to our selves 3. In time of God's exercising his punitive Justice we should Confess our Sins to God and complain of our selves to him He that hideth his Sins shall not prosper but whoso confesseth and forsaketh them shall have mercy saith Solomon Prov. 28.13 Auricular Confession to a Priest as the Papists teach it is but an Invention of men for their advantage but Confession to God is a Duty necessary for our Salvation wherein especially the Sin which God seems to point out by his Judgment is most freely to be acknowledged As Joshua said to Achan Josh 7.19 My son give I pray thee Glory to the Lord God of Israel and make Confession unto him and tell what thou hast done Thus doe all truly Penitent persons in their Afflictions and this is the way to recover out of their Affliction if they deal plainly with God and Men. 4. To which fourthly it is necessary should be added Sorrow of heart a contrite broken and rended heart Compunction of spirit Remorse of Conscience for what we have done and in some speciall cases when the hand of God is sore upon us and our Sin hath been eminently great there must be Fasting Weeping and Mourning for our Sins yea the abundance and continuance of his Tears David saith hyperbolically watered his Couch made his Bed to swim every or all the Night with Groans unutterable even unto weariness As Manasseh sinned greatly so he humbled himself greatly Great Sins require great Flouds of Tears to wash them away I know forced Tears out of the fear of Hell can but little avail with God they may consist with love of Sin There may be counterfeit Tears which may be so far from pacifying God that they will incense him the more as knowing himself mocked by them There may be so deep a sense of Sin as to stupefy but where there is a kindly melting of the Heart for Sin Tears will likely follow and if they be in secret they are likely sincere And if we weep bitterly for Sin with S. Peter we may expect a gracious Forgiveness as S. Peter had but if we grieve not for our Sins we may expect God will make our Sins grievous against our will 5. Tears and Sorrow for Sin must be as David's weeping here Vocal with humble Supplication and earnest Prayer for Pardon When there is a spirit of Grace and Supplication joyned with Mourning then is God sought aright and found by the Repenting person Confession and Sorrow for Sin is but to make way for Prayer which is the chief thing whereby God is glorified and the Sinner benefited For then it is that his Heart turns to God when it acknowledgeth its own Demerit and God's Justice and then God's Heart is turned to him as it was to Rehoboam when he and his people humbled themselves and said The Lord is Righteous 2 Chron. 12.6 Which Prescriptions are effectuall if 6. There be a Forsaking of Sin and Obedience to God as saith the Prophet Isa 55.7 Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts and let him return unto the Lord and he will have mercy upon him and to our God for he will abundantly pardon Which David here observes and therefore adds vers 8. Depart from me all ye workers of Iniquity for the Lord hath heard the voice of my weeping and Psal 119.115 Depart from me ye Evil-doers for I will keep the Commandments of my God Surely saith Elihu excellently Job 34.31 32. it is meet to be said unto God I have born Chastisement I will not offend any more That which I see not teach thou me if I have done Iniquity I will doe no more Relapses into Sin make mens cases the worse so as that their latter end is worse then their beginning 2 Pet. 2.20 The Devil enters into such with more force hardens his Heart the more who hath seemed to repent but betakes himself again like the Dog to his vomit or the Sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire procures more Vengeance from God who walks contrary to them that walk contrary to him and when men are not reformed by Afflictions punisheth them seven times more for their Sins Levit. 26.23 24. And therefore Christ's Warning to the cured person is necessary for all that are holpen in their Affliction Sin no more lest a worse thing happen to thee and John Baptist's Advice is to be followed by all Penitents Matth. 3.8 Bring forth therefore fruits meet for Repentance APPLICATION Give me leave now to speak to you that have heard me this day as the Prophet Haggai did to Judah Chap. 1.5 7. Consider your ways how is it with you He is a rare bird that is without Sickness or Sorrows Every day saith our Saviour hath enough of Evil Matth. 6.34 And methinks none of you should be so foolish as to say with Babylon Revel 18.7 I sit as a Queen and shall see no Sorrow If any be so secure as to be insensible of other Afflictions yet there should not be such a Stupidity in them as to be mindless of Death and Judgment I presume none of you are so miss-led by any spirit of Errour that you conceive your selves perfect and without Sin I fear too many of you are guilty of great Transgressions I wish you were none of you such as sin presumptuously against the Light of your Consciences oppose the Truth oppress the Poor delight your Bodies misspend your Time misimploy your Estates and Abilities and perhaps glory in your Profaneness Swearing Drinking Cheating Lying Backsliding False accusing raising Jars and Contentions If any of you be guilty of any of these Sins or have had experience of God's Hand in his Afflicting of him or is sensible of his Mortality let him bethink himself how his Afflictions work on him whether they bring his Sin to Remembrance whether the Remembrance of his Sin be more grievous then his Sufferings whether he complain of it rather then his Affliction let him search his waies confess his Sins at least to God weep and groan as David with real Sorrow according to God which may cause Repentance not to be repented of seek the Face of God with Supplication and amend his waies Hath not God rather cause to say of you as he did of the Jews Jer. 8.6 7. I hearkened and heard but they spake not aright no man repented him of his Wickedness saying What have I done every one turned to his course as the horse rusheth into the battel Yea the Stork in the heaven knoweth his appointed time and the Turtle and the Crane and the Swallow observe the time of their coming but my people know not the Judgment of their God Will he not when he observes your doings find you rather Ranting in a Tavern then Praying in the Church rather Sporting in your Beds then Watering them with Tears Cheating one another in Gaming rather then Relieving the Poor Devising rather Mischief on your Beds then Weeping for
as the holy Apostles and Martyrs were after Christ's Ascension and therefore bemoan their exclusion out of the Land of Canaan and their privation of naturall Life more passionately then seems to agree with the quietness and rejoycing which the Saints since Christ's Ascension have expressed in their Death 2. A Second Cause of David's excessive Grief is intimated here vers 7. Mine eye is consumed because of Grief it waxeth hold because of all mine Enemies and vers 10. Let all mine Enemies be ashamed and sore vexed let them return and be ashamed suddenly It seems he apprehended they would or knew they did if God took away his Life insult over him and reproach him for his often profession of trusting in God if God did not help him So Psal 42.3 My Tears have been my meat day and night while they continually say unto me Where is thy God vers 9 10. I will say unto God My Rock why hast thou forgotten me why goe I mourning because of the oppression of the Enemy As with a Sword in my bones mine Enemies reproach me while they say daily unto me Where is thy God The vilifying of his God and the deriding of his hope in him was more grievous to David then his Exile or Sickness or Death it self 3. Nor are we to doubt though it be not expressed in the Text that those Groans and Tears of David were also Penitentiall occasioned by the Remembrance of his Sins for elsewhere is the like Complaint Sin is that poisonous Herb which made his Affliction bitter and deadly to him like the wild Gourd that made the Sons of the Prophets cry out Mors in Olla There is death in the pot 2 Kings 4.40 Thus Psal 38.2 3 4. Thy hand