fyve_o sensy_n and_o in_o all_o thy_o most_o innocent_a body_n and_o blessyd_v soul_n grant_v i_o grace_v utter_o to_o extynguyshe_v and_o to_o mortyfie_v in_o myself_o all_o sensualytie_n and_o sensual_a delectacyon_n as_o in_o meat_n and_o drink_v in_o word_n talk_n in_o gesture_n or_o behavoure_n in_o sing_v curyouse_a thing_n to_o have_v gay_a and_o pleasant_a thing_n to_o here_o news_n and_o in_o use_v my_o fyve_o sensy_n vain_o every_o where_n without_o reasonable_a necessytye_n grant_v i_o moo_v gracious_a jesu_n grace_n to_o mortyfye_v perfect_o in_o myself_o all_o such_o natural_a and_o unnessesarye_a comfort_n and_o solace_n by_o moost_n perfect_v turning_a of_o my_o heart_n from_o all_o thing_n wherein_o sensualytie_n will_v reaste_v and_o to_o lyfte_v up_o of_o my_o hearty_a love_n and_o desire_v to_o the_o for_o such_o sensualyte_n delectation_n natural_a comfort_n makyth_o goostly_a exercise_n unsavery_a and_o more_o hard_a ¶_o good_a lord_n grant_v i_o therefore_o grace_v with_o all_o my_o power_n to_o avoid_v out_o of_o my_o heart_n all_o affeccyon_n to_o any_o solas_fw-la or_o comfort_n or_o to_o any_o sin_n be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a which_o sin_n i_o will_v not_o utter_o leave_v that_o all_o sensuallytie_n may_v be_v mortyfy_v in_o i_o and_o so_o shall_v all_o goostly_a affection_n the_o better_o increse_v to_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n ¶_o gracious_a jesu_n which_o waste_v forsake_v of_o all_o thy_o friend_n worldly_a save_v only_o of_o thy_o blessyd_v mother_n which_o also_o do_v not_o regard_v the_o pleasure_n or_o dyspleasure_n of_o any_o person_n and_o fleddy_v all_o worldly_a worship_n and_o honour_n grant_v i_o grace_n for_o thy_o pure_a love_n and_o honour_n utter_o to_o mortyfie_v in_o i_o all_o love_n and_o worldly_a affection_n to_o any_o person_n in_o this_o world_n for_o oft_o time_n the_o love_n and_o fear_n of_o creature_n worldly_a cause_v i_o oftin_n to_o be_v ready_a either_o to_o do_v that_o i_o shall_v not_o do_v either_o to_o omyt_v that_o which_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v desire_v either_o to_o please_v they_o either_o fear_v their_o dyspleasure_n and_o for_o this_o cause_n i_o do_v many_o of_o my_o good_a work_n i_o fear_v i_o to_o receive_v some_o honour_n or_o commodity_n of_o they_o either_o to_o exchewe_v some_o damage_n or_o confusion_n at_o their_o hand_n wherefore_o moo_v blessyd_v saviour_n mortyfie_v in_o i_o by_o thy_o grace_n all_z the_o carnal_a affeccyon_n &_o love_n unto_o my_o kynsfolke_n and_o to_o my_o friend_n for_o their_o benefyte_n so_o that_o without_o all_o accepcyon_n of_o person_n and_o pryvate_a love_n i_o may_v syncear_o love_v in_o all_o man_n you_o in_o my_o ennimye_n only_a the_o my_o lord_n god_n and_o thy_o blessyd_v image_n grace_n &_o vertew_n that_o i_o never_o flatter_v love_n nor_o dissemble_v with_o any_o man_n vice_n but_o that_o i_o may_v indifferent_o and_o moo_v hearty_o wish_v and_o desire_v the_o soul_n helthe_n of_o every_o man_n mortyfye_v in_o i_o good_a lord_n all_o such_o favour_n in_o ordynate_a which_o may_v engender_v in_o i_o any_o dysquietnes_n dystraccyon_n or_o desire_v of_o person_n to_o have_v his_o favour_n fryndeshype_n or_o presence_n and_o thus_o paynte_v my_o heart_n and_o mind_n with_o many_o fancy_n in_o the_o time_n of_o prayer_n and_o when_o i_o shall_v turn_v my_o hart_n unto_o the_o it_o infectyth_v it_o and_o defyle_v it_o as_o it_o be_v a_o very_a poison_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n to_o love_v the_o only_o and_o for_o thy_o sake_n to_o renunce_v and_o for_o sake_n the_o love_n of_o all_o creature_n that_o the_o image_n and_o memory_n of_o the_o only_o may_v remain_v only_o in_o my_o mind_n at_o all_o time_n and_o season_n ¶_o o_o most_o bless_a jesu_n who_o bless_a soul_n be_v ever_o occupy_v and_o full_a of_o heavenly_a contemplation_n i_o moo_v humble_o beseke_v the_o in_o the_o meryte_n of_o that_o precyous_a wound_n of_o thy_o godly_a and_o most_o love_a heart_n grant_v i_o grace_n by_o thy_o mightiful_a help_n most_o perfect_o to_o mortify_v in_o i_o the_o intolerable_a combreaunce_n of_o vain_a and_o unprofytable_a yea_o and_o vycious_a fancy_n which_o wonderful_o do_v occupy_v my_o mind_n moo_v commen_o in_o the_o time_n of_o prayer_n though_o i_o do_v not_o consent_v unto_o they_o yet_o they_o do_v defile_v some_o what_o the_o soul_n and_o heart_n and_o makyth_n hevy_a the_o holy_a goost_n and_o do_v much_o hurt_v and_o damage_n unto_o the_o profit_n in_o spiritual_a life_n i_o knowelege_v most_o merciful_a lord_n that_o all_o these_o cogitation_n do_v arise_v and_o grow_v by_o reason_n of_o my_o neglygen_n and_o unmortifycation_n because_o i_o do_v not_o dylygent_o labour_n and_o with_o violence_n compel_v my_o heart_n to_o be_v occupy_v in_o good_a thought_n but_o suffer_v it_o to_o wander_v both_o vicyus_o and_o idle_o waste_v my_o time_n and_o therefore_o when_o i_o will_v turn_v in_o my_o hart_n and_o recolect_v my_o spirit_n whoo_o unto_o goostly_a thought_n i_o find_v my_o heart_n lade_v with_o innumerable_a dystraccyon_n which_o great_o do_v hynder_n my_o profyt_n and_o increase_v in_o perfeccyon_n wherefore_o most_o love_a lord_n grant_v i_o grace_v so_o deape_o and_o perfect_o to_o prynte_v in_o my_o hart_n and_o memory_n thy_o blessid_v image_n &_o the_o lovely_a remembrance_n of_o thy_o moost_n bitter_a and_o blessyd_v passion_n and_o death_n of_o thy_o moost_n ardent_a unmesurable_a charyte_n of_o thy_o most_o low_a and_o profund_a humylyte_n of_o thy_o moost_n blessyd_v poverty_n thy_o mildness_n thy_o obedyens_n with_o all_o thy_o holy_a virtue_n with_o the_o memory_n of_o all_o thy_o moost_n merciful_a benefit_n gift_n &_o grace_n give_v unto_o i_o and_o all_o mankind_n that_o the_o earnest_n &_o oft_o memory_n of_o thes_n may_v occupy_v my_o hart_n always_o and_o put_v out_o of_o place_n all_o the_o remembrance_n of_o other_o transytory_a thing_n good_a or_o bad_a and_o the_o oft_o cogytacyon_n and_o memory_n of_o the_o may_v turn_v into_o a_o pure_a affection_n and_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o may_v also_o be_v turn_v into_o moost_n perfect_a love_n and_o with_o my_o outewarde_n silence_n i_o may_v have_v &_o hold_v also_o moo_v perfect_a silence_n from_o the_o jangel_n of_o all_o vain_a fancy_n in_o my_o hart_n that_o thou_o only_o may_v rest_v there_o in_o ¶_o most_n mercyful_n redeemer_n jesu_n which_o suffer_v moo_v cruel_a