cannot forsake him for all this And old Ely when there was such bitter things spoken against him by God saith he it is the Lord let him do with me what seemeth him good I Sam. 3.18 And that is the highest Act that is expressed of him And the reason is because that man that lives in God understands God in himselfe what his heart is If we looke on God as he acts out of himselfe and not as he acts in himselfe there is nothing but changes to day sicke tomorrow well to day in prison tomorrow not this yeare rich next yeare poore Now if we shall judge that God changes as our condition changes Iâ—â—â— 17. what comfort But God in his nature is one the same no changes nor shadow of turning alwaies alike Againe a saint in God lives in the will of God Gods will is all in all to him And this is that which brings him up to that raisednesse and height of spirit he sees God in what ever he doth to act his owne blessed will on him and so he see but that accomplished therein he rests and rejoyces because he lives above aloft he lives in the Center in the Fountaine of loves If we live in the streames if we live below among the Creatures there is nothing but trouble and rumbling this way and that way ebbing and flowing but the Center the Fountain the upper Regions are quiet still composed sattisfied Againe because if God do take all from the Creature and take him up to live in himselfe he hath not lost all but found all a thousand fold Yet in the most roughest acting out of God he finds loves in God else his spirit would be downe to day and up to morrow according to those actings but this life with God in the bosome and bowells of transcendent loves there all disputs are at an ends he lives in providence above providence he lives above reasons Region and Element and therefore when Reason would make disputes and arguments from Gods externall dealings as if God were as rough as his providence this life silences all and layes the soule to rest in the sweet embraces of the loves of an unchaingable Father though he kill me yet will I trust in him And againe the Saints have such experience of the loves of God flowing warme from the heart of God that they cannot be beaten out of good thoughts of God as we say by a freind whom we know and love have intimate acquaintance with if this man or that should bring tales of evill intended by him towards you you would say I wil not beleeve him for I know him so well that the thing is impossible to be true So doe the Saints find God such a true freind such an intimate close freind that hath so much exprest his love to them that though sin the Law Hell Death the Divell the World Providence or whoever should bring them ill tydings from their father ob say they it cannot be I know him so well I have such sweet such frequent enjoyments with him that I cannot thinke a hard thought of him this drawes up the Soule to a high yea a higher and higher enjoyment of God This enjoyment transcends yea sleights all other enjoyments below it it transcends Nature it transcends Reason it transcends externall providence and all the roughest actings thereof Let never so high accusations be layd on the Saints they value them not their life with God makes up all As some have laid divers accusations on me and on the Saints some are Truths and we are ready to maintaine them we hope to the death others are false and charging upon us that we never said nor held and all to make us odious to the World As for instance that I should say there was no other use of Christ but to declare love to the World and for this end he came and for no other Who ever holds it for my part I count it an errour my Judgment is otherwise I hold no such thing I disclaime it Christ came to sattisfie and answer a law as well as to make out love and though these and the like and such other things may be fathered upon us partly through darkenes not seeing and enjoying Truth partly through malice to lay to our charge the things we never knew nor held yet we hope God will vindicate his Truth and vindicate his saints and Truth shall burne and flame out so gloriously that he will make all opposers and slanderers ashamed therefore let not the saints much trouble themselves at these things let the Creature be still and silent and let God alone he is but working a way for his owne praise in confounding his enemies and vindicating the simplicity of the saints who live with him and in him to their everlasting comfort and Joy BEloved freinds that I intend to speake unto you at this present shall be from the word of God in the 6 of Cant. 9 verse My Dove my undefiled is but one she is the only one of her mother she is the choice one of her that bare her That which I shall speake to you at this time shal be only from the first words My Dove my undefiled is but one There is not much dependance of these words on the foregoing words but so much dependance there is that as you may see in the former words that the Daughters of Jerusalem enquire of the Spouse of Christ where her beloved is she had so set him out and expressed her ardent affection to him that they begin to wonder desire to see what a one her beloved