a word they may know grosser sins but not lesser as we may see by Christs interpretation of the Law compared with that of the Pharisees yea Paul sayes I knew not concupiscence to be sin but by the Law the naturall mans light or sight of sin is like an ordinarie light which discernes grosse palpable filthines but will not discover moats But the spirituall mans light is like the light of the Sun which discovers very moats which an ordinarie light will not discover 2. The Spirit gives to a man a sight of his gracelesnesse and wants they see their faith love repentance fear to be weak I beleeve Lord help my unbelief I love Lord help my love Lord increase our faith Thus they be poore in spirit The wicked and naturall men are not so but as it is to be seen in the Church of Laodicea they think they have need of nothing so look to the ordinarie course of men O why fear I not love I not God c. 3. The Spirit when he works he gives to a man a sight of his unrighteousnesse even of the imperfections of his best actions Our righteousnesse is like a menstruous cloth saies the Prophet When ye have done all that ye can do say that ye are unprofitable servants they know that the Lord pondereth the heart and they see so manifold imperfections defects corruptions in their best actions â—o that instead of meriting by them they think it a mercie not to be punished for them their heart rests not till they flie to the righteousnesse which is by faith to him who hath taken upon him the iniquitie of our holy things who perfumes the very prayers of his Saints with the incense of his merits and intercession The ungodly not so the hypocrite pleases himself with the work done the form of godlinesse cares not for the manner according to that The wayes of a man seem good in his own eyes but the Lord ponders the heart As the Pharisee not onely pleased but puft up with good service I fast twice in the week c. The Papists think to merit no lesse then heaven by them and that to others Now the Application is easie 1. for comfort First of all hast thou gotten indeed a sight of thy sinfulnesse corruptions of the flesh and spirit corruptions of the several faculties of thy sinfull nature so that from the heart condiscending upon particulars thou can say that thou aâ—â— sinfull O then thou art in case for the Phisitian The whole needs not the Phisitian but these that are sick And â—ee their spirituall sicknesses thou art one whom Christ calleth I came not to call the righteous in their own eyes but sinners to repentance that is that see themselves to be sinners Be of good comfort behoâ—d he calleth thee 2. Hast thou gotten a sight of thy owne gracelesnesse and wants O then thou art poor in spirit and so blessed thou art in a better case then those of Laodicea 3. Seest thou the imperfection of thy best services thou art not like the naturall man or Hypocrite who contents himself with the work done who 1. Ponders not the heart and therefore his waies seeme good in his own eyes 2. A token thou resâ—s not upon the forme of godlinesse but dost labour after the power 3. Thou worshipest in spirit and truth Now for câ—nviction O but thou who 1. seest not thy sinfulnesse and corruptions mayest well for the fashion confesse thy selfe to be a sinner but canst not condiscend to particulars or if to any it is but to outward grosse ones which the naturall mind may see but seest not the whoreing of the heart unthankfulnesse impenitency c. 2. Thou who thinkest that thou beleevest lovest fearest sufficienly and didst never finde the weaknesse of these thou hast not so much as attained to the very first degree of blessednesse thou art not poore in spirit c. Thou hast not the very first work of the spirit thou hast not gotten the eye-salve And thirdly thou who findest no fault with thy services for the manner of them when thou hast done them no great difficulty to get them rightly performed when thou art about them 1. Thou I say ponderest not the heart and therfore thy waies seeme good in thy owne eyes 2. Thou hast but the forme of godlinesse but wantest the power thereof 3. Thou worshipest not in spirit and truth but in shew and in hypocrisie and drawest â—eer with the lipps c. II. The second Mark of true humiliation and of that preparatory work of the spirit going before faith is from the sence of sin and of ones own guiltinesse and the feare of Gods justice anger threatnings judgments against him for them feare goes before faith the spirit of bondage before the spirit of adoption The Lord he first puts his feare in the hearts of these in whom he works effectuaâ—ly by his Spirit even the fear of his justice for otherwaies they would never prise his mercy and the merits of his Son they would never be humbled for by-past sinnes to fly to the mercy of God and merits of Christ for forgivenesse and so could not be saved according to that Come unto me all that are wearie and heavie laden As also that No man can come unto me unlesse the Father draw him And also they would not stand in aw for time to come which is the other maine end why the Lord works this work of humiliation and feare in the hearts of men according to that I will put my feare in their hearts that they shall not depart from me See then if ye have