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the_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v now_o unto_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n and_o yet_o through_o infirmity_n he_o say_v how_o can_v these_o thing_n be_v and_o therefore_o in_o the_o very_a next_o word_n v._o 18._o he_o say_v unto_o god_n o_o that_o ishmael_n may_v live_v before_o thou_o which_o word_n as_o they_o plain_o express_v abraham_n good_a will_n and_o wish_v to_o ishmael_n yet_o under_o correction_n to_o better_a judgement_n i_o conceive_v also_o from_o a_o compare_v of_o the_o word_n before_o and_o immediate_o after_o that_o they_o intimate_v a_o kind_n of_o doubt_v of_o god_n fulfil_v his_o word_n as_o if_o abraham_n shall_v have_v say_v lord_n i_o be_o
master_n shepheard_n ib._n several_a direction_n give_v by_o doctor_n preston_n in_o this_o case_n ib._n 3._o direction_n give_v in_o this_o case_n p._n 53_o 1._o consider_v the_o nature_n of_o thy_o sin_n in_o 6_o particular_n ib._n 2._o consider_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n in_o 3_o particular_n ib._n 3._o fly_v to_o god_n by_o prayer_n p._n 53_o 54_o serm._n iii_o chap._n iii_o how_o to_o satisfy_v such_o christian_n as_o think_v they_o ought_v not_o to_o believe_v because_o they_o do_v not_o know_v they_o be_v elect_v the_o complaint_n of_o the_o trouble_a soul_n p._n 56_o something_n speak_v to_o it_o by_o way_n of_o promise_n p._n 57_o the_o truth_n concern_v election_n premise_v in_o 5_o conclusion_n papist_n and_o arminian_o wound_n truth_n to_o heal_v conscience_n by_o lie_v charm_n ib._n 8._o consideration_n propound_v for_o soul_n thus_o trouble_v p._n 58_o 59_o etc._n etc._n 1._o consid_fw-la faith_n be_v not_o a_o apprehension_n of_o particular_a election_n but_o a_o application_n of_o general_a promise_n p._n 59_o 60_o 61_o 62_o 2._o consid_fw-la that_o thy_o faith_n only_o can_v discover_v to_o thou_o thy_o election_n p._n 62_o the_o covenant_n be_v only_o show_v by_o god_n to_o his_o saint_n p._n 62_o 63_o 3._o consider_v the_o phrase_n of_o scripture_n expound_v how_o our_o election_n may_v be_v make_v know_v to_o we_o p._n 63_o 4._o thou_o have_v no_o ground_n to_o conclude_v against_o thy_o election_n but_o thy_o unbelief_n p._n 64_o 65_o 5._o cons_n those_o that_o god_n elect_v to_o the_o end_n he_o elect_v to_o the_o mean_n p._n 65_o 66_o we_o must_v have_v a_o sense_n of_o faith_n before_o we_o can_v have_v a_o sense_n of_o our_o election_n p._n 66_o 6._o by_o this_o stumble_n as_o we_o perplex_v ourselves_o so_o we_o call_v god_n wisdom_n in_o question_n a_o way_n and_o slander_v the_o charter_n of_o free_a grace_n p._n 67_o 7._o if_o we_o will_v believe_v god_n decree_n can_v hinder_v we_o of_o heaven_n p._n 68_o 8._o heaven_n and_o glory_n be_v worth_a a_o adventure_n whether_o we_o be_v elect_v or_o no._n p._n 68_o 69_o sâ—rm_n iu_o chap._n iu._n how_o to_o comfort_v poor_a soul_n that_o dare_v not_o believe_v because_o of_o their_o unworthiness_n in_o respect_n of_o their_o many_o and_o great_a sin_n 7._o consideration_n to_o comfort_v the_o soul_n under_o this_o affliction_n p._n 72_o 73_o etc._n etc._n 1._o god_n grace_n be_v full_a enough_o of_o height_n and_o length_n and_o depth_n and_o breadth_n christ_n can_v be_v bring_v to_o pant_v for_o breath_n of_o free_a grace_n p._n 72_o 73_o 74_o 75_o 2._o consid_fw-la there_o be_v no_o defect_n of_o will_n in_o god_n to_o save_v the_o high_a or_o great_a sinner_n p._n 76_o 77_o 78_o 79_o there_o be_v not_o only_a power_n but_o eagerness_n in_o christ_n will_n to_o save_v the_o great_a sinner_n p._n 77_o 75_o christ_n eagerness_n to_o save_v sinner_n prove_v by_o 12_o particular_n p._n 77_o 78_o 79_o 1._o he_o speak_v 2._o he_o swear_v 3._o he_o plead_v 4._o he_o expostulate_v with_o we_o upon_o denial_n 5._o he_o appeal_v 6._o he_o wish_v 7._o he_o profess_v he_o know_v not_o how_o to_o destroy_v they_o 8._o he_o weeps_z 9_o he_o invite_v 10._o he_o come_v from_o heaven_n to_o earth_n on_o this_o errand_n 11._o he_o die_v for_o great_a sinner_n 12._o he_o send_v messenger_n to_o treat_v and_o parley_v with_o great_a sinner_n p._n 77_o 78_o 79_o 3._o consid_fw-la god_n have_v pardon_v and_o christ_n have_v wash_v as_o great_a sinner_n as_o thou_o be_v that_o be_v so_o either_o actual_o or_o habitual_o p._n 80_o 4._o consid_fw-la infinite_a mercy_n never_o do_v its_o utmost_a yet_o god_n can_v pardon_v great_a sinner_n than_o he_o have_v pardon_v p._n 81_o 82_o 5._o consid_fw-la there_o be_v as_o much_o reason_n on_o thy_o part_n why_o christ_n shall_v pardon_v thou_o as_o there_o be_v in_o any_o of_o the_o saint_n why_o he_o pardon_v they_o p._n 83_o 6._o consid_fw-la god_n never_o marry_v any_o for_o a_o portion_n nor_o refuse_v any_o for_o want_n of_o one_o p._n 84_o 7._o consid_fw-la christ_n shall_v attain_v his_o design_n in_o pardon_v sinner_n more_o full_o by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a sinner_n thou_o be_v p._n 84_o 85_o christ_n get_v most_o glory_n by_o pardon_v great_a sinner_n p._n 85_o 1._o he_o glorify_v his_o power_n and_o patience_n and_o riches_n of_o mercy_n p._n 84_o 2._o he_o get_v glory_n from_o they_o they_o will_v love_v much_o p._n 85_o 3._o other_o by_o their_o example_n will_v be_v persuade_v to_o turn_v ib._n the_o whole_a case_n conclude_v with_o a_o story_n out_o of_o eusebius_n p._n 86_o 87_o serm._n v._o chap._n v._o how_o to_o satisfy_v a_o soul_n doubt_v that_o it_o have_v sin_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n