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the_o penitent_a be_v so_o sure_a to_o speed_v and_o find_v mercy_n with_o he_o this_o be_v a_o three_o act_n that_o godly_a sorrow_n if_o it_o be_v sincere_a do_v imply_v even_o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o all_o the_o obligation_n every_o one_o of_o we_o lie_v under_o to_o abstain_v from_o all_o appearance_n of_o evil._n four_o he_o that_o will_v bewail_v his_o sin_n aright_o must_v be_v sensible_a how_o shameful_a it_o be_v and_o destructive_a to_o his_o own_o soul_n and_o body_n it_o prevent_v his_o reason_n and_o make_v he_o far_o more_o vile_a than_o a_o creature_n that_o want_v that_o faculty_n it_o animate_v his_o sense_n to_o all_o insolency_n it_o make_v his_o passion_n masterless_a and_o unruly_a it_o destroy_v the_o health_n of_o the_o body_n the_o peace_n and_o composure_n of_o the_o mind_n it_o fill_v the_o conscience_n with_o perpetual_a remorse_n and_o unquietness_n and_o all_o these_o effect_n do_v as_o natural_o flow_v from_o it_o as_o poison_n do_v from_o a_o toad_n or_o 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no_o recompense_n for_o the_o wrong_n and_o injury_n it_o do_v he_o and_o he_o understand_v in_o some_o good_a measure_n what_o eternal_a damnation_n do_v imply_v and_o then_o when_o he_o call_v to_o mind_v the_o infinite_a number_n he_o have_v commit_v and_o how_o oft_o he_o have_v deserve_v such_o a_o dreadful_a reward_n and_o that_o yet_o he_o be_v invite_v to_o repentance_n and_o know_v that_o he_o shall_v find_v mercy_n if_o he_o repent_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o his_o heart_n this_o melt_v he_o into_o tear_n and_o dissolve_v his_o rocky_a heart_n and_o make_v it_o to_o feel_v what_o heretofore_o he_o make_v light_a matter_n of_o six_o as_o the_o penitent_a sinner_n be_v sensible_a of_o all_o the_o forego_n particular_n so_o he_o be_v acquaint_v with_o his_o own_o personal_a transgression_n not_o only_o that_o he_o be_v a_o sinner_n in_o general_n but_o what_o actual_a wickedness_n he_o be_v every_o day_n guilty_a of_o how_o little_a his_o thought_n word_n or_o action_n come_v up_o to_o the_o rule_n at_o the_o best_a and_o how_o often_o they_o utter_o thwart_v and_o contradict_v the_o rule_n and_o what_o be_v his_o master-corruption_n and_o where_o the_o strength_n of_o his_o sin_n lie_v he_o be_v also_o deep_o sensible_a of_o his_o sinful_a nature_n that_o he_o bring_v with_o he_o into_o the_o world_n and_o how_o cross_v it_o be_v to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n express_v in_o his_o word_n and_o law_n and_o altogether_o unlike_o the_o nature_n that_o god_n give_v man_n at_o the_o first_o seven_o he_o do_v hereupon_o judge_v himself_o exceed_v vile_a and_o even_o loath_a himself_o for_o his_o abomination_n ezek._n 36.31_o when_o he_o think_v upon_o his_o odious_a way_n he_o be_v hearty_o ashamed_a and_o count_v himself_o unworthy_a of_o any_o outward_a mercy_n and_o wonder_v at_o the_o mercy_n that_o god_n do_v bestow_v so_o contrary_a to_o his_o desert_n he_o serious_o judge_v himself_o more_o wretched_a and_o miserable_a by_o reason_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o a_o object_n of_o great_a shame_n and_o contempt_n than_o if_o he_o have_v live_v in_o the_o great_a poverty_n and_o want_n without_o sin_n as_o know_v that_o one_o make_v he_o contemptible_a only_o to_o such_o as_o judge_v according_a to_o outward_a appearance_n but_o the_o other_o to_o those_o that_o judge_v righteous_a judgement_n he_o know_v that_o sin_n make_v he_o a_o beast_n or_o a_o devil_n in_o humane_a shape_n and_o be_v a_o disgrace_n and_o reproach_n to_o all_o his_o faculty_n and_o quite_o pervert_v the_o very_a frame_n and_o design_n of_o they_o for_o what_o be_v sin_n but_o a_o absurd_a and_o unreasonable_a act_n actus_fw-la debito_fw-la ordine_fw-la privatus_fw-la as_o the_o schoolman_n define_v it_o and_o suppose_v the_o sense_n and_o their_o object_n to_o be_v in_o chief_a power_n and_o command_v and_o the_o noble_a part_n i_o mean_v his_o rational_a and_o immortal_a spirit_n to_o be_v chain_v up_o and_o lie_v by_o as_o a_o prisoner_n in_o fetter_n or_o which_o be_v 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