kind_n of_o passion_n and_o death_n grant_v i_o in_o the_o meryte_n of_o all_o thy_o pain_n and_o passion_n grace_v most_o perfect_o to_o mortyfie_v in_o i_o all_o care_n natural_a passion_n as_o joy_n and_o sorrow_n hope_v and_o dread_n love_n and_o hate_n and_o shamefastness_n that_o nothing_o may_v rest_v in_o my_o hart_n but_o thou_o only_a lord_n for_o when_o any_o of_o thes_n occupy_v my_o hart_n yea_o though_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n lauful_a yet_o the_o care_n the_o love_n fear_v or_o hope_v sorrow_n or_o hate_n of_o the_o thing_n do_v great_o dystracte_v the_o mind_n darkenyth_v the_o hart_n it_o mynyshyth_v devocyon_n and_o make_v all_o goostly_a exercise_n unsavery_a and_o irksome_a wherefore_o moo_v merciful_a lord_n rid_v my_o my_o affeccyon_n &_o desire_n from_o all_o thing_n under_o the_o that_o i_o may_v also_o despise_v &_o contemn_v myself_o for_o the_o pure_a love_n of_o the_o then_o shall_v no_o thing_n make_v i_o glade_n nor_o sorry_a but_o thou_o only_o so_o shall_v my_o hart_n be_v from_fw-mi from_o all_o thing_n and_o from_o the_o care_n love_n fear_v hope_n &_o joy._n then_o shall_v i_o with_o ease_n by_o thy_o grace_n at_o all_o time_n recollect_v my_o whole_a spirit_n inward_o unto_o the_o and_o so_o in_o the_o and_o with_o the_o to_o rest_v to_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n ¶_o o_o most_o meek_a jesu_n who_o pacyens_n and_o swettnes_n of_o hart_n be_v so_o great_a that_o thou_o be_v not_o discontentyd_v with_o they_o that_o cruel_o and_o paynefullye_o put_v the_o to_o death_n but_o of_o burnig_a &_o excellent_a charity_n thou_o praidist_a moo_v charytable_o for_o they_o as_o though_o they_o have_v be_v thy_o dear_a friend_n in_o merit_n of_o the_o which_o thy_o moost_n pacyent_a passion_n and_o thy_o most_o meek_a death_n which_o thou_o suffer_v for_o i_o grant_v i_o grace_n full_o to_o mortyfie_v in_o myself_o all_o bytternes_n of_o hart_n &_o angrine_n against_o i_o even_o christen_v specyal_o that_o do_v arise_v of_o a_o wyckyd_n or_o a_o cankeryd_a conscience_n and_o secret_a envy_n towards_o i_o even_o chrysten_v for_o the_o grace_n which_o he_o have_v more_o than_o i_o whereby_o i_o shall_v desire_v he_o to_o fall_v to_o sin_v and_o to_o be_v as_o wyckyd_v as_o i_o or_o else_o shall_v wish_v and_o go_v about_o to_o obscure_v and_o hide_v his_o virtue_n and_o grace_n lest_o he_o shall_v be_v prefer_v and_o
to_o follow_v thy_o most_o ready_a mercy_n compassion_n and_o pity_n thy_o bontefullnes_n and_o lyberalytie_n towards_o i_o yea_o to_o my_o enemy_n &_o adversary_n that_o i_o be_v never_o dysplease_v nor_o angry_a with_o any_o man_n that_o i_o never_o hate_v judge_v or_o contemn_v any_o man_n but_o that_o without_o acception_n of_o person_n i_o may_v with_o a_o fatherly_a affection_n love_n and_o honour_n for_o thy_o sake_n all_o person_n specyal_o such_o as_o be_v disese_v or_o afflyct_v tempt_v or_o greve_v though_o they_o be_v my_o enemy_n i_o may_v faithfu_o and_o love_o serve_v they_o and_o do_v they_o good_a also_o with_o my_o prayer_n and_o my_o help_n to_o the_o uttermoste_a of_o my_o power_n i_o may_v succour_v they_o in_o all_o necessite_n but_o chief_o i_o may_v seek_v and_o desire_v their_o soul_n health_n &_o that_o i_o may_v sorrow_n their_o sin_n &_o hearty_o pray_v for_o they_o and_o for_o the_o virtuous_a &_o the_o good_a i_o may_v geve_v thanks_n to_o the_o as_o i_o will_v for_o myself_o ¶_o grant_v i_o most_o sweet_a savyour_fw-mi grace_n to_o follow_v thy_o holy_a verytie_n &_o truth_n &_o to_o flee_v and_o exchewe_v all_o kind_n of_o untreuth_n ¶_o grant_v i_o to_o follow_v also_o godly_a zeal_n against_o my_o own_o vice_n specyal_o &_o all_o other_o man_n the_o which_o holy_a zeal_n may_v devour_v i_o all_o to_o gether_o for_o the_o helthe_n of_o chrysten_v soul_n ¶_o grant_v also_o good_a lord_n that_o my_o life_n &_o all_o my_o dede_n may_v evermore_o agree_v with_o my_o heart_n and_o godly_a word_n &_o that_o they_o may_v be_v conformable_a also_o unto_o the_o verteus_fw-la of_o thy_o most_o holy_a life_n ¶_o grant_v i_o also_o most_o gracius_fw-la jesu_fw-la most_o hartye_n and_o inward_a thankfulness_n whereby_o i_o may_v with_o all_o mekenes_n most_o low_o acknowledge_v all_o thy_o benefit_n give_v unto_o i_o by_o the_o and_o by_o thy_o creature_n and_o that_o i_o may_v esteem_v they_o and_o regard_v they_o worthy_o laud_v and_o praise_v the_o with_o all_o devotion_n and_o geve_v unto_o the_o moost_n humble_a and_o hearty_a thanks_n ascribe_v they_o whole_o and_o pure_o without_o subtraction_n of_o any_o part_n of_o they_o only_o to_o thy_o infinity_n goodness_n think_v myself_o most_o unworthy_a of_o they_o yea_o i_o may_v think_v myself_o one_o that_o do_v mysuse_v all_o thy_o gift_n that_o i_o may_v never_o delight_n in_o they_o nor_o rest_n in_o none_o of_o they_o be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a but_o rest_n and_o delight_v only_o in_o the_o final_o which_o art_n the_o gever_n of_o all_o and_o with_o out_o the_o all_o they_o can_v nothing_o profit_n i_o ¶_o unto_o the_o left_a hand_n of_o jesu_n i_o laud_v and_o praise_v the_o &_o geve_v most_o humble_a thanks_n unto_o the_o most_o mighty_a jesu_n for_o thy_o almighty_a fortitude_n and_o strength_n and_o for_o the_o incomprehensible_a love_n and_o pain_n of_o the_o precius_fw-la wound_n of_o thy_o left_a hand_n in_o the_o which_o most_o bless_a wound_n i_o mooste_o lowly_a and_o meke_o commend_v and_o commit_v i_o whoo_o with_o all_o my_o sin_n &_o offence_n but_o special_o all_o my_o cowardenes_n and_o wekenes_n against_o temptation_n and_o sin_n al_n my_o negligence_n and_o slowthfullnes_n all_o the_o loss_n of_o my_o time_n and_o idelnes_n all_o the_o impurity_n and_o sinful_a filthiness_n of_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n and_o my_o intemperance_n &_o excess_n in_o meat_n &_o drink_n and_o of_o other_o bodily_a necessary_n al_n my_o covety_n greediness_n and_o inordinate_a love_n and_o pleasure_n that_o i_o have_v have_v in_o use_n or_o keep_v of_o any_o thing_n withal_o vice_n that_o appertain_v to_o thes_n or_o any_o of_o they_o that_o they_o may_v be_v forgeven_v and_o be_v purge_v in_o thy_o precyu_v blood_n and_o merit_n and_o most_o merciful_a savyor_n jesu_n i_o humble_o beseke_v thy_o infinite_a goodness_n for_o thy_o most_o crewel_n pain_n and_o sorrow_n that_o thou_o suffer_v in_o the_o precyu_v wound_n of_o thy_o left_a hand_n and_o for_o that_o great_a charity_n