this feare which is a point of the Covenant and so a token that one is in the Covenant Blessed is the man that feareth alwaies but take heed that it be the true and constant feare of God spoken of and promised in the Covenant for even a wicked man may have some feare of committing sin and yet not the right feare Now try it by the two marks in the words of the Covenant 1. If it be Gods fear I will put my fear 2. If it be the constant fear of God and they shall not depart from me the wicked man I say he may have some feare of committing sin but this his feare 1. Is not the feare of God but the fear of man and therefore he stands not to committ small sins that men count smal I mean as to ban swear be prophane in discourse miscall his neighbour and he stands not also to commit secret sins entertaines sin in his thoughts omit secret duties though both these be offensive to the Lord who sees not then that this his feare is a feare of men and not of God doest thou commiâ— little sins doest thou entertaine any secret siâ— though but in thy thoughts thou hast never had this feare which is aâ—mâ—ke going before faith Then shâ—ll I not be ashamed wheâ— I have respect to all thy Commandements Againe a wicked man
and obeyest the voice of his servants and therefore not onely mayest but shouldst trust in the Lord Isa 50.10 Thou hatest not to be reformed and therfore mayest take his Covenant in thy mouth Psal 50.16 17. Thou keepst his Sabbaths and choosest the things that please him and therefore mayest take hold of his Covenant Isa 56.4 Thus far for thy comfort But thou who ever thou be that wantest these things whereof we were speaking be not deceived thou hast neither faith nor that humiliation that should go before it 1. Was never thy conscience wakened directly with the sense of sin was never thy minde troubled with the sense of spirituall wants wa st thou never solicitous for thy own salvation and took it to heart above all things else Alas it is too too evident thou art not right as yet 2. Wantest thou that tendernesse of conscience hast thou no care no fear of the snares of sin and Satan nor watchest thou to prevent sin art thou not with the Apostle herein exercised alwayes to keep a good conscience Again and haâ—t thou no checks nor accusations in thy conscience after the commission even of the smallest if known sins but canst ban and swear speak sinfull words think sinfull thoughts c. and never be troubâ—ed a whit for the matter but doest sin securely and lyest in sin securely without repentance and seeking after reconciliation and so art every way a sleighter of sin Then assuredly no work of humiliation hath ever been wrought in thy heart and consequently no work of grace for this is the first work 3. And lastly look how the matter is between you God how thy soul carries it self in regard of secret sins namely of entertaining sin in thy thoughts and in regard of secret duties If thou dare or doest regard iniquity in thy heart feed thy thoughts upon ambitious and covetous pleasures or vanities or sinfull lusts without controllment yea and with delight and dare omit or shuffle over thy secret duties hast thou not some constant inward principle and secret mover that lets thee not alone but puts thee on to a daily and constant discharge of Christian secret duties daily prayer nightly repentance daily and nightly meditation upon the Word of God but doest all these duties by starts and fits or superficially or not at all then certainly no right humiliation no true grace yet in thy soul be earnest to labour for and to pray for that which thou wantest for it concerns the damnation or salvation of thy soul Thus far for these Marks which be taken from the antecedents of faith or those things which go before faith at least in order of nature Concerning these three Marks of a right and true work of humiliation or of that preparatorie work of the Spirit which goes before faith the way I say to make these Marks clear comfortable and convincing is 1. To compare them with our own former case and condition and so to try them by experience which we have alreadie done 2. To try them by comparing them with the case of the ungodly and wicked and so to try them by the Word of God which now we are to do wherein although some things be coincident with things spoken before the labour will not be unprofitable I. The first Mark of right humiliation and of the work of the Spirit in that respect is this to wit namely the right sight of sin the Spirit of God when he comes first into the heart of a Christian working by the Law or Commandment gives unto a man another sight of sin then any natural man how qualified soever he be with humane literature and naturall wisdom can have This is cleerly understood by the doctrine and in the person of St. Paul Rom. 7. I was alive without the Law once that is in a good conceit of my self and of my own righteousnes but when the Commandment came that is the Spirit with the Commandment or Law for he had the Commandment or Law in the letter before sin revived and I dyed I saw another sight of my sinfulnes then before To speak more plainly and particularly of this note when the Spirit comes and works this sight of sinfulnes in him it works this threefold