cross_n when_o he_o hear_v his_o mournful_a sigh_n his_o painful_a groan_n the_o earnest_a messenger_n of_o his_o afflict_a soul_n it_o be_v then_o as_o possible_a for_o christ_n to_o forget_v the_o passion_n of_o sorrow_n which_o he_o suffer_v as_o not_o to_o compassionate_v this_o poor_a penitent_a sinner_n for_o who_o he_o suffer_v he_o who_o stop_v not_o his_o ear_n at_o the_o jew_n blasphemy_n will_v certain_o not_o stop_v his_o ear_n at_o the_o penitent_n complaint_n he_o that_o turn_v not_o away_o his_o face_n from_o his_o enemy_n buffet_n will_v not_o turn_v away_o his_o eye_n from_o the_o suppliant_n tear_n though_o the_o devil_n have_v bereave_v the_o sinner_n of_o his_o purity_n yet_o can_v he_o not_o deprive_v his_o saviour_n of_o his_o pity_n christ_n do_v not_o christ_n can_v so_o remember_v the_o sin_n that_o man_n have_v commit_v that_o he_o forget_v the_o soul_n which_o himself_o have_v purchase_v his_o eye_n and_o nothing_o indeed_o else_o can_v do_v it_o but_o his_o eye_n of_o mercy_n that_o look_v through_o the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n to_o behold_v the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o sinner_n and_o that_o affliction_n move_v his_o compassion_n so_o that_o the_o penitent_n prayer_n be_v right_o form_v when_o it_o take_v in_o david_n petition_n look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n etc._n etc._n 5._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d chrys_n de_fw-mi poen_fw-mi hom_n 5._o §_o 7._o thus_o then_o sin_n bring_v forth_o sorrow_n and_o the_o daughter_n devour_v the_o mother_n sorrow_n do_v destroy_v sin_n as_o the_o worm_n have_v its_o original_n from_o the_o wood_n and_o the_o wood_n its_o decay_n from_o the_o worm_n but_o this_o sorrow_n here_o of_o affliction_n and_o pain_n in_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n that_o it_o do_v become_v destructive_a of_o sin_n be_v not_o from_o any_o proper_a virtue_n in_o its_o self_n but_o from_o that_o power_n it_o receive_v from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o faith_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n 1._o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n a_o servile_a fear_n and_o a_o mercenary_a hope_n a_o servile_a fear_n in_o the_o dread_n of_o hell_n and_o a_o mercenary_a hope_n in_o the_o desire_n of_o heaven_n be_v the_o common_a motive_n to_o repentance_n which_o yet_o be_v then_o only_o to_o be_v approve_v as_o good_a and_o holy_a when_o they_o exclude_v not_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o of_o christ_n for_o as_o st._n paul_n in_o 1_o cor._n 13.3_o though_o i_o bestow_v all_o my_o good_n to_o feed_v the_o poor_a and_o though_o i_o give_v my_o body_n to_o be_v burn_v and_o have_v not_o charity_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i_o be_o nothing_o so_o again_o though_o we_o dissolve_v our_o eye_n into_o tear_n and_o break_v our_o heart_n with_o mourning_n and_o have_v not_o charity_n all_o will_v be_v as_o nothing_o nothing_o available_a to_o eternal_a life_n §_o 8._o the_o will_v we_o say_v simple_o embrace_v good_a be_v good_a yet_o if_o it_o so_o embrace_v the_o less_o as_o to_o reject_v the_o great_a good_a the_o will_n become_v inordinate_a not_o that_o the_o less_o be_v accept_v but_o that_o the_o better_a be_v repulse_v to_o repent_v then_o with_o pain_n of_o soul_n that_o we_o may_v avoid_v the_o pain_n of_o hell_n and_o obtain_v the_o bliss_n of_o heaven_n be_v certain_o good_a in_o itself_o yet_o if_o exclude_v and_o repulse_v the_o sincere_a love_n of_o god_n and_o of_o christ_n it_o become_v a_o inordinate_a act_n and_o its_o self_n so_o far_o from_o true_a repentance_n that_o it_o be_v a_o sin_n to_o be_v repent_v of_o observe_v the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o of_o christ_n be_v the_o perfection_n of_o all_o the_o grace_n 3.14_o col._n 3.14_o and_o be_v therefore_o call_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o bond_n of_o perfectness_n §_o 9_o now_o observe_v then_o