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fire_n and_o condemn_v by_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n to_o the_o torment_n of_o hell_n whereupon_o she_o grow_v to_o be_v of_o a_o afflict_a countenance_n &_o pale_a beyond_o all_o imagination_n and_o with_o tear_n and_o sigh_n turn_v herself_o to_o the_o soul_n she_o say_v thou_o be_v now_o become_v a_o firebrand_n of_o hell_n and_o soon_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n and_o pastime_n convert_v into_o bitter_a and_o eternal_a pain_n and_o then_o look_v up_o to_o heaven_n she_o say_v o_o eternal_a god_n the_o man_n of_o this_o world_n do_v not_o consider_v and_o penetrate_v these_o thing_n but_o upon_o this_o occasion_n so_o great_a be_v the_o grief_n &_o affliction_n of_o her_o hart_n that_o she_o want_v little_a of_o swoon_v by_o it_o and_o these_o vision_n as_o she_o relate_v afterward_o by_o her_o usual_a obedience_n be_v show_v she_o by_o god_n to_o the_o end_n that_o both_o herself_o and_o the_o other_o religious_a of_o that_o monastery_n shall_v inflame_v themselves_o more_o vehement_o 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more_o inflame_a â—owardes_n the_o purchase_n of_o virtue_n with_o â—hese_n profitable_a and_o laudable_a direction_n â—he_n go_v through_o her_o office_n in_o such_o sort_n â—hat_n she_o be_v account_v by_o all_o the_o religious_a to_o be_v the_o very_a rule_n itself_o of_o live_v well_o of_o the_o zeal_n which_o she_o have_v to_o god_n honour_n and_o the_o hatred_n which_o she_o bear_v to_o sin_n chap._n 55._o the_o zeal_n which_o she_o have_v of_o god_n honour_n be_v so_o ardent_a that_o as_o she_o often_o say_v she_o will_v be_v glad_a to_o give_v her_o life_n for_o it_o a_o thousand_o time_n in_o a_o day_n and_o she_o will_v often_o affirm_v with_o tear_n to_o i_o it_o seem_v a_o strange_a thing_n and_o for_o my_o part_n i_o can_v comprehend_v it_o how_o there_o shall_v be_v so_o few_o soul_n in_o the_o world_n note_n note_n which_o hold_v the_o honour_n of_o god_n in_o the_o true_a account_n of_o greatness_n that_o it_o deserve_v but_o especial_o consider_v how_o little_a diligence_n there_o be_v use_v in_o frequent_v the_o b._n sacrament_n of_o the_o altar_n she_o will_v be_v so_o oppress_v with_o sorrow_n anâ—_n pain_n as_o if_o with_o a_o sharp_a knife_n she_o haâ—_n be_v strike_v to_o the_o hart_n &_o she_o woulâ—_n often_o say_v well_o i_o be_o sure_a that_o one_o communion_n make_v with_o true_a spirit_n and_o feeling_n be_v apâ—_n to_o procure_v that_o a_o soul_n may_v come_v to_o great_a perfection_n of_o life_n at_o other_o time_n be_v full_a of_o these_o celestial_a thought_n she_o call_v somâ—_n one_o of_o the_o religious_a to_o she_o &_o say_v thus_o with_o sigh_n and_o tear_n let_v we_o pray_v unto_o our_o lord_n o_o my_o sister_n that_o he_o will_v grant_v uâ—_n light_n and_o that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v so_o frozen-cold_a in_o his_o service_n and_o especial_o in_o frequent_v that_o food_n of_o life_n which_o since_o it_o be_v all_o fire_n and_o love_n o_o let_v we_o even_o now_o constreyne_v jesus_n by_o our_o prayer_n to_o grant_v we_o ever_o in_o this_o place_n 〈◊〉_d pastor_n who_o may_v be_v zealous_a of_o god_n honour_n and_o who_o may_v have_v such_o light_n as_o wherewithal_o to_o admit_v we_o worthy_o to_o this_o celestial_a table_n she_o have_v moreover_o a_o most_o fervent_a zeal_n in_o say_v the_o divine_a office_n &_o when_o she_o go_v towards_o the_o choir_n she_o feel_v such_o joy_n of_o hart_n that_o she_o seem_v as_o one_o invite_v to_o a_o sumptuous_a banquet_n she_o endeavour_v always_o that_o those_o divine_a laudes_fw-la shall_v be_v say_v devout_o and_o when_o she_o hear_v any_o of_o the_o religious_a make_v a_o little_a more_o than_o ordinary_a haste_n she_o suffer_v much_o affliction_n thereby_o and_o she_o will_v often_o say_v to_o they_o that_o she_o have_v not_o the_o hart_n to_o post_v over_o the_o divine_a laudes_fw-la like_a to_o the_o other_o external_a exercise_n of_o the_o monastery_n note_v note_v offence_n make_v against_o god_n do_v â—o_o displease_v she_o and_o cause_v in_o she_o such_o grief_n that_o hear_v sometime_o but_o these_o word_n mortal_a sin_n she_o can_v hardly_o contain_v herself_o through_o the_o vehemency_n of_o her_o affliction_n from_o cry_v out_o with_o 〈◊〉_d loud_a voice_n give_v a_o evident_a sign_n of_o â—he_n offence_n which_o in_o her_o hart_n she_o feel_v be_v able_a as_o she_o be_v to_o penetrate_v the_o deformity_n of_o sin_n even_o to_o the_o quick_a so_o much_o she_o abhor_v