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the_o society_n mix_v with_o the_o godly_a they_o think_v it_o a_o work_n of_o the_o flesh_n to_o confess_v their_o own_o sin_n this_o be_v to_o steal_v the_o word_n of_o the_o lord_n from_o his_o people_n so_o david_n psal._n 25.7_o remember_v not_o the_o sin_n of_o my_o youth_n nor_o my_o transgression_n the_o sin_n of_o his_o youth_n as_o touch_v obligation_n to_o eternal_a wrath_n be_v pardon_v i_o question_v it_o not_o but_o in_o regard_n god_n be_v turn_v from_o he_o in_o the_o flaming_n of_o love_n and_o his_o sin_n seal_v up_o in_o a_o bag_n in_o regard_n of_o innumerable_a evil_n that_o lay_v on_o he_o he_o pray_v vers._n 16._o turn_v thou_o unto_o i_o hebr._n set_v thy_o countenance_n on_o i_o god_n favour_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o it_o be_v turn_v away_o and_o vers._n 18._o look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o pain_n and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n the_o word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d with_o a_o point_n in_o the_o left_a side_n of_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d be_v to_o carry_v away_o jerome_n aufer_fw-la take_v away_o all_o my_o sin_n isai._n 53.4_o he_o carry_v or_o do_v bear_v as_o a_o burden_n our_o iniquity_n vatablus_n portavit_fw-la pagnin_n parce_fw-fr condona_fw-la spare_v or_o pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n then_o sin_n here_o be_v pardon_v only_o according_a to_o the_o present_a pain_n and_o grief_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n that_o be_v on_o david_n psal._n 3â—_n 4_o for_o my_o iniquity_n be_v go_v over_o my_o head_n as_o a_o heavy_a burden_n they_o be_v too_o heavy_a for_o i_o we_o have_v no_o reason_n to_o believe_v that_o david_n think_v himself_o already_o a_o condemn_a man_n and_o now_o in_o hell_n though_o some_o spark_n of_o hell_n wrath_n and_o fire_n not_o in_o any_o sort_n as_o satisfactory_a to_o divine_a justice_n or_o as_o a_o fruit_n of_o god_n hatred_n and_o enmity_n can_v fall_v on_o the_o child_n of_o god_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o imaginary_a but_o real_a anger_n wrath_n god_n be_v real_o angry_a with_o moses_n at_o the_o water_n of_o strife_n the_o thing_n that_o david_n do_v against_o vriah_n displease_v the_o lord_n not_o in_o david_n opinion_n only_o and_o though_o the_o hell_n for_o a_o time_n in_o the_o soul_n of_o god_n child_n and_o the_o hell_n of_o the_o reprobate_n differ_v in_o essence_n and_o nature_n in_o that_o the_o hell_n of_o the_o reprobate_n be_v a_o satisfactory_a pain_n 2._o and_o that_o iâ—_n flow_v from_o the_o hatred_n of_o god_n but_o the_o hell_n of_o the_o godly_a not_o so_o yet_o in_o this_o material_o they_o be_v of_o the_o same_o size_n that_o the_o one_o as_o well_o as_o the_o other_o be_v coal_n and_o flame_n of_o the_o same_o furnace_n and_o neither_o be_v imaginary_a then_o again_o sin_n of_o youth_n long-ago_a pardon_v though_o sometime_o dear_o belove_v be_v like_o the_o ghost_n of_o a_o dear_a friend_n some_o year_n ago_o dead_a and_o bury_v that_o re-appeareth_a to_o a_o man_n as_o dead_a samuel_n do_v to_o saul_n look_v how_o love_a and_o dear_a they_o be_v alive_a they_o be_v now_o as_o terrible_a and_o dreadful_a when_o they_o appear_v to_o we_o live_v out_o from_o the_o land_n of_o death_n so_o be_v sin_n of_o