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and_o my_o petition_n to_o god_n must_v be_v likewise_o upon_o condition_n when_o i_o beg_v of_o he_o but_o temporal_a blessing_n his_o blessing_n descend_v not_o unless_o they_o be_v call_v down_o by_o my_o religious_a obedience_n nor_o may_v i_o pray_v for_o the_o blessing_n which_o concern_v this_o life_n but_o with_o this_o condition_n if_o they_o may_v stand_v with_o his_o pleasure_n in_o his_o power_n it_o be_v to_o grant_v the_o suit_n which_o so_o earnest_o i_o make_v i_o wish_v it_o may_v be_v his_o pleasure_n to_o fulfil_v my_o desire_n barren_a sarai_n be_v promise_v a_o son_n and_o isaak_n be_v bear_v 23_o gen._n 21_o 2.3_o lu._n 1.7_o vers_fw-la 57_o gen._n 29_o 31._o c_o 30.22_o vers_fw-la 23_o though_o zacharias_n and_o elizabeth_n be_v strike_v in_o year_n and_o elizabeth_n be_v barren_a yet_o they_o be_v bless_v with_o john_n the_o baptist._n though_o leah_n be_v hate_v by_o reason_n of_o her_o barrenness_n yet_o we_o read_v that_o the_o lord_n do_v open_v her_o womb_n god_n remember_v rachel_n and_o hearken_v unto_o she_o and_o open_v her_o womb_n and_o she_o conceive_v and_o bear_v a_o son_n and_o say_v god_n have_v take_v away_o my_o reproach_n the_o wife_n of_o manoah_n the_o danite_n be_v barren_a 14_o jud._n 13.2_o vers_fw-la 3._o vers_fw-la 14_o yet_o the_o angel_n of_o the_o lord_n appear_v unto_o she_o and_o say_v unto_o she_o behold_v now_o thou_o be_v barren_a and_o bear_v not_o but_o thou_o shall_v conceive_v and_o bear_v a_o son_n and_o the_o woman_n bear_v a_o son_n &_o call_v his_o name_n samson_n and_o the_o child_n grow_v and_o the_o lord_n bless_v he_o 1.10_o 1._o sam._n 1.10_o barren_a hannah_n be_v in_o bitterness_n of_o soul_n for_o want_n of_o a_o child_n when_o peninnah_n her_o fruitful_a rival_n provoke_v she_o sore_o to_o make_v she_o fret_v 20_o vers_fw-la 6._o vers_fw-la 20_o because_o the_o lord_n have_v shut_v up_o her_o womb_n and_o she_o have_v a_o son_n who_o she_o name_v samuel_n thus_o may_v god_n if_o he_o please_v look_v upon_o my_o reproach_n and_o send_v i_o a_o child_n which_o i_o may_v dedicate_v to_o his_o service_n i_o will_v therefore_o follow_v the_o step_n of_o hannah_n the_o devout_a 15_o vers_fw-la 15_o i_o will_v weep_v with_o she_o and_o i_o will_v fast_o with_o she_o and_o with_o she_o will_v i_o pour_v out_o my_o soul_n before_o the_o lord_n who_o know_v but_o my_o tear_n may_v prevail_v through_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o redeemer_n and_o my_o sob_n and_o sigh_n may_v draw_v down_o a_o blessing_n 30.8_o ps_n 30.8_o on_o my_o knee_n therefore_o will_v i_o go_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o get_v i_o unto_o my_o lord_n right_o humble_o i_o will_v weep_v and_o pray_v and_o mourn_v and_o pray_v and_o sigh_v and_o pray_v and_o pray_v i_o will_v say_v the_o prayer_n heeavenly_a king_n father_n of_o mercy_n 72.5_o ps_n 72.5_o thou_o who_o take_v i_o out_o of_o my_o mother_n womb_n but_o have_v deny_v unto_o i_o the_o fruit_n of_o i_o vouchsafe_v to_o look_v upon_o the_o reproach_n of_o thy_o servant_n i_o know_v that_o my_o sin_n do_v stop_v the_o current_n of_o thy_o mercy_n but_o it_o be_v thy_o honour_n that_o thou_o be_v a_o forgiver_n of_o offence_n forgive_v my_o sin_n the_o cause_n of_o thy_o curse_n and_o heal_v the_o barrenness_n of_o thy_o despise_a handmaid_n 1.11_o 1._o sam._n 1.11_o o_o lord_n of_o host_n if_o thou_o will_v indeed_o look_v upon_o the_o affliction_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n and_o remember_v i_o and_o not_o