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B06566 The experiences of God's gracious dealing with Mrs. Elizabeth White, late wife of Mr. Thomas White of Coldecot in the county of Bucks. / As they were written under her own hand, and found in her closet after her decease, she dying in child-bed, Decemb. 5. 1669. White, Elizabeth, d. 1669. 1698 (1698) Wing W1763; ESTC R186485 11,805 24

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