hid I said I will confesse my transgressions unto the Lord and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin Psal 32.3 4 5. These here in effect do the same by these words of theirs confessing as hath been said their sins and finding like mercy ver 38. On the other hand Cain being pricked in heart and conscience for his bloody sin and in Cain doth also speak and utter and some other Jews but what words of despair so those Acts 7.54 being cut to the heart gnashed upon Stephen with their teeth and uttered words of desperate rage and madnesse crying out with a loud voice and stoning him v. 57. And howsoever in affliction the tongue sometime belie the heart Hypocrites may counterfeit Psal 78.34 35 36. as in the grosser hypocrite yea also self-deceiver who when God smites them enquire early after him as did the Israelites in the wildernesse Neverthelesse they did flatter him with their mouth and they lyed unto him with their tongues Yet I say in true grief the tongue truly sympathizeth with the heart and expresseth the affections of it truly as in the Parrot Yet they bewray themselves by their words c. which being beaten cryes like it self with its naturall voyce and not as at other times like a man artificially And though Pharaoh Judas and many like unto them seem to shew by their words and confession some compunction of heart yet both their words being well weighed at least their after-deeds do shew the hypocrisie or deceit of their hearts and that their grief was not true and genuine for their sins but for the punishment and through legall terrours or meer naturall conscience within them Contrariwise a good heart being smitten of God will either be silent unto God and not dare to mutter or murmure against him or withall it will utter onely good words as we see in Job chap. 1.21 22. and chap. 13.15 Though he slay me yet will I trust in him Thus it is constantly with it though perhaps in a fit it may forget it self and utter words of discontent as we see in the same Job and Jeremiah and others The reason of all this is that sincerity and integrity which is in the heart of those whom God doth soundly touch Reason which is a single heart not a heart and a heart or a tongue and life different from the heart which it seems Nature it self would teach us all seeing Anatomists teach that the heart and tongue hang upon one string Dr. F. ibid. so that when the heart is moved with any passion or perturbation the hammer as in the former resemblance beats upon the bell and the mouth soundeth and answers the motions and affections of the heart Vse 1 In our sorrows to shew our sincerity by our words and by the nature of them Let us therefore when Gods hand toucheth us shew by our words and deeds also sutable that our hearts are inwardly well affected and truly humbled under his hand for our sins truly desirous how to pacifie him and to procure true peace to our consciences It s a signe the hearts of many are but lightly pricked or touched with remorse for their sins they do so little complain or make their moan to others who may afford them ease by their counsell and good directions As on the other hand such as most complain out of an inward feeling of their sins and who accordingly move doubts and questions concerning their estate of soul are none of the worst Christians at least they are in a good way 2 And so generally For more general Vse It were to be wished that men by their words and language as also by the nature and quality of their discourse and speech did shew the soundnesse holinesse and integrity of their hearts within more then they do The heart will be venting it self by the tongue and commonly according to that abundance which is in the heart the mouth will be speaking A reproof of such as pretending good hearts yet are tongue-tied Many talk much of their good hearts to God ward but if their hearts within were so good holy hearts believing hearts humble hearts hungering hearts zealous hearts as they pretend they would not be so tongue-tied as they are either to God-ward or towards others If Gods word were in the heart of many Ministers 1 In Preaching at least as a burning fire they would soon grow weary with forbearing to preach and to speak in his Name Jer. 20.8 9. though his word should be made a reproach to them and a derision daily So if the hearts whether of many Ministers or others 2 In Prayer were truly pinched with sense of their own and peoples wants they could not take up with bare generall forms of words in their seeming prayers or with a generall invitation of others to pray or at best to joyn with them in rehearsing more then praying the Lords prayer The heart truly touched with a sense of its own guiltinesse and of Gods displeasure or of its own wants could not take up with forms of words framed by others or at least long rest in them but would vent it self by words at least by sighs and groans sutable to its condition Such as complain that for any expressions of their own they are tongue-tied in Prayer let them strive to get better hearts sensible hearts sanctified hearts hearts full of the spirit of God which is a spirit of grace and of supplication Zech. 12.10 for were they full of it they would otherwise vent themselves then they do whereas now they draw neer to God onely with the mouth and with their lips honour him but have their hearts removed far from him Isa 29. ver 13. their hearts are more tyed and shut up then their tongues and so in effect both are tyed to God-ward So many are and some complain that they are not so profitable in discourse and in private conversation with others by holy conference as they should be 3 In speaking of good things by instructing exciting and for God exhorting encouraging of others yea admonishing and reproving them for their vanity oaths reviling of Gods people and his people and for their speaking evill of Gods good ways But if these would look into the true cause hereof they would finde that either the Law of God is not at all in their hearts for then they would speak wisdome and their tongue would talk of judgement or that their hearts are not so holy so charitable and compassionate towards others so zealous for God and his honour and such beleeving hearts as they should be or for time of profession calling and means might be But for a tongue that straitens it self to speak of better things then are in the heart A dissembling tongue reproved c. either in matters of God and of profession of godliness or in duties and profession of love towards others this is
highly of All delight to have the hearts of men The Pope giving his devoted servants leave for a while to go to our Church in England in the first yeers of Queen Elizabeths raign in the words now lastly mentioned required of his sons and children that so doing they should give him their heart He knew if he had their heart he could soon command all the rest So the devil is well enough pleased to let his devoted servants make shew of Religion or of some good duties as of alms good words c. so long as he can keep their hearts glued first to any one or more lusts The like I may say of lovers seeking chiefly to insinuate into the hearts love and affections of their beloved Yea great Kings on earth who stand not in much need of their meaner subjects yet like well to be loved of all and to have their hearts And even thus it is with God himself who chiefly requires the heart who knows if it be wanting nothing can be sincere or lasting and where it is it will bring on all the rest The broken heart is Gods sacrifice He requires the heart as his sacrifice for and in stead of a sacrifice yea before all sacrifice But what heart If the heart be a saccrifice then as other sacrifices it must be slain and mortified at least pierced and wounded It must be a broken heart else it is not right It is not whole or entire with God Non est Cor integrum nisi sit scissum till it be broken and cut Outward sacrifices where beasts were slain and offered were but types of this sacrifice of a contrite heart so that where the heart was not contrite the sacrifice was an abomination To this man will I look saith the Lord even to him that is poor and of a contrite spirit and trembleth at my word But of others it is said He that killeth an ox as if he slew a man Isai 66.2 3. he that sacrificeth a Lamb as if he cut off a dogs neck he that offereth an oblation as if he offered swines blood c. God will none of such sacrifices where the heart which should give him praise and prayer is wanting Psal 50.9 10-14 15. I will take no bullock out of thine house c. Offer unto God thanksgiving and pay thy vows unto the most High And call upon me in the day of trouble and 51.16 17. So again Thou desirest not sacrifice saith David else would I give it thou delightest not in burnt-offerings The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit a broken and a contrite heart O God thou wilt not despise For as one noteth the visible sacrifice of beasts slain is but a Sacrament August l. 10. de civit cap. 5. that is a holy and sacred signe of the invisible sacrifice of the heart Even as in Circumcision God required chiefly and firstly the circumcision of the heart Deut. 10.16 by which is meant this pricking and cutting of the heart This is that true Circumcision which being in and from the heart Rom. 2.28 29. findes praise with God This circumcised heart is the truely humbled heart unto which a promise and a blessing doth belong Levit. 