the_o complaint_n state_v 89._o something_o speak_v to_o it_o by_o way_n of_o premise_v 90._o 1._o there_o be_v such_o a_o sin_n 90._o why_o it_o be_v call_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n 90._o 2._o it_o be_v unpardonable_a 91._o 3._o elect_a once_o can_v commit_v it_o p._n 91_o this_o scruple_n proceed_v from_o ignorance_n p._n 91_o 92_o 12._o consideration_n tend_v to_o comfort_v the_o soul_n under_o this_o wound_n and_o to_o inform_v we_o concern_v the_o nature_n of_o this_o sin_n p._n 92_o 93_o 94_o 95_o etc._n etc._n 1_o consid_fw-la none_o can_v ever_o tell_v what_o this_o sin_n be_v p._n 9â—_n various_a opinion_n of_o it_o 92._o the_o schoolman_n and_o papist_n opinion_n of_o it_o 92_o their_a 6_o species_n of_o it_o disprove_v p._n 92_o 93_o how_o bsasphemy_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n may_v be_v take_v p._n 93_o how_o far_o we_o may_v discover_v what_o this_o sin_n be_v p._n 94_o 2._o consid_fw-la none_o can_v be_v guilty_a of_o it_o but_o such_o as_o have_v have_v a_o great_a measure_n of_o knowledge_n p._n 94_o 95_o 3._o consid_fw-la it_o must_v be_v a_o settle_a sin_n of_o our_o own_o continue_v in_o without_o repentance_n not_o a_o transient_a suggest_a thought_n for_o which_o we_o grieve_v p._n 96_o 97_o 4._o consid_fw-la every_o sin_n against_o knowledge_n be_v not_o this_o sin_n p._n 97_o what_o manner_n of_o sin_v against_o knowledge_n it_o must_v be_v ib._n 5._o consid_fw-la a_o bare_a denial_n of_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n with_o which_o we_o be_v enlighten_v and_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n infuse_v into_o we_o be_v not_o this_o unpardonable_a sin_n p._n 98_o what_o manner_n of_o denial_n of_o truth_n be_v a_o ingredient_n into_o this_o sin_n ib._n 6._o consid_fw-la every_o envy_n at_o and_o hatred_n of_o our_o brethren_n and_o their_o goodness_n be_v not_o this_o sin_n p._n 99_o what_o manner_n of_o envy_n and_o hatred_n be_v a_o ingredient_n into_o this_o sin_n p._n 100_o 7._o consid_fw-la it_o must_v be_v join_v with_o a_o total_a fall_v away_o from_o the_o truth_n religion_n and_o profession_n of_o jesus_n christ_n ib._n 8._o consid_fw-la other_o will_v complain_v of_o it_o as_o well_o as_o thyself_o if_o thou_o have_v sin_v this_o sin_n p._n 101_o 9_o consid_fw-la thy_o complain_v and_o grieve_v for_o it_o be_v a_o sign_n thou_o be_v not_o guilty_a of_o it_o ib._n 10._o consid_fw-la the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n be_v not_o unpardonable_a in_o respect_n of_o god_n mercy_n or_o its_o greatness_n p._n 102_o how_n and_o why_o it_o be_v say_v to_o be_v unpardonable_a ib._n 11._o consid_fw-la it_o can_v be_v a_o block_n for_o thou_o in_o the_o way_n of_o beleeve_o because_o though_o it_o do_v take_v away_o from_o thou_o the_o power_n yet_o it_o do_v not_o excuse_v thou_o from_o the_o duty_n of_o believe_v 103_o 12._o thou_o can_v not_o conclude_v thyself_o to_o have_v sin_v this_o sin_n if_o thou_o have_v sin_v it_o before_o thy_o die_a hour_n ib._n the_o conclusion_n of_o the_o case_n with_o a_o general_a description_n of_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n p._n 104_o 105_o serm._n vi_o chap._n vi_o how_o to_o satisfy_v such_o poor_a soul_n as_o be_v conceit_v they_o do_v not_o believe_v when_o they_o indeed_o do_v 2_o cause_n of_o such_o complaint_n 1._o a_o mistake_n in_o the_o nature_n and_o act_n of_o faith_n p._n 108_o 2._o a_o misjudging_a of_o the_o effect_n of_o faith_n ib._n 2_o thing_n propound_v in_o order_n to_o satisfaction_n to_o such_o scruple_n as_o arise_v from_o the_o first_o cause_n ib._n 1_o thing_n viz._n that_o there_o be_v many_o act_n and_o degree_n of_o faith_n and_o every_o act_n be_v not_o require_v to_o justify_v faith_n ib._n 2_o thing_n that_o true_a faith_n be_v of_o so_o good_a a_o nature_n that_o it_o will_v consist_v in_o a_o soul_n with_o many_o doubt_n and_o weakness_n ib._n various_a opinion_n concern_v the_o justify_v act_n of_o faith_n knowledge_n be_v suppose_v to_o faith_n no_o
act_n of_o it_o 109_o assent_n in_o the_o first_o and_o low_a act_n of_o faith_n what_o it_o be_v ib._n what_o manner_n of_o assent_n be_v a_o act_n of_o faith_n p._n 110_o 1._o it_o must_v be_v steadfast_a 2._o impartial_a 3._o clear_a p._n 110_o 111_o what_o manner_n of_o assent_n wicked_a wretch_n give_v to_o god_n word_n p._n 112_o it_o be_v a_o ravish_a assent_n of_o their_o will_n p._n 113_o the_o second_o act_n of_o faith_n be_v reliance_n this_o be_v the_o justify_v act_n p._n 115_o six_o word_n which_o master_n ball_n have_v note_v in_o scripture_n set_v out_o the_o work_n of_o justify_v faith_n p._n 116_o the_o three_o act_n of_o faith_n be_v full_a persuasion_n and_o assurance_n what_o it_o be_v p._n 117_o this_o be_v not_o necessary_a but_o comfortable_a ib._n this_o be_v not_o that_o which_o justifi_v but_o fides_fw-la justificati_fw-la ib._n what_o be_v good_a and_o special_a justify_v faith_n p._n 118_o how_o far_o persuasion_n come_v into_o justify_v faith_n 1._o there_o be_v a_o difference_n betwixt_o a_o persuasion_n and_o a_o full_a persuasion_n ib._n 2._o there_o be_v a_o difference_n betwixt_o a_o persuasion_n relate_v to_o the_o present_a and_o a_o persuasion_n relate_v to_o the_o future_a 5_o conclusion_n from_o the_o premise_n to_o comfort_v a_o soul_n under_o this_o trouble_n ib._n serm._n vii_o chap._n vii_o how_o to_o satisfy_v such_o christian_n as_o conceit_v their_o faith_n be_v false_a because_o they_o have_v many_o doubt_n and_o weakness_n