was because she was so ravished with him say they in the first verse whether is thy beloved gone oh thou fairest among women whether is thy beloved turned aside that we may seek him with thee she answers them in the next verses My beloved is gon downe into his Garden to the beds of spices to feed in the Gardens and gather Lillyes And I am my beloveds and my beloved is mine he feedeth among the Lillies And then Christ in the next words begins to discribe and set out what his Spouse is and anotomizes her in all her portracture and beauties not only how beutifull she is to him and amiable through his beuty put upon her but also how fruitfull his Spouse is in the enjoying her beloved that ther 's not one barren among them so amiable every way that Christ was ravished with her beuty therefore saith he turne away thine eyes from me for they have overcome me But then this discription might breed this objection are all so beutifull and comly are all so fruitfull that there it not on barren amongst them they are severall and of severall tempers and judgements nether do they all appeare so fruitfull as he describes he answers all in this ninth verse My Dove my undefiled is but one All Saints in Christ are but one men of the world and poore Saints weak
point we must open all the words 1. To be made righteous what it is We shall not now speake how we are made righteous by justification as righteousnesse is purchased for us and held out to us Because I conceive the words intend a man in the other sense a man made righteous by revealing of righteousnesse in us in that we are made one with the life and glory of Christ we speak now of a righteous spirit a freed spirit a spirit made one with Christ a spirit overcome in the enjoyment of Christs spirit a spirit wrapt up overwhelmed by the sweet inflowings and comings in of the glory of Christ a spirit wherein Christ sits in glory and displayes his loves to the soule so that by the very coming in and injoyment of Christ they are made one with Christ transformed into the very nature and glory of Christ So that all selfe and the very forme of the old creature is annihilated and all turned into Christ Hee is removed from his former center his owne bottom there is a new ingrafting and being carried up into Christ so that he is transformed into the hidden divine superexcellent glory and riches and life of Christ so as he is as I may say christed with Christ made glory with the very glory of God and Christ so that this they not onely know in their understandings but have feel and enjoy it and it works in them a life and fruit sutable to this glory and transformation Those that lie in the heart of Christ that have found themselves transplanted from themselves transformed into Christ by Christ they finde their heart transformd with loves ravishments towards him to him and none else but as they see them and enjoy them in him and him in them there are intercourses returnes of love to each other This is not the righteousnesse of Justification when Christ holds out a righteousnesse purchased for thee and thou by faith laying hold on it for the acceptation of thy person but this is Christ himselfe his hand taking hold of thee bringing thee over from thy selfe into himself and transacting thee into himselfe and this is that that causes interchanges of loves so that Christ in loving thee he loves himself and thou in loving him lovest thy selfe in one and the same act and in all your acts Christ acts and in all Christ acts within you you act so soone as ever you are brought over into these injoyments you are swallowed up in Christ and in your lowest acts Christ acts as well as in your highest in the very lowest estate you may have the highest injoyments that when you are trampled on by the world when your enimies think they have got the day and have their will of you then may you have such sweet injoyments of Christ Mat. 5.11.12 that in this regard you may rejoyce and be exceeding glad when you enter into divers temptations Jeames 1.2 when the world and persecutors thinke they have taken from you all your comfort and bereft you of all your life then may you be more then conquerers injoying a life hidden from them that when they think you are captived they themselves are captived and you the conquerers as deceivers 2 Cor. 6.8.9.10 and yet true sayes the Apostle as unknowne yet well knowne as sorrowfull Col. 3.3 yet alway rejoycing as poore yet making many rich as having nothing and yet possessing all things you are dead to the world but your life is hid with Christ in God by this you may take a sight and small tast of what is meant by a righteous man in this place the righteous are as bold as a Lyon Secondly what is meant by this word bold truly friends I must confesse I have been along time mistaken what this bold spirit in a saint was I tooke it to be this and that and mistaken in all time was when I had a naturall boldnesse which many men have which is borne with them being of a resolute bold hardy temper of spirit yet this was discovered to me to be but nature and many a wicked man is possessed thereof then afterward I came to be