forget_v thy_o handmaid_n but_o will_v give_v unto_o thy_o handmaid_n a_o manchild_n then_o i_o will_v give_v he_o unto_o thou_o all_o the_o day_n of_o his_o life_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o be_o a_o woman_n of_o a_o sorrowful_a spirit_n and_o out_o of_o the_o abundance_n of_o my_o complaint_n 16_o vers_fw-la 16_o and_o grief_n do_v i_o pray_v unto_o thou_o send_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o a_o samuël_n even_o such_o a_o child_n as_o i_o have_v ask_v of_o thou_o if_o it_o may_v stand_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o king_n that_o may_v bring_v honour_n unto_o thou_o and_o comfort_n unto_o thy_o petitioner_n i_o shall_v never_o be_v satisfy_v until_o thou_o hear_v my_o supplication_n 15._o pro._n 30_o 15._o either_o grant_v my_o desire_n or_o arm_v i_o with_o patience_n that_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o may_v serve_v thou_o with_o quietness_n 4.28_o mat_n 4.28_o and_o content_a the_o earth_n thou_o have_v make_v to_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n of_o herself_o and_o it_o be_v as_o easy_a for_o thou_o to_o bless_v i_o with_o increase_n but_o if_o thou_o have_v otherwise_o determine_v in_o thy_o secret_a will_n howsoever_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v never_o conceive_v wickedness_n in_o my_o heart_n 5.4_o act_n 5.4_o to_o who_o thou_o deny_v the_o conception_n of_o a_o child_n 1.15_o jam._n 1.15_o let_v not_o lust_n conceive_v in_o i_o lest_o it_o bring_v forth_o sin_n and_o sin_n when_o it_o be_v finish_v bring_v forth_o death_n say_v unto_o my_o heart_n as_o effectual_o as_o once_o thou_o do_v unto_o the_o figtree_n 11._o mat_n 21_o 19_o gal_n 5.22_o vers_fw-la 23_o heb._n 12_o 11._o let_v no_o such_o fruit_n grow_v on_o thou_o hence_o forth_o for_o ever_o but_o let_v i_o always_o produce_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n against_o which_o thy_o apostle_n assure_v i_o that_o there_o be_v no_o law_n let_v this_o thy_o chasten_n yield_v unto_o i_o the_o peaceable_a fruit_n of_o righteousness_n since_o i_o be_o exercise_v therein_o so_o shall_v i_o willing_o submit_v to_o thy_o pleasure_n and_o beseech_v thou_o to_o grant_v i_o comfort_v and_o joy_n in_o that_o bless_a son_n of_o a_o happy_a woman_n even_o jesus_n christ_n my_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n the_o twelve_o subject_n tear_n of_o a_o child-bearing_a woman_n 1_o at_o the_o time_n when_o she_o begin_v to_o fall_v in_o travel_n 2_o after_o her_o delivery_n i_o st_o her_o tear_n when_o she_o begin_v to_o fall_v in_o travel_n the_o soliloquie_n consist_v of_o three_o part_n viz_o 1_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o sorrow_n and_o the_o confidence_n of_o the_o sorrow_n 2_o the_o greatness_n of_o the_o pang_n hazard_n and_o fear_n of_o a_o travel_a woman_n 3_o consolation_n and_o comfort_n for_o a_o woman_n in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o her_o travel_n the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o soliloquie_n treat_v of_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o sorrow_n and_o the_o confidence_n of_o the_o sorrow_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o the_o will_v i_o pray_v when_o david_n confess_v his_o actual_a crime_n he_o forget_v not_o the_o guilt_n of_o original_a corruption_n &_o therefore_o he_o profess_v say_v behold_v i_o be_v shape_v in_o iniquity_n 5._o vers_fw-la 5._o and_o in_o sin_n do_v my_o mother_n conceive_v i_o by_o the_o corruption_n of_o nature_n even_o saint_n paul_n