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their_o several_a state_n and_o occasion_n rejoice_v with_o those_o that_o rejoice_v and_o weep_v with_o those_o that_o weep_v see_v thou_o have_v so_o love_v we_o let_v i_o be_v perfect_o reconcile_v to_o every_o man_n and_o every_o spark_n of_o anger_n envy_n and_o malice_n be_v utter_o extinguish_v remember_v he_o that_o come_v in_o hatred_n be_v a_o judas_n to_o christ_n and_o a_o cain_n to_o his_o brother_n through_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n my_o sin_n be_v pardon_v death_n to_o commemorate_v christ_n death_n my_o reconciliation_n with_o god_n obtain_v his_o curse_n remove_v the_o enemy_n of_o my_o salvation_n subdue_v my_o eternal_a salvation_n and_o inheritance_n my_o deliverance_n from_o worse_a than_o egyptian_a bondage_n procure_v the_o new_a covenant_n establish_v all_o my_o mercy_n purchase_v convey_v and_o sanctify_v yet_o how_o unthankful_a for_o insensible_a forgetful_a of_o it_o be_o i_o so_o great_o ungrateful_a as_o to_o bury_v in_o oblivion_n the_o great_a expression_n of_o his_o infinite_a love_n in_o honour_n of_o he_o to_o make_v a_o solemn_a rehearsal_n of_o his_o famous_a act_n to_o speak_v of_o the_o glorious_a honour_n oâ—_n his_o majesty_n and_o to_o talk_v of_o his_o power_n i_o come_v unto_o this_o last_a monument_n and_o memorial_n to_o show_v forth_o his_o death_n till_o he_o come_v oh_o let_v i_o celebrate_v it_o with_o a_o affectionate_a fiducial_a thankful_a obediential_a remembrance_n with_o a_o ravish_a heart_n fill_v with_o a_o gracious_a composition_n of_o joy_n and_o sorrow_n love_n and_o admiration_n with_o such_o resentment_n as_o befit_v so_o strange_a a_o object_n that_o i_o may_v desire_v &_o rejoice_v mourn_v and_o tremble_v be_v in_o such_o a_o mixture_n of_o passion_n as_o may_v even_o imitate_v the_o confusion_n that_o be_v in_o the_o world_n at_o his_o suffering_n make_v such_o deep_a and_o last_a impression_n thereof_o on_o my_o soul_n as_o if_o this_o be_v the_o very_a day_n he_o suffer_v let_v i_o not_o conclude_v i_o have_v receive_v christ_n till_o i_o have_v remember_v he_o so_o as_o to_o affect_v my_o heart_n with_o love_n to_o he_o desire_v after_o he_o faith_n and_o joy_n in_o he_o sorrow_n for_o my_o sin_n the_o cause_n of_o his_o suffering_n let_v i_o think_v of_o it_o as_o a_o history_n to_o beget_v my_o knowledge_n as_o a_o gospel_n to_o beget_v my_o faith_n as_o a_o example_n to_o provoke_v my_o patience_n as_o a_o benefit_n to_o procure_v my_o happiness_n oh_o that_o i_o may_v so_o remember_v he_o at_o his_o table_n on_o his_o cross_n that_o he_o may_v not_o forget_v i_o on_o his_o throne_n in_o his_o kingdom_n lift_v up_o my_o mind_n from_o the_o contemplation_n of_o he_o as_o he_o hang_v upon_o the_o tree_n to_o he_o as_o he_o sit_v now_o in_o glory_n at_o thy_o right_a hand_n make_v intercession_n for_o i_o present_v to_o thou_o the_o invaluable_a merit_n of_o his_o death_n to_o appease_v thou_o for_o the_o sin_n i_o commit_v daily_o against_o thou_o oh_o set_v i_o as_o a_o seal_n upon_o thy_o heart_n as_o a_o seal_n upon_o thy_o arm_n that_o i_o may_v be_v never_o forget_v always_o remember_v preserve_v keep_v safe_o by_o thou_o and_o let_v i_o set_v thou_o as_o a_o seal_n upon_o my_o heart_n as_o a_o seal_n on_o my_o arm_n receive_v thy_o image_n and_o impression_n of_o thy_o love_n keep_v it_o thankful_o continual_o on_o my_o heart_n and_o testify_v it_o in_o my_o life_n by_o reason_n of_o my_o infirmity_n carelessness_n sin_n clear_v to_o have_v my_o personal_a claim_n and_o title_n to_o the_o new_a covenant_n clear_v how_o apt_a be_o i_o to_o doubt_v the_o pardon_n of_o they_o and_o my_o interest_n in_o thy_o love_n the_o stream_n of_o corruption_n rise_v up_o in_o i_o interrupt_v the_o light_n and_o lustre_n of_o my_o future_a possession_n and_o suggest_v matter_n of_o diffidence_n and_o anxiety_n that_o my_o hope_n hitherto_o have_v be_v