faith_n be_v of_o so_o good_a a_o nature_n that_o it_o will_v consist_v in_o a_o gracious_a heart_n with_o many_o doubt_n and_o weakness_n p._n 121_o 122_o 5_o conclusion_n of_o master_n sedgewicks_n concern_v doubt_n in_o a_o gracious_a soul_n p._n 123_o 5_o argument_n of_o master_n rutherford_n to_o prove_v that_o faith_n may_v consist_v with_o doubt_n p._n 124_o 125_o chap._n viii_o what_o doubt_n and_o weakness_n in_o respect_n of_o knowledge_n may_v consist_v in_o a_o true_o believe_a soul_n with_o true_a faith_n the_o complaint_n state_v p._n 126_o it_o be_v happy_a for_o the_o soul_n to_o complain_v it_o know_v nothing_o ib._n six_o conclusion_n show_v what_o ignorance_n may_v be_v in_o a_o true_a believe_a soul_n p._n 126_o 127_o 128_o etc._n etc._n 1._o a_o ignorance_n in_o some_o point_n of_o religion_n which_o in_o some_o sense_n may_v be_v call_v fundamental_o p._n 127_o a_o distinction_n of_o fundamental_o p._n 127_o 128_o what_o fundamental_o be_v necessary_a to_o be_v know_v and_o without_o which_o can_v be_v no_o faith_n p._n 127_o 128_o the_o conclusion_n prove_v p._n 128_o 129_o 130_o 2_o conc._n a_o believer_n may_v have_v true_a faith_n and_o yet_o be_v ignorant_a in_o many_o circumstantial_a point_n of_o religion_n p._n 130_o the_o conclusion_n prove_v p._n 130_o 131_o 3_o conc._n a_o christian_a may_v have_v true_a faith_n and_o yet_o be_v ignorant_a in_o the_o history_n of_o the_o bible_n p._n 131_o 4_o conc._n a_o christian_a may_v have_v true_a faith_n and_o yet_o be_v ignorant_a of_o the_o meaning_n of_o many_o place_n in_o scripture_n p._n 131_o 5._o a_o christian_a may_v be_v so_o far_o ignorant_a in_o those_o fundamental_o that_o be_v necessary_a to_o be_v know_v that_o he_o can_v make_v they_o out_o and_o yet_o be_v a_o true_a believer_n p._n 132_o 6._o a_o christian_a may_v be_v so_o far_o ignorant_a in_o substantial_o that_o he_o can_v make_v they_o good_a upon_o dispute_n and_o yet_o have_v true_a faith_n p._n 133_o 2_o caution_n to_o be_v mix_v with_o the_o premise_a conclusion_n ib._n 1_o he_o must_v not_o be_v content_a with_o this_o ignorance_n ib._n 2_o he_o must_v not_o deny_v nor_o revile_v the_o truth_n which_o he_o do_v not_o as_o yet_o know_v p._n 133_o 134_o 135_o serm._n viii_o chap._n ix_o what_o doubt_n and_o weakness_n may_v consist_v with_o true_a faith_n in_o a_o gracious_a soul_n in_o respect_n to_o assent_v the_o complaint_n state_v p._n 136_o 5_o consideration_n to_o comfort_v the_o soul_n in_o several_a complaint_n concern_v the_o weakness_n of_o its_o assent_n p._n 136_o 137_o 138_o etc._n etc._n 1._o a_o true_a believer_n may_v think_v he_o do_v not_o assent_v to_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n when_o indeed_o he_o do_v p._n 137_o our_o assent_n be_v to_o be_v judge_v by_o our_o action_n p._n 138_o 139_o 140_o 2._o a_o christian_a may_v be_v a_o true_a believer_n and_o yet_o sometime_o doubt_n or_o indeed_o rather_o be_v tempt_v to_o doubt_v whether_o the_o word_n of_o god_n be_v the_o word_n of_o god_n or_o no._n p._n 140_o 141_o four_o note_n by_o which_o we_o may_v know_v whether_o our_o atheistical_a thought_n against_o the_o truth_n of_o the_o scripture_n be_v temptation_n or_o no._n p._n 141_o 142_o 143_o 1_o if_o they_o be_v they_o be_v ordinary_o but_o disputation_n and_o not_o determination_n p._n 141_o 2._o if_o they_o be_v but_o temptation_n thou_o strive_v against_o they_o p._n 142_o 3._o if_o they_o be_v but_o temptation_n they_o will_v not_o dwell_v with_o thou_o ib_n 4._o if_o they_o be_v but_o temptation_n thou_o lead_v not_o thy_o life_n according_a to_o they_o while_o thou_o be_v under_o they_o p._n 143_o 144_o 3._o conc._n a_o christian_a may_v be_v a_o true_a believer_n and_o yet_o not_o for_o the_o present_a assent_n to_o some_o particular_a truth_n in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n p._n 144_o from_o what_o cause_v such_o a_o deficiency_n in_o assent_n may_v arise_v viz._n 1._o ignorance_n 2._o weakness_n p._n 144_o 145_o 146_o 4._o conc._n a_o christian_n that_o be_v a_o true_a believer_n may_v possible_o not_o assent_v to_o the_o true_a meaning_n of_o this_o or_o that_o place_n of_o scripture_n yea_o possible_o close_a with_o a_o false_a interpretation_n of_o it_o p._n 146_o 147_o 148_o every_o misbeliever_n be_v not_o a_o unbeliever_n p._n 147_o 148_o 5._o conc._n a_o christian_a may_v true_o believe_v and_o true_o and_o clear_o assent_v unto_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n though_o he_o can_v in_o all_o thing_n give_v a_o clear_a evidence_n for_o his_o assent_n p._n 148_o 149_o a_o truth_n be_v two_o way_n clear_a to_o a_o christ_n first_o to_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o reason_n second_o to_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o faith_n p._n 148_o 149_o many_o truth_n of_o god_n be_v not_o clear_a to_o the_o christian_n eye_n of_o reason_n all_o be_v clear_a to_o his_o eye_n of_o faith_n p._n 149_o a_o difference_n of_o evidence_n out_o of_o master_n ball._n p._n 148_o 149_o 150_o the_o conclusion_n of_o the_o case_n with_o a_o repetition_n of_o the_o conclusion_n and_o a_o addition_n of_o two_o caution_n p._n 150_o 151_o 152_o 153_o serm._n ix_o chap._n x._o concern_v those_o doubt_n and_o weakness_n which_o may_v consist_v with_o true_a faith_n in_o a_o gracious_a soul_n in_o respect_n to_o the_o justify_v act_n of_o faith_n viz._n reliance_n the_o complaint_n state_v of_o such_o as_o conceive_v their_o faith_n and_o reliance_n be_v not_o true_a because_o they_o