that_o cause_v the_o to_o suffer_v and_o abide_v the_o same_o for_o my_o sin_n i_o beseke_v the_o in_o the_o honour_n of_o thy_o most_o almighty_a strength_n thy_o moost_n holy_a purytie_n thy_o moost_n wonderful_a temperance_n and_o thy_o most_o bless_a poverty_n grant_v i_o so_o much_o strength_n as_o be_v necessary_a for_o i_o to_o thy_o glory_n and_o honour_n and_o my_o soul_n health_n by_o the_o which_o goostly_a strength_n i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o rule_v my_o wit_n and_o soul_n with_o all_o my_o sense_n and_o power_n so_o that_o nether_a fere_a man_n nether_a the_o world_n nor_o my_o own_o flesh_n i_o may_v strong_o &_o bold_o for_o thy_o sake_n which_o gave_v i_o strength_n pass_v thorough_a and_o despise_v all_o thing_n as_o though_o they_o pertaynyd_v nothing_o unto_o i_o and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o stay_v nor_o stycke_n at_o nothing_o untyl_o i_o come_v unto_o and_o optayne_n that_o which_o i_o most_o desire_v that_o be_v to_o say_v to_o be_v one_o sprite_n and_o remain_v one_o in_o one_o spirit_n with_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n ¶_o grant_v i_o also_o most_o bless_a jesu_n grace_v to_o follow_v thy_o moost_n lovely_a chastity_n of_o body_n &_o puryte_n of_o hart_n whereby_o i_o may_v vehement_o detest_v &_o utter_o abhor_v all_o filthy_a unclennes_n and_o that_o i_o may_v contynual_o keep_v chaist_o all_o my_o cogytacyon_n and_o my_o sense_n from_o all_o sin_v &_o occasyon_n thereof_o from_o all_o impurity_n and_o cleave_v unto_o any_o creature_n and_o in_o all_o unclean_a temtation_n as_o oft_o as_o they_o shall_v chance_v upon_o i_o grant_v i_o grace_v speedy_o without_o any_o taryance_n always_o to_o renounce_v they_o and_o to_o run_v unto_o the_o with_o a_o mighty_a turn_v of_o my_o hart_n &_o that_o with_o my_o whole_a mind_n and_o desire_v and_o so_o with_o a_o pure_a mind_n and_o affeccyon_n i_o may_v cleave_v and_o stycke_v fast_o to_o the_o only_a ¶_o grant_v i_o grace_n mooste_o mild_a savyor_n jesu_n to_o follow_v thy_o moost_n holy_a sobryetie_n &_o temperance_n whereby_o i_o may_v restrain_v and_o mortifye_v all_o the_o power_n and_o affeccyon_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o sense_n of_o my_o body_n from_o all_o inordynate_a delectacyon_n and_o pleasure_n and_o from_o superfluity_n &_o excess_n in_o meat_n &_o drink_n that_o i_o may_v moderate_o use_v only_a necessarye_n without_o delight_n in_o they_o with_o thy_o fear_n not_o turn_v my_o affection_n from_o the_o but_o that_o the_o uppermost_a power_n of_o my_o soul_n may_v remain_v strong_o in_o the_o lovely_a knot_n and_o burn_a desire_n of_o the._n ¶_o grant_v i_o also_o most_o bless_a jesu_n grace_n to_o follow_v thy_o mooste_o bless_a voluntarye_a poverte_a the_o which_o who_o may_v come_v to_o it_o bringyth_v a_o man_n by_o a_o merueilus_fw-la near_o way_n speedy_o unto_o god_n ¶_o grant_v i_o therefore_o good_a lord_n by_o that_o poverty_n to_o be_v and_o to_o abide_v ever_o losid_v bare_a and_o very_o poor_a in_o spirit_n outwardlye_o 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i_o wretch_n by_o reason_n of_o my_o great_a enormity_n and_o sin_v be_o unworthy_a to_o be_v hard_a or_o to_o optayne_n thes_n petycyon_n of_o the_o thy_o moost_n bless_v and_o inmaculat_v mother_n marry_o mai_fw-gr optaine_n they_o for_o i_o to_o who_o bless_a prayer_n intercession_n &_o merit_n i_o commend_v they_o that_o by_o she_o they_o may_v be_v admittid_v into_o thy_o most_o godly_a &_o gracius_fw-la presen_n &_o bring_v to_o i_o of_o thy_o mercy_n forgevenes_n &_o grace_n to_o thy_o glory_n &_o honour_n amen_n ¶_o the_o sixth_o exercise_n to_o optayne_n a_o conformity_n &_o follow_v of_o christes_fw-fr life_n &_o passion_n thou_o must_v also_o exercise_v thyself_o in_o the_o whoole_n shape_n and_o prefyte_n medytacyon_n of_o the_o life_n
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thou_o falleste_v from_o thyself_o and_o doeste_n rest_n all_o together_o in_o chryste_n crucify_v but_o the_o more_fw-it that_o thou_o do_v cleve_v &_o lean_v unto_o he_o only_o so_o much_o the_o more_o thou_o fall_v &_o decaie_v from_o thyself_o &_o do_v relent_v by_o most_o devout_a love_n and_o how_o much_o the_o more_o that_o thou_o do_v decay_n &_o leave_v thyself_o by_o love_n and_o devotion_n so_o much_o the_o more_o thou_o do_v cleave_v &_o be_v knit_v unto_o thy_o love_n that_o die_v for_o the_o and_o doyst_a rest_n in_o he_o and_o so_o do_v the_o cleavinge_v unto_o chry_v by_o love_n and_o lovely_a devotion_n increase_v one_o the_o other_o untyll_o the_o spouse_n of_o chry_v that_o be_v to_o say_v thy_o soul_n be_v all_o to_o gether_o swallowy_v up_o and_o devour_v of_o that_o moo_v burn_a hoot_v furne_z of_o love_n of_o the_o passion_n of_o thy_o spouse_n most_o dear_o belove_v in_o who_o bless_a arm_n thy_o soul_n restyth_v a_o sleep_v have_v therefore_o medytation_n of_o the_o moo_v bless_a passion_n of_o thy_o lord_n jesu_n in_o follow_v it_o to_o purge_v thy_o mind_n &_o hart_n by_o compassion_n to_o get_v love_n and_o union_n wonder_v at_o it_o to_o elevate_v &_o lyfte_v up_o thy_o heart_n rejoice_v therein_o do_v delyte_n and_o conforte_v thy_o hart_n resolve_v to_o come_v to_o perfect_v conformation_n and_o likeness_n rest_v therein_o keep_v thy_o devocyon_n ¶_o aspyration_n ¶_o gracious_a lord_n and_o sweat_n saviour_n which_o sufferid_v most_o painful_a passion_n for_o my_o love_n grant_v i_o grace_n in_o the_o meryte_n of_o the_o same_o passion_n most_o faithful_o to_o follow_v it_o ¶_o merciful_a and_o most_o petyfull_a lord_n jesu_n which_o be_v full_a of_o pytye_n grant_v i_o grace_n to_o take_v compassion_n and_o to_o lament_v thy_o moost_n innocent_a and_o wrongful_a death_n and_o most_o painful_a and_o gracious_a passion_n ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n i_o humble_o beseke_v the_o that_o i_o may_v so_o earnest_o mind_n thy_o bitter_a passion_n that_o i_o may_v sorrow_n it_o as_o tender_o as_o though_o i_o sufferyd_v it_o myself_o ¶_o oh_o dear_a lord_n &_o saviour_n prynt_v thy_o most_o bitter_a death_n &_o bless_a passion_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v never_o feel_v nether_a any_o thing_n dysire_v save_o the_o my_o love_a lord_n crucify_v for_o i_o ¶_o my_o most_o gracious_a savyour_fw-mi jesu_n make_v my_o stubborn_a and_o sturdy_a heart_n melt_v and_o be_v resolve_v of_o very_o pure_a and_o devoute_a love_n in_o the_o meditation_n of_o thy_o moost_n