himself_o be_v not_o without_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o that_o which_o be_v bear_v of_o the_o flesh_n be_v flesh_n 3.6_o rom_n 7_o 17._o io._n 3.6_o as_o my_o saviour_n himself_o do_v tell_v nicoden_n we_o and_o this_o flesh_n conclude_v we_o all_o to_o be_v carnal_a 14._o rom_n 7_o 14._o and_o sell_v under_o sin_n this_o original_a stain_n be_v the_o ground_n of_o all_o our_o actual_a impiety_n just_o therefore_o be_v the_o birth_n of_o a_o child_n accompany_v with_o the_o torment_n and_o sorrow_n of_o the_o mother_n left_a woman_n shall_v forget_v the_o taste_n of_o the_o apple_n i_o will_v great_o multiply_v thy_o sorrow_n 3.16_o gen_n 3.16_o and_o thy_o conception_n say_v the_o lord_n unto_o eve_n in_o sorrow_n thou_o shall_v bring_v forth_o child_n o_o this_o heavy_a chastisement_n do_v now_o approach_v to_o make_v i_o sensible_a of_o my_o sinful_a beginning_n as_o i_o cause_v the_o tear_n to_o flow_v from_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o groan_a mother_n so_o now_o even_o in_o my_o eye_n do_v they_o likewise_o arise_v through_o the_o pang_n which_o do_v seize_v on_o i_o by_o reason_n of_o my_o babe_n lord_n what_o a_o tremble_a possess_v every_o joint_n of_o i_o and_o when_o i_o hope_v for_o ease_v by_o change_v my_o seat_n or_o lie_v on_o my_o couch_n or_o attempt_v to_o walk_v even_o in_o every_o place_n do_v the_o sharpness_n of_o the_o pain_n increase_v its_o strength_n and_o though_o i_o multiply_v my_o cry_n yet_o my_o anguish_n cease_v not_o o_o what_o miserable_a perplexity_n be_v we_o weak_a and_o sinful_a woman_n involve_v in_o we_o who_o can_v worst_o endure_v be_v most_o afflict_a and_o although_o our_o temper_n and_o constitution_n conclude_v we_o weak_a by_o far_a then_o our_o husband_n
and_o this_o child_n have_v dye_v so_o shall_v the_o tear_n which_o i_o have_v shed_v through_o the_o extremity_n of_o my_o pang_n be_v second_v with_o more_o for_o the_o loss_n of_o my_o desire_n in_o all_o these_o mercy_n i_o must_v look_v up_o to_o my_o redeemer_n and_o acknowledge_v he_o the_o father_n and_o donour_n of_o these_o blessing_n i_o will_v therefore_o magnify_v he_o for_o his_o goodness_n and_o praise_v he_o for_o his_o loving-kindnesse_n 1._o ps_n 106_o 1._o i_o will_v give_v thanks_n unto_o the_o lord_n for_o he_o be_v gracious_a because_o his_o mercy_n endure_v for_o ever_o the_o prayer_n o_o merciful_a god_n heavenly_a father_n who_o have_v now_o most_o especial_o make_v know_v unto_o i_o 3.20_o eph_n 3.20_o that_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o do_v exceed_v abundant_o above_o all_o that_o we_o ask_v or_o think_v make_v i_o thankful_o rejoice_v in_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n thy_o favour_n be_v great_a and_o wonderful_a in_o spare_v the_o life_n of_o myself_o &_o my_o infant_n in_o free_v i_o from_o my_o pang_n and_o he_o from_o the_o darkness_n of_o the_o silent_a womb_n thou_o o_o lord_n be_v the_o power_n by_o which_o i_o be_o deliver_v thou_o be_v the_o mercy_n by_o which_o i_o be_o safe_o return_v unto_o my_o bed_n thou_o be_v the_o work_n of_o the_o frame_n and_o fashion_n of_o this_o my_o babe_n thou_o therefore_o shall_v be_v likewise_o the_o glory_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o grant_v bless_a father_n that_o i_o may_v never_o sorget_v thy_o goodness_n but_o express_v my_o thankfulness_n in_o my_o new_a obedience_n make_v i_o careful_a in_o the_o performance_n of_o what_o service_n i_o promise_v thou_o in_o the_o extremity_n of_o my_o anguish_n