search_v my_o soul_n so_o to_o the_o bottom_n that_o none_o of_o my_o wound_n may_v fester_v but_o be_v all_o discover_v and_o cure_v consider_v from_o whence_o i_o be_o fall_v before_o and_o since_o the_o last_o communion_n and_o repent_v and_o o_o that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o sensible_a of_o my_o sin_n and_o misery_n that_o i_o may_v be_v true_o apprehensive_a of_o and_o thankful_a for_o infinite_a love_n and_o mercy_n i_o dare_v not_o presume_v to_o compass_v thy_o altar_n most_o holy_a lord_n before_o i_o have_v wash_v my_o hand_n in_o innocency_n and_o purify_v my_o heart_n by_o repentance_n and_o faith_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o redeemer_n i_o will_v now_o therefore_o call_v my_o sin_n to_o remembrance_n and_o set_v they_o in_o order_n before_o my_o eye_n and_o remember_v my_o own_o evil_a way_n and_o my_o do_n which_o have_v not_o be_v good_a and_o loathe_v myself_o in_o my_o own_o sight_n for_o my_o iniquity_n and_o for_o my_o abomination_n o_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o reckon_v up_o or_o remember_v my_o innumerable_a breach_n of_o thy_o most_o holy_a commandment_n the_o 1._o by_o not_o know_v acknowledge_v think_v remember_v choose_v believe_v esteem_v adore_v love_a desire_v fear_v obey_v of_o trust_v joy_v in_o acquaint_v myself_o with_o not_o demeaning_a myself_o towards_o thou_o as_o god_n and_o my_o god_n but_o prefer_v sin_n self_n satan_n the_o world_n any_o thing_n before_o thyself_o the_o 2._o by_o misapprehension_n gross_a conceit_n of_o thou_o not_o set_v my_o whole_a delight_n in_o repose_v all_o my_o confidence_n on_o expect_v all_o my_o happiness_n from_o addressing_z all_o my_o complaint_n prayer_n praise_n unto_o thou_o not_o worship_v thou_o as_o to_o manner_n and_o mean_n agreeable_a to_o thy_o word_n the_o 3._o by_o not_o acknowledge_v or_o effectual_o remember_v and_o delight_v to_o speak_v of_o thou_o as_o i_o have_v have_v occasion_n to_o make_v thy_o praise_n glorious_a or_o do_v it_o irreverent_o deal_v false_o in_o my_o covenant_n with_o thou_o not_o vindicate_v thy_o honour_n not_o grieve_v for_o thy_o dishonour_n weariness_n of_o thy_o command_n nonobservance_n distrust_n misapplication_n of_o thy_o providence_n unthankfulness_n for_o great_a mercy_n dejection_n impatience_n under_o small_a cross_n insensibleness_n incorrigibleness_n under_o judgement_n and_o affliction_n not_o use_v thy_o name_n attribute_n ordinance_n work_n every_o thing_n whereby_o thou_o may_v be_v know_v as_o be_v require_v the_o 4._o by_o unmindfulness_n beforehand_o to_o prevent_v or_o avoid_v whatsoever_o may_v distract_v in_o the_o duty_n of_o the_o sabbath_n not_o prepare_v myself_o not_o rest_v from_o needless_a thought_n word_n action_n misspend_v it_o in_o idleness_n and_o vanity_n not_o perform_v public_a and_o private_a duty_n of_o prayer_n reading_n hear_v examination_n whete_a thy_o law_n upon_o my_o heart_n and_o other_o contemplate_v thy_o word_n and_o work_n with_o that_o care_n reverence_n sincerity_n spirtualness_n profit_n delight_n as_o i_o ought_v not_o call_v the_o sabbath_n a_o delight_n holy_a