precious_a death_n &_o painful_a passion_n ¶_o the_o practice_n of_o the_o syxte_v exercise_n moo_v merciful_a savioure_n jesu_n i_o wretched_a siner_n do_v knowledge_n that_o i_o be_o infinite_o bind_v unto_o the_o for_o the_o innumerable_a &_o most_o singular_a benefit_n which_o thou_o most_o love_o and_o lyberal_o have_v bestowyd_v upon_o i_o and_o all_o mankind_n but_o specyaly_a for_o the_o ineffable_a benefit_n of_o my_o redemcyon_n by_o thy_o mooste_n crewel_o death_n and_o passion_n from_o the_o thraldom_n of_o the_o devyl_n sin_n and_o hell_n and_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v franchessid_v and_o make_v we_o the_o child_n and_o heir_n of_o heaven_n for_o the_o which_o benefyt_v special_o we_o remain_v and_o be_v become_v bond_n debtor_n unto_o the_o and_o though_o we_o can_v never_o make_v a_o just_a recompense_n for_o it_o yet_o of_o thy_o gracyu_v goodness_n thou_o will_v mercyful_o accept_v that_o which_o we_o be_v able_a to_o make_v be_v it_o never_o so_o simple_a and_o because_o that_o among_o all_o that_o we_o can_v do_v there_o be_v nothing_o more_o acceptable_a to_o the_o than_o with_o thankful_a and_o oft_o medytacyon_n to_o follow_v thy_o most_o blessid_v life_n and_o passion_n prynt_v and_o perfect_o express_v it_o in_o the_o power_n of_o our_o soul_n &_o in_o all_o sensy_n of_o our_o body_n therefore_o i_o moo_v humble_o beseke_v the_o moost_n gracyu_v lord_n jesu_n grant_v i_o the_o grace_n so_o perfect_o to_o conform_v i_o in_o my_o whole_a life_n unto_o thy_o blessid_v life_n and_o passion_n that_o all_o my_o cogitation_n my_o word_n midede_n and_o manner_n may_v be_v so_o like_a unto_o thy_o holy_a thought_n word_n dede_n and_o blessyd_v manner_n that_o where_o ever_o i_o be_v scene_a hard_a or_o feel_v there_o mai_fw-gr nothing_o be_v find_v in_o i_o but_o that_o which_o be_v find_v in_o the_o my_o lord_n jesu_n and_o like_v as_o thou_o be_v crucyfy_v in_o thy_o blessyd_v humanytie_n so_o grant_v i_o grace_n by_o the_o meryte_n of_o thy_o crucifyxion_n to_o crucyfie_v nature_n and_o sensualytie_n by_o the_o acquyringe_n of_o all_o true_a virtue_n ¶_o grant_v i_o grace_v also_o to_o consider_v and_o to_o conform_v my_o soul_n unto_o thy_o mooste_o hevy_a and_o sorrowful_a soul_n that_o i_o may_v continual_o lament_v thy_o great_a dishonour_n the_o loss_n of_o soul_n &_o my_o sin_n and_o the_o sin_n of_o all_o man_n ¶_o good_a lord_n grant_v i_o grace_v so_o deep_o to_o print_v in_o my_o hart_n thy_o bitter_a &_o painful_a passion_n very_a love_n that_o i_o may_v feel_v more_o the_o pain_n that_o thou_o suffer_v for_o i_o than_o any_o pain_n that_o i_o have_v or_o shall_v have_v if_o i_o where_o woundid_a in_o my_o own_o body_n ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n jesu_n that_o my_o spirit_n may_v ever_o burn_v in_o thy_o love_n be_v elevat_a and_o mind_n ever_o more_o the_o utter_o resignid_v into_o thy_o blessid_v pleasure_n ¶_o grant_v that_o my_o soul_n also_o may_v be_v contryte_n compassyonate_a with_o the_o &_o mortify_v unto_o all_o creature_n ¶_o grant_v that_o my_o body_n also_o to_o be_v full_a of_o travail_n pain_n and_o afflyccyon_n for_o thy_o honour_n and_o thus_o i_o may_v be_v conformable_a and_o like_a unto_o thy_o blessid_v humanyte_n ¶_o grant_v i_o moost_n love_a lord_n jesu_n thy_o grace_n to_o exercise_v moo_v effectuus_o thy_o holy_a and_o mooste_o blessid_v passion_n by_o perfect_a ymitation_n by_o perfect_a compassion_n by_o perfect_a admyracyon_n by_o 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to_o be_v a_o outcaste_n to_o be_v scornyd_v to_o be_v afflictid_v beat_v &_o to_o be_v rebukyd_v of_o all_o parsone_n when_o i_o do_v the_o most_o seruyce_n for_o so_o be_v thou_o handlyd_v when_o thou_o do_v most_o good_a and_o great_a miracle_n ¶_o grant_v i_o grace_n moo_v gracius_fw-la saviour_n that_o i_o may_v be_v so_o bare_a &_o poor_a in_o sprite_n that_o i_o may_v wish_v or_o desire_v nothing_o but_o rather_o i_o may_v think_v it_o a_o grews_a pain_n and_o unmesurable_a sorrow_n to_o have_v any_o thing_n and_o that_o it_o may_v be_v my_o singular_a pleasur_n &_o joy_n to_o have_v nothing_o and_o to_o want_v my_o necessarye_n for_o thy_o sake_n ¶_o grant_v i_o grace_v good_a lord_n to_o abhor_v all_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n and_o swettne_v in_o all_o thing_n save_v in_o the_o only_a that_o i_o may_v desire_v in_o all_o thing_n rudeness_n homline_v and_o bitterness_n &_o in_o meat_n and_o drink_n i_o may_v desire_v that_o thing_n shall_v rather_o be_v bitter_a then_o sweet_a remember_v thou_o my_o dear_a redeemer_n drankyst_n for_o my_o sake_n sour_a vyneger_n &_o gall_n and_o general_o in_o all_o labour_n travail_n &_o sorrow_n shame_n pain_n and_o grease_n grant_v i_o grace_n to_o conform_v myself_o in_o all_o thing_n to_o thy_o blessyd_v example_n with_o discreacyon_n as_o my_o wretchid_a nature_n be_v able_a to_o suffer_v to_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n ¶_o gracyu_v good_a lord_n jesu_n grant_v i_o thy_o special_a grace_n that_o i_o mai_fw-gr oft_o time_n have_v sweat_v meditation_n of_o thy_o bitter_a passion_n with_o most_o true_a and_o earnest_a compassion_n and_o sorrow_n for_o the_o pure_a love_n of_o the_o when_o i_o consider_v what_o great_a pain_n sorrow_n and_o afflyccyon_n thou_o do_v suffer_v for_o my_o sin_n what_o deadly_a and_o payneful_a agony_n &_o sorrowful_a hevyne_n thou_o suffer_v in_o thy_o moost_n love_a sweet_a and_o tender_a hart_n when_o thou_o swetti_v both_o water_n and_o blood_n &_o thou_o wepte_v upon_o the_o 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goostly_a hammer_n which_o be_v oblation_n or_o offering_n thou_o shall_v thus_o use_v with_o as_o devoute_a heart_n as_o thou_o can_v say_v in_o thy_o mind_n with_o hearty_a meditation_n and_o with_o a_o unfeigned_a heart_n if_o thou_o can_v or_o as_o well_o as_o grace_n shall_v assy_v for_o the_o tyme._n ¶_o a_o oblation_n goostly_a moo_v myghtyfull_a lord_n god_n &_o very_a true_a love_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o whole_a desire_n i_o offer_v unto_o the_o and_o resygne_v into_o thy_o bless_a will_n &_o hand_n as_o a_o sacrifice_n myself_o to_o all_o that_o thing_n that_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n shall_v by_o inspiration_n will_n and_o move_v i_o to_o do_v and_o specyal_o to_o the_o utter_a contempt_n and_o forsake_v of_o myself_o and_o my_o own_o will_n to_o the_o utter_a cut_n of_o and_o forsake_v