guide_v by_o his_o divine_a law_n in_o the_o time_n of_o man_n integrity_n god_n be_v to_o be_v regard_v and_o love_v first_o and_o most_o of_o all_o so_o it_o must_v be_v still_o the_o difference_n be_v that_o then_o man_n do_v it_o natural_o and_o now_o by_o a_o supernatural_a assistance_n he_o do_v it_o then_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o his_o original_a righteousness_n and_o now_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o gospel_n he_o do_v it_o then_o without_o reluctancy_n now_o he_o have_v sinful_a appetite_n and_o passion_n which_o he_o must_v deny_v and_o mortify_v before_o he_o can_v do_v it_o therefore_o our_o bless_a saviour_n require_v it_o at_o the_o very_a entrance_n of_o his_o school_n as_o a_o necessary_a qualification_n to_o all_o that_o will_v be_v his_o disciple_n that_o they_o shall_v deny_v themselves_o and_o hate_v all_o thing_n in_o comparison_n of_o he_o 9.13_o luk._n 9.13_o if_o any_o man_n will_v come_v after_o i_o let_v he_o deny_v himself_o and_o take_v up_o his_o cross_n daily_o and_o follow_v i_o 14.20_o 14.20_o and_o again_o if_o any_o man_n come_v to_o i_o and_o hate_v not_o his_o father_n and_o mother_n and_o wife_n and_o child_n and_o brother_n and_o sister_n and_o his_o own_o life_n also_o he_o can_v be_v my_o disciple_n that_o be_v he_o that_o will_v own_o jesus_n and_o he_o own_a by_o he_o must_v in_o all_o thing_n give_v he_o the_o preeminence_n must_v relinquish_v his_o natural_a desire_n deny_v his_o own_o will_n that_o he_o may_v yield_v a_o humble_a obedience_n to_o god_n he_o must_v forsake_v all_o thing_n that_o come_v in_o competition_n with_o he_o and_o even_o part_n with_o his_o dear_a relation_n and_o his_o own_o life_n as_o though_o he_o hate_v they_o rather_o than_o commit_v what_o god_n have_v forbid_v or_o disclaim_v what_o he_o will_v have_v we_o profess_v this_o self-abnegation_a bono_fw-mi ule_fw-la satis_fw-la se_fw-la diligit_fw-la qui_fw-la sedulò_fw-la agit_fw-fr ut_fw-la summafrnatur_fw-la bono_fw-mi this_o daily_a self-crucifixion_a be_v no_o act_n of_o hatred_n as_o the_o world_n may_v think_v but_o the_o great_a kindness_n we_o can_v show_v to_o ourselves_o or_o other_o as_o he_o that_o cut_v off_o one_o of_o his_o limb_n hate_v not_o himself_o but_o seek_v the_o preservation_n of_o his_o body_n and_o he_o that_o cast_v his_o good_n overboard_o hate_v they_o not_o but_o prefer_v his_o safety_n to_o they_o so_o in_o this_o case_n he_o that_o part_v with_o his_o earthly_a enjoyment_n hate_v they_o not_o but_o prefer_v heaven_n to_o this_o earth_n he_o that_o lose_v this_o present_a life_n hate_v it_o not_o but_o love_v eternal_a life_n beyond_o it_o and_o he_o that_o forsake_v his_o friend_n or_o parent_n to_o follow_v his_o saviour_n hate_v they_o not_o but_o love_v jesus_n above_o they_o and_o seek_v to_o win_v they_o to_o jesus_n in_o this_o case_n the_o promise_n be_v verify_v that_o he_o that_o part_v with_o any_o thing_n for_o christ_n sake_n receive_v a_o hundred-fold_n in_o compensation_n and_o he_o that_o lose_v his_o life_n certain_o find_v it_o therefore_o hate_v our_o kindred_n and_o our_o own_o life_n be_v otherwise_o express_v in_o s._n 10.37_o mat._n 10.37_o matthew_n he_o that_o love_v father_n or_o mother_n more_o than_o i_o be_v not_o worthy_a of_o i_o etc._n etc._n as_o much_o as_o to_o say_v that_o it_o be_v only_o require_v that_o the_o love_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v predominant_a that_o jesus_n shall_v be_v dear_a to_o we_o than_o all_o person_n whatever_o and_o that_o in_o the_o first_o place_n we_o shall_v love_v god_n with_o all_o our_o mind_n with_o all_o our_o strength_n and_o with_o all_o our_o soul_n for_o then_o afterward_o the_o love_n of_o ourselves_o and_o other_o be_v subordinate_a will_v become_v regular_a and_o innocent_a §._o 20._o of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n now_o as_o all_o sin_n and_o misery_n proceed_v from_o a_o misplace_a love_n so_o all_o virtue_n and_o felicity_n be_v the_o product_n of_o love_n well-guided_n and_o place_v on_o the_o right_a object_n this_o be_v as_o beneficial_a and_o advantageous_a as_o the_o other_o be_v pernicious_a that_o be_v as_o s._n charit_n sicut_fw-la radix_fw-la omnium_fw-la malorum_fw-la est_fw-la cupiditas_fw-la ita_fw-la radix_fw-la omnium_fw-la bonorum_fw-la est_fw-la charitas_fw-la serm._n de_fw-fr charit_n augustine_n say_v that_o as_o self-love_n be_v the_o root_n of_o all_o evil_a so_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v the_o root_n of_o all_o good_a the_o stock_n whence_o all_o virtue_n do_v grow_v the_o excellency_n of_o divine_a love_n be_v so_o great_a so_o transcendent_a 13._o sine_fw-la charitate_fw-la fides_fw-la potest_fw-la esse_fw-la sed_fw-la non_fw-la prodesse_fw-la aug._n 1_o cor._n 13._o that_o it_o alone_o be_v accept_v on_o its_o own_o account_n and_o all_o other_o thing_n for_o its_o sake_n a_o faith_n strong_a enough_o to_o work_v miracle_n alm_n the_o most_o expensive_a and_o even_o the_o flame_n of_o martyrdom_n profit_n