26.41 42. If their uncircumcised heart be humbled c. or bowed down or at the Chaldee hath it be broken and it is opposed to pride as when it s said 2 Chro. 52 26. King Hezekiah humbled himself for the pride or lifting up of his heart And so it implieth repentance and turning in heart to the Lord as 2 Chron. 32.26 Yet divers of Ashur c. humbled themselves and came to Jerusalem when others mocked as these here now were pricked when formerly they or others mocked Hence it is truely said by one God pours not the oil of his mercy Bern. save into a broken vessel Vse 1 This shews the preposterous course of Popish penitentiaries who professing compunction and pricking of heart and spirit 1. To confute Popish penitentiaries whip onely scourge and otherwise afflict the body and make that a matter of satisfaction and merit and so under such shew of austerity and humility Coloss 2. not sparing the body they become vainly puffed up with pride in their fleshly mindes They seem to shew a kinde of revenge which yet is not against their sins lodged in the heart which they spare yea and fatten it in pride but onely against their skins and carcases which without the heart have done little or nothing Let the flesh be tamed and outward senses restrained as cause shall require but first let the heart and inward affections be mortified and subdued else it is but a mock-repentance Pag. 34 35. But of this a little before 2. To instruct and direct us to begin at the heart So do true Converts 2 A second Use is to learn hence to begin our repentance and conversion at the heart so do true converts First King Davids heart smote him then he confessed saying I have sinned The poor publican smote on his brest and then said God be merciful to me a sinner he by so smiting aimed at the chief offender Their sorrow is in the heart before it be in the face or sowre countenance as in a like case of Nehemiah mourning for the afflictions of his people which the King took notice of saying Why is thy countenance sad Nehem. 2.2 this is nothing but sorrow of heart So it was with good King Josiah who in heart and soul first apprehending his and his peoples sins and the wrath of God due to the same then rends his clothes and weeps Therefore saith God 2 Chro. 34.27 Because thine heart was tender and thou didst humble thy self i. e. in heart first before God and didst rend thy clothes and weep c. As sadnesse of countenance in true penitents argues and presupposeth sorrow of heart and their sorrow is first in the heart before it be in the garment so it is quite contrary with hypocrites Not so hypocrites Joel 2.12 13. to such God speaks by his Prophet Joel saying Turn unto me with all your heart and rend your hearts and not your garments The countenances of hypocrites onely are sad but not their hearts like hired mourners Know we then Matth. 6. that outward expressions of sorrow are not further good then so far onely as they come from inward grief and affection as in these converts here who by saying What shall we do shewed much inward grief in the apprehension of wrath much fear care and anxiety of spirit but then they were first upon such apprehension and fear pricked in their heart 3 Exhortation to begin our reformation at the heart Why 3 Let us hence be exhorted to begin our conversion and reformation at the heart you have heard reason enough for it otherwise it were but to lop off boughs and to leave the corrupt and bitter root to purge
that are written in this book shall lie upon him c. such an one shall be cursed with a witnesse Know then thou man thou woman thou rich man thou poor man thou young man thou old man even thou whosoever thou art as thou art a sinner yea a secure sinner even thou art such a wretch thou art under wrath and therefore thou must mourn thou must be pricked and wounded for thy sin let us reason it a little And they are reasoned withall according to such general propositions as both Law and Gospel will afford us The Law curseth every one that continueth not in all things which are written in the booke of the Law to do them Gal. 3.10 Deut. 27.26 Joh. 3 18-36 Generally all impenitent ones and unbelevers The Gospel doth no lesse for such as obey and beleeve it not He that beleeves not is condemned already he shall not see life but the wrath of God abideth on him so excepe ye repent ye shall all likewise perish here is no exemption of any then But now the conscience of the guilty will it cannot but apply but I have not continued to do all things written I as yet have not repented of my sins and transgressions of the Law I do not yet beleeve on Christ aright or bring forth the fruits of a true faith therefore will the conscience infer I am under the curse I am under condemnation and under wrath Now doth not this come to thy heart as the point of a sword to wound thee if not it s a signe of a seared heart sealed up for damnation Particularly 1. Swearers The Word of God saith more particularly The Lord will not hold such guilesse as take his Name in vaine but saith the conscience of the profane swearer and forswearer I have often and still do take Gods Name in vain by perjury or at least by rash swearing therefore it cannot smoother but infer I am a guilty person and holden in the guilt of that sin beside the custome of it as in cords unto condemnation what swearers heart doth not now quake that considers this So adulterers and fornicators God will judge 2 Adulterers this the word saith but I am an adulterer a fornicator and an unclean person I know not now whom I touch Heb. 13.4 but the conscience of the guilty will apply therefore God will bring me to judgement for this sin Now how can any thus infer without remorse of conscience and many others in a word know ye not saith the Apostle appealing to the conscience even of natural men informed yet with some knowledge of the word that the unrighteous shall not inherit the Kingdom of God be not deceived 1 Cor. 6.9.10.11 neither fornicators nor idolaters nor adulterers nor effeminate nor abusers of themselves with mankind nor theeves nor covetous nor drunkards nor revilers nor extortioners shall inherit the kingdom of God Whom doth not the word now touch seeing there is the like reason of all other sins that can be named but saith the conscience of the guilty Such an one am I and as yet I am unwashed I have not yet mourned or been troubled for this my sin of Idolatry Adultery Covetousnesse Theft Drunkennesse Railing Extortion c. Therefore I shall not inherit the Kingdom of God Ah woful case of such a soul I how should it never rest till it bewail mourn and grieve for such sins and till at length with a good and true conscience it be able truly to say such I was but I am washed but I am sanctified but I am justified c. For conclusion of these motives though the thing exhorted unto namely sorrow and humiliation for sin be an unpleasant argument for every mans heart is in the house of mirth more and rather then of mourning Eccles 7.4 Amos 6.3 5 6. 