all_o delight_n &_o and_o pleasure_n of_o sensualytie_n and_o of_o all_o my_o sense_n though_o they_o be_v never_o so_o little_a thing_n as_o a_o ydel_n word_n vain_a company_n lyghtnes_n etc._n etc._n whereby_o my_o hart_n may_v be_v by_o any_o mean_n move_v or_o defile_v also_o i_o offer_v unto_o the_o myself_o to_o the_o perfect_v mortification_n of_o all_o natural_a passion_n as_o hevyne_n joy_n sorrow_n anger_n hate_v hope_v fear_v or_o shame_n also_o i_o offer_v to_o the_o myself_o to_o the_o voluntary_a lack_n and_o want_n of_o all_o sensyble_a grace_n devotion_n &_o other_o gift_n of_o thy_o that_o be_v not_o necessary_a for_o my_o salvation_n in_o like_a manner_n i_o offer_v mi selfe_o to_o suffer_v willing_o with_o most_o prompt_a and_o ready_a will_n for_o thy_o sake_n all_o adversity_n and_o harm_n in_o fame_n in_o good_n and_o frynde_n all_o syckenes_n disease_n pain_n pressure_n and_o hevine_v of_o hart_n and_o general_o i_o offer_v i_o most_o glad_o and_o wyllyng_o to_o all_o chance_n and_o misfortune_n that_o can_v happen_v to_o any_o creature_n in_o this_o world_n be_v it_o never_o so_o evyll_n save_v sin_n yea_o if_o it_o be_v thy_o blessyd_v will_n and_o pleasure_n to_o put_v i_o in_o hell_n that_o i_o may_v suffer_v all_o the_o pain_n of_o all_o the_o damn_a except_o the_o hate_n of_o the_o and_o separation_n or_o loss_n of_o the_o love_n of_o the._n and_o though_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o i_o thus_o to_o do_v or_o suffer_v yet_o good_a lord_n my_o will_n and_o heart_n ought_v to_o be_v ready_a at_o all_o time_n if_o thou_o will_v it_o shall_v be_v so_o and_o where_o mercyful_a lord_n jesu_n i_o can_v not_o be_v so_o willing_a &_o ready_a unto_o all_o these_o thing_n and_o make_v so_o perfect_v oblation_n from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n as_o i_o
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all_o thing_n of_o moost_n pure_a and_o fylyal_a love_n and_o pure_a intent_n for_o thy_o only_a faver_n &_o honour_n seek_v pure_o and_o sincere_o to_o please_v the_o with_o a_o amorous_a and_o lovely_a affection_n of_o my_o inward_a spirit_n be_v lyghten_v with_o a_o dyvyne_n and_o a_o godly_a understanding_n by_o faith_n hope_n and_o charite_v not_o seek_v any_o manner_n of_o ghostly_a comfort_n of_o the_o soul_n but_o rather_o to_o desire_v if_o it_o please_v the_o all_o dereliction_n all_o adversity_n for_o thy_o sake_n that_o i_o may_v be_v like_a unto_o thy_o afflict_a humanytie_n in_o this_o world_n and_o in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v i_o may_v by_o thy_o grace_n and_o mercy_n have_v the_o fruition_n of_o thy_o godhead_n ¶_o most_o mercyful_a savioure_n jesu_n for_o the_o bitter_a pain_n thou_o suffdre_v in_o thy_o
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for_o wyttynge_o if_o will_v not_o admit_v nor_o suffer_v any_o ercesse_n or_o superfluity_n it_o bryngyth_v forth_o also_o poverty_n for_o it_o possess_v nothing_o in_o this_o world_n nor_o of_o this_o world_n &_o very_o poverty_n voluntary_a be_v a_o meruelu_n yea_o &_o a_o excellent_a mean_n to_o possess_v god_n thes_n foresay_a virtue_n of_o our_o lord_n jesu_n christ_n thou_o must_v ask_v of_o he_o and_o labour_n to_o prynt_v they_o in_o to_o thy_o body_n and_o soul_n as_o much_o as_o in_o the_o lie_v all_o thy_o life_n time_n conform_v thyself_o in_o thes_n holy_a virtue_n to_o thy_o lord_n jesu_n as_o much_o as_o be_v possible_a for_o the_o always_o &_o everiwher_o behold_v by_o devoute_a contemplacyon_n the_o image_n and_o memory_n of_o his_o crucyfy_v life_n and_o death_n and_o follow_v the_o same_o in_o thes_n virtue_n that_o we_o have_v speak_v of_o or_o at_o the_o least_o in_o the_o fyve_o pryncypal_a stretching_n and_o nail_v thyself_o in_o thes_n virtue_n unto_o his_o cross_a so_o that_o what_o so_o ever_o thou_o turn_v thy_o self_n either_o on_o the_o right_a hand_n either_o on_o the_o left_a hand_n thou_o may_v behold_v on_o the_o part_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o on_o that_o side_n one_o of_o these_o virtue_n of_o jesu_n set_v before_o thy_o eye_n to_o be_v hold_n and_o to_o follow_v for_o our_o lord_n jesu_n will_v make_v none_o partaker_n of_o his_o death_n the_o refuse_v to_o crucifye_v for_o his_o sake_n his_o own_o flesh_n with_o vice_n and_o lust_n and_o to_o mortyfye_v the_o same_o more_o over_o all_o be_v it_o that_o the_o mortification_n and_o crucyfieng_v of_o our_o most_o vile_a flesh_n be_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o the_o cross_n and_o death_n of_o our_o lord_n god_n yet_o that_o most_o myld_a and_o merciful_a lord_n of_o his_o endless_a pity_n and_o goodness_n do_v vochesafe_v to_o take_v thankful_o the_o small_a cross_n and_o pain_n that_o we_o for_o his_o love_n do_v willing_o bear_v and_o suffer_v whether_o by_o his_o 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lyghten_v my_o wit_n with_o thy_o holy_a wisdom_n and_o take_v from_o i_o all_o sinful_a ignorance_n ¶_o my_o most_o dear_a and_o love_a lord_n jesu_n for_o the_o precious_a wound_n of_o thy_o sweet_a heart_n wound_n and_o pierce_v my_o hart_n with_o thy_o perfect_a love_n and_o burn_a charytie_n ¶_o moost_n rightful_a juge_n of_o quick_a &_o dead_a my_o lord_n jesu_n grant_v i_o perfect_v ryghtwysenes_n that_o i_o may_v geve_v unto_o the_o &_o unto_o all_o creature_n that_o i_o owe_v they_o ¶_o most_o myghti_n lord_n god_n my_o saviour_n jesu_n for_o all_o thy_o bless_a pain_n &_o passion_n grant_v i_o ghostly_a fortytude_n and_o strength_n against_o all_o the_o assalte_n and_o temtation_n of_o the_o devyll_n the_o world_n and_o my_o flesh_n ¶_o the_o practice_n of_o this_o exercise_n to_o the_o feat_n of_o jesu_n i_o laude_n and_o praise_n and_o geve_v most_o humble_a thanks_n unto_o the_o meek_a and_o most_o merciful_a savyour_fw-mi jesu_n for_o the_o example_n of_o thy_o great_a meekness_n and_o for_o thy_o unmeasurable_a love_n and_o pain_n of_o the_o mooste_o blessyd_v wound_n that_o thou_o sufferyde_v in_o thy_o sweet_a feat_n and_o in_o to_o this_o thy_o bless_a wound_n &_o the_o meryte_n of_o they_o i_o comyte_v myself_o whole_o and_o all_o my_o wickedness_n and_o sin_n of_o all_o my_o former_a life_n special_o all_o my_o detestable_a pride_n vain_a glory_n and_o arrogancy_n al_n myself_o will_v my_o desobedien_n my_o irreverency_n and_o dyshonoure_n that_o i_o have_v do_v to_o the_o &_o thy_o mynister_n and_o servant_n all_o my_o impacyency_n my_o angrynes_n my_o rancore_fw-fr