further_o the_o beginning_n the_o progress_n and_o the_o end_n of_o practical_a virtue_n have_v all_o their_o due_a measure_n though_o not_o their_o equal_a degree_n of_o goodness_n fear_v that_o be_v servile_a and_o hope_v that_o be_v mercenary_a be_v good_a in_o the_o begin_n of_o christian_a discipline_n and_o evangelical_a holiness_n but_o than_o they_o must_v have_v their_o progress_n to_o that_o end_n which_o give_v perfection_n even_o the_o grace_n and_o exercise_v of_o love_n wherefore_o know_v we_o that_o repentance_n and_o affliction_n of_o mind_n which_o do_v exclude_v the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v infernal_a that_o of_o the_o damn_a in_o hell_n that_o repentance_n and_o affliction_n of_o mind_n which_o do_v not_o express_v though_o it_o do_v not_o exclude_v the_o love_n of_o god_n that_o be_v legal_a from_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n but_o that_o repentance_n and_o affliction_n of_o mind_n 8.15_o rom._n 8.15_o which_o do_v not_o only_o express_v but_o also_o arise_v from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n that_o be_v true_o evangelical_n from_o the_o spirit_n of_o adoption_n which_o alone_o can_v give_v salvation_n by_o virtue_n of_o the_o promise_n he_o that_o repent_v and_o believe_v shall_v be_v save_v §_o 10._o this_o the_o second_o particular_a that_o the_o sorrow_n of_o affliction_n and_o pain_n in_o the_o penitent_a become_v destructive_a of_o sin_n through_o the_o power_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n for_o that_o 10.3_o levit._fw-la 10.3_o god_n he_o will_v be_v sanctify_v in_o all_o they_o that_o come_v nigh_o unto_o he_o and_o therefore_o he_o be_v a_o consume_a fire_n in_o the_o fury_n of_o his_o vengeance_n 12.29_o heb._n 12.29_o when_o we_o humble_v ourselves_o before_o he_o though_o with_o the_o deep_a of_o affliction_n unless_o it_o be_v by_o faith_n in_o jesus_n christ_n as_o the_o mediator_n god_n will_v be_v a_o just_a judge_n to_o condemn_v rather_o than_o a_o merciful_a father_n to_o forgive_v for_o it_o be_v not_o our_o tear_n without_o christ_n blood_n not_o our_o sorrow_n without_o his_o suffering_n not_o our_o affliction_n without_o his_o passion_n that_o can_v quench_v the_o fire_n of_o god_n wrath_n satisfy_v the_o severity_n of_o god_n justice_n and_o move_v the_o tenderness_n of_o his_o mercy_n when_o therefore_o act_v by_o love_n and_o strengthen_v by_o faith_n we_o pour_v out_o our_o complaint_n unto_o our_o god_n in_o a_o sincere_a repentance_n our_o affliction_n and_o pain_n shall_v become_v the_o proper_a object_n of_o his_o divine_a mercy_n and_o grace_n so_o that_o we_o may_v pray_v with_o confidence_n as_o holy_a david_n look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n §_o 11._o 2_o the_o affliction_n and_o pain_n which_o be_v that_o of_o the_o devout_a saint_n especial_o either_o in_o the_o meditation_n of_o christ_n suffering_n or_o in_o the_o exercise_n of_o fervent_a prayer_n or_o in_o the_o sense_n of_o their_o own_o infirmity_n 1_o in_o the_o meditation_n of_o christ_n suffering_n here_o i_o shall_v show_v you_o a_o mystery_n a_o mystery_n of_o godliness_n know_v only_o to_o the_o devout_a saint_n that_o the_o meditation_n of_o christ_n suffering_n it_o afflict_v by_o compassion_n and_o delight_n by_o complacence_n and_o so_o be_v a_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d a_o bitter_a sweet_a to_o see_v the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n seize_v the_o soul_n of_o life_n yea_o the_o soul_n of_o he_o who_o the_o devout_a saint_n love_v better_a than_o life_n how_o oh_o how_o must_v this_o need_v be_v bitter_a but_o now_o to_o see_v the_o fire_n of_o love_n drink_v up_o this_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n and_o all_o in_o tenderness_n of_o endear_a affection_n to_o his_o belove_a spouse_n the_o penitent_a soul_n oh_o how_o how_o must_v this_o need_v be_v sweet_a how_o can_v the_o devout_a saint_n meditate_v upon_o his_o crucify_a saviour_n but_o with_o unspeakable_a