according_o named_z the_o needle_n eye_n and_o that_o when_o the_o camel_n come_v load_v to_o this_o gate_n their_o pack_n be_v take_v off_o these_o author_n insinuate_v that_o a_o rich_a man_n can_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n before_o he_o have_v lay_v aside_o his_o burden_n his_o pack_n of_o riches_n he_o must_v be_v master_n of_o they_o and_o so_o manage_v they_o that_o they_o be_v not_o a_o burden_n to_o he_o he_o must_v possess_v they_o as_o if_o he_o possess_v they_o not_o and_o these_o author_n construe_v it_o it_o be_v easy_a for_o a_o camel_n to_o go_v through_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o needle_n etc._n etc._n with_o which_o exposition_n that_o other_o say_n of_o christ_n suit_v straight_o be_v the_o gate_n and_o narrow_a be_v the_o way_n which_o lead_v unto_o life_n and_o few_o there_o be_v that_o find_v it_o 14_o matth._n 7._o 14_o thus_o it_o be_v profitable_a for_o the_o rich_a man_n to_o be_v rich_a if_o his_o heart_n stand_v off_o from_o his_o riches_n because_o he_o have_v a_o fair_a opportunity_n and_o more_o occasion_n to_o exercise_v charity_n than_o the_o poor_a man_n as_o likewise_o it_o be_v gainful_a for_o the_o poor_a man_n to_o be_v a_o poor_a man_n if_o he_o take_v it_o as_o a_o ground_n of_o content_n obedience_n and_o humility_n for_o otherwise_o god_n be_v no_o niggard_n of_o his_o gift_n indeed_o perfection_n must_v sell_v all_o and_o give_v it_o to_o the_o poor_a all_o that_o which_o a_o man_n love_v vain_o and_o if_o all_o to_o the_o poor_a part_n to_o himself_o be_v poor_a when_o all_o be_v sell_v the_o world_n be_v a_o dunghill_n cover_v with_o snow_n the_o sun_n shine_v the_o snow_n melt_v and_o the_o dunghill_n appear_v it_o shine_v like_o a_o glow-worm_n but_o it_o warm_v not_o million_o of_o angel_n have_v fall_v from_o god_n their_o place_n be_v void_a they_o be_v place_n in_o the_o court_n place_n of_o great_a gain_n and_o honour_n we_o be_v bring_v upon_o a_o stage_n a_o theatre_n of_o trial_n he_o that_o act_v the_o part_n of_o a_o honest_a man_n shall_v have_v a_o place_n yet_o forget_v by_o what_o noble_a person_n and_o for_o what_o honourable_a end_n we_o be_v send_v hither_o we_o lick_v the_o honey_n as_o john_n damascen_n speak_v and_o do_v not_o look_v jos_n jo._n dam._n in_o vit_fw-mi barl._n &_o jos_n down_o upon_o the_o dragon_n gape_v to_o devour_v we_o one_o ride_v hallow_v after_o the_o hound_n another_o quarrel_v with_o the_o poor_a for_o money_n to_o buy_v a_o purchase_n a_o three_o earnest_o ask_v security_n for_o eight_o in_o the_o hundred_o but_o where_o be_v one_o that_o due_o consider_v he_o be_v make_v to_o supply_v the_o most_o honourable_a place_n of_o a_o angel_n this_o world_n be_v via_fw-la the_o way_n heaven_n patria_fw-la the_o country_n be_v he_o not_o a_o idle_a passenger_n that_o give_v himself_o over_o to_o delight_n in_o those_o thing_n which_o occur_v in_o his_o journey_n and_o with_o which_o he_o can_v stay_v or_o that_o marry_v his_o heart_n to_o a_o paint_a inn_n from_o which_o in_o the_o break_n of_o day_n his_o occasion_n call_v he_o we_o can_v labour_v so_o vehement_o to_o gain_v the_o good_n and_o friendship_n of_o the_o world_n but_o with_o distrust_n of_o god_n providence_n we_o do_v not_o remember_v he_o that_o say_v