it_o and_o such_o horror_n â—he_v have_v thereat_o that_o to_o she_o it_o will_v seem_v impossible_a to_o find_v a_o christian_a so_o wicked_a â—s_n deliberate_o to_o offend_v god_n and_o 15._o â—ayes_v before_o she_o depart_v this_o life_n i_o goeâ—sayd_v â—sayd_z she_o out_o of_o the_o world_n with_o this_o incapacity_n above_o all_o the_o rest_n that_o i_o can_v devise_v â—ow_o to_o understand_v by_o what_o mean_v a_o creature_n â—an_v be_v induce_v to_o consent_n and_o resolve_v to_o commit_v a_o mortal_a sin_n against_o the_o creator_n whereby_o it_o may_v be_v well_o see_v how_o much_o she_o be_v illuminate_v by_o god_n who_o have_v make_v she_o so_o zealous_a of_o his_o honour_n of_o her_o great_a humility_n chap._n 56._o this_o servant_n of_o god_n be_v moreover_o a_o bright_a example_n of_o perfect_a humility_n and_o she_o ever_o have_v herself_o in_o so_o base_a conceit_n that_o she_o think_v herself_o good_a for_o nothing_o and_o will_v often_o say_v thaâ—_n therefore_o it_o seem_v to_o she_o that_o her_o superior_a shall_v speak_v to_o she_o in_o this_o sort_n get_v you_o out_o of_o this_o holy_a place_n for_o you_o be_v nâ—â—_n worthy_a to_o remain_v in_o the_o company_n of_o thâ—_n spouse_n of_o christ_n therefore_o will_v she_o bâ—_n turn_v towards_o the_o prioress_n with_o such_o a_o tremble_a as_o if_o she_o have_v commit_v somâ—_n grievous_a fault_n sometym_v she_o will_v caâ—â—_n herself_o upon_o her_o knee_n at_o the_o foot_n of_o heâ—_n sister_n &_o beseech_v they_o that_o they_o will_v let_v she_o know_v her_o fault_n but_o than_o be_v he_o conceit_n of_o herself_o more_o base_a when_o she_o be_v to_o receive_v the_o b._n sacrament_n of_o thâ—_n altar_n for_o in_o that_o act_n she_o will_v doubt_v lest_o the_o divine_a justice_n may_v make_v the_o earth_n open_a to_o swallow_v she_o up_o and_o bitter_o weep_v she_o will_v often_o say_v ay_o most_o vile_a creature_n full_a of_o sin_n do_v presume_v to_o receive_v the_o king_n of_o glory_n and_o in_o this_o fear_n she_o will_v say_v further_o cast_v her_o eye_n to_o heaven_n o_o my_o lord_n assist_v i_o and_o have_v mercy_n on_o i_o then_o will_v she_o entreat_v the_o religious_a with_o great_a affection_n to_o pray_v to_o god_n for_o she_o that_o his_o justice_n may_v not_o cast_v she_o headlong_o into_o hell_n it_o be_v also_o necessary_a sometime_o for_o her_o ghostly_a father_n with_o word_n of_o comfort_n to_o encourage_v she_o that_o she_o shall_v confide_v in_o the_o divine_a mercy_n now_o the_o account_n that_o she_o make_v of_o the_o virtue_n of_o the_o other_o religious_a be_v so_o great_a that_o she_o will_v kiss_v the_o ground_n where_o they_o have_v go_v and_o she_o account_v herself_o to_o have_v obtain_v of_o god_n a_o space_n of_o do_v penance_n by_o mean_n of_o their_o prayer_n and_o she_o endeavour_v to_o help_v they_o in_o all_o the_o exercise_n which_o they_o be_v to_o perform_v how_o vile_a so_o ever_o in_o reward_n as_o she_o say_v of_o so_o great_a a_o benefit_n when_o she_o be_v superior_a to_o other_o she_o will_v be_v ever_o humble_v herself_o to_o one_o of_o her_o subject_n and_o then_o in_o virtue_n of_o holy_a obedience_n will_v command_v she_o to_o impose_v upon_o she_o some_o rigorous_a penance_n of_o what_o kind_n she_o will_v and_o oftentimes_o make_v some_o one_o of_o they_o to_o give_v she_o a_o discipline_n command_v she_o to_o make_v no_o body_n acquaint_v with_o it_o and_o so_o by_o these_o act_n of_o great_a humility_n those_o sister_n will_v remain_v astonish_v &_o confound_v she_o will_v also_o appoint_v that_o in_o the_o evening_n they_o shall_v tell_v she_o of_o any_o defect_n commit_v by_o she_o in_o that_o day_n and_o then_o she_o will_v beg_v a_o penance_n of_o they_o it_o happen_v once_o when_o she_o be_v mistress_n of_o the_o novice_n that_o a_o devout_a young_a maid_n take_v the_o holy_a habit._n and_o within_o few_o day_n after_o she_o call_v she_o to_o she_o and_o do_v communicate_v some_o of_o the_o temptation_n that_o trouble_v she_o with_o so_o great_a humility_n and_o so_o many_o tear_n as_o if_o they_o have_v be_v so_o many_o sin_n commit_v by_o she_o and_o she_o say_v my_o child_n i_o tell_v you_o this_o note_n note_n to_o the_o end_n that_o you_o may_v know_v what_o kind_n a_o woman_n you_o have_v to_o your_o mistress_n and_o â—f_o our_o lord_n have_v not_o call_v she_o to_o a_o religious_a state_n she_o will_v either_o have_v be_v shut_v up_o into_o â—ome_v perpetual_a prison_n or_o else_o have_v end_v she_o â—ayes_v not_o otherwise_o then_o by_o 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