presseth me sore There is no soundness in my flesh because of thine Anger neither is there any rest in my bones because of my Sin For mine Iniquities have gone over my head as an heavy burthen they are too heavy for me Psal 40.12 Innumerable Evils have compassed me about mine Iniquities have taken hold upon me so that I am not able to look up they are more then the hairs of my head therefore my heart faileth me Psal 41.4 I said Lord be mercifull unto me heal my Soul for I have sinned against thee Where he expresseth his Misery he doth often declare his Sin to be the Cause of it as he prays for the removall of the one so for the pardon of the other and as he complains of the one so he bewails the other And therefore it is to be so conceived here where he describes the vehemency of his Groaning and the redundance of his Tears which is confirmed by that which he saith here vers 8. Depart from me all ye workers of Iniquity for the Lord hath heard the voice of my weeping which implies a penitential frame of spirit to have been in David when he made this Prayer he abandoned the society of the workers of Iniquity which is one principal part of Repentance shewing displicency with our selves for Sins committed and resolution to avoid the Occasions of Sin to which we may be tempted there being no sign more evident of loving Sin then conforting with the workers of Iniquity nor any means more necessary to avoid it which is the chief part of Repentance then to shun the company of the practisers of Evil. And that his Tears were penitentiall is intimated in that it is said they had a Voice a praying Voice to God which what other can it be deemed to be then Confessing of Sin to God Complaining to him of his Misery be reason of it Deprecating of his Vengeance as vers 1. he expressed himself O Lord rebuke me not in thine Angor neither chasten me in thy hot Displeasure Sutably hereto he speaks Psal 39.8 10 11. Deliver me from all my Transgressions make me not a reproach to the foolish Remove thy stroke away from me I am consumed by the blow of thy hand When thou with rebukes dost correct man for Iniquity thou makest his beauty to consume away like a moth Surely every man is vanity So that hereby we may well conclude without much straining of the Text That those Groans and Tears were mixt partly from the sense of Affliction and in that respect involuntary partly Penitentiall from the sense of his Sin and in that respect voluntary and that he mourned propter malum Culpae as well as propter malum Poenae for the Evil of Acting as well as the Evil of Suffering for both together as being concatenate and the one following the other And accordingly we may hence infer these usefull Propositions 1. That when God visits for Sin the Pain is extreme and intolerable 2. That Beds and Couches and other bodily Refections little avail to ease a Conscience or a Person that is oppressed with the weight of God's Stroke for Sin 3. That the want of opportunities of glorifying God is very grievous to a Godly man when he is under Affliction 4. That it aggravates his Affliction when by reason of his Suffering Reproach is likely to be cast upon God 5. The Groans and Tears and Disquietness of an Holy person are as well or more for his Sins then his Sufferings 6. In such sense of Misery or Sin the pious Penitent bemoans himself to God confesses bewails his Sins humbles himself before him deprecates his Wrath and earnestly seeks by Prayer and Supplication for Forgiveness of Sin Healing and Peace from God I shall consider each of these as they are placed I. PROPOSITION That when God visits for Sin the Pain is extreme and intolerable Be it Sickness Exile Restraint or whatever other Affliction the Almighty brings a man's Sin to remembrance by it will fetch Groans and Sighs from his Breast Tears Rivers of tears from his Eye The Anguish the Venome of his Indignation will drink up his Spirits Though as Solomon saith Prov. 14.9 Fools make a mock of Sin It is a sport to a fool to doe mischief Prov. 10.23 yet the conclusion will be when God visits for it Indignation and Wrath to them that are contentius and obey not the Truth Tribulation and Anguish upon every Soul of man that doeth evil Rom. 2.8 9. When Abner and his men and Joab and his men met by the Pool of Gibeon Abner said to Joab Let the young men now arise and play before us but when they had a while been at the sport Abner calls to Joab and says Shall the Sword devour for ever knowest thou not that it will be Bitterness in the latter end 2 Sam. 2.14 26. A man never thrives by Sin he may for a while be in great Power flourish like a green Bay-tree but in the conclusion Terrours take hold on him as waters a Tempest stealeth him away in the night saith Job 27.20 The lips of a strange woman drop as an hony-comb and her mouth is smoother then oil But her end is bitter as wormwood sharp as a
surely overtake him without Repentance yea and if he do repent will in some measure bring Anguish and Pain to him And as the Apostle saith to the Corinthians 1 Cor. 10.22 Do we provoke the Lord to Jealousie are we stronger then he If we be sin and spare not if not consider the evil that will follow all ye that forget God lest he tear you in pieces and there be none to deliver you Psal 50.22 2. If you have sinned think not to wear out by time the impression Sin makes on thy Conscience nor to extinguish the sense of Sin by Drinking merry Company carnal Pleasure vain Mirth Musick or to lay it asleep by Formality in Religion Popes Pardons Priests Absolutions without true Repentance and Faith in Christ All these are Physicians of no value Forgers of Lies as Job speaks 13.4 Doe rather as Job did 42.5 6. say to God I have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear now mine eye seeth thee Wherefore I abhor my self and repent in dust and ashes Humble thy self under his hand pray to him not to rebuke thee in Anger nor chasten thee in his hot Displeasure but to have mercy on thee and heal thy Soul that hath sinned against him Bring with thee penitential Groans and medicinal Tears of that Sorrow which is according to God working Repentance to Salvation not to be repented of and with it Faith in the bloud of Christ which cleanseth from all Sin And if thou come to God in this manner doubt not but God will perform to thee what he saith Isa 57.18 I have seen his ways and will heal him I will lead him also and restore Comfort unto him and to his mourners Amen LAVS DEO DAVID's GROANS Part II. The Second SERMON PSALM vi 6. I am weary of my Groaning every night wash I my Bed and water my Couch with my Tears THIS Psalm or Poem de Tristibus is intituled to David and contains an holy Elegy or mournfull Complaint to God concerning his present Affliction whether Sickness or Exile or whatever other Grievance he was under the effect whereof was 1. Groans and those usque ad lassitudinem deep continued Groans which shewed much Anguish of spirit he was under I am weary with my Groaning 2. Tears a sign of Grief and those not a few not like a small Mist or Dew that a little moistens but as a great showr of Rain that makes a Floud so as to make his Bed to swim and to water his Couch And these too continued night and day yea all the night or every night and every day it 's likely for the time and that so as to disappoint him of the benefit of his Bed for Rest in the night and of his Couch for Ease in the day The Causes of which sad estate are intimated vers 5. his fear of being deprived of the opportunity of remembring God and giving him thanks among the living the insulting of his Enemies vers 7 10. and especially their Reproaching his Affiance in his God and by collation with the like Complaints in other Psalms the Remembrance of his own Sins which made as his present Affliction very heavy so his Groans and Tears vocal that is supplicatory vers 8. Whence these six Conclusions or Propositions have been deduced and the two first already handled 1. That when God's hand is on any for Sin it is heavy and intolerable 2. Beds and Couches give not Ease when God brings Sin to remembrance Of these I shall say no more 3. The want of opportunity of glorifying God is very grievous to a person