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the_o discharge_n of_o a_o father_n duty_n that_o thou_o may_v not_o curse_v thy_o birth_n i_o thy_o be_v nor_o divine_a providence_n repent_v of_o thy_o make_n hope_v the_o precedent_n of_o my_o late_a erroneous_a life_n will_v cause_v thou_o to_o be_v religious_a otherwise_o my_o iniquity_n will_v be_v add_v to_o thy_o transgression_n though_o no_o ease_n to_o each_o of_o our_o suffering_n let_v therefore_o thy_o internal_a faculty_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n be_v zealous_a towards_o thy_o creator_n in_o keep_v his_o commandment_n with_o a_o tremble_a fear_n of_o violate_v the_o least_o and_o a_o willing_a desire_n to_o perform_v they_o all_o in_o so_o do_v thy_o mortality_n be_v sure_a to_o be_v ratify_v with_o immortal_a glory_n let_v his_o just_a justice_n ever_o go_v before_o thou_o and_o his_o infinite_a mercy_n will_v not_o fail_v to_o follow_v thou_o let_v thy_o meditation_n be_v always_o upon_o our_o saviour_n suffering_n then_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v so_o ingrate_a as_o to_o 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thy_o life_n will_v be_v lamentable_a thy_o death_n miserable_a and_o thy_o torment_n inevitable_a let_v therefore_o thy_o believe_a faith_n be_v ground_v upon_o the_o rock_n christ_n jesus_n for_o that_o be_v the_o true_a religion_n the_o other_o be_v toss_v upon_o the_o wave_n of_o time_n proceed_v rather_o from_o man_n frailty_n than_o any_o settle_a verity_n yet_o lest_o thy_o conscience_n shall_v be_v eclipse_v and_o thy_o continuance_n revert_v into_o the_o dreadful_a danger_n of_o a_o lukewarm_a christian_a by_o behold_v so_o many_o grave_a senator_n of_o several_a religious_a opinion_n i_o have_v hold_v it_o expedient_a upon_o my_o death_n bed_n and_o according_a to_o my_o engagement_n as_o the_o soul_n of_o i_o must_v answer_v the_o same_o at_o the_o tribunal_n day_n of_o judgement_n to_o present_v unto_o thy_o internal_a spirit_n these_o recite_v precept_n let_v thy_o heart_n and_o conscience_n be_v incorporate_a to_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n universal_a catholic_a church_n perform_v so_o far_o as_o in_o thou_o lie_v all_o these_o prescription_n which_o he_o have_v enjoin_v thou_o to_o observe_v obey_v and_o keep_v in_o holy_a writ_n and_o when_o thy_o conscience_n together_o with_o thy_o ghostly_a father_n approove_v of_o thy_o inability_n to_o be_v capable_a of_o the_o sacramental_a mercy_n make_v a_o true_a confession_n of_o thy_o life_n past_a with_o a_o inward_a repentant_a contrition_n that_o ever_o thou_o do_v offend_v and_o a_o constant_a resolution_n by_o god_n permission_n never_o more_o willing_a to_o offend_v but_o suffer_v death_n rather_o than_o violate_v thy_o condition_n as_o afterward_o to_o commit_v a_o heinous_a sin_n or_o wilful_o continue_v in_o any_o other_o this_o be_v zealoushe_v keep_v god_n warrant_v thou_o salvation_n who_o then_o will_v accuse_v thou_o thy_o conscience_n can_v and_o christ_n have_v protest_v he_o will_v not_o if_o thou_o do_v thy_o utmost_a endeavour_v