nothing_o without_o love_n as_o s._n paul_n teach_v love_v it_o be_v that_o make_v all_o good_a work_v meritorious_a in_o the_o best_a sense_n love_v it_o be_v that_o give_v a_o value_n to_o all_o other_o virtue_n or_o rather_o it_o be_v love_n that_o produce_v all_o good_a work_n and_o virtue_n as_o they_o be_v so_o indeed_o love_n be_v the_o discharge_n of_o our_o whole_a duty_n the_o fulfil_n of_o the_o law_n 13.10_o rom._n 13.10_o say_v s._n paul_n love_n be_v that_o grace_n which_o renew_v and_o sanctify_v our_o nature_n and_o abide_v for_o ever_o it_o be_v the_o great_a the_o most_o excellent_a gift_n of_o god_n it_o be_v even_o the_o divine_a spirit_n dantur_fw-la vnitas_fw-la spiritus_fw-la continet_fw-la omne_fw-la serm._n pent._n donum_fw-la est_fw-la spiritus_fw-la sanctus_n in_fw-la quo_fw-la nobis_fw-la omne_fw-la bona_fw-la dantur_fw-la who_o unite_v all_o thing_n within_o the_o bond_n of_o love_n and_o unity_n say_v s._n augustine_n and_o with_o who_o all_o good_a thing_n be_v ever_o give_v divine_n teach_v that_o the_o holy_a ghost_n proceed_v from_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n by_o way_n of_o love_n wherefore_o he_o be_v call_v nexus_fw-la amoris_fw-la quo_fw-la conjungitur_fw-la pater_fw-la cum_fw-la filio_fw-la &_o filius_fw-la cum_fw-la patre_fw-la that_o be_v in_o the_o language_n of_o the_o church_n that_o in_o the_o unity_n of_o the_o same_o spirit_n the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n live_v and_o reign_v evermore_o 15._o charitas_fw-la qua_fw-la paâ—er_fw-la diligit_fw-la filium_fw-la &_o filius_fw-la patrem_fw-la quae_fw-la est_fw-la spiritus_fw-la sanctus_n ineffabilem_fw-la communionem_fw-la amborum_fw-la demonstrat_fw-la de_fw-fr trin._n l._n 15._o or_o as_o s._n augustine_n express_v it_o the_o love_n wherewith_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n love_v mutual_o be_v the_o holy_a spirit_n and_o represent_v best_a the_o mystery_n of_o their_o incomprehensible_a union_n now_o that_o divine_a spirit_n which_o be_v the_o eternal_a love_n of_o god_n to_o himself_o be_v give_v to_o we_o in_o the_o grace_n of_o love_n or_o charity_n which_o be_v one_o and_o the_o same_o whereby_o we_o be_v all_o join_v together_o into_o one_o body_n and_o all_o unite_a to_o god_n therefore_o in_o our_o hold_a communion_n with_o the_o church_n we_o be_v command_v to_o keep_v the_o unity_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o the_o bond_n of_o peace_n 4.3_o ephes_n 4.3_o and_o we_o be_v teach_v 5.5_o rom._n 5.5_o that_o the_o love_n of_o god_n be_v shed_v abroad_o in_o our_o heart_n by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n which_o be_v give_v to_o we_o 13.14_o 2_o cor._n 13.14_o and_o that_o the_o grace_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o love_n of_o god_n and_o the_o fellowship_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v all_o one_o so_o that_o to_o come_v to_o the_o high_a pitch_n and_o finish_v the_o elogium_fw-la of_o love_n we_o may_v say_v with_o s._n john_n that_o god_n be_v love_n 4.16_o 1_o joh._n 4.16_o and_o then_o we_o have_v say_v all_o god_n be_v love_n and_o he_o that_o dwell_v in_o love_n dwell_v in_o god_n and_o god_n in_o he_o that_o be_v god_n be_v a_o abyss_n of_o love_n and_o goodness_n by_o love_n he_o give_v himself_o to_o we_o and_o by_o love_n we_o give_v up_o ourselves_o to_o he_o and_o be_v transform_v into_o he_o wonder_v not_o therefore_o johan_n deus_fw-la chari_fw-la have_v est_fw-la brevis_fw-la laus_fw-la sed_fw-la maâ—na_fw-la laus_fw-la brevis_fw-la in_o sermone_fw-la &_o magna_fw-la in_o iatellectu_fw-la etc._n etc._n aug._n tract_n 9_o in_o ep._n johan_n if_o the_o effect_n of_o love_n be_v so_o glorious_a and_o wonderful_a when_o it_o proceed_v immediate_o from_o god_n and_o be_v the_o communication_n of_o himself_o to_o we_o when_o it_o be_v the_o grace_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o most_o precious_a gift_n of_o the_o divine_a spirit_n when_o it_o be_v the_o sanctification_n of_o our_o nature_n and_o the_o better_n and_o perfect_v of_o the_o noble_a of_o humane_a
so_o murmur_v and_o complain_v when_o they_o shall_v give_v thanks_o but_o whoever_o shall_v diligent_o observe_v all_o the_o gracious_a distribution_n of_o that_o god_n who_o always_o give_v to_o all_o man_n be_v debtor_n to_o none_o all_o the_o supply_n and_o comfort_n we_o receive_v from_o he_o will_v hearty_o say_v with_o the_o psalmist_n 31.107_o psal_n 31.107_o o_o love_v the_o lord_n all_o you_o his_o saint_n and_o o_o that_o man_n will_v therefore_o praise_v the_o lord_n for_o his_o goodness_n and_o declare_v the_o wonder_n that_o he_o do_v for_o the_o child_n of_o man_n that_o they_o will_v exalt_v he_o in_o the_o congregation_n of_o the_o people_n and_o praise_v he_o in_o the_o seat_n of_o the_o elder_n sect_n 5._o what_o return_v we_o shall_v make_v for_o they_o those_o benefit_n we_o have_v hitherto_o mention_v we_o receive_v as_o we_o be_v man_n and_o that_o from_o the_o free_a goodness_n of_o our_o gracious_a god_n we_o be_v his_o