that is Godly when he is under Affliction 4. That it aggravates his Affliction when by reason of his Suffering Reproach is likely to be cast on God 5. The Groans Tears and Disquietness of an Holy person under his Affliction are as well or more for his Sins then his Sufferings 6. In such sense of Misery or Sin the pious Penitent bemoans himself to God confesseth bewaileth his Sin humbleth himself before him deprecateth his Wrath and earnestly seeketh by Prayer and Supplication for Forgiveness of Sin Healing and Peace from God III. PROPOSITION That the want of opportunity of glorifying God by praising of him by commemorating his Goodness exciting of and joyning with others in the celebrating his Praise is very grievous to a person that is Godly and addes to his Affliction by Sickness or Exile or other Restraint which he is under This was one Reason of David's Tears and Groans here And to like purpose he argues with God Psal 30.9 when He hid his face and himself was troubled What profit is there in my bloud when I go down to the Pit shall the Dust praise thee shall it declare thy Truth And Hezekiah in his Sickness bemoans his Condition thus Isa 38.10 11. I am deprived of the residue of my years I shall not see the Lord even the Lord in the land of the living Vers 18. he gives the Reason why he had great bitterness for peace For the Grave cannot praise thee Death cannot celebrate thee they that go down into the Pit cannot hope for thy Truth vers 19. The Living the Living he shall praise thee In his plea before Saul David makes this his greatest Grievance by reason of Saul's Persecution that he was driven from abiding in the Inheritance of the Lord 1 Sam. 26.19 Psal 84.1 2. he expresseth his Affection thus How amiable are thy Tabernacles O Lord of hoasts My Soul longeth yea even fainteth for the Courts of the Lord my Heart and my flesh crieth out for the living God And as preferring the condition of the Birds before his present condition in his Exile he thus bespeaks God vers 3. Yea the Sparrow hath found a house and the Swallow a nest for her self where she may lay her young even thine Altars O Lord of hoasts my King and my God and then adds vers 4. Blessed are they that dwell in thy House they will still be praising thee and vers 10. For a day in thy Courts is better then a thousand I had rather be a Door-keeper in the House of my God then to dwell in the Tents of wickedness No Society no Habitation no Fare no Pleasure could content David while he was deprived of the Society of them that praised God was kept from the Worship of God at his Tabernacle debarr'd from access to God to enquire of him what he was to doe and to address his Supplications to God in his House of Prayer And the Reasons hereof are 1. From the Property of an Holy person which is to delight in Communion with God so as to make God his Joy chiefly yea in some sort solely that is though he can rejoyce in Wife Children Food and other Blessings he hath yet he cannot he dares not terminate his Joys in them but he rejoyceth in them as the gift of God Eccles. 5.18 19. He eats his bread with joy and drinks his wine with a
Estates but most carefull of his Glory APPLICATION 1. We may hereby judge of what spirit they are who neither in Sickness nor Health Adversity nor Prosperity are affected with the Worship of God with the Dishonour or Honour that is done to his Name Sure they have not the Heart of David who groaned unto weariness all the night made his Bed to swim and watered his Couch with his Tears because he wanted the opportunity of remembring God of giving him thanks in his Sanctuary by reason of his Sickness or Exile in which he was most afraid lest his Enemies should be highly injurious to God in speaking evil of him was less sensible of his own Suffering They who well or ill mind not to repair to the Assemblies to praise God that are no whit moved by the taking of God's Name in vain or the blaspheming of him if so be they may be quiet live at ease in wealth in content They are undoubtedly of a Devillish spirit that are enemies to the praising of God that inveigh against and oppose the solemn Service and Worship in holy Prayer Praises of God Preaching and Hearing of his most holy Word that deride those things and deterre men from them Much more damnable is their practice who glory in the profaning of the glorious Name of the Almighty God who make it their sport and their gallantry to abuse the High and Holy one in vain and false Swearing in direfull Blasphemies and Curses in impious Atheistical Jests and Scoffs which I wish were onely outlandish behaviour that could as heretofore be charged onely on Italianated Hispaniolized Papists that it were not the fashion of English Protestants who seem often to pray Hallowed be thy Name and when the Commandments of the First Table are read to say Lord have mercy upon us and incline our hearts to keep these Laws yet neither have God for their God nor regard his Worship nor hallow his Name nor sanctifie his Day but pollute all with their impure Tongues and foul Feet Oh that you that are guilty of so doing would tremble at the Damnation due to these Sins and you who are not guilty would mourn for these Abominations in others and be affected as David was Psal 119.136 Rivers of waters run down mine eyes because they keep not thy Law 2. If God bring Sickness or any other Affliction upon you let this be a Grievance to you that you cannot be with them that are imployed in God's Worship when you are in Health at Liberty in Peace omit not to wait on God in his solemn Service Consider how unworthy a thing it is to mind your own things as if you owed nothing to God from whom you have All to forget that He is your Maker the Father that begat you your King your Lord your God who is good kind and mercifull to you Let the thoughts of God be dear to you his Name precious Be affected like David who could not be contented to dwell in a house of Cedar when the Ark of God dwelt within Curtains 2 Sam. 7.2 Be willing to further God's Honour and the Knowledge of him more then to furnish your own Houses adorn your own Backs and make provision for your own Tables Let them be your best Friends that glorifie God most and those your Enemies that take his Name in vain And let your Sighs and Tears be as much for neglecting God's Service as for omitting the pursuance of your own Ends your own Preferments Pleasures Profits In a word where you can endeavour to recover such from their Profaneness and Ungodliness who mind not his Worship or pollute his Name by any profane speeches or behaviour pluck them as Brands out of the fire with holy zeal for God and compassion to them And if you cannot amend them yet mourn for them as Samuel did for Saul when God was departed from him 1 Sam. 15.35 And for your selves take heed of suffering as Evil-doers but be not ashamed to suffer as Christians but glorifie God therein Amen LAVS DEO DAVID's GROANS Part III. The Third SERMON PSALM vi 6. I am weary of my Groaning every night wash I my Bed and water my Couch with my Tears THIS Verse hath held us twice already Inquiry being made of the Cause of such excessive Grief as is here expressed it hath been resolved That not onely Pain of Body or Bodily Restraint drew out such Groans such a Fountain of Tears as was let out when this Psalm was made Privation of God's Worship fear of the Dishonour that might accrue to God from his Enemies Reproaching God by reason of him are intimated vers 5 7 10. to have been likewise Causes of this immoderate Sorrow And accordingly I have already handled these four Points 1. That when God's hand is on any for Sin it is heavy and intolerable 2. Beds and Couches give not Ease when God brings Sin to remembrance 3. The want of opportunity of glorifying God is very grievous to a person that is Godly when he is under Affliction 4. That it aggravates his Affliction when by rearon of his Suffering Reproach is likely to be cast on God Thus far we have proceeded There is plus ultrà somewhat more to be gathered from this Flower Commonly this Psalm is styled One or the First of the Penitentiall Psalms And that these Groans and Tears were for Sin hath been gathered partly