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shall_v be_v i_o too_o in_o possession_n as_o it_o be_v now_o in_o title_n this_o be_v like_o the_o triumph_n after_o a_o peace_n and_o express_v by_o the_o apostle_n 1_o cor._n 15._o 55_o 56_o 57_o in_o some_o such_o height_n of_o actual_a assurance_n of_o god_n love_n and_o his_o own_o happiness_n such_o a_o soul_n look_v as_o god_n promise_v david_n house_n shall_v be_v like_o the_o grass_n spring_v up_o by_o 4_o 2_o sam._n 23._o 4_o clear_a shine_a after_o rain_n 3_o soul_n support_v hope_n and_o this_o i_o set_v against_o soul-distracting_a despair_n which_o be_v reckon_v in_o the_o former_a point_n among_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n this_o be_v not_o that_o hope_n which_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o justify_v dependence_n upon_o christ_n of_o which_o i_o have_v speak_v before_o but_o that_o which_o be_v the_o daughter_n of_o assurance_n and_o differ_v from_o the_o other_o as_o i_o tell_v you_o as_o negative_a and_o positive_a as_o rational_a and_o spiritual_a 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evidence_n than_o he_o and_o justify_v it_o in_o court_n the_o man_n offend_v not_o so_o in_o conscience_n god_n minister_n that_o be_v the_o counselor_n in_o its_o case_n tell_v thou_o according_a to_o their_o best_a knowledge_n in_o the_o scripture_n that_o thou_o be_v a_o child_n of_o god_n and_o have_v a_o unquestionable_a title_n to_o he_o this_o they_o prove_v by_o scripture_n compare_v with_o the_o operation_n of_o god_n sanctify_a spirit_n in_o thy_o heart_n satan_n say_v not_o and_o thy_o own_o misgive_a heart_n fear_v lest_o he_o say_v true_a however_o thou_o see_v no_o reason_n he_o bring_v from_o scripture_n or_o at_o lest_o none_o so_o weighty_a as_o that_o thou_o see_v sufficient_a cause_n from_o his_o allegation_n to_o reject_v those_o other_o that_o make_v for_o thou_o nay_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o judgement_n incline_v to_o they_o but_o thy_o heart_n be_v yet_o fearful_a and_o tremble_a in_o such_o a_o case_n thou_o may_v safe_o practice_v as_o occasion_n serve_v upon_o 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