as_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o the_o fruit_n of_o my_o body_n to_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o heart_n so_o give_v i_o the_o fruit_n of_o righteousness_n sow_v in_o peace_n 17_o jam_fw-la 3.18_o vers_fw-la 17_o give_v i_o the_o wisdom_n which_o be_v from_o above_o that_o be_v full_a of_o good_a work_n without_o hypocrisy_n lord_n make_v i_o thy_o servant_n by_o grace_n and_o make_v this_o child_n thy_o child_n by_o adoption_n and_o mercy_n give_v i_o comfort_v in_o his_o life_n for_o the_o sorrow_n which_o i_o endure_v at_o his_o birth_n 1.15_o gal_n 1.15_o separate_a he_o from_o the_o womb_n as_o thou_o do_v saint_a paul_n that_o he_o may_v be_v a_o choose_a vessel_n of_o sanctification_n and_o honour_n teach_v i_o innocency_n and_o simplicity_n by_o the_o example_n of_o this_o infant_n and_o make_v i_o hereafter_o teach_v he_o goodness_n and_o righteousness_n by_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o grace_n make_v we_o always_o child_n in_o wickedness_n 4.19_o 1._o cor._n 14.20_o 1._o pet_n 2.2_o gal_n 4.19_o but_o not_o in_o understanding_n that_o so_o as_o new_o bear_v babe_n we_o may_v desire_v the_o sincere_a milk_n of_o thy_o word_n that_o we_o may_v grow_v thereby_o let_v thy_o son_n christ_n be_v form_v in_o this_o little_a infant_n that_o as_o it_o have_v be_v preserve_v by_o thy_o power_n and_o providence_n in_o the_o first_o birth_n so_o it_o may_v feel_v thy_o mercy_n and_o grace_n in_o the_o second_o lord_n give_v a_o blessing_n to_o whatsoëver_o shall_v be_v use_v for_o the_o recovery_n of_o my_o strength_n that_o i_o may_v always_o praise_v thou_o both_o in_o prosperity_n and_o adversity_n give_v thy_o blessing_n to_o the_o mean_n for_o the_o nourishment_n of_o this_o child_n give_v it_o strength_n that_o it_o may_v live_v to_o receive_v the_o seal_n of_o thy_o mercy_n in_o the_o laver_n of_o baptism_n and_o do_v thou_o be_v present_a with_o thy_o blessing_n when_o the_o sign_n shall_v be_v administer_v 2.52_o lu._n 2.52_o o_o let_v it_o live_v if_o it_o be_v thy_o bless_a will_n and_o grow_v up_o in_o wisdom_n and_o in_o stature_n and_o in_o grace_n both_o with_o thou_o and_o with_o man_n that_o so_o i_o may_v magnify_v thy_o name_n for_o make_v i_o a_o instrument_n to_o propagate_v the_o number_n of_o thou_o elect_v who_o be_o the_o weak_a and_o the_o unworthy_a of_o woman_n increase_v thy_o kingdom_n daâ—ly_o take_v pity_n upon_o all_o that_o suffer_v affliction_n especial_o on_o those_o woman_n who_o be_v in_o labour_n of_o child_n give_v they_o comfort_v in_o the_o time_n of_o their_o misery_n ease_n from_o their_o torment_n joy_n in_o their_o desire_a issue_n and_o thankfulness_n for_o thy_o blessing_n lord_n grant_v that_o both_o i_o &_o they_o may_v sing_v praise_n to_o thy_o name_n for_o the_o greatness_n of_o our_o deliverance_n and_o express_v our_o thanks_o in_o our_o godly_a life_n that_o when_o this_o painful_a life_n shall_v have_v a_o end_n we_o may_v sing_v triumphant_o in_o eternal_a glory_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o only_a lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n 13._o the_o thirteen_o subject_a tear_n in_o the_o time_n of_o a_o general_a pestilence_n the_o soliloquie_n consist_v of_o six_o several_a part_n and_o treat_v of_o 1_o mourn_v by_o example_n in_o a_o public_a calamity_n 2_o several_a cause_n of_o god_n visitation_n 3_o sin_n especial_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o pestilence_n 4_o several_a example_n of_o dreadful_a pestilence_n 5_o god_n threaten_v before_o his_o visitation_n 