people_n and_o the_o sheep_n of_o his_o 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by_o his_o father_n it_o please_v god_n to_o give_v he_o up_o to_o the_o cruelty_n of_o wicked_a man_n and_o the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n and_o that_o his_o divine_a nature_n though_o personal_o and_o inseparable_o unite_v to_o his_o humanity_n shall_v for_o a_o time_n suspend_v the_o effect_n of_o its_o beatify_a union_n and_o leave_v he_o suffer_v as_o a_o man_n in_o soul_n and_o body_n the_o great_a pain_n without_o the_o least_o comfort_n they_o that_o see_v our_o crucify_a saviour_n suffer_v so_o patient_o as_o not_o to_o open_v his_o mouth_n to_o complain_v may_v have_v think_v that_o he_o have_v no_o sense_n of_o pain_n therefore_o he_o cry_v out_o so_o bitter_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o why_o do_v thou_o suffer_v i_o to_o be_v plunge_v into_o this_o gulf_n of_o sorrow_n so_o that_o i_o have_v nothing_o but_o anguish_n within_o and_o without_o why_o do_v thou_o suffer_v i_o to_o be_v almost_o overwhelm_v by_o so_o great_a a_o distress_n and_o be_v so_o far_o from_o help_v i_o and_o from_o the_o word_n of_o my_o complaint_n 22._o psal_n 22._o lord_n we_o have_v deserve_v to_o sink_v and_o evermore_o to_o cry_v and_o groan_v in_o the_o bottomless_a pit_n and_o to_o rescue_v we_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o descend_v very_o low_a and_o with_o strong_a cry_v and_o tear_n to_o say_v de_fw-fr profundis_fw-la clamavi_fw-la out_o of_o the_o depth_n have_v i_o cry_v unto_o thou_o 130._o psal_n 130._o o_o lord_n hear_v my_o voice_n be_v please_v to_o hear_v we_o dear_a lord_n when_o we_o call_v upon_o thou_o and_o make_v thy_o voice_n sink_v into_o our_o heart_n and_o there_o find_v a_o cheerful_a admission_n and_o a_o constant_a and_o sincere_a obedience_n §._o 12._o the_o height_n now_o we_o have_v only_o the_o height_n of_o the_o cross_n to_o look_v on_o that_o be_v the_o sublimity_n the_o greatness_n of_o the_o torment_n of_o christ_n crucifixion_n that_o in_o this_o sense_n his_o cross_n be_v very_o high_a appear_v already_o by_o 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to_o show_v that_o he_o be_v still_o very_o strong_a and_o that_o his_o death_n be_v bitter_a and_o violent_a to_o extremity_n there_o be_v likewise_o a_o invisible_a cross_n which_o afflict_v his_o soul_n and_o make_v it_o sorrowful_a even_o unto_o death_n his_o heart_n be_v like_o wax_n 22._o psal_n 22._o melt_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o his_o bowel_n and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o so_o many_o and_o such_o intolerable_a pain_n his_o murderer_n shake_v their_o head_n make_v mouth_n at_o he_o scoff_v at_o his_o sorrow_n by_o cruel_a and_o insult_a mockery_n and_o by_o their_o tongue_n and_o derision_n aggravate_v those_o suffering_n which_o their_o hand_n can_v hardly_o increase_v but_o that_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n be_v high_a in_o the_o greatness_n of_o its_o pain_n than_o that_o of_o any_o martyr_n of_o any_o man_n that_o ever_o suffer_v be_v evident_a enough_o only_o by_o consider_v who_o it_o be_v that_o be_v crucify_v on_o it_o for_o it_o be_v more_o that_o jesus_n be_v perfect_a god_n as_o well_o as_o man_n shall_v shed_v one_o drop_n of_o blood_n than_o that_o all_o man_n and_o angel_n shall_v for_o million_o of_o year_n bear_v the_o great_a torment_n lord_n we_o be_v wonderful_o make_v by_o thy_o power_n but_o we_o be_v yet_o more_o wonderful_o redeem_v by_o thy_o mercy_n lord_n what_o be_v man_n that_o thou_o shall_v thus_o be_v mindful_a of_o he_o or_o rather_o what_o be_v man_n that_o he_o be_v unmindful_a of_o thou_o §._o 13._o what_o a_o infinite_a love_n be_v express_v by_o the_o cross_n now_o we_o have_v see_v the_o whole_a frame_n of_o the_o cross_n write_v all_o over_o in_o blood_n with_o character_n of_o love_n expression_n of_o the_o great_a kindness_n for_o a_o testimony_n that_o jesus_n love_v we_o unto_o death_n not_o any_o sorrow_n or_o anguish_n in_o his_o soul_n not_o any_o gap_n or_o wound_n in_o his_o body_n but_o be_v as_o many_o mouth_n to_o cry_v aloud_o in_o the_o ear_n of_o all_o man_n behold_v what_o manner_n of_o love_n god_n have_v for_o his_o enemy_n his_o sinful_a and_o unworthy_a creature_n to_o suffer_v such_o thing_n to_o die_v in_o such_o a_o manner_n for_o to_o redeem_v they_o and_o make_v they_o happy_a now_o let_v we_o if_o we_o can_v comprehend_v the_o breadth_n and_o the_o length_n idiot_n o_o dilectio_fw-la quam_fw-la magnum_fw-la est_fw-la vinculum_fw-la tuum_fw-la quo_fw-la ligari_fw-la potuit_fw-la deus_fw-la idiot_n the_o height_n and_o the_o depth_n of_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n that_o love_n which_o bind_v he_o much_o hard_a than_o the_o cord_n of_o the_o jew_n and_o nail_v he_o to_o his_o cross_n much_o fast_o than_o those_o iron_n which_o pierce_v his_o hand_n and_o foot_n for_o he_o that_o can_v with_o one_o word_n cast_v his_o enemy_n to_o the_o ground_n can_v easy_o have_v