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in_o i_o and_o i_o find_v in_o myself_o some_o assurance_n of_o a_o suffer_a humble_a state_n where_o god_n will_v have_v we_o live_v pure_o of_o he_o and_o for_o he_o what_o be_v more_o pure_o for_o god_n than_o that_o which_o have_v nothing_o of_o self_n in_o it_o grace_n carry_v we_o to_o a_o love_n of_o poverty_n and_o what_o seem_v contrary_a to_o our_o particular_a good_a which_o we_o relinquish_v voluntary_o that_o we_o may_v advance_v the_o sole_a interest_n of_o god_n a_o soul_n that_o live_v this_o life_n live_v in_o purity_n of_o love_n and_o participate_v of_o the_o pure_a virtue_n of_o jesus_n christ_n o_o what_o generous_a resolution_n must_v a_o soul_n have_v to_o love_n god_n pure_o she_o must_v deny_v herself_o to_o please_v god_n only_o there_o be_v no_o live_v a_o life_n of_o grace_n without_o a_o continual_a violence_n to_o our_o natural_a inclination_n by_o take_v up_o our_o cross_n to_o follow_v jesus_n we_o confess_v o_o good_a jesus_n that_o except_o your_o grace_n always_o prevent_v and_o follow_v we_o we_o shall_v never_o relish_v well_o this_o sacred_a hunger_n of_o suffering_n and_o humiliation_n and_o poverty_n which_o be_v some_o small_a participation_n of_o your_o abjection_n it_o often_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o god_n who_o open_v his_o liberal_a hand_n to_o fill_v all_o creature_n with_o his_o blessing_n be_v please_v to_o satisfy_v this_o hunger_n he_o have_v raise_v in_o a_o soul_n by_o communicate_v himself_o to_o she_o in_o such_o a_o manner_n that_o she_o find_v herself_o whole_o content_v and_o full_a of_o god_n this_o fullness_n of_o god_n be_v once_o taste_v the_o soul_n be_v ravish_v with_o joy_n and_o sweetness_n this_o disposition_n sometime_o so_o total_o possess_v all_o the_o power_n of_o the_o soul_n understanding_n will_n memory_n imagination_n that_o there_o be_v no_o room_n for_o other_o thought_n to_o enter_v be_v whole_o take_v up_o with_o god_n prayer_n then_o be_v a_o feel_n of_o god_n fill_v the_o heart_n with_o joy_n and_o contentment_n o_o when_o will_v it_o please_v your_o infinite_a goodness_n to_o infuse_v into_o soul_n some_o little_a participation_n of_o this_o fullness_n that_o they_o may_v pure_o rejoice_v in_o you_o who_o only_o can_v give_v we_o this_o satisfaction_n this_o be_v a_o satisfy_a fullness_n indeed_o that_o leave_v no_o place_n for_o other_o desire_n this_o prayer_n be_v rare_o grant_v unless_o to_o soul_n much_o mortify_v and_o well_o advance_v in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n for_o a_o soul_n must_v be_v empty_v of_o all_o creature_n before_o god_n can_v fill_v it_o when_o a_o soul_n find_v herself_o thus_o satisfy_v with_o god_n she_o must_v yield_v herself_o passive_a to_o the_o working_n of_o grace_n and_o she_o will_v feel_v in_o she_o interiour_n such_o a_o content_n and_o sweetness_n as_o will_v render_v disgustful_a to_o she_o whatever_o be_v not_o god_n i_o find_v this_o disposition_n different_a from_o that_o which_o ordinary_o we_o receive_v by_o union_n with_o god_n this_o satisfaction_n be_v a_o more_o profound_a and_o intimate_a possession_n of_o god_n make_v all_o comfort_n from_o creature_n even_o most_o please_v to_o we_o become_v distasteful_a in_o comparison_n of_o those_o joy_n that_o ravish_v the_o soul_n in_o this_o disposition_n this_o satisfaction_n and_o contentment_n do_v sometime_o exterior_o show_v itself_o the_o sense_n be_v so_o affect_v therewith_o that_o if_o such_o person_n employ_v themselves_o about_o any_o sensible_a object_n they_o do_v it_o as_o if_o they_o be_v a_o sleep_n the_o disposition_n god_n be_v please_v to_o give_v i_o increase_n in_o i_o daily_o a_o new_a desire_n of_o solitude_n and_o contempt_n of_o the_o world_n where_o i_o find_v nothing_o but_o impediment_n to_o my_o union_n with_o god_n and_o see_v all_o my_o desire_n tend_v that_o way_n whatever_o divert_v i_o from_o it_o be_v displease_v to_o i_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o