anguish_n and_o yet_o with_o incomparable_a delight_n behold_v amid_o the_o excess_n of_o his_o love_n the_o pang_n of_o his_o sorrow_n §_o 12._o whilst_o the_o devout_a soul_n than_o meditate_v upon_o christ_n passion_n this_o or_o the_o like_a soliloquy_n be_v a_o part_n of_o her_o devotion_n o_o my_o crucify_a jesus_n how_o grievous_a be_v his_o sorrow_n how_o gracious_a be_v his_o love_n he_o love_v his_o torment_n and_o take_v pleasure_n in_o his_o suffering_n he_o die_v with_o joy_n that_o he_o may_v die_v with_o grief_n for_o i_o o_o love_v ecstatical_a wherefore_o as_o i_o can_v but_o grieve_v in_o his_o grief_n so_o i_o can_v but_o joy_n in_o his_o love_n that_o be_v my_o anguish_n this_o my_o ravishment_n so_o that_o as_o i_o sorrow_n with_o he_o as_o my_o belove_a so_o i_o glory_v in_o he_o as_o my_o saviour_n thus_o be_v the_o devotion_n of_o the_o godly_a in_o the_o meditation_n of_o christ_n suffering_n a_o mystical_a benjamin_n a_o child_n of_o grief_n and_o love_n in_o a_o amorous_a compassion_n and_o a_o dolorous_a complacence_n of_o the_o soul_n with_o christ_n which_o amid_o
its_o joy_n and_o delight_n say_v as_o david_n look_v upon_o my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n §_o 13._o 2_o in_o the_o exercise_n of_o fervent_a prayer_n who_o voice_n be_v loud_a from_o the_o heart_n then_o from_o the_o mouth_n loud_a from_o the_o eye_n then_o from_o the_o tongue_n sigh_n and_o tear_n be_v the_o best_a rhetoric_n of_o the_o devout_a man_n prayer_n the_o right_a gift_n of_o prayer_n and_o true_a grace_n of_o supplication_n not_o be_v as_o many_o fond_o fancy_v it_o in_o the_o ready_a or_o large_a expression_n of_o word_n 8.26_o rom._n 8.26_o but_o in_o sigh_n and_o groan_n which_o can_v be_v express_v o_o then_o then_o be_v we_o most_o fervent_a in_o prayer_n when_o our_o trouble_a soul_n become_v big_a with_o desire_n which_o can_v be_v utter_v and_o therefore_o the_o tongue_n be_v unable_a to_o declare_v they_o in_o word_n they_o force_v their_o passage_n at_o the_o eye_n in_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n thus_o thus_o pray_v we_o for_o the_o church_n of_o christ_n for_o the_o choose_v of_o god_n that_o in_o a_o sympathy_n of_o their_o suffering_n we_o may_v say_v with_o david_n behold_v my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n §_o 14._o 3_o in_o the_o sense_n of_o their_o many_o infirmity_n the_o saint_n of_o god_n exercise_v with_o ecstatical_a devotion_n in_o the_o holy_a excess_n of_o divine_a love_n 2.20_o gal._n 2.20_o as_o st._n paul_n they_o live_v yet_o not_o they_o but_o christ_n that_o live_v in_o they_o 3.3_o col._n 3.3_o and_o their_o life_n be_v hide_v with_o christ_n in_o god_n even_o as_o the_o star_n without_o lose_v their_o light_n they_o shine_v not_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o sun_n but_o the_o sun_n shine_v in_o they_o and_o their_o light_n be_v hide_v in_o the_o light_n of_o the_o sun_n thus_o the_o soul_n without_o lose_v its_o life_n it_o live_v not_o be_v ecstatical_o swallow_v up_o in_o christ_n but_o christ_n he_o live_v in_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o soul_n life_n be_v hide_v in_o the_o life_n of_o christ_n but_o now_o after_o the_o soul_n be_v descend_v from_o the_o mount_n tabor_n of_o her_o divine_a ecstasy_n how_o do_v she_o find_v herself_o in_o the_o valley_n of_o tear_n by_o reason_n of_o her_o humane_a infirmity_n and_o when_o the_o heart_n be_v wound_v with_o the_o dart_n of_o love_n and_o the_o desire_n be_v not_o accomplish_v in_o the_o enjoyment_n of_o its_o belove_a what_o can_v be_v more_o afflict_v as_o hope_v defer_v make_v the_o heart_n faint_a 12._o prov._n 13_o 12._o so_o desire_v not_o satisfy_v make_v the_o soul_n languish_v thus_o the_o psalmist_n 42.1_o psal_n 42.1_o as_o the_o hart_n pant_v after_o the_o water-brook_n so_o long_v my_o soul_n after_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o soul_n be_v athirst_a for_o god_n for_o thou_o the_o live_a god_n etc._n etc._n §_o 15._o oh_o when_o the_o