can_v think_v they_o rely_v or_o do_v not_o as_o they_o conceive_v constant_o rely_v or_o can_v find_v a_o equal_a reliance_n upon_o all_o the_o promise_n p._n 156_o several_a conclusion_n and_o consideration_n to_o comfort_v the_o soul_n under_o such_o scruple_n p._n 157_o 158_o 159_o 160_o 161_o 162_o 163_o 164_o 165_o 166_o 1._o consid_fw-la a_o christian_a may_v true_o and_o whole_o rely_v on_o jesus_n christ_n and_o yet_o not_o believe_v he_o full_o and_o true_o rely_v p_o 157_o 158_o 2._o consid_fw-la a_o christian_a may_v have_v true_a faith_n and_o true_o rely_v upon_o jesus_n christ_n and_o real_o think_v he_o do_v not_o true_o rest_v and_o rely_v p._n 159_o 3._o consid_fw-la thou_o may_v question_v and_o doubt_v thy_o reliance_n and_o yet_o true_o rely_v dispute_v argue_v a_o weakness_n not_o a_o nullity_n of_o the_o act_n p._n 160_o 161_o cause_n assign_v of_o such_o conceit_n in_o christian_n against_o the_o truth_n of_o their_o reliance_n and_o of_o such_o dispute_n in_o their_o spirit_n concern_v it_o p._n 162_o etc._n etc._n 1._o cause_n the_o remain_v of_o natural_a blindness_n p._n 162_o 2._o cause_n the_o devil_n temptation_n p._n 163_o 3._o cause_n the_o misgive_n and_o suspicious_a nature_n of_o christian_n ib._n 4._o cause_n mist_n of_o melancholy_n cloud_v the_o soul_n eye_n p._n 164_o 5._o cause_n a_o christian_n wilfulness_n refuse_v to_o take_v any_o evidence_n of_o the_o truth_n of_o faith_n but_o from_o sense_n ib._n 4._o consid_fw-la thou_o may_v at_o all_o time_n true_o rely_v and_o yet_o not_o at_o all_o time_n with_o equal_a confidence_n rely_v p._n 165_o 166_o 5._o consid_fw-la thou_o may_v not_o so_o full_o and_o equal_o rely_v upon_o some_o promise_n at_o all_o time_n as_o upon_o other_o and_o yet_o true_o rely_v upon_o all_o p._n 167_o it_o be_v hard_a
in_o time_n of_o apparent_a danger_n to_o rely_v ib._n because_o danger_n be_v obvious_a to_o sense_n the_o object_n of_o faith_n be_v out_o of_o sight_n p._n 168_o promise_n where_o the_o flesh_n be_v concern_v where_o sense_n fail_v be_v hard_a to_o be_v rely_v on_o then_o promise_v mere_o relate_v to_o the_o soul_n p._n 167_o 168_o 2._o the_o soul_n may_v have_v more_o cause_n to_o fear_v god_n fulfil_v of_o promise_n for_o this_o life_n than_o it_o have_v or_o can_v have_v to_o fear_v the_o fulfil_n of_o promise_n for_o eternal_a life_n p._n 169_o the_o reason_n of_o it_o p._n 169_o 170_o serm._n x._o 6._o consid_fw-la a_o christian_a may_v hang_v tremble_o on_o the_o promise_n and_o yet_o true_o p._n 171_o several_a cause_n of_o a_o believer_n tremble_v sometime_o p._n 173_o 174_o etc._n etc._n 1._o cause_n the_o deep_a apprehension_n of_o their_o misery_n proceed_v p._n 173_o 2._o cause_n the_o hold_v that_o have_v already_o deceive_v the_o soul_n p._n 174_o 3._o cause_n the_o distance_n of_o the_o promise_n to_o sense_n and_o the_o generality_n of_o they_o p._n 175_o 176_o 4._o cause_n desertion_n p._n 177_o whence_o arise_v tremble_v in_o desertion_n viz._n from_o the_o sense_n of_o sin_n occasion_v this_o desertion_n ib._n 2._o cause_n why_o the_o believer_n tremble_v in_o desertion_n be_v because_o the_o very_a essence_n of_o desertion_n be_v the_o withdraw_n of_o the_o shining_n of_o god_n love_n which_o only_o can_v keep_v the_o soul_n from_o tremble_v p._n 177_o 178_o 179_o 7._o consid_fw-la thou_o may_v true_o rely_v upon_o christ_n and_o the_o promise_n and_o yet_o not_o be_v able_a at_o all_o time_n full_o and_o true_o to_o appropriate_v and_o peculiarise_v they_o to_o thyself_o p._n 180_o several_a distinction_n of_o promise_n and_o time_n to_o be_v observe_v for_o the_o clear_n up_o the_o consideration_n p._n 181_o 182_o 183_o 184_o 2._o distinction_n of_o promise_n instance_a in_o temporal_a spiritual_a absolute_a conditional_a p._n 180_o 181_o 1._o temporal_a promise_n make_v to_o particular_a person_n and_o kingdom_n must_v not_o be_v appropriate_v they_o be_v cancel_v bond_n p._n 184_o 2._o we_o may_v true_o appropriate_v spiritual_a promise_n though_o we_o can_v for_o the_o present_a particular_o apply_v temporal_a &_o bodily_a promise_n p._n 185_o 186_o what_o promise_n be_v absolute_a what_o conditional_a p._n 181_o 182_o a_o distinction_n of_o time_n must_v be_v observe_v there_o be_v a_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o saint_n winter_n and_o summer_n p._n 183_o what_o be_v the_o soul_n winter_n and_o summer_n 〈…〉_o ib._n the_o truth_n of_o the_o consideration_n in_o certain_a conclusion_n 1._o particular_a promise_n must_v not_o be_v expect_v to_o be_v peculiarise_v our_o name_n be_v not_o in_o the_o bond_n p._n 184_o 2._o at_o sometime_o possible_o we_o may_v not_o be_v able_a to_o appropriate_v temporal_a promise_n ib._n certain_a such_o time_n express_v p._n 184_o 185._o 1._o a_o time_n of_o extreme_a want_n and_o penury_n 2._o in_o the_o dark_a day_n of_o desertion_n 3._o in_o a_o misty_a day_n of_o melancholy_n 4._o in_o a_o black_a day_n of_o bodily_a affliction_n 5._o it_o do_v not_o argue_v a_o nullity_n of_o true_a faith_n in_o spiritual_a promise_n not_o to_o be_v able_a to_o believe_v with_o a_o special_a faith_n the_o promise_n for_o this_o life_n at_o any_o time_n p._n 185_o 3._o conc._n for_o those_o that_o be_v conditional_a promise_n in_o dark_a time_n the_o soul_n may_v not_o be_v able_a clear_o and_o full_o to_o apply_v they_o rest_n upon_o they_o and_o peculiar_o apply_v they_o and_o yet_o at_o the_o same_o time_n true_o dwell_v and_o rest_v upon_o they_o p._n 186_o 4._o conc._n in_o dark_a time_n the_o