break_v their_o band_n and_o escape_v from_o they_o but_o that_o his_o love_n do_v constrain_v he_o and_o make_v he_o desirous_a and_o willing_a thus_o to_o die_v what_o man_n will_v suffer_v one_o half_a of_o what_o christ_n do_v for_o his_o dear_a benefactor_n and_o then_o how_o immense_a and_o wonderful_a be_v that_o charity_n which_o he_o express_v in_o suffer_v the_o ignominy_n and_o pain_n of_o the_o cross_n for_o those_o that_o be_v his_o enemy_n and_o have_v high_o injure_v he_o and_o from_o who_o he_o can_v expect_v no_o reward_n but_o only_o to_o be_v love_v again_o let_v we_o therefore_o remember_v it_o throughout_o this_o whole_a book_n or_o rather_o throughout_o our_o whole_a life_n that_o we_o have_v be_v redeem_v from_o eternal_a despair_n and_o misery_n and_o from_o our_o vain_a and_o sinful_a conversation_n not_o by_o any_o corruptible_a thing_n as_o silver_n and_o gold_n but_o by_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o christ_n shed_v with_o great_a pain_n and_o great_a ignominy_n §._o 14._o of_o the_o eternal_a happiness_n jesus_n merit_v for_o we_o by_o his_o death_n this_o love_n of_o jesus_n be_v more_o already_o by_o far_o than_o we_o can_v answer_v can_v our_o heart_n burn_v perpetual_o with_o those_o bright_a flame_n of_o love_n which_o beatify_v the_o cherubim_n can_v they_o contain_v all_o the_o most_o passionate_a affection_n of_o all_o saint_n both_o in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n yet_o we_o can_v not_o love_n jesus_n so_o much_o as_o he_o deserve_v for_o have_v die_v to_o save_v we_o from_o eternal_a death_n and_o yet_o he_o do_v more_o he_o suffer_v death_n that_o we_o may_v have_v life_n that_o we_o may_v have_v eternal_a life_n not_o only_o that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v entire_o miserable_a but_o also_o that_o we_o may_v be_v perfect_o happy_a heaven_n be_v the_o purchase_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n as_o well_o as_o redemption_n from_o hell_n god_n who_o be_v rich_a in_o mercy_n for_o his_o great_a love_n wherewith_o he_o love_v we_o when_o we_o be_v dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n have_v quicken_v we_o together_o with_o christ_n and_o have_v raise_v we_o up_o 2.5_o ephes_n 2.5_o together_o and_o make_v we_o sit_v together_o in_o heavenly_a place_n in_o christ_n jesus_n let_v we_o meditate_v a_o while_n upon_o that_o far_o more_o exceed_a and_o eternal_a weight_n of_o glory_n reserve_v in_o heaven_n for_o we_o 4.17_o 2_o cor._n 4.17_o and_o in_o it_o consider_v the_o same_o dimension_n as_o in_o the_o price_n wherewith_o it_o be_v buy_v the_o cross_n of_o our_o saviour_n and_o it_o will_v great_o press_v and_o increase_v our_o obligation_n to_o love_v he_o it_o be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d as_o s._n paul_n call_v it_o each_o word_n be_v a_o part_n of_o its_o dimension_n first_o the_o breadth_n it_o comprehend_v all_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n all_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a and_o desirable_a all_o that_o can_v yield_v satisfaction_n and_o create_v
further_a than_o only_o to_o stir_v up_o our_o dull_a affection_n and_o raise_v holy_a passion_n in_o we_o but_o if_o we_o sincere_o forsake_v our_o sin_n and_o evidence_n our_o love_n to_o jesus_n it_o be_v not_o great_o material_a what_o mean_v or_o instrument_n we_o use_v §._o 28._o meditation_n on_o the_o passion_n my_o love_n be_v crucify_v say_v that_o love_a and_o holy_a martyr_n ignatius_n declare_v how_o earnest_o he_o wish_v to_o die_v for_o jesus_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o so_o consider_v the_o passion_n of_o jesus_n i_o meditate_v with_o he_o my_o love_n be_v crucify_v my_o dear_a saviour_n die_v in_o most_o bitter_a pain_n he_o have_v be_v rude_o bind_v and_o drag_v from_o place_n to_o place_n he_o have_v be_v strip_v tie_v to_o a_o post_n and_o whip_v like_o a_o vile_a slave_n he_o have_v be_v buffet_v and_o cane_v and_o abuse_v with_o all_o manner_n of_o contumely_n and_o now_o i_o see_v he_o crown_v with_o thorn_n all_o over_o spittle_n and_o blood_n i_o see_v he_o stretch_v upon_o the_o cross_n where_o his_o hand_n and_o his_o foot_n be_v nail_v his_o head_n hang_v down_o i_o read_v in_o his_o pale_a face_n and_o his_o weep_a eye_n the_o extremity_n of_o his_o pain_n the_o anguish_n of_o his_o wound_a soul_n lord_n be_v thou_o he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v idiot_n o_o domine_fw-la jesus_n christ_n si_fw-la intelligentia_fw-la quam_fw-la mihi_fw-la dedisti_fw-la uti_fw-la vellem_fw-la sicut_fw-la deberem_fw-la cernerem_fw-la manifest_a quo_fw-la modo_fw-la imo_fw-la quam_fw-la sine_fw-la modo_fw-la à _fw-la i_o creatura_fw-la tua_fw-la amari_fw-la merueris_fw-la qui_fw-la prio_fw-la dilexisti_fw-la i_o tantus_fw-la &_o tantum_fw-la &_o gratis_o tantillum_fw-la &_o talem_fw-la &_o ingratum_fw-la idiot_n be_v thou_o my_o dear_a jesus_n be_v it_o my_o father_n my_o brother_n my_o friend_n or_o my_o benefactor_n that_o shall_v suffer_v this_o undeserved_o