youth_n when_o they_o rise_v from_o the_o dead_a and_o be_v pardon_v in_o christ_n long-ago_a they_o appear_v again_o to_o david_n and_o job_n and_o the_o saint_n with_o the_o veil_n and_o mask_n or_o hew_v of_o hell_n and_o seal_v with_o temporary_a wrath_n psal._n 99.8_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n that_o pardon_v or_o forgave_v they_o though_o thou_o take_v vengeance_n of_o their_o invention_n the_o same_o word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d be_v give_v to_o god_n when_o he_o take_v vengeance_n on_o his_o enemy_n num._n 31.2_o isaiah_n 1.24_o i_o will_v be_v avenge_v of_o my_o enemy_n 2_o king_n 9.7_o that_o i_o may_v avenge_v the_o blood_n of_o my_o servant_n the_o prophet_n so_o be_v the_o word_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d vengeance_n use_v deut._n 32.43_o he_o will_v render_v vengeance_n to_o his_o adversary_n and_o if_o one_o and_o the_o same_o temporary_a judgement_n in_o the_o two_o thief_n that_o be_v crucify_v with_o christ_n be_v so_o difference_v that_o mercy_n be_v stamp_v on_o the_o same_o death_n to_o the_o one_o and_o wrath_n to_o the_o other_o we_o may_v well_o say_v there_o be_v a_o temporary_a vengeance_n and_o wrath_n that_o befall_v both_o the_o saint_n and_o the_o reprobate_n in_o this_o life_n and_o the_o difference_n be_v in_o the_o mind_n and_o intention_n of_o god_n in_o both_o and_o that_o god_n pardon_v sin_n when_o he_o remove_v temporary_a wrath_n so_o 2_o sam._n 12.13_o nathan_n say_v to_o david_n the_o lord_n also_o have_v cause_v thy_o sin_n to_o pass_v away_o why_o thou_o shall_v not_o die_v this_o be_v mean_v of_o temporal_a death_n especial_o as_o the_o context_n clear_v v._o 10._o the_o sword_n shall_v not_o depart_v from_o thy_o house_n and_o v._o 14._o the_o child_n bear_v to_o thou_o shall_v sure_o die_v then_o the_o lord_n put_v away_o of_o david_n sin_n be_v in_o lose_v he_o from_o the_o sword_n in_o his_o own_o person_n not_o in_o his_o house_n and_o child_n for_o by_o proportion_n of_o divine_a justice_n though_o temper_v with_o mercy_n the_o sword_n be_v punish_v with_o the_o sword_n i_o do_v not_o exclude_v relaxation_n from_o eternal_a punishment_n but_o remission_n go_v for_o relaxation_n of_o punishment_n scripture-sense_n then_o as_o there_o be_v two_o sort_n of_o punishment_n one_o temporary_a and_o another_o the_o eternal_a wrath_n to_o come_v so_o there_o be_v in_o scripture_n two_o sort_n of_o remission_n one_o from_o the_o temporary_a another_o from_o eternal_a punishment_n therefore_o sin_n be_v put_v for_o punishment_n gen._n 4.13_o my_o iniquity_n say_v cain_n be_v more_o than_o i_o can_v bear_v or_o my_o punishment_n be_v more_o than_o i_o can_v bear_v levit._fw-la 24.15_o he_o that_o curse_v his_o god_n shall_v bear_v his_o sin_n ezek._n 23.49_o and_o you_o shall_v bear_v the_o sin_n of_o your_o idol_n num._n 9.13_o the_o man_n that_o be_v clean_o and_o forbear_v to_o eat_v the_o passove_a that_o man_n shall_v bear_v his_o sin_n so_o when_o god_n lay_v sin_n to_o the_o charge_n of_o the_o sinner_n in_o punish_v it_o he_o be_v say_v to_o lay_v a_o burden_n on_o the_o sinner_n 2_o king_n 9.25_o and_o to_o remove_v this_o burden_n be_v to_o pardon_v the_o sin_n 2_o chron._n 7.14_o if_o my_o people_n humble_v themselves_o then_o will_v i_o hear_v from_o heaven_n and_o will_v forgive_v their_o sin_n and_o will_v heal_v their_o