and_o malice_n my_o unprofitable_a idle_a &_o evil_a talk_n detraction_n and_o all_o kind_n of_o sin_n that_o appertain_v unto_o any_o of_o these_o beseke_v the_o that_o they_o may_v be_v forgeven_v and_o purge_v in_o thy_o precyous_a blood_n and_o by_o the_o pain_n and_o sorrow_n of_o the_o same_o i_o most_o humble_a beseke_n moost_n mercyful_a jesu_n for_o thy_o great_a mercy_n 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gracious_a savioure_n in_o the_o meryte_n of_o thy_o obediente_a death_n and_o passion_n grace_n to_o follow_v thy_o moost_n pure_a &_o perfect_v obedience_n by_o most_o flexible_a and_o ready_a submission_n of_o most_o prompt_a will_n so_o that_o i_o may_v never_o be_v weary_a in_o forsake_v and_o denyeng_v my_o own_o proper_a will_n and_o fansyin_v all_o thing_n subduinge_v my_o flesh_n unto_o the_o spirit_n both_o in_o kepinge_v and_o fulfyl_n must_v meke_o thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n inwardlye_o &_o also_o outward_o in_o obey_v not_o only_o my_o superior_n but_o also_o all_o creature_n as_o far_o as_o it_o may_v be_v lauful_a grant_v good_a lord_n grace_n that_o i_o never_o do_v any_o thing_n with_o propriety_n or_o affection_n singular_a be_v to_o earnest_a or_o to_o moche_v give_v unto_o it_o but_o with_o a_o continual_a mekenes_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o mind_n unto_o thy_o will_n i_o may_v as_o it_o be_v lie_v at_o thy_o foot_n i_o may_v desire_v nothing_o neither_o in_o myself_o netyher_o in_o any_o creature_n while_o the_o world_n stand_v save_v only_o to_o know_v &_o execute_v thy_o bless_a will_n sa_v always_o in_o my_o heart_n &_o with_o the_o desire_v of_o my_o mind_n lord_n what_o will_v thou_o that_o i_o shall_v do_v and_o so_o evermore_o i_o may_v transform_v and_o conform_v my_o will_n into_o thy_o or_o utter_o forsake_v my_o will_n and_o turn_v it_o to_o nothing_o ¶_o grant_v i_o also_o most_o gracious_a lord_n to_o follow_v thy_o most_o wonderful_a patience_n and_o mildness_n where_o in_o i_o may_v with_o most_o quiet_a and_o thankful_a heart_n receive_v at_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o high_a provydence_n all_o povertye_n all_o rebuke_n and_o shame_n all_o pain_n grief_n and_o sorrow_n acknowleginge_v myself_o moost_n
blessyd_v jesu_n which_o be_v all_o only_a enough_o for_o my_o soul_n make_v i_o to_o forget_v all_o creature_n &_o to_o know_v love_n and_o see_v the_o only_o ¶_o the_o practice_n of_o the_o eight_o exercise_n to_o come_v to_o a_o life_n without_o any_o creature_n delectation_n or_o sin_n o_o most_o blessid_v god_n mi_fw-mi must_v sweet_a favyoure_n jesu_n son_n sempiternal_a of_o the_o heavenly_a father_n one_o god_n one_o substance_n one_o bless_a essence_n with_o the_o same_o father_n and_o holy_a ghost_n which_o by_o thy_o most_o holy_a incarnation_n take_v our_o frail_a nature_n upon_o the_o in_o one_o personage_n of_o god_n &_o man_n that_o thou_o may_v bring_v we_o the_o blessyd_v union_n in_o thy_o glorious_a godhead_n here_o by_o grace_n in_o heaven_n by_o glory_n and_o bliss_n and_o among_o all_o thy_o most_o fervent_a affectuous_a prayer_n that_o thou_o make_v for_o thy_o bless_a appostel_n and_o for_o all_o thy_o elect_v the_o night_n that_o thou_o be_v betray_v thou_o 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pleasure_n and_o where_o that_o be_v very_o hard_a and_o almost_o impossyble_a grant_v i_o grace_n to_o have_v the_o desire_n &_o unfeigned_a affeccyon_n to_o want_n all_o delight_n for_o good_a lord_n when_o i_o seek_v or_o take_v any_o delight_n in_o myself_o than_o do_v thou_o most_o just_o take_v from_o i_o the_o delight_n the_o pleasure_n &_o swetnes_n that_o i_o shall_v have_v in_o ye._n ¶_o grant_v i_o grace_v therefore_o good_a lord_n with_o all_o my_o heart_n and_o may_v to_o desire_v the_o lack_n and_o want_n of_o all_o delight_n in_o any_o thing_n save_v in_o the_o only_a that_o i_o may_v wish_v and_o desire_v the_o bread_n that_o i_o must_v needs_o take_v for_o necessite_a may_v savour_v no_o more_o to_o i_o they_o do_v a_o stone_n for_o my_o pleasure_n but_o only_o for_o thy_o glory_n and_o worship_n which_o do_v create_v bread_n with_o swetnes_n &_o savoure_n because_o thou_o will_v have_v it_o so_o therefore_o lord_n grant_v i_o grace_n to_o tay_v swetnes_n in_o it_o 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and_o sin_v spryng_v here_o of_o comyth_n to_o nowght_fw-mi wherefore_o it_o be_v very_o profitable_a to_o such_o as_o be_v imperfect_a to_o make_v obedience_n to_o some_o discrete_a person_n and_o to_o geve_v themselves_o up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o another_o to_o such_o as_o be_v perfect_a it_o be_v necessary_a to_o have_v a_o will_n to_o submyt_n then selfe_o to_o other_o when_o so_o ever_o it_o please_v god_n it_o be_v expedyent_n for_o every_o man_n to_o mark_v well_o and_o to_o execute_v in_o themselves_o the_o will_n and_o pleasure_n of_o almyghty_a god_n thou_o shall_v mark_v three_o kynde_n of_o obedience_n and_o thou_o shall_v labour_v to_o come_v to_o the_o high_a which_o be_v the_o obedience_n of_o union_n the_o first_o be_v of_o vow_n this_o aught_o to_o be_v outward_o in_o all_o commandment_n &_o precept_n of_o thy_o prelate_n with_o all_o
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thou_o think_v thyself_o clean_a rid_v wherefore_o endever_n thyself_o to_o be_v well_o ware_a that_o no_o sin_n be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a do_v please_v the_o for_o itself_o as_o for_o thyself_o thou_o shall_v desire_v that_o the_o bread_n that_o thou_o eat_v may_v savoure_v or_o tay_v no_o more_o to_o the_o then_o a_o stone_n yet_o for_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n that_o create_a bread_n it_o shall_v please_v the_o that_o the_o bread_n savoure_v well_o but_o as_o soon_o as_o thou_o do_v trust_v and_o feel_v delectation_n therein_o thou_o shall_v turn_v thy_o heart_n unto_o the_o laud_n and_o thanks_n of_o god_n the_o creator_n of_o bread_n and_o so_o be_v then_o the_o bread_n unsavery_a unto_o the._n and_o in_o like_a sort_n must_v thou_o do_v in_o all_o delectation_n unto_o who_o be_v not_o annex_v any_o sin_n for_o the_o admirable_a suavitie_n delight_v and_o swetnes_n of_o the_o creatoure_n of_o all_o thing_n do_v spread_v itself_o in_o all_o thing_n create_v be_v not_o 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motion_n be_v of_o god_n and_o god_n for_o he_o be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o