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the_o king_n psalm_n ¶_o the_o first_o psalm_n 〈◊〉_d the_o obtain_v remission_n â—f_a sin_n o_o lord_n of_o lord_n god_n almighty_a great_a and_o dreadful_a which_o by_o thy_o word_n haste_v make_v heaven_n earth_n the_o sea_n and_o all_o thing_n contain_v in_o they_o nothing_o be_v able_a to_o resist_v thy_o power_n thy_o mercy_n be_v over_o all_o thy_o work_v 〈◊〉_d thing_n be_v under_o thy_o dominion_n and_o rule_n both_o man_n 〈◊〉_d beast_n and_o all_o live_n creature_n thou_o be_v merciful_a too_o who_o thou_o will_v and_o haste_v compassion_n on_o who_o it_o please_v thou_o thy_o counsel_n shall_v stand_v for_o ever_o and_o what_o so_o ever_o thou_o will_v be_v doen._n power_n dominion_n and_o glory_n be_v thou_o which_o art_n above_o all_o thing_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n and_o in_o we_o all_o thou_o be_v father_n of_o mercy_n and_o god_n of_o all_o grace_n peace_n and_o comfort_v which_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o sinneâ—_n nor_o delite_a in_o the_o damnation_n of_o soul_n o_o lord_n god_n which_o be_v scotfree_a in_o mercy_n and_o of_o thy_o especial_a love_n towards_o we_o even_o when_o we_o be_v thy_o enemy_n by_o sin_n do_v send_v into_o the_o world_n thy_o only_o beget_v son_n jesus_n christ_n that_o whosoever_o beleve_v due_o in_o he_o shall_v not_o perish_v but_o have_v everlasting_a life_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o accord_v to_o thy_o great_a mercy_n and_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercâ—â—_n put_v away_o i_o 〈…〉_o o_o god_n most_o 〈…〉_o i_o from_o my_o 〈◊〉_d and_o make_v i_o clean_a 〈◊〉_d my_o uncleanness_n for_o i_o acknowledge_v o_o lord_n my_o heinous_a sin_n and_o accuse_v myself_o of_o my_o unrighteous_a deed_n i_o confess_v against_o myself_o the_o wickedness_n of_o my_o hart_n which_o have_v be_v ever_o unfaithful_a and_o rebel_v against_o thy_o precept_n i_o have_v be_v a_o untrue_a and_o a_o froward_a child_n to_o thou_o and_o have_v provoke_v thou_o with_o my_o vanity_n o_o holy_a father_n i_o have_v offend_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n and_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o be_v call_v thy_o son_n because_o i_o provoke_v thou_o to_o anger_n through_o the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o have_v not_o exercise_v myself_o in_o thy_o righteous_a law_n i_o have_v turn_v back_o from_o thy_o way_n and_o do_z evil_a before_o thou_o i_o have_v do_z wicked_o and_o unjust_o behave_v myself_o leave_v thy_o commandment_n and_o murmur_v against_o thy_o correction_n i_o have_v turn_v myself_o away_o and_o not_o keep_v my_o promise_n make_v unto_o thou_o i_o have_v walk_v in_o a_o evil_a way_n after_o my_o own_o thought_n &_o fantasy_n choose_v the_o thing_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o o_o lord_n god_n almighty_a i_o have_v not_o fear_v thou_o nor_o show_v due_a reverence_n unto_o thou_o but_o i_o have_v be_v disobedient_a &_o stubborn_a unto_o thou_o as_o a_o common_a harlot_n be_v with_o out_o shame_n even_o so_o be_o i_o without_o shame_n of_o my_o sin_n for_o behold_v i_o speak_v unto_o thou_o &_o yet_o i_o sin_n more_o and_o more_o i_o have_v leave_v that_o which_o be_v good_a and_o go_v back_o from_o thou_o and_o i_o have_v not_o put_v my_o trust_n and_o hope_n in_o thou_o my_o maker_n but_o have_v seek_v for_o help_n and_o savegarde_n otherwise_o i_o have_v plough_v wickedness_n and_o reap_v iniquity_n &_o eat_v