land_n by_o remove_v the_o locust_n and_o the_o pestilence_n see_v the_o pardon_v of_o their_o sin_n be_v expon_v to_o be_v the_o remove_n of_o the_o locust_n and_o pestilence_n and_o to_o call_v sin_n to_o remembrance_n be_v to_o punish_v sin_n the_o shunamite_n say_v 1_o king_n 17.18_o be_v thou_o come_v to_o i_o o_o man_n of_o god_n to_o call_v my_o sin_n to_o remembrance_n and_o to_o slay_v my_o son_n job_n complain_v c._n 13.26_o thou_o make_v i_o to_o possess_v the_o iniquity_n 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indulgence_n to_o our_o carnal_a delight_n and_o of_o our_o not_o open_v to_o our_o belove_a when_o he_o knock_v cant._n 5.2_o 3_o 4_o 5_o 6._o and_o though_o the_o godly_a do_v steadfast_o believe_v their_o salvation_n be_v in_o a_o castle_n above_o lose_v yet_o in_o reason_n sin_n bring_v break_v bone_n psal._n 51.10_o a_o sad_a cloud_n the_o damn_v up_o of_o a_o spring_n of_o christ_n love_n spread_v abroad_o in_o the_o heart_n a_o temporary_a hell_n in_o the_o soul_n it_o must_v be_v sorrow_v for_o hate_v mourn_v for_o confess_v and_o yet_o in_o all_o these_o there_o be_v no_o necessity_n of_o such_o a_o law-spirit_n of_o bondage_n to_o work_v these_o
soul_n and_o then_o a_o bush_n move_v with_o the_o wind_n be_v a_o arm_a man_n every_o conviction_n of_o conscience_n be_v condemnation_n 2_o cor._n 1.8_o we_o be_v press_v out_o of_o measure_n above_o strength_n in_o so_o much_o that_o we_o dispair_v even_o of_o our_o life_n ver._n 9_o but_o we_o have_v the_o sentence_n of_o death_n there_o be_v load_n and_o weight_v lay_v on_o we_o above_o strength_n darken_a soul_n put_v on_o christ_n deep_a representation_n of_o wrath_n and_o blackness_n of_o indignation_n and_o change_v he_o in_o their_o apprehension_n in_o another_o christ._n 4._o satan_n can_v drink_v up_o at_o one_o draught_n a_o grieve_v and_o sorrow_v spirit_n bear_v 2_o cor._n 2.7_o and_o he_o have_v access_n to_o the_o fancy_n and_o outwork_n of_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n so_o he_o can_v enlarge_v the_o species_n to_o a_o double_a bigness_n let_v it_o be_v consider_v if_o the_o grammar_n of_o heman_n be_v not_o a_o little_a swell_v in_o more_o than_o 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christ_n and_o the_o soul_n to_o separate_v between_o friend_n never_o believe_v ill_o of_o christ_n love_n think_v no_o ill_a if_o you_o love_v christ_n two_o hell_n may_v cast_v water_n on_o your_o fire_n of_o love_n but_o can_v quench_v it_o christ_n will_v believe_v no_o ill_a of_o you_o let_v satan_n speak_v his_o will_n misgiving_n 5._o even_o the_o love_n of_o a_o saint_n to_o christ_n under_o a_o hard_a dispensation_n be_v sick_a with_o jealousy_n and_o travel_v in_o birth_n with_o phancied_a suspicion_n of_o christ_n love_n our_o love_n be_v sway_v with_o misgivings_a it_o be_v full_a of_o care_n and_o fear_n and_o doubt_n because_o it_o be_v not_o always_o edge_v with_o heavenly_a wisdom_n it_o take_v life_n from_o sense_n and_o feel_v embrace_n from_o presence_n and_o reciprocation_n of_o warmness_n from_o christ_n bowel_n and_o when_o face_n answer_v not_o face_n rule_n and_o christ_n love_n do_v not_o echo_n and_o resound_v to_o our_o love_n than_o it_o faint_v we_o too_o 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hardly_o give_v way_n to_o the_o lie_v that_o our_o unbelieved_a heart_n raise_v against_o he_o