it_o with_o mentation_n of_o grace_n and_o glory_n 4_o finaly_n i_o be_o to_o make_v another_o most_o effectual_a resolution_n to_o amend_v my_o life_n and_o no_o more_o to_o return_v to_o the_o sin_n that_o i_o have_v commit_v for_o if_o this_o purpose_n be_v want_v the_o contrition_n be_v feign_v the_o confession_n sacrilegious_a the_o satisfaction_n little_a available_a and_o the_o absolution_n of_o no_o effect_n for_o his_o sin_n be_v not_o remit_v to_o he_o that_o have_v a_o purpose_n to_o return_v unto_o they_o and_o though_o it_o be_v but_o a_o venial_a sin_n it_o shall_v not_o be_v pardon_v unless_o there_o be_v a_o purpose_n of_o amendment_n of_o it_o 1._o with_o this_o preparation_n conserve_n these_o holy_a affection_n and_o purpose_n i_o may_v secure_o come_v to_o this_o holy_a saerament_n put_v in_o practice_n what_o i_o have_v determine_v with_o a_o desire_n to_o renew_v my_o life_n &_o to_o make_v a_o great_a change_n therein_o tunge_v hierem._n 31._o iuxta_fw-la 70._o &_o d._n hier._n ibi_fw-la cogitationes_fw-la operibus_fw-la tunge_v imagine_v that_o that_o of_o the_o prophet_n hieremie_n be_v speak_v to_o i_o get_v thou_o up_o to_o a_o watch_n tower_n set_v before_o thou_o thy_o bitterness_n bewail_v bitter_o thy_o sin_n direct_v thy_o heart_n in_o the_o right_a way_n wherein_o thou_o be_v wont_a to_o walk_v &_o da_fw-la cor_fw-la tuum_fw-la super_fw-la humeros_fw-la tuos_fw-la and_o put_v thy_o haite_n upon_o thy_o shoulder_n take_v with_o love_n the_o yoke_n of_o obedience_n to_o fulfil_v what_o god_n and_o his_o minister_n shall_v command_v i_o the_o xxxii_o meditation_n of_o thanksgiving_a after_o confession_n have_v end_v the_o confession_n of_o my_o sin_n &_o receled_a absolution_n it_o be_v very_o convenient_a to_o give_v some_o little_a time_n to_o the_o confession_n of_o praise_n for_o the_o favour_n that_o god_n have_v do_v i_o for_o both_o coufession_n our_o lord_n exact_v of_o we_o according_a to_o the_o say_n of_o the_o prophet_n oseas_n 14.3_o oseae_n 14.3_o turn_v o_o israel_n to_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n see_v thou_o have_v fall_v through_o thy_o own_o iniquity_n take_v word_n with_o you_o and_o convert_v you_o to_o our_o lord_n say_v unto_o he_o take_v from_o we_o o_o lord_n all_o our_o sin_n receive_v our_o good_a intention_n for_o we_o offer_v unto_o thou_o the_o calf_n of_o ourlippe_n that_o be_v in_o steed_n of_o the_o calf_n which_o of_o old_a they_o offer_v thou_o in_o sacrifice_n we_o offer_v unto_o thou_o now_o the_o calf_n of_o word_n confess_v our_o sin_n that_o that_o thou_o may_v remit_v they_o and_o confess_v thy_o mercy_n when_o thou_o have_v remit_v they_o 49.23_o psalm_n 49.23_o this_o sacrifice_n of_o praise_n as_o david_n saithe_v honour_v god_n much_o and_o in_o it_o consist_v the_o way_n and_o mean_n to_o obtain_v perfect_a health_n which_o be_v confirm_v thereby_o to_o the_o grateful_a &_o be_v ordinary_o much_o debilitate_a in_o the_o ingrateful_a 17.17_o luc._n 17.17_o to_o this_o end_n it_o will_v help_v to_o consider_v how_o much_o our_o lord_n christ_n be_v please_v with_o the_o leprous_a samaritan_n who_o go_v to_o present_v himself_o to_o the_o priest_n be_v cure_v as_o he_o go_v of_o his_o leprofie_n and_o forth_o with_o return_v back_n to_o give_v thanks_n for_o the_o health_n that_o be_v give_v he_o &_o contrary_o how_o much_o he_o be_v displease_v with_o his_o other_o nine_o companion_n who_o have_v receive_v the_o like_a benefit_n return_v not_o to_o acknowledge_v it_o and_o to_o give_v unto_o god_n the_o glory_n which_o thy_o owe_v he_o as_o we_o shall_v far_o consider_v in_o the_o meditation_n of_o this_o miracle_n therefore_o have_v end_v my_o confession_n i_o will_v recollect_v myself_o in_o the_o church_n before_o the_o most_o bless_a sacrament_n or_o in_o some_o other_o convenient_a place_n where_o be_v set_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o everliving_a god_n i_o will_v revive_v the_o faith_n of_o the_o favour_n he_o have_v do_v i_o wherein_o with_o my_o bodily_a ear_n i_o have_v hear_v that_o favourable_a sentence_n and_o most_o sweet_a word_n i_o absolve_v thou_o 2._o psalm_n â—0_n 10_o d._n thom._n 2.2_o quastiâ—_n 107_o art_n 2._o a_o word_n powerful_a to_o do_v what_o it_o signify_v to_o give_v joy_n to_o my_o ear_n and_o gladness_n to_o my_o humble_a bone_n and_o so_o trust_v in_o the_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n that_o he_o have_v make_v good_a and_o ratify_v this_o sentence_n i_o will_v endeavour_n to_o exercise_v three_o act_n of_o thanks_n give_v which_o be_v to_o acknowledge_v the_o benefit_n to_o praise_n god_n for_o it_o and_o to_o offer_v unto_o he_o some_o service_n the_o first_o point_n first_o i_o will_v ponder_v in_o my_o heart_n the_o manifold_a benefit_n that_o in_o this_o holy_a sacrament_n i_o have_v receive_v of_o the_o which_o the_o prophet_n david_n make_v a_o brief_a catalogue_n by_o way_n of_o praise_n in_o the_o 102._o psalm_n 102._o psalm_n 102._o and_o they_o may_v be_v reduce_v unto_o six_o the_o 1._o be_v to_o pardon_v i_o all_o my_o sin_n not_o only_o the_o confess_v but_o also_o the_o forget_a sin_n and_o those_o which_o without_o my_o fault_n i_o can_v not_o have_v knowledge_n of_o the_o 2._o be_v to_o heal_v the_o spiritual_a infirmity_n of_o my_o soul_n as_o be_v vice_n and_o passion_n heaviness_n and_o fear_n and_o other_o affliction_n put_v a_o moderation_n in_o all_o according_a to_o reason_n the_o 3._o be_v to_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o eternal_a death_n whereunto_o i_o be_v condemn_v by_o my_o sin_n and_o from_o the_o most_o bitter_a death_n which_o the_o privation_n of_o god_n grace_n bring_v with_o it_o the_o 4._o be_v to_o crown_v i_o with_o mercy_n and_o the_o work_n of_o mercy_n favour_v i_o to_o gain_v the_o victory_n of_o temptation_n wherewith_o i_o have_v be_v and_o shall_v be_v combat_v deliner_a i_o from_o other_o innumerable_a misery_n and_o offer_v i_o his_o aid_n that_o i_o may_v no_o more_o return_n to_o they_o the_o 5._o be_v to_o fill_v my_o desire_n with_o good_a thing_n give_v i_o his_o grace_n and_o charity_n with_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o virtue_n or_o new_a augmentation_n there_o of_o the_o 6._o be_v to_o renew_v my_o youth_n like_o the_o eagle_n unclthe_v i_o of_o the_o work_n and_o