seek_v you_o 33._o matth._n 6._o 33._o first_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o his_o righteousness_n and_o all_o these_o thing_n shall_v be_v add_v unto_o you_o we_o must_v first_o by_o god_n help_n seek_v god_n and_o his_o righteousness_n and_o then_o by_o the_o help_n of_o god_n and_o his_o righteousness_n seek_v the_o reward_n of_o righteousness_n the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o all_o these_o thing_n these_o cum_fw-la contemptu_fw-la will_v follow_v as_o be_v of_o the_o train_n and_o servant_n to_o the_o king_n and_o kingdom_n rule_v 3_o beware_v always_o of_o a_o warm_a and_o stir_a piece_n of_o deceit_n call_v the_o flesh_n a_o enemy_n out_o of_o door_n may_v stand_v before_o he_o enter_v till_o he_o be_v benumb_v in_o every_o joint_n with_o cold_a and_o if_o he_o strive_v for_o entrance_n perhaps_o he_o may_v be_v take_v in_o the_o trespass_n but_o the_o flesh_n be_v always_o at_o home_n with_o we_o feed_v by_o we_o clothe_v by_o we_o be_v almost_o all_o the_o visible_a part_n of_o ourselves_o we_o daily_o feed_v and_o clothe_v our_o deadly_a enemy_n &_o every_o man_n be_v a_o malicious_a enemy_n to_o himself_o man_n consist_v of_o the_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n and_o the_o flesh_n war_v against_o the_o spirit_n there_o be_v a_o civil_a sedition_n in_o this_o little_a commonwealth_n of_o man_n consider_v therefore_o that_o as_o in_o dry_a dirt_n hog_n in_o which_o only_o our_o lord_n suffer_v the_o devil_n to_o enter_v can_v find_v no_o soft_a place_n for_o their_o wallow_n so_o neither_o can_v the_o devil_n keep_v his_o residence_n and_o revel_n in_o a_o body_n dry_v with_o fast_v parcus_n cibus_fw-la &_o venture_v esuriens_fw-la tridianis_fw-la jejuniis_fw-la praefertur_fw-la say_v saint_n hierom_n furiam_fw-la s._n hier._n ep_v ad_fw-la furiam_fw-la a_o spare_a diet_n and_o a_o hungry_a belly_n be_v prefer_v before_o a_o fast_o of_o three_o day_n and_o afterward_o he_o compare_v extraordinary_a fast_n with_o a_o violent_a shower_n destroy_v the_o field_n we_o shall_v do_v well_o and_o wise_o to_o keep_v the_o rebell-flesh_n to_o a_o diet_n to_o keep_v it_o low_o and_o lean_a for_o the_o gate_n of_o heaven_n be_v so_o narrow_a that_o good_a saint_n bartholomew_n be_v compel_v to_o leave_v his_o skin_n behind_o he_o in_o the_o passage_n and_o by_o draw_v its_o body_n through_o a_o narrow_a circle_n the_o serpent_n put_v off_o its_o old_a skin_n and_o become_v young_a again_o alexander_n have_v but_o a_o outward_a enemy_n to_o buckle_v with_o sleep_v always_o in_o the_o field_n hold_v a_o silver_n ball_n in_o his_o hand_n that_o if_o sleep_n shall_v full_o seize_v he_o the_o ball_n drop_v into_o a_o sound_a vessel_n may_v restore_v he_o again_o to_o his_o sense_n and_o this_o he_o take_v by_o observation_n from_o the_o watchful_a nature_n of_o the_o crane_n be_v the_o experience_n of_o his_o travel_n for_o the_o crane_n who_o turn_n it_o be_v to_o watch_v out_o the_o night_n take_v up_o one_o of_o his_o leg_n and_o a_o stone_n in_o it_o prevent_v sound_a sleep_n with_o attend_v to_o the_o danger_n of_o a_o sound_n by_o the_o fall_n of_o the_o stone_n the_o more_o near_o the_o enemy_n be_v to_o we_o the_o more_o careful_o we_o ought_v to_o watch_v and_o nothing_o can_v be_v