how_o will_v i_o pity_v they_o but_o shall_v they_o suffer_v this_o upon_o my_o account_n lord_n i_o can_v not_o outlive_v such_o a_o sight_n if_o nothing_o else_o love_n will_v certain_o wound_v my_o soul_n to_o death_n but_o behold_v it_o be_v so_o this_o crucify_a this_o die_a man_n be_v my_o father_n he_o give_v i_o my_o be_v he_o be_v my_o brother_n he_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n and_o take_v humane_a flesh_n that_o he_o may_v have_v that_o relation_n to_o i_o he_o be_v my_o friend_n he_o lay_v down_o his_o life_n to_o save_v i_o he_o be_v my_o great_a benefactor_n from_o he_o i_o receive_v all_o i_o have_v all_o the_o blessing_n the_o good_a thing_n i_o enjoy_v i_o owe_v to_o his_o kindness_n but_o hark_v methinks_v i_o hear_v he_o speak_v to_o i_o these_o pathetic_a these_o move_a word_n christian_n dear_a christian_n for_o who_o here_o i_o die_v consider_v serious_o imprint_v it_o in_o thy_o heart_n what_o in_o my_o word_n what_o in_o my_o mystery_n thou_o read_v of_o my_o suffering_n for_o thou_o consider_v who_o i_o be_o what_o i_o endure_v and_o to_o what_o end_n i_o be_o the_o eternal_a son_n of_o god_n who_o the_o angel_n adore_v i_o become_v man_n to_o make_v thou_o partaker_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n i_o be_o infinite_o rich_a the_o whole_a universe_n be_v i_o i_o become_v thus_o destitute_a of_o all_o thing_n to_o purchase_v true_a riches_n for_o thou_o i_o be_o of_o a_o almighty_a power_n the_o whole_a world_n be_v make_v and_o subsist_v by_o i_o i_o be_o now_o weak_a to_o make_v thou_o strong_a i_o be_o overcome_v of_o my_o enemy_n to_o make_v thou_o conquer_v thou_o i_o be_o crown_v with_o glory_n and_o clothe_v with_o majesty_n i_o now_o wear_v these_o thorn_n and_o be_o become_v naked_a to_o clothe_v thou_o with_o robe_n of_o righteousness_n and_o crown_v thou_o with_o a_o royal_a diadem_n i_o be_o the_o inexhaustible_a fountain_n of_o joy_n and_o happiness_n i_o now_o endure_v sorrow_n and_o misery_n to_o make_v thou_o joyful_a and_o happy_a i_o be_o infinite_o pure_a and_o innocent_a i_o be_o become_v a_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n to_o merit_v thy_o pardon_n and_o to_o sanctify_v and_o make_v thou_o holy_a i_o be_o the_o author_n of_o life_n the_o first_o and_o the_o last_o i_o now_o die_v to_o make_v thou_o live_v for_o ever_o nothing_o but_o love_n move_v i_o thus_o to_o suffer_v for_o thou_o vitam_fw-la this_o use_v to_o be_v write_v under_o crucifix_n aspice_fw-la serve_v dei_fw-la sic_fw-la i_o posuere_fw-la judaei_n aspice_fw-la mortalis_fw-la pro_fw-la te_fw-la datur_fw-la hostia_fw-la talis_fw-la aspice_fw-la devote_n quoniam_fw-la sic_fw-la pendeo_fw-la pro_fw-la te_fw-la introitum_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la reddo_fw-la tibi_fw-la red_a mihi_fw-la te_fw-la in_o cruse_a sum_n pro_fw-la te_fw-la qui_fw-la peceas_fw-la desine_fw-la pro_fw-la i_o desine_fw-la do_v veniam_fw-la dic_fw-la culpam_fw-la corrige_n vitam_fw-la and_o nothing_o but_o love_n i_o require_v for_o it_o dear_a soul_n thy_o sin_n be_v more_o grievous_a to_o i_o than_o my_o wound_n add_v not_o sorrow_n to_o my_o sorrow_n by_o remain_v impenitent_a deny_v not_o this_o request_n to_o thy_o die_a bleed_a saviour_n that_o thou_o will_v mortify_v thy_o lust_n and_o forsake_v thy_o sin_n all_o that_o be_v past_a i_o hearty_o forgive_v if_o thou_o become_v true_a penitent_a i_o free_o give_v myself_o for_o thou_o and_o beg_v that_o thou_o will_v give_v thyself_o to_o i_o §._o 29._o protestation_n of_o love_n to_o jesus_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v now_o dear_a lord_n word_n can_v answer_v thou_o i_o be_o amaze_v i_o be_o astonish_v i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o speak_v my_o tongue_n can_v express_v what_o my_o heart_n feel_v lord_n i_o will_v say_v nothing_o i_o will_v answer_v with_o sigh_n and_o tear_n with_o devout_a affection_n by_o resign_v and_o give_v up_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n to_o thou_o i_o will_v answer_v by_o obedience_n by_o action_n by_o now_o fall_v to_o work_v to_o reform_v my_o life_n to_o mortify_v my_o sinful_a lust_n to_o cut_v off_o the_o member_n of_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n sweet_a jesus_n i_o will_v love_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o affection_n my_o heart_n can_v entertain_v no_o bosom_n sin_n shall_v be_v so_o dear_a to_o i_o but_o for_o thy_o sake_n i_o will_v hearty_o part_v with_o it_o no_o lust_n shall_v be_v so_o please_v but_o i_o will_v kill_v it_o at_o thy_o request_n and_o command_v even_o my_o natural_a desire_n and_o inclination_n will_v i_o glad_o deny_v when_o they_o come_v in_o competition_n with_o that_o duty_n and_o love_n i_o owe_v and_o ever_o will_v pay_v jesus_n sect_n 30._o of_o a_o sincere_a amendment_n but_o fickle_a and_o unhappy_a creature_n that_o we_o be_v we_o often_o promise_v well_o but_o seldom_o stand_v to_o our_o engagement_n our_o resolution_n be_v good_a and_o our_o performance_n very_o defective_a