custom_n of_o the_o old_a man_n clothe_v i_o with_o those_o of_o the_o new_a man_n and_o restore_v unto_o i_o the_o first_o feruour-of_a spirit_n with_o new_a gladness_n of_o my_o heart_n to_o exercise_v new_a work_n of_o virtue_n with_o great_a perfection_n these_o benefit_n our_o lord_n for_o his_o part_n grant_v to_o those_o that_o confess_v themselves_o as_o they_o ought_v 2._o exit_fw-la d._n tho._n 1.2_o q._n 106._o act_n 2._o and_o so_o much_o the_o great_a be_v the_o benefit_n by_o how_o much_o more_o free_o they_o be_v give_v without_o any_o merit_n of_o we_o and_o in_o this_o behalf_n the_o true_a penitent_a aught_o to_o be_v the_o more_o grateful_a and_o with_o this_o spirit_n i_o will_v great_o exagerrate_v the_o infinite_a liberality_n of_o god_n towards_o i_o and_o with_o a_o silence_n of_o admiration_n i_o will_v yield_v myself_o vanquish_v thereby_o the_o second_o point_n then_o will_v i_o break_v out_o into_o a_o canticle_n of_o praise_n with_o great_a affection_n say_v the_o word_n of_o this_o psalm_n 102._o psalm_n 102._o bless_v our_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o praise_v his_o holy_a name_n bless_v our_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o be_v not_o forgetful_a of_o the_o favour_n that_o he_o have_v do_v thou_o he_o remit_v all_o thy_o sin_n and_o heal_v all_o thy_o infirmity_n he_o redeem_v thy_o life_n from_o death_n and_o crow_v thou_o with_o mercy_n and_o merciful_a work_n he_o fill_v with_o good_a thing_n thy_o desire_n and_o like_o a_o eagle_n renew_v thy_o youth_n he_o have_v not_o chastise_v i_o according_a to_o my_o sin_n nor_o inflict_v on_o i_o that_o punishment_n that_o my_o iniquity_n deserve_v as_o far_o as_o the_o east_n be_v distant_a from_o the_o west_n so_o fare_v have_v he_o put_v from_o i_o all_o my_o impiety_n as_o the_o father_n have_v compassion_n of_o his_o child_n so_o our_o lord_n have_v compassion_n of_o those_o that_o fear_v he_o for_o he_o well_o know_v our_o weakness_n and_o the_o mass_n whereof_o we_o be_v form_v colloquy_n colloquy_n o_o god_n of_o my_o soul_n if_o the_o mercy_n be_v so_o great_a that_o thou_o have_v do_v i_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v not_o to_o he_o behind_o kande_n in_o thanks_n giving_n i_o desire_v to_o procure_v with_o thy_o aid_n that_o which_o thou_o have_v begin_v in_o i_o by_o thy_o mercy_n and_o see_v thou_o have_v pardon_v my_o sin_n i_o will_v never_o more_o return_v unto_o they_o see_v thou_o have_v deliver_v
we_o be_v in_o o_o who_o beguile_v thou_o and_o bring_v thou_o unto_o we_o final_o the_o soul_n shall_v be_v strip_v naked_a of_o those_o moral_n 7._o d._n th._n in_o addit_fw-la q._n 98._o be_v 1._o ad_fw-la 3._o ibid._n art_n 7._o and_o politic_a virtue_n which_o it_o acquire_v in_o this_o life_n it_o shall_v remain_v without_o prudence_n or_o fortitude_n or_o justice_n or_o any_o other_o and_o if_o any_o science_n be_v leave_v it_o that_o it_o get_v with_o its_o industry_n it_o shall_v be_v to_o its_o great_a pain_n for_o not_o have_v negotiate_v therewith_o the_o science_n that_o may_v have_v redeem_v it_o from_o all_o this_o misery_n in_o this_o manner_n shall_v be_v accomplish_v therein_o that_o dreadefull_a sentence_n of_o holy_a job_n colloquy_n job._n 20.14_o colloquy_n his_o bread_n in_o his_o belly_n shall_v be_v turn_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o asp_n the_o riches_n which_o he_o have_v devour_v he_o shall_v vomit_v out_o and_o god_n shall_v draw_v they_o forth_o out_o of_o his_o belly_n o_o my_o soul_n look_v that_o thou_o do_v not_o vomit_v with_o thy_o will_n the_o riches_n of_o grace_n and_o charity_n that_o thou_o receive_v for_o afterward_n they_o will_v make_v thou_o vomit_v perforce_o faith_n and_o the_o virtue_n that_o thou_o have_v gain_v and_o those_o science_n which_o now_o thou_o gain_v with_o delight_n shall_v turn_v into_o the_o gall_n of_o aspicke_n to_o torment_v thou_o these_o be_v the_o principal_a fruit_n which_o out_o of_o these_o consideration_n i_o be_o to_o collect_v endeavour_v to_o negotiate_v with_o those_o talent_n that_o god_n have_v give_v i_o 26._o matt._n 25_o 26._o jest_n at_o the_o reckon_a day_n god_n take_v they_o from_o i_o as_o from_o the_o slothefull_a servant_n leave_v i_o only_o those_o which_o like_a aspicke_n &_o dragon_n shall_v most_o cruel_o gnaw_v my_o heart_n because_o i_o proffit_v myself_o so_o evil_o with_o they_o the_o five_o point_n 1._o fiftly_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o final_a sentence_n which_o in_o that_o very_a instant_a of_o death_n christ_n our_o lord_n pronounce_v against_o the_o sinner_n intimate_v it_o unto_o he_o with_o a_o interior_a and_o terrible_a voice_n say_v to_o he_o alone_o the_o same_o word_n that_o he_o will_v afterwards_o say_v to_o all_o the_o wicked_a in_o the_o general_n judgement_n 41._o matt._n 25_o 41._o depart_v from_o i_o thou_o accurse_a of_o my_o father_n into_o that_o eternal_a fire_n that_o be_v prepare_v for_o satan_n and_o his_o angel_n that_o be_v to_o say_v get_v thou_o from_o hence_o abominable_a sinner_n that_o merit_v not_o to_o stand_v in_o my_o presence_n nor_o to_o enter_v into_o my_o glory_n go_v into_o eternal_a fire_n which_o thy_o sin_n do_v deserve_v in_o company_n of_o satan_n to_o who_o infernal_a power_n i_o remit_v thou_o that_o he_o may_v carry_v thou_o with_o he_o 2._o this_o sentence_n be_v give_v in_o the_o very_a same_o instant_a god_n forsake_v the_o soul_n and_o the_o angel_n guardian_n abandon_v it_o say_v to_o it_o as_o to_o babylon_n 51.9_o jerem._n 51.9_o i_o do_v enough_o to_o cure_v thou_o labour_v thy_o salvation_n and_o thou_o will_v not_o therefore_o i_o leave_v thou_o to_o the_o power_n of_o he_o who_o shall_v take_v that_o vengeance_n of_o thou_o which_o thy_o rebellion_n deserve_v and_o in_o the_o very_a same_o moment_n the_o devil_n shall_v attach_v the_o wretched_a soul_n without_o either_o admit_v or_o hear_v supplication_n or_o prayer_n and_o carry_v it_o into_o hell_n so_o that_o the_o sinner_n in_o the_o twinkle_n of_o a_o eye_n from_o his_o bed_n where_o he_o lie_v very_o delicate_o inviron_v with_o many_o friend_n and_o kinsman_n 21.23_o job._n 21.23_o die_v as_o job_n saithe_v in_o a_o moment_n with_o a_o death_n to_o appearance_n happy_a and_o peaceable_a but_o in_o the_o very_a same_o moment_n