from other parallel places Psal 38.1 2 3 4. Psal 39.11 Psal 40.12 Psal 41.4 and others from the Prayer here vers 1. wherein he acknowledgeth his present Affliction Rebukes and Chastening from God and therefore for Sin and vers 8. ascribes an audible Voice to his weeping which argues his Tears were for Sin and with Supplication for its Pardon And hence these Conclusions or Propositions have been deduced 5. That Affliction brings Sin to Remembrance and that the Groans and Tears and Disquietness of an Holy person under his Affliction are as well or more for his Sins then for his Sufferings 6. In such sense of Misery or Sin the pious Penitent person bemoaneth himself to God confesseth bewaileth his Sin humbleth himself before him deprecateth his Wrath and earnestly seeketh by Prayer and Supplication for Forgiveness of Sin Healing and Peace from God And of these with Divine assistence I shall now speak V. PROPOSITION That Affliction brings Sin to Remembrance and that the Groans and Tears and Disquietness of an Holy person under his Affliction are as well or more for his Sins then for his Sufferings 1. That Affliction brings Sin to Remembrance is manifest by many Instances When the Sons of Jacob were in streights by reason of Joseph's seeming rough dealing with them in Egypt and his imprisoning one of them then they remembred their Sin which it seems they minded not before Gen. 42.21 And they said one to another We are verily guilty concerning our Brother in that we saw the anguish of his Soul when he besought us and we would not hear
Ashes on our heads creep to a Cross whip our selves naked go on Pilgrimage to Jerusalem to weep at Christ's Sepulchre this would make but a palliated Cure our Wound would not be healed at the bottom but it would fester and break out again and gangrene and become mortall And therefore VI. PROPOSITION The Penitent pious person in the sense of his Sin and Misery bemoaneth himself to God confesseth and bewaileth his Sin humbleth himself before him deprecateth his Wrath and earnestly seeketh by Prayer and Supplication for Forgiveness of Sin Healing and Peace from God which is the last Conclusion deduced from the Vocality of David's Weeping vers 8. The Lord hath heard the voice of my weeping There was a Prayer in David's Tears and that God heard And we may see how effectual this course is by the example of Manasseh King of Judah who did evil in the sight of the Lord like unto the Abominations of the Heathen whom the Lord cast out before the Children of Israel yea he made Judah and the inhabitants of Jerusalem to erre and to doe worse then the Heathen And the Lord spake unto Manasseh and to his people but they would not hearken And the Lord brought upon them the Captains of the hoast of the King of Assyria which took Manasseh amongst the thorns and bound him with fetters and carried him to Babylon And when he was in Affliction he besought the Lord his God and humbled himself greatly before the God of his Fathers and prayed unto him and he was intreated of him and heard his supplication and brought him again to Jerusalem into his Kingdom Then Manasseh knew that the Lord he was God 2 Chron. 33.2 9 10 11 12 13. By which Instance we may perceive what is the right course to be taken by any one whom God afflicts for Sin he is to seek the Lord to humble himself greatly and to make his Supplication also how efficacious a way this is to remove the greatest Evils from the greatest Transgressours Nor is this Case of Manasseh a singular Case but such as other passages of Holy Scripture warrant us to make a common Rule of both for Duty and for Success For Duty thus saith Jeremiah Lament 3.39 40 41 42. Wherefore doth a living man complain a man for the punishment of his Sins Let us search and try our ways and turn again unto the Lord. Let us lift up our heart with our hands unto God in the Heavens We have transgressed and rebelled and thou hast not pardoned For Success thus speaks Elihu Job 33.27 28. He looketh upon men and if any say I have sinned and perverted that which was right and it profited me not He will deliver his Soul from going into the Pit and his life shall see the light For both the Prophet Joel speaks thus 2.12 13. Therefore also now saith the Lord Turn you even unto me with all your heart and with fasting and weeping and with mourning And rend your heart and not your garments and turn unto the Lord your God for he is gracious and mercifull slow to anger and of great kindness and repenteth him of the Evil. Whence may be gathered 1. That Complaints of our Punishments without Complaint of our Sins are vain and fruitless It was to no purpose for living men to complain of the Evils they felt while they were insensible of the Evils they did for in so doing they justified not God in his Judgments on them nor shewed any hatred of their own evil ways but either were insensible of their Afflictions as from God's hand and so gave him not the Glory of his Avenging act or being sensible hated God as an Enemy dealing unrighteously with them as not deserving it and fretting against the Lord in heart or blaspheming his Name because of their Plagues as those mentioned Revel 16.11 2. That the wisest and most successfull course that any can take in the time of God's Scourge upon them is to search and try their ways that is to find out their Sins which till they be discovered will be like Achan's Theft which caused Israel to fall before the Canaanites For if God set our Sins before him and we do not set them before our selves his Anger will burn us like fire and we know not where to cast water to quench it I confess there are some Errours that we cannot find out Psal 19.12 Who can understand his Errours And for those though we understand them not we may escape Vengeance if we know them in general are sensible that we have a vicious or imperfect Nature ignorant and heedless of what we should know and doe Yet those we should not be ignorant of nor slight them as Peccadillo's Venial sins in their own nature S. Paul doubtless cried out of these even the first motions of Concupiscence without Consent his very Lustings which he hated The Evil he would not doe that he did the Law in his Members warring against the Law of his Mind as a body of Death which made him wretched and of which he enquires Who shall deliver me from it When David speaks of his Sins as exceeding the hairs of his head doubtless he comprehends his Omissions his imperfect Performances of Duties Praying with distraction Praising God with coldness Hearing without attention of mind giving Alms with self-respect the Mixtures of Evil with what was Good his Vanity of thoughts his Ignorance Incogitancy Excess in words Jests Merriments and thousands of such Failings which though each of them be little yet the Multitude of them made them too heavy a Burthen for him Though Sand be but a small thing yet Heaps of it may sink a Ship So though Sins of Errour be but small yet being many they are to be known at least in the general though we be ignorant of each particular And accordingly David when he had said Who can understand his Errours adds Cleanse thou me from secret Faults These the Penitent must crave Pardon for and therefore take notice that he is guilty of them though he cannot make a particular Confession of them S. Austin often urgeth against the Pelagians that no man in this life is perfect without Sin because Christ teacheth us to pray as for our daily Bread each day so for Forgiveness of Sins each day thereby intimating that in the best who call God Father there are Peccata quotidianae incursationis Sins of daily incursion as Tertullian called them which have need of Pardon and that this must be begg'd of God Pelagian 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 or Sinlesness Popish Merit and keeping of the Law Monkish works of Supererogation Quakers imagined Perfection are all proud and arrogant Dotages contrary to Christ and his Gospel We are to charge our selves with Sin in our daily Actions yea to count all our Righteousness as an Unclean thing yet that which we should especially consider should be our open and scandalous Sins as bringing most Dishonour to God and being most pernicious
