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after_o all_o you_o will_v put_v a_o cheat_n upon_o your_o own_o soul_n you_o must_v be_v blame_v and_o yourselves_o must_v smart_v for_o it_o if_o you_o will_v cry_v peace_n and_o safety_n till_o christ_n himself_o do_v thunder_v that_o sentence_n in_o your_o ear_n go_v you_o curse_v into_o everlasting_a fire_n who_o can_v help_v it_o alas_o alas_o it_o will_v be_v too_o late_o to_o look_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o to_o look_v into_o yourselves_o when_o the_o gulf_n be_v fix_v between_o heaven_n and_o you_o let_v every_o sinner_n therefore_o try_v his_o own_o way_n and_o cry_v to_o the_o lord_n to_o search_v and_o change_v and_o turn_v his_o heart_n for_o it_o be_v the_o great_a wisdom_n to_o prevent_v those_o mistake_n which_o will_v be_v the_o mistaker_n eternal_a ruin_n and_o which_o after_o death_n will_v be_v find_v impossible_a to_o be_v correct_v herbert_n page_n 105._o can_v he_o idle_a can_v thou_o play_v foolish_a soul_n who_o sin_v to_o day_n river_n run_v and_o spring_v each_o one_o know_v their_o home_n and_o get_v they_o go_v have_v thou_o tear_n or_o have_v thou_o none_o if_o poor_a soul_n thou_o have_v no_o tear_n will_v thou_o have_v no_o fault_n or_o fear_n who_o have_v these_o those_o ill_n forbear_v but_o if_o yet_o thou_o idle_a be_v foolish_a soul_n who_o die_v for_o thou_o who_o do_v leave_v his_o father_n throne_n to_o assume_v thy_o flesh_n and_o bone_n have_v he_o life_n or_o have_v he_o none_o if_o he_o have_v not_o live_v for_o thou_o thou_o have_v die_v most_o wretched_o and_o two_o death_n have_v be_v thy_o fee._n he_o so_o far_o thy_o good_a do_v plot_n that_o his_o own_o self_n he_o forget_v do_v he_o die_v or_o do_v he_o not_o if_o he_o have_v not_o die_v for_o thou_o thou_o have_v live_v in_o misery_n two_o life_n worse_o than_o ten_o death_n be_v he_o that_o lose_v gold_n though_o dross_n tell_v to_o all_o he_o meet_v his_o cross_n he_o that_o sin_n have_v he_o no_o loss_n he_o that_o find_v a_o silver_n vein_n think_v on_o it_o and_o think_v again_o bring_v thy_o saviour_n death_n no_o gain_n who_o in_o heart_n not_o ever_o kneel_v neither_o sin_n nor_o saviour_n feel_v meditation_n on_o the_o lord_n supper_n meditation_n i._o wherefore_o do_v i_o spend_v my_o money_n for_o that_o which_o be_v not_o bread_n and_o my_o labour_n for_o that_o which_o can_v never_o satisfy_v many_o a_o time_n have_v i_o make_v trial_n of_o the_o thing_n that_o be_v visible_a but_o the_o high_a my_o expectation_n have_v be_v raise_v the_o great_a have_v be_v my_o disappointment_n i_o have_v seek_v that_o among_o the_o creature_n which_o be_v not_o to_o be_v find_v sin_n have_v turn_v this_o world_n into_o a_o country_n far_o from_o god_n and_o true_o husk_n be_v the_o best_a fare_n that_o ever_o this_o world_n have_v yield_v i_o it_o be_v high_a time_n to_o come_v out_o from_o the_o world_n and_o to_o be_v separate_a leave_v my_o soul_n perish_v for_o hunger_n there_o meat_n that_o perish_v be_v improper_a for_o a_o soul_n that_o 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to_o be_v purchase_v with_o money_n for_o if_o they_o be_v so_o many_o rich_a man_n will_v not_o be_v lose_v for_o ever_o wealth_n can_v buy_v any_o out_o of_o the_o devil_n possession_n but_o rather_o bring_v they_o more_o under_o his_o power_n it_o can_v save_v any_o from_o hell_n but_o rather_o prove_v a_o mean_n to_o send_v they_o thither_o for_o they_o that_o will_v be_v rich_a