he_o descend_v to_o hell_n pass_v from_o one_o extreme_a of_o temporal_a good_a to_o another_o extreme_a of_o eternal_a evil_n o_o what_o will_v the_o unhappy_a soul_n feel_v in_o that_o first_o entrance_n into_o hell_n when_o it_o see_v what_o it_o leave_v and_o what_o it_o find_v 14.11_o isai_n 14.11_o when_o it_o see_v and_o feel_v a_o bed_n of_o fire_n the_o matress_n of_o worm_n the_o company_n of_o devil_n and_o all_o the_o rest_n of_o torment_n from_o which_o she_o have_v no_o hope_n ever_o to_o escape_v o_o just_a judge_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o colloquy_n colloquy_n et_fw-la cum_fw-la veneris_fw-la judicare_fw-la noli_fw-la i_o condemnare_fw-la and_o when_o thou_o come_v to_o judge_n do_v not_o condemn_v i_o o_o my_o soul_n fear_v this_o sentence_n of_o eternal_a damnation_n and_o live_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o thou_o may_v meritte_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o it_o the_o sixth_o point_n sixth_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v the_o sentence_n that_o shall_v be_v give_v to_o the_o just_a christ_n our_o redeemer_n say_v invisible_o to_o he_o with_o a_o amiable_a voice_n 21._o matt._n 25_o 34._o matt._n 25_o 21._o come_v thou_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n possess_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o thou_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n well_o fare_v thou_o good_a and_o faithful_a servant_n because_o thou_o have_v be_v faithful_a over_o a_o few_o thing_n i_o will_v place_v thou_o over_o many_o thing_n enter_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o lord_n and_o at_o that_o very_a instant_a the_o devil_n depart_v affront_v and_o the_o angel_n guardian_n receive_v the_o soul_n other_o angel_n as_o they_o come_v to_o the_o soul_n of_o poor_a lazarus_n come_v to_o accompanye_n it_o 16.22_o luc._n 16.22_o and_o all_o with_o great_a joy_n carry_v it_o to_o heaven_n to_o enjoy_v that_o eternal_a good_a when_o it_o have_v nothing_o to_o be_v purge_v in_o purgatory_n o_o what_o joy_n shall_v the_o soul_n have_v in_o that_o her_o first_o and_o so_o much_o desire_v entrance_n that_o which_o be_v before_o full_a of_o dolour_n humble_v with_o contempt_n and_o trouble_v with_o fear_n in_o a_o moment_n shall_v see_v herself_o far_o otherwise_o all_o her_o pain_n turn_v into_o glory_n and_o her_o mourning_n into_o rejoice_v in_o the_o company_n of_o angel_n in_o a_o place_n of_o repose_n and_o ingulf_v in_o the_o view_n of_o she_o god_n 2._o these_o thing_n consider_v i_o will_v make_v comparison_n between_o the_o good_a and_o the_o evil_a and_o i_o shall_v see_v as_o david_n saithe_v the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a most_o vile_a 15._o psal_n 33.22_o psal_n 115_o 15._o and_o abominable_a the_o end_n of_o their_o rest_n and_o begin_v of_o their_o torment_n and_o contrary_o the_o end_n of_o the_o good_a be_v precious_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n the_o end_n of_o their_o labour_n and_o beginning_n of_o their_o rest_n and_o herewith_o i_o will_v animate_v myself_o to_o procure_v a_o good_a death_n wherein_o i_o may_v receive_v a_o good_a sentence_n encourage_v myself_o to_o penance_n and_o to_o the_o exercize_n of_o virtue_n trust_v in_o the_o benignity_n of_o the_o judge_n who_o will_v sentence_v i_o with_o mercy_n if_o in_o my_o life_n i_o make_v profit_n thereof_o 3._o i_o will_v conclude_v with_o a_o speech_n to_o the_o most_o bless_a virgin_n who_o at_o that_o hour_n interpose_v not_o herself_o in_o this_o judgement_n for_o when_o the_o soul_n depart_v the_o body_n the_o door_n of_o intercession_n and_o pardon_n be_v lock_v up_o and_o that_o of_o rigorous_a justice_n be_v open_v beseech_v she_o that_o now_o present_o she_o willbee_n my_o aduocatrice_n &_o intercessor_n negotiate_v for_o i_o this_o good_a sentence_n and_o obtain_v for_o i_o work_v worthy_a thereof_o to_o which_o end_n it_o will_v aid_v i_o to_o say_v with_o spirit_n those_o last_o word_n which_o the_o church_n put_v in_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o aue_fw-la maria_n and_o those_o which_o it_o use_v in_o another_o hymn_n say_v maria_fw-la mater_fw-la gratiae_fw-la mater_fw-la misericordiae_fw-la tu_fw-la nos_fw-la ab_fw-la host_n protege_n &_o hora_n mortis_fw-la suscipe_fw-la marry_o mother_n of_o grace_n mother_n of_o mercy_n defend_v we_o from_o the_o enemy_n and_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n receive_v us._n o_o sovereign_a virgin_n see_v thou_o be_v the_o aduocatrice_n of_o sinner_n be_v my_o aduocatrice_n before_o thy_o son_n appease_v with_o thy_o intercession_n his_o wrath_n obtain_v for_o i_o time_n of_o true_a repentance_n before_o the_o time_n be_v past_a wherein_o i_o may_v do_v it_o and_o see_v the_o sentence_n give_v in_o death_n be_v irrevocable_a negotiate_v for_o i_o o_o most_o benign_a mother_n that_o it_o may_v be_v favourable_a towards_o i_o that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o bless_a fruit_n of_o thy_o womb_n jesus_n and_o enjoy_v he_o in_o thy_o company_n world_n without_o end_n amen_n to_o the_o intention_n of_o this_o meditation_n be_v much_o to_o the_o purpose_n that_o which_o in_o the_o three_o part_n shall_v
be_v by_o right_n for_o i_o vanquish_v they_o and_o they_o yield_v themselves_o to_o i_o and_o they_o esteem_v i_o more_o than_o thou_o this_o will_n proud_a satan_n say_v as_o one_o that_o after_o his_o rage_a manner_n desire_v to_o triumph_n over_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o to_o revenge_v himself_o of_o he_o in_o his_o creature_n o_o how_o ashamed_a and_o out_o of_o countenance_n shall_v the_o wicked_a become_v for_o have_v obey_v he_o colloquy_n colloquy_n fly_v o_o my_o soul_n to_o obey_v he_o that_o will_v give_v thou_o so_o evil_a recompense_n turn_v for_o christ_n honour_n that_o create_v and_o redeem_v thou_o deceive_v his_o enemy_n in_o this_o life_n that_o he_o may_v not_o beguile_v thou_o in_o the_o other_o 2_o second_o i_o will_v ponder_v the_o terrible_a imputation_n that_o christ_n himself_o will_v interior_o impose_v upon_o they_o call_v to_o every_o one_o memory_n the_o benefit_n that_o he_o have_v do_v they_o i_o will_v he_o say_v create_v thou_o to_o my_o own_o image_n and_o similitude_n and_o thou_o distain_v it_o