forgiven So indeed it falls out sometimes that mens Transgressions when they have sinned presumptuously against Conviction of Conscience within and Warnings without do so stare in their faces that they affright them with terrour and astonishment their Spirits are wounded they apprehend the Devil haling them to the infernall Prison expect nothing but Hell and Damnation cry out of God as Cruel of themselves as Damned wretches Such a View of Sin as thus tends to Despair that eyes onely God's Justice and their own Desert that begets Hatred of God as a Tyrant no Address to him as a Gracious Prince is indeed very dangerous Humble Penitents do not so set their Iniquities before them This is the manner onely of despairing Saul's revolting Spira's such as have sinned wilfully with an high hand and continue in their Apostasie from the Truth that say There is no hope we have loved strangers and after them will we go Jer. 2.25 But returning Sinners remember their Sins and they are ever before them in another manner and to another purpose They present their Sins to themselves that they may shame themselves and give Glory to God in acknowledging his Righteousness without deniall of his Grace They look not onely on the foulness of their Trespasses and the greatness of their Debts but also on the riches of God's Grace the fulness of Christ's Obedience the inexhaustible fountain of Christ's Bloud the infallible Assurance of the New Covenant the ample Promises of the Gospel and accordingly with Confession of Sin they adjoyn Prayer for Pardon Faith in Christ's Bloud and plead God's declaration of his own Properties his former dealing with great Transgressours and in the same manner as David did here V. OBSERVATION The true Penitent tells God of setting his Iniquities before him to induce God to relenting Compassion towards him and gracious Condonation of him In the Penitentiall Psalm De profundis 130.2 3 4. the Penitent Sinner thus bespeaks God Let thine ears be attentive to the voice of my Supplication If thou Lord shouldst mark Iniquities O Lord who shall stand But there is Forgiveness with thee that thou mayest be feared Even the wicked Ninevites had so much apprehension of the possibility of God's mercifull Clemency that after Jonas's Proclamation of their approaching Ruine they resolved to cry mightily to God upon this apprehension Who can tell if God will turn and repent and turn away from his fierce Anger that we perish not Jon. 3.9 'T is true they that worship the Devil and pray to him doe all out of Fear as looking for nothing but Cruelty from unclean Spirits But Jonas in his froward fit Chap. 4.2 acknowledgeth that the Lord is a gracious God and mercifull slow to Anger and of great Kindness and repenteth him of the Evil. Even by the experience of them that know not God this is found true which made even Infidels cry unto the Lord in their Distresses and confess their Sins in hope of Help The believing Penitent knows both by experience and from the Nature Works and Word of God that when he sets his Sins before him God casts them behind his back that God looks upon men and if any say I have sinned and perverted that which was right and it profited me not He will deliver his Soul from the Pit and his Life shall see the Light Job 33.27 28. They have learned that he that hideth his Sins shall not prosper but he that confesseth and forsaketh them shall have Mercy Prov. 28.13 That if we confess our Sins he is faithfull and just to forgive us our Sins and the Bloud of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all Sin 1 Joh. 1.7 9. They judge that what David found they shall find I said I will confess my Transgressions to the Lord and thou forgavest the Iniquity of my Sin And therefore For this shall every one that is Godly pray unto thee in a time that thou maist be found Psal 32.5 6. And consequently it is their course as being best for them to set their Sins before them so as to humble them and to set them before God that he may pardon them APPLICATION And now I beseech you lay all that I have said to heart as of greatest concernment to each of you What David did what all the Saints have done in all Ages you should doe in this their Practice should be your Pattern It is necessary to be done though it be much against the spirits of men Most men are quick-sighted in viewing the Faults of others but blear-eyed when they are to look upon their own Crimes Censuring and Judging others is very frequent Self-judging is very rare They that would take a Mote out of their Brother's eye will not take notice of the Beam in their own Few are willing to have their Sins set before them by others and themselves are far from setting them before them of their own accord A free Reprover is accounted intolerable Men hate them that rebuke them Yea a Minister who by Office is bound to doe it though he doe it to save their and his own Soul yet he is not endured for it but declined and persecuted They that cannot deny their Sins yet put off the Faultiness of them to some other Cause They that acknowledge their Sins to have been from themselves yet excuse and extenuate them Scarce a man confesseth his Sins that are hidden from men if he do confess them to God it is but slightly What a Beast was I saith the Drunkard God forgive me saith the Swearer though the one wallows in his Intemperance day after day and the other profanes the Name of God every hour Thus Sin is slightly acknowledged by the Sinner without any sense of the Iniquity of his Nature or the Love he hath to his Sin which are the Causes of it without any Compunction of heart without Remorse of Soul without Bemoaning it to God in Supplications bewailing his Folly his Naughtiness and earnestly humbly begging Pardon Yea when God sets mens Sins by his Judgments on them in order before them they will not set them before themselves to give him the Glory of his Justice when his Hand is lifted up they will not see when he makes their Hearts ake their Eyes weep by his Strokes for their Sins they fret with Anger but weep not out of Sorrow for Sin No marvel that men find not the Comfort of God's pardoning Grace when they slubber over this great Business which the Godly have always found to be the right and onely way to Mercy in so dull and negligent a manner as if they could deal with God as with an Idol that hath neither eyes to see their Impenitency nor hands to punish their Sins and so carry themselves as if they could mock God with a few words of course without any serious or hearty Sorrow for their Disobedience to God's Law and Provocation of his terrible Majesty Oh that you would in time repent throughly of
Conscience exagitate him when he went out from the Presence of the Lord and dwelt in the Land of Nod as a Renegado from God and one that was pursued by his own Bloud-guiltiness Nor is the Case of Judas less pregnant to demonstrate how furious and inevitable is the pursuit of a guilty Conscience He had sold his Master the Lord of Glory for thirty pieces of Silver but his Mony was as Fire in his Bosome the remembrance of his devillish Act did so envenome his Spirit that he could find no Rest till he had disgorged his Money and rid himself of his Life too So that of him was verified what Zophar spake of others who sin in like manner Job 20.12 13 14 15 16. Though Wickedness be sweet in the Mouth though a man hide it under his Tongue Though he spare it and forsake it not but keep it still within his Mouth Yet his Meat in his Bowells is turned it is the Gall of Asps within him He hath swallowed down Riches and he shall vomit them up again God shall cast them out of his Belly He shall suck the poison of Asps the Viper's tongue shall slay him How many Myriads of men have there been in the Ages of the world who have ventured upon Sin without Fear have blessed themselves in the Success of their unrighteous Projects have delightfully for a season satiated themselves with the enjoyment of their prohibited Lusts yet in the conclusion the Remembrance thereof hath been as a Fire in their Bones as a heavy Burthen that neither their own strength nor the help of other men could support them under And the Reason