fall_n into_o tempttaion_n and_o a_o snare_n and_o into_o many_o foolish_a and_o hurtful_a lust_n which_o drown_v man_n in_o destruction_n and_o perdition_n meditation_n iii_o o_o my_o soul_n strive_v not_o to_o load_v thyself_o with_o the_o thick_a clay_n of_o this_o present_a world_n this_o will_v debase_v thou_o exceed_o and_o defile_v and_o burden_n thou_o thou_o need_v that_o which_o be_v of_o more_o value_n than_o gold_n that_o perish_v to_o enrich_v thou_o and_o that_o be_v precious_a faith_n thou_o need_v a_o garment_n to_o cover_v thy_o nakedness_n which_o no_o shop_n on_o earth_n can_v furnish_v thou_o withal_o and_o that_o be_v the_o robe_n of_o christ_n righteousness_n thou_o need_v food_n to_o satisfy_v thy_o hunger_n which_o can_v be_v get_v for_o money_n or_o price_n but_o may_v be_v have_v without_o it_o and_o that_o be_v the_o bread_n of_o god_n which_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n to_o give_v life_n unto_o the_o world_n thou_o be_v of_o heavenly_a original_n and_o therefore_o mind_v not_o earthly_a thing_n for_o it_o can_v never_o be_v well_o with_o thou_o until_o thou_o return_v to_o that_o all-sufficient_a lord_n who_o be_v the_o father_n of_o spirit_n and_o alone_o can_v fill_v they_o out_o of_o his_o own_o fullness_n meditation_n iv_o lord_n thou_o who_o be_v full_a of_o love_n nay_o love_n itself_o and_o be_v jealous_a of_o my_o love_n lest_o it_o shall_v be_v misplace_v turn_v away_o my_o eye_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v set_v upon_o that_o which_o be_v not_o if_o riches_n take_v to_o themselves_o wing_n and_o fly_v away_o as_o a_o eagle_n towards_o heaven_n 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be_v keep_v and_o let_v not_o the_o big_a offer_n the_o world_n can_v make_v i_o ever_o tempt_v i_o to_o break_v it_o so_o as_o to_o prevail_v with_o i_o meditation_n v._o pleasure_n of_o sin_n and_o sense_n have_v often_o charm_v and_o deceive_v i_o those_o thing_n which_o have_v gratify_v the_o eye_n the_o ear_n the_o touch_n the_o taste_n have_v have_v a_o kind_n of_o a_o enchant_a force_n and_o power_n sensual_a delight_n have_v be_v some_o of_o the_o fine_a and_o strong_a cord_n of_o vanity_n to_o draw_v i_o a_o way_n from_o god_n and_o duty_n but_o now_o i_o see_v what_o madness_n it_o be_v to_o please_v myself_o and_o displease_v my_o lord_n
who_o favour_n afford_v the_o full_a joy_n and_o who_o frown_n can_v cause_v a_o hell_n on_o earth_n carnal_a pleasure_n be_v but_o brutish_a the_o beast_n enjoy_v those_o as_o well_o as_o man_n and_o several_a of_o they_o excel_v we_o in_o sense_n their_o pleasure_n also_o may_v be_v great_a they_o be_v worse_o than_o beast_n who_o can_v be_v content_v with_o such_o delight_n because_o they_o be_v capable_a of_o delight_n much_o high_o which_o capacity_n the_o beast_n have_v not_o how_o unfit_a be_v he_o for_o christ_n and_o for_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n who_o esteem_v earthly_a pleasure_n as_o the_o most_o desirable_a paradise_n he_o woeful_o forget_v both_o himself_o and_o eternity_n who_o admire_v those_o delight_n and_o joy_n which_o can_v last_v but_o for_o a_o moment_n meditation_n vi_o o_o my_o soul_n be_v thou_o indeed_o fond_a of_o pleasure_n the_o high_a of_o all_o be_v not_o grudge_v thou_o oh_o taste_n and_o see_v that_o the_o lord_n be_v gracious_a what_o be_v please_v to_o the_o flesh_n can_v reach_v thou_o but_o god_n be_v a_o spirit_n have_v enough_o be_v enough_o for_o thou_o the_o angel_n