more_o near_o to_o we_o than_o we_o to_o ourselves_o it_o be_v not_o require_v that_o if_o thy_o eye_n shall_v offend_v thou_o thou_o shall_v present_o pluck_v it_o out_o and_o cast_v it_o from_o thou_o and_o therefore_o tertullian_n compare_v the_o perfect_a and_o heroical_a virtue_n of_o christian_n with_o the_o clean_a act_n of_o the_o most_o clean_o among_o the_o heathen_n their_o prime_a philosopher_n and_o accuse_v democritus_n for_o pull_v out_o his_o eye_n because_o he_o can_v not_o see_v a_o woman_n without_o desire_v what_o not_o be_v obtain_v move_v he_o to_o grieve_v say_v at_o christianus_n salvis_fw-la 46._o tett_n in_o appologetico_n cap._n 46._o oculis_fw-la faeminam_fw-la videt_fw-la animo_fw-la adversus_fw-la libidinem_fw-la caecus_fw-la est_fw-la but_o a_o christian_a see_v a_o woman_n and_o yet_o preserve_v his_o eye_n his_o heart_n be_v blind_a to_o lust_n rectify_v the_o soul_n and_o regulate_v the_o act_n which_o guide_v the_o sense_n and_o if_o the_o sense_n be_v dangerous_o vain_a and_o offensive_a away_o with_o it_o use_v it_o not_o in_o those_o act_n in_o which_o the_o danger_n lurk_v be_v a_o rigorous_a keeper_n of_o david_n covenant_n with_o his_o eye_n for_o among_o all_o the_o sin_n which_o man_n commit_v we_o may_v better_o dally_v and_o play_v with_o any_o then_o with_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o the_o occasion_n of_o it_o one_o temptation_n come_v so_o close_o upon_o another_o and_o every_o one_o persuade_v so_o pretty_o flesh_n take_v to_o flesh_n the_o reason_n of_o this_o exposition_n be_v because_o when_o the_o eye_n be_v not_o use_v in_o deal_v with_o vain_a object_n it_o be_v pull_v out_o and_o cast_v away_o from_o they_o though_o not_o from_o he_o that_o own_v it_o and_o the_o literal_a sense_n of_o holy_a scripture_n be_v always_o the_o meaning_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n but_o only_o when_o scripture_n seem_o jar_n with_o itself_o this_o resolution_n of_o shut_v the_o window_n will_v in_o the_o execution_n keep_v out_o the_o vain_a love_n of_o woman_n who_o we_o ought_v not_o vain_o to_o love_v do_v i_o say_v love_n give_v i_o my_o word_n again_o it_o can_v be_v true_a love_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d as_o
in_o itself_o but_o altogether_o in_o the_o exercise_n of_o itself_o chap._n 12._o it_o be_v the_o course_n of_o the_o jesuit_n at_o st._n omers_n to_o send_v every_o year_n in_o the_o time_n of_o harvest_n two_o mission_n of_o english_a scholar_n into_o remote_a part_n of_o the_o christian_a world_n one_o to_o rome_n in_o italy_n and_o another_o to_o valladolid_n or_o sevil_n in_o spain_n and_o these_o place_n in_o spain_n receive_v their_o mission_n by_o turn_n in_o all_o these_o place_n be_v english_a college_n whereof_o the_o superior_n or_o governor_n be_v jesuit_n the_o rest_n scholar_n chalk_v out_o for_o secular_a priest_n by_o secular_a priest_n i_o understand_v not_o regular_a priest_n neither_o jesuit_n nor_o monk_n nor_o friur_n but_o priest_n without_o any_o far_a addition_n who_o primarie_a charge_n in_o their_o institution_n by_o which_o they_o differ_v from_o other_o be_v to_o teach_v and_o instruct_v secular_a people_n and_o to_o reside_v in_o benefice_n and_o be_v parish_n priest_n here_o i_o have_v a_o notable_a