the_o fruit_n of_o lie_n because_o i_o have_v trust_v in_o my_o own_o way_n i_o have_v cast_v thy_o law_n behind_o my_o back_n not_o regard_v thy_o commandment_n nor_o leave_v my_o own_o lewd_a custom_n i_o have_v not_o give_v my_o hart_n to_o return_v to_o thy_o path_n for_o i_o will_v not_o know_v thou_o but_o have_v fall_v through_o my_o iniquity_n i_o never_o unto_o this_o day_n turn_v true_o unto_o thou_o with_o all_o my_o heart_n but_o as_o a_o woman_n that_o break_v her_o fidelity_n and_o promise_v unto_o her_o houseband_n even_o so_o o_o lord_n god_n i_o have_v break_v my_o promise_n unto_o thou_o for_o i_o have_v live_v abhominablie_o and_o have_v have_v no_o remorse_n nor_o repentance_n for_o my_o evil_a deed_n but_o have_v run_v from_o sin_n to_o sin_n follow_v the_o lewd_a desire_n of_o my_o heart_n thou_o knoweste_v all_o thing_n o_o lord_n how_o i_o have_v provoke_v thou_o to_o displeasure_n by_o my_o lewd_a invention_n and_o none_o of_o all_o my_o sin_n be_v hide_v from_o thou_o i_o hate_v thy_o discipline_n and_o correction_n and_o regard_v not_o thy_o word_n and_o saying_n i_o have_v not_o do_z penance_n for_o my_o malice_n but_o have_v increase_v in_o much_o vanity_n my_o heart_n have_v be_v void_a of_o truth_n &_o my_o hand_n have_v wrought_v unrighteousness_n my_o tongue_n have_v speak_v sinful_o and_o i_o have_v labour_v with_o the_o imagination_n of_o my_o heart_n to_o find_v out_o lie_v and_o deceit_n and_o no_o truth_n have_v be_v in_o my_o way_n i_o have_v accustom_v my_o tongue_n to_o speak_v trifle_n &_o vanity_n fulfil_v my_o fleshly_a desire_n and_o thought_n my_o purpose_n and_o invention_n have_v be_v contrary_a to_o thy_o will_n whereby_o i_o have_v offend_v the_o eye_n of_o thy_o majesty_n thou_o haste_v seen_v all_o these_o thing_n o_o lord_n and_o haste_v hold_v thy_o peace_n and_o yet_o they_o be_v evil_a in_o thy_o fight_n and_o displease_v thou_o in_o thy_o anger_n thou_o have_v cast_v i_o away_o and_o be_v divide_v from_o i_o now_o many_o day_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o up_o to_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o heart_n to_o do_v the_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o seem_v woe_n i_o be_o that_o i_o have_v go_v from_o thou_o great_a be_v my_o misery_n that_o i_o have_v lead_v my_o life_n in_o sin_n woe_n be_v i_o that_o i_o have_v forsake_v thou_o to_o do_v my_o devise_n not_o after_o thy_o mind_n to_o accomplish_v my_o thought_n which_o have_v not_o procee_v of_o thy_o spirit_n but_o have_v heap_v up_o sin_n upon_o sin_n my_o infamy_n &_o reproach_n be_v daily_o before_o my_o eye_n &_o for_o shame_n i_o dare_v not_o show_v my_o face_n and_o now_o o_o lord_n god_n why_o forget_v thou_o i_o why_o kepeste_v thou_o away_o so_o long_o thy_o mercy_n from_o i_o hear_v now_o my_o cause_n gracious_o although_o thou_o haste_v be_v displease_v with_o i_o agreate_a while_n for_o thou_o be_v merciful_a be_v not_o angry_a always_o i_o beseech_v thou_o cast_v not_o away_o a_o contrite_a &_o penitent_a person_n a_o wretch_n and_o a_o abiecte_n which_o humble_o call_v upon_o thy_o name_n turn_v again_o a_o little_a towards_o i_o o_o lord_n god_n and_o forgive_v i_o my_o mischevous_a deed_n order_v i_o not_o accord_v to_o my_o sin_n nor_o punish_v i_o as_o my_o wickedness_n deserve_v show_v not_o forth_o thy_o power_n against_o a_o poor_a wretch_n persecute_v he_o not_o so_o sore_o which_o be_v without_o all_o strength_n turn_v not_o thy_o face_n always_o from_o my_o prayer_n but_o