hereof is Because to them that obey Vnrighteousness there is Indignation and Wrath from God and consequently Tribulation and Anguish upon every Soul of man that doeth evil Rom. 2.8 9. And this is that which makes the Heart to be affected as Belshazzar's was When he saw the finger of a man's hand writing over against the Candlestick and upon the plaister of the Wall of the King's Palace his Countenance was changed and his Thoughts troubled him so that the Joynts of his Loyns were loosed and his Knees smote one against another How shall thy hands be strong saith God to the Jews Ezek. 22.14 when I shall deal with thee The Sinners in Zion are afraid fearfulness hath surprized the Hypocrites who among us shall dwell with the devouring fire who among us shall dwell with everlasting burnings Isa 33.14 Therefore the Lord saith I will not contend for ever neither will I be always wroth for the Spirit should fail before me and the Souls which I have made Isa 57.16 Which leads us to that which is intimated OBSERVATION That though the Spirit of man when it is wounded with worldly Sorrows or with Conscience of Sin cannot sustain it self from sinking yet the Lord can and doth support it This is verified by experience in holy Job then whom none was ever more sorely handled except our Lord Christ when he bare our Sins in his Body on the Tree insomuch that he complained Job 6.4 For the Arrows of the Almighty are within me the poison whereof drinketh up my Spirit the Terrours of God do set themselves in array against me yet did the Consolations of God so support him that he could allege Behold my Witness is in Heaven and my Record is on high Job 16.19 so as that he could never be drawn to disclaim his own Uprightness or God's Righteousness Holy Paul though he were abundant in Sufferings so that he had the sentence of death in himself yet he would not relinquish his Trust in God whom he found the Father of Mercies and the God of all Comfort so as that with the abounding of his Sufferings he had also abounding Consolation After the like sort was it with Christ Jesus who though he was in great Agony in the Garden so that his Soul was heavy unto death in the days of his flesh he offered up Prayers and Supplications with strong Crying and Tears unto him that was able to save him from death yet he was heard in that he feared Heb. 5.7 David after he had committed that Sin against Vriah the Hittite when Nathan had discovered the Evil thereof His Bones waxed old through his Roaring all the day long Day and night the Hand of God was heavy upon him His moisture was turned into the drought of Summer His Bones his Soul were sore vexed Innumerable Evils compassed him about His Iniquities took hold upon him so that he was not able to look up therefore his heart failed him yet God restored unto him the Joy of his Salvation upheld him with his free Spirit took away his Sackcloath and girded him with Gladness The waies that God takes to sustain the Spirits of men in their Infirmities are various Sometimes by allaying the Sharpness of their Afflictions sometimes by a mixture of outward or inward Refreshings sometimes by moderating their Temptations not suffering them to be tempted above that they are able but with the Temptation making a way to escape that they may be able to bear it making it short though it be sharp But the chief way whereby the Lord supports the Spirit when it sinks of it self is by giving to some the tongue of the learned that they may know how to speak a word in season to him that is weary Isa 50.4 whose business it is first to humble to search the Wound and then to pour in Oil first to discover the Malady and then to apply the Medicine This method is described at large by Elihu Job 33. from vers 15. to v. 29. When God hath spoken to man in sleep and otherwise to open his ears to seal his Instruction to withdraw him from his purposes to hide Pride from man He chasteneth him upon his Bed and the multitude of his Bones with strong pains so that his Soul draweth near unto the Grave and his Life to the Destroyers Yet if there be a Messenger with him an Interpreter one among a thousand to shew unto man his Vprightness to make known to him the Atonement which is made by the Bloud of the everlasting Covenant when he washeth himself with penitentiall Tears and sprinkles his Conscience with the Bloud of Christ by Faith Then he is gracious unto him and saith Deliver him from going down to the Pit I have found a Ransome He shall pray unto God and he will be favourable unto him and he shall see his face with Joy for he will render unto man his Righteousness If when God looks upon men they say We have sinned and perverted that which was right and it profited us not He will deliver their Soul from going into the Pit and their Life shall see the Light Thus did Hezekiah find it as he acknowledgeth Isa 38.16 17. O Lord by these things men live and in all these things is the life of my Spirit that is by God's undertaking for him vers 14. so wilt
all ye that fear God and I will declare what he hath done for my Soul And in a word He uses all the ways he can to demonstrate his sense of God's Goodness to him to keep a Memorial of his Loving-kindnesses to affect others with his Experiments that both he and all others as much as in him lay might be moved to pray unto to trust in to praise and obey God as one that delivereth from death The like Instance we have Isa 38. concerning Hezekiah A Message was brought to him that he should die He betakes himself to Prayer turns his face towards the Wall and weeps God hears his Prayer sees his Tears adds to his days fifteen years Being recovered he writes an Hymn of Praise sets out his Danger and Deliverance with his Resolution to praise God all his days in the most solemn manner he was able Even the Light of Nature taught the same to the Mariners Jonah 1.16 All people whatsoever that have acknowledged a God have still ascribed their Deliverances from Death to their God and have still performed their 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 or Thank-offerings to their Deities upon their Preservation Nor was this done by them without great and just Reasons 1. For first Death is the chief of all Evils it deprives of all Good Omnia appetunt Bonum saith the Philosopher in the beginning of his Ethicks It 's natural to all to desire their own Good Beasts will struggle much with the Slayer before they will die Skin for skin and all that a man hath will he give for his Life The most sickly needy person would fain preserve his Life Death is most resisted as the most terrible Nature apprehends it as the Privation of all Good Even our Lord Christ would fain have had this Cup pass from him and therefore in the days of his Flesh he offered up Prayers and Supplications with strong Crying and Tears unto him that was able to save him from Death Heb. 5.7 Though he had no Sin of his own to gall his Conscience yet he had a natural sense of the Evil of Death and earnestly desired Deliverance from it The Being he had as a Man he so prized that if his Father's Will had not engaged him to it he would never have parted with it Life is sweet it is a pleasant thing to behold the Sun but there is Bitterness in Death as the King of the Amalekites speaks 1 Sam. 15.32 Many Circumstances make it indeed more bitter to some then others yet to all it hath its exceeding Bitterness O Death saith the Son of Sirach how bitter is the Remembrance of thee to the man that liveth at rest in his possessions unto the man that hath nothing to vex him and that hath Prosperity in all things yea unto him that is yet able to receive meat Ecclus. 