trick_n to_o discover_v and_o i_o shall_v ever_o stop_v and_o stand_v amaze_v and_o ponder_v the_o malice_n of_o the_o jesuit_n when_o i_o think_v of_o it_o their_o best_a and_o most_o able_a scholar_n they_o send_v always_o to_o spain_n and_o only_o their_o weak_a vessel_n to_o rome_n in_o their_o ordinary_a proceed_n whereof_o some_o be_v lame_a some_o crooked_a other_o imperfect_a in_o the_o natural_a part_n of_o speak_v the_o reason_n of_o it_o be_v excellent_a knowledge_n the_o scholar_n be_v with_o they_o and_o subordinate_a to_o they_o in_o their_o college_n and_o now_o far_o from_o their_o country_n it_o be_v a_o great_a portion_n of_o their_o labour_n to_o win_v they_o by_o favour_n promise_n threat_n in_o the_o by_o and_o much_o cunning_n to_o be_v jesuit_n and_o so_o they_o never_o leave_v any_o if_o all_o they_o can_v do_v will_v do_v withal_o for_o the_o secular_a priest_n but_o the_o lean_a and_o bony_a end_n and_o the_o refuse_v of_o they_o for_o the_o jesuit_n and_o the_o secular_a priest_n be_v great_a opposite_n and_o much_o contrary_n in_o their_o opinion_n and_o the_o weakness_n of_o the_o one_o will_v help_v negative_o to_o the_o strength_n of_o the_o other_o the_o pope_n be_v inform_v of_o this_o jesuitical_a device_n give_v a_o command_n at_o rome_n where_o his_o power_n be_v absolute_a in_o all_o kind_n that_o every_o scholar_n the_o year_n of_o his_o probation_n be_v expire_v shall_v bind_v himself_o by_o a_o oath_n not_o to_o enter_v into_o any_o order_n of_o religion_n till_o after_o three_o year_n durance_n in_o england_n and_o then_o they_o begin_v to_o set_v on_o foot_n the_o trick_n i_o tell_v you_o of_o but_o if_o one_o desire_v admittance_n into_o a_o mission_n who_o by_o reason_n of_o some_o defect_n for_o example_n the_o defect_n of_o have_v enter_v into_o a_o order_n and_o return_v with_o dislike_n can_v according_o to_o their_o rule_n be_v a_o jesuit_n if_o he_o come_v with_o strong_a and_o able_a commendation_n they_o will_v send_v he_o to_o rome_n though_o he_o be_v a_o deserve_a man_n that_o he_o and_o such_o as_o he_o may_v stand_v like_o a_o good_a face_n or_o a_o fresh_a colour_n over_o the_o device_n that_o lie_v inward_a they_o have_v a_o very_a godly-faced_a answer_n to_o this_o objection_n and_o say_v these_o imperfect_a creature_n be_v as_o god_n make_v they_o and_o they_o be_v send_v over_o by_o their_o poor_a friend_n to_o be_v priest_n and_o we_o that_o wear_v out_o our_o body_n and_o life_n in_o the_o education_n of_o youth_n have_v good_a reason_n to_o choose_v the_o sound_a part_n and_o they_o which_o come_v to_o we_o be_v not_o take_v from_o the_o church_n but_o restore_v to_o it_o in_o a_o more_o excellent_a manner_n but_o first_o according_a to_o their_o own_o principle_n they_o be_v bind_v to_o go_v along_o with_o the_o founder_n intention_n and_o the_o founder_n intend_v the_o maintenance_n for_o able_a man_n second_o they_o do_v not_o perform_v their_o obligation_n of_o charity_n towards_o the_o body_n of_o the_o clergy_n which_o they_o notable_o maim_v and_o disable_v and_o yet_o in_o those_o place_n they_o be_v only_a steward_n for_o the_o clergy_n three_o they_o do_v great_a injury_n both_o to_o their_o church_n and_o their_o cause_n which_o suffer_v oftentimes_o by_o such_o martyr_n of_o