true_o believe_v soul_n though_o it_o can_v give_v no_o reason_n for_o it_o may_v not_o be_v able_a to_o apply_v the_o most_o absolute_a peculiar_a promise_n as_o its_o peculiar_a portion_n p._n 187_o this_o must_v be_v clear_v by_o consider_v what_o be_v require_v for_o a_o soul_n to_o be_v able_a to_o rest_v upon_o any_o promise_n as_o its_o peculiar_a portion_n p._n 188_o 189_o serm._n xi_o a_o progress_n in_o the_o former_a subject_n three_o thing_n requisite_a to_o be_v find_v in_o that_o soul_n that_o peculiarise_v any_o promise_n so_o as_o to_o say_v this_o be_v my_o portion_n p._n 189_o 1._o there_o must_v be_v a_o clear_a understanding_n of_o the_o promise_n ib._n 2._o a_o clear_a understanding_n of_o our_o own_o condition_n ib._n 3._o a_o mighty_a and_o particular_a work_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o soul_n ib._n a_o misunderstanding_n of_o the_o person_n to_o who_o the_o promise_n be_v make_v or_o of_o the_o matter_n of_o the_o promise_n may_v be_v a_o cause_n of_o thy_o non_fw-la application_n p._n 190_o 2._o rule_n for_o the_o understanding_n of_o the_o promise_n in_o order_n to_o our_o particular_a application_n of_o they_o p._n 192_o 1._o general_n promise_n be_v to_o be_v particular_o apply_v and_o particular_a promise_n be_v to_o be_v general_o apply_v p._n 192_o this_o rule_n enlarge_v in_o 3_o branch_n and_o open_v p._n 192_o 193_o 2._o rule_n whatsoever_o promise_v thou_o find_v in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n make_v to_o any_o particular_a church_n or_o people_n for_o spiritual_a and_o soul_n mercy_n we_o may_v still_o apply_v to_o the_o present_a church_n though_o not_o the_o same_o and_o any_o member_n thereof_o p._n 193_o 3._o thing_n to_o confirm_v this_o 1._o god_n be_v immutable_a p._n 194_o 2._o the_o promise_n be_v make_v to_o they_o not_o as_o such_o and_o such_o people_n but_o as_o god_n people_n ib._n 3._o the_o promise_n be_v make_v to_o christ_n and_o the_o covenant_n of_o which_o they_o be_v branch_n be_v make_v to_o he_o and_o his_o heir_n p._n 195_o many_o reason_n of_o master_n s._n rutherford_n to_o prove_v that_o the_o promise_n and_o the_o covenant_n be_v original_o make_v to_o christ_n personal_a not_o christ_n mystical_a p._n 195_o 196_o master_n rutherford_n distinction_n of_o a_o covenant_n and_o promise_v make_v to_o christ_n some_o to_o he_o alone_o some_o part_n to_o he_o and_o he_o p._n 196_o 197_o what_o they_o be_v in_o their_o distinction_n p._n 197_o a_o 3d._a rule_n for_o the_o understanding_n of_o the_o promise_n conditional_a promise_n require_v not_o that_o we_o shall_v fulfil_v the_o condition_n require_v p._n 197_o 198_o 199_o the_o 2d_o thing_n require_v to_o make_v the_o soul_n particular_o apply_v the_o promise_n viz._n a_o clear_a understanding_n in_o the_o soul_n of_o its_o own_o condition_n p._n 200_o 201_o the_o 3d_o thing_n require_v to_o make_v the_o soul_n particular_o apply_v the_o promise_n be_v a_o constant_a wonderful_a work_n of_o the_o power_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o soul_n p._n 202_o this_o may_v be_v sometime_o more_o sometime_o less_o p_o 202_o 203_o serm._n xii_o chap._n xii_o concern_v those_o weakness_n that_o may_v in_o a_o gracious_a soul_n accompany_v the_o bigh_a act_n of_o faith_n viz._n assurance_n and_o how_o to_o satisfy_v the_o soul_n that_o scruple_n its_o faith_n because_o it_o can_v be_v assure_v at_o all_o or_o if_o at_o all_o yet_o weak_o and_o inconstant_o several_a conclusion_n to_o comfort_v the_o soul_n under_o trouble_n of_o this_o nature_n 206_o 207_o 208_o 209_o 1._o conc._n thou_o may_v have_v a_o true_a and_o certain_a faith_n and_o such_o a_o one_o as_o will_v rich_o save_v thou_o and_o yet_o have_v no_o assurance_n of_o thy_o salvation_n p._n 206_o various_a opinion_n concern_v assurance_n p._n 206_o 207_o how_o far_o persuasion_n come_v into_o justify_v faith_n p._n 206_o 207_o 208_o the_o 2_o former_a distinction_n concern_v persuasion_n repeat_v and_o enlarge_v ib._n master_n burges_n his_o 3_o reason_n why_o our_o sin_n be_v not_o actual_o and_o formal_o pardon_v from_o eternity_n but_o only_o when_o we_o believe_v p._n 209_o a_o four_o reason_n add_v to_o he_o p._n 209_o the_o 4_o former_o mention_v conclusion_n concern_v persuasion_n again_o repeat_v and_o demonstrate_v p._n 210_o 211_o 2._o other_o conclusion_n concern_v assurance_n add_v and_o prove_v p._n 211_o 212_o 1._o that_o it_o be_v false_a that_o the_o papist_n say_v no_o particular_a assurance_n can_v be_v procure_v or_o aught_o to_o be_v look_v after_o 2._o it_o be_v as_o false_a that_o antinomian_o say_v that_o there_o be_v no_o true_a faith_n without_o a_o fullness_n of_o persuasion_n faith_n without_o assurance_n may_v be_v 1._o save_v 2._o strong_a 3._o it_o may_v be_v certain_a p._n 212_o 213_o it_o be_v certain_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o 1_o object_n p._n 214_o 2_o event_n p._n 215_o 2d_o concl._n thy_o assurance_n may_v be_v true_a though_o weak_a and_o inconstant_a in_o degree_n p_o 215_o 216_o what_o time_n ordinary_o assurance_n be_v most_o strong_a p._n 217_o 1._o ordinary_o it_o be_v very_o high_a