with_o many_o sin_n i_o redeem_v thou_o with_o my_o precious_a blood_n and_o thou_o with_o thy_o evil_a way_n do_v tread_v it_o under_o foot_n i_o give_v thou_o the_o sacrament_n of_o baptism_n make_v thou_o a_o member_n of_o my_o church_n and_o thou_o profane_v it_o live_n with_o standall_n therein_o i_o offer_v thou_o the_o sacrament_n of_o penance_n to_o restore_v to_o thou_o my_o grace_n and_o thou_o choose_v to_o remain_v in_o sin_n i_o invite_v thou_o with_o my_o body_n and_o blood_n for_o thy_o sustenance_n and_o thou_o dispise_v it_o for_o the_o fleshepot_n of_o egypt_n i_o call_v thou_o with_o many_o inspiration_n and_o thou_o with_o pertinacie_n be_v rebellious_a unto_o they_o i_o menace_v thou_o with_o chastizement_n i_o regale_v thou_o with_o benefit_n and_o i_o animate_v thou_o with_o promise_n of_o great_a reward_n and_o of_o all_o these_o thou_o make_v no_o account_n o_o wretched_a man_n what_o can_v i_o do_v more_o for_o thou_o then_o i_o do_v and_o thou_o what_o can_v thou_o do_v more_o against_o i_o than_o thou_o do_v esteem_v more_o thy_o own_o honour_n then_o i_o 5.2_o isai_n 5.2_o o_o my_o angel_n and_o minister_n judge_v you_o and_o see_v what_o can_v i_o have_v do_v for_o this_o vine_n that_o i_o do_v not_o and_o hope_v that_o it_o vould_v have_v bring_v forth_o grape_n it_o have_v bring_v forth_o nothing_o but_o sour_a one_o ponder_v all_o this_o i_o will_v with_o great_a feel_n pronounce_v those_o word_n of_o david_n 6.2_o psalm_n 6.2_o lord_n rebuke_v i_o not_o in_o thy_o fury_n nor_o chastise_v i_o in_o thy_o wrath_n but_o correct_v i_o in_o thy_o mercy_n while_o yet_o there_o be_v time_n for_o amendment_n to_o this_o reprehension_n of_o christ_n the_o very_a angel_n of_o out_o guard_n will_v assist_v colloquy_n colloquy_n allege_v how_o much_o they_o do_v to_o divert_v the_o wicked_a from_o their_o evil_a life_n and_o yet_o with_o what_o rebellion_n the_o wicked_a contradict_v they_o the_o â—ust_z likewise_o that_o be_v present_a shall_v accuse_v they_o some_o for_o that_o they_o reject_v their_o counsel_n other_o because_o they_o receive_v from_o they_o great_a wrong_n and_o other_o for_o the_o peril_n wherein_o they_o see_v themselves_o through_o their_o evil_a example_n all_o this_o the_o wretch_n shall_v hear_v and_o see_v in_o the_o interior_a part_n of_o their_o soul_n 2._o ad_fw-la rom._n 2._o and_o of_o their_o unhappy_a conscience_n the_o which_o as_o the_o apostle_n saithe_v shall_v be_v the_o most_o terrible_a accuser_n of_o all_o for_o be_v convince_v with_o the_o evidence_n of_o truth_n and_o see_v the_o reason_n that_o all_o have_v to_o accuse_v she_o she_o shall_v have_v nothing_o to_o answer_v but_o much_o whereof_o to_o accuse_v herself_o o_o how_o much_o better_o have_v it_o be_v for_o she_o to_o have_v willing_o and_o proffitable_o accuse_v her_o self_n in_o this_o life_n colloquy_n colloquy_n then_o to_o accuse_v herself_o at_o that_o time_n perfocre_n and_o with_o out_o remedy_n o_o sweet_a jesus_n grant_v i_o that_o i_o may_v vorthy_o accuse_v myself_o of_o my_o sin_n before_o thou_o and_o before_o the_o confessor_n that_o be_v to_o absolve_v i_o that_o they_o may_v not_o accumsemee_n of_o the_o in_o judgement_n to_o condemn_v i_o the_o fiftenth_n meditation_n of_o the_o sentence_n in_o favour_n of_o the_o good_a and_o against_o the_o wicked_a and_o of_o the_o execution_n of_o they_o the_o form_n of_o the_o sentence_n that_o christ_n ourlord_o shall_v pronounce_v as_o it_o be_v believe_v alij_fw-la abul_n q._n 333._o in_o matth._n jansenius_n sotus_fw-la &_o alij_fw-la with_o a_o sensible_a voice_n in_o favour_n of_o the_o good_a and_o against_o the_o wicked_a be_v express_v in_o the_o holy_a gospel_n begin_v with_o that_o in_o favour_n of_o the_o good_a that_o we_o may_v understand_v how_o much_o more_o god_fw-we our_o lord_n be_v incline_v to_o reward_v then_o to_o punish_v the_o first_o point_n first_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v that_o christ_n our_o lord_n seat_v in_o the_o throne_n of_o his_o glory_n look_v toward_o the_o righteous_a with_o a_o gentle_a 25.34_o math._n 25.34_o and_o amiable_a voice_n shall_v say_v unto_o they_o come_v you_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n possess_v you_o the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o you_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n for_o i_o be_v hungrye_a and_o you_o give_v mer_fw-fr to_o eat_v etc_o this_o sentence_n we_o will_v meditate_v word_n by_o word_n ponder_v the_o mystery_n that_o every_o word_n contain_v conformable_a to_o the_o second_o form_n of_o pray_v set_v down_o in_o the_o nine_o §_o of_o the_o introduction_n and_o yet_o we_o will_v here_o do_v no_o more_o but_o point_n at_o the_o consideration_n of_o these_o word_n for_o that_o hereafter_o they_o shall_v be_v handle_v more_o at_o large_a venite_fw-la the_o first_o word_n be_v come_v wherein_o i_o be_o to_o ponder_v for_o what_o cause_n he_o say_v unto_o they_o come_v from_o whence_o they_o be_v to_o come_v and_o whither_o they_o be_v to_o come_v he_o saithe_v unto_o they_o come_v to_o recall_v to_o their_o memory_n their_o first_o vocation_n when_o he_o call_v they_o to_o follow_v he_o say_v unto_o they_o 16.24_o math._n 11.28_o &_o 16.24_o come_v you_o to_o i_o that_o labour_n and_o be_v burden_v and_o i_o will_v refresh_v you_o and_o if_o any_o man_n will_v come_v after_o i_o let_v he_o deny_v himself_o and_o take_v up_o his_o cross_n and_o follow_v i_o and_o because_o they_o hearken_v to_o this_o vocation_n he_o call_v they_o with_o such_o a_o neither_o like_o word_n as_o if_o he_o shall_v say_v see_v you_o come_v after_o i_o embrace_v the_o cross_n and_o mortification_n to_o follow_v my_o life_n come_v to_o receive_v the_o reward_n follow_v i_o in_o glory_n come_v from_o mount_n libanus_n of_o my_o church_n wherein_o you_o be_v baptize_v 4.8_o cant._n 4.8_o and_o wash_v with_o the_o tear_n of_o penance_n and_o grow_v up_o like_a cedar_n in_o all_o virtue_n 7.14_o apocal._n 7.14_o come_v from_o the_o great_a tribulation_n wherein_o you_o have_v live_v wash_v your_o robe_n and_o make_v they_o white_a in_o my_o precious_a blood_n come_v from_o the_o den_n of_o the_o lion_n and_o the_o inhabitation_n of_o tiger_n in_o who_o company_n you_o have_v live_v suffer_v great_a persecution_n come_v out_o from_o among_o