christ._n 2._o our_o second_o mis-giving_a from_o unbelief_n be_v in_o believe_v our_o state_n psal._n 31.22_o i_o say_v in_o my_o haste_n i_o be_o cut_v off_o from_o before_o thy_o eye_n i_o be_o none_o of_o christ_n be_v a_o too_o ordinary_a mimistake_n as_o he_o be_v change_v and_o not_o i_o often_o go_v before_o we_o often_o find_v more_o fault_n and_o first_o blame_n in_o christ_n if_o not_o only_o ere_o we_o see_v our_o own_o provocation_n hence_o the_o complaint_n of_o job_n chap._n 6._o chap._n 13._o chap._n 16._o chap._n 19_o and_o of_o jeremiah_n chap._n 20._o chap._n 15._o of_o ezechiah_n esai_n 38._o of_o asaph_n psalm_n 77._o of_o heman_n psal._n 88_o of_o the_o church_n isaiah_n 49.14_o 15._o isaiah_n 63._o chap._n 64._o psal_n 102._o psal._n 6._o psal._n 42._o psalm_n 31._o run_n more_o on_o the_o strain_n of_o complain_v of_o god_n and_o his_o unkind_a dispensation_n then_o of_o the_o plaintiff_n sin_n and_o provocation_n and_o where_o there_o be_v one_o mistake_v of_o ourselves_o under_o dissertion_n the_o reader_n may_v find_v out_o ten_o mistake_n of_o christ_n and_o when_o the_o disserted_a soul_n misjudgeth_a his_o own_o state_n it_o issue_v from_o and_o reflect_v on_o the_o mis-judged_n apprehension_n of_o christ._n 3._o from_o unbelief_n issue_v the_o misjudging_a of_o our_o own_o action_n i_o do_v no_o good_a or_o if_o i_o do_v it_o be_v not_o be_v on_o the_o right_a motive_n dâ—ssâ—rtion_n and_o for_o the_o right_a end_n the_o good_a that_o i_o do_v the_o antecedent_n be_v true_a but_o not_o the_o consequence_n there_o be_v a_o cloud_n in_o our_o fair_a sun_n and_o
pestilence_n and_o â—he_v lord_n justice_n be_v not_o yet_o glorify_v nor_o his_o mercy_n in_o avenge_a the_o enemy_n the_o cry_n of_o the_o soul_n under_o the_o altar_n be_v not_o hear_v the_o church_n not_o deliver_v we_o will_v here_o yield_v patience_n to_o divine_a providence_n god_n have_v more_o care_n of_o his_o own_o glory_n than_o we_o can_v have_v 2._o what_o man_n take_v from_o god_n he_o can_v repair_v infinite_o another_o way_n but_o we_o be_v less_o anxious_a for_o the_o lord_n active_a glory_n to_o do_v what_o be_v our_o duty_n and_o serve_v he_o and_o glorify_v he_o in_o the_o sincere_a use_n of_o mean_n some_o learn_v their_o schoolfellow_n lesson_n better_o than_o their_o own_o for_o god_n glory_n of_o event_n we_o be_v to_o be_v grieve_v when_o he_o be_v dishonour_v but_o not_o to_o take_v the_o helm_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n out_o of_o his_o hand_n but_o leave_v to_o god_n these_o who_o will_v plunder_v christ_n crown_n off_o his_o head_n we_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v in_o the_o glory_n of_o event_n but_o pray_v it_o flourish_v but_o we_o take_v too_o much_o ado_n in_o it_o and_o we_o do_v too_o little_a in_o the_o other_o 5._o there_o be_v a_o glory_n of_o god_n twofold_n also_o one_o of_o holiness_n and_o grace_n another_o of_o bliss_n and_o happiness_n this_o i_o consider_v either_o as_o in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n or_o of_o glory_n grace_n in_o grace_n kingdom_n the_o saint_n for_o their_o holiness_n and_o titus_n and_o the_o brethren_n 2_o cor._n 8.23_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o christ._n i_o will_v place_v say_v the_o lord_n esai_n 46.13_o salvation_n in_o zion_n for_o israel_n my_o glory_n faithful_n pastor_n take_v in_o city_n