soul_n wherefore_o labour_n and_o indever_n thyself_o with_o continual_a in_o turn_v as_o much_o as_o thou_o can_v do_o live_v in_o the_o very_a and_o perfect_v abstraction_n or_o departure_n and_o barenes_n of_o thy_o mind_n and_o affection_n from_o all_o creature_n from_o sin_n and_o all_o delectation_n for_o these_o three_o faithful_o and_o long_o use_v &_o exercise_v make_v a_o man_n very_o heavenlyke_a &_o angelycal_a that_o he_o may_v moo_v frealy_a have_v the_o fruytion_n of_o thy_o lord_n god_n as_o only_a experience_n shall_v teach_v and_o therefore_o labour_n to_o purifye_v evermore_o more_o &_o more_o both_o thy_o mind_n and_o also_o thy_o affection_n from_o all_o phanthasy_n and_o imagination_n by_o the_o example_n of_o jesu_n crucify_v choysinge_v always_o rather_o the_o bitter_a and_o unpleasant_a than_o the_o sweat_n &_o pleasant_a rebuke_v rather_o than_o honour_n want_v rather_o than_o 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forsake_v in_o all_o thing_n thy_o own_o proper_a will_n and_o for_o as_o much_o as_o thou_o and_o all_o creature_n be_v in_o the_o power_n and_o regyment_n of_o god_n therefore_o there_o can_v no_o creature_n harm_n nor_o yet_o touch_v the_o but_o it_o must_v first_o touch_v god_n within_o who_o thou_o hay_v in_o closyd_v thyself_o and_o transposyd_v and_o turn_v thyself_o all_o whole_o into_o he_o and_o his_o godly_a will_n and_o pleasure_n and_o for_o this_o cause_n must_v thou_o needs_o harken_v more_o to_o god_n and_o here_o he_o rather_o see_v he_o touch_v he_o and_o tay_v he_o moche_v more_o than_o any_o other_o thing_n when_o thou_o perceavy_v thyself_o thus_o knyte_o unto_o god_n that_o thou_o percevy_v thy_o soul_n to_o be_v more_o fast_o and_o join_v more_o near_o unto_o god_n then_o to_o thy_o own_o body_n and_o by_o the_o same_o love_n which_o have_v thus_o knit_v the_o unto_o god_n do_v perceive_v that_o he_o be_v the_o very_a everla_a the_o incomprehensible_a ineffable_a 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¶_o to_o great_a negligence_n &_o coldness_n in_o prayer_n therefore_o such_o lose_v all_o ghostly_a savour_n &_o swetnes_n ¶_o to_o slowthful_a or_o fearful_a to_o take_v pain_n and_o labour_n in_o mortify_v their_o vice_n and_o fault_n therefore_o such_o losyth_v the_o furderance_n and_o increase_n of_o perfeccyon_n ¶_o to_o much_o and_o to_o oft_o give_v to_o bodylye_a work_n and_o exercise_n without_o necessity_n of_o obedience_n or_o charytie_n such_o while_n they_o labour_v not_o also_o by_o oft_o consyderation_n to_o know_v themselves_o which_o be_v a_o great_a furderance_n in_o contemplacyon_n it_o must_v needs_o be_v long_o ere_o they_o be_v perfect_a ¶_o ten_o point_n of_o a_o perfect_a person_n to_o remember_v and_o have_v they_o always_o in_o mind_n the_o first_o be_v to_o think_v and_o to_o remember_v always_o where_o ever_o thou_o be_v that_o thou_o be_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n ¶_o second_o be_v to_o way_n well_o and_o exact_o all_o thy_o word_n dede_n and_o 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oft_o and_o devoutelye_o the_o bless_a life_n &_o passion_n of_o our_o savyor_n christ_n and_o to_o follow_v it_o to_o his_o power_n ¶_o the_o eight_o be_v to_o forsake_v his_o own_o proper_a will_n and_o to_o knit_v his_o will_n unto_o the_o will_n of_o god_n in_o all_o thing_n either_o adversytie_n or_o prosperity_n in_o sweet_a or_o sour_a to_o have_v or_o to_o want_v to_o live_v or_o to_o dye_v ¶_o nynthe_n be_v to_o cast_v all_o his_o care_n and_o cark_n and_o all_o his_o business_n upon_o god_n &_o to_o commyt_n all_o to_o his_o blessyd_v pleasure_n ¶_o the_o tenthe_n be_v to_o laud_n and_o praise_n and_o to_o geve_v moost_n hartye_n thanks_n unto_o almighty_a god_n for_o all_o thing_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n good_a or_o bad_a small_a or_o great_a ¶_o eight_o other_o good_a point_n which_o be_v a_o good_a foundation_n to_o profit_n in_o perfect_a life_n ¶_o first_o keep_v thyself_o alone_o in_o thy_o celle_fw-fr or_o other_o place_n apt_a for_o contemplation_n or_o good_a work_n from_o all_o save_v only_o when_o obediens_fw-la or_o charity_n compellyth_v the_o contrary_n ¶_o second_v keep_v well_o thy_o silence_n everi_n where_o and_o speak_v not_o without_o necessity_n and_o then_o take_v good_a heed_n what_o how_o and_o to_o who_o thou_o shall_v speak_v ¶_o thurd_n keep_v well_o thy_o hart_n and_o think_v that_o no_o vain_a special_o not_o evil_a cogitation_n abide_v therein_o occupy_v thy_o mind_n with_o some_o good_a think_v always_o as_o nyghe_a as_o thy_o frailty_n will_v suffer_v the._n ¶_o four_o in_o all_o thing_n seek_v pure_o the_o pleasure_n of_o god_n and_o intend_v only_o his_o honour_n contempn_v leave_v and_o forsake_v always_o thy_o own_o wil._n ¶_o fyft_n be_v in_o all_o thing_n that_o thou_o haste_v to_o do_v way_n well_o and_o serche_n du_o what_o it_o be_v that_o movyth_v the_o to_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o entendy_v wait_v well_o upon_o thyself_o what_o thou_o doyste_a and_o consider_v how_o little_a thou_o be_v able_a to_o do_v of_o 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wherein_o thou_o seke_v pure_o and_o syncear_o and_o only_o god_n alone_o ¶_o syxe_n point_n to_o be_v obseruyd_v if_o thou_o wylte_n contynewe_v and_o persevere_v in_o thy_o good_a and_o godly_a purpose_n first_o thou_o must_v lyfte_v up_o thy_o heart_n and_o mind_n to_o god_n often_o time_n moo_v hearty_o entreat_v &_o desyre_v he_o of_o his_o gracious_a assystence_n and_o help_n for_o without_o his_o help_n thou_o can_v do_v nothing_o second_o when_o thou_o hay_v offendid_a with_o all_o speed_n thou_o must_v call_v thyself_o home_n again_o with_o contrytion_n and_o reconcyle_v thyself_o by_o confession_n and_o penance_n if_o it_o be_v mortal_a or_o dede_o sin_n and_o steadfast_o purpose_n to_o avoid_v that_o with_o all_o other_o and_o the_o occasyon_n of_o sin_n thurd_o thou_o must_v hear_v daily_a