accord_v to_o thy_o promise_n take_v i_o again_o unto_o thy_o favour_n for_o i_o be_o thy_o o_o righteous_a father_n who_o thy_o only_a dear_a son_n have_v redeem_v with_o his_o precious_a blood_n and_o now_o my_o soul_n abhor_v my_o old_a conversation_n and_o of_o thou_o which_o be_v judge_v of_o all_o man_n i_o ask_v mercy_n i_o do_v submit_v myself_o under_o thy_o mighty_a hand_n for_o after_o thy_o anger_n thou_o show_v mercy_n and_o in_o the_o time_n of_o tribulation_n thou_o do_v forgive_v sin_n i_o acknowledge_v that_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n beseech_v thou_o lord_n god_n almighty_a of_o thy_o goodness_n to_o do_v with_o i_o accord_v to_o thy_o great_a mercy_n i_o be_o confound_v and_o ashamed_a to_o lift_v up_o my_o eye_n unto_o thou_o for_o my_o sin_n be_v ascend_v up_o unto_o thy_o sight_n against_o thou_o o_o father_n against_o thou_o i_o have_v sin_v and_o do_v evil_a before_o thou_o thou_o see_v that_o my_o iniquity_n be_v great_a true_o i_o have_v be_v a_o offender_n against_o thou_o even_o from_o my_o cradle_n and_o sinee_n i_o suck_v my_o mother_n breast_n i_o have_v not_o cease_v to_o do_v evil_a behold_v i_o be_v beget_v in_o iniquity_n and_o my_o mother_n bring_v i_o into_o this_o world_n defile_v with_o sin_n for_o the_o corn_n of_o a_o evil_a seed_n be_v sow_v in_o my_o heart_n and_o how_o much_o wickedness_n have_v spring_v thereof_o unto_o this_o day_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n i_o can_v not_o shake_v of_o my_o sin_n and_o offence_n but_o i_o carry_v still_o with_o i_o the_o infamy_n of_o my_o youth_n behold_v lord_n i_o be_o sell_v under_o sin_n and_o in_o my_o flesh_n i_o find_v not_o that_o which_o be_v good_a for_o the_o good_a that_o i_o will_v that_o do_v i_o not_o but_o the_o evil_a that_o i_o hate_v that_o i_o do_v
that_o thou_o spareste_v not_o he_o that_o offend_v if_o i_o look_v upon_o thy_o power_n o_o how_o mighty_a and_o strong_a thou_o be_v if_o i_o shall_v call_v for_o judgement_n who_o shall_v defend_v my_o matter_n or_o speak_v for_o i_o to_o thou_o o_o lord_n i_o call_v and_o cry_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n i_o make_v my_o humble_a suit_n turn_v away_o thy_o anger_n from_o i_o that_o i_o may_v know_v that_o thou_o be_v more_o merciful_a unto_o i_o than_o my_o sin_n deserve_v what_o be_v my_o strength_n that_o i_o may_v endure_v or_o what_o be_v y_fw-fr e_o end_n of_o my_o trouble_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v patient_o abide_v it_o my_o strength_n be_v not_o a_o stony_a strength_n and_o my_o flesh_n be_v not_o make_v of_o brass_n there_o be_v no_o help_n in_o myself_o and_o my_o strength_n flee_v away_o from_o i_o although_o thou_o hide_v these_o thing_n in_o thy_o heart_n yet_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o will_v remember_v i_o at_o length_n for_o thou_o be_v true_a and_o just_a o_o lord_n god_n thou_o do_v not_o condemn_v unjust_o which_o rewarde_a man_n accord_v to_o his_o deserteâ—_n all_o this_o be_v come_v unto_o i_o because_o i_o have_v forget_v thou_o and_o not_o use_v myself_o true_o in_o thy_o testament_n my_o hart_n have_v turn_v backward_o and_o i_o hauâ—_n follow_v the_o desire_n of_o my_o flesh_n and_o thou_o have_v sure_o know_v thiâ—_n thing_n which_o knowe_v the_o secrets_n of_o the_o hart_n lay_v not_o against_o i_o o_o lord_n the_o sin_n of_o my_o youth_n nor_o have_v in_o remembrance_n â—yne_o old_a injury_n do_v against_o thou_o daily_o sorrow_n overcome_v i_o and_o sadness_n possess_v