acknowledge_v with_o soul_n heart_n and_o conscience_n if_o thou_o saveâ—_n i_o it_o be_v a_o miracle_n and_o if_o thou_o reâ—_n fuse_v it_o be_v but_o just_a justice_n assure_v myself_o in_o forbear_v thy_o chastise_v affection_n i_o shall_v eveâ—_o despair_v of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o be_v confident_a of_o permanent_a punishment_n for_o that_o the_o pencil_n of_o holy_a wriâ—_n which_o will_v not_o be_v violate_v 3.19_o heb._n 12.5_o apoc._n 3.19_o have_v plain_o express_v those_o who_o thou_o receive_v thou_o chastene_v and_o that_o their_o long_o laugh_v must_v be_v turn_v into_o bitter_a mourning_n 6.25_o joel._n 2.12_o luk._n 6.25_o before_o they_o have_v any_o true_a hope_n of_o thy_o grace_n favour_n or_o pardon_n o_o then_o dear_a mediator_n i_o beseech_v thou_o minister_v daily_o on_o i_o thy_o discipline_n correction_n 5._o pro._n 3._o job_n 5._o and_o when_o thou_o think_v it_o meet_v let_v my_o inward_a grief_n be_v my_o joy_n the_o agony_n of_o death_n my_o comfort_n but_o if_o those_o will_v not_o penetrate_v my_o flinty_a nature_n to_o make_v i_o glorify_v thy_o unspeakable_a blessing_n and_o apprehend_v my_o base_a ingratitude_n grant_v i_o sweet_a saviour_n a_o feel_a inspiration_n of_o torment_n due_a unto_o the_o damn_a that_o if_o then_o i_o may_v not_o without_o rob_v thy_o justice_n obtain_v by_o thy_o mercy_n a_o share_n in_o thy_o suffering_n yet_o i_o humble_o pray_v thou_o let_v i_o be_v a_o second_o dives_fw-la upon_o earth_n for_o admonish_v my_o poor_a christian_a brethren_n to_o prevent_v the_o like_a fall_n of_o so_o fatal_a a_o danger_n and_o the_o rather_o for_o that_o thou_o perceive_v offender_n be_v not_o so_o much_o terrify_v by_o thy_o judgement_n pronounce_v in_o holy_a writ_n as_o they_o be_v mollify_v at_o the_o sight_n of_o mortal_a creature_n misery_n wherein_o it_o make_v i_o fear_n satan_n by_o thy_o permission_n have_v a_o more_o predominate_a power_n than_o thou_o that_o creat_a they_o all_o which_o i_o leave_v to_o thy_o divine_a sacred_a will_n and_o unsearchable_a mercy_n beg_v pardon_n for_o my_o bold_a presumption_n or_o if_o thou_o please_v to_o make_v intercession_n 8.8_o mat._n 8.8_o and_o say_v amen_o to_o my_o petition_n the_o affliction_n of_o a_o prodigal_n o_o dear_a and_o immortal_a god_n i_o thy_o abject_n creature_n have_v so_o high_o offend_v thy_o deity_n essence_n and_o glory_n in_o profane_v thy_o name_n abuse_v thy_o blessing_n and_o slight_v thy_o suffering_n that_o i_o dare_v claim_v no_o privilege_n by_o thy_o death_n no_o comfort_n in_o thy_o promise_n nor_o no_o favour_n from_o thy_o mercy_n but_o the_o rigour_n of_o punishment_n the_o wrath_n of_o justice_n and_o reward_n of_o the_o damn_a o_o misery_n of_o all_o misery_n what_o have_v i_o lose_v thy_o glory_n that_o make_v i_o thy_o son_n that_o die_v for_o i_o and_o thy_o spirit_n that_o sanctify_a i_o be_v there_o a_o creature_n from_o adam_n so_o wretched_a be_v there_o a_o child_n conceive_v from_o euab_n more_o miserable_a then_o i_o that_o have_v lose_v the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n and_o purchase_v the_o fire_n of_o hell_n o_o my_o birth_n life_n and_o death_n i_o be_o wrap_v in_o sorrow_n have_v small_a hope_v but_o in_o despair_v no_o comfort_n but_o in_o grieve_v nor_o any_o joy_n but_o in_o lament_v o_o thou_o false_a heart_n and_o curse_a sense_n why_o be_v you_o make_v to_o bring_v my_o soul_n in_o torture_n and_o yourselves_o in_o torment_n to_o deny_v they_o will_v not_o avail_v you_o to_o expect_v pardon_n be_v unpossible_a to_o confess_v they_o will_v hardly_o mitigate_v they_o o_o then_o dear_a saviour_n see_v i_o have_v bring_v myself_o by_o sinful_a presumption_n to_o permanent_a