have_v no_o flesh_n and_o yet_o enjoy_v the_o great_a delight_n and_o god_n himself_o who_o be_v the_o most_o spiritual_a be_v the_o most_o bless_a and_o happy_a be_v of_o all_o solomon_n enjoy_v as_o much_o as_o the_o most_o voluptuous_a can_v wish_v for_o he_o say_v whatever_o his_o eye_n desire_v he_o keep_v not_o from_o they_o neither_o do_v he_o withhold_v from_o his_o heart_n any_o joy_n though_o sensual_a delight_n be_v in_o its_o high_a exaltation_n yet_o it_o be_v woeful_o mix_v the_o sting_n be_v much_o sharp_a than_o the_o honey_n be_v sweet_a therefore_o he_o cry_v out_o all_o be_v vanity_n and_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n be_v not_o eager_a o_o my_o soul_n after_o that_o which_o will_v prove_v a_o vexation_n to_o thou_o return_v unto_o god_n look_v unto_o jesus_n here_o thou_o may_v find_v exceed_v joy_n here_o a_o soul_n may_v find_v rest_n and_o be_v once_o interest_v in_o that_o meat_n which_o endure_v to_o everlasting_a life_n and_o in_o the_o unsearchable_a riches_n of_o christ_n thou_o may_v speak_v to_o thyself_o upon_o good_a ground_n soul_n take_v thy_o ease_n eat_v drink_v and_o after_o a_o holy_a manner_n be_v merry_a for_o thou_o have_v good_n lay_v up_o which_o will_v never_o be_v spend_v but_o last_o unto_o eternity_n meditation_n vii_o lord_n how_o far_o be_v that_o man_n from_o know_v thou_o who_o be_v a_o lover_n of_o pleasure_n more_o than_o a_o lover_n of_o god_n how_o excellent_a be_v thy_o love_a kindness_n how_o sweet_a the_o meditation_n of_o thou_o when_o my_o heart_n be_v enlarge_v and_o my_o affection_n for_o thou_o be_v vehement_a and_o strong_a here_o be_v a_o joy_n indeed_o which_o the_o world_n be_v a_o stranger_n to_o and_o can_v equal_v david_n call_v thou_o the_o gladness_n of_o his_o joy_n no_o other_o joy_n can_v make_v i_o true_o glad_a beside_o how_o all-sufficient_a be_v thy_o fullness_n how_o rich_a be_v thy_o mercy_n how_o superabundant_a be_v thy_o grace_n and_o even_o thy_o justice_n which_o be_v so_o affright_v unto_o guilty_a man_n be_v full_o satisfy_v by_o the_o obedience_n and_o suffering_n of_o jesus_n christ_n thou_o be_v just_a when_o thou_o hustify_v he_o that_o believe_v in_o jesus_n unbeleive_v doubt_n and_o fear_n be_v groundless_a but_o joy_n and_o peace_n be_v high_o reasonable_a the_o saint_n which_o be_v now_o triumphant_a who_o see_v thou_o face_n to_o face_n and_o be_v in_o the_o lamb_n presence_n and_o throne_n be_v far_o from_o admire_v the_o pleasure_n of_o sin_n and_o sense_n away_o away_o thou_o deceitful_a tempter_n offer_v such_o poor_a such_o low_a thing_n no_o more_o i_o be_o to_o prefer_v affliction_n with_o the_o people_n of_o god_n before_o such_o pleasure_n and_o certain_o then_o heaven_n and_o the_o foretaste_n of_o it_o be_v of_o infinite_o great_a value_n from_o henceforth_o lord_n it_o shall_v be_v my_o pleasure_n to_o study_v thou_o and_o thy_o will_n to_o love_v thou_o to_o serve_v thou_o to_o please_v thou_o to_o praise_v thou_o and_o to_o enjoy_v thou_o will_v be_v my_o high_a happiness_n meditation_n viii_o what_o be_v the_o applause_n and_o esteem_n of_o man_n how_o vain_a and_o poor_a a_o thing_n be_v worldly_a honour_n why_o shall_v i_o envy_v this_o to_o other_o or_o be_v eager_a after_o it_o or_o proud_a of_o it_o myself_o man_n do_v judge_n according_a to_o outward_a appearance_n and_o therefore_o may_v more_o easy_o mistake_v when_o man_n commend_v conscience_n may_v condemn_v and_o god_n much_o more_o that_o which_o be_v high_o