which_o do_v speak_v of_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o sin_n or_o of_o the_o majesty_n of_o god_n and_o his_o terrible_a wrath_n execute_v judgement_n upon_o sinner_n all_o which_o serve_v rather_o to_o terrify_v a_o poor_a droop_a soul_n then_o to_o comfort_v it_o but_o let_v he_o rather_o meditate_v upon_o those_o scripture_n which_o do_v speak_v of_o the_o merciful_a nature_n of_o god_n of_o the_o full_a satisfaction_n of_o christ_n and_o of_o his_o great_a love_n to_o poor_a sinner_n as_o to_o paul_n manasses_n mary_n magdalen_n and_o some_o such_o other_o great_a sinner_n who_o god_n have_v pardon_v 5._o let_v your_o meditation_n be_v suitable_a to_o the_o ordinance_n that_o you_o be_v to_o be_v make_v partaker_n of_o as_o if_o you_o be_v to_o receive_v the_o sacrament_n then_o meditate_v upon_o your_o preparatory_a concomitant_a and_o subsequent_a duty_n meditate_v upon_o the_o love_n of_o god_n the_o father_n upon_o the_o love_n of_o god_n the_o son_n jesus_n christ_n consider_v 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and_o of_o doubt_n that_o it_o be_v not_o instance_n of_o solemn_a divine_a meditation_n meditation_n i._n alas_o my_o god_n i_o be_o in_o a_o sad_a condition_n my_o affliction_n grow_v daily_o upon_o i_o and_o that_o which_o be_v my_o unsupportable_a misery_n my_o corruption_n grow_v fast_o upon_o i_o than_o my_o affliction_n what_o before_o make_v i_o weep_v will_v not_o now_o make_v i_o sigh_v the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o a_o great_a abomination_n do_v not_o lie_v upon_o i_o so_o much_o as_o before_o i_o be_v oppress_v with_o a_o vain_a thought_n in_o my_o prayer_n alas_o lord_n alas_o i_o be_o undo_v alas_o my_o corruption_n have_v almost_o make_v i_o love_v they_o and_o make_v i_o weary_a of_o duty_n and_o careless_a of_o grace_n my_o joy_n be_v go_v and_o my_o sorrow_n be_v go_v that_o be_v suitable_a to_o thy_o word_n and_o now_o my_o joy_n be_v but_o the_o laughter_n of_o fool_n and_o my_o sorrow_n be_v carnal_a sensual_a and_o more_o of_o hell_n in_o they_o then_o of_o heaven_n and_o as_o now_o i_o can_v scarce_o tell_v my_o sorrow_n so_o have_v i_o scarce_o any_o sorrow_n to_o tell_v i_o have_v sit_v down_o and_o weep_v to_o consider_v the_o great_a decay_n of_o holiness_n in_o i_o but_o now_o i_o can_v see_v my_o god_n go_v from_o i_o and_o when_o as_o now_o he_o be_v even_o out_o of_o sight_n my_o eye_n be_v as_o dry_a as_o my_o heart_n be_v hard_a alas_o lord_n if_o thou_o will_v not_o return_v thou_o will_v lose_v a_o poor_a soul_n that_o have_v love_v thou_o and_o be_v somewhat_o trouble_v now_o poorsad_a soul_n that_o it_o be_v so_o wicked_a as_o it_o be_v meditat._n ii_o lord_n thou_o see_v the_o strange_a distemper_a temper_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o spirit_n ah_o bless_a god_n i_o shall_v take_v more_o comfort_n if_o i_o shall_v see_v my_o heartblood_n run_v forth_o before_o my_o eye_n then_o to_o see_v my_o eye_n so_o dry_a and_o my_o heart_n so_o hard_o i_o have_v wear_v out_o almost_o all_o motive_n to_o holiness_n they_o now_o take_v no_o impression_n in_o i_o which_o before_o be_v too_o strong_a for_o i_o to_o bear_v they_o ravish_v i_o which_o now_o do_v not_o move_v i_o i_o scarce_o ever_o go_v to_o prayer_n but_o i_o have_v enough_o and_o too_o many_o spiritual_a complaint_n to_o employ_v it_o to_o express_v if_o every_o day_n i_o have_v not_o just_a cause_n to_o bewail_v a_o continue_a decay_n of_o grace_n i_o may_v have_v some_o respite_n of_o my_o grief_n but_o what_o shall_v i_o now_o do_v when_o every_o day_n shall_v bear_v witness_n against_o i_o and_o every_o night_n my_o sin_n shall_v go_v to_o bed_n with_o i_o and_o lie_v in_o my_o bosom_n