19_o 11._o by_o the_o judgement_n of_o the_o lord_n david_n be_v make_v circumspect_a and_o three_o if_o we_o consider_v that_o the_o christian_n be_v not_o self-opinionated_a he_o care_v not_o for_o false_a glass_n and_o be_v more_o apt_a to_o behold_v his_o grace_n in_o a_o diminish_n then_o a_o multiply_a glass_n the_o sincere_a christian_a concern_v himself_o be_v as_o ready_a to_o miscall_v a_o mountain_n a_o molehill_n as_o the_o hypocrite_n be_v to_o misjudge_v every_o molehill_n a_o mountain_n almost_o as_o ready_a to_o miscall_v his_o good_a evil_n as_o the_o other_o to_o nickname_v his_o evil_a good_a and_o for_o the_o three_o branch_n of_o the_o doctrine_n that_o as_o it_o be_v the_o duty_n of_o christian_n to_o be_v sensible_a and_o groan_n under_o the_o defect_n of_o faith_n so_o it_o be_v their_o duty_n and_o they_o will_v not_o stand_v still_o but_o strive_v and_o pray_v for_o a_o increase_n of_o it_o much_o reason_n may_v be_v give_v for_o that_o too_o as_o first_o 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overjoy_v and_o know_v not_o how_o to_o believe_v this_o glorious_a word_n i_o trust_v god_n will_v be_v as_o good_a as_o his_o word_n but_o yet_o to_o make_v sure_a oh_o that_o ishmael_n may_v live_v before_o thou_o this_o i_o conceive_v we_o may_v see_v be_v intimate_v partly_o by_o compare_v the_o word_n with_o the_o former_a god_n have_v just_a then_o promise_v he_o a_o son_n by_o sarah_n vers_fw-la 16._o and_o upon_o it_o he_o utter_v this_o speech_n second_o by_o compare_v the_o word_n with_o those_o that_o immediate_o follow_v as_o god_n reply_n upon_o that_o desire_n of_o abraham_n v._o 18._o and_o god_n say_v sarah_n thy_o wife_n shall_v bear_v thou_o a_o son_n indeed_o and_o thou_o shall_v call_v his_o name_n isaac_n as_o if_o god_n shall_v have_v say_v be_v thou_o dispute_v abraham_n indeed_o my_o word_n shall_v come_v to_o pass_v i_o be_o not_o in_o jest_n with_o thou_o nay_o more_o to_o confirm_v thou_o thou_o shall_v call_v his_o name_n isaac_n god_n add_v two_o thing_n in_o his_o reply_n to_o confirm_v abraham_n faith_n 1._o the_o word_n indeed_o 2._o he_o particularize_v his_o son_n by_o name_n which_o he_o shall_v have_v so_o that_o it_o be_v plain_a he_o doubt_v yet_o say_v the_o apostle_n he_o stagger_v not_o through_o unbelief_n unbelief_n be_v not_o the_o predominant_a principle_n for_o he_o do_v believe_v it_o but_o infirmity_n be_v the_o principle_n from_o whence_o his_o doubt_v flow_v let_v we_o a_o little_a consider_v the_o word_n of_o the_o apostle_n etc._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d etc._n etc._n and_o they_o will_v full_o open_v this_o particular_a rom._n 4._o 20._o he_o stagger_v not_o at_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n through_o unbelief_n but_o be_v strong_a in_o faith_n give_v glory_n to_o god_n 1._o he_o stagger_v not_o at_o the_o promise_n do_v not_o quarrel_n at_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n word_n that_o he_o believe_v be_v true_a and_o faithful_a his_o doubt_n be_v from_o himself_o he_o be_v a_o hundred_o year_n old_a and_o his_o wife_n ninty_a indeed_o it_o be_v say_v v._o 19_o that_o he_o do_v not_o consider_v his_o own_o body_n now_o dead_a i_o conceive_v it_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v in_o fine_a he_o do_v not_o so_o consider_v it_o as_o to_o let_v it_o conquer_v his_o faith_n in_o the_o promise_n 2._o he_o stagger_v not_o at_o the_o promise_n through_o unbelief_n that_o be_v not_o the_o principle_n a_o total_a unbelief_n it_o be_v weakness_n for_o the_o present_a not_o unbelief_n three_o it_o be_v not_o such_o a_o donbt_v but_o he_o give_v glory_n to_o god_n in_o rest_v upon_o his_o word_n as_o a_o true_a and_o faithful_a word_n and_o wait_v upon_o he_o for_o the_o accomplishment_n possible_o there_o may_v be_v some_o thing_n in_o that_o distinction_n which_o some_o of_o the_o schoolman_n make_v betwixt_o disceptatio_fw-la and_o dubitatio_fw-la to_o our_o purpose_n abraham_n do_v a_o little_a too_o much_o dispute_v with_o his_o sense_n upon_o this_o and_o say_v to_o his_o flesh_n a_o little_a too_o loud_o how_o can_v these_o thing_n be_v otherwise_o he_o will_v never_o have_v go_v in_o unto_o hagar_n his_o maid_n his_o sense_n of_o weakness_n say_v what_o shall_v i_o think_v shall_v this_o come_v to_o pass_v it_o be_v out_o of_o the_o course_n of_o nature_n but_o he_o do_v not_o doubt_v of_o unbelief_n i_o conceive_v doubt_v do_v argue_v a_o more_o settledness_n of_o thought_n in_o the_o negative_a than_o a_o mere_a dispute_v do_v when_o a_o man_n be_v almost_o confident_a of_o a_o thing_n yet_o have_v some_o scruple_n against_o it_o i_o may_v further_o add_v that_o the_o word_n in_o the_o verse_n translate_v unbelief_n be_v by_o critic_n note_v to_o signify_v rather_o a_o perfidiousness_n and_o rebel_n against_o and_o fall_v away_o from_o god_n than_o a_o bear_v not_o believe_v of_o his_o promise_n full_o for_o the_o present_a and_o therefore_o the_o schoolman_n make_v a_o great_a distinction_n betwixt_o incredulity_n and_o infidelity_n abraham_n be_v for_o the_o present_a incredulous_fw-la but_o not_o infidelis_fw-la he_o do_v not_o doubt_v with_o such_o a_o doubt_v as_o be_v the_o doubt_v of_o a_o infidel_n that_o believe_v not_o the_o word_n of_o god_n but_o be_v for_o the_o present_a incredulous_a in_o respect_n of_o his_o infirmity_n now_o on_o the_o contrary_a the_o reprobate_n doubt_v proceed_v mere_o from_o a_o root_n of_o unbelief_n he_o believe_v not_o that_o the_o god_n that_o have_v promise_v be_v faithful_a and_o just_a to_o perform_v but_o secret_o deni_v god_n in_o his_o heart_n and_o do_v not_o indeed_o so_o much_o disceptare_fw-la or_o dubitare_fw-la as_o apertè_fw-la negare_fw-la not_o so_o much_o dispute_v or_o doubt_n as_o open_o and_o plain_o deny_v god_n truth_n in_o his_o word_n now_o examine_v thy_o doubt_n by_o this_o mark_n