6_o the_o duty_n of_o a_o christian_a decree_a both_o to_o who_o and_o for_o who_o we_o ought_v to_o pray_v in_o the_o time_n of_o pestilence_n the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o soliloquie_n treat_v of_o mourn_v by_o example_n in_o a_o public_a calamity_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o wise_a be_v in_o the_o house_n of_o mourning_n 7.4_o eccl_n 7.4_o say_v solomon_n but_o the_o heart_n of_o fool_n be_v in_o the_o house_n of_o mirth_n be_v the_o heart_n then_o sometime_o in_o a_o pilgrimage_n from_o the_o body_n or_o be_v the_o body_n require_v to_o visit_v the_o sick_a yea_o though_o the_o disease_n be_v infectious_a or_o be_v we_o always_o by_o command_n 42.3_o ps_n 42.3_o to_o imitate_v the_o prophet_n who_o tear_n be_v his_o meat_n day_n and_o night_n the_o heart_n indeed_o be_v often_o from_o home_n and_o be_v least_o where_o it_o live_v most_o where_o it_o love_v the_o sick_a must_v be_v visit_v or_o else_o my_o saviour_n will_v complain_v as_o he_o do_v in_o the_o gospel_n say_v i_o be_v sick_a 2.11_o mat_n 25_o 43._o job_n 2.11_o and_o you_o visit_v i_o not_o when_o job_n three_o friend_n hear_v of_o the_o evil_a that_o be_v come_v upon_o he_o they_o come_v every_o one_o from_o his_o own_o place_n for_o they_o have_v make_v a_o appointment_n together_o to_o come_v to_o mourn_v with_o he_o and_o to_o comfort_v he_o 13_o vers_fw-la 13_o so_o they_o sit_v down_o with_o he_o upon_o the_o ground_n 13.14_o 2._o king_n 13.14_o and_o mourn_v seven_o day_n and_o seven_o night_n when_o elisha_n be_v fall_v sick_a of_o his_o sickness_n wherewith_o 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apparent_a danger_n be_v desperate_o to_o tempt_v the_o keeper_n of_o israel_n what_o shall_v i_o then_o do_v the_o pass_a bell_n inform_v my_o ear_n of_o the_o mortality_n of_o my_o neighbour_n &_o yet_o i_o can_v i_o must_v not_o visit_v they_o what_o i_o say_v shall_v i_o do_v what_o course_n shall_v i_o take_v charity_n command_v i_o compassion_n hasten_v i_o to_o the_o die_a christian_n that_o by_o my_o advice_n or_o at_o least_o by_o my_o prayer_n i_o may_v express_v my_o commiseration_n and_o yet_o when_o i_o be_o just_a at_o my_o door_n provide_v resolve_v intend_v to_o go_v even_o then_o my_o own_o health_n the_o health_n of_o my_o family_n and_o which_o be_v
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with_o his_o blessing_n 31.32_o jer._n 31.32_o and_o be_v a_o husband_n unto_o i_o as_o he_o promise_v to_o be_v unto_o judah_n and_o israël_n i_o will_v humble_v myself_o at_o his_o footstool_n and_o pray_v unto_o he_o and_o say_v the_o prayer_n bless_a god_n thou_o who_o once_o do_v promise_v to_o the_o barren_a church_n of_o the_o gentile_n that_o thou_o will_v be_v unto_o she_o both_o a_o redeemer_n and_o a_o husband_n 54.5_o be_v 54.5_o be_v please_v to_o look_v upon_o the_o low_a estate_n of_o a_o pensive_a widow_n thou_o know_v how_o irksome_a and_o full_a of_o furrow_n this_o solitary_a life_n be_v thou_o view_v my_o sad_a and_o disconsolate_a condition_n o_o be_v thou_o unto_o i_o both_o a_o husband_n and_o a_o comforter_n that_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sorrow_n which_o i_o have_v in_o my_o heart_n thy_o comfort_n o_o lord_n 94.19_o ps_n 94.19_o may_v refresh_v my_o soul_n it_o be_v thy_o promise_n that_o 15.25_o prov._n 15.25_o though_o thou_o will_v destroy_v the_o house_n of_o the_o proud_a yet_o thou_o will_v establish_v the_o border_n of_o the_o widow_n though_o the_o wicked_a do_v no_o good_a to_o the_o widow_n 24.21_o job._n 