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in_o god_n because_o he_o have_v shut_v up_o all_o within_o mercy_n thou_o must_v needs_o fear_v he_o and_o tremble_v to_o offend_v he_o if_o a_o soldier_n have_v offend_v one_o captain_n he_o may_v serve_v under_o the_o colour_n of_o another_o he_o who_o have_v lose_v the_o favour_n of_o his_o king_n may_v live_v under_o protection_n of_o another_o even_o as_o when_o the_o gentile_n conceive_v that_o one_o of_o their_o god_n be_v offend_v with_o they_o they_o endeavour_v to_o reconcile_v the_o favour_n of_o other_o but_o when_o thou_o shall_v offend_v thy_o only_a omnipotent_a god_n to_o who_o will_v thou_o resort_v for_o relief_n who_o will_v not_o fear_v the_o king_n of_o nation_n who_o 10._o albeit_o he_o abound_v with_o mercy_n yet_o be_v not_o he_o disarm_v of_o justice_n albeit_o grace_n reign_v with_o he_o 53._o yet_o be_v not_o the_o law_n abolish_v thou_o must_v live_v in_o fear_v not_o to_o offend_v the_o law_n but_o to_o trust_v to_o be_v save_v only_o by_o mercy_n the_o 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estate_n depart_v with_o his_o life_n if_o thou_o hope_v without_o fear_n thou_o mounte_v like_o icarus_n to_o thy_o deadly_a downfall_n to_o fear_v god_n be_v to_o reverence_n and_o worship_v he_o to_o acknowledge_v that_o he_o be_v plentiful_a in_o mercy_n and_o goodness_n take_v away_o mercy_n and_o take_v away_o fear_v for_o he_o that_o expect_v not_o good_a fear_v no_o evil_a o_o lord_n of_o all_o mecy_n grant_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v fear_v thou_o because_o thou_o be_v no_o less_o worthy_a of_o fear_n then_o of_o love_n for_o as_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n of_o mercy_n so_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n of_o majesty_n as_o thou_o be_v infinite_o merciful_a so_o be_v thou_o infinite_o just_a as_o thy_o work_n of_o mercy_n be_v innumerable_a so_o be_v there_o no_o number_n of_o thy_o work_n of_o justice_n and_o which_o be_v most_o fearful_a the_o vessel_n of_o wrath_n do_v far_o exceed_v the_o vessel_n of_o mercy_n and_o therefore_o o_o lord_n so_o work_v in_o my_o 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and_o wait_v for_o the_o lord_n 11_o to_o the_o very_a last_o end_n of_o our_o life_n 12_o injury_n to_o be_v quiet_o take_v 13_o trouble_n to_o be_v contemn_v 14_o a_o short_a praise_n of_o patience_n 15_o it_o must_v be_v join_v with_o trust_n 16_o trust_n must_v be_v accompany_v with_o faith_n and_o then_o be_v it_o most_o assure_a 17_o whereon_o this_o trust_n must_v be_v ground_v 18_o that_o the_o word_n of_o god_n can_v fail_v nor_o deceive_v 19_o a_o caution_n what_o to_o do_v that_o we_o may_v bold_o trust_v 20_o a_o assure_a lay_v hold_n upon_o god_n word_n 21_o a_o prayer_n and_o resolution_n for_o patience_n and_o trust_n but_o how_o long_o will_v thou_o suspend_v thy_o mercy_n and_o grace_n how_o long_o shall_v i_o be_v as_o if_o i_o be_v either_o not_o remember_v or_o little_o regard_v how_o long_o shall_v this_o hungry_a appetite_n torment_v my_o soul_n look_v upon_o i_o o_o lord_n and_o let_v i_o have_v some_o sense_n of_o thy_o mercy_n lord_n i_o desire_v not_o the_o 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