sight in him 1. A sight of his sin and particular corruptions 2. Of his gracelesnesse and wants 3. Of his unrighteousnesse and imperfection of his best actions Now all these be hid from the naturall man as is clear by example 1. Of the Nation of the Jews who went about to establish their own righteousnesse 2. Of the Papists who take upon them for want of this sight to fulfill the Law to merit to supererrogate 3. Of our own ignorance who till the point of death cannot be brought to this sight of their own sinfulnesse but ever are justifying themselves thanking God they never wronged any instead of confessing and humbling so that this is clearly the case of the naturall man But to the particulars 1. The Spirit gives to a man a sight of his sinfulnesse and corruptions When the Commandment comes sin revives that is there is a further sight of sin Hence is it that 1. they are out of conceit of themselves thinking themselves to be the chief of sinners 2. That they complain so heavily of their own corruptions Who shall deliver me from the body of death 3. They feel the flesh lusting against the spirit Gal. 5. Now the ungodly or naturall man is not so for 1. He hath not so evill a conceit of himself as to think himself to be the chief of sinners or a great sinner but quite contrary I thank God I am not like that Publican 2. He is not sensible of his sinfulnesse whether of the body of death or of his actuall sins flowing therefrom But on the contrary He flattereth himself in his own eyes untill his iniquitie be found to be hatefull as it is in the 3. Psal He feels no such battell between the flesh and the spirit for why The strong man holds the house so that all things are at peace Hence the one sort is prepared for Christ the other not The whole needs not the Physician but they that are sick I came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance Q. But you will say Hath the wicked or naturall man no sight of his sins A. Some sight of some grosser discernable sins by the light of nature but not such a sight of sin as the Spirit gives to the spirituall man They may see 1. outward corruptions of the flesh as theft fornication c. but not these more inward of the spirit pride spirituall idolatrie unthankfulnesse infidelitie impenitencie 2. They may see sin in the branches and streams that is actuall sins but not in the root and fountain the body of death the sinfulnesse of their nature blindnesse of minde backwardnesse of will unholinesse and unheavenlinesse of affections hardnesse whoring hypocrisie of their hearts 3. In
seeing that thou our God hast punished us lesse then our iniquities deserve and hast given us such a deliverance as this Should we again break thy Commandments wouldest thou not be angrie with us untill thou hadst consumed us As if he should say Shall we not regard both thy judgements and thy favours And because some had done thus therefore he saith O my God I am ashamed to lift up my face to thee O my God Consider moreover how thou hast sinned against the means of Gods Word so often calling upon thee standing at the doore and knocking stretching out his hands all the day long and that thou hast sent him away with a refusall This neglecting the Lords call and refusing to hear his Word and obey it is a most fearfull sin and fearfully threatned in Gods Word Prov. 1.24 Because I have called and ye have not heard and have stretched forth mine hand and no man regarded But ye have set at nought my counsell and would have none of my reproof I also will laugh at your calamitie and mock when your fear cometh Then shall they call upon me but I will not answer they shall seek me early but shall not find me There cannot be a more fearfull threatning then this and yet ye see it is but just and proportionable which shews the offence to be exceeding great And indeed how great a sin must it be that the great God should vouchsafe to speak to us base creatures and that thou in the mean time shouldst not daigne to hear him or hearing him refuse to obey him Now this thou hast done so often as ever thou hadst the occasion of the Word and either slighted to hear or didst not do the thing thou heardst Thou must not think that it was a man onely that thou didst misregard to hear or to obey but even God himself whose Ambassadour he is O that we would consider this rightly that when we hear the Word it is the great God whom we hear or whom we misregard according to that of the Apostle that they received the Word not as the word of 〈…〉 as it is indeed the Word of the living God This would make us truly to acknowledge the greatnesse of our by-past offences in this point and for time to come to hear with greater attention to better purpose but because this is not sensible enough considered by us therefore is it that we cannot see the greatnesse of this sin to wit to heare the word of God negligently This sinne is also fearfully threatned Isa 6. v. 12.66.4 Ier. 7.13 all which shewes that the contempt yea neglect of Gods word is not so small a sin as we apprehend it to be how then shouldest thou be humbled who hast been so often guilty of this sin See we not when Malefactors are broght to the place of the execution even for crying sins that yet this sin cries