of_o the_o lord_n honorable_n the_o 5._o by_o not_o behave_v myself_o answerable_a to_o my_o several_a relation_n with_o all_o due_a reverence_n and_o respect_n to_o my_o natural_a ecclesiastical_a political_a parent_n in_o heart_n word_n behaviour_n prayer_n thanksgiving_n for_o superior_n cover_v their_o infirmity_n in_o love_n not_o admonish_v and_o encourage_v inferior_n in_o well-doing_n not_o by_o a_o grave_a wise_a holy_a exemplary_a carriage_n procure_v glory_n to_o thou_o and_o preserve_v the_o honour_n and_o authority_n thou_o have_v put_v upon_o i_o not_o regard_v the_o dignity_n and_o worth_n of_o my_o equal_n or_o rejoice_v in_o their_o gift_n advancement_n prosperity_n as_o my_o own_o the_o 6._o by_o sinful_a anger_n hatred_n secret_a grudge_n injurious_a thought_n excessive_a passion_n distract_n care_n immoderate_a use_n of_o diet_n labour_n rest_n recreation_n revile_v sadden_v provoke_a grieve_v speech_n fall_a short_a in_o maintain_v mutual_a friendship_n and_o in_o follow_v peace_n with_o all_o man_n sow_v discord_n among_o brethren_n conceal_v their_o danger_n unprofitable_a conversation_n quench_v suppress_v holy_a suggestion_n prefer_v thing_n of_o time_n before_o eternity_n or_o by_o whatsoever_o may_v tend_v not_o to_o the_o health_n but_o prejudice_n of_o my_o own_o or_o other_o soul_n or_o body_n not_o weep_v with_o they_o that_o weep_v be_v senseless_a hard-hearted_a unaffected_a at_o public_a evil_n and_o other_o misery_n the_o 7._o by_o unchaste_a thought_n purpose_n affection_n look_n company_n word_n action_n or_o listen_v to_o they_o not_o labour_v to_o quench_v my_o fleshly_a concupiscence_n by_o watch_v over_o my_o sense_n heart_n and_o way_n not_o shun_v all_o occasion_n to_o or_o act_n of_o uncleanness_n in_o or_o with_o myself_o or_o other_o not_o keep_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n from_o all_o filthiness_n of_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n but_o make_v my_o heart_n a_o cage_n of_o impure_a thought_n my_o mind_n a_o sty_n of_o the_o unclean_a spirit_n the_o 8._o by_o unbecoming_a art_n in_o bargain_v not_o deal_v with_o other_o as_o i_o will_v man_n shall_v with_o i_o not_o endeavour_v by_o all_o just_a mean_n to_o procure_v preserve_v and_o further_o the_o welfare_n of_o other_o as_o well_o as_o my_o own_o withhold_v good_a from_o they_o to_o who_o it_o be_v due_a suffering_n christ_n to_o stand_v at_o and_o go_v away_o from_o my_o door_n hungry_a cold_a naked_a succourless_a and_o when_o the_o leanness_n of_o his_o cheek_n plead_v pity_v the_o hardness_n of_o my_o heart_n will_v show_v no_o compassion_n the_o 9_o by_o slander_v backbiting_a detract_n revile_v harsh_a flatter_a misconstrue_v discourage_a sinister_a intention_n word_n and_o action_n listen_v to_o and_o spread_v the_o fault_n of_o other_o not_o charitable_a in_o my_o thought_n and_o speech_n to_o they_o not_o free_o acknowledge_v their_o gift_n and_o grace_n not_o ready_o receive_v a_o good_a report_n but_o willing_o admit_v a_o evil_a one_o not_o discourage_v tale-bearer_n flatterer_n slanderer_n not_o love_v desire_v rejoice_v in_o care_v for_o defend_v and_o uphold_v their_o good_a name_n not_o sorrow_v for_o and_o cover_v their_o infirmity_n but_o practise_v or_o not_o avoid_v myself_o or_o not_o hinder_v what_o i_o can_v in_o other_o such_o thing_n as_o raise_v jealousy_n and_o suspicion_n procure_v a_o ill_a name_n to_o myself_o or_o other_o the_o 10._o by_o self-love_n evil_a thought_n covetousness_n inordinate_a prize_v and_o affect_v distrustful_a