3 The former exhortations urged also and men put far away the evil day and give themselves to mirth c. yet it is wholsome yea necessary if we will shew any care of our precious soules and if we were but truly sensible of our cause of sorrow as in bodily diseases as the stone toothach and agues we are as from examples so from Gods promise made to contrite ones and their priviledge we needed not be so much perswaded or urged to seek the true method for our cure But if neither our danger of Gods heavy judgements will move us which we might prevent by timely judging of our selves nor the examples of the elect and of true converts unto which we must be conformable and who lost nothing by their sorrow for by godly sorrow the heart is made better and it is the only way to true comfort and blessednesse and to have our prayers heard Psal 34.17.18 yet if there be any sparke of ingenuity in us or desire to partake of communion and fellowship with God let us be moved thereunto by this gratious promise and priviledge made and communicated to such Isa 57.15 for thus saith the high and lofty one that inhabiteth eternity whose Name is holy I dwell in the high and holy place with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit to revive the spirit of the humble and to revive the heart of the contrite ones for besides the assured promise of reviving and of comfort here is a wonderful priviledge that our hearts shall become as new heavens for God to dwell in which he doth as by our faith so by our contrition The great and holy God hath but two heavens to dwell in the heaven of heavens for his greatnesse and glory and the heart of a contrite sinner for his holinesse and grace for till this be done God and our soules will never close or dwell together Let these things be thought on by all on both sides both by true mourners in Israel which would be considered by all good and bad whose sorrow hence appears is not to be sorrowed for as being accompanied with Gods presence and ending in eternall joy and by our joviall Gentlemen and such as are all for their mirth to make themselves and others sport by breaking jests on Religion and on the servants of God whose end as lives now will be different who as Jeremy at their sitting down to drink and feast and at their rising up are their musick Lam. 3.63 and 64. these men are rewarded with sorrow of heart and with Gods curse upon them as Jeremy prayeth They cease from their musick and from their joy and dance their dance as hath been said is or will be turned into mourning Lam. 4.14 15. The word of truth hath pronounced true mourners to be blessed and all others to be cursed Blessed are ye that weep now for ye shall laugh And wo unto you that laugh now for ye shall mourn and weep Luke 6.21 and 25. Behold saith the Lord my servants shall rejoyce but ye shall be ashamed Behold my
in the suspected party it is accounted detection sufficient So when a member of the body becomes once to be gangrained by excessive heat Gangrenes or upon a wound or hurt not looked to in time it becomes to be void of sense as being deprived of vital heat and spirit to be blasted and like wilde-fire some call it S. Anthonies fire to spread and so tends to the destruction of the party So when that uneven swelling or tumour called a Cancer possesseth any part Cancers that part comes to be black or wan and without all sense or pain In like manner where much fatness is or corruption Mcuh fatness corrupt matter the outward skin or rind once pricked or pierced the pin weapon or instrument being thrust further in is not much felt such corruption hath no sense in it and that part is so far without sense till the corruption be drawn or purged out Now if we would be truly sensible and mourn savingly for sin in a sense of Gods displeasure as also spirituall pain and grief when and after that the word meets with us Let us take heed of such things as in a proportionable manner stupifie benum and bereave the soul of all spirituall sense of sin or judgements Take heed then of these things 1 Sensuality and worldlinesse First of sensuality love of pleasures gluttony drunkennesse good fellowship to which also let me adde cares and too much minding of the world Some give themselves purposely to sensuall courses to stop the mouth and cries of their conscience and to prevent or put away heart-qualms as they will call them binds all the spirituall senses Howsoever such courses as these do besot and stupifie the conscience dull and fill the spirituall senses of the soul cast it into a dead sleep whereby through present delectation in sin and sensuall courses and through cares of the world Isa 6.9 they have not eyes to discern distinctly of any thing or object which concerns them not an eare for God or for his word and judgements so as to hear the rod and who hath appointed it when God calls them to mourning Micah 6. sensuall courses cry louder and more prevailingly with them Isa 22.12 and 5 11 12. Psal 34.8 1 Pet. 2.2 3. God and the works of his hand can have no attention they are so taken up with sensuall delights they cannot be brought to taste the things or goodnesse of God and of his wayes all wayes leading them to repentance are so distastfull to them all the good means used for their good humbling are the savour of death to them 2 Cor. 2.16 yea their hearts are fat and so brawny that they are past feeling and insensible herein like unto Idols and images Ephes 4.19 having eyes and see not ears and hear not c. Psal 115.6 Howsoever as outward heat abates the inward as the love of one thing lessens the love of another and as the distempered eye will not let a man see any thing in its own and right colour but like it self Simil. so mens love and affection to their lusts and other distempers of their souls will not suffer any thing to work upon or affect them but what is sensuall they are so taken up in their thoughts and affections with such things as that what savours not of the flesh or of the world doth no whit affect them Talk of Religion especially of duties of mortification to a voluptuous man he hath no eare for that and of like duties to the worldling and you shall find his soul so filled and taken up with the love of the world that you shall have him go a way sorrowfull from you indeed but not for his sin or covetousnesse but because you interrupt his thoughts and courses which he is not minded to leave as we see in that rich young man who upon that ground though he seemed to have an ear to obey in all things else Matth. 19. yet not in that his love to the world made the duty of self deniall unpleasant to him So generally wine women and the world steal away and besot the heart the immoderate use of yea or love to any earthly thing takes away all spirituall sense the more sensible the soul is of such things the lesse it is of spirituall and so the soul as well as the body becomes spiritually drunken and casts into a dead sleep and so farre senselesse when once it is drowned and drenched with the pleasures and cares of the world this casts it into a dead sleep which binds all the senses of the soul and possesses it with a spirit of slumber Isay 29.10 Rom. 10 7 8. The godly like the five wise virgins may sometimes slumber but yet their heart waketh but these mens hearts are asleep yea even in a dead sleep to whom that belongs Eph. 5.14 awake thou that sleepest and stand up from the dead they cannot be got awaked like such as be oppressed with soporiferous diseases Abernethy physick for the soul chap. 7. as with Lethargies Caro's Catalepsies Cataphoraes or Typhomanes which are all deadly except they be speedily cured Now to prevent senselesnes from sensuality I onely tell you of our Saviours advice and commend it to you The Remedy is watch fulnesse Take heed to your selves lest at any time your hearts be overcharged with surfeting and drunkennesse and cares of this life and so that day come upon you unawares for so it came upon the old world Luk. 21 34.36 Matth. 24.37 watch ye therefore and pray alwayes c. yea the Scripture joynes fasting and prayer together Math. 17.21 that so we might take heed of bodily drunkennesse as well as spirituall All deadly sleeps proceed of a cold humor or vapor replenishing the brain and oppressing the animal spirits and senses so this deadly spirit of slumber is when men are frozen in the cold dregs of their sins and sensualitie and sobriety Jer. 48.11 whom God therefore will visit Zeph. 1.12 Take heed then of ebriety both corporall and spirituall and be ye sober and watch As ebriety causeth sleep 1 Pet. 5.18 so sobriety keeps men waking and sensible Let us be sober both in body and in mind that we also may be kept waking and affected with such things as do concern us even with sense of sin and wrath Let us not onely when we heare Gods word but at all times wholly put away the lusts of youth and for other delights and cares use a moderation The like let us spiritually do in all our joyes yea sorrows in our desires delights designes hopes and confidence take we heed especially of spirituall drunkennesse and of the immoderate love and use of the creature especially when we go about any good duties as this of hearing Gods word For my part I otherwise in handling this argument of godly sorrow compunction and conversion