the_o spirit_n be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a i_o must_v not_o therefore_o rest_v in_o general_n but_o i_o must_v resolve_v more_o especial_o against_o those_o sin_n i_o be_o incline_v to_o and_o not_o only_o 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a_o respect_n to_o the_o recompense_n of_o the_o reward_n ever_o consider_v what_o i_o shall_v get_v by_o serve_v thou_o that_o i_o may_v be_v diligent_a persevere_v and_o cheerful_a in_o do_v my_o duty_n o_o my_o soul_n blush_v to_o consider_v how_o laborious_a man_n be_v for_o the_o unsatisfy_a acquest_n of_o this_o earth_n how_o eager_a thou_o have_v be_v thyself_o in_o pursue_v of_o they_o and_o how_o slothful_a how_o unactive_a and_o heavy_a thou_o be_v in_o work_v for_o eternal_a rest_n for_o the_o treasure_n of_o eternity_n for_o the_o glory_n of_o heaven_n for_o those_o divine_a pleasure_n which_o be_v at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o god_n for_o evermore_o whence_o come_v this_o unhappy_a soul_n be_v it_o not_o from_o inconsideration_n because_o thou_o do_v not_o lift_v up_o thy_o eye_n to_o see_v whither_o the_o way_n of_o love_n and_o obedience_n will_v bring_v thou_o because_o thou_o do_v not_o look_v beyond_o the_o world_n upon_o thing_n eternal_a because_o thou_o do_v not_o 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13.5_o 1_o cor._n 13.5_o charity_n do_v not_o seek_v she_o own_o say_v s._n paul_n we_o may_v desire_v our_o promise_a reward_n and_o set_v our_o affection_n upon_o it_o as_o it_o be_v a_o demonstration_n of_o god_n infinite_a love_n and_o goodness_n or_o because_o it_o will_v be_v the_o express_v of_o our_o duty_n and_o thankfulness_n when_o we_o shall_v love_v and_o glorify_v and_o adore_v god_n perfect_o and_o for_o ever_o or_o rather_o because_o the_o reward_n be_v god_n himself_o who_o will_v be_v to_o every_o faithful_a servant_n his_o exceed_a great_a reward_n 15.4_o gen._n 15.4_o as_o well_o as_o to_o faithful_a abraham_n reward_v sincere_a obedience_n with_o the_o fruition_n of_o himself_o be_v all_o in_o all_o to_o his_o saint_n but_o still_o i_o say_v love_n be_v not_o selfish_a but_o free_a and_o generous_a if_o nothing_o be_v to_o be_v gain_v by_o it_o it_o will_v have_v satisfaction_n enough_o in_o show_v its_o self_n it_o be_v a_o unspeakable_a pleasure_n to_o a_o 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to_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o that_o my_o great_a happiness_n as_o well_o as_o duty_n be_v to_o obey_v thou_o be_v it_o not_o because_o i_o also_o forget_v that_o thou_o do_v redeem_v i_o from_o a_o most_o wretched_a slavery_n that_o thou_o do_v pay_v a_o immense_a price_n for_o i_o that_o thou_o become_v a_o servant_n for_o i_o before_o thou_o require_v any_o service_n from_o i_o and_o that_o thou_o do_v first_o love_v i_o before_o thou_o do_v entreat_v my_o love_n o_o thou_o great_a lover_n and_o saviour_n of_o man_n i_o whole_o give_v myself_o to_o thou_o body_n and_o soul_n heart_n and_o affection_n i_o desire_v to_o be_v thou_o i_o pray_v that_o thou_o will_v make_v i_o
may_v be_v fabulous_a yet_o i_o believe_v the_o thing_n itself_o be_v true_a however_o i_o be_o confident_a that_o the_o love_n of_o god_n will_v sweeten_v all_o the_o bitterness_n of_o our_o innocent_a misery_n and_o that_o it_o be_v only_o the_o imperfection_n of_o a_o christian_n love_v that_o expose_v his_o mind_n to_o the_o vexation_n of_o humane_a sorrow_n i_o be_o not_o to_o my_o grief_n a_o competent_a witness_n to_o this_o truth_n but_o there_o have_v be_v many_o saint_n and_o devout_a person_n who_o in_o the_o fervency_n of_o their_o love_n to_o god_n have_v find_v those_o joy_n coelo_fw-la nihil_fw-la crus_fw-la sentit_fw-la in_o nervo_fw-la dum_fw-la animus_n est_fw-la in_o coelo_fw-la those_o ravishment_n of_o joy_n which_o be_v ineffable_a and_o which_o make_v they_o in_o some_o manner_n insensible_a and_o incapable_a of_o any_o great_a sorrow_n and_o even_o the_o lesser_a love_n of_o more_o imperfect_a though_o sincere_a christian_n do_v in_o a_o great_a measure_n take_v 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of_o they_o it_o powerful_o govern_v the_o will_n and_o it_o sweet_o overflow_v the_o mind_n it_o be_v the_o perfection_n of_o grace_n and_o will_v be_v the_o consummation_n of_o glory_n but_o it_o be_v much_o easy_a and_o happy_a to_o feel_v than_o to_o express_v it_o 4.10_o cant._n 4.10_o how_o much_o better_a be_v thy_o love_n than_o wine_n and_o the_o smell_n of_o thy_o ointment_n than_o all_o spice_n one_o thing_n that_o add_v much_o to_o the_o worth_n and_o the_o pleasure_n of_o divine_a love_n be_v that_o it_o never_o fail_v it_o be_v of_o the_o nature_n of_o its_o object_n eternal_a as_o god_n be_v whether_o there_o be_v prophecy_n 13.8_o 1_o cor._n 13.8_o they_o shall_v fail_v whether_o there_o be_v tongue_n they_o shall_v cease_v whether_o there_o be_v knowledge_n it_o shall_v vanish_v away_o but_o charity_n never_o fail_v faith_n and_o hope_n may_v accompany_v we_o as_o far_o as_o heaven_n gate_n but_o there_o they_o forsake_v we_o the_o one_o be_v turn_v into_o sight_n 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solum_fw-la est_fw-la quod_fw-la