a civill man then in that I paid every man his owne and lived uprightly to menward so that no man could taxe me of doeing any man wrong herein I grew bold But this also was discovered to be but civill boldnesse and upon false grounds Then I came to Legall boldnesse attaining to such a degree of obedience to the Law that I thought my selfe all most blamelesse and herein I grew bold indeed and I thought it was true boldnesse but it was discovered this was not the true boldness neither and there is many other kinds of boldnes there is a sinfull boldnesse men being ignorant of themselves and what sinne is and what God is they are bold to sinne and sinne with a high hand daringly with brazen faces So also there is a pharisaicall boldnesse when men are bold because of their externall conformity to the Law and externall submitting to Ordinances because they are in a right Gospell way because they are of a fellowship where they injoy pure Ordinances And am not I say they as good as you what doe you more then I I doe not speake this that you should neglect Ordinances and forsake fellowship for I know the High God may be injoyed in a low Ordinance And you ought also to hold forth God in Ordinances to others to men of the World and Saints below you though you injoy that which is farre above all Ordinances even the reall and lovely presence of the Lord Christ in himselfe Many men because they injoy Ordinances in puritie and hold forth a great Profession they gather hence a great boldnesse and looke bigg upon themselves and think who may walke more bigg bold and confident then they what they not Saints who is a saint then I that have gon thus sarre and tied my self constant to duty what not I of thus long standing But beloved none of all these is the true boldnesse a Saints boldnesse is from other principles of a more noble and higher frame His boldnesle is because he lives with and injoyes the highest God In that they are gotten above all the world Things below are too base for their spirits they count it gain to lose themselves the other count it gain to gaine themselves And hence it is because they see themselves gottē above all things they live undaunted noble lives They live in the upper Regions where Christ lives above all things inferior to himself They are so much drawne into Christ that they cannot much minde these things below they are not much troubled how they ebb or flow because they are aloft They are not tumbled to and fro as they in their Tides tumble too and againe They are fild with noble bloud divine bloud the Spirit and Glory of Christ and God rests upon them and runs in all their veines Beloved
way in all the world comparable to this to breake their hearts and to make them throw sin far away Time was when they said true it is Christ calls and invites mee to come but I am so defiled so sinfull I dare not come I will reforme my life and get more power against sin and then I may goe with boldnes But this soule who hath injoyed the loves of God so sweetly so intimately he findes this is the way to remaine foule still And though hee might refraine sin yet he was not purged from sin This end and that end wrought with him something from self and to self but sin as sin was as strong as ever But he found this way the only way to heale sinne and get a new heart a new nature viz. to throw himself upon his Father into his Fathers armes Though Abraham be ignorant of us Isai 63.16 yet thou art our Father And this going to God frees us from our sinnes and nothing else To say I am legall and I am full of corruption I am weake and I can doe nothing all this while we stand at a distance and weaken our selves more We are not free we are lockt up in our selves and strive by our own strength But if you would be holy throw your selves into the loves of God this very injoyment will give you an inlarged a free and broken heart then sin will be hated from a new nature God dos not say I love you if you be holy but I love you to make you holy Beloved this is the new covenant that the Gospell holds out to us and herein lies the power of the Gospell to make of unrighteous righteous to work by love not by constraint Men that never had experience of this life they lay Lawes and Constraints upon men to duty and know not the power of love When the Prodigall had but a resolution to throw himself upon his fathers loves you see how he was received No sooner dos God open his heart to a poore sinner but he sees the everlasting roling bowels of a Father toward him and then they interchange loves and bowels Hos 11.8 That their repentings are kindled together Ier. 31.22 I doe earnestly remember him still my bowels are troubled for him Jer. 3.22 Bowels role towards one another and then the poore sinners come to see their own names writ in their own hearts that before was writ in the heart of God And see his dearest loves have ever been toward them for good He sees now he was not excluded from God because he had departed away from him and blacksliden but was the rather cald to come to him because hee had blackslided and defiled himselfe Jer. 3.22 As Jer. 3.22 Returne ye backsliding