the Almighty hath afflicted me Thus the good woman was humbled in Gods sight who had deprived her of her husband and two sonnes in a strange land and that doubtlesse in sight of her sin and unworthinesse and acknowledgement of Gods just hand upon her 2 To joyn with God 1 By justifying him 2. Secondly when God by afflictions humbles and bruiseth thee joyn with him in humbling thy selfe 1. Justifie God in his chastisements confesse him righteous and thy selfe the sinner and justly met withall this is one main end of Gods chastisements Levit. 26.41 that our hard and uncircumcised hearts be humbled and that we when his hand is upon us accept of the punishment of our iniquity and condemning our selves Do thou then follow home the affliction lament thine own unto wardnesse and if especially his hand lie long on thee or that his strokes be multiplied say Lord what an hard heart have I and senslesse that needs all this hammering and melting this battering and bruising that none of this could be spared Thus at length by Gods mercy thy hard and unrelenting heart shall be bruised softened and humbled 2. 2 By taking advantage of the occasion and time Take the advantage of the time when Gods hand is upon thee Men of the World both know and are carefull to observe the fittest Seasons for ploughing and breaking up of their grounds and God lookes that we do the like for the breaking up of the fallow and hard ground of our hearts Jer. 4.3 which he expects from us as a duty Eccles 3.4 There is a time to weep and a time to mourn God by his judgements on us by crosses and afflictions softens bowes and masters our stout stomackes brings down our high lookes and thoughts when we finde him stronger than our selves which perhaps we thought not on before and to take from us such stayes and props whether wealth friends health c. as on which we rested our selves more than on him Seeing men commonly under cresses are somewhat softened Job 23.15 16. Now hereby God workes in men more selfe deniall at least remorse and some more fitnesse and pronenesse to repent then at other times Thus saith Job I am troubled at his presence when I consider I am afraid of him for God maketh my heart soft and the Almighty troubleth me And in regard of troubles and distresses David complaineth to God saying I am poured out like water Psal 22.14 and all my bones are out of joynt my heart is like wax it is melted in the midst of my bowels And thus in some measure the unregenerate finde it with them in their troubles and feares whereby they finde themselves more disposed to pray and more disposed to pray and to repent and to repent as the Israelites though unsound and unconstant when God slew them they sought him and returned Psal 78.34 Isay 26.16 and Lord in trouble have they visited thee saith Isay they poured out a prayer when thy chastening was upon them At such times the hearts even of hypocrites become more remorsefull as we see in men in their sicknesse and distresse Now as Ministers should take such opportunities to worke upon mens hearts Job 33.22 so should they themselves especially as the iron when it is hot is soon bowed and fashioned by hammering and as the Wax when it is warme and soft may better be wrought and formed as we please which opportunity would be followed home My advice then to thee who desirest this pliable and sensible heart is to take the oportunitie of thy deep afflictions and crosses to follow home this worke Is any afflicted Let him pray saith Saint James Let him humble himselfe in prayer Jam. 5.13 confesse heartily his sin and seek mercy Art thou affected with sorrow upon the death suppose of some dear Friend Parent Childe or Associate Husband or Wife Whatsoever the occasion of thy grief be yea or if a secret sadnesse or pensivenesse come upon thee so as thou findest thy selfe disposed to weep omit not such a fit season now that thy countenance is sad the heart is made better Eccles 7.3 that is more soft and yielding to good impressions and our sorrow turned the right way the Lord thus softens and inclines thy soul to fresh sorrow for sin and would have thee to turne the stream of thy natural sorrow or melacholicke pensivenesse into the right chanel from the out ward or inward occasion from the known or unknown cause of thy heavinesse to sorrow and mourning for thy sin from the effect to the cause seeing nothing is truly to be sorrowed for but sin which is the onely true cause of all our other sorrowes and afflictions Blessed is such a crosse losse or affliction as bereaving us of earthly if not sinfull comforts and confidence sends us to seek our comfort and to place our trust onely in God by seeking our peace with him with true teares of godly sorrow sor our sin by which he was offended 3 To come 3. Thirdly for evils to come and judgements threatened or feared in this life or at and after the end of it Death it selfe Hell and the last Judgement the dreadfulnesse and terrour of which should make us afraid and such fear will or should worke sensiblenesse and tendernesse in us as apprehension but of temporal judgements made Josiahs heart to melt though there was in him some mixture also of love to God and zeal to his honour howsoever As 1. Temporal judgements threatened it made him with teares seek peace with God for himselfe and his people for the aversion of his judgements from them If an earthly Prince should threaten us how would we fear and by humbling our selves seek to make our peace again with him How submissively did Jacob carry himselfe toward his brother Esau when he came towards wards him as an enemie Thy servant Jacob and Let me finde grace in the sight of my lord Gen. 32.20 33.15 How much more should we fear and humble our selves Amos 38. when the Lord God hath spoken when this Lion roares who will not fear and humble himselfe before him How also did the thought of death humble not onely a good King Hezekiah but an hypocrite King Ahab 2 Death Isay 38.1 2 3. 1 Kings 21 19-21 27.29 Jon. 3.5 c. and the Ninivites Let the living then lay death to heart Eccles 7 2 and apprehend it as near that as men in apparent danger of death both by sea or land on their death-beds or as men condemned to die they may be humbled sorrowfull and penitent Let us thinke often also of Hell and of that place of torments 3 Hell and how it is prepared as for all impenitent sinners so also for the secure and voluptuous livers Luke 16.27 c. 4 The last judgement such as was Dives and his brethren so of the dreadfull
softened with the milke of this love of God! ye stout-hearted sinners and be moved therewith be moved and affected with grief to consider and thinke how ye sin against the bountie of God expressed to you in all temporal blessings which you enjoy and they are well nigh infinite in his patience towards you not cutting you off and sending you to Hell in your sinnes but chiefly in his gracious and morcifull disposition to wards you in offering himselfe more willing and ready to be reconciled to you than you are by true repentance sorrow and submission to seek it at his gracious hands O base hearts who by living still in your sinnes and without all sorrow taking pleasure in the same do seek his dishonour Do ye so requite the Lord O foolish people and unwise Deut. 32.6 7 c. Doth not this stab thy heart O my people may God now say to us and much rather than to his unthankfull people of old What have I done unto thee and so in Micah 6.3 4 5. John 10.32 Many good workes may Christ now say to us also have I shewed you from my Father for which of those workes do ye stone me How should you answer but with more humilitie sinceritie and selfe-deniall as it followeth in Micah Verse 6. Wherewithall shall I come before the Lord and bow my selfe before the high God Yea and instead of all other sacrifices there mentioned offer that of an humble and contrite spirit and resolve to walke humbly or humble your selves to walke with God O that I could hear your relenting hearts as overcome with his free mercies and offers of his grace to sound and eccho out such voices and to say What any mercie or hope of mercie for such a vile Wretch bold sinner base Varlet as I Might not God many yeares ago in his just displeasure have sent me from the wombe to Hell O Patience Would any man have put up such injuries at my hands as God hath done dishonours or would I my selfe shew like kindnesse to any who had multiplied wrongs against me O it grieves my soul that I have so grieved him beast that I am O how have I been besotted not to see better to answer his love Men and brethren what shall I do to purchase his favour whereof I have made my selfe so unworthily I resolve therefore to wallow in ashes and to repent in dust and ashes and not for a world to offend him as I have done SECT 5. Gods Majesty thought on would abase us 4. The serious thought of Gods high Majesty will humble us HEre again I might direct you to a meditation also of the high and glorious Majesty of the high and holy God of his greatnesse excellencie power wisdom glorie and all other Attributes of God that so we may no longer harden our hearts against him Psal 95 3-8 9. Deut. 10.16 17 18 -20 21. that the immutabilitie of his decrees Job 23.13 14 15 16. and his excellency may make us afraid Job 13.11 37.23 24. that his mighty power may cause us prepare to meet him by repentance Amos 4.12 with 13. as we see in Rahab Josh 2 10.-12 13-18 And that we may at length learne with Job to acknowledge our vilenesse and to abhorre our selves and repent in dust and ashes Job 38.2 3 c. 40.2 3. 