devout_a soul_n will_v fain_o take_v wing_n and_o fly_v away_o to_o her_o sweet_a repose_n in_o the_o bosom_n of_o her_o belove_a oh_o the_o secret_a trouble_n and_o anguish_n of_o spirit_n to_o find_v itself_o clog_v and_o chain_v to_o the_o servile_a misery_n of_o this_o mortal_a life_n yea_o the_o impure_a motion_n of_o corrupt_a affection_n so_o that_o the_o devout_a saint_n cry_v out_o with_o the_o bless_a apostle_n wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o 7.24_o rom._n 7.24_o who_o shall_v deliver_v i_o from_o this_o body_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o death_n there_o be_v certain_o no_o pleasure_n like_o that_o of_o please_a god_n no_o joy_n like_o that_o of_o enjoy_v christ_n and_o now_o for_o such_o a_o person_n as_o have_v place_v his_o liberty_n in_o god_n service_n his_o life_n in_o god_n love_n his_o comfort_n in_o god_n favour_n for_o such_o a_o person_n to_o be_v so_o infest_a with_o carnal_a earthly_a and_o corrupt_a affection_n that_o he_o call_v in_o question_n his_o faith_n as_o false_a his_o hope_n as_o vain_a his_o service_n as_o fruitless_a who_o can_v conceive_v the_o convulsion-fits_a of_o his_o spiritual_a anguish_n the_o labour_a throe_n of_o his_o soul_n perplexity_n in_o which_o he_o cry_v out_o vide_fw-la afflictionem_fw-la behold_v my_o affliction_n and_o my_o pain_n §_o 16._o 2._o the_o firm_a ground_n of_o the_o soul_n peace_n sin_v forgive_v we_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n rom._n 5.1_o there_o say_v the_o apostle_n be_v justify_v by_o faith_n we_o have_v peace_n with_o god_n through_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n here_o we_o see_v plain_o that_o peace_n of_o conscience_n it_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o justification_n so_o that_o the_o root_n from_o whence_o spring_v this_o bless_a fruit_n it_o be_v this_o a_o humble_a assurance_n of_o god_n love_n in_o christ_n in_o the_o free_a and_o full_a pardon_n of_o our_o sin_n we_o may_v observe_v that_o till_o christ_n have_v reconcile_v the_o father_n by_o his_o suffering_n and_o death_n and_o have_v give_v a_o assurance_n thereof_o unto_o his_o church_n by_o his_o resurrection_n the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o comforter_n do_v not_o come_v down_o upon_o the_o apostle_n so_o now_o 7.39_o joh._n 7.39_o till_o we_o be_v reconcile_v unto_o god_n by_o christ_n in_o the_o remission_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o have_v some_o assurance_n hereof_o wrought_v in_o our_o heart_n through_o faith_n the_o comforter_n the_o holy_a ghost_n do_v not_o fill_v our_o soul_n with_o his_o divine_a consolation_n he_o do_v not_o refresh_v our_o spirit_n with_o his_o heavenly_a dew_n and_o sacred_a influence_n peace_n of_o conscience_n §_o 17._o therefore_o isa_n 57.21_o there_o be_v no_o peace_n say_v my_o god_n to_o the_o wicked_a their_o worm_n of_o conscience_n be_v still_o gnaw_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o outward_a jollity_n fret_v their_o soul_n with_o inward_a torture_n so_o that_o the_o wicked_a flee_v when_o no_o man_n pursue_v 28.1_o pro._n 28.1_o no_o man_n pursue_v without_o yet_o there_o be_v that_o pursue_v within_o even_o the_o sting_a guilt_n of_o a_o evil_a conscience_n so_o that_o see_v he_o every_o where_o carry_v with_o he_o his_o tormentor_n no_o wonder_n this_o if_o he_o can_v no_o way_n fly_v to_o escape_v his_o torment_n impossible_a it_o be_v he_o shall_v fly_v from_o his_o misery_n since_o he_o can_v fly_v from_o himself_o his_o guilty_a conscience_n that_o make_v his_o wound_n incurable_a his_o plague_n unavoidable_a but_o now_o when_o god_n speak_v comfort_n unto_o his_o people_n 2.14_o hos_fw-la 2.14_o it_o be_v ad_fw-la cor_fw-la comfort_n to_o the_o heart_n make_v the_o good_a conscience_n to_o be_v a_o continual_a feast_n a_o feast_n furnish_v with_o those_o dainty_n of_o christ_n banqueting-house_n 2.4_o cant._n 2.4_o lay_v up_o in_o store_n for_o his_o spouse_n the_o humble_a and_o penitent_a soul_n let_v