nature_n and_o such_o unskilful_a defender_n some_o of_o which_o can_v read_v latin_a nor_o yet_o hard_a english_a see_v how_o god_n work_v for_o we_o by_o their_o sin_n four_o they_o delude_v the_o pope_n command_n concern_v the_o oath_n and_o whole_o frustrate_v his_o purpose_n and_o their_o four_o vow_n of_o obedience_n to_o his_o holiness_n stand_v for_o a_o cypher_n in_o this_o business_n and_o much_o more_o what_o remain_v now_o but_o that_o malice_n be_v predominant_a in_o the_o action_n and_o that_o they_o make_v themselves_o god_n and_o turn_v all_o to_o their_o own_o end_n chap._n 13._o at_o st._n omers_n their_o manner_n be_v to_o make_v trial_n of_o every_o one_o that_o come_v what_o nature_n and_o spirit_n he_o be_v of_o and_o what_o progress_n he_o have_v make_v in_o learning_n partly_o by_o apply_v subtle_a young_a lad_n to_o he_o which_o keep_v he_o company_n and_o turn_v he_o outward_a and_o inward_a again_o and_o make_v return_n of_o their_o observation_n to_o the_o jesuit_n and_o partly_o by_o their_o own_o sift_v he_o either_o in_o discourse_n or_o examination_n or_o in_o some_o other_o more_o labour_a exercise_n which_o trial_n when_o i_o have_v undergo_v a_o old_a jesuit_n gray_a in_o experience_n and_o a_o crafty_a one_o and_o one_o who_o name_n you_o have_v in_o your_o mind_n when_o you_o think_v not_o be_v then_o vice-provinciall_a of_o the_o english_a jesuit_n look_v sober_o upon_o i_o and_o tell_v i_o of_o a_o spiritual_a exercise_n in_o use_n among_o they_o which_o will_v much_o prefer_v i_o in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n if_o i_o be_v please_v to_o make_v use_n of_o it_o i_o yield_v and_o the_o next_o day_n in_o the_o evening_n i_o be_v bring_v into_o a_o chamber_n where_o the_o curtain_n be_v draw_v and_o all_o make_v very_o dark_a only_o a_o little_a light_n steal_v in_o at_o a_o corner_n of_o the_o window_n to_o a_o table_n where_o stand_v pen_n ink_n and_o paper_n and_o order_n be_v give_v i_o by_o my_o ghostly_a father_n a_o cunning_a man_n a_o man_n that_o do_v not_o walk_v in_o the_o light_n that_o i_o shall_v not_o undraw_v the_o curtain_n or_o speak_v with_o any_o person_n but_o himself_o for_o certain_a day_n and_o what_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n shall_v inspire_v into_o my_o heart_n concern_v my_o course_n of_o life_n i_o shall_v write_v there_o be_v pen_n ink_n and_o paper_n and_o he_o leave_v a_o meditation_n with_o i_o the_o matter_n of_o which_o be_v indeed_o very_o heavenly_a and_o he_o bring_v every_o day_n two_o or_o three_o more_o he_o visit_v i_o two_o or_o three_o time_n a_o day_n and_o always_o his_o question_n be_v after_o how_o do_v you_o child_n and_o so_o forth_o what_o have_v you_o write_v any_o thing_n feel_v you_o not_o any_o particular_a stir_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n and_o always_o i_o answer_v plain_o and_o true_o no._n have_v be_v keep_v in_o darkness_n some_o day_n and_o always_o leave_v to_o a_o more_o serious_a and_o attentive_a listen_v after_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o perceive_v no_o sign_n of_o a_o releasement_n i_o begin_v to_o suspect_v what_o the_o man_n aim_v at_o and_o i_o pray_v hearty_o that_o my_o good_a god_n will_v be_v please_v to_o direct_v i_o think_v with_o i_o