perdition_n yet_o let_v i_o beg_v at_o thy_o hand_n the_o agony_n of_o individual_a sorrow_n which_o thou_o ordaine_v for_o the_o damn_a that_o if_o then_o the_o spectacle_n of_o my_o deserve_a malady_n can_v dissolve_v thy_o justice_n into_o mercy_n yet_o may_v mitigate_v my_o endless_a misery_n and_o not_o die_v like_o a_o stupid_a dog_n void_a of_o sense_n know_v thou_o make_v i_o the_o image_n of_o thy_o creature_n the_o contemplation_n of_o a_o prodigal_n my_o god_n creator_n and_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n be_v not_o i_o make_v thy_o image_n to_o serve_v and_o glorify_v none_o other_o but_o thyself_o how_o fall_v it_o out_o dear_a father_n that_o i_o have_v be_v more_o contemptible_a against_o all_o thy_o law_n 5._o sap._n 5._o statute_n and_o blessing_n 3.5_o joh._n 3.5_o than_o a_o savage_a beast_n i_o can_v believe_v it_o proceed_v from_o original_a sin_n in_o that_o thy_o sacred_a self_n suffer_v for_o sin_n nor_o from_o my_o conception_n 33._o ezek._n 33._o for_o that_o thou_o desire_v my_o preservation_n but_o altogether_o by_o satan_n assault_v the_o world_n provoke_v nature_n betray_v and_o my_o own_o stiffnecked_a transgression_n what_o reason_n then_o can_v myself_o or_o mortal_a man_n conceive_v that_o thou_o will_v save_v i_o when_o i_o never_o true_o serve_v nor_o honour_v thou_o be_v not_o thou_o a_o just_a judge_n 25._o jer._n 25._o as_o thou_o have_v be_v a_o merciful_a saviour_n to_o plead_v weakness_n avail_v not_o wilfulness_n i_o dare_v not_o nor_o want_v thy_o assistance_n i_o can_v wherefore_o then_o do_v thou_o give_v i_o long_o sustentation_n when_o thou_o know_v i_o have_v deserve_v damnation_n 4.27_o fxod_n 9.16_o act._n 4.27_o be_v it_o for_o that_o thou_o will_v exceed_v in_o thy_o mercy_n to_o increase_v my_o misery_n or_o else_o be_v not_o my_o sin_n full_o complete_a for_o thy_o determine_a suffering_n why_o thou_o know_v satan_n offend_v thou_o but_o once_o i_o have_v ever_o they_o both_o obey_v and_o fear_v thou_o i_o have_v never_o what_o madness_n then_o will_v it_o be_v in_o i_o to_o presume_v that_o thou_o will_v break_v the_o whole_a course_n of_o thy_o justice_n for_o my_o sake_n know_v in_o my_o own_o conscience_n i_o have_v lose_v the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o redemption_n by_o my_o wilful_a presumption_n otherwise_o i_o may_v be_v confident_a through_o unfeigned_a repentance_n to_o have_v assurance_n of_o salvation_n by_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n which_o now_o grieve_v the_o entrails_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o that_o i_o be_v such_o a_o curse_a reprobate_a to_o crucify_v thou_o who_o suffer_v on_o the_o cross_n to_o save_v i_o â—7_n mar._n 10._o â—7_n so_o that_o according_a to_o humane_a judgement_n my_o talon_n be_v eternal_a torment_n howsoever_o i_o bequeath_v the_o disposure_n of_o my_o deject_a soul_n to_o thou_o 9.15_o rom._n 9.15_o which_o shed_v thy_o innocent_a blood_n on_o the_o behalf_n of_o i_o but_o why_o shall_v i_o be_v so_o base_a a_o creature_n reason_n with_o thou_o that_o be_v my_o maker_n know_v the_o clay_n ought_v not_o contest_v with_o the_o potter_n for_o it_o be_v in_o thy_o power_n and_o not_o in_o i_o to_o make_v i_o a_o vessel_n of_o honour_n or_o dishonour_n therefore_o in_o obedience_n to_o thy_o unsearchable_a deity_n i_o will_v surcease_v all_o 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