not_o then_o the_o heart_n that_o be_v drown_v in_o worldly_a pleasure_n think_v to_o partake_v of_o those_o heavenly_a delight_n let_v not_o the_o soul_n which_o be_v in_o the_o gall_n of_o bitterness_n think_v to_o participate_v of_o this_o divine_a sweetness_n this_o hide_a manna_n as_o our_o saviour_n call_v it_o rev._n 2.17_o hide_a to_o the_o world_n and_o the_o man_n of_o the_o world_n for_o that_o the_o blessedness_n of_o comfort_n which_o be_v in_o this_o sweet_a peace_n of_o conscience_n no_o man_n know_v but_o he_o that_o taste_v §_o 18._o the_o better_a to_o represent_v by_o some_o measure_n of_o proportion_n what_o the_o comfort_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v in_o the_o peace_n of_o conscience_n after_o its_o languish_v under_o the_o terror_n of_o sin_n let_v those_o man_n give_v a_o shadow_n of_o it_o who_o from_o the_o safe_a and_o quiet_a port_n do_v behold_v the_o wave_n and_o billow_n of_o that_o rage_a sea_n in_o which_o they_o themselves_o be_v even_o now_o overwhelm_v and_o by_o a_o miracle_n of_o providence_n be_v happy_o escape_v or_o let_v those_o woman_n in_o some_o sort_n declare_v it_o who_o after_o their_o bitter_a throe_n and_o labour_a pang_n have_v enjoy_v the_o quiet_a ease_n of_o a_o bed_n of_o rest_n for_o such_o be_v the_o peace_n of_o conscience_n to_o the_o mournful_a penitent_n after_o the_o terror_n of_o sin_n and_o his_o horror_n of_o soul_n as_o be_v the_o safe_a port_n to_o the_o shipwrack_a mariner_n after_o the_o rage_a tempest_n or_o as_o the_o easeful_a bed_n to_o the_o labour_a woman_n after_o her_o painful_a travel_n §_o 19_o these_o may_v give_v we_o the_o shadow_n but_o as_o for_o the_o substance_n such_o be_v the_o excellency_n of_o that_o as_o s._n paul_n tell_v we_o it_o pass_v all_o understanding_n 4.7_o phil._n 4.7_o so_o that_o we_o can_v never_o right_o conceive_v it_o by_o description_n from_o other_o till_o we_o true_o know_v it_o by_o experience_n in_o ourselves_o which_o of_o we_o can_v conceive_v that_o have_v not_o feel_v what_o be_v the_o bless_a comfort_n of_o that_o man_n soul_n who_o in_o the_o peace_n of_o his_o conscience_n can_v see_v
faith_n and_o a_o keep_v firm_a a_o good_a conscience_n be_v that_o integrity_n and_o uprightness_n which_o shall_v preserve_v we_o preserve_v we_o by_o fix_v we_o upon_o god_n in_o christ_n as_o the_o rock_n of_o our_o salvation_n §_o 8._o a_o rock_n this_o be_v so_o deep_a that_o no_o flood_n can_v undermine_v it_o so_o high_a that_o no_o wave_n can_v overtop_v so_o strong_a that_o no_o storm_n can_v shatter_v it_o when_o the_o soul_n be_v set_v upon_o this_o rock_n it_o view_v the_o swell_a wave_n how_o they_o some_o and_o break_v themselves_o but_o neither_o hurt_n nor_o hazard_v it_o and_o therefore_o do_v the_o soul_n raise_v by_o faith_n triumphant_o conclude_v that_o neither_o height_n nor_o depth_n neither_o the_o height_n of_o wicked_a violence_n nor_o the_o depth_n of_o worldly_a trouble_n shall_v separate_v it_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n 8.29_o rom._n 8.29_o whereas_o then_o amid_o the_o world_n change_n and_o worldling_n violence_n the_o upright_a man_n seem_v likely_a to_o be_v lose_v yet_o shall_v his_o integrity_n preserve_v he_o for_o that_o this_o maxim_n of_o sure_a truth_n piety_n be_v the_o best_a policy_n shall_v confound_v all_o machiavel_n principle_n in_o the_o end_n 14.15_o ps_n 94_o 14.15_o so_o fâ—â—m_n be_v that_o sacred_a word_n of_o promise_n the_o lord_n will_v not_o cast_v off_o his_o people_n neither_o will_v he_o forsake_v his_o inheritance_n but_o judgement_n shall_v return_v into_o righteousness_n and_o all_o the_o upright_a in_o heart_n shall_v follow_v it_o §_o 9_o 2_o the_o argument_n of_o faith_n wherewith_o david_n back_v his_o petition_n for_o i_o wait_v on_o thou_o as_o preservation_n be_v a_o continue_a creation_n so_o be_v wait_v a_o continue_a trust_n for_o what_o trust_n believe_v by_o faith_n it_o wait_v for_o by_o hope_n and_o thus_o be_v trust_v a_o compound_v of_o both_o when_o