42.3 with 6. But I will hasten to the last Direction without which all the rest will be used in vain and it is prayer 〈…〉 SECT 6. Earnest Prayer a means of Humiliation 5 Withall wee must earnestly pray to God who onely can humble us LAstly Seeing God onely as hath been said can humble and soften the hard and stony heart of man wee are if wee truly desire to have tender pliable sensible and humbled hearts most earnestly to seek the same by prayer of God 1 By others 1. If thou canst not through weakness of gifts or distractions pray of thy self desire the assistance of some godly and compassionate Christian to pray with thee and for thee that God would graciously and powerfully work in thee what thou desirest In such case yea howsoever send for the Elders of the Church when thou feelst thy heart any thing hardened or thy self to be in any distress of soul or body that they may pray over thee James 5.14 2 By our selves But 2. Is any among you afflicted or would any of you be indeed truly afflicted in conscience and come to some remorse for his sin Let him pray saith Saint James himself It s hard if any man who hath a true and inward desire of any thing he wants or would have If I say he cannot breathe out one sigh and some way or other though brokenly express himself to God Broken prayers oftentimes shew a broken heart and spirit which God will not despise But as thou art able beg earnestly daily and constantly an humble soft and relenting heart with godly sorrow for all and every sin It s no easie thing to break the pride and stoniness of the heart it requires help from heaven and power from above If God do it not it will never be done Wee have Gods promise But now we have his promise for it if we will earnestly seek unto him for it as for all other things freely promsed Ezek. 36.26 32 37. Beg earnestly that God would melt and soften thy heart and must be earnest be importunate with him till he hear thee his word is past and if thou faint and weary not it shall in Gods fittest time and urgent with him and in that measure and manner which he thinks good be accomplished and fulfilled Challenge God of his promise of powring upon thee the spirit of grace and of supplications that looking upon Christ thou maist mourn c. Zech. 12.10 God as hath been said must by his Spirit breath in before thou canst breathe out by thy spirit one sigh for thy sin And in thy prayer complain to God of thy hardnesse and say Lord why hast thou hardened my heart from thy fear Isa 63.17 Lord I have an hard proud and stubborn heart it is too hard for mee do thou take it down break and humble it If thou art not heard for the present yet cry still give not over yea and constant wait on him for an answer in due time who hath long waited for thee Rom. 10.21 Deut. 22.26 and for thy Repentance Cry aloud to God for help as the virgin was bound in case shee were forced else lost both her reputation and her life Cry to God before for help and after for pardon so shall not thy hardness of heart be imputed to thee or be thy ruine That which unfainedly thou desirest might be done and grievest if it be not done that shall by Gods mercy in Christ be accounted to thee as done And with our prayer wee must joyn 1. Fasting Now to make thy prayer more effectuall
did from Christ but come not sorrowfull to Christ or his Ministers seeking ease to their burthened conscience yea many mens sorrow is such as drives them from God and Christ as Judas and Cain in their pangs of conscience Judas came not to Christ for mercy though he were at hand yea a Saviour at hand but to the high Priest and at length hastened to the Divell Cain flees from the presence of God to build him a City for his safety Others in distresse and anguish of conscience do not betake themselves to prayer or to God his Ordinances and Ministers but with Saul to musick to the Witch of Endor to the Divell Of which more hereafter 5. With coming to God and to the throne of grace 5 Prayer there is prayer and deprecation for pardon where the soul is truly humbled as in Manasseh and in the humbled Publican Lord be mercifull to mee a sinner Luke 18.13 Here is a sinner that is one laden and touch'd in heart for his sin and here is his prayer for pardon and mercy But this follows upon the former and belongs partly to somewhat following Yet it convinceth many who never seek ease by hearty prayer for mercy from God unlesse it be for removall onely of their justly deserved punishment 6 Reformation of life and a holy walking with God 6. True humiliation is accompanied with reformation of life and with a holy walking with God onely such humiliation is acceptable to God which is so followed Therefore the Lord shewing how we may come and bow our selves acceptably before him and what is good this is the chief That we walk humbly or humble our selves to walk with God Micah 6.2 8. such a soul as hath been truely pricked hath been taught its lesson for medling again with sin as hath been said And godly sorrow changeth the heart works in it an hatred of sin a love of righteousnesse in a word Repentance 2 Cor. 7.10 that is a change and alteration both of heart and life whilest the unfained tears of true sorrow do not onely like the waters of the red sea drown the whole army of our sins but like the dew and rain from heaven water and refresh our earthy hearts yea make the soul to bring forth and bud Isa 55.10 and to be fruitfull in all righteousnesse and in the fruits thereof Without returning again to sins formerly repented Such a soul returns not at least habitually unto wickedness as we have shewn Ahab Pharaoh Felix and Judas did and as is the guise of hypocrites who after some seeming sorrow and forced tears return with the swine to the same or worser sins again But do thou examine thy heart and consider well with thy self whether thy humiliation have effectually taught thee to walk both humbly and constantly in a course of humiliation yea and reformation with thy God An unreformed life is inconsistent with an humbled heart SECT 3. Other Concomitants gathered from the Text as 1. Confession of sin Other effects and concomitants of godly sorrow gathered more specially from the text it self TO proceed As the afore-named particulars have been afforded us from other Texts of Scripture which more expresly couple them with humiliation sorrow of heart and feeling the load and burthen of sin so though we will exclude none of them from having been in these converts yet we will fetch some signes Effects and Concomitants of true Contrition more specially from the Text it selfe Some besides Hope of which I have spoken formerly gather hence these two Effects of true Contrition 1. Confession 2. Detestation of sin 1 Confession of sin even to man 1. Here is implied if not expressed an open and free Confession of their sin of murther and of crucifying their Saviour wherewith v. 36. they were charged they deny not their guiltinesse nor are ashamed to lay open their disease to their spirituall Physicians they in effect confesse themselves guilty and onely seek direction what to do to be saved from deserved wrath saying Men and Brethren What shall we do And to say truth where the soul feels the burthen and load of sin it will seek ease by disburthening it self by free and willing confession of the same as to God especially so also to man to men of God especially to able and mercifull men and Ministers who are not onely able to speak a word in season for comfort and direction but tender-hearted pitifull and mercifull who will sympathize with it yea are faithfull both for their unpartial dealing with the wounded spirit not healing it with fair words and flatteries and also for secrecie No ease without this in some cases so far as it is fit It is with the soul in this case as with the stomack if it be overcharged with surfetting and thereupon sick and pained it seeks and gets ease by vomiting so in like proportion the soul having surfetted on sin and now sensible of the load of its sin will seek ease by confessing thereof both to God and in some cases to man too where either his sin hath been open and scandalous or personall to the hurt and wrong of any or where he finds not comfort and sense of pardon from God for by making it known to some faithfull Minister or experienced Christian he may hope for some help by their prayers and wise directions Have you who pretend sorrow for sin thus done or have ye not rather Application and do you not stand out against the reproofs of Gods word and Ministers to such as will not be convinced denying justifying or at least extenuating and lessening your sins I tell you a heart truely contrite and broken will soon be convinced None will sooner take shame to themselves by a free and ingenuous confession of sin or take shame to themselves then such as are most sensible of their dishonours done to Gods great name thereby If by taking shame to themselves they can any whit redeem Gods honour they will readily do it And therefore I ask again In case you have made some confession of your sin as even a Pharaoh and a Judas may do have ye therein aimed at Gods honour and do you therefore by confession take shame to your selves that you may give to God the honour of his Omnisciency Justice Holinesse as is fit Many as condemned persons rather then they will shame themselves by a true confession of the sins for which they justly suffer or thereby honour Gods justice which hath found them out or yet the justice of the Law by which they stand condemned as yet the good thief did on the crosse will with that other gracelesse thief chuse rather presently to go to hell with the guilt and load of their sins upon them Such are the Pseudo-martyrs of the Romish Synagogue and thousands moe wherein they come short of Judas who confessed his treason against the innocent Lamb of God Or if with