41.1 I deny not but some to avoid the fury of Tyrants have killed themselves yet not without fretting and indignation Some to gain an immortal Name and others by Satanical Delusions or Philosophicall Charms have of themselves embraced Death but I cannot say they have done it without any Reluctancy at all though to avoid a worse Evil or obtain a better Good as they conceived they have parted with their Lives There were some Circumstances which might have made Death more bitter at this time to David then it was to him when he fell asleep and was gathered to his Fathers To be killed in the Land of the Philistines by the hands of the Uncircumcised when he fled from Saul out of some distrust of God's Preservation in his own Country to have died with the Disappointment of his hopes of being King of Israel to which he was anointed by Samuel and had God's Promise for it had been a greater Grievance then to die in his Bed full of days and in a good old age Violent Deaths and dying by pestilential Diseases are the more terrible in regard a person is then deprived of all Help Society Conference with others all shun him even his nearest Relations as an instrument of Death when dying he kills others with his Breath his Plague-sore takes away the Life of his Child whose Life he prizeth above his own the Life of his Friend yea his Wife that is as his own Soul These and many other such Concomitants of Death do make it more dreadfull to a man But there is yet something besides that makes it most terrible The Consideration that Death is the Wages of Sin adds greater weight to the pressure of Death for then Death becomes not onely the Burthen of the Body but also of the Spirit While the Back is whole it will bear much but when the Skin is flayed off or the Shoulder-blade broken then to have a Load laid on the Back is intolerable So it is in the case of Death When there is Peace of Conscience it is not so heavy news but that Faith and a good Conscience can bear the tidings of it but when Death is presented as the Fruit not onely of the first Sin of Man but also of our own particular Sins so as Conscience tells a man My Excess in Drinking hath shortened my Life I have hastened my Death by my Riot and Intemperance by my Quarrelling my Disloyalty my Eagerness to get Wealth by my Wilfulness and Rashness in venturing into infected houses by a pragmatick humour in meddling with that which did not concern me by these and such like practices Oh then how doth Death bite as a Serpent and sting as an Adder The Sting of Death is Sin when it lies on the Conscience it kills as a Scorpion tortures as well as kills makes a Fire in the bones kindles Hell-fire in the Soul Especially when the Soul remembers how Sin hath been committed presumptuously with an high hand against Instructions of Parents Warnings of Friends Admonitions of Preachers Offers of Grace Invitations to Repentance that all these have been slighted and even the Gospel of Christ hath been neglected that the Sin remains unpardoned that after the first Death the second Death is expected after Death Judgment follows which ushers in Wrath and Vengeance When the Conscience of Unmercifulness Neglect of the poor Members of Christ wasting our Estate in Luxury spending our precious Time in vanities which should have been employed in Prayer and other holy Exercises and Meditations and in Self-examination flies in our Faces frights us like the sight of Furies when the thought of Christ's Coming to Judgment of that dreadfull Sentence Goe ye cursed into everlasting fire prepared for the Devill and his Angels still runs in our mind then is Death the King of Terrours The man not onely sings Adrian's Ditty Animula vagula blandula Hospes Comésque Corporis Quae nunc abibis in loca but he roars out for the Disquietness of his Soul and cries out with Cain My Punishment or Iniquity is greater then I can bear Then will he wish the Mountains and Rocks to fall on
so now also Christ shall be magnified in my body whether it be by life or by death That which is said by David but most truly verified of our Lord Christ is true of all that delight in the Lord Psal 40.8 I delight to doe thy Will O my God yea thy Law is within my Heart And this their Desire God always grants so that however he that delights in the Lord be assaulted with Temptations be benighted in his Apprehensions of God's Favour though Heaviness may endure for a night Joy shall come in the morning though he miss of his Way yet he shall find his Errour and return into it again The Steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord and he delighteth in his way Though he fall he shall not be utterly cast down for the Lord upholdeth him with his hand Psal 37.23 34. Next unto these ultimate and supreme Ends the Desire of his Soul who delights in the Lord is to see God How earnestly did Moses beg the sight of God's Face How often doth David bemoan his Absence from God's Worship at his Temple As the Hart saith he panteth after the water-brooks so panteth my Soul after thee O God My Soul thirsteth for God for the living God when shall I come and appear before God Psal 42.1 2. And in the next Psalm vers 3. O send out thy Light and thy Truth let them lead me let them bring me unto thy holy Hill and to thy Tabernacles So Saint Paul Phil. 1.23 I desire to depart and to be with Christ which is best of all And this Desire God will give them at last who delight in him Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God Matth. 5.8 Now are we the Sons of God and it doth not yet appear what we shall be but we know that when he shall appear we shall be like him for we shall see him as he is 1 Joh. 3.2 Manutenentia Divina God's supporting Grace here and Visio beatifica the Fruition of God hereafter are two grand Desires of Souls that delight in God these they petition for and he will grant them both There are other Desires which they have as the Prosperity of God's Church the Downfall of their Enemies which the Lord will also at last accomplish though not without much Contention and long Waiting They shall overcome the Powers of darkness and the World they shall see the people of God above their Enemies by the bloud of the Lamb and by the word of their Testimony though they lay down their Lives for it Other Desires of outward Blessings God grants not always in the kind but often in some Equivalent He repairs that which they lose for Christ and his Gospell by inward Comfort and Spirituall Strength Though they be in Want or under Persecution yet they know how to abound in that they have learned in whatsoever estate therewith to be content They can doe all things through Christ that strengtheneth them If they have a Thorn in the Flesh a Messenger of Satan to buffet them and it still molest them yet the Grace of God is not denied them and it is sufficient for them his Strength is perfected in their Weakness Many Desires of particular Blessings are granted them and this one comprehensive Privilege belongs to them that all things work together for good to them who love God Rom. 8.28 APPLICATION It remains then that we learn this way of Thriving by delighting our selves in the Lord. Self-love is naturall every man desires his own Good but all take not the right way to attain it God made Man upright or simple but he hath sought out many Inventions Many ways are devised by men for the attaining their Ends and many Ends propounded by them The Desires of men are almost as various as their Faces and their Designs and Courses are almost as manifold as their Heads So many Men so many Minds Among you who are my present Auditours though you meet here about the same Business the Serving of God yet how few in truth do desire to know him aright or to serve him with a perfect heart and with a willing mind Even in this very Action how few mind God's Glory How many observe onely the Custom in coming to Church or perhaps some worser Motives bring them hither and sinfull Thoughts possess them here And no marvell then if they grow not in Knowledge and holy Obedience are ever learning and never able to come to the knowledge of the Truth yea grow worse and worse because they delight not themselves in the Lord but aim onely at the feeding their Eyes or the tickling their Ears or some other sinister Ends of their own As these mens Hearts are not towards God so neither is God's towards them they have no Pleasure in God nor God in them How many of you are there of whom those things are verified which we reade Isa 58.2 They seek me daily and delight to know my ways as a Nation that did Righteousness and forsook not the Ordinance of their God they ask for the Ordinances of Justice they take Delight in approaching to God and yet for want of reall