i_o be_o now_o no_o more_o fit_a for_o worldly_a affair_n and_o i_o look_v upon_o myself_o as_o a_o old_a piece_n of_o household_n stuff_n that_o be_v good_a for_o little_a or_o nothing_o but_o the_o fire_n for_o methinks_v god_n will_v have_v i_o do_v nothing_o hereafter_o but_o burn_v with_o the_o sacred_a fire_n of_o divine_a love_n or_o like_o a_o poor_a cripple_n who_o can_v work_v for_o his_o live_n i_o must_v die_v of_o hunger_n that_o be_v my_o soul_n have_v a_o continual_a hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o god_n must_v die_v to_o all_o thing_n but_o god_n himself_o her_o sole_a repose_n and_o satisfaction_n chap._n xv._o of_o infuse_v prayer_n our_o bless_a saviour_n have_v be_v so_o merciful_a as_o to_o give_v i_o to_o my_o think_n some_o understanding_n and_o experience_n of_o infuse_v prayer_n in_o my_o morning_n prayer_n i_o find_v myself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n in_o silence_n with_o admiration_n reverence_n and_o peace_n this_o take_v i_o up_o a_o long_a time_n and_o though_o some_o temptation_n arise_v in_o inferior_a nature_n yet_o the_o superior_a part_n of_o my_o soul_n remain_v unite_v to_o god_n without_o any_o prejudice_n to_o her_o interiour_n quiet_a this_o peace_n and_o tranquillity_n be_v great_a than_o ordinary_a more_o solid_a and_o more_o assure_a i_o conceive_v also_o that_o what_o god_n be_v thus_o please_v to_o infuse_v into_o we_o be_v it_o light_n or_o affection_n peace_n or_o love_n it_o be_v hide_v from_o deceit_n of_o nature_n the_o temptation_n of_o satan_n and_o the_o noise_n of_o creature_n for_o god_n immediate_o infuse_v it_o into_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o soul_n without_o the_o ministry_n of_o our_o sense_n and_o so_o be_v not_o liable_a to_o their_o onfet_n and_o vicissitude_n but_o always_o remain_v entire_a as_o long_o as_o it_o please_v god_n to_o continue_v his_o operation_n i_o also_o conceive_v very_o well_o that_o the_o interiour_n of_o soul_n be_v a_o sacred_a mansion_n where_o god_n reside_v and_o do_v his_o work_n independent_a on_o all_o humane_a industry_n and_o endeavour_n there_o he_o sometime_o manifest_v himself_o and_o his_o perfection_n sometime_o christian_a mystery_n after_o what_o manner_n he_o think_v best_o it_o seem_v to_o i_o that_o the_o least_o ray_n from_o his_o presence_n be_v enough_o to_o make_v know_v to_o we_o what_o he_o please_v illuminet_fw-la vultum_fw-la suum_fw-la super_fw-la nos_fw-la this_o be_v a_o very_a great_a favour_n for_o god_n to_o converse_v with_o the_o soul_n alone_o in_o her_o interiour_n i_o be_o now_o no_o more_o astonish_v at_o what_o the_o saint_n affirm_v that_o their_o heart_n be_v a_o tabernacle_n where_o god_n dwell_v with_o he_o and_o they_o enjoy_v he_o in_o a_o wonderful_a manner_n nor_o that_o soul_n of_o much_o prayer_n do_v this_o without_o labour_n and_o almost_o continual_o for_o receive_v so_o much_o and_o labour_v so_o little_a i_o do_v not_o wonder_v at_o the_o facility_n
the_o will_n of_o god_n if_o i_o have_v not_o a_o great_a care_n the_o devil_n will_v deceive_v i_o and_o make_v i_o delay_v to_o my_o own_o ruin_n chap._n xx._n of_o the_o different_a caress_n god_n vouchsafe_v a_o soul_n in_o prayer_n those_o who_o practise_v prayer_n know_v by_o experience_n that_o god_n unite_v himself_o to_o the_o soul_n in_o different_a manner_n all_o most_o intimate_a most_o pure_a and_o full_a of_o sweetness_n oftentimes_o by_o the_o please_a attraction_n of_o his_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n so_o delightful_a to_o the_o soul_n that_o for_o the_o time_n she_o in_o a_o manner_n enjoy_v a_o heaven_n upon_o earth_n sometime_o god_n unite_v himself_o to_o the_o soul_n by_o the_o rigour_n of_o his_o justice_n try_v she_o with_o interior_a and_o exterior_a suffering_n so_o that_o only_o the_o supreme_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n remain_v unite_v to_o god_n the_o inferior_a part_n be_v in_o a_o suffer_a condition_n sometime_o god_n unite_v himself_o to_o the_o