have_v these_o meditation_n be_v appoint_v mere_o and_o precise_o for_o the_o elevation_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o god_n they_o have_v be_v excellent_a but_o pervert_v and_o abuse_v to_o serve_v man_n end_n they_o be_v not_o what_o they_o be_v but_o i_o think_v i_o will_v know_v far_o ever_o long_o the_o holy_a man_n come_v again_o and_o still_o inquire_v if_o i_o know_v the_o mind_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n my_o answer_n be_v i_o do_v hope_n yes_o but_o i_o be_v loath_a because_o ashamed_a to_o speak_v it_o be_v encourage_v by_o he_o i_o say_v that_o in_o my_o last_o meditation_n the_o spirit_n of_o god_n seem_v to_o call_v i_o to_o the_o society_n he_o know_v the_o phrase_n and_o the_o sense_n of_o it_o be_v god_n move_v i_o to_o be_v a_o jesuit_n he_o present_o catch_v up_o my_o word_n and_o tell_v i_o i_o be_v a_o happy_a man_n and_o have_v great_a cause_n to_o bless_v god_n for_o so_o high_a a_o call_n with_o much_o to_o that_o purpose_n and_o when_o he_o have_v his_o end_n my_o meditation_n have_v their_o end_n and_o the_o curtain_n be_v draw_v and_o have_v be_v enlighten_v from_o heaven_n it_o be_v grant_v
we_o all_o know_v the_o servant_n be_v not_o high_a than_o his_o master_n but_o much_o under_o he_o here_o be_v a_o secret_a it_o be_v a_o evil_a chance_n to_o a_o house_n when_o it_o fall_v into_o the_o most_o hard_a hand_n of_o a_o cruel_a murderer_n or_o bloody_a traitor_n but_o sin_n have_v change_v i_o into_o the_o most_o unhappy_a dwell_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o i_o that_o once_o fear_v to_o see_v the_o devil_n and_o who_o if_o i_o have_v see_v he_o will_v have_v run_v much_o more_o fear_v to_o come_v near_o he_o or_o to_o dwell_v with_o he_o in_o the_o same_o house_n or_o chamber_n have_v then_o take_v both_o he_o and_o hell-fire_n that_o he_o carry_v about_o he_o into_o my_o own_o self_n and_o give_v he_o the_o closet_n of_o my_o own_o heart_n to_o lodge_v in_o sin_n change_v the_o angel_n of_o heaven_n from_o a_o pure_a white_a to_o a_o most_o foul_a black_a and_o thus_o it_o have_v alter_v i_o i_o know_v that_o some_o of_o god_n people_n have_v they_o see_v i_o will_v have_v say_v what_o ere_o the_o matter_n be_v you_o be_v wonderful_o change_v and_o then_o i_o may_v well_o have_v answer_v true_o i_o be_o not_o well_o i_o be_o vex_v with_o a_o continual_a fit_n of_o a_o deadly_a sickness_n and_o i_o be_o so_o weaken_v by_o it_o that_o i_o can_v distinguish_v betwixt_o good_a and_o bad_a i_o have_v exchange_v god_n for_o vile_a thing_n hypocrisy_n and_o superstition_n which_o i_o have_v prefer_v before_o god_n for_o he_o that_o of_o two_o thing_n lay_v before_o he_o choose_v one_o esteem_v that_o to_o be_v the_o great_a good_a which_o he_o take_v and_o prefer_v before_o the_o other_o i_o know_v not_o what_o i_o do_v for_o i_o wound_v god_n altogether_o with_o his_o own_o weapon_n with_o the_o same_o gift_n which_o i_o receive_v of_o he_o with_o a_o condition_n to_o serve_v he_o have_v turn_v all_o his_o gift_n into_o the_o sharp_a weapon_n of_o sin_n i_o wound_v he_o with_o his_o own_o concourse_n his_o power_n by_o which_o he_o do_v assist_v i_o in_o all_o action_n agreeable_a to_o my_o nature_n so_o that_o i_o force_v god_n to_o strike_v himself_o