and_o rise_v in_o the_o morning_n more_o strong_a then_o at_o night_n ah_o when_o my_o former_a holy_a life_n shall_v be_v more_o terrible_a than_o other_o wicked_a life_n when_o my_o former_a prayer_n shall_v be_v like_o the_o gall_n of_o asp_n unto_o i_o when_o those_o duty_n which_o shall_v be_v my_o comfort_n be_v my_o terror_n alas_o what_o can_v my_o poor_a soul_n do_v when_o my_o present_a sin_n and_o my_o past_a duty_n which_o of_o they_o be_v the_o heavy_a burden_n unto_o i_o i_o do_v not_o know_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v when_o i_o consider_v these_o thing_n than_o the_o thought_n of_o the_o affliction_n that_o lie_v upon_o i_o make_v i_o weep_v a_o tear_n or_o two_o and_o my_o vain_a heart_n my_o deceitful_a heart_n will_v persuade_v i_o that_o i_o weep_v for_o my_o sin_n those_o in_o desertion_n be_v in_o a_o bless_a condition_n to_o i_o they_o be_v sad_a and_o i_o be_o miserable_a i_o be_o guilty_a of_o that_o which_o their_o conscience_n do_v but_o accuse_v they_o off_o alas_o have_v i_o my_o communion_n with_o god_n my_o sweet_a communion_n and_o the_o power_n i_o have_v to_o prevail_v with_o he_o for_o any_o mercy_n almost_o that_o i_o pray_v for_o now_o i_o can_v pray_v and_o pray_v and_o pray_v and_o go_v away_o without_o a_o blessing_n i_o can_v almost_o be_v content_a to_o be_v wicked_a thou_o know_v my_o heart_n or_o else_o my_o tear_n will_v deceive_v thou_o as_o well_o as_o i_o if_o they_o be_v worldly_a thought_n that_o have_v estrange_v i_o from_o thou_o thou_o know_v how_o to_o cure_v i_o if_o my_o utter_a impoverishing_n will_v cure_v i_o let_v i_o be_v as_o poor_a job_n if_o thou_o be_v not_o such_o a_o physician_n as_o thou_o be_v i_o be_v past_o cure_n meditat._n iii_o lord_n i_o be_o come_v now_o to_o power_n out_o my_o soul_n before_o thou_o and_o my_o tear_n in_o thy_o bosom_n to_o tell_v thou_o the_o sad_a thought_n and_o sorrow_n of_o my_o heart_n ah_o my_o god_n in_o this_o bitterness_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o with_o tear_n in_o my_o eye_n and_o pride_n
and_o joy_n that_o god_n have_v bestow_v upon_o his_o people_n in_o this_o life_n they_o be_v unspeakable_a and_o glorious_a some_o have_v cry_v out_o lord_n either_o withhold_v thy_o comfort_n or_o enlarge_v the_o vessel_n for_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o bear_v my_o joy_n we_o read_v of_o daniel_n that_o the_o manifestation_n that_o god_n give_v he_o drink_v up_o his_o spirit_n and_o make_v he_o sick_a some_o day_n after_o dan._n 8._o 27._o such_o joy_n have_v be_v so_o great_a that_o they_o have_v sweeten_v the_o bitter_a persecution_n they_o have_v make_v they_o clap_v their_o hand_n for_o joy_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o flame_n and_o cry_v out_o in_o the_o ravishment_n of_o their_o spirit_n o_o you_o papist_n you_o talk_v of_o miracle_n but_o here_o be_v a_o miracle_n i_o be_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o these_o flame_n as_o in_o a_o bed_n of_o rose_n but_o alas_o what_o be_v the_o joy_n that_o god_n communicate_v to_o his_o people_n in_o this_o life_n they_o be_v but_o as_o the_o 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that_o may_v set_v forth_o their_o greatness_n what_o do_v king_n do_v in_o such_o case_n that_o which_o be_v account_v a_o feast_n among_o poor_a people_n be_v a_o rich_a man_n fast_n if_o the_o strength_n of_o this_o consideration_n be_v draw_v forth_o it_o will_v wonderful_o affect_v we_o 2._o consider_v wherein_o these_o joy_n consist_v for_o the_o negative_a part_n of_o they_o there_o will_v be_v no_o sickness_n no_o pain_n no_o death_n no_o temporal_a misery_n or_o imperfection_n nay_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o