and_o subdue_v crown_n and_o kingdom_n to_o christ._n paul_n conquer_v many_o crown_n to_o christ_n saint_n 1_o thess._n 2.19_o for_o what_o be_v our_o hope_n or_o joy_n or_o crown_v of_o rejoice_v be_v not_o even_o you_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n at_o his_o come_n christ_n 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shall_v receive_v a_o crown_n of_o glory_n that_o fade_v not_o away_o this_o be_v the_o reward_n of_o faithful_a elder_n that_o feed_v the_o flock_n of_o christ._n the_o heaven_n of_o glory_n be_v call_v the_o holy_a heaven_n psal._n 20.6_o the_o lord_n will_v hear_v from_o his_o holy_a heaven_n and_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n the_o church_n have_v a_o brave_a crown_n on_o her_o head_n revel_v 21.10_o 11._o she_o come_v down_o out_o of_o heaven_n from_o god_n have_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n grace_n grace_n be_v a_o glorious_a thing_n 6._o o_o but_o we_o come_v short_a in_o do_v and_o suffer_v when_o our_o do_n suffer_v eat_a drink_v die_a pain_n abasement_n shame_n glory_n want_v this_o end_n of_o the_o glorify_v god_n that_o add_v a_o excellent_a lustre_n beauty_n and_o glory_n to_o all_o that_o we_o do_v when_o christ_n the_o father_n heaven_n be_v tie_v to_o the_o further_a end_n of_o all_o our_o action_n we_o be_v above_o ourselves_o but_o we_o differ_v little_a in_o our_o aim_n from_o beast_n when_o the_o intention_n rise_v no_o high_a than_o this_o side_n of_o clay_n and_o time_n psal._n 49.11_o that_o our_o house_n may_v continue_v esai_n 5.8_o that_o we_o may_v be_v place_v our_o alone_a on_o the_o earth_n vers._n â—8_o and_o there_o come_v a_o voice_n from_o heaven_n say_v i_o i_o have_v both_o glorify_v it_o and_o will_v glorify_v it_o again_o in_o this_o answer_n observe_v these_o 1._o the_o answer_n 2._o the_o air_n it_o come_v from_o christ._n from_o heaven_n 3._o the_o way_n and_o manner_n of_o its_o come_n by_o a_o audible_a voice_n 4._o the_o matter_n of_o the_o answer_n i_o have_v both_o glorify_v it_o and_o will_v glorify_v it_o again_o christ_n be_v always_o answer_v of_o his_o father_n either_o in_o the_o thing_n he_o sue_v hear_v joh._n 11.42_o or_o in_o that_o which_o he_o fear_v heb._n 5.7_o or_o by_o real_a comfort_n luk._n 2d_o 42_o 43._o or_o in_o a_o full_a and_o perfect_a deliverance_n psalm_n 22.20_o 21._o compare_v with_o psalm_n 16.10_o 11._o act_n 24.25_o act_n 5.31_o or_o in_o supply_n of_o strength_n for_o his_o suffering_n esai_n 50.7_o 8._o it_o be_v a_o proof_n of_o the_o worth_n of_o christ_n advocation_n and_o intercession_n if_o i_o know_v myself_o to_o be_v in_o christ_n prayer-book_n in_o his_o breast_n among_o christ_n asking_n of_o the_o father_n its_o comfortable_a psal._n 2.8_o ask_v of_o i_o and_o i_o will_v give_v thou_o the_o heathen_a for_o thy_o inheritance_n and_o the_o uttermost_a part_n of_o the_o earth_n for_o thy_o possession_n when_o christ_n ask_v soul_n of_o the_o father_n he_o give_v he_o his_o ask_n the_o lord_n can_v withhold_v from_o this_o king_n the_o desire_n of_o his_o heart_n psalm_n 21.2_o he_o ask_v a_o wife_n of_o his_o father_n and_o it_o be_v grant_v christ_n will_v have_v they_o all_o in_o one_o house_n to_o be_v copartner_n of_o the_o crown_n of_o heaven_n with_o he_o for_o it_o be_v his_o prayer_n joh._n 17.24_o the_o king_n and_o the_o queen_n in_o one_o palace_n we_o can_v