in_o very_a deed_n with_o his_o own_o hand_n as_o if_o i_o deal_v with_o a_o child_n and_o set_v god_n against_o himself_o as_o it_o be_v cause_v division_n in_o the_o best_a and_o high_a unity_n but_o now_o be_v recover_v of_o the_o disease_n my_o understanding_n be_v more_o clear_a and_o more_o discern_v and_o know_v god_n here_o my_o faith_n and_o hope_n give_v i_o a_o kind_n of_o security_n that_o i_o shall_v know_v he_o more_o distinct_o hereafter_o and_o see_v he_o face_n to_o face_n man_n desire_v to_o know_v labour_v to_o know_v and_o because_o knowledge_n be_v honey-sweet_a the_o more_o he_o know_v the_o more_o he_o labour_v to_o know_v and_o the_o more_o he_o know_v to_o labour_v for_o knowledge_n and_o in_o his_o labour_a to_o know_v one_o chief_a part_n of_o the_o knowledge_n he_o gain_v be_v that_o although_o he_o still_o labour_v to_o know_v and_o still_o know_v and_o although_o he_o shall_v live_v a_o thousand_o year_n and_o still_o know_v still_o among_o the_o thing_n which_o may_v be_v know_v they_o will_v be_v more_o which_o he_o know_v not_o than_o which_o he_o know_v and_o so_o still_o it_o will_v be_v though_o he_o shall_v live_v in_o the_o world_n for_o ever_o but_o god_n do_v not_o plant_v the_o natural_a passion_n of_o desire_n in_o the_o reasonable_a soul_n with_o a_o intention_n that_o it_o shall_v always_o lie_v gape_v but_o that_o it_o shall_v at_o length_n be_v satisfy_v when_o it_o shall_v close_v at_o last_o with_o its_o last_o end_n the_o like_a effect_n follow_v in_o pursue_v other_o object_n of_o desire_n if_o god_n shall_v have_v make_v after_o his_o conquest_n of_o one_o another_o world_n for_o alexander_n when_o he_o have_v do_v there_o he_o will_v have_v be_v weep_v again_o while_o indeed_o he_o will_v not_o have_v weep_v for_o another_o world_n but_o implicit_o for_o god_n who_o only_o can_v have_v fill_v his_o boundless_a desire_n the_o desire_n of_o man_n be_v in_o a_o manner_n infinite_a because_o it_o desire_v one_o thing_n after_o another_o into_o infinite_a and_o it_o can_v never_o be_v satisfy_v in_o this_o manner_n because_o the_o thing_n desire_v come_v not_o altogether_o but_o ever_o one_o after_o another_o as_o the_o day_n come_v but_o successive_o hour_n after_o hour_n not_o altogether_o and_o therefore_o it_o must_v follow_v &_o it_o will_v follow_v and_o it_o can_v but_o follow_v that_o it_o must_v be_v satisfy_v with_o a_o thing_n actual_o infinite_a which_o shall_v always_o feed_v and_o yet_o always_o fill_v the_o soul_n with_o knowledge_n riches_n pleasure_n every_o good_a thing_n ut_fw-la semper_fw-la quidem_fw-la deus_fw-la doceat_fw-la say_v s._n irenaeus_n homo_fw-la autem_fw-la semper_fw-la discat_fw-la quae_fw-la sunt_fw-la a_o deo_fw-la that_o god_n may_v always_o teach_v and_o man_n may_v always_o learn_v every_o degree_n of_o light_n open_v to_o the_o soul_n a_o more_o ample_a and_o more_o clear_a sight_n of_o god_n in_o himself_o or_o in_o his_o creature_n desire_n and_o love_n tend_v to_o union_n we_o desire_v to_o have_v and_o we_o love_v to_o enjoy_v and_o therefore_o the_o power_n desire_v and_o love_v strive_v to_o bring_v home_o the_o thing_n belove_v where_o desire_n cease_v and_o love_n remain_v and_o thus_o also_o in_o the_o act_n of_o knowledge_n for_o alhough_o after_o our_o