distract_n solicitous_a care_n and_o study_v in_o get_v keep_v or_o use_v temporal_a thing_n discontent_a with_o my_o own_o estate_n envy_v and_o grieve_v at_o my_o neighbour_n unlawful_a motion_n and_o affection_n to_o thing_n that_o be_v he_o and_o to_o these_o i_o have_v add_v multitude_n of_o sin_n against_o the_o gospel_n by_o not_o as_o i_o ought_v labour_v to_o acquaint_v myself_o with_o it_o ignorance_n flight_v of_o not_o sufficient_o esteem_v admire_a thankful_a for_o that_o infinite_a love_n in_o my_o redemption_n not_o love_v rejoice_v in_o christ_n and_o he_o crucify_a rely_v on_o &_o own_v of_o he_o in_o all_o his_o office_n account_v all_o thing_n loss_n and_o dung_n for_o he_o not_o take_v that_o pain_n i_o ought_v to_o know_v he_o and_o the_o power_n of_o his_o resurrection_n and_o the_o fellowship_n of_o his_o suffering_n and_o to_o be_v make_v conformable_a to_o his_o death_n if_o by_o any_o mean_n i_o may_v attain_v unto_o the_o resurrection_n of_o the_o dead_a and_o be_v make_v perfect_a as_o my_o father_n in_o heaven_n be_v perfect_a not_o claim_v his_o promise_n as_o my_o heritage_n nor_o esteem_v they_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o as_o unsearchable_a riches_n exceed_o great_a and_o precious_a not_o believe_v prize_v embrace_v of_o hope_v wait_v for_o the_o good_a of_o they_o with_o so_o much_o readiness_n and_o 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more_o solemn_o to_o recollect_v what_o i_o have_v learn_v to_o stir_v up_o my_o remembrance_n and_o renew_v a_o sense_n of_o my_o want_n and_o weakness_n to_o imprint_v the_o end_n of_o the_o institution_n more_o firm_o in_o my_o memory_n to_o consider_v what_o act_n be_v most_o proper_a when_o i_o shall_v be_v at_o his_o table_n to_o stir_v up_o those_o affection_n beforehand_o which_o will_v prepare_v a_o more_o lively_a expression_n of_o they_o when_o i_o come_v there_o to_o renew_v act_n of_o charity_n and_o forgiveness_n pass_v by_o all_o injury_n and_o offence_n be_v reconcile_v perfect_o to_o my_o brethren_n and_o to_o take_v care_n there_o be_v not_o the_o least_o grudge_n or_o spark_n of_o anger_n that_o lie_v bury_v in_o my_o soul_n unquenched_a all_o passion_n hush_v and_o lay_v the_o soul_n smooth_a fair_a and_o not_o a_o wrinkle_n upon_o its_o brow_n more_o strict_o and_o
may_v therefore_o have_v grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v serve_v thou_o acceptable_o with_o reverence_n and_o godly_a fear_n and_o be_v clothe_v not_o only_o with_o the_o righteousness_n but_o humility_n of_o christ_n be_v low_a and_o mean_a base_a and_o vile_a in_o my_o own_o eye_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n make_v i_o as_o thy_o mean_a servant_n the_o low_a room_n at_o thy_o table_n give_v my_o sin_n thy_o pardon_n my_o soul_n thy_o grace_n my_o person_n and_o service_n thy_o acceptance_n in_o thy_o belove_a and_o what_o thou_o do_v convey_v seal_v to_o i_o by_o what_o i_o be_o to_o receive_v without_o knowledge_n the_o heart_n knowledge_n save_v knowledge_n the_o duty_n can_v be_v good_a but_o the_o covenant_n thou_o have_v make_v with_o thy_o people_n be_v they_o shall_v all_o know_v thou_o from_o the_o least_o to_o the_o great_a oh_o let_v i_o come_v with_o knowledge_n of_o the_o nature_n necessity_n use_n and_o end_n of_o the_o ordinance_n direct_v i_o how_o to_o behave_v myself_o at_o and_o meditate_v upon_o those_o divine_a mystery_n that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v a_o blind_a offerer_n nor_o bring_v a_o blind_a offering_n