the_o midst_n of_o they_o and_o come_v to_o be_v crown_v and_o to_o receive_v the_o reward_n that_o you_o have_v merit_v for_o the_o many_o victory_n you_o have_v obtain_v colloquy_n colloquy_n o_o my_o soul_n hear_v speedy_o the_o voice_n of_o christ_n wherewith_o her_o call_v thou_o to_o imitate_v his_o life_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v worthy_a to_o hear_v this_o sweet_a voice_n wherewith_o he_o shall_v call_v thou_o to_o receive_v the_o crown_n benedicti_fw-la patris_fw-la mei_fw-la the_o second_o word_n be_v you_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n he_o call_v they_o bless_v that_o all_o may_v understand_v the_o immensity_n of_o benefit_n that_o he_o have_v do_v do_v 23.5_o psalm_n 23.5_o and_o will_v do_v throughout_o all_o eternity_n fulfil_n that_o of_o the_o psalmist_n that_o the_o innocent_a and_o pure_a of_o heart_n shall_v receive_v the_o benediction_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n his_o saviour_n and_o he_o say_v not_o come_v you_o bless_v of_o abraham_n isaac_n and_o jacob_n nor_o you_o bless_v of_o moses_n or_o of_o the_o patriarch_n 1.4_o ad_fw-la ephes_n 1.4_o and_o prophet_n but_o you_o bless_v of_o my_o eternal_a fathet_n who_o have_v bless_v you_o with_o all_o kind_n of_o celestial_a benediction_n communicate_v unto_o you_o the_o good_n of_o his_o grace_n and_o now_o entire_o those_o of_o his_o glory_n and_o he_o say_v not_o you_o bless_v of_o god_n but_o of_o my_o father_n that_o it_o
may_v be_v understand_v that_o all_o these_o blessing_n proceed_v from_o the_o fatherly_a love_n that_o god_n bear_v they_o in_o respect_n of_o his_o son_n and_o for_o that_o his_o benediction_n be_v effectual_a and_o perform_v present_o what_o it_o promise_v with_o this_o sweet_a word_n he_o will_v replenish_v they_o with_o a_o new_a and_o extraordinary_a alacrity_n possidete_fw-la paratum_fw-la vobis_fw-la regnum_fw-la a_o constitutione_n mundi_fw-la thirdy_n he_o say_v unto_o they_o possess_v you_o the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o you_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n in_o which_o word_n i_o be_o to_o ponder_v what_o kingdom_n this_o be_v how_o long_a time_n ago_o since_o it_o be_v prepare_v that_o it_o be_v prepare_v for_o the_o righteous_a and_o that_o to_o they_o be_v give_v the_o possession_n thereof_o in_o all_o which_o be_v resplendent_a the_o infinite_a charity_n of_o our_o celestial_a father_n for_o first_o he_o will_v that_o the_o inheritance_n and_o eldership_n of_o his_o child_n shall_v be_v a_o kingdom_n so_o sovereign_a that_o for_o excellency_n thereof_o it_o merit_v the_o name_n of_o a_o kingdom_n for_o it_o be_v no_o terrene_a but_o a_o celestial_a kingdom_n who_o riches_n be_v infinite_a and_o the_o pleasure_n thereof_o so_o inestimable_a that_o they_o make_v bless_v their_o possessor_n this_o kingdom_n be_v prepare_v for_o they_o from_o all_o eternity_n predestinate_v they_o of_o his_o mere_a mercy_n to_o reign_v with_o he_o and_o from_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n he_o create_v the_o heaven_n call_v empyreal_a that_o it_o may_v be_v a_o royal_a city_n and_o habitation_n of_o these_o bless_a king_n and_o with_o great_a tenderness_n he_o add_v that_o word_n vobis_fw-la for_o you_o as_o who_o shall_v say_v this_o kingdom_n be_v not_o prepare_v principal_o for_o the_o angel_n and_o for_o want_v of_o they_o for_o you_o enter_v in_o place_n of_o those_o that_o lose_v the_o seat_n of_o this_o kingdom_n but_o it_o be_v prepare_v equal_o for_o all_o the_o just_a angel_n ad_fw-la man_n and_o for_o you_o for_o your_o soul_n and_o for_o your_o body_n come_v then_o to_o take_v peaceable_a possession_n of_o this_o kingdom_n so_o noble_a and_o so_o ancient_a out_o of_o the_o which_o you_o shall_v never_o be_v eject_v enter_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o father_n which_o shall_v never_o be_v take_v from_o you_o colloquy_n apocal._n 3.21_o colloquy_n sit_v down_o to_o reign_v with_o i_o in_o my_o throne_n as_o i_o be_o seat_v with_o my_o eternal_a father_n in_o he_o o_o most_o love_a father_n i_o give_v thou_o thanks_n for_o this_o so_o sovereign_a kingdom_n which_o thou_o have_v prepare_v for_o thy_o elect_a to_o show_v in_o they_o the_o infinite_a riches_n of_o thy_o grace_n and_o charitye_n grant_v i_o o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v in_o such_o manner_n prepare_v my_o soul_n that_o thou_o may_v reign_v therein_o by_o thy_o grace_n and_o afterward_n carry_v it_o to_o possess_v this_o eternal_a kingdom_n of_o thy_o glory_n amen_n esurivi_fw-la enim_fw-la &_o dedistis_fw-la mihi_fw-la manducare_fw-la etc._n etc._n then_o declare_v the_o judge_n the_o reason_n of_o his_o sentence_n and_o the_o merit_n for_o which_o he_o give_v they_o his_o kingdom_n say_v i_o be_v a_o hunger_a and_o you_o give_v i_o to_o eat_v i_o be_v a_o thirst_n and_o you_o give_v i_o to_o drink_v i_o be_v a_o stranger_n and_o you_o take_v i_o in_o naked_a and_o you_o cover_v i_o sick_a and_o you_o visit_v i_o i_o be_v in_o prison_n and_o you_o come_v to_o i_o to_o set_v i_o at_o liberty_n and_o the_o just_a admire_a that_o for_o so_o little_a work_n he_o shall_v give_v they_o a_o kingdom_n so_o great_a and_o that_o he_o shall_v so_o much_o esteem_v these_o work_n of_o mercy_n as_o if_o they_o have_v be_v do_v to_o his_o own_o person_n shall_v ask_v he_o not_o so_o much_o with_o word_n as_o with_o affection_n and_o inward_a feeling_n of_o great_a admiration_n say_v lord_n when_o do_v we_o see_v thou_o hungrye_a and_o thirstye_a and_o give_v thou_o to_o eat_v and_o to_o drink_v or_o when_o do_v we_o see_v the_o a_o stranger_n naked_a sick_a or_o in_o prison_n and_o use_v toward_o thou_o such_o mercy_n then_o our_o lord_n will_v answer_v they_o amen_o i_o say_v unto_o you_o as_o long_o as_o you_o do_v it_o to_o one_o of_o these_o my_o leasle_n brother_n you_o do_v it_o to_o i_o colloquy_n colloquy_n for_o i_o be_v in_o they_o and_o though_o but_o little_a one_o i_o yet_o esteem_v myself_o to_o hold_v they_o for_o my_o brother_n o_o happy_a poor_a that_o be_v account_v as_o his_o brother_n by_o the_o judge_n that_o shall_v judge_v they_o and_o by_o the_o eternal_a king_n that_o shall_v reward_v they_o who_o likewise_o reward_v other_o for_o do_v they_o good_a o_o happy_a work_n of_o mercy_n