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those_o reprobate_n preach_v in_o christ_n name_n and_o cast_v out_o devil_n matth._n 7.22_o 23._o and_o the_o like_a who_o outward_a work_n be_v the_o same_o which_o the_o godly_a perform_v and_o what_o say_v austin_n most_o excellent_o there_o be_v no_o true_a virtue_n where_o there_o be_v no_o true_a religion_n and_o that_o conscience_n which_o be_v not_o direct_v by_o the_o word_n even_o when_o it_o do_v best_o do_v ill_a because_o it_o do_v it_o not_o in_o faith_n obedience_n and_o love_n §_o 76._o second_o let_v they_o know_v that_o be_v out_o of_o christ_n they_o be_v bind_v to_o keep_v the_o whole_a law_n gal._n 5.2_o 3._o or_o stand_v liable_a to_o suffer_v the_o penalty_n thereof_o for_o not_o keep_v it_o for_o though_o this_o be_v the_o condition_n of_o the_o new_a covenant_n believe_v and_o thou_o shall_v be_v save_v yet_o all_o that_o they_o have_v to_o trust_v unto_o be_v do_v this_o and_o live_v rom._n 10.5_o and_o curse_a be_v every_o one_o that_o continue_v not_o in_o 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