manner_n of_o know_v in_o this_o world_n because_o our_o knowledge_n be_v imperfect_a it_o be_v not_o require_v that_o the_o thing_n know_v or_o understand_v shall_v be_v join_v to_o the_o understanding_n by_o which_o we_o know_v but_o this_o be_v content_v with_o a_o species_n or_o picture_n of_o it_o yet_o when_o we_o know_v and_o see_v clear_o god_n and_o the_o understanding_n come_v face_n to_o face_n they_o meet_v in_o a_o close_a union_n together_o the_o understanding_n be_v the_o first_o faculty_n must_v as_o it_o be_v first_o touch_v the_o divine_a essence_n i_o must_v not_o here_o imagine_v that_o the_o union_n of_o the_o bless_a soul_n with_o god_n be_v like_o the_o conjunction_n of_o christ_n humanity_n with_o his_o divinity_n whence_o result_v one_o person_n which_o we_o call_v christ_n but_o she_o shall_v be_v join_v to_o he_o as_o a_o child_n to_o the_o mother_n breast_n where_o indeed_o it_o suck_v and_o take_v hold_v with_o the_o mouth_n but_o the_o mother_n hold_v it_o fast_o in_o her_o arm_n support_v it_o that_o it_o can_v fall_v either_o to_o the_o ground_n or_o from_o the_o breast_n and_o whereas_o these_o two_o face_n be_v very_o different_a the_o understanding_n be_v it_o angelical_a or_o humane_a and_o the_o essence_n of_o god_n because_o god_n can_v stoop_v in_o his_o essence_n though_o he_o do_v in_o his_o power_n and_o other_o attribute_n the_o create_a understanding_n as_o be_v very_o low_a be_v lift_v up_o to_o the_o divine_a essence_n that_o be_v strengthen_v with_o a_o light_n which_o we_o call_v the_o light_n of_o glory_n and_o this_o be_v a_o true_a comment_n upon_o the_o prophet_n david_n in_o thy_o light_n shall_v we_o see_v light_n it_o be_v excellent_o 9_o psal_n 36._o 9_o do_v of_o the_o father_n of_o light_n in_o the_o creation_n of_o the_o world_n in_o the_o first_o place_n to_o produce_v light_n for_o as_o it_o be_v the_o first_o perfect_a creature_n so_o it_o shall_v be_v the_o last_o i_o mean_v the_o light_n of_o glory_n he_o begin_v with_o light_n he_o go_v on_o with_o light_n look_v else_o and_o he_o end_v with_o light_n and_o why_o so_o because_o god_n be_v light_n and_o because_o he_o ever_o be_v and_o be_v and_o ever_o will_v be_v light_a the_o soul_n shall_v see_v in_o god_n a_o most_o exact_a unity_n branch_v into_o a_o trinity_n a_o most_o perfect_a trinity_n gather_v together_o in_o a_o unity_n the_o most_o excellent_a independency_n or_o rather_o priority_n of_o the_o father_n because_o neither_o do_v the_o son_n or_o holy_a ghost_n in_o any_o proper_a sense_n depend_v the_o most_o excellent_a generation_n of_o the_o son_n the_o most_o excellent_a procession_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n whereof_o one_o be_v not_o the_o other_o and_o yet_o they_o be_v not_o three_o most_o excellent_a but_o one_o most_o excellent_a o_o mystery_n of_o mystery_n how_o the_o angel_n in_o every_o degree_n depend_v upon_o god_n and_o differ_v one_o from_o another_o how_o because_o he_o can_v not_o make_v a_o creature_n as_o perfect_a as_o himself_o he_o go_v in_o some_o kind_n as_o far_o as_o he_o can_v give_v they_o as_o much_o of_o he_o as_o he_o be_v able_a impart_v to_o they_o unchangeableness_n and_o eternity_n though_o not_o from_o everlasting_a yet_o for_o ever_o and_o ever_o how_o fit_o the_o