the_o blessyd_v sacryfyce_n of_o mass_n with_o hearty_a devotion_n calling_n to_o god_n most_o hearty_o to_o renew_v and_o increase_v his_o love_n in_o the._n four_o thou_o must_v receive_v as_o often_o as_o thou_o may_v convenient_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n or_o at_o the_o least_o receive_v the_o body_n of_o our_o savioure_n jesu_n spiritual_o fyft_o thou_o must_v read_v once_o in_o the_o day_n and_o have_v medytation_n of_o some_o good_a virtuous_a and_o holy_a lesson_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v the_o better_a thereby_o syxt_o thou_o must_v exchew_v and_o avoid_v as_o near_o as_o thou_o can_v the_o company_n and_o familiarity_n of_o all_o person_n of_o what_o estate_n soever_o they_o be_v if_o they_o may_v be_v occasion_n to_o the_o to_o omyt_v any_o good_a exercise_n or_o to_o do_v any_o sin_n be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a ¶_o the_o fyftene_a impediment_n the_o first_o impediment_n which_o be_v in_o manner_n the_o ground_n of_o all_o sin_n as_o saint_n augustyne_n say_v be_v the_o 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or_o not_o so_o it_o be_v his_o pleasure_n and_o honour_n in_o like_o manner_n in_o our_o dede_n we_o seek_v oft_o time_n our_o commdytie_n before_o man_n we_o oftetime_o exchewe_v evil_a because_o we_o will_v be_v either_o praise_v honour_a either_o we_o will_v not_o be_v rebuke_v or_o punish_v some_o time_n we_o esteem_v our_o exercise_n and_o do_n streyte_v thus_o we_o fall_v into_o goostly_a pride_n or_o else_o we_o delight_v in_o our_o sweat_n thought_n and_o sencyble_a devotion_n or_o in_o our_o sweet_a tear_n and_o set_v so_o much_o by_o they_o that_o if_o we_o feel_v they_o not_o or_o if_o they_o be_v subtractid_v and_o be_v take_v from_o we_o than_o we_o wax_v dull_a heavye_a and_o sorry_a and_o undevoute_a and_o have_v no_o courage_n to_o go_v forward_o in_o good_a life_n thus_o we_o fall_v into_o goostly_a glottony_n or_o avaryce_n which_o be_v weary_a perylus_n a_o gaynste_n those_o great_a danger_n goostly_a we_o must_v study_v to_o do_v goostly_a and_o bodily_a for_o 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corruptyble_a thing_n of_o this_o world_n what_o be_v thy_o inordinate_a love_n towards_o creature_n plain_o all_o that_o love_v which_o infectith_n dystractyth_o or_o troublyth_v the_o mind_n of_o man_n or_o caussyth_v a_o man_n to_o desire_v to_o have_v this_o or_o that_o to_o hear_v or_o see_v this_o thing_n or_o that_o except_o it_o be_v only_o for_o the_o pure_a and_o only_a honour_n of_o god_n and_o chief_o the_o covetousness_n or_o love_n of_o certain_a or_o peculiar_a thingê_n as_o of_o money_n of_o house_v of_o garment_n or_o ornament_n of_o napkin_n of_o book_n of_o exquisite_a and_o fine_a household_n stouffe_n &_o of_o other_o commodity_n appertein_v unto_o their_o daily_a use_n whether_o they_o be_v necessary_a or_o superfluê°_n in_o the_o which_o thing_n they_o rest_v with_o a_o certain_a sensual_a pleasure_n and_o delight_v unto_o the_o which_o they_o be_v so_o affeccionate_v and_o all_o together_o give_v if_o that_o thes_n thing_n shall_v be_v take_v from_o they_o they_o will_v be_v evil_a content_v thes_n manner_n of_o parson_n be_v very_a proprietary_n before_o god_n for_o the_o poverty_n of_o the_o spirit_n that_o the_o gospel_n teachyth_v consistyth_o pryncipal_o in_o this_o point_n that_o a_o man_n shall_v possess_v these_o transitorye_n thing_n that_o he_o shall_v remain_v lose_v from_o all_o love_n of_o they_o from_o all_o affection_n towards_o they_o &_o from_o all_o rest_n in_o they_o as_o though_o he_o have_v they_o not_o so_o that_o at_o the_o pleasure_n and_o will_n of_o his_o prelate_n he_o shall_v be_v ever_o ready_a to_o forgo_v they_o glad_o &_o will_v find_v in_o his_o whole_a hart_n without_o any_o gruge_n with_o quyetnes_n and_o gladness_n to_o forsake_v they_o utter_o and_o suffer_v they_o to_o be_v take_v from_o he_o and_o that_o he_o do_v nether_a desire_n to_o have_v nor_o to_o hold_v they_o nether_a to_o forsake_v or_o geve_v they_o but_o only_o as_o it_o may_v moost_n please_v god_n for_o his_o moost_n honour_n and_o though_o carnal_a affection_n do_v gruge_n and_o murmur_n that_o make_v no_o great_a matter_n so_o he_o utter_o in_o his_o heart_n and_o will_n will_v be_v rid_v of_o such_o naughty_a gruge_n for_o in_o time_n by_o grace_n he_o shall_v over_o come_v it_o for_o his_o mind_n ought_v to_o be_v so_o free_a and_o nakyd_v from_o they_o that_o he_o may_v at_o all_o time_n offer_v up_o his_o heart_n free_o to_o god_n what_o ever_o chance_v or_o fortunyth_v to_o he_o without_o trouble_n at_o the_o jest_n in_o his_o will_n &_o inner_a desire_n he_o may_v be_v at_o quiet_a &_o rest_v he_o must_v therefore_o not_o only_o rid_v himself_o and_o do_v away_o the_o thing_n that_o he_o have_v superfluus_fw-la &_o unnecessary_a and_o all_o such_o as_o he_o have_v only_o for_o pleasure_n and_o curyositye_n but_o also_o in_o such_o thing_n as_o be_v very_o necessary_a he_o must_v take_v no_o delight_n nor_o pleasur_n at_o the_o least_o he_o must_v not_o rest_v in_o the_o pleasure_n which_o he_o fealyth_v in_o they_o you_o rather_o let_v he_o learn_v to_o be_v weary_a of_o such_o burden_n of_o necessity_n and_o be_v ever_o desirous_a of_o moost_n extreme_a povertye_n and_o barenes_n that_o he_o may_v be_v more_o conformable_a and_o like_a unto_o his_o master_n and_o saviour_n christ_n which_o hang_v all_o nakyd_n on_o the_o cross_n not_o only_o of_o frynde_n and_o of_o bodily_a comfort_n but_o also_o of_o all_o delight_n and_o pleasure_n full_a of_o bitter_a sorrow_n and_o pain_n ¶_o the_o third_o impedyment_n the_o third_o impediment_n be_v the_o unmortyfy_v sensualite_n by_o the_o which_o man_n be_v very_o ready_a to_o gad_n abroad_o in_o their_o affection_n &_o mind_n and_o turn_v themselves_o to_o the_o pleasure_n and_o delight_v that_o we_o have_v to_o see_v fair_a thing_n
we_o must_v suffer_v so_o patient_o that_o nether_a in_o word_n deed_n nether_a in_o our_o heart_n thou_o bear_v nor_o show_v no_o rancore_fw-fr evil_a will_n or_o grief_n second_o that_o we_o be_v not_o sad_a sorry_a or_o hevy_a in_o our_o mind_n which_o commenly_a commyth_n of_o our_o own_o love_n towards_o ourself_o but_o we_o must_v bear_v all_o thing_n meke_o with_o pacyens_n think_v that_o we_o be_v worthy_a not_o only_o of_o this_o but_o of_o much_o more_o we_o must_v therefore_o offer_v oure selfe_o unto_o the_o pleasure_n of_o god_n in_o a_o perfect_v readiness_n of_o will_n to_o all_o adversity_n that_o mai_fw-gr come_v possible_a ever_o here_o after_o unto_o us._n three_o by_o paciens_fw-la in_o affection_n we_o ought_v to_o desire_v and_o wish_v with_o all_o our_o heart_n adversity_n that_o we_o may_v be_v the_o more_o conformable_a and_o like_a to_o our_o saviour_n chry_v which_o for_o our_o sin_n suffer_v with_o moost_n meek_a mind_n and_o patient_a heart_n all_o 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