soul_n by_o his_o sanctity_n his_o bounty_n power_n and_o other_o perfection_n and_o to_o the_o end_n all_o these_o union_n may_v be_v pure_a it_o suffice_v that_o the_o soul_n render_v herself_o passive_a to_o the_o operation_n of_o god_n in_o she_o whether_o sweet_a or_o bitter_a comfort_v or_o afflict_v with_o respect_n and_o affection_n it_o be_v observable_a that_o to_o live_v this_o divine_a life_n it_o be_v not_o necessary_a to_o find_v no_o repugnance_n from_o sensual_a nature_n it_o suffice_v if_o we_o continue_v firm_a in_o this_o state_n by_o the_o superior_a part_n whether_o grace_n can_v only_o advance_v we_o and_o where_o we_o can_v subsist_v but_o by_o be_v dead_a to_o all_o creature_n he_o that_o will_v live_v this_o life_n must_v resolve_v to_o suffer_v all_o the_o interiour_n commerce_n between_o god_n and_o the_o soul_n pass_v principal_o in_o the_o will_n the_o understanding_n be_v not_o so_o capable_a thereof_o but_o the_o will_n receive_v the_o more_o intimate_a more_o pure_a and_o more_o perfect_a communication_n be_v more_o proper_a for_o it_o the_o understanding_n herein_o be_v more_o liable_a to_o illusion_n the_o will_n be_v more_o assure_v in_o her_o way_n and_o the_o devil_n can_v counterfeit_v what_o pass_v in_o she_o in_o the_o feeling_n of_o pure_a love_n for_o the_o soul_n that_o have_v experience_n of_o the_o effect_n of_o pure_a love_n can_v easy_o be_v deceive_v from_o hence_o it_o come_v that_o the_o purity_n of_o the_o will_n be_v the_o principal_a disposition_n for_o the_o prayer_n of_o union_n be_v it_o ordinary_a or_o more_o sublime_a by_o the_o powerful_a influence_n of_o prevent_a grace_n this_o purity_n be_v altogether_o necessary_a god_n be_v not_o please_v to_o work_v these_o wonder_n but_o in_o a_o purify_a soul_n and_o this_o purity_n consist_v in_o willing_a nothing_o but_o god_n good_a pleasure_n be_v dead_a to_o all_o other_o thing_n content_v herself_o with_o the_o order_n of_o providence_n god_n find_v the_o soul_n thus_o purify_v especial_o in_o her_o will_n take_v up_o his_o mansion_n in_o her_o interiour_n where_o he_o exercise_v his_o divine_a operation_n put_v she_o into_o divers_a state_n according_a to_o the_o different_a design_n he_o have_v upon_o she_o sometime_o he_o be_v please_v to_o inflame_v her_o affection_n with_o divine_a love_n and_o to_o kindle_v this_o holy_a fire_n in_o her_o breast_n manifest_v to_o she_o his_o divine_a perfection_n other_o time_n he_o put_v she_o upon_o the_o cross_n and_o exercise_n his_o justice_n for_o her_o great_a good_a sometime_o he_o hide_v himself_o the_o more_o to_o purify_v she_o and_o make_v she_o die_v to_o whatever_o be_v not_o god_n otherwhile_o he_o give_v her_o counsel_n to_o advance_v she_o in_o perfection_n and_o than_o if_o she_o have_v not_o be_v faithful_a to_o his_o motion_n he_o give_v her_o interior_a check_n of_o conscience_n sometime_o he_o enlighten_v her_o understanding_n to_o inflame_v her_o will_n and_o the_o soul_n be_v retire_v within_o herself_o find_v her_o divine_a bridegroom_n work_v something_o in_o she_o to_o which_o she_o be_v to_o be_v pure_o passive_a and_o adhere_v in_o all_o simplicity_n of_o heart_n to_o his_o gracious_a operation_n be_v thus_o retire_v into_o the_o cabinet_n of_o her_o heart_n she_o be_v elevate_v above_o herself_o and_o all_o creature_n and_o be_v unite_v to_o god_n though_o he_o send_v her_o suffering_n she_o be_v not_o take_v up_o with_o they_o but_o divine_a love_n she_o feel_v his_o caress_n be_v enrich_v with_o his_o gift_n and_o employ_v all_o her_o intellectual_a power_n to_o love_n and_o glorify_v her_o well-beloved_a here_o be_v her_o ordinary_a abode_n from_o whence_o she_o descend_v not_o to_o her_o inferior_a part_n but_o for_o necessity_n and_o enjoy_v the_o embrace_n of_o her_o divine_a bridegroom_n she_o adhere_v to_o he_o by_o pure_a faith_n and_o love_n without_o be_v divert_v by_o her_o imagination_n in_o intellectual_a contemplation_n i_o can_v but_o think_v 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