louder in their consciences then all the rest as is to be seen by their confessions further consider how thou hast sinned not onely in generall against the light of Gods word but even in particular against the Gospel against the offer of mercy and hast neglected so great a salvation Now this makes thy sins to be exceeding sinfull it is fearfull to sin against the very light of nature as is clear by the testimonies of the Lords wrath upon Belshazzar Dan. 5. and upon these Rom. 1. They had but the very light of nature and yet because they abused even but that light because when they knew God they glorified him not as God neither were thankfull therefore he gave them over to a reprobate minde and far more fearfull is it to sin against the light of the written Law for that was a clearer light and so we see the transgressors of the Law were precisely and peremptorily punished every transgression received a just recompence of reward But most fearfull and sinfull of all is it to sin against the most clear light of the Gospel and the offer of salvation in it as is clear out of these two places Heb. 2.1 Heb. 10.28 29. And our Saviour saith plainly that it shall be easier in the day of judgement even for Sodome and Gomorrah then it shall be for the neglecters of the Gospel Consider then how thou hast sinned in this last kind and so how great thy sins must be Were the breakers of the Law severely punished yea even those who had nothing but the light of nature O what deservest thou what need hast thou to be humbled that hast sinned against the highest light if by humiliation thou do not prevent it it shall be more tolerable for Sodom then for thee Now the thing that makes sins against the Gospel to be so sinfull is this because they are against not onely the Lords Commandment but his most loving entreaties and that by his tender mercies and the precious merits of his Son and therefore notwithstanding these to disobey and so to despise the offer of grace is and must be exceedingly sinfull for it is no lesse then as the Apostle cals it to neglect so great a salvation to tread under feet the blood of Christ and to count the blood of the Covenant an unholy thing for by the Law the Lord commands us indeed so to do but the tenor of the Gospel is by intreating to win obedience out of love I beseech you by the mercies of God Rom. 12.1 If a just King should out of Authority command his Subject any reasonable lawfull thing and he should disobey certainly his disobedience were great and greatly to be punished But if the Prince laying aside his Authoritie or with his Authority should request and allure with benefits and yet be neglected what punishment thinkest thou were that person worthy of Now the case is thy own the Lord thy God hath more interest in thee then all the kings in the world and is more worthy to be obeyed then they all also he hath been commanding thee and not onely so but requesting beseeching thee and that not by any common favours but by his tender mercies and the precious merits of his Son and renewing the offer of salvation and remission of thy sins to leave such and such sins and to do such and such duties but thou wouldest not O then how great and how just shall be thy damnation is not this to tread under feet the blood of Christ O that this were considered if a Subject should rebell against his Prince his punishment should be both just and great But if the Prince notwithstanding all that had past would of his free grace offer him a free remission and pardon and intreat him to accept of it and no more to continue in his rebellion and yet neverthelesse he should despise the pardon and continue in his former rebellion what punishment can be devised sufficient for such a one Just such is the case of such who sin against the Gospel the Lord offers freely
and take deeper root in the same then any care of the things of the life to come So if they seek the kingdom of heaven at all yet it cannot be said that they keep the rule Seek first or chiefly the kingdom of heaven 2. They be not diligent but slothfull desires wishing to dye the death but not willing to be at the pains to live the life of the righteous either they do nothing at all for it or at least not all that they should do they may perhaps leave many sins as was to be seen in Herod not do all that is commanded as is to be seen in the young man in the Gospel notwithstanding he did seem to have a very forward and fervent desire of salvation still they stick and stand at something and howsoever they seek the kingdom of heaven yet adde they not this and the righteousnesse thereof 3. They be not stable nor constant desires but fits and starts unconstant motions like the morning dew so that if they work at all yet do they not work out their salvation So that you have no reason to be put by the comfort of this point because of any desires in the wicked and unregenerate this way your desires being 1. deep and serious such as could not be put off but with satisfaction in some measure in the point it self 2. You seeking first the kingdom of heaven your heart running more upon this point of your own salvation and it going neerer unto your heart then the things of this 〈◊〉 3. You seeking the kingdom of heaven