fall_v from_o grace_n for_o we_o stand_v by_o christ_n prayer_n luke_n 22.31_o 32._o heb._n 9.24_o prayer_n we_o have_v many_o disease_n in_o the_o matter_n of_o the_o return_n of_o a_o answer_n 1._o we_o wait_v not_o on_o a_o answer_n we_o speak_v word_n we_o pray_v not_o we_o breathe_v out_o natural_a desire_n for_o spiritual_a mercy_n we_o have_v no_o spiritual_a feel_n of_o our_o want_n and_o there_o be_v a_o end_n psalm_n 18.41_o the_o wicked_a cry_n but_o there_o be_v none_o to_o save_v they_o do_v not_o pray_v but_o cry_v 2._o we_o storm_v and_o offend_v that_o our_o humour_n rather_o than_o our_o faith_n be_v not_o answer_v either_o at_o our_o own_o time_n or_o that_o the_o thing_n which_o we_o ask_v to_o spend_v on_o our_o lust_n as_o james_n 4.3_o be_v not_o grant_v 3._o we_o be_v more_o careful_a and_o trouble_v that_o we_o be_v not_o hear_v then_o anxious_a to_o offer_v the_o rent_n and_o pay_v the_o calf_n of_o our_o lip_n in_o pray_v which_o be_v god_n due_a be_v we_o as_o serious_a in_o worship_v in_o prayer_n as_o we_o be_v desirous_a of_o seek_v want_n it_o be_v good_a but_o there_o be_v more_o seek_v in_o our_o prayer_n for_o ourselves_o than_o there_o be_v adore_v for_o god_n 4._o we_o employ_v not_o christ_n as_o mediator_n and_o high_a priest_n in_o pray_v and_o exercise_v faith_n so_o much_o as_o we_o put_v forth_o pith_n and_o strength_n of_o word_n that_o we_o may_v extort_v rather_o our_o need_n then_o obtain_v grace_n as_o if_o pray_v and_o hear_v of_o prayer_n be_v work_n and_o wage_n rather_o than_o beg_v and_o give_v of_o mere_a grace_n 5._o we_o consider_v not_o when_o we_o pray_v and_o prayer_n be_v not_o return_v in_o the_o same_o coin_n that_o we_o seek_v that_o the_o father_n hear_v christ_n prayer_n virtual_o and_o meritorious_o answer_v all_o our_o prayer_n in_o substance_n and_o for_o our_o good_a for_o 1._o christ_n can_v cull_v out_o and_o choose_v petition_n more_o necessary_a and_o fundamental_a for_o my_o salvation_n than_o i_o can_v do_v 2._o he_o be_v answer_v in_o all_o point_n we_o be_v answer_v often_o in_o the_o general_a and_o in_o as_o good_a only_o 3._o christ_n can_v with_o more_o submission_n and_o sense_n pray_v than_o we_o can_v do_v nature_n in_o christ_n can_v boast_v and_o compel_v god_n to_o hear_v prayer_n often_o our_o zeal_n be_v but_o natural_a boast_n and_o quarrel_v as_o if_o we_o can_v force_v god_n to_o answer_v grace_n in_o christ_n and_o grace_n be_v the_o most_o lowly_a and_o modest_a thing_n of_o the_o world_n pray_v with_o all_o submission_n not_o my_o will_n but_o thy_o will_n be_v do_v 4._o all_o prayer_n be_v
weep_v o_o what_o a_o sad_a world_n psal._n 69.11_o i_o make_v sackcloth_n my_o garment_n o_o precious_a redeemer_n cloth_n of_o gold_n be_v too_o conâ—fe_a foâ—_n thou_o v_o 20._o reproach_n have_v break_v my_o heart_n world_n i_o be_o full_a of_o heaviness_n he_o be_v a_o man_n make_v of_o sorrow_n esa._n 53.3_o and_o have_v experience_n and_o familiar_a acquaintance_n with_o grief_n there_o be_v a_o multitude_n that_o go_v laugh_v harp_v pipe_v and_o dance_v to_o heaven_n as_o whole_a and_o unbroken-hearted_n christian_n mystical_a mortification_n say_v they_o be_v only_o faith_n and_o joy_n we_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o weep_v confess_v sorrow_n for_o sin_n that_o be_v a_o dish_n of_o the_o law_n vinegar_n and_o gall_n it_o belong_v not_o