sin_n no_o temptation_n nor_o corruption_n no_o desertion_n no_o imperfection_n of_o grace_n or_o duty_n or_o comfort_n what_o will_v a_o poor_a 〈…〉_z from_o this_o body_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n there_o we_o shall_v see_v god_n clear_o full_o everlasting_o there_o our_o enjoyment_n shall_v be_v incomprehensible_a our_o union_n wonderful_a and_o inseparable_a and_o all_o shall_v be_v eternal_a what_o a_o world_n of_o difference_n be_v there_o betwixt_o a_o dead_a carcase_n and_o the_o same_o body_n when_o he_o live_v when_o it_o be_v dead_a it_o be_v senseless_a gaâ—â—ly_a filthy_a how_o beautiful_a how_o active_a how_o many_o rare_a endowment_n have_v â—â—_o when_o it_o live_v and_o all_o these_o procee_v from_o the_o union_n of_o the_o soâ—â—_n with_o it_o and_o if_o the_o soul_n which_o but_o a_o poor_a creature_n by_o its_o union_n do_v communicate_v such_o rare_a thing_n to_o the_o body_n what_o do_v we_o imagine_v will_v be_v communicate_v both_o to_o the_o body_n and_o the_o soul_n when_o god_n shall_v be_v more_o near_o unite_v to_o they_o than_o they_o be_v one_o to_o another_o when_o they_o shall_v be_v make_v more_o capable_a of_o receive_v and_o god_n will_v be_v more_o abundant_a in_o communicate_v affection_n and_o resolution_n 1._o admire_v the_o love_n and_o goodness_n of_o god_n o_o bless_a god_n from_o the_o begin_n of_o the_o world_n man_n have_v not_o perceive_v by_o the_o hear_n of_o the_o ear_n nor_o have_v they_o see_v with_o their_o eye_n nor_o have_v any_o understand_v save_v only_o thou_o o_o god_n what_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o they_o that_o love_v thou_o how_o have_v thou_o commend_v thy_o love_n to_o we_o that_o we_o be_v thy_o son_n but_o it_o do_v not_o yet_o appear_v what_o we_o shall_v be_v o_o the_o length_n and_o breadth_n and_o height_n and_o depth_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o can_v he_o know_v lord_n what_o be_v our_o duty_n or_o what_o be_v our_o person_n that_o thou_o shall_v so_o high_o reward_v they_o and_o we_o our_o best_a righteousness_n be_v as_o filthy_a rag_n and_o for_o we_o we_o be_v worm_n nay_o a_o generation_n of_o viper_n be_v it_o not_o enough_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o shake_v we_o off_o from_o thy_o hand_n of_o providence_n into_o hell_n fiâ—e_n but_o that_o thou_o shall_v lay_v such_o viper_n in_o thy_o bosom_n and_o warm_v we_o with_o thy_o love_n be_v it_o not_o enough_o for_o thou_o to_o forgive_v we_o our_o rebellion_n but_o that_o thou_o shall_v give_v we_o such_o blessing_n be_v it_o not_o a_o miracle_n of_o bounty_n and_o goodness_n for_o thou_o to_o bid_v we_o serious_o to_o consult_v and_o think_v what_o to_o ask_v of_o thou_o and_o thou_o will_v give_v it_o we_o though_o it_o be_v to_o the_o half_a of_o thy_o kingdom_n but_o that_o thou_o shall_v set_v thy_o wisdom_n on_o work_n in_o prepare_v and_o thy_o liberality_n in_o bestow_v such_o incomprehensible_a reward_n that_o we_o can_v neither_o ask_v no_o think_v but_o as_o far_o as_o the_o heaven_n be_v above_o the_o earth_n so_o be_v thy_o thought_n of_o love_n above_o our_o thought_n for_o thou_o to_o give_v thy_o kingdom_n thy_o christ_n thyself_o these_o be_v act_n of_o goodness_n that_o be_v infinite_o above_o we_o yet_o worthy_a of_o thou_o that_o delight_v to_o magnify_v thy_o goodness_n that_o rejoic_a over_o thy_o people_n as_o the_o bridegroom_n rejoice_v over_o his_o bride_n despise_v the_o world_n what_o be_v the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n o_o my_o soul_n what_o be_v there_o here_o to_o be_v desire_v but_o sin_n and_o misery_n snare_n and_o temptation_n vanity_n of_o vanity_n and_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n