but_o offer_v unto_o thou_o a_o live_a sacrifice_n holy_a acceptable_a reasonable_a service_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v with_o understanding_n discern_v the_o lord_n body_n look_v into_o the_o mystery_n of_o the_o sacrament_n lest_o not_o know_v the_o meaning_n ifeel_n not_o the_o comfort_n of_o it_o but_o be_v alienate_v estrange_v from_o thou_o through_o the_o ignorance_n that_o be_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v eat_v the_o passeover_n with_o bitter_a herb_n sorrow_n godly_a sorrow_n give_v i_o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o my_o own_o vileness_n and_o unworthiness_n take_v away_o this_o heart_n of_o stone_n and_o give_v i_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n that_o i_o may_v loathe_v myself_o in_o my_o own_o sight_n for_o my_o iniquity_n and_o for_o my_o abomination_n be_v fill_v with_o shame_n and_o sorrow_n hatred_n and_o indignation_n against_o myself_o for_o my_o offend_v so_o good_a and_o gracious_a so_o love_v and_o bountiful_a a_o father_n redeemer_n and_o sanctifier_n that_o i_o may_v look_v upon_o he_o who_o i_o have_v pierce_v and_o mourn_v for_o he_o with_o detestation_n and_o holy_a revenge_n against_o those_o my_o sin_n that_o cost_v he_o so_o dear_a be_v the_o cause_n as_o well_o as_o any_o other_o man_n of_o his_o death_n and_o will_v have_v cost_v i_o damnation_n abominate_v they_o as_o the_o scourge_n and_o thorn_n nail_n and_o spear_n thar_z afflict_a crucify_a my_o dear_a saviour_n the_o lord_n of_o glory_n the_o day_n of_o mourning_n for_o he_o be_v at_o hand_n oh_o that_o i_o may_v then_o slay_v my_o most_o belove_a lust_n be_v revenge_v on_o they_o for_o it_o and_o for_o their_o endeavour_v to_o rob_v i_o of_o my_o spiritual_a birthright_n my_o eternal_a blessedness_n let_v i_o call_v to_o mind_n and_o be_v true_o sensible_a of_o every_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o evil_a of_o it_o and_o of_o thou_o and_o my_o saviour_n love_n manifest_v to_o i_o in_o his_o suffering_n there_o where_o he_o appear_v most_o bloody_a let_v sin_n oppear_v most_o deadly_a that_o i_o may_v receive_v abroken_a bleed_a christ_n with_o a_o break_a contrite_a heart_n a_o sacrifice_n thou_o will_v not_o despise_v o_o god_n prepare_v in_o i_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a lade_v i_o may_v be_v capable_a of_o his_o refreshment_n be_v suple_v in_o my_o own_o tear_n i_o may_v be_v fit_a to_o be_v wash_v in_o his_o blood_n and_o see_v thou_o give_v thyself_o only_o to_o thy_o disciple_n and_o friend_n obedience_n new_a obedience_n work_n in_o i_o fresh_a purpose_n of_o amendment_n that_o be_v willing_a and_o obedient_a i_o may_v eat_v the_o good_a of_o the_o ordinance_n let_v there_o be_v conformity_n that_o there_o may_v be_v communion_n let_v i_o not_o put_v that_o new_a wine_n into_o a_o old_a impure_a but_o new_a heart_n i_o can_v eat_v the_o passeover_n and_o stay_v in_o egypt_n still_o let_v i_o do_v it_o with_o my_o loin_n gird_v ready_a to_o march_v towards_o the_o promise_v land_n thou_o confirme_v thy_o covenant_n and_o expect_v i_o restipulate_v with_o thou_o that_o i_o cast_v out_o and_o execrate_v the_o old_a leaven_n see_v the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n seal_v let_v i_o seal_v a_o covenant_n of_o obedience_n see_v by_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n death_n i_o be_o purchase_v to_o be_v thou_o by_o the_o power_n of_o it_o let_v i_o be_v dead_a to_o sin_n and_o both_o receive_v life_n and_o change_v my_o