure_a hold_n of_o christ_n his_o soul_n have_v be_v fill_v with_o a_o spiritual_a sweetness_n above_o all_o the_o pleasure_n of_o nature_n which_o in_o some_o measure_n have_v leave_v a_o seal_n and_o stamp_n of_o heaven_n in_o the_o soul_n that_o have_v thus_o enable_v he_o to_o discern_v betwixt_o a_o absence_n and_o a_o presence_n of_o god_n so_o that_o he_o be_v always_o joyful_a 88.14_o when_o he_o have_v any_o feel_n of_o god_n love_n by_o the_o contrary_a ever_o sad_a and_o heavy_a for_o his_o absence_n schol._n yet_o see_v the_o wicked_a may_v have_v a_o inward_a restrain_v virtue_n to_o curb_v sin_n and_o a_o outward_a conformity_n with_o the_o law_n of_o god_n how_o may_v it_o be_v know_v whether_o one_o have_v a_o restrain_v virtue_n only_o 29.9_o or_o the_o renew_v virtue_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n min._n this_o be_v most_o easy_a to_o discern_v scho._n explain_v your_o meaning_n minist_n the_o first_o internal_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v a_o sight_n of_o sin_n which_o offend_v the_o majesty_n of_o god_n a_o sight_n also_o of_o god_n who_o have_v be_v offend_v next_o a_o secret_a sorrow_n proceed_v from_o a_o hatred_n to_o sin_n with_o a_o love_n 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virtue_n in_o the_o slaughter_n of_o sin_n and_o reformation_n unto_o newness_n of_o life_n what_o if_o all_o this_o while_n one_o feel_v nothing_o but_o the_o growth_n of_o sin_n hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o blindness_n of_o mind_n min._n 7.14_o first_o he_o must_v see_v if_o he_o be_v able_a to_o discern_v his_o sin_n blindness_n and_o hardness_n of_o heart_n 2._o look_v if_o he_o secret_o mislike_v the_o same_o 3._o mark_v if_o he_o will_v willing_o wish_v it_o remove_v 1.4_o 4._o consider_v if_o he_o have_v desire_v to_o use_v or_o any_o way_n wish_v he_o may_v use_v the_o mean_n though_o to_o his_o feel_n he_o be_v no_o way_n able_a to_o use_v the_o same_o 3.26.32.33_o 5._o look_v back_o if_o at_o any_o time_n god_n former_o do_v ever_o give_v he_o grace_n to_o believe_v in_o he_o for_o that_o present_a without_o any_o sense_n or_o feeling_n even_o when_o not_o be_v able_a to_o pray_v in_o languor_n patience_n and_o hope_n he_o wait_v for_o god_n presence_n 6._o consider_v if_o 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