we_o trust_v in_o god_n we_o look_v to_o the_o word_n of_o promise_n and_o in_o that_o 2.25_o 1_o joh._n 2.25_o to_o the_o authority_n of_o he_o that_o speak_v the_o word_n and_o this_o be_v the_o act_n of_o faith_n again_o we_o look_v to_o the_o object_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o in_o that_o to_o the_o goodness_n of_o the_o object_n and_o this_o be_v the_o act_n of_o hope_n yea_o further_o when_o we_o trust_v in_o god_n we_o rely_v upon_o his_o promise_n as_o from_o he_o who_o be_v the_o first_o truth_n and_o this_o be_v faith_n and_o we_o wait_v for_o the_o promise_n 15._o heb._n 6_o 12_o 15._o as_o from_o he_o who_o be_v the_o chief_a good_a and_o this_o be_v hope_n now_o that_o god_n oftentimes_o suspend_v the_o blessing_n we_o desire_v it_o be_v to_o try_v the_o trust_n we_o profess_v and_o if_o our_o trust_n be_v upright_o it_o will_v be_v constant_a the_o reliance_n of_o faith_n and_o the_o expectance_n of_o hope_n make_v our_o trust_n perfect_a so_o that_o the_o same_o grace_n which_o cast_v our_o soul_n upon_o god_n to_o trust_v in_o he_o will_v sustain_v our_o soul_n to_o wait_v till_o we_o enjoy_v he_o 14._o ps_n 27.13_o 14._o §_o 10._o the_o truth_n of_o faith_n the_o sincerity_n of_o our_o trust_n and_o the_o integrity_n of_o our_o hope_n be_v never_o more_o evident_a than_o when_o help_n be_v defer_v for_o if_o any_o unruliness_n of_o passion_n if_o any_o corruption_n of_o self_n love_n if_o any_o base_a interest_n of_o a_o temporal_a end_n if_o any_o such_o thing_n have_v taint_v our_o trust_n our_o faith_n our_o hope_n it_o will_v then_o appear_v and_o our_o shame_n will_v accompany_v our_o sin_n the_o desert_v a_o good_a cause_n by_o reason_n of_o great_a calamity_n will_v manifest_v to_o the_o world_n our_o heart_n be_v not_o upright_o 19_o 1_o joh._n 2_o 19_o however_o our_o profession_n seem_v zealous_a hereby_o shall_v it_o appear_v then_o that_o we_o true_o trust_v god_n when_o we_o firm_o rest_v in_o he_o disquiet_v of_o mind_n discover_v weakness_n of_o trust_n and_o a_o distract_n fear_n argue_v a_o disturb_a faith_n §_o 11._o if_o with_o integrity_n we_o trust_v god_n we_o shall_v in_o piety_n and_o prudence_n commit_v our_o way_n to_o he_o 5._o ps_n 37_o 5._o we_o shall_v wait_v patient_o the_o success_n of_o our_o faith_n and_o the_o effect_n of_o his_o providence_n thus_o when_o the_o three_o child_n have_v commit_v themselves_o to_o god_n 16._o dan._n 3_o 16._o they_o be_v not_o careful_a to_o answer_v nebuchadnezar_n they_o know_v their_o duty_n and_o let_v god_n work_v his_o will_n indeed_o it_o be_v grace_n in_o act_n more_o than_o in_o habit_n in_o function_n more_o than_o in_o affection_n in_o use_n more_o than_o in_o stock_n that_o do_v quicken_v strengthen_v support_v and_o save_v and_o therefore_o the_o wait_a saint_n have_v a_o wake_a soul_n his_o grace_n be_v not_o dormant_a slugged_a with_o security_n presumption_n or_o sloth_n no_o but_o still_o exercise_v in_o the_o duty_n of_o holy_a devotion_n and_o a_o sincere_a obedience_n in_o a_o active_a vigour_n of_o life_n and_o strength_n §_o 12._o as_o in_o nature_n so_o in_o grace_n motion_n be_v the_o preservative_n of_o purity_n and_o the_o incentive_a of_o heat_n even_o life_n itself_o be_v the_o more_o lively_a by_o action_n god_n say_v the_o school_n be_v a_o pure_a act_n and_o every_o creature_n have_v the_o great_a excellency_n of_o be_v by_o how_o much_o it_o have_v the_o great_a perfection_n of_o work_v 4.8_o rev._n 7.15_o rev._n 4.8_o the_o heavenly_a body_n have_v their_o rest_n in_o motion_n and_o the_o heavenly_a saint_n their_o blessedness_n in_o operation_n the_o more_o holy_a the_o soul_n be_v the_o more_o heavenly_a aâ—d_v the_o more_o heavenly_a the_o more_o active_a it_o be_v then_o in_o the_o exercise_n of_o grace_n and_o duty_n of_o obedience_n that_o we_o wait_v for_o the_o accomplishment_n of_o god_n promise_v his_o promise_n of_o deliverance_n in_o time_n of_o trouble_n upon_o which_o promise_n david_n find_v his_o prayer_n 50.15_o psal_n 