who_o principal_a object_n 〈◊〉_d christ_n and_o who_o reward_n be_v his_o kingdom_n o_o bless_a be_v the_o merciful_a see_v in_o this_o day_n they_o shall_v obtain_v so_o great_a mercy_n last_o i_o will_v ponder_v that_o albeit_o christ_n our_o lord_n in_o the_o gospel_n allege_v only_o for_o the_o reason_n of_o his_o sentence_n the_o work_n of_o mercy_n to_o ward_n our_o neighbour_n yet_o he_o will_v also_o declare_v the_o other_o good_a work_n of_o obedience_n and_o mortification_n necessary_a to_o enter_v into_o heaven_n and_o as_o the_o voice_n of_o god_n be_v of_o infinite_a virtue_n he_o will_v to_o every_o one_o mental_o declare_v in_o such_o sort_n that_o all_o may_v understand_v the_o special_a work_n for_o the_o which_o he_o give_v he_o his_o kingdom_n to_o the_o martyr_n he_o will_v say_v come_v thou_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n to_o possess_v the_o kingdom_n prepare_v for_o thou_o because_o thou_o shed_v thy_o blood_n formee_n and_o to_o the_o virgin_n he_o will_v say_v come_v thou_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n for_o the_o virginity_n which_o thou_o preserve_v with_o purity_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n and_o to_o the_o religious_a man_n come_v thou_o bless_v of_o my_o father_n for_o thou_o le_v all_o thing_n to_o follow_v i_o and_o in_o this_o manner_n i_o may_v run_v through_o all_o the_o other_o estate_n of_o the_o just_a o_o what_o content_a will_v all_o receive_v with_o the_o sweet_a voice_n of_o this_o comfortable_a sentence_n 10.3_o psalm_n 50.10_o joan._n 10.3_o with_o the_o which_o god_n will_v give_v to_o their_o ear_n complete_a joy_n and_o alacrity_n and_o the_o bone_n that_o be_v humble_v shall_v rejoice_v happy_a the_o sheep_n that_o in_o this_o life_n hear_v the_o voice_n of_o their_o shephearde_n and_o follow_v his_o step_n for_o on_o this_o day_n be_v place_v on_o his_o right_a hand_n they_o shall_v hear_v the_o voice_n that_o call_v they_o to_o the_o eternal_a pasture_n o_o sovereign_a shepherd_n colloquy_n colloquy_n aid_v i_o with_o thy_o abundant_a grace_n that_o i_o may_v be_v worthy_a to_o hear_v so_o favourable_a a_o sentence_n amen_n the_o second_o point_n second_o i_o be_o to_o consider_v that_o towards_o the_o wicked_a the_o judge_n will_v turn_v his_o angry_a countenance_n and_o with_o a_o dreadefull_a voice_n will_v say_v unto_o they_o depart_v from_o i_o you_o curse_a into_o fire_n everlasting_a which_o be_v prepare_v for_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n for_o i_o be_v a_o hunger_a and_o you_o give_v i_o not_o to_o eat_v etc_o this_o sentence_n like_o the_o former_a we_o may_v ponder_v by_o the_o word_n for_o that_o herein_o be_v declare_v all_o the_o kind_n of_o pain_n that_o be_v in_o hell_n of_o the_o which_o we_o shall_v hereafter_o make_v a_o large_a consideration_n discedite_fw-la a_o i_o 1._o the_o first_o word_n be_v depart_v from_o i_o in_o the_o which_o he_o condemn_v they_o to_o that_o eternal_a pain_n danation_n paena_fw-la damni_fw-la payne_n of_o loss_n or_o danation_n which_o they_o call_v of_o loss_n or_o damnation_n which_o be_v a_o perpetual_a banishment_n from_o heaven_n and_o a_o deprive_v they_o of_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n for_o ever_o and_o the_o more_o to_o wound_v they_o show_v himself_o so_o glorious_a unto_o they_o he_o say_v depart_v from_o i_o that_o be_o your_o god_n your_o first_o beginning_n and_o last_o end_n depart_v from_o i_o that_o be_o your_o redeemer_n from_o â—nee_n that_o make_v myself_o man_n for_o your_o sake_n and_o receive_v these_o wound_n for_o your_o remedy_n from_o i_o that_o invite_v you_o with_o pardon_n and_o you_o will_v not_o accept_v it_o therefore_o depart_v for_o ever_o from_o my_o friendship_n from_o my_o protection_n from_o my_o kingdom_n from_o my_o paradise_n from_o my_o clear_a sight_n and_o from_o the_o copious_a river_n of_o my_o delight_n and_o for_o that_o whosoever_o be_v separate_v from_o christ_n be_v also_o separate_v from_o those_o that_o go_v with_o christ_n in_o say_v to_o they_o depart_v from_o
love_n of_o our_o lord_n god_n whatsoever_o shall_v happen_v against_o my_o like_n determine_v by_o god_n grace_n for_o no_o such_o occasion_n to_o fail_v in_o humility_n and_o patience_n nor_o to_o admit_v any_o thing_n that_o may_v be_v a_o sin_n sound_v this_o purpose_n not_o upon_o my_o own_o force_n but_o upon_o the_o force_n that_o god_n shall_v give_v i_o and_o upon_o some_o strong_a reason_n that_o may_v convince_v i_o and_o make_v i_o affectionate_a to_o execute_v it_o as_o christ_n our_o redeemer_n in_o the_o garden_n of_o gethsemani_fw-la set_v before_o his_o eye_n all_o the_o torment_n that_o the_o day_n follow_v he_o be_v to_o suffer_v and_o accept_v they_o with_o great_a love_n 14._o in_o the_o meditation_n 22._o of_o the_o 4._o part_n collat._n 19_o cap._n 14._o wrestle_v against_o fear_n and_o sorrow_n with_o discourse_n and_o prayer_n as_o in_o its_o place_n we_o shall_v see_v 5._o and_o if_o those_o who_o be_v very_o zealous_a will_n yet_o pass_v far_o and_o excel_v more_o in_o virtue_n they_o may_v take_v the_o counsel_n that_o a_o holy_a abbot_n as_o cassianus_n report_v give_v to_o those_o who_o by_o live_v in_o solitariness_n have_v no_o occasion_n to_o exercise_v humillitye_n and_o patience_n that_o they_o shall_v imagine_v terrible_a dolour_n injury_n contempt_n and_o torment_n come_v upon_o they_o by_o the_o hand_n of_o their_o enemy_n or_o of_o their_o companion_n under_o the_o pretext_n of_o piety_n such_o as_o be_v those_o which_o the_o martyr_n and_o holy_a confessor_n have_v suffer_v and_o to_o accept_v they_o all_o very_o hearty_o yea_o and_o to_o desire_v that_o they_o may_v be_v offer_v they_o and_o to_o beg_v they_o of_o our_o celestial_a father_n with_o those_o word_n of_o david_n colloquy_n psalm_n 25.2_o colloquy_n prove_v i_o o_o lord_n and_o try_v i_o burn_v my_o heart_n and_o my_o reins_n for_o thy_o great_a mercy_n be_v before_o i_o and_o therein_o i_o trust_v that_o thou_o will_v aude_v i_o and_o with_o this_o confidence_n i_o may_v say_v unto_o he_o o_o if_o in_o this_o day_n some_o body_n will_v strike_v i_o upon_o one_o cheek_n how_o willing_o for_o thy_o love_n will_v i_o offer_v he_o the_o other_o or_o if_o any_o will_v speak_v unto_o i_o any_o injurious_a word_n or_o bear_v