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dispensation_n as_o of_o this_o of_o part_n as._n first_o the_o abuse_n of_o part_n lie_v in_o the_o boast_n and_o glory_v in_o the_o gift_n and_o not_o in_o he_o that_o give_v it_o and_o also_o in_o this_o to_o make_v they_o his_o rest_n 2._o for_o a_o man_n so_o to_o glory_n in_o they_o as_o to_o make_v again_o of_o they_o &_o improve_v in_o they_o for_o to_o get_v honour_n and_o preferment_n and_o glory_n in_o the_o world_n this_o i_o fear_v be_v partly_o the_o end_n of_o simon_n magus_n in_o desire_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n alas_o all_o gift_n be_v empty_a without_o god_n be_v manifest_v in_o they_o and_o poor_a contentment_n do_v they_o afford_v to_o he_o that_o rest_v in_o they_o and_o here_o man_n be_v set_v they_o in_o god_n place_n and_o labour_v to_o dispossess_v god_n who_o be_v or_o aught_o to_o be_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o this_o be_v another_o abuse_n of_o part_n a_o world_n of_o deceit_n lie_v in_o man_n heart_n about_o gift_n or_o part_n if_o 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the_o manifestation_n of_o god_n yet_o though_o it_o be_v good_a in_o its_o place_n and_o a_o dispensation_n to_o be_v own_v yet_o it_o be_v but_o a_o deceitful_a rest_n we_o know_v the_o cry_n of_o he_o in_o the_o scripture_n who_o be_v rest_a and_o glory_v in_o his_o zeal_n for_o god_n when_o he_o cry_v come_v see_v my_o zeal_n for_o the_o lord_n of_o host_n so_o we_o know_v many_o man_n zeal_n go_v before_o their_o knowledge_n of_o god_n in_o the_o spirit_n we_o hear_v of_o a_o zealous_a saul_n who_o be_v mad_a of_o zeal_n in_o persecute_v the_o church_n act._n 22._o 3_o and_o
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give_v the_o creature_n to_o know_v truth_n from_o truth_n testimony_n for_o any_o action_n of_o deceit_n from_o the_o heart_n to_o god_n as_o so_o pretend_v will_v not_o be_v without_o reason_n and_o ground_n yea_o and_o evidence_n prove_v to_o be_v true_a by_o the_o heart_n but_o still_o this_o light_n which_o be_v god_n within_o be_v that_o which_o discover_v man_n to_o himself_o yea_o the_o wind_a deceit_n in_o the_o heart_n though_o never_o so_o cunning_o act_v by_o the_o heart_n the_o sixth_o false_a rest_n the_o next_o rest_n be_v deep_a humiliation_n and_o strange_a casting_n down_o of_o spirit_n wherein_o the_o creature_n be_v make_v to_o go_v through_o sad_a torment_n of_o spirit_n and_o have_v go_v through_o a_o hell_n in_o his_o own_o conscience_n he_o have_v pass_v through_o many_o sad_a danger_n and_o have_v be_v ready_a to_o destroy_v himself_o or_o lay_v violent_a hand_n upon_o himself_o and_o daily_o mourn_v under_o the_o apprehension_n of_o these_o particular_n follow_v first_o under_o the_o apprehension_n of_o a_o angry_a and_o revenge_a god_n look_v upon_o he_o as_o one_o ready_a to_o destroy_v he_o and_o altogether_o unsatisfied_a concern_v he_o but_o expect_v the_o speedy_a execution_n of_o vengeance_n and_o wrath_n to_o be_v pour_v down_o upon_o he_o without_o measure_n here_o the_o soul_n lie_v torture_v continual_o ready_a to_o despair_v of_o any_o hope_n of_o recovery_n yet_o try_v if_o he_o can_v get_v such_o a_o measure_n of_o humiliation_n as_o will_v answer_v the_o greatness_n of_o the_o evil_n commit_v against_o god_n which_o do_v procure_v it_o second_o he_o lie_v mourn_v under_o the_o apprehension_n of_o a_o condemn_a conscience_n look_v upon_o himself_o thus_o that_o if_o his_o heart_n condemn_v he_o how_o much_o more_o will_v god_n who_o know_v all_o thing_n three_o under_o the_o view_n of_o those_o gross_a evil_n commit_v against_o god_n wherein_o sin_n flow_v in_o apace_o in_o the_o view_n of_o it_o and_o they_o be_v lay_v in_o order_n before_o the_o soulâ—_n eye_n psalm_n 50._o 21._o which_o be_v so_o loathsome_a to_o he_o under_o this_o consideration_n that_o they_o have_v bring_v he_o into_o a_o condition_n of_o misery_n damnation_n wrath_n and_o slavery_n for_o ever_o unless_o he_o can_v get_v so_o much_o deep_a afflicting_n of_o spirit_n he_o look_v upon_o himself_o as_o altogether_o uncapable_a of_o enjoy_v mercy_n whereupon_o he_o fall_v a_o mourning_n and_o grieve_v fear_v continual_o destruction_n until_o it_o be_v get_v into_o such_o a_o estate_n of_o break_n of_o spirit_n as_o it_o think_v answer_v the_o greatness_n of_o its_o evil_n and_o when_o it_o have_v do_v thus_o it_o make_v a_o rest_n upon_o it_o and_o count_v it_o a_o evidence_n of_o its_o acceptance_n with_o god_n not_o know_v that_o its_o heart_n may_v deceive_v it_o and_o though_o it_o pretend_v thus_o to_o do_v yet_o it_o may_v be_v out_o of_o fear_n and_o for_o false_a end_n to_o get_v salvation_n and_o not_o from_o love_n or_o 