children and I will heale your backslidings Behold we come unto thee for thou art the Lord our God He has experience that he had laine long striving against sin but found no power from a right ground from a right principle But when he it may be after many years striving with his lusts to subdue them and bring them under he resolved at last to goe to God and said Lord here is my heart as bad as can be the more I strive with it the worse it is I have striven long and cannot conquer one sinne but Lord doe thou now take it doe with it what thou will all this while I was asham'd to come to thee my heart was so bad now I commit it to thee and then hee found a subdued heart and never before So long as I look upon my obedience and my conformity and when I see a want I hold off from God this breedes obstructions between the soule and God Your praying and your duties and your obedience doe declare that you live in God and not that they may bring you to God Brethren this is the way have you finned and falen from God stay not but returne to God then he will heale your backsliding Stay not as men usually doe till your selves have healed your own backslidings and then you will beleeve This way doth never rightly overcome the heart but be ye weake Christian or be ye strong try this way and you shall find a wonderfull change in your spirits you may draw nigh to God with boldnesse the way stands open God never chid a soule that throwes it self upon him Againe this often recourse to and familiarity with God it makes a man rightly to understand God to know his very nature men that live out of God mistake God they judge otherwise of his nature then it is Saints by injoying God they know God what a God of sweetnesse and loves he is how free in communicating of himselfe what an unchangable God he is how ready to receive a sinner what loves run from him into them when once they are come in to him though God frowne they know his nature is nothing but unchangeable loves however he deales with them in his Providence they know all his wayes are wayes of love to them He cannot hate them nor doe any thing as a fruite of hatred They understand God they know his wayes with his Saints though he kill them yet will they trust in him Isai 55. Though in externall Providence hee seemes to frowne yet they know what 's in his heart they take all in good part their Father doth unto them This is that which raises up their hearts to a holy boldnesse of spirit What ever men intends they know God smiles what ever his providences are they know his loves are constant unchangable This makes their hearts rejoyce and triumph to live above though the body be under sufferings yet their spirit is free walkes up and downe in loves is compassed about with joyes swallowed up in GOD and lives amongst Divine Crownes If a man have no experience of these things he lives darkly mournfully he measures God by himself if men be angry he thinks God is angry if providence change they think God changes and this raises not but overwhelmes the spirit of a man this sinks his spirit for he judges God like himselfe but what sayes God are my wayes as your wayes and my thoughts as your thoughts Isai 55. As high as the Heavens are above the Earth so high are my thoughts above your thoughts and my wayes above your wayes Secondly they are bold for God ye never see any principle but it works sutable to itself so the Saints have a principle from God which qualifies them so that they can stand for God 1. In suffering for him if it be his will they shall suffer losses ignominy derision yea Death it self they have a principle from God will beare them out Look upon Paul what a spirit had he when they told him of bonds Acts. 21.13 what meane ye to weepe and breake my heart for I am ready sayes he not only to be bound but to die for the name of the Lord
love for Christs love to them causes their love to returne to him and they love Christ also in the Saints these loves are the saints feast they live by Christs kissing and embracing them and by their kissing and embracing Christ and also in kissing and embracing one anothers spirits by communicating to each other their experiences and enjoyments of Christ there 's no greater joy nor higher act in them then to act love these are the dainties they feast on then are they transcendent in their spirits and then are they most full of Christ Secondly Doves are made fruitfull by loving so are the saints when thrive they more then when they have the sweetest communion and are most open to one another to each others injoyments and so kisse and embrace each others spirits No sooner hath a saint kist the heart of Christ but it is made fruitfull by that very kisse by that embracement and by that enjoyment The very enjoyment of Christ makes them fruitfull And they cannot be otherwise They being once come to this to enjoy Christ they cannot be unfruitfull Here is a saint then his very love his very nature provokes to fruitfulnesse if he be not fruitfull what ever he may be taken for as a great Christian because a great professor hee never yet enjoyed Christ never yet knew what the loves the overcomming