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that_o die_v he_o can_v say_v with_o theodosius_n dilexi_fw-la love_n have_v be_v the_o business_n and_o delight_n of_o my_o life_n i_o have_v daily_o endeavour_v by_o my_o action_n to_o declare_v the_o sincerity_n of_o my_o love_n to_o god_n he_o be_v doubtless_o of_o the_o number_n of_o those_o that_o love_v the_o appear_v of_o jesus_n and_o so_o he_o go_v out_o to_o meet_v he_o with_o joy_n and_o confidence_n expect_v a_o kind_a reception_n from_o he_o bern._n nemo_fw-la se_fw-la amari_fw-la diffidat_fw-la qui_fw-la jam_fw-la amat_fw-la libenter_fw-la dei_fw-la amar_n nostrum_fw-la quem_fw-la praevenit_fw-la subsequitur_fw-la etc._n etc._n bern._n who_o have_v not_o see_v yet_o he_o love_v and_o worship_v and_o serve_v affectionate_o let_v no_o man_n that_o love_v god_n doubt_n of_o god_n love_n to_o he_o for_o he_o that_o love_v we_o when_o we_o be_v his_o enemy_n so_o as_o to_o die_v for_o we_o will_v much_o more_o love_v we_o when_o we_o have_v for_o he_o the_o hearty_a 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who_o we_o be_v most_o oblige_v to_o love_n who_o be_v most_o lovely_a and_o who_o will_v best_o reward_v our_o love_n and_o we_o shall_v soon_o understand_v that_o god_n be_v to_o be_v love_v above_o all_o thing_n infinite_o without_o measure_n and_o if_o we_o love_v ourselves_o as_o we_o shall_v we_o shall_v easy_o remove_v our_o affection_n from_o the_o world_n to_o set_v they_o upon_o god_n and_o eternity_n upon_o jesus_n and_o his_o kingdom_n love_n as_o we_o have_v see_v will_v make_v it_o easy_a and_o delightful_a to_o do_v our_o duty_n kemp._n onus_fw-la sine_fw-la onere_fw-la portat_fw-la kemp._n will_v make_v the_o yoke_n of_o christ_n light_n and_o enable_v we_o with_o strength_n and_o courage_n to_o bear_v our_o cross_n cheerful_o like_o christian_n it_o will_v lead_v we_o the_o short_a and_o the_o safe_a way_n to_o
affection_n natural_a love_n that_o powerful_a passion_n whereby_o all_o thing_n and_o all_o man_n be_v govern_v §._o 21._o of_o the_o property_n of_o love_n the_o first_o though_o the_o property_n of_o love_n in_o general_n be_v better_a know_v by_o experience_n than_o they_o can_v be_v by_o discourse_n basil_n ineffabilem_fw-la prorsus_fw-la ego_fw-la sentio_fw-la amorem_fw-la dei_fw-la &_o qui_fw-la sentiri_fw-la magis_fw-la quam_fw-la dici_fw-la possit_fw-la basil_n yet_o it_o may_v serve_v to_o good_a purpose_n to_o say_v something_o of_o they_o the_o first_o whereof_o be_v that_o love_v always_o embrace_v what_o be_v good_a either_o in_o truth_n or_o appearance_n for_o man_n inclination_n be_v still_o the_o same_o as_o they_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o innocence_n though_o much_o deprave_a we_o still_o pursue_v after_o what_o we_o think_v will_v make_v we_o happy_a only_o we_o mistake_v like_o the_o bramble_n in_o the_o fable_n which_o have_v lose_v a_o rich_a freight_n of_o the_o fine_a silk_n and_o now_o take_v hold_v of_o the_o coarse_a stuff_n to_o recover_v its_o loss_n so_o have_v all_o man_n a_o secret_a sense_n that_o they_o be_v fall_v from_o a_o state_n of_o felicity_n and_o have_v lose_v a_o jewel_n of_o infinite_a value_n which_o still_o they_o esteem_v and_o love_n though_o they_o know_v it_o not_o and_o therefore_o now_o to_o recover_v the_o eminency_n of_o their_o first_o station_n they_o be_v climb_v upon_o every_o molehill_n petty_a mountain_n of_o ambition_n to_o recover_v their_o lose_a jewel_n they_o pick_v up_o every_o pebble_n stone_n where_o they_o see_v a_o glimpse_n of_o beauty_n where_o they_o relish_v any_o thing_n of_o goodness_n there_o they_o set_v their_o love_n and_o affection_n as_o if_o that_o be_v the_o summum_fw-la bonum_fw-la which_o be_v but_o a_o imperfect_a shadow_n of_o it_o so_o that_o we_o be_v like_o a_o infortunate_a lover_n who_o be_v seize_v by_o a_o frenzy_n forget_v and_o forsake_v his_o mistress_n and_o dote_v on_o her_o picture_n we_o neglect_v god_n and_o fall_v in_o love_n with_o those_o thing_n that_o have_v the_o least_o impress_n of_o his_o perfection_n and_o then_o like_o idolater_n we_o pay_v that_o worship_n to_o the_o work_n which_o be_v due_a to_o the_o maker_n only_o therefore_o ought_v we_o to_o take_v great_a heed_n that_o we_o be_v not_o take_v with_o every_o seem_a beauty_n or_o goodness_n but_o that_o we_o examine_v whether_o that_o be_v the_o thing_n which_o will_v make_v we_o entire_o happy_a and_o beyond_o which_o we_o shall_v wish_v for_o nothing_o for_o if_o it_o be_v not_o we_o must_v pass_v it_o by_o and_o seek_v further_o and_o never_o rest_n nor_o set_v our_o heart_n on_o any_o thing_n till_o we_o have_v find_v that_o true_a and_o perfect_a good_a most_o obvious_a and_o easy_a to_o be_v find_v which_o be_v love_v will_v be_v certain_o possess_v and_o be_v possess_v will_v make_v we_o perfect_o happy_a and_o that_o