and the righteousnesse thereof and that ye have a respect to all Gods Commandments declining no duty entertaining no sin and in thus doing ye shall not be ashamed Lastly thy desires being stable and constant although it may be not in a like degree thou working out the work of thy salvation Q. The time was sometimes indeed that I could have said so much of the desires of my salvation that they were serious that they were not slothfull that I wrought out my salvation with fear and trembling but now I finde such slacknesse remissenesse security that makes me greatly doubt that my desires have not been such as they should A. This is indeed an ill to be regrated prayed and striven against even this great and ordinary ill of security But for your comfort understand that one and the same degree of desire and diligence is not to be expected alwayes no not in the best of Gods children especially their desires being more sharp their care their fear their diligence more great in the beginning of their conversion that as ye heard before they may be well entred in the course of Christianitie and well buckled with all Christian duties but many times afterwards there will be a falling away from their first care and diligence even the wise Virgins will slumber Christs own Spouse sleeped when her heart waked But herein stands the difference betwixt the instabilitie and inconstancie of the wickeds desires and of the godlies That the godly although they remit sometimes somewhat of the degree of their desires and cares this way yet do they never altogether return to their former securitie which they had before their wakening and conversion they may fal from their first care and diligence but not from all care and diligence the wise Virgins did slumber but were not dead the Spouse slept but her heart waked there will be ever something wakening and stirring the hearts of Gods children whereas the wicked grow altogether as secure and sluggish yea more like water heated which grows colder then before This no doubt if you apply it to your self will give you some resolution and comfort And thus far for this point 2. Now for the second point it is also true that the wicked and unregenerate may have a sight of their own corruptions wickednesse and sinfulnesse but it is also far from the degree and kind of that sight of sin and corruption which the regenerate and Gods own children have who have gotten the eye-salve the speciall illumination of the Spirit and are inlightned by that true light who lighteneth every man that cometh into the world they see more then flesh and blood can reveal unto them The difference may be especially seen in these foure particulars 1. The wicked and unregenerate although by the light of nature or a generall illumination they see some outward grosse corruptions corruptions of their flesh as fornication murther c. yet see they not their inward secret corruptions no lesse reigning and raging in them and no lesse odious unto God their pride their hypocrisie their infidelity their impatience their spirituall idolatry and whoring after the creature they see not the filthinesse of the spirit 2 Cor. 7. 2. Although they see sin in the branches and fruit yet see they it not in the root and fountain they see not into that originall corruption of their nature the blindnesse errour and vanity of their minds the great aversnesse and rebellion of their wils the inordinatenesse and earthlinesse of their affections the deadnesse of their consciences the hardnesse whoring hypocrisie and desperate wickednesse of their hearts they see not that body of death Rom. 7.24 3. They see not all their spirituall wants but think themselves as is to be seen in the Church of Laodicea to be rich and to have need of nothing to beleeve in Christ as well as any to love God as well as any c. 4. And lastly they see not the manifold imperfections of their best services but with the Pharisee rest upon the bare outward performance not pondering their own hearts nor considering that the Lord ponders them the wayes of a man seem good in his own eyes but the Lord pondereth the heart whereas the children of God on the contrary acknowledge all their righteousnesse to be but a menstruous cloth In a word the naturall and unregenerate mans light and sight of sin is but like an ordinary light whether candle-light or day-light while entring into a roome will discover any great or grosse filthinesse whereas the light of the regenerate is like the light of the Sun-beams which entring into a place discovers the very small moats in it This is clearly to be seen in Paul Rom. 7. before his regeneration and the coming in of the light of Gods Spirit by the Law he had a good conceit of himself he saw not concupiscence to be sin but afterwards he gets afar other sight of sin and of himself For I was alive without the Law once but when the Commandment came sin revived and I dyed Thou then who 1. seest thy inward corruptions thy secret and spirituall ones as well as the outward and grossest 2. Who seest the corruption of thy nature as wel as thy actuall transgressions 3. Who seest thy spirituall wants that thou art poore miserable and naked 4. And who seest a great imperfection in thy best services that they are