Saviour Mat. 18.6 Who so shall offend one of these little ones which beleeve in me it were better for him that a milstone were hanged about his neck and that he were drowned in the depth of the Sea CHAP. XXII An Exhortation to men of all sorts to get this mournfull disposition of soul for sin LAstly A Second use of exhortation to all that we labour after a sorrowfull disposition of soul for sin in our selves as a thing 1. Necessary 2. Seasonable and befitting 1. The times 2. The persons 1. Of Kings and great ones 2 Chron. 37.27 Why to conclude all Be we again exhorted all of us to be so far from condemning this mournful disposition in others that we rather conceive it needfull and necessary for our selves seeing mourn we must for sin either here savingly if we willingly undertake it and frame our hearts to it or hereafter eternally and hellishly as hath been said And it is a disposition not only such as befits the times it being the time of Jacobs trouble and of the Churches miseries in many parts of the world but all sorts and conditions of men and women 1. Kings and great ones who are tenderly brought up may seem if any most of all exempt yet behold David a King watering his couch with his teares King Hezekiah turning to the wall and weeping but above all King Josiah humbling himself rending his clothes and weeping before the Lord Why Though to other men they be as gods yet to God whom by their sin they offend they are but men and it is the great God they are to deal withall and who will deal with them as well as with others seeing he is no respecter of persons It s no shame but the honour of the best and greatest on earth to humble and abase themselves before the great and dreadfull God Who should not be ashamed to humble themselves But I am sure it shall be pride and matter of shame in meaner men not to do it when such great and godly Kings as have been named have not been ashamed so to do 2. Rich men if they be as yet unhumbled are called on to weep and howl 2. Rich men their danger being so great and their salvation so difficult by being told what else in the end will befall them Jam. 5.1 2 c. 3. And poor men should strive to be also poor in spirit 3. Poor men their outward poverty and wants inviting them thereunto as we see in the Prodigall whose poverty and wants though deeper matters be implied humbled him and sent him home unto God his Father 4. Young men should begin betimes 4. Young men and so by godly sorrow prepare themselves to do God long and cheerfull service they should make use of and maintain that naturall tenderness which is in them least by time and continuance in sin they grow more sencelesse and hard-hearted 5. And older men though perhaps lesse disposed to weep 5. Old men yet have the greater cause by reason of their long continuance in sin and as being in all probability nearer either heaven or if they have not formerly mourned hell and the everlasting torments thereof which cannot otherwise be prevented but by timely sorrow here on earth 6. Nay it concerns us all generally whatsoever our relations are on earth 6. All generally whether considered 1. As men Jam. 4.9.10 who by St. James are called on to be afflicted and mourn and weep Let your laughter your carnall rejoycing saith he be turned to mourning let it be the matter of your sorrow that you have so carnally rejoyced and your joy to heaviness Humble your selves under the mighty hand of God c. It becomes us all thus to do Are we men since sin came into the world the world it self is but a vale of teares whose condition is to be here on earth as in a vale of misery a house of mourning and mortality and surely mad mirth and laughter doth not become it or us being as men banished into a strange land from heaven the place of joy But are we Christians are we members of Christ 2. As Christians that we may Phil. 3.10 be conformable to Christ Then weeping and mourning will well become and befit us that we may be conformable to him our Head in his death and sufferings here as we hope be like him in glory hereafter 2 Tim. 2.11 12. This is a faithfull saying If we be dead with him we shall also live with him If we suffer with him we shall also raign with him saith the Apostle and suffer with him Matth. 26.37 38. Now his sufferings were for our sins when his soul was exceeding sorrowfull even to the death and he offered up prayers and supplications with strong crying and teares Heb. 5.7 Now though his sorrows and sufferings being alone satisfactory were to ease and free us from everlasting sorrows yet sorrow we must not by way of satisfaction but of sympathie not by way of satisfaction but of sympathy and so far only as by tasting the bitterness of our own sin we may not only so far suffer with him but feel and expresse the more joy and thankfulnesse to him who drunke the very dregs of that cup of trembling and of wrath which we should have been made to swallow down as shall the damned who now by not sorrowing in time lose the benefit of Christs death and sufferings but whereof we who are now touched and pricked in heart for our sins do only sip and taste a little Moe lets of godly sorrow with their remedies barely named You have heard of Le ts to this godly sorrow which I endeavoured to remove and to which I do refer some moe might here be added such as are from the suggestions of Satan telling us such an austere course is a needless strictness from distractions occasioned by other men and other businesses from our selves and from that naturall indisposition unto duties of this nature and from a love of pleasures and lothnesse to bid vain pleasures adieu unto all which must be opposed watchfulnesse prayer good consideration of the straitnesse of the way and gate of life and the necessity of the duty The sweet content and true pleasure which is in these waies of God when sensuall men can find no pleasure no not in things otherwise necessary naturall and lawfull unlesse there be sin in them and some tang of the forbidden fruit and leaven of corruption Whereas there is no such pleasure as to overcome pleasure no such delight in the acting of sin as pleasure in resisting the temptation thereunto c. But we may seem to have said enough already of such things Conclusion exhorting to get soft hearts Therefore let us as we love our soules shew care to make good use of the things we have heard and known aboue all things labouring in the use of the meanes abovesaid to get
tender humble soft and relenting hearts and when we have got them to keep and preserve them so in and by the frequent use of the same and other like means and keep them so How and holy exercises of prayer meditation hearing reading conference with such as have been humbled through neglect of which we shall find ovr hearts insensibly to grow hard and through cold performance of duty to freez again Even as the water in the cold of winter soon freezeth into hard ice which once broken in some parts of it that cattell may drink thereat or for other uses is kept open by daily breaking of it which care being for some few dayes neglected requires greater pains to break and open it again Simile So a soft heart and Gods Spirit once had are easily kept by daily care but hardly recovered when through negligence we have lost them CHAP. XXIII Where is shewed what these Converts said and that the heart being once affected sheweth it self by words and thereby may be discovered It followeth And said unto Peter and the rest of the Apostles Men and brethren The second effect of Peters Sermon or What these Converts said What shall we do IT hath already been considered what these Converts heard and what they suffered we must next consider what they said And said unto Peter c. where me thinks I see them framing into true Christians and becoming like a well set and tuned clock where the heart which in them was pricked and moved is like the master-wheel They are compared to a clock moving by the weights of their own sin and of Gods wrath not without some sense allurement and hope of mercy their tongue like the bell on which the hammer after the moving of the first wheel doth strike which truely sheweth the inward disposition of the heart and how it is affected and then their hand like the pointer shews it self ready to do and put in execution whatsoever it according to Gods word shall be directed unto as being right in heart tongue and hand as we should be in all other duties as of thankfulnes for they being pricked in heart said What shall we do here is heart tongue and hand agreeing in a sweet harmony together in this first work of conversion as indeed they do and should do in all other parts and particulars of Christian practise and duty as in our thankefulnesse towards God where the heart must begin Non sola vox sonet sed manus consonet verbis facta concordent Aug. in Psal 149. and in the inward acknowledgement of Gods mercies and Attributes love God Psal 116.1 and the soul yea all that is within understanding memory will and affections must praise him Psal 103.1 Then accordingly our mouths must speak of and shew forth his praises Psal 51. and our hands work and shew us really thankfull which is the end of all mercies temporall Psal 105.43 44 45. Deut. 10.12 13. and spirituall Luke 1.74 75. So God would have us perform duty to men even to our enemies much more to himself as Matth. 