life_n let_v i_o bring_v a_o wound_a heart_n to_o and_o carry_v wound_v sin_n from_o thy_o table_n die_v to_o sin_n see_v christ_n die_v for_o sin_n let_v i_o take_v he_o by_o way_n of_o surety_n and_o give_v up_o myself_o to_o he_o by_o way_n of_o surrender_n receive_v he_o as_o a_o saviour_n and_o submit_v to_o he_o as_o a_o prince_n set_v myself_o apart_o for_o thou_o on_o that_o feast_n of_o dedication_n let_v i_o approach_v with_o the_o most_o sincere_a fix_a resolution_n of_o a_o entire_a resignation_n and_o receive_v such_o grace_n and_o strength_n from_o thou_o as_o may_v enable_v i_o faithful_o to_o perform_v they_o that_o i_o may_v find_v myself_o in_o the_o number_n of_o those_o to_o who_o my_o saviour_n allow_v such_o special_a manifestation_n of_o himself_o by_o lift_v up_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n upon_o they_o by_o intimate_v his_o good_a will_n and_o love_n unto_o they_o his_o fullness_n and_o righteousness_n for_o they_o as_o show_v his_o constant_a abode_n with_o they_o let_v no_o profane_a or_o unseasonable_a thought_n enter_v into_o my_o mind_n while_o i_o be_o about_o that_o holy_a solemnity_n purity_n purity_n let_v i_o lay_v aside_o leave_v behind_o i_o and_o be_v keep_v from_o all_o carnal_a earthly_a vain_a imagination_n drive_v away_o all_o drowsiness_n carelessness_n slothfulness_n idle_a apprehension_n that_o i_o may_v whole_o contemplate_v upon_o and_o give_v up_o myself_o unto_o he_o who_o sacrifice_v his_o soul_n and_o body_n for_o i_o and_o come_v before_o thou_o with_o such_o reverential_n hunger_a &_o holy_a affection_n as_o be_v due_a to_o the_o hand_n that_o reach_v to_o the_o seal_n that_o secure_v to_o the_o food_n that_o strengthen_v that_o spiritual_a life_n in_o we_o without_o which_o we_o can_v never_o be_v happy_a o_o thou_o that_o call_v i_o unto_o thou_o let_v thy_o compassion_n pity_v my_o vileness_n let_v thy_o mercy_n pardon_v my_o sinfulness_n let_v thy_o grace_n cleanse_v my_o filthiness_n let_v thy_o wisdom_n enlighten_v my_o darkness_n let_v thy_o strength_n support_v my_o weakness_n adorn_v i_o with_o the_o wedding_n garment_n the_o righteousness_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o holiness_n of_o thy_o spirit_n that_o all_o my_o nakedness_n may_v be_v cover_v and_o my_o great_a deformity_n hide_v from_o thy_o eye_n pardon_v i_o by_o thy_o mercy_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v thy_o grace_n and_o fit_v i_o by_o thy_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v thy_o mercy_n help_v i_o so_o to_o accuse_v myself_o that_o thou_o may_v acquit_v i_o so_o to_o judge_v and_o condemn_v myself_o that_o thou_o may_v absolve_v i_o so_o to_o exercise_v a_o holy_a revenge_n upon_o myself_o that_o thou_o may_v spare_v i_o let_v thy_o spirit_n be_v thy_o harbinger_n to_o provide_v entertainment_n for_o thy_o son_n in_o my_o soul_n that_o he_o may_v find_v â—t_a sweep_v of_o sin_n and_o garnish_v with_o grace_n make_v it_o day_n in_o my_o soul_n by_o hope_n and_o desire_n before_o i_o there_o receive_v the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n faith_n be_v thy_o own_o gift_n as_o well_o as_o christ_n faith_n faith_n i_o believe_v lord_n help_v my_o unbelief_n that_o i_o may_v besprinkle_v my_o soul_n and_o conscience_n with_o his_o blood_n not_o only_o look_v upon_o and_o remember_v but_o close_o in_o with_o and_o receive_v he_o there_o tender_v eat_v his_o flesh_n and_o drink_v his_o blood_n apply_v he_o as_o take_v on_o he_o our_o nature_n &_o and_z giving_z it_o as_o a_o