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spirit_n to_o convince_v thou_o of_o sin_n joh._n 16.8_o and_o thou_o be_v in_o some_o measure_n fit_v and_o dispose_v for_o christ_n be_v sensible_a of_o thy_o own_o disease_n the_o whole_a need_v not_o the_o physician_n but_o they_o that_o be_v sick_a matth._n 9.12_o see_v whether_o or_o no_o thy_o heart_n can_v say_v humble_o and_o in_o finceritie_n with_o the_o publican_n lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n and_o that_o with_o condescend_v to_o the_o particular_n of_o thy_o sin_n fail_n and_o corruption_n for_o if_o otherwise_o thou_o be_v like_o the_o pharisee_fw-mi have_v a_o conceit_n of_o thy_o own_o innocence_n i_o thank_v god_n i_o be_o not_o like_o this_o publican_n yea_o like_o the_o most_o part_n of_o the_o presumptuous_a and_o secure_a world_n who_o even_o when_o they_o be_v go_v to_o leave_v the_o world_n can_v be_v bring_v from_o sing_v this_o note_n of_o the_o pharisee_fw-mi they_o thank_v god_n they_o never_o wrong_v their_o neighbour_n and_o for_o god_n they_o ever_o have_v a_o honest_a heart_n to_o he_o and_o herein_o they_o rinse_a rob_v christ_n of_o his_o glory_n so_o natural_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o for_o man_n to_o go_v about_o to_o establish_v their_o own_o righteousness_n and_o so_o hard_o it_o be_v to_o get_v they_o convince_v of_o sin_n that_o afterward_o they_o may_v be_v convince_v of_o righteousness_n and_o if_o they_o do_v confess_v themselves_o to_o be_v sinner_n because_o they_o hear_v all_o other_o say_v so_o yet_o be_v it_o only_o for_o the_o fashion_n for_o though_o they_o may_v take_v up_o some_o general_n but_o will_v they_o not_o be_v bring_v to_o particular_n 2._o for_o thy_o want_n try_v thyself_o also_o in_o regard_n of_o they_o whether_o thou_o be_v like_o the_o church_n of_o laâ—dicea_n who_o think_v itself_o spiritual_o rich_a and_o increase_v in_o all_o thing_n yea_o like_o the_o secure_a worldling_n who_o think_v the_o same_o thought_n god_n forbid_v say_v they_o but_o they_o have_v faith_n but_o they_o 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