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may_v all_o this_o be_v hypocritical_a and_o force_v from_o the_o creature_n under_o the_o notion_n of_o destruction_n without_o it_o or_o a_o way_n to_o attain_v grace_n and_o favour_n by_o it_o now_o true_a soul_n break_n flow_v from_o love_n melt_n the_o love_n majesty_n and_o glory_n of_o god_n be_v discover_v to_o man_n do_v true_o break_v man_n so_o that_o he_o do_v not_o rest_n upon_o his_o brokennesse_n but_o upon_o he_o who_o by_o love_n break_v it_o the_o proud_a pharisee_n do_v exceed_v in_o this_o and_o many_o other_o who_o make_v it_o their_o rest_n and_o bless_a themselves_o in_o so_o do_v and_o say_v they_o fast_v so_o often_o and_o weep_v so_o much_o and_o be_v so_o and_o so_o afflict_v when_o indeed_o they_o live_v upon_o it_o and_o glory_v and_o rest_v in_o the_o same_o i_o know_v though_o it_o may_v be_v confess_v this_o be_v the_o way_n of_o god_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v a_o rest_n to_o any_o man_n for_o man_n be_v not_o able_a to_o judge_v of_o any_o truth_n until_o the_o light_n break_v in_o upon_o he_o which_o make_v all_o thing_n manifest_v and_o then_o shall_v man_n judge_v righteous_a judgement_n the_o heart_n will_v persuade_v man_n he_o act_v from_o love_n when_o he_o do_v not_o so_o and_o he_o humble_v not_o himself_o to_o be_v see_v of_o man_n or_o to_o get_v salvation_n or_o the_o removal_n of_o a_o condemn_a conscience_n or_o to_o stop_v the_o mouth_n of_o conscience_n or_o to_o get_v a_o frame_n of_o spirit_n that_o god_n may_v manifest_v mercy_n when_o indeed_o the_o heart_n be_v altogether_o it_o may_v be_v deceive_v of_o it_o and_o yet_o not_o able_a to_o judge_v of_o the_o same_o by_o reason_n of_o that_o night_n of_o darkness_n that_o lie_v upon_o it_o wherein_o it_o be_v keep_v in_o the_o cloud_n now_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o creature_n rest_v in_o this_o particular_a lie_n here_o first_o in_o those_o many_o deliverance_n wrought_v out_o of_o he_o in_o this_o condition_n as_o if_o the_o child_n of_o israel_n shall_v have_v be_v satisfy_v and_o rest_v after_o god_n have_v bring_v they_o out_o of_o the_o land_n of_o egypt_n or_o that_o after_o they_o be_v bring_v through_o the_o red_a sea_n they_o shall_v have_v make_v that_o their_o rest_n evidence_v thereby_o that_o god_n will_v bring_v they_o into_o the_o land_n of_o canaan_n when_o though_o god_n have_v deliver_v they_o yet_o afterward_o he_o do_v destroy_v they_o so_o with_o many_o which_o god_n have_v wrought_v strange_o with_o in_o this_o particular_a in_o deliver_v they_o from_o strong_a temptation_n and_o make_v they_o to_o see_v much_o of_o power_n yet_o afterward_o they_o do_v not_o wait_v for_o thâ—_n 〈◊〉_d mean_v of_o the_o promise_n but_o murmur_n against_o god_n and_o fall_v at_o last_o upon_o make_v a_o god_n to_o themselves_o of_o the_o glory_n of_o their_o wisdom_n and_o strength_n and_o natural_a part_n and_o light_n and_o they_o fall_v down_o and_o worship_v the_o same_o as_o though_o this_o be_v that_o god_n who_o do_v deliver_v they_o and_o so_o rest_v satisfy_v believe_v they_o be_v worship_v and_o enjoy_v the_o true_a god_n second_o the_o creature_n reason_n thus_o sure_o it_o be_v god_n who_o do_v discover_v sin_n unto_o i_o for_o if_o satan_n shall_v discover_v it_o it_o be_v the_o way_n to_o destroy_v his_o own_o kingdom_n therefore_o my_o sight_n of_o sin_n and_o my_o sorrow_n and_o mourning_n for_o it_o and_o those_o deep_a affliction_n which_o i_o have_v have_v for_o sin_n must_v needs_o be_v of_o god_n and_o sure_o it_o be_v both_o love_n from_o god_n and_o love_n to_o god_n and_o do_v thus_o break_v my_o heart_n i_o may_v be_v so_o and_o not_o so_o but_o though_o
to_o rest_n below_o god_n as_o be_v suitable_a to_o a_o soul_n condition_n so_o he_o bring_v in_o a_o promise_n to_o christ_n he_o have_v give_v his_o angel_n charge_v over_o thou_o etc._n etc._n mat._n 4._o 6._o here_o he_o come_v to_o apply_v himself_o suitable_a to_o the_o condition_n of_o christ_n o_o when_o once_o a_o soul_n be_v bring_v into_o a_o pinacle-condition_n wherein_o he_o be_v bring_v to_o see_v the_o glory_n of_o much_o than_o satan_n labour_v to_o cause_v the_o heart_n to_o fall_v down_o and_o worship_v he_o he_o come_v smooth_o and_o bring_v he_o promise_v of_o god_n along_o with_o he_o to_o back_o the_o truth_n of_o what_o he_o do_v and_o here_o after_o the_o soul_n be_v betray_v by_o represent_a glory_n in_o a_o promise_n mere_o cast_v in_o from_o satan_n wherein_o the_o soul_n fall_v down_o and_o worship_v the_o very_a cunning_a work_n and_o the_o high_a exalt_v of_o satan_n and_o in_o this_o condition_n he_o be_v bring_v to_o see_v and_o apprehend_v high_a 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