50.15_o and_o fix_v his_o faith_n when_o he_o thus_o bespeak_v god_n say_v let_v integrity_n and_o uprightness_n preserve_v i_o for_o i_o wait_v on_o thou_o §_o 13._o oh_o what_o be_v the_o best_a temper_n of_o soul_n then_o what_o the_o best_a exercise_n of_o grace_n what_o the_o best_a duty_n of_o devotion_n wâ—en_o in_o public_a calamity_n or_o private_a distress_n we_o wait_v for_o the_o salv_n tion_n of_o god_n 1._o what_o the_o best_a temper_n of_o soul_n answ_n when_o compose_v to_o a_o holy_a frame_n of_o divine_a patience_n this_o resolution_n we_o have_v from_o our_o saviour_n when_o he_o give_v the_o admonition_n to_o his_o choose_a amid_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o church_n that_o in_o their_o patience_n they_o possess_v their_o soul_n 21.19_o luke_n 21.19_o which_o word_n compare_v with_o the_o context_v admit_v this_o paraphrase_n as_o if_o our_o saviour_n have_v say_v though_o such_o shall_v be_v the_o persecution_n of_o my_o church_n that_o man_n rob_v you_o of_o your_o good_n by_o oppression_n rob_v you_o of_o your_o liberty_n by_o imprisonment_n rob_v you_o of_o your_o life_n by_o cruelty_n yet_o let_v they_o not_o rob_v you_o of_o what_o be_v more_o dear_a and_o precious_a than_o ten_o thousand_o world_n your_o soul_n and_o that_o by_o sin_n through_o impatience_n of_o spirit_n apostatise_v from_o god_n but_o in_o your_o patience_n possess_v your_o soul_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d possess_v they_o so_o as_o to_o preserve_v they_o preserve_v they_o as_o your_o best_a of_o treasure_n even_o in_o the_o profession_n of_o faith_n and_o a_o good_a conscience_n which_o be_v still_o accompany_v with_o peace_n and_o rest_n in_o the_o inward_a man_n so_o that_o the_o heart_n of_o the_o upright_a like_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o earth_n amid_o all_o the_o storm_n tempest_n and_o commot_n once_o of_o the_o world_n 112.7_o psal_n 112.7_o it_o remain_v unmoveable_a from_o its_o steadfastness_n it_o be_v still_o fix_v trust_v in_o the_o lord_n §_o 14._o 2._o what_o the_o best_a exercise_n of_o grace_n answ_n the_o exercise_n of_o humility_n of_o faith_n and_o of_o hope_n first_o humility_n tâ—is_o that_o dispel_v all_o secret_a murmur_n at_o the_o public_a order_n of_o god_n providence_n prompt_v the_o soul_n to_o a_o acknowledgement_n of_o his_o justice_n and_o a_o advancement_n of_o his_o mercy_n a_o acknowledgement_n of_o his_o justice_n thus_o daniel_n 8._o dan._n 9.7_o 8._o o_o lord_n righteousness_n belong_v unto_o thou_o but_o unto_o we_o confusion_n of_o face_n as_o at_o this_o day_n to_o the_o man_n of_o judah_n and_o to_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o jerusalem_n and_o unto_o all_o israel_n that_o be_v near_o and_o that_o be_v far_o off_o through_o all_o the_o country_n whither_o thou_o have_v drive_v they_o because_o of_o their_o trespass_n that_o they_o have_v trespass_v against_o thou_o o_o lord_n to_o
the_o flesh_n less_o danger_n and_o damage_n in_o overwork_a then_o in_o too_o much_o indulge_v the_o outward_a man_n for_o where_o one_o man_n sail_n his_o course_n of_o piety_n with_o too_o full_a a_o gale_n of_o zeal_n a_o hundred_o lie_v becalm_v with_o lukewarmness_n 3.16_o rev._n 3.16_o in_o the_o close_a beware_v of_o attribute_v to_o duty_n what_o be_v proper_a to_o christ_n a_o chief_a reason_n doubtless_o though_o little_a notice_n be_v take_v of_o it_o a_o chief_a reason_n it_o be_v of_o dryness_n and_o barrenness_n in_o holy_a performance_n that_o we_o have_v a_o overprise_a opinion_n a_o over-value_a esteem_n of_o they_o for_o the_o soften_a and_o melt_v the_o raise_n and_o enlarge_n the_o comfort_v and_o revive_v the_o heart_n 15._o ps_n 11â—_n 32_o isa_n 57_o 18._o 2_o cor._n 1.3_o ps_n 34_o 15._o these_o be_v all_o the_o work_n of_o christ_n and_o his_o spirit_n not_o to_o be_v attain_v by_o labour_n and_o toil_n but_o by_o humility_n and_o faith_n hear_v david_n the_o eye_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v upon_o the_o righteous_a