transcendent loves of Christ were Fruitfulnesse is made over to the soule at that very instant it is like the opening of the pores of the body then the bloud interchanges and have free course and mingles it selfe through the whole body this love of Christ I tell you friends it opens the pores of the soule love and fruitfulnesse runs from Christ into the saints interchangeably as Christs heart is open to you so is yours to him there is a secret convayance to each other in the acts of loves And thirdly they die without it saints as saints except they love they die I pray observe saints as saints cannot die but their life dies their joy dies they live uncomfortably and as dying as if they had no life I speak now in regard of actings a saint when he acts not love he dies he may have ordinances and use externall intercourses to Christ and with the saints and yet he as good as dead no more life in act and comfort then the men of the world if the warm heart-bloud of Christ doe not run and have free course into his soule the saint acts not as a saint but yet he may act in religion worship but t is but to him selfe to his own credit and honour and esteeme among men or for some other selfe-end and yet have no life as a saint The new man and Christ is as dead and acts not and therefore it is sometime a saint has overflowings of spirit mightily inlarged his spirit has no bounds another time he is bound up straitned the pores of his soule are lockt up he hath no intercourse of loves from Christ and therefore has no breathings no declarations of Christs loves to him no experiences he is wrapt up in himselfe and to himselfe and therefore this makes him the soule being as sensible of this as of death for 't is a death to him this makes him to goe to Christ and complaine heavily oh how he grones in spirit till he be revived till his spirit till his loves come into him againe and cause him to act and live Oh! sayes he let my Christ come into me or I die I cannot live 't is true sayes he here is ordinances and here is a fellowship externally but what 's all this if my soule be frozen if my heart be bound up if I live within my selfe if I have not intercourses and returnes of loves from my beloved I die I die Now beloved would you have me make some use of this point from the particulars thereof I hope you have done that your selves as I went along but I will a little make out some uses I cannot be large because of the time and my owne weaknesse and I would make it out to you of what I have found in my own experience though I must confesse it is but lately and no great light neither there are depths there are glorious transcendent truths in these experiences but oh how dark at how small a crevice doe wee see How short doe we come I tell you though I have many times spoken of these things yet how coldly no ravishings no inlargings no overcommings of spirit how bound up truth is I had the Theorie in my understanding and I thought I had practised them because I knew them but 't is but new 't is but small the experience of them but God wil reveale and lead on his saints from step to step that they shall go from strength to strength digging up fountaines till they appeare before the Lord in Zion Professors talke much of heaven but I professe they never were in heaven nay never will be if they come not to this life you hope it may bee this life will bee hereafter But I tell you your heaven is here as well as hereafter in a degree be not deceived to pers wade your selves you are saints and you are Christians and have not this life we have described so farre you are in your sins you are yet below Christ you are yet in your selves you are not come up to the life of a Christian to the life of a Saint Vses from the particulars first are the saints so happy in their priviled ges that they are Christs Doves and so precious to him is it the priviledge and portion of the saints to be so precious to Christ then take this as the first consectory this will follow if it be so Then they will not long to be precious to the world you will not bee troubled though the world though men though friends though enemies regard you not so you be precious to Christ this is enough for you what though such a friend speake evill of you what thongh such a Professor loves you not and there another professour suspects you and you are troubled VVhy saints where is your life in the world or in Christ if in the world no marvell you are troubled no marvell you are offended if your life bee in Christ you will say what matter so Christ thinkes preciously of you if you have the sweet and mutuall embraces of Christ and your spirits run into each other and kisse and embrace each other here would be your rest Secondly observe from the next particulars is nothing in the heart of Christ too good for saints does Christ embrace salute kisse ravish the saints in his transcendent loves Does he endow them with the same glory he himselfe hath with the Father for I must put things together strength will not hold out to take them all severally as the things deserve Have any of you felt these things in your owne experience I do