5.44 45. where you will finde both a Diligite of the heart and of love of enemies Love your enemies a Benedicite of the tongue Blesse them that curse you and a Benefacite of the hand This their behaviour is a signe of the sincerity of their sorrow Do good to them that hate you And so here It was a good signe that they were rightly and savingly pricked in heart when in this humble and loving manner they spake unto the Apostles sought direction from them and offered themselves ready and willing to do accordingly Others being pricked are more hardened then before and kick against the prick hating that word and those persons that do rebuke them as those other Jews did Stephen Acts 7. which puts a manifest difference between such as are savingly pricked and such as are not Four particulars to be spoken of here by which we may and should examine and try our selves 1. Who thus spake and said Such as were pricked Here we will consider 1 Who thus said or spake 2 When. 3 To whom 4 What said they 1 Who Such as were pricked in heart No marvell if thus by the tongue they shewed the grief and sorrow of their hearts It s a signe they were now sensible of their own hatefull sins and of Gods just judgements due unto them of both which formerly they were insensible as indeed the greatest evils always are such as men are least sensible of as the heathen Philosopher instanceth in ignorance folly 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Arist Rhet. 2. injustice c. Now that Gods word and grace began secretly to put some life into them and that they began to be at some distance with their sin having it now not so much in them as before them they become sensible of the same and shew so much by speech Where the heart is truely and inwardly affected in any kind especially where it is inwardly wounded and in anguish Doctr. The heart shews it self by words and thereby may be judged it shews vents and bewrayeth it self by the mouth and by words Words will burst our like fire which cannot be hid David resolving to keep his mouth with a bridle Psal 39.1 2 3. while the wicked was before him yet when by holding his peace his sorrow was stirred my heart saith he was hot within me while I was musing the fire burned then spake I with my tongue So in matter of joy where the heart rejoyceth Acts 2.26 the tongue will be glad so where faith is in the heart there wil be confession of faith in the mouth Rom. 10.10 where the heart boyleth bubleth up or as we English it enditeth a good matter there the tongue will be the pen of a ready writer Psal 45.1 The mouth of the righteous speaketh wisdome and his tongue taketh of judgement Why The Law of his God is in his heart Psal 37.30 31. A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good and an evill man out of the evill treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evill for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh Luke 6.45 This here appears in the passion of sorrow where being pricked in heart especially in sorrow and anguish the tongue expresseth truely the sorrow of it as the stroaks on the instrument or voice of the singer answers the notes that are prickt in the rules Dr. Featly So that by the quality and nature of the speech or words uttered the inward condition the sincerity and soundnesse or unsoundnesse of its sorrow is commonly discovered as we see differently in David David's conscience being inwardly troubled for sin whilest he kept silence he found Gods hand still more heavie upon him Then said he I acknowledged my sin unto thee and mine iniquitie have I not
being sufficient to himself wherein he will have one man helpfull to another according to his calling that each may stand in need of other and each may afford his care and help to other Insomuch that the King himself as he is not able to subsist of himself but stands in need of his meaner subjects even of the husbandman the King himself is served by the field Eccles 5.9 Rom. 13.4 so is he not for himself alone but is the minister of God to his people for good If now every one will be for himself what will become of the Common-wealth in the end whence injustice c. what would follow but injustice defraudation one of another extortion oppression and in the end utter confusion So the Church also or mysticall body of Christ Or 2. of the Church wherein is diversity of callings and of gifts 1 Cor. 12. whereof one cannot be without another where God hath appointed a Communion of Saints wherein we are to serve one another in love and to have and shew the like care one of another wherein besides communion with God internall and externall there is both an invisible or internall communion one with another in the conjunction of their hearts by love where love and all offices of love and duty are wanting and in the offices thereof in mutuall prayers and thanksgivings and also externall both in preaching and hearing and in other offices both spirituall as mutuall admonitions and exhortations reprehensions and castigations by which spirituall evils are removed so by puritie of doctrine and good example of life as also corporall by alms and other works of mercy yea and duty Now where by self-denyall men do not perform such duties one to another and much self-denyall is required thereunto but that every one by a disordered self-love and self-respect will be for himself what will become of the Church of God or of the communion of Saints We see it in many places and persons in whom such self-respects take place Whence much danger and dammage to the Church where true love is wanting places and offices in the Church sought after but preaching and good example of life is neglected the Church is robbed by greedy Patrons of her patrimony Levites denyed or put from their maintenance and places of dwelling people either denyed their spirituall food or fed with husks of humane inventions and of errours broached through ignorance or ambition and self-respects to serve the times and be a step and ladder to preferment and maintained by wilfulness and self-love whilest men in love with their own opinions will stick by them lest they seem inconstant Thus as such as these are all for themselves Or 3. Of posterity and not at all either for the good of common-wealth or Church so some are as little for their Posterity after them saying That if they can have enough to serve their own turns for the present and if things go but well with them whilest they live they need not care for others after them who must shift for themselves as they have done This gracelesse conceit savouring of so much self-respect is wicked and unsound whence danger of ruine 1 To private families by wastefull and careless parents and the practice of it if it were generall would be the ruine 1. Of private Families For how should children be provided for if parents respecting nothing but their own ease pleasures and voluptuousness should either neglect their callings and the care in an honest way to provide for their families and to lay up for their children or mispend and waste all on their lusts on their horses hawks dogs or on harlots or on their backs and bellies by gorgeous apparel and delicate or excessive fare above the proportion of their means and decency of their callings whereby they are forced to cut down their woods to mortgage and at length to forfeit or sell out-right their inheritances house and lands which being left by their Ancestours they should leave and transmit to their Posterity 2 To the common-wealth by greedy Magistrates 2 No greater decay or signe of ruine to the Common-wealth then when Magistrates and Officers every man serves himself and his own turn of it and respects his own private commodity