ransom_n for_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v not_o stagger_v at_o the_o promise_n through_o unbelief_n but_o be_v strong_a in_o faith_n give_v glory_n to_o god_n be_v full_o persuade_v that_o what_o thou_o have_v promise_v thou_o will_v perform_v when_o i_o see_v bread_n and_o wine_n upon_o the_o table_n let_v i_o see_v christ_n there_o as_o a_o feast_n in_o token_n of_o my_o reconciliation_n with_o thou_o and_o on_o the_o cross_n as_o a_o sacrifice_n offer_v up_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n to_o thou_o observe_v the_o bread_n break_v let_v i_o see_v chrirst_n crucify_v for_o and_o offer_v himself_o unto_o i_o upon_o the_o wine_n pour_v out_o let_v i_o behold_v how_o his_o blood_n be_v pour_v forth_o for_o my_o sin_n as_o i_o receive_v bread_n and_o wine_n for_o bodily_a sustenance_n
so_o cause_v i_o to_o feed_v on_o digest_v improve_v his_o body_n and_o blood_n have_v the_o same_o expectation_n of_o spiritual_a and_o eternal_a life_n from_o he_o that_o i_o have_v of_o temporal_a life_n from_o my_o food_n let_v i_o eat_v not_o only_o the_o bread_n of_o the_o lord_n but_o the_o bread_n which_o the_o lord_n that_o as_o by_o my_o sense_n i_o receive_v â—he_n element_n to_o my_o corporal_n so_o by_o faith_n 〈◊〉_d may_v receive_v and_o apply_v he_o to_o my_o spiritual_a nourishment_n let_v the_o ordinance_n be_v a_o â—â—vely_a resemblance_n remembrance_n and_o application_n of_o the_o suffering_n and_o earnest_n of_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lamb._n let_v christ_n be_v 〈◊〉_d lively_a set_v forth_o as_o if_o crucify_a before_o by_o eye_n die_v for_o i_o that_o behold_v â—mbracing_v and_o even_o put_v my_o finger_n â—nto_o the_o print_n of_o his_o nail_n and_o foot_n and_o thru_v my_o hand_n into_o his_o side_n so_o full_o persuade_v of_o his_o suffering_n for_o i_o that_o i_o â—â—ay_v not_o be_v faithless_a but_o believe_v say_v â—y_a lord_n and_o my_o god_n he_o love_v i_o and_o â—ave_n himself_o for_o i_o my_o belove_a be_v my_o â—nd_n i_o be_o he_o o_o that_o i_o may_v so_o touch_v he_o â—s_n may_v find_v and_o feel_v strength_n peace_n virtue_n come_v from_o he_o and_o be_v heal_v of_o all_o â—â—y_a uncleanness_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v â—nto_o death_n but_o unto_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o mercy_n in_o pardon_v and_o grace_n in_o purify_n 〈◊〉_d pollute_v a_o wretch_n that_o it_o may_v be_v he_o food_n the_o feast_n of_o my_o grace_n the_o poiâ—â—on_n the_o funeral_n of_o my_o corruption_n let_v â—â—e_v so_o feed_v on_o his_o bless_a body_n and_o bathe_v â—â—y_a soul_n in_o his_o precious_a blood_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v magnify_v the_o lord_n and_o mâ—â—_n spirit_n rejoice_v in_o god_n my_o saviour_n whoâ—â—_n have_v not_o see_v i_o may_v love_v in_o whâ—â—_n though_o now_o i_o see_v he_o not_o yet_o believe_v 〈◊〉_d may_v rejoice_v with_o joy_n unspeakable_a and_o fuâ—â—_n of_o glory_n circumcise_v my_o heart_n to_o loâ—â—_n thou_o with_o all_o my_o soul_n love_n love_n and_o witâ—_n all_o my_o strength_n let_v my_o hearâ—_n be_v ravish_v with_o this_o infinite_a merciâ—â—_n in_o thou_o to_o sinful_a miserable_a man_n in_o cotrive_v and_o give_v so_o glorious_a a_o reddeemer_n and_o redemption_n to_o save_v he_o and_o now_o in_o present_v we_o with_o such_o special_a seal_n of_o his_o love_n and_z admitting_z uâ—â—â—_n into_o so_o near_a so_o holy_a a_o communion_n 〈◊〉_d for_o this_o let_v i_o be_v dissolve_v into_o louâ—_n to_o thou_o and_o