my_o heart_n i_o look_v after_o peace_n but_o i_o can_v not_o have_v it_o i_o look_v for_o a_o time_n of_o health_n but_o my_o grief_n continue_v still_o when_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o anger_n be_v past_a let_v mercy_n come_v yet_o be_o i_o unhappy_a more_o and_o more_o woe_n and_o alas_o that_o ever_o i_o sin_v my_o heart_n therefore_o mourn_v &_o be_v sad_a all_o mirth_n and_o joy_n be_v banish_v from_o i_o how_o be_o i_o waste_v how_o miserable_o be_o i_o confound_v because_o i_o have_v forsake_v and_o cast_v away_o thy_o law_n death_n have_v ascend_v up_o by_o the_o window_n pierce_a the_o inward_a part_n of_o my_o hart_n when_o i_o daily_o one_o while_o in_o use_n secret_o with_o myself_o a_o other_o while_n with_o loud_a voice_n cry_v out_o and_o complain_v the_o mean_a tymâ—_n 〈◊〉_d draw_v never_o to_o the_o pit_n who_o shall_v give_v i_o place_n to_o rest_n in_o from_o all_o my_o grief_n and_o trouble_n and_o i_o will_v forsake_v all_o man_n and_o get_v i_o away_o from_o they_o who_o shall_v give_v i_o water_n to_o my_o head_n and_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n to_o my_o iye_n that_o i_o may_v bewail_v my_o sin_n both_o night_n and_o day_n and_o i_o will_v look_v for_o he_o which_o may_v save_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o wrath_n to_o come_v i_o have_v no_o trust_n neither_o in_o life_n nor_o death_n but_o i_o fear_v thy_o judgement_n o_o lord_n &_o the_o pain_n prepare_v for_o wicked_a sinner_n the_o fear_n of_o my_o sin_n make_v i_o careful_a &_o the_o burden_n of_o my_o conscience_n oppress_v i_o sore_o o_o god_n which_o tender_o love_v mankind_n &_o be_v most_o rightful_a judge_v spare_v i_o now_o i_o beseech_v thou_o and_o show_v i_o some_o favour_n while_o time_n be_v forgive_v that_o which_o i_o fear_v put_v away_o that_o which_o i_o dread_v before_o i_o depart_v hence_o and_o shall_v not_o return_v again_o my_o sin_n do_v vex_v &_o trouble_v i_o sore_o they_o be_v so_o great_a that_o none_o can_v be_v great_a alas_o my_o fall_n alas_o my_o misery_n alas_o y_fw-fr e_o grief_n of_o my_o plague_n and_o stroke_n certain_o my_o sin_v be_v the_o cause_n of_o all_o this_o and_o so_o i_o will_v take_v and_o suffer_v it_o ¶_o the_o u_o psalm_n for_o the_o obtain_v of_o godly_a wisdom_n o_o lord_n god_n of_o mercy_n which_o by_o thy_o word_n have_v make_v all_o thing_n and_o by_o thy_o wisdom_n haste_v create_v man_n o_o god_n eternal_a to_o who_o all_o thing_n be_v know_v be_v they_o never_o so_o secret_a which_o know_v all_o thing_n before_o they_o be_v doen._n open_v my_o lip_n and_o my_o mouth_n that_o i_o make_v speak_v and_o show_v forth_o the_o glory_n and_o praise_n of_o thy_o name_n give_v i_o a_o new_a hart_n and_o a_o right_a spirit_n &_o take_v from_o i_o all_o wicked_a &_o sinful_a desire_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o folishe_a ignorant_a and_o blind_a when_o i_o be_o destitute_a of_o thy_o knowledge_n i_o be_o ignorant_a and_o without_o intelligence_n my_o dulness_n be_v so_o great_a that_o my_o iye_n can_v not_o see_v nor_o my_o hart_n perceive_v yea_o i_o be_o a_o very_a babe_n and_o a_o child_n and_o know_v full_a little_a my_o own_o life_n &_o conversation_n my_o lip_n be_v defile_v and_o unclean_a my_o time_n be_v short_a and_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o understande_v thy_o law_n give_v thy_o servant_n i_o beseech_v thou_o a_o heart_n apt_a to_o take_v learning_n that_o 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