from_o whence_o be_v they_o do_v they_o arise_v from_o unbeleef_n or_o from_o infirmity_n as_o for_o example_n suppose_v that_o promise_n come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v and_o i_o will_v ease_v you_o concern_v this_o thou_o doubte_v now_o whether_o this_o promise_n belong_v to_o thy_o soul_n or_o may_v be_v apply_v by_o thy_o particular_a soul_n yea_o or_o no_o and_o thou_o think_v he_o that_o doubt_v this_o be_v damn_v but_o peace_n christian_n whence_o spring_v this_o think_v thou_o the_o promise_n be_v this_o in_o substance_n that_o christ_n will_v ease_v those_o weary_a and_o heavyladen_a soul_n that_o come_v unto_o he_o do_v thou_o not_o now_o believe_v this_o yes_o but_o thou_o do_v not_o believe_v the_o promise_n do_v belong_v to_o thou_o and_o why_o oh_o thou_o be_v not_o weary_a and_o heavyladen_a thou_o be_v not_o in_o this_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d one_o that_o doubt_v about_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n but_o one_o that_o dispute_v his_o own_o baseness_n and_o in_o regard_n of_o that_o do_v not_o so_o full_o believe_v thou_o will_v say_v ah_o i_o know_v that_o that_o word_n be_v a_o word_n of_o truth_n who_o matter_n be_v truth_n and_o who_o author_n be_v truth_n but_o i_o doubt_v whether_o the_o truth_n of_o that_o word_n do_v belong_v to_o i_o and_o this_o be_v the_o truth_n of_o thy_o heart_n which_o do_v not_o doubt_n of_o the_o truth_n of_o the_o promise_n to_o those_o to_o who_o it_o do_v belong_v but_o of_o thy_o interest_n in_o it_o i_o say_v this_o doubt_n may_v be_v in_o the_o dear_a saint_n of_o god_n the_o unbeliever_n he_o doubt_v the_o truth_n of_o the_o promise_n he_o will_v not_o plain_o say_v so_o with_o his_o mouth_n but_o in_o his_o heart_n he_o altogether_o deny_v god_n and_o deny_v his_o word_n so_o that_o thou_o â—eest_v here_o be_v a_o great_a difference_n betwixt_o the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o in_o respect_n of_o the_o principle_n from_o which_o the_o doubt_n of_o each_o spring_n second_o there_o be_v a_o great_a difference_n betwixt_o their_o doubt_n in_o respect_n of_o the_o occasion_n upon_o which_o they_o spring_v in_o either_o soul_n the_o occasion_n in_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n may_v be_v various_a 1._o satan_n temptation_n satan_n be_v always_o desire_v to_o winnow_v we_o like_o wheat_n if_o â—e_n have_v the_o fan_a of_o we_o it_o be_v no_o wonder_n if_o our_o heart_n be_v shake_v with_o doubt_v hence_o often_o what_o the_o child_n of_o god_n have_v firm_o and_o stead_n fast_o believe_v a_o great_a while_n all_o upon_o the_o sudden_a he_o doubt_v such_o a_o sudden_a doubt_v now_o contrary_a direct_o to_o the_o former_a temper_n of_o our_o mind_n be_v most_o like_a to_o be_v a_o temptation_n of_o satan_n when_o it_o be_v i_o say_v sudden_a and_o contrary_a to_o a_o firm_a faith_n precedent_n and_o subsequent_a 2._o when_o thou_o doubte_v only_o in_o respect_n of_o thyself_o that_o satan_n can_v prevail_v with_o thou_o so_o much_o as_o to_o have_v a_o dishonourable_a thought_n of_o god_n or_o jesus_n christ_n or_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n sometime_o the_o occasion_n of_o thy_o doubt_n be_v thy_o present_a sense_n of_o thy_o unworthiness_n either_o thou_o have_v be_v a_o great_a sinner_n or_o since_o repentance_n thou_o have_v be_v a_o backslider_n or_o thou_o find_v a_o continue_a dulness_n and_o deadness_n and_o indisposition_n of_o spirit_n sometime_o again_o the_o occasion_n of_o thy_o doubt_n may_v be_v a_o divine_a desertion_n god_n have_v leave_v thou_o in_o the_o dark_a and_o now_o thou_o cry_v where_o be_v my_o god_n become_v sometime_o the_o occasion_n again_o of_o thy_o doubt_n may_v be_v a_o total_a absence_n of_o sense_n when_o god_n take_v away_o sense_n altogether_o and_o oppress_v thou_o with_o a_o present_a danger_n this_o be_v peter_n case_n matth._n 14._o 28._o he_o be_v sink_v overwhelm_v with_o a_o present_a danger_n these_o be_v now_o the_o occasion_n with_o
they_o how_o p._n 253._o and_o in_o the_o object_n how_o 255._o and_o in_o their_o duration_n how_o p._n 259._o they_o be_v in_o they_o most_o in_o the_o morning_n p._n 258._o they_o may_v have_v some_o such_o cloud_n in_o the_o day_n p._n 259._o those_o in_o the_o day_n be_v few_o and_o weak_a than_o those_o in_o their_o morning_n why_o 259._o 260._o they_o differ_v in_o the_o effect_n five_o different_a effect_n mention_v in_o believer_n p._n 262._o 263._o 264._o 265_o e_o how_o to_o satisfy_v those_o that_o think_v they_o ought_v not_o to_o believe_v because_o they_o think_v they_o be_v not_o elect_v p._n 56._o 57_o 58._o 59_o 60._o 61._o 62._o 63._o 64._o the_o truth_n concern_v election_n in_o five_o particular_n p._n 57_o papist_n and_o libertine_n error_n concern_v it_o p._n 58._o it_o be_v not_o the_o object_n of_o our_o faith_n p._n 59_o 60._o 61._o it_o can_v be_v know_v in_o particular_a till_o we_o believe_v p._n 62._o 63._o and_o till_o we_o know_v we_o believe_v p._n 66._o it_o be_v a_o piece_n of_o sense_n p._n 66._o it_o be_v unto_o the_o mean_n as_o well_o as_o the_o end_n p._n 65._o 66._o nothing_o but_o unbelief_n can_v just_o make_v we_o think_v we_o be_v not_o elect_v p._n 64._o clear_a evidence_n for_o assent_v not_o absolute_o necessary_a to_o true_a faith_n p._n 148._o difference_n of_o evidence_n p._n 150._o f_o faith_n may_v be_v weak_a in_o the_o best_a p._n 5._o 6._o reason_n of_o it_o p._n 3._o 5._o 6._o a_o direction_n for_o the_o increase_n