24.21_o yea_o though_o they_o stay_v the_o widow_n and_o murder_v the_o fatherless_a 68.5_o ps_n 94.6_o ps_n 68.5_o yet_o thou_o thyself_o have_v promise_v that_o thou_o will_v be_v a_o father_n to_o the_o fatherless_a and_o defend_v the_o cause_n of_o the_o widow_n even_o thou_o o_o god_n who_o dwell_v in_o thy_o holy_a habitation_n 22.9_o job._n 22.9_o o_o send_v not_o then_o a_o poor_a and_o distress_a widow_n away_o empty_a but_o be_v please_v to_o be_v my_o gâ—…_n my_o guide_n and_o my_o counsellor_n make_v i_o 〈◊〉_d honour_v thou_o in_o all_o my_o way_n to_o rely_v upon_o thou_o iâ—_n all_o my_o sorrow_n to_o sue_v unto_o thou_o in_o all_o mâ—_n want_v 89.22_o eph._n 4.24_o ps_n 89.22_o and_o firm_o to_o be_v wed_v unto_o thou_o 〈◊〉_d righteousness_n and_o true_a holiness_n let_v not_o thâ—_n oppressor_n exact_a 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such_o people_n as_o neglect_v their_o parent_n can_v nature_n become_v so_o silent_a in_o child_n that_o they_o shall_v forget_v the_o honour_n due_a to_o progeâ—itours_n sure_o if_o even_o affection_n inhabit_v the_o breast_n of_o a_o christian_a it_o needs_o must_v dwell_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o child_n and_o point_n to_o the_o father_n that_o do_v beget_v he_o alas_o i_o feel_v a_o desire_n of_o express_v such_o a_o affection_n which_o i_o will_v be_v as_o ready_a to_o manifest_v in_o real_a expression_n but_o ay_o i_o the_o object_n of_o 〈◊〉_d love_n and_o my_o duty_n be_v snatch_v from_o i_o oâ—_n he_o that_o beget_v i_o be_v dead_a he_o that_o take_v caâ—_n to_o breed_v i_o he_o that_o supply_v my_o want_n bâ—_n that_o instruct_v i_o in_o religion_n he_o that_o defenâ—…_n i_o from_o injury_n he_o who_o labour_n &_o indstrie_n be_v chief_o employ_v for_o the_o good_a of_o i_o his_o boloved_a child_n 3._o prov._n 4_o 3._o i_o be_v oh_o i_o may_v say_v i_o be_v my_o father_n child_n tender_a and_o only_o belove_v of_o my_o mother_n but_o now_o where_o o_o where_o be_v that_o man_n of_o affection_n where_o be_v that_o father_n who_o so_o earnest_o love_v i_o who_o so_o dear_o affect_v i_o sick_a he_o be_v dead_a he_o be_v but_o be_v my_o duty_n to_o he_o correspondent_a any_o way_n to_o his_o care_n of_o i_o do_v i_o endeavour_v to_o requite_v his_o love_n by_o my_o service_n 1._o gen_n 48_o 1._o &_o obedience_n do_v i_o visit_v he_o in_o his_o sickness_n as_o joseph_n do_v his_o die_a father_n when_o one_o can_v he_o say_v behold_v thy_o father_n iâ—_n sick_a he_o
pronounce_v against_o they_o who_o take_v away_o the_o right_n from_o the_o poor_a of_o the_o people_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o widow_n may_v be_v their_o prey_n and_o that_o they_o may_v rob_v the_o fatherless_a yea_o and_o from_o god_n himself_o by_o the_o mouth_n of_o king_n solomon_n the_o advice_n be_v give_v remove_v not_o the_o old_a landmark_n 23.10_o prov._n 23.10_o and_o enter_v not_o into_o the_o field_n of_o the_o fatherless_a by_o the_o almighty_a to_o the_o fatherless_a friend_n be_v raise_v thus_o be_v job_n 29.12_o job._n 29.12_o i_o deliver_v the_o poor_a say_v he_o that_o cry_v and_o the_o fatherless_a and_o he_o that_o have_v none_o to_o help_v he_o 31.17_o c_o 31.17_o and_o again_o he_o say_v if_o i_o have_v eat_v my_o morsel_n alone_o and_o the_o fatherless_a have_v not_o eat_v thereof_o 22_o vers_fw-la 22_o then_o let_v my_o arm_n fall_v from_o the_o showlder-blade_n and_o my_o arm_n be_v break_v from_o the_o bone_n thus_o if_o i_o be_o god_n than_o god_n will_v 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