esteem_v among_o man_n be_v a_o abomination_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n to_o be_v speak_v well_o of_o by_o sinner_n be_v rather_o a_o bad_a sign_n they_o be_v false_a prophet_n who_o have_v the_o good_a word_n of_o all_o man_n and_o the_o good_a word_n of_o saint_n be_v rather_o a_o argument_n of_o their_o charity_n then_o of_o our_o sincerity_n the_o jew_n that_o be_v one_o inward_o his_o heart_n be_v circumcise_a and_o his_o praise_n not_o of_o man_n but_o of_o god_n how_o poor_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o to_o be_v praise_v for_o beauty_n which_o be_v so_o great_a a_o snare_n to_o they_o that_o have_v it_o and_o to_o other_o also_o and_o which_o death_n may_v so_o quick_o turn_v into_o paleness_n and_o rottenness_n and_o to_o be_v praise_v for_o worldly_a greatness_n do_v yield_v but_o a_o sorry_a satisfaction_n for_o death_n be_v a_o sure_a and_o terrible_a leveller_n and_o the_o worm_n will_v make_v as_o bold_a with_o the_o catkass_n of_o the_o prince_n as_o of_o the_o peasant_n what_o will_v it_o advantage_v one_o to_o be_v commend_v for_o gift_n or_o part_n or_o grace_n if_o conscience_n at_o the_o same_o time_n do_v just_o reproach_n and_o call_v one_o proud_a and_o hypocritical_a how_o little_o do_v christ_n value_n honour_n in_o the_o day_n of_o his_o humiliation_n he_o be_v despise_v reject_v reproach_v and_o at_o last_o most_o ignominious_o crucify_a lord_n they_o be_v true_o honourable_a that_o honour_n thou_o and_o be_v honour_v by_o thou_o and_o to_o who_o thou_o will_v say_v at_o last_o well_o do_v good_a and_o faithful_a servant_n meditation_n ix_o when_o i_o look_v into_o myself_o my_o sin_n appear_v by_o great_a multitude_n but_o a_o righteousness_n of_o my_o own_o i_o can_v find_v which_o do_v deserve_v to_o be_v call_v by_o the_o name_n of_o righteousness_n if_o the_o elect_a angel_n do_v cover_v their_o face_n in_o the_o presence_n of_o a_o god_n glorious_a in_o holiness_n how_o shall_v sinful_a man_n appear_v without_o a_o mediator_n they_o that_o be_v ignorant_a may_v be_v proud_a and_o self-conceited_a and_o may_v trust_v to_o themselves_o that_o they_o be_v righteous_a but_o one_o view_n of_o god_n unspotted_a purity_n and_o exact_a justice_n be_v enough_o to_o cause_v in_o any_o mortal_a man_n self-distrust_n nay_o self-abhorrency_a the_o sun_n be_v confound_v and_o the_o moon_n ashamed_a the_o heaven_n be_v not_o clean_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o he_o that_o make_v they_o the_o angel_n themselves_o be_v charge_v with_o folly_n what_o be_v man_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v righteous_a meditation_n x._o my_o evil_a deed_n do_v far_o exceed_v my_o good_a one_o how_o great_a be_v the_o number_n of_o those_o how_o small_a comparative_o the_o number_n of_o these_o how_o many_o more_o be_v the_o vain_a word_n which_o i_o speak_v than_o those_o that_o be_v serious_a and_o when_o i_o keep_v the_o strict_a watch_n over_o my_o heart_n the_o bad_a thought_n though_o intruder_n will_v be_v ten_o for_o one_o that_o be_v pure_a and_o holy_a if_o the_o odds_o be_v not_o far_o great_a and_o can_v i_o stand_v then_o if_o the_o lord_n shall_v be_v extreme_a to_o mark_v what_o be_v do_v amiss_o who_o in_o the_o world_n have_v more_o reason_n than_o i_o to_o cry_v out_o lord_z enter_z not_o into_o judgement_n with_o thy_o servant_n that_o little_a good_a which_o i_o do_v what_o mixture_n of_o 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