of_o it_o p._n 9_o note_n of_o a_o weak_a faith_n p._n 10._o how_o it_o be_v to_o be_v taâ—en_v in_o the_o question_n whither_o repentance_n go_v before_o faith_n p._n 12._o that_o question_n true_o state_v p._n 15._o faith_n in_o some_o sense_n must_v go_v before_o humiliation_n p._n 19_o faith_n preach_v without_o humiliation_n how_o far_o dangerous_a p._n 24._o it_o be_v not_o the_o apprehension_n of_o particular_a election_n but_o the_o application_n of_o general_a promise_n p._n 59_o 60._o it_o be_v object_n be_v reveal_v promise_n not_o hide_v decree_n p._n 160._o true_a faith_n will_v consist_v with_o much_o weakness_n in_o its_o several_a act_n p._n 122._o 123._o the_o several_a act_n of_o faith_n p._n 115._o 116._o 117._o justify_v faith_n set_v out_o in_o scripture_n by_o six_o word_n p._n 116._o 155._o satisfaction_n to_o such_o as_o doubt_v the_o work_n of_o faith_n in_o their_o soul_n p._n 108._o 109._o etc._n etc._n it_o may_v be_v save_v and_o strong_a without_o assurance_n p._n 212._o 213._o how_o it_o be_v certain_a without_o assurance_n p._n 214._o 215._o fall_v in_o what_o degree_n it_o must_v be_v to_o make_v up_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n p._n 100_o feel_v double_a of_o strength_n and_o peace_n p._n 222._o what_o each_o be_v 222._o not_o feel_v do_v not_o argue_v not_o be_v p._n 223._o feel_v at_o the_o best_a be_v but_o a_o disputable_a and_o deceivable_a evidence_n p._n 237._o 238._o it_o be_v in_o none_o always_o alike_o reason_n of_o it_o p._n 239._o 240._o not_o feel_v be_v no_o just_a excuse_n for_o our_o not_o believe_v p._n 242._o 243._o cause_n of_o not_o feel_v how_o to_o remove_v they_o p._n â—44_n feel_v must_v be_v wait_v for_o p._n 44._o fundamental_o what_o be_v so_o properly_z so_o call_v a_o difference_n of_o fundamental_o p._n 127._o g_o god_n wisdom_n and_o goodness_n and_o charter_n of_o freegrace_n how_o slander_v p._n 67_o god_n get_v great_a glory_n by_o pardon_v great_a sinner_n p._n 84._o 85._o go_v before_o how_o to_o be_v understand_v in_o the_o question_n whither_o faith_n go_v before_o repentance_n p._n 13._o grace_n enough_o in_o god_n for_o the_o great_a sinner_n p._n 72._o 73._o freegrace_n have_v look_v upon_o as_o great_a sinner_n as_o we_o be_v p._n 80._o infinite_a freegrace_n never_o yet_o do_v its_o utmost_a p._n 81._o 82._o h_o hatred_n of_o god_n and_o god_n people_n in_o what_o degree_n it_o must_v be_v to_o make_v a_o ingredient_n into_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n p._n 99_o 100_o heaven_n and_o glory_n be_v not_o so_o inconsiderable_a but_o they_o be_v worth_a venture_v for_o p._n 68_o 69._o humiliation_n whither_o it_o go_v before_o faith_n or_o no_o p._n 12_o 13._o 14._o it_o do_v how_o prove_v by_o reason_n scripture_n and_o experience_n p._n 16._o 17._o 18._o it_o be_v a_o work_n of_o special_a grace_n how_o christ_n work_n it_o what_o follow_v from_o that_o p._n 20._o it_o do_v not_o hinder_v the_o freeness_n of_o grace_n it_o be_v itself_o a_o fruit_n of_o it_o p._n 22._o it_o be_v in_o paul_n a_o case_n of_o conscience_n concern_v it_o large_o handle_v p._n 26._o 27._o 28._o 29._o it_o do_v ordinary_o go_v before_o faith_n p._n 28._o 29._o it_o be_v call_v for_o in_o the_o thing_n but_o god_n have_v set_v no_o measure_n p._n 29._o nor_o can_v be_v set_v by_o man_n p._n 30._o it_o be_v various_a in_o divers_a p._n 30._o three_o sort_n of_o person_n god_n use_v to_o humble_v deep_o p._n 30._o his_o deal_n with_o those_o be_v various_a p._n 30._o 31._o a_o note_n to_o be_v gather_v from_o the_o scripture_n spare_v relation_n of_o lydia_n humiliation_n p._n 31._o movable_a disposition_n usual_o not_o so_o deep_o humble_v p._n 32._o various_a comfort_n for_o they_o that_o find_v not_o themselves_o so_o deep_o humble_v as_o other_o p._n 32._o 33._o three_o end_n of_o humiliation_n p._n 33._o 34._o 35._o 36._o if_o we_o find_v the_o end_n of_o it_o wrought_v we_o need_v not_o be_v trouble_v about_o the_o measure_n of_o the_o mean_n p._n 33._o 34._o 35._o 36._o it_o work_v in_o the_o soul_n a_o loathe_n of_o sin_n that_o be_v one_o end_n of_o it_o p._n 33._o five_o rule_n of_o dr_n sibbs_n to_o know_v when_o it_o be_v sufficient_a p._n 34._o it_o make_v we_o in_o a_o capacity_n to_o receive_v christ_n p._n 35._o it_o inhance_v our_o value_n of_o christ_n p._n 36._o the_o measure_n of_o it_o may_v be_v miss_v judge_v p._n 36._o how_o we_o must_v measure_v it_o to_o judge_v of_o it_o aright_o p._n 36._o 37._o it_o must_v be_v measure_v both_o in_o length_n and_o breadth_n p._n 37._o inside_n 〈◊〉_d outside_n p._n 37._o the_o whole_a work_n of_o it_o be_v not_o do_v when_o we_o begin_v to_o believe_v p._n 38._o it_o be_v not_o a_o ground_n of_o faith_n nor_o acceptation_n p._n 39_o 40._o 41._o 42._o direction_n for_o such_o christian_n as_o conceive_v they_o be_v not_o enough_o humble_v p._n 43._o 44._o 45._o 46._o humiliation_n how_o its_o nature_n ought_v to_o be_v consider_v so_o as_o to_o comfort_v a_o trouble_a soul_n p._n 50._o it_o must_v be_v more_o and_o more_o labour_v after_o p._n 51._o mr_n shepherd_n opinion_n of_o it_o p._n 51._o several_a direction_n give_v by_o dr_n preston_n and_o mr_n shephard_n and_o the_o author_n for_o increase_v this_o work_n in_o the_o soul_n p._n 52._o 53._o 54._o prayer_n the_o sure_a direction_n for_o it_o p._n 54._o i_o ignorance_n how_o far_o and_o in_o what_o particular_n it_o be_v consistent_a with_o true_a faith_n p._n 127._o 128._o 129._o 130_o 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