be_v god_n alone_o it_o be_v the_o meditation_n of_o s._n augustine_n johan_n amaturus_fw-la &_o honorem_fw-la &_o forte_fw-fr non_fw-la perventurus_fw-la quis_fw-la i_o amavit_fw-la &_o non_fw-la ad_fw-la i_o pervenit_fw-la quisquis_fw-la i_o quaerit_fw-la cum_fw-la ipso_fw-la sum_fw-la etc._n etc._n tract_n 10._o in_o ep._n johan_n thou_o may_v seek_v after_o honour_n and_o not_o obtain_v they_o thou_o may_v labour_v for_o riches_n and_o remain_v poor_a thou_o may_v dote_v on_o pleasure_n and_o have_v many_o sorrow_n but_o our_o god_n the_o supreme_a goodness_n say_v who_o ever_o seek_v i_o and_o find_v i_o not_o who_o ever_o defire_v i_o and_o obtain_v i_o not_o who_o ever_o love_v i_o and_o miss_v of_o i_o i_o be_o with_o he_o that_o seek_v for_o i_o he_o have_v i_o already_o that_o wish_v for_o i_o and_o he_o that_o love_v i_o be_v sure_a of_o i_o the_o way_n to_o come_v to_o i_o be_v neither_o long_a nor_o difficult_a love_n make_v i_o present_a to_o every_o lover_n §._o 22._o the_o second_o a_o second_o property_n of_o love_n be_v that_o it_o never_o rest_v and_o be_v never_o satisfy_v until_o it_o be_v possess_v of_o the_o belove_a object_n this_o make_v abuse_v worldling_n so_o busy_a so_o perpetual_o restless_a and_o active_a about_o the_o purchase_n of_o their_o belove_a vanity_n and_o this_o make_v devout_a christian_n like_o s._n paul_n 3._o phil._n 3._o never_o to_o count_v themselves_o to_o have_v apprehend_v but_o forget_v the_o thing_n which_o be_v behind_o and_o reach_v forth_o to_o those_o that_o be_v before_o to_o press_v forward_o towards_o the_o mark_n the_o price_n of_o their_o high_a call_n the_o object_n of_o their_o love_n and_o most_o passionate_a desire_n this_o restlessness_n and_o activity_n of_o love_n find_v work_n enough_o for_o the_o father_n of_o the_o desert_n who_o indefatigable_a pain_n to_o mortify_v their_o sinful_a appetite_n who_o unwearied_a diligence_n to_o serve_v god_n who_o swift_a and_o violent_a motion_n heaven-ward_n be_v the_o object_n of_o our_o wonder_n and_o upbraid_v our_o sloth_n and_o negligence_n they_o be_v almost_o whole_o free_v from_o the_o necessity_n of_o the_o body_n which_o be_v the_o endless_a task_n and_o work_v of_o other_o man_n and_o yet_o they_o be_v always_o employ_v they_o have_v almost_o nothing_o to_o do_v and_o yet_o be_v never_o idle_a the_o love_n of_o eternity_n the_o love_n of_o jesus_n keep_v they_o in_o action_n they_o dwell_v in_o peace_n and_o yet_o be_v never_o at_o rest_n our_o heart_n which_o be_v the_o seat_n of_o love_n can_v never_o be_v quiet_a till_o it_o return_v within_o god_n embrace_n till_o it_o be_v possess_v of_o that_o infinite_a good_a which_o all_o man_n love_v though_o but_o a_o few_o know_v it_o see_v the_o several_a plot_n and_o undertake_n of_o man_n in_o the_o world_n it_o be_v love_n set_v they_o at_o work_n it_o be_v to_o obtain_v what_o their_o blind_a affection_n run_v after_o that_o they_o be_v so_o assiduous_a and_o so_o laborious_a see_v the_o prayer_n and_o pious_a exercise_n the_o self-denial_n and_o mortification_n the_o manifold_a act_n of_o charity_n and_o the_o great_a patience_n of_o christian_n in_o the_o church_n it_o be_v love_n also_o have_v set_v they_o their_o task_n and_o make_v they_o so_o diligent_a so_o watchful_a till_o they_o have_v fulfil_v it_o we_o sometime_o wipe_v the_o tear_n from_o our_o eye_n and_o our_o sorrow_n admit_v of_o joyful_a interval_n our_o anger_n do_v not_o last_v always_o and_o sometime_o hatred_n be_v asleep_a aug._n habet_fw-la omnis_fw-la amor_fw-la vim_o svam_fw-la nec_fw-la potest_fw-la vacare_fw-la amor_fw-la in_fw-la anima_fw-la amantis_fw-la aug._n but_o love_n like_o the_o heart_n wherein_o it_o dwell_v can_v never_o cease_v to_o act_v and_o move_v till_o it_o cease_v to_o be_v where_o ever_o love_n be_v it_o show_v its_o life_n and_o power_n and_o be_v always_o do_v §._o 23._o the_o three_o in_o the_o three_o place_n as_o love_n be_v active_a so_o it_o be_v effective_a it_o do_v not_o spend_v itself_o in_o useless_a and_o insignificant_a attempt_n it_o be_v strength_n be_v great_a as_o well_o as_o its_o endeavour_n great_a be_v the_o danger_n and_o difficulty_n which_o love_n overcome_v it_o carry_v the_o ambitious_a lover_n of_o honour_n through_o many_o uneasy_a peril_n to_o a_o fade_a laurel_n it_o carry_v the_o covetous_a lover_n of_o riches_n through_o the_o most_o hard_a and_o slavish_a labour_n to_o his_o false_a and_o treacherous_a mammon_n and_o it_o carry_v likewise_o the_o devout_a lover_n of_o jesus_n through_o obedience_n and_o self-humiliation_n through_o brier_n and_o uneasy_a cross_n through_o patience_n and_o the_o great_a suffering_n to_o the_o enjoyment_n of_o his_o belove_a love_n can_v do_v all_o thing_n since_o it_o bring_v god_n down_o from_o heaven_n to_o become_v man_n and_o die_v for_o man_n who_o shall_v separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o christ_n etc._n rom._n 8.35_o etc._n etc._n say_v s._n paul_n shall_v tribulation_n or_o 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