for the present and neither the publick and common good of many whilest each for his time interverts from the common stock and publick Treasury nor yet of posterity and such as come after them and Monopolizers Thus it is with Monopolizers Ingrossers c. 3 To Religion 3 And for Religion if care be not had to transmit it pure unto posterity after our departure out of this life and that God by others after us may be glorified and served according to his own will and word by time-serving Teachers what indeed will become of it or of the Church It may fail for the care of many who receiving it as pure gold from God and our fathers seek to mixe and adulterate it for their own base ends and hopes in this world Thus did not Moses Thus did not Moses when he was so carefull to instruct Joshua and to charge him the elders and people before his death Deut. 31.2 7 26 29 c. nor Joshua Joshua before his death see Jos 23.1 2. to the end and chap. 24.1 2. and so on to ver 29. nor Paul whose both fear and care was or Paul that after his departure grievous wolves should not enter into the Church of the Ephesians not sparing the flock which accordingly he commends to the care of the Elders of that Church who had publick spirits Acts 20.28 29 c. All these had and generally the godly have publick spirits and are not all for themselves And such spirits should we all strive for that we may attain at length this excellent and most necessary grace of self-denyall And so we come to a third which is also a last Use of the former Observation SECT 11. Containing a third Vse Incouraging and Directing what to own shewing for what we are to deny our selves And first for God in his Attributes and Glory Vse 3 For Incouragement and Direction what especially to own and seek 3. THat we may both be better enabled and more encouraged to deny our selves in all the fore-named particulars let us be directed what especially to own what chiefly to seek respect and honour above our selves and above all things else on earth that so by denying our sinfull yea naturall if not in the sense already shewed our spirituall selves we may be no losers in the end but such as by the wisest safest and onely way shall be found truly to seek our selves and so in the end prove wise when all others shall prove fools even wise to the eternall salvation of our souls This is done and for what to deny our selves whilest by true self-denyall we do subordinate our selves and
own private and particular cause of joy should not be thought on but laid aside when it goes not well with Jerusalem and Sion as it was with the Wife of Phinehas as in divers examples Phinehas his Wife who for grief to hear that the Ark of God was seized on by the Philistims fell in labour and would not be comforted in a son which she bare she set not her heart to that neither did she regard it But to shew what she most laid to heart she named the childe Ichabod that is Where is the glory or There is no glory saying The glory is departed from Israel for the Ark of God is taken and so she died 1 Sam. 4.20.21 22. Nehemiah The like we see in that worthy Nehemiah Neh. 1.3 4. who understanding the misery of Jerusalem though he himself was in great favour with Artaxerxes the King and that it was well with himself yet sate down and wept and mourned certain days and prayed before the God of heaven on the behalf of his distressed brethren The like I might shew in Abraham interceding for Sodom Abraham and specially for Lot and in all likelihood not sleeping the night before Gen. 18. Ezekiel Moses Paul Joshua Josh 7 5 6 9. So in Ezekiel and the mourners Ezek. 9.4 8. In Moses and Paul of whom before And in Joshua and the Elders sorrowfully complaining in fear the enemies should environ them round and cut off their name from the earth so that God should not have a Church on earth to serve and honour him And thus by Gods blessing and mercy the care of our dread Soveraign Our own Land at this time and of this our Nation hath shewed it self concerning the distressed estate of Gods Church and people in Ireland not onely by and in the monthly exercise of prayer not sparing either Prayers fasting and supplication for them to draw down a blessing from God upon them and themselves but by supplies made both of money Money or munition and men who to represse those Popish and Romish Rebels and inhumane monsters have hazarded their lives Lives for Ireland yea many of them for the publick good and peace of that Church and people and re-establishing of the true Religion among them and securing it to our selves have already spent their best blood and lost their lives and as we see it in nature Thus in the humane Body the hand will expose it self to save the head and the whole body yea in Nature and in the Vniverse the water and fire will forsake their own proper motion and nature fire will descend and water ascend rather then there be any discontinuity or vacuity in the whole Yea every creature is ordained of God to be serviceable to the more superiour and not for it self alone The Earth is for the corn wine and oyle and these for Gods people Birds beasts bees are fruitfull not for themselves but for us men neither is every man born for himself but for others also and for the more publick good of State and Church Every good man is a common good and of a publick spirit for the good of many This makes such an one a Man among men one of a thousand Let us thus conceive as of the naturalnesse and necessity so of the excellency of this publick spirit Private interests to be denyed for publick persons Example in the Galatians once that so for the publick good of many especially of those that are good and publick persons we may be content to deny our selves in our own particular interests as the Galatians were once so affected to Paul that to have done him good or that it had been possible they would have plucked out their own eys and have given them to him they had him in such love and estimation in Priscilla and Aquila Gal. 4.15 as also had Priscilla and Aquila who for Pauls sake laid down their own necks Rom. 16.4 so ingaging in acknowledgment of thankfulnesse not onely him but also all the Churches of the Gentiles whose Apostle he was However as the need of such requires in an high estimation of them as publick good things and profitable to many let us be willing so far to deny our selves for them as in our wealth and that is but duty to contribute to them and communicate to them in all good things or in all our goods Gal. 1.6 and afford them double honour 1 Tim. 5.17 and in our names by answering for them in our lives if need be by speaking or pleading for them as did Queen Esther Thus to do namely to subordinate a mans self to the more publick and generall good of the Church Signes of self-denyal gathered from the four generall things named cause and people of God is an evident expression of one that denies himself truely as is also the practice of those other things formerly mentioned as Greater care to gain a mans own soul then the world High estimation of Christ of his excellency fulness and All-sufficiency with a true sence of a mans own emptiness worthlessness folly especially an high estimation of Christ with a mean conceit of our selves impotency wretchedness basenesse or in want of the sence of these with a true desire to know the worst by a mans own self as in Eli 1 Sam. 3.17 18. Job 34.32 and Psal 139.23 and by being well-affected to the means of discovery of him to himself and not willingly and willfully ignorant of what may debase him and advance Christ and respect to Gods glory Lastly Subordination of a mans self and all unto Gods will and glory of a mans wealth liberty name yea life rather then deny God in his truth glory worship as wee see in Daniel Dan. 6.10 and in the holy Martyrs of Jesus Christ not being ashamed to confess Christ and to advance Gods glory in any company or upon any occasion The conclusion of this point of self-deniall But now it may seem high time to leave this discourse of self-deniall in this place where it is not so directly and by way of precept taught as gathered and presupposed in these who were so savingly touched by the word and driven out of themselves so as to cry out Men and brethren what shall we do But as I have said the uncertainty of my long abode with you and of having occasion more purposely to handle the argument together with the exceeding great usefulness and profit as I hope of the duty have drawn me on to be so large This if it seem to be prolixity shall be recompenced with brevity in the dispatch of the third and last observation concerning the qualification of those whom God doth save with which all shall be finished CHAP. XXXVII SECT 1. Shewing thirdly that such as God converteth and saveth must be willing and pliable to Gods will and ready to submit to him in matter of 1. Salvation 2. Religion and