false_a witness_n against_o i_o how_o hearty_o will_v i_o be_v silent_a and_o suffer_v it_o for_o thy_o love_n o_o if_o my_o prelatet_fw-la will_v command_v i_o any_o very_a sharp_a and_o difificult_a thing_n that_o i_o in_o accomplish_v it_o may_v show_v the_o love_n that_o i_o bear_v thou_o with_o such_o purpose_n as_o these_o virtue_n be_v much_o augment_v and_o the_o heart_n become_v strong_a to_o resist_v vice_n but_o yet_o the_o imperfect_a and_o lukewarmee_n must_v walk_v wary_o in_o such_o like_a meditation_n jest_n perhaps_o through_o their_o imbecillitye_n that_o which_o shall_v have_v be_v a_o mean_n of_o their_o good_a turn_v into_o a_o snare_n of_o their_o temptation_n the_o second_o point_n second_o at_o noon_n before_o dinner_n set_v myself_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n and_o have_v ask_v of_o he_o light_n to_o come_v to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o my_o sin_n i_o will_v examine_v those_o which_o i_o have_v commit_v that_o morning_n in_o that_o particular_a vice_n which_o if_o they_o be_v many_o i_o be_o to_o be_v ashamed_a that_o i_o have_v not_o fullfil_v the_o resolution_n that_o i_o make_v nor_o keep_v my_o word_n which_o i_o give_v to_o god_n accuse_v myself_o of_o infidellitye_n inconstancye_n and_o mutabillitye_n and_o be_v sorrowful_a for_o my_o transgression_n herein_o for_o be_v against_o a_o god_n that_o be_v so_o faithful_a and_o constant_a in_o benefit_v i_o and_o in_o accomplish_v whatsoever_o he_o purpose_v to_o do_v for_o my_o good_a i_o be_o to_o reprehend_v myself_o as_o cassianus_n say_v say_v to_o myself_o 14._o collat._n 19_o cap._n 14._o be_v thou_o he_o that_o this_o morning_n do_v purpose_v such_o great_a matter_n and_o offer_v thyself_o to_o suffer_v very_o terrible_a injury_n then_o how_o come_v it_o that_o so_o light_a a_o occasion_n have_v overthrow_v thou_o thou_o do_v purpose_v to_o kill_v all_o the_o enemy_n of_o god_n and_o have_v thou_o render_v thyself_o to_o the_o jest_n of_o they_o be_v ashamed_a of_o thy_o cowadize_n humble_v thyself_o before_o god_n and_o turn_v a_o new_a to_o determine_v trust_v with_o more_o vivacity_n in_o his_o mercy_n that_o it_o may_v aid_v thy_o great_a weakness_n i_o will_v likewise_o examine_v the_o cause_n and_o occasion_n of_o haviug_v fail_v to_o avoid_v it_o or_o to_o prevent_v it_o whole_o resolve_v upon_o amendment_n the_o rest_n of_o the_o day_n 2._o i_o may_v likewise_o at_o this_o time_n remember_v that_o christ_n our_o lord_n be_v crucify_v at_o midday_n and_o persevere_v a_o great_a part_n of_o the_o evening_n suffer_v most_o grievous_a pain_n upon_o the_o cross_n with_o great_a constancy_n until_o he_o give_v up_o the_o ghost_n and_o in_o thankfulness_n for_o this_o benefit_n i_o be_o to_o purpose_n to_o be_v very_o constant_a in_o not_o yield_v to_o the_o lust_n of_o my_o flesh_n nor_o to_o my_o own_o will_n in_o that_o vice_n that_o it_o may_v die_v in_o i_o or_o i_o may_v die_v fight_v against_o it_o until_o i_o vanquish_v it_o sometime_o again_o i_o may_v call_v to_o mind_n that_o christ_n our_o lord_n likewise_o at_o midday_n ascend_v above_o all_o the_o heaven_n to_o enjoy_v the_o fruit_n of_o his_o labour_n and_o with_o this_o consideration_n i_o may_v animate_v myself_o to_o fight_v a_o new_a against_o my_o passion_n and_o with_o both_o consideration_n i_o may_v say_v unto_o he_o that_o of_o the_o canticle_n o_o thou_o belove_a of_o my_o soul_n 1.6_o cant._n 1.6_o show_n unto_o i_o with_o thy_o celestial_a light_n the_o place_n where_o at_o midday_n thou_o repose_a and_o feed_v thy_o sheep_n that_o i_o may_v there_o fix_v my_o heart_n and_o my_o desire_n and_o not_o go_v wander_v any_o more_o to_o seek_v after_o vice_n the_o three_o point_n at_o night_n before_o i_o sleep_v i_o will_v make_v another_o examination_n like_o that_o which_o i_o make_v before_o dinner_n compare_v the_o time_n that_o i_o sin_v in_o the_o morning_n with_o those_o that_o i_o sin_v in_o the_o evening_n and_o if_o they_o be_v few_o i_o will_v give_v thanks_n to_o god_n for_o this_o amendment_n because_o it_o have_v come_v from_o his_o hand_n but_o if_o they_o be_v more_o i_o be_o to_o confound_v myself_o to_o see_v that_o instead_o of_o go_v forward_o i_o turn_v back_o but_o yet_o i_o be_o not_o to_o be_v dismay_v but_o to_o purpose_n anew_o a_o very_a hearty_a amendment_n for_o with_o such_o a_o like_a battle_n 24.16_o proverb_n 24.16_o the_o victory_n be_v obtain_v for_o hereupon_o say_v the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o just_a man_n fall_v seven_o time_n a_o day_n and_o shall_v rise_v again_o give_v to_o understand_v that_o fall_v and_o yet_o rise_v again_o he_o shall_v come_v by_o god_n favour_n to_o stand_v upright_o the_o same_o comparison_n i_o be_o to_o make_v between_o the_o sin_n of_o one_o day_n and_o those_o of_o another_o according_a to_o the_o counsel_n of_o s._n basile_n 10._o ser._n de_fw-fr abdic_fw-la re_fw-mi rum_o sermo_fw-la 10._o and_o between_o those_o of_o one_o week_n and_o those_o of_o another_o according_a to_o the_o counsel_n of_o s._n dorotheus_n help_v my_o memory_n by_o note_v they_o with_o two_o line_n or_o strike_v for_o every_o day_n in_o the_o week_n put_v in_o the_o one_o line_n as_o many_o prike_v as_o i_o have_v sin_v time_n in_o the_o morning_n and_o in_o the_o other_o those_o of_o the_o evening_n it_o will_v likewise_o help_v i_o to_o give_v myself_o a_o stroke_n on_o the_o breast_n when_o i_o fall_v into_o this_o sin_n the_o one_o to_o remember_v the_o time_n that_o i_o have_v sin_v by_o the_o time_n that_o i_o have_v strike_v my_o breast_n and_o the_o other_o forthwith_o to_o move_v i_o to_o contrition_n for_o my_o sin_n and_o to_o obtain_v pardon_n thereof_o 24.16_o froverb_n 24.16_o for_o in_o this_o sense_n also_o say_v the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o just_a man_n fall_v seven_o time_n a_o day_n and_o rise_v again_o give_v to_o understand_v that_o when_o he_o fall_v he_o have_v light_a to_o know_v that_o he_o have_v fall_v and_o if_o he_o fall_v while_o it_o be_v day_n he_o stay_v not_o to_o rise_v up_o at_o night_n rather_o if_o he_o fall_v seven_o time_n he_o rise_v seven_o time_n assoon_o as_o he_o have_v fall_v sorrow_v for_o his_o fall_n and_o purpose_v amendment_n and_o in_o this_o manner_n his_o frequent_a fall_a shall_v be_v turn_v into_o frequent_a pray_v and_o into_o good_a affection_n and_o purpose_n which_o with_o new_a grace_n repair_v the_o hurt_n of_o the_o fall_n other_o mean_n of_o