one_o hour_n communion_n with_o god_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n that_o he_o have_v give_v to_o his_o people_n in_o this_o world_n be_v worth_n more_o than_o the_o world_n can_v know_v of_o why_o do_v we_o spend_v our_o strength_n and_o money_n for_o that_o which_o be_v not_o bread_n and_o our_o labour_n for_o that_o which_o do_v not_o satisfy_v o_o vain_a world_n god_n have_v out_o bid_v thou_o thou_o offere_v trifle_n he_o offer_v i_o heaven_n for_o my_o love_n and_o service_n though_o my_o love_n be_v unworthy_a too_o little_a for_o he_o yet_o it_o be_v too_o much_o too_o good_a for_o thou_o 3._o long_o for_o and_o breathe_v after_o heaven_n as_o the_o hartpant_v after_o the_o water-book_n so_o pant_v my_o soul_n after_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o soul_n thirst_v for_o god_n for_o the_o live_a god_n when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o god_n when_o shall_v i_o be_v deliver_v from_o my_o absence_n from_o thou_o and_o from_o my_o ignorance_n of_o thou_o make_v haste_n o_o my_o belove_a and_o be_v thou_o like_o a_o roe_n or_o a_o young_a hart_n upon_o the_o mountain_n of_o spice_n the_o spirit_n say_v come_v and_o the_o bride_n say_v come_v and_o the_o bridegroom_n say_v sure_o i_o come_v quick_o even_o so_o come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o 4._o encourage_v and_o stir_v up_o thy_o felt_n to_o the_o love_n and_o service_n of_o god_n come_v o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o be_v steadfast_a and_o unmovable_a always_o abound_v in_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n forasmuch_o as_o we_o know_v that_o our_o labour_n be_v not_o in_o vain_a in_o the_o lord_n let_v we_o not_o be_v weary_a of_o well_o do_v nor_o of_o the_o labour_n of_o love_n for_o we_o shall_v reap_v if_o we_o faint_v not_o we_o have_v know_v and_o in_o some_o measure_n endeavour_v to_o serve_v god_n thus_o many_o year_n be_v it_o not_o a_o sad_a thing_n for_o the_o want_n of_o continue_v one_o year_n one_o month_n it_o may_v be_v but_o one_o week_n or_o one_o day_n more_o i_o shall_v lose_v all_o my_o hope_n and_o expectation_n of_o glory_n god_n forbid_v o_o my_o soul_n let_v we_o encourage_v ourselves_o in_o the_o lord_n we_o be_v not_o keep_v by_o our_o own_o but_o by_o the_o mighty_a power_n of_o god_n through_o faith_n to_o salvation_n and_o be_v thou_o assure_v of_o this_o that_o the_o first_o minute_n thou_o be_v in_o heaven_n thou_o shall_v have_v such_o full_a measure_n pre'_v down_o heap_v up_o and_o run_v over_o that_o thou_o shall_v break_v forth_o in_o the_o song_n of_o joy_n and_o praise_n to_o
desire_n and_o endeavour_n chap._n xii_o direction_n for_o vow_n now_o because_o vow_n do_v very_o frequent_o especial_o in_o young_a beginner_n follow_v upon_o resolution_n and_o because_o that_o very_o many_o pious_a and_o religious_a person_n have_v be_v ensnare_v by_o rash_a vow_n and_o after_o vow_n it_o be_v not_o fit_a to_o make_v enquiry_n therefore_o i_o shall_v set_v down_o some_o caution_n of_o and_o direction_n for_o vow_n 1._o as_o we_o have_v say_v concern_v resolution_n let_v your_o vow_n be_v rather_o against_o the_o occasion_n of_o sin_n then_o against_o sin_n itself_o 2._o when_o the_o subject_n of_o your_o vow_n be_v of_o thing_n indifferent_a in_o themselves_o 1._o take_v heed_n of_o make_v any_o perpetual_a vow_n for_o the_o reason_n why_o you_o make_v any_o vow_n against_o any_o indifferent_a thing_n as_o in_o drink_v wine_n etc._n etc._n it_o be_v because_o than_o it_o be_v a_o snare_n unto_o you_o but_o in_o process_n of_o time_n it_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v a_o 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