and_o his_o ear_n be_v open_a unto_o their_o cry_n first_o god_n eye_n be_v upon_o their_o person_n and_o then_o his_o ear_n be_v open_a unto_o their_o prayer_n it_o be_v not_o the_o duty_n we_o perform_v but_o the_o promise_n christ_n give_v or_o rather_o christ_n in_o the_o promise_n which_o bring_v rest_n to_o the_o soul_n and_o he_o vouchsafe_v thou_o o_o thou_o afflict_a soul_n a_o gracious_a portion_n of_o this_o spiritual_a rest_n as_o a_o pledge_n and_o earnest_n of_o that_o full_a inheritance_n even_o rest_v eternal_a amen_n chap._n vii_o the_o soul_n conflict_n from_o the_o misapprehension_n of_o god_n withdraw_v the_o comfort_n of_o his_o gracious_a presence_n such_o be_v the_o deceitfulness_n of_o man_n heart_n and_o the_o subtlety_n of_o satan_n suggestion_n that_o many_o there_o be_v who_o forsake_v god_n yet_o think_v they_o have_v he_o and_o many_o that_o have_v he_o yet_o think_v themselves_o forsake_v of_o he_o many_o be_v so_o enlighten_v that_o they_o come_v near_o to_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n which_o yet_o be_v cast_v down_o to_o hell_n again_o many_o there_o be_v so_o deject_v as_o to_o come_v nigh_o to_o hell_n which_o yet_o be_v receive_v to_o heaven_n the_o discomfort_n of_o the_o faithful_a through_o their_o frailty_n do_v cause_n their_o great_a dejection_n 13._o isa_n 49_o 14_o isa_n 14.12_o 13._o but_o the_o enlightening_n of_o the_o wicked_a through_o their_o pride_n make_v for_o their_o great_a condemnation_n such_o be_v the_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o exceed_a craft_n and_o cunning_n of_o satan_n 6.11_o eph._n 6.11_o in_o his_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d his_o art_n and_o method_n of_o temptation_n make_v the_o more_o expert_a by_o many_o thousand_o year_n experience_n such_o i_o say_v be_v satan_n art_n and_o cunning_a that_o he_o suit_v his_o suggestion_n to_o our_o affection_n and_o temper_n his_o temptation_n to_o our_o disposition_n and_o therefore_o the_o va_fw-fr n_o enthusiast_n who_o pride_n himself_o in_o his_o fancy_a converse_v with_o god_n and_o conceiteâ—_n rapture_n of_o his_o spirit_n he_o satan_n heighten_v in_o his_o presumption_n but_o the_o afflict_a saint_n from_o who_o god_n have_v hide_v his_o face_n and_o withdraw_v the_o comfort_n of_o his_o gracious_a presence_n he_o satan_n press_v down_o in_o his_o dejection_n he_o heighten_v the_o enthusiast_n in_o his_o presumption_n by_o feed_v his_o fancy_n with_o renew_a delusion_n of_o false_a joy_n and_o the_o imagine_a ravishment_n of_o god_n love_n again_o he_o depress_v the_o afflict_a saint_n in_o his_o dejection_n by_o fill_v his_o heart_n with_o renew_a jealousy_n of_o false_a fear_n and_o imagine_a terror_n of_o god_n wrath_n thus_o there_o be_v none_o more_o near_a or_o dear_a unto_o man_n then_o himself_o yet_o none_o more_o a_o stranger_n more_o a_o enemy_n for_o what_o man_n be_v he_o that_o can_v fathom_n the_o depth_n 9_o jer_n 17_o 9_o and_o so_o know_v the_o deceitfulness_n of_o his_o own_o heart_n again_o what_o man_n be_v he_o that_o do_v not_o cause_v the_o wound_n and_o destroy_v the_o comfort_n of_o his_o own_o soul_n by_o diffidence_n &_o impatience_n throw_v off_o the_o heal_a balm_n and_o cast_v away_o the_o revive_a cordial_n of_o grace_n and_o mercy_n 9_o ps_n 143_o 9_o so_o that_o well_o might_n s._n bernard_n cry_v out_o in_o a_o devout_a gloss_n upon_o the_o psalmist_n text_n libera_n me_fw-it domine_fw-la ab_fw-la inimico_fw-la meo_fw-la id_fw-la est_fw-la à _fw-fr i_o ipso_fw-la deliver_v i_o o_o lord_n from_o my_o enemy_n that_o be_v from_o myself_o see_v this_o true_a in_o the_o afflict_a saint_n deject_v in_o soul_n distress_v in_o conscience_n deep_a in_o desertion_n oh_o how_o do_v his_o soul_n become_v cruel_a to_o itself_o refuse_v to_o be_v comfort_v with_o he_o mourn_v observe_v no_o method_n but_o his_o full_a sorrow_n pour_v out_o its_o complaint_n as_o a_o bottle_n do_v its_o liquor_n in_o sudden_a and_o 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