thy_o son_n and_o to_o man_n foâ—_n his_o sake_n and_o into_o a_o steadfast_a vow_n of_o lifâ—_n and_o death_n to_o thy_o service_n that_o i_o will_v give_v and_o forgive_v do_v and_o suffer_v any_o thing_n foâ—_n thou_o let_v i_o be_v fill_v with_o holy_a rapture_n joy_n and_o hope_n in_o so_o great_a a_o goodness_n who_o have_v do_v this_o will_v deâ—â—_n i_o nothing_o and_o maugre_o the_o rage_n and_o malice_n of_o hell_n not_o see_v my_o soul_n lose_v foâ—_n who_o all_o this_o be_v do_v oh_o let_v i_o meet_v with_o strong_a endearment_n of_o affection_n melt_v and_o flow_v over_o towards_o thou_o languish_v with_o desire_n enjoy_v thou_o even_o turn_v into_o make_v 〈◊〉_d of_o love_n for_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v be_v the_o disciple_n who_o thou_o love_v and_o lay_v in_o â—y_a bosom_n oh_o deal_n with_o i_o as_o thou_o â—ften_o do_v with_o those_o that_o draw_v near_o to_o â—â—ee_v though_o i_o burn_v not_o with_o so_o hot_a a_o â—ame_n yet_o through_o thy_o grace_n i_o crave_v it_o â—f_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v participate_v with_o â—nd_v be_v number_v among_o such_o fervent_a â—overs_n if_o i_o can_v say_v i_o be_o sick_a of_o love_n â—et_z be_o sick_a that_o i_o can_v love_v thou_o â—here_o will_v thou_o give_v i_o thy_o love_n admission_n to_o more_o familiar_a fellowship_n â—earâ—r_v manifestation_n sensible_a feel_a â—nd_n assurance_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o affection_n unto_o i_o that_o i_o be_o belove_v of_o â—hee_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o love_v the_o lord_n â—esus_fw-la in_o sincerity_n let_v he_o dwell_v in_o my_o â—eart_n by_o faith_n and_o love_n that_o be_v â—â—oted_v and_o ground_v in_o love_n i_o may_v be_v â—ble_n to_o comprehend_v with_o all_o saint_n â—hat_n be_v the_o breadth_n and_o length_n and_o depth_n and_o height_n and_o to_o know_v the_o â—ove_n of_o christ_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n â—hat_n the_o remembrance_n of_o he_o may_v pierce_v â—e_n with_o grief_n transport_v i_o with_o love_n captivate_v my_o will_n engage_v all_o my_o affection_n to_o he_o and_o for_o he_o and_o let_v i_o knoâ—_n i_o be_o pass_v from_o death_n to_o life_n because_o love_v the_o brethren_n shed_v abroad_o thâ—_n love_v in_o my_o cold_a freeze_a heart_n and_o inflaâ—â—_n it_o with_o fervent_a affection_n to_o thou_o and_o thing_n while_o my_o love_n be_v burn_v towards_o thâ—_n self_n oh_o how_o can_v it_o choose_v but_o be_v impart_v to_o thy_o friend_n who_o sincere_o love_v theâ—_n and_o on_o who_o thou_o have_v set_v thy_o heart_n arâ—shed_v thy_o love_n thy_o spirit_n whereby_o the_o be_v make_v like_o unto_o thou_o they_o mâ—â—_n need_v be_v lovely_a in_o my_o eye_n to_o whoâ—_n christ_n be_v precious_a oh_o let_v i_o not_o conâ—â—_n to_o this_o lovefeast_n with_o a_o bitter_a but_o chanâ—â—_n table_n spirit_n purge_v out_o therefore_o tâ—â—_n old_a leven_a of_o malice_n which_o will_v sow_v the_o ordinance_n to_o i_o oh_o that_o our_o fâ—ther_n in_o heaven_n may_v look_v down_o upon_o 〈◊〉_d child_n feast_v together_o in_o mutual_a loâ—â—_n and_o delight_n in_o the_o remembrance_n of_o 〈◊〉_d that_o love_n he_o have_v show_v we_o and_o joyâ—â—_n expectation_n of_o what_o further_o he_o have_v pâ—â—mised_v to_o we_o let_v i_o not_o sit_v sad_a aâ—_n deject_v thanksgiving_n joy_n and_o thanksgiving_n as_o if_o i_o like_v 〈◊〉_d the_o provision_n or_o though_o myself_o not_o welcome_a maâ—â—_n this_o 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