Delighting in God it may be your lot at last to hear Christ say to you I know you not depart from me you workers of Iniquity Is it not true of you which the Prophet said of his Hearers that they came and sate before the Prophet as God s People and they heard his words but they would not doe them for with their Mouth they shewed much Love but their Hearts went after their Covetousness The Prophet was unto them as a very lovely Song of one that hath a pleasant voice and can play well on an Instrument for they heard his words but did them not Ezek. 33.31 32. A Sermon is to most but as an Oration in Schools the Delivery the Composure is observed and perhaps censured but the Matter is not learned their Hearts not bettered their Ways not amended God not glorified After Dismission yet neither the Grace of our Lord Jesus Christ nor the Love of God nor the Communion of the Holy Spirit remains in them but worldly Projects earthly Designs carnall Practices are still prosecuted Yea their Hearts are more hardened more estranged from God and the Life that is in him and their Wisedom remains earthly sensuall and devillish No marvell if such find no Incomes of Grace no Consolation in Christ no spirituall growth in Godliness Oh that you would ask your selves whether this Guilt lie not on you and that you would now at last apply your selves throughly to delight your selves in God especially in these great Duties of Prayer and Hearing his Word lest when you would have your great Desire of seeing God's Face in the great Day of Christ's appearing ye be shut out of his Presence and be cast into outer Darkness where is nothing but weeping and wailing and gnashing of teeth Delight in the Lord now that he
they can say with that Martyr He is come He is come Glover in Queen Mary's days burnt at Coventry when they can discern the Light of God's Countenance shining upon them can see him reconciled in Christ can hear the voice of Christ speaking to them Son be of good chear thy Sins are forgiven thee when they find the Spirit enabling them to pour out their Souls before the Lord when their Souls can send this Challenge to the Gates of Hell Who shall lay any thing to the charge of God's Elect it is God that justifieth Who shall condemn it is Christ that died or rather is risen again who also sitteth at the right hand of God making Intercession for us Who shall separate us from the Love of God Then there is rejoycing indeed then they rejoyce with Joy unspeakable and full of glory 1 Pet. 1.8 Though they be in much Affliction they can sing in the Fire and clap their hands at the Stake in a poor Cottage in a Prison they can be as merry as if they were in a stately Palace for then they are delivered from their greatest Enemies and their greatest Fears Now the Joys that are in the Presence of God are for Deliverance from these Evils from all of them bodily and spiritual from unrighteous Sentences of men violent Captivity forcible restraint of Liberty Sickness Losses Sorrows Death and which is more from all Corruptions within Temptations to Sin from without from the Malice of men the Power of Satan the Hiding of God's Countenance the Absence of his Spirit the Fear of Hell They that are with God in his Presence doe as the Children of Israel did when they saw the Egyptians dead on the Sea-shore they triumphantly glory in their Deliverance they sing as it were a new Song before the Throne they sing the Song of Moses and of the Lamb with the Harps of God saying Great and marvellous are thy works Lord God Almighty just and true are thy Ways thou King of Saints Rev. 15. v. 3. There they with the greatest glorying and magnanimity of Spirit take up the speech of the Apostle 1 Cor. 15.55 56 57. O Death where is thy Sting O Grave where is thy Victory The Sting of Death is Sin and the Strength of Sin is the Law But thanks be to God that giveth us the Victory through our Lord Jesus Christ 2. The Joys that Believers have in God's Presence are not onely because of Freedom from all the Evils which in their life-time did annoy them but also by reason of the entire injoyment of all Good in its Purity and Resplendency Many things there are which men rejoyce in on Earth and if but in one single Excellency they find themselves goe beyond others how do they glory in it as if others were not to be named the same day with them Some rejoyce in their Descent and Parentage as Pharaoh I am the son of the wise the son of ancient Kings Isa 19.11 Some in their Beauty as Absalom that gloried in his unblemished Body and goodly Head of hair Some in their Wisedom and Skill their Riches and Prosperity as the King of Tyrus that had his Heart lifted up and said I am a God I sit in the Seat of God in the midst of the Seas Behold thou art wiser then Daniel there is no Secret that they can hide from thee With thy Wisedom and with thy Vnderstanding thou hast gotten thee Riches and hast gotten Gold and Silver into thy Treasures and thine Heart is lifted up because of thy Riches Ezek. 28.2 3 4 5. Some in their Honours as Haman did in King Ahasuerus his promoting him Esther 5.11 Some in their Righteousness as the Pharisee that boasted he was not as other men are nor as the Publican Luk. 18.11 Yea some can rejoyce in their unsociable Cynical sowr austere Deportment though it be but a Delusion if they conceive Holiness in it as Monks Anchorets Quakers and such like have done and doe at this day All these and many more things the Hearts of men can rejoyce in though they be some of them but vain things some but petty good things yea if they were enjoyed in their Confluence as Solomon enjoyed them who had Wealth and Wisedom and Beauty and Dominion and what-ever the carnal Heart of man affects and yet after his ample experience of the Sweetness of them gives this account of them Eccles. 1.2 Vanity of Vanities all is Vanity yea Vexation of Spirit they produce but a forced Mirth Sardonium Risum notwithstanding which in the midst of Laughter the Heart is sorrowfull and the end of their Mirth is Heaviness As it was with Belshazzar Dan. 5.6 He was in his Royall Palace at Babylon carousing in gold and silver with his Wives and Concubines praising his Gods when on a sudden upon a Hand 's writing on the Wall the King's Countenance was changed and his Thoughts troubled him so that the Joynts of his Loins were loosed and his Knees smote one against another That which is worth rejoycing at indeed as begetting a permanent and genuine Joy sutable to the Spirit of a man is his Acquaintance with God his Knowledge of him God's Adopting him to an Inheritance with him his Relation to the Son of God the Habitation of his Blessed Spirit in him the Holiness of his Heart the Beauty that is in the hidden man of the Heart which is in the sight of God of great Price the hearing of his Prayers the accepting of his Works the glorifying of his God the Love of his Saviour In these things are the Joys of the Saints So saith S. Paul We are they that rejoyce in Christ Jesus and have no confidence in the flesh Phil. 3.3 God forbid that I should rejoyce in any thing save in the Cross of our Lord Jesus Christ whereby the World is crucified unto me and I unto the World saith the same S. Paul Gal. 6.14 Many there be that say Who will shew us any Good Lord lift thou up the light of thy Countenance upon us Thou hast put Gladness in my heart more then in the time that their Corn and their Wine increased saith David Psal 4.6 7. And again I have rejoyced in the way of thy Testimonies as much as in all Riches Psal 119.14 These things do indeed beget the most solid Joys which enlighten the Eyes and chear the Heart under many Wants many Dangers many Persecutions many Expectations of future Evils And yet these Joys are eclipsed to the most Holy man Sometimes by his own Sins and the Withdrawing of God's Spirit from him as the case was with David Sometimes by reason of Calamities and the sinfull Practices of his Children as it was also with him Sometimes from his Doubting of his own spiritual Estate from the want of such Feeling as once he had of the Efficacy of God's Grace in his Heart by the Motions of it to holy Exercises to Prayer Praising God and heavenly Meditations in the