to_o we_o we_o be_v not_o under_o the_o law_n but_o under_o grace_n that_o sour_a sauce_n be_v the_o due_a of_o carnal_a man_n under_o the_o bondage_n of_o the_o law_n but_o will_v christ_n wipe_v away_o tear_n from_o the_o eye_n of_o laugh_a man_n whâ—n_o they_o come_v to_o heaven_n believe_v 〈◊〉_d there_o go_v no_o unbroken_a and_o whole_a professor_n to_o heaven_n that_o be_v far_o from_o mortification_n heaven_n will_v not_o lodge_v whole_a soul_n with_o their_o iron_n sinnew_n in_o the_o neck_n never_o crack_v by_o the_o death_n of_o christ._n object_n but_o godliness_n be_v not_o melancholy_a but_o joy_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n answ._n 1._o true_a but_o who_o do_v christ_n sour_a with_o the_o bowel_n and_o hand_n of_o a_o saviour_n bind_v up_o but_o the_o brokenhearted_a mourner_n in_o zion_n and_o such_o as_o lie_v in_o ash_n esa._n 61.1.2.3_o sorrow_n and_o joy_n may_v lodge_v in_o one_o soul_n 2._o christ_n feast_v some_o in_o the_o way_n to_o heaven_n and_o diet_n they_o dainty_o some_o feed_v ordinary_o on_o the_o fat_a and_o marrow_n of_o the_o lord_n house_n psal._n 63.5_o and_o there_o be_v a_o feast_n of_o fat_a thing_n a_o feast_n of_o wine_n on_o the_o lees_n of_o fat_a thing_n full_a of_o 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hope_v and_o wait_v saint_n that_o must_v bear_v the_o yoke_n in_o their_o youth_n lament_v 3.26.27_o and_o sundry_a kind_n and_o size_n of_o child_n every_o one_o must_v have_v their_o own_o portion_n and_o diet_n 2_o tim._n 2.15_o matth._n 24.45_o one_o man_n meat_n be_v another_o poison_n and_o yet_o they_o be_v both_o the_o son_n of_o one_o father_n 3_o can_v every_o head_n that_o shall_v wear_v a_o crown_n in_o heaven_n bear_v this_o wine_n on_o the_o earth_n be_v clothe_v with_o such_o a_o nature_n and_o must_v every_o one_o be_v take_v into_o the_o king_n house_n of_o wine_n and_o sit_v between_o the_o father_n knee_n at_o the_o high_a table_n and_o eat_v marrow_n and_o drink_v spice_a wine_n be_v there_o not_o some_o set_n at_o the_o by-board_n that_o must_v be_v content_a with_o browne-bread_n and_o small_a drink_n or_o water_n 4._o though_o the_o word_n shall_v be_v silent_a it_o be_v easy_a to_o prove_v that_o saint_n have_v not_o the_o like_a fare_n of_o christ_n dainty_n 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have_v die_v pâ—opter_fw-la quod_fw-la unumquodque_fw-la tale_n etc._n etc._n now_o because_o your_o redeemer_n lay_v his_o skin_n to_o death_n and_o be_v willing_a to_o kiss_v death_n believer_n be_v to_o esteem_v of_o death_n as_o the_o cross_n that_o christ_n go_v through_o love_v the_o wind_a sheet_n and_o the_o coffin_n the_o better_a that_o they_o be_v the_o sleep-bed_n and_o night-clothes_n that_o your_o saviour_n sleep_v in_o 3._o and_o christ_n have_v the_o more_o cause_n to_o be_v willing_a to_o die_v that_o he_o be_v little_o behold_v to_o this_o life_n it_o look_v ever_o with_o a_o frown_a face_n on_o christ_n 1._o the_o first_o morning_n salutation_n of_o this_o life_n when_o christ_n be_v new_o bear_v it_o boast_v and_o threaten_a christ_n with_o the_o cut_n of_o his_o throat_n in_o the_o cradle_n and_o banishment_n out_o of_o his_o own_o land_n to_o egypt_n 2._o he_o have_v good_a hap_n all_o his_o life_n to_o suffering_n he_o have_v ever_o the_o wind_n on_o his_o fair_a 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