a_o lively_a faith_n of_o himself_o enclose_v in_o this_o sacrament_n and_o to_o this_o end_n faith_n must_v help_v itself_o with_o meditation_n and_o contemplation_n penetrate_v the_o greateness_n of_o this_o lord_n as_o have_v be_v say_v in_o the_o first_o point_n of_o the_o precedent_a meditation_n the_o act_n of_o faith_n be_v to_o be_v exercise_v in_o this_o form_n i_o believe_v that_o under_o this_o veil_n be_v cover_v jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n his_o body_n his_o soul_n his_o blood_n and_o his_o divinity_n i_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v present_a the_o son_n of_o the_o everliving_a god_n infinite_a eternal_a immense_a allmightie_a wise_a and_o holy_a yea_o wisdom_n and_o sanctity_n itself_o i_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v my_o saviour_n my_o master_n my_o father_n my_o judge_n and_o my_o glorifier_n he_o that_o for_o i_o be_v bear_v in_o a_o manger_n and_o be_v whip_v crown_v with_o thorn_n and_o crucify_v all_o this_o i_o believe_v for_o that_o he_o himself_o have_v reveal_v it_o and_o i_o be_o most_o assure_v that_o he_o have_v knowledge_n colloquy_n colloquy_n power_n and_o will_v to_o do_v it_o o_o my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n although_o i_o see_v thou_o not_o clear_o it_o suffice_v i_o to_o know_v that_o thou_o be_v there_o that_o i_o may_v reverence_v adore_v and_o glorify_v thou_o as_o if_o i_o do_v see_v thou_o i_o rejoice_v to_o have_v thou_o present_v and_o i_o give_v thou_o thanks_n for_o that_o thou_o daign_a to_o be_v with_o i_o quicken_v my_o faith_n o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v love_v ever_o to_o be_v with_o thou_o amen_n the_o second_o point_n hope_n act_n of_o hope_n second_o be_v to_o be_v exercise_v the_o act_n of_o hope_n rest_v upon_o the_o same_o four_o pillar_n that_o faith_n do_v to_o wit_n upon_o the_o infinite_a wisdom_n goodness_n and_o omnipotency_n of_o god_n and_o upon_o his_o fidellitie_n to_o fullfil_v all_o that_o he_o promise_v see_v he_o have_v knowledge_n power_n and_o will_v to_o perform_v it_o upon_o this_o foundation_n hope_n be_v to_o exercise_v its_o act_n aid_v itself_o with_o prayer_n to_o ask_v and_o obtain_v what_o it_o hope_v and_o desire_v and_o what_o here_o be_v to_o be_v hope_v and_o desire_v be_v the_o performance_n of_o the_o promise_n that_o christ_n our_o saviour_n make_v to_o those_o that_o worthy_o receive_v he_o in_o this_o sacrament_n as_o may_v be_v collect_v out_o of_o the_o 6._o chapter_n of_o s._n john_n say_v thus_o unto_o he_o etc._n joan._n 6.35.50_o etc._n etc._n i_o hope_v o_o my_o saviour_n that_o if_o i_o eat_v this_o bread_n of_o life_n i_o shall_v never_o die_v i_o shall_v live_v for_o ever_o i_o shall_v remain_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o unite_v thou_o with_o i_o and_o i_o with_o thou_o i_o hope_v that_o as_o thou_o live_v by_o thy_o father_n so_o i_o shall_v live_v by_o thou_o and_o by_o thy_o mean_n i_o shall_v obtain_v life_n everlasting_a and_o thou_o will_v raze_v i_o again_o at_o the_o last_o day_n colloquy_n colloquy_n o_o bread_n of_o life_n i_o come_v to_o receive_v thou_o with_o great_a confidence_n that_o thou_o will_v quicken_v my_o spirit_n comfort_v my_o heart_n cheer_n up_o my_o soul_n for_o tifie_v my_o power_n make_v chaste_a may_v flesh_n and_o change_v i_o into_o another_o man_n 10._o aug._n 7._o confess_v cap._n 10._o for_o i_o shall_v not_o change_v thou_o into_o i_o unless_o thou_o chaung_a i_o into_o thou_o o_o most_o sweet_a saviour_n augment_v in_o i_o confidence_n that_o i_o may_v be_v worthy_a to_o obtain_v thy_o sovereign_a promise_n but_o hope_n must_v pass_v yet_o far_o hope_v in_o the_o goodness_n and_o omnipotency_n of_o this_o our_o lord_n who_o be_v not_o tie_v unto_o the_o sacrament_n but_o may_v grant_v i_o all_o these_o benefit_n only_o for_o a_o lively_a desire_n in_o i_o to_o receive_v he_o and_o therefore_o behold_v this_o divine_a sacrament_n i_o may_v exercise_v these_o act_n of_o faith_n and_o confidence_n 8.8_o math._n 8.8_o sometime_o with_o the_o centurion_n say_v unto_o he_o lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a that_o thou_o shall_v enter_v under_o my_o roof_n but_o only_o say_v the_o word_n and_o my_o soul_n shall_v be_v save_v 21.8_o numer_n 21.8_o and_o sometime_o i_o will_v say_v unto_o he_o if_o to_o behold_v the_o brazen_a serpent_n suffize_v to_o heal_v those_o that_o be_v wound_v it_o may_v likewise_o suffice_v i_o to_o behold_v thou_o with_o a_o lively_a faith_n and_o thou_o to_o look_v upon_o i_o with_o thy_o mercy_n that_o thou_o may_v deliver_v i_o from_o all_o misery_n other_o sometime_o as_o the_o woman_n that_o have_v the_o flux_n of_o blood_n 5.15_o luc._n 8.44_o actuum_fw-la 5.15_o i_o will_v say_v within_o myself_o if_o i_o can_v but_o touch_v the_o garment_n that_o cover_v my_o lord_n without_o doubt_n i_o shall_v be_v safe_a and_o if_o the_o shadow_n of_o his_o apostle_n heal_v the_o sick_a how_o much_o more_o shall_v the_o shadow_n of_o his_o divine_a sacrament_n heal_v my_o soul_n with_o this_o confidence_n ought_v i_o to_o enter_v into_o the_o church_n to_o assist_v at_o mass_n and_o to_o behold_v the_o sacred_a host_n and_o chalice_n when_o they_o be_v elevate_v for_o as_o s._n bernard_n say_v cant._n serm._n 38_o in_o cant._n great_a faith_n attain_v to_o great_a thing_n and_o the_o more_o the_o affection_n of_o confidence_n dilate_v itself_o the_o more_o we_o shall_v obtain_v of_o god_n mercy_n the_o three_o point_n final_o charity_n act_n of_o charity_n charity_n be_v to_o exercise_v her_o act_n with_o the_o which_o spiritual_o we_o be_v unite_v and_o join_v with_o christ_n our_o lord_n with_o the_o union_n of_o love_n which_o be_v pretend_v in_o the_o communion_n of_o this_o bless_a sacrament_n the_o principal_a act_n be_v to_o rejoice_v in_o the_o goodness_n charity_n omnipotency_n and_o liberality_n of_o christ_n which_o be_v resplendent_a in_o this_o banquet_n to_z joie_fw-fr to_o see_v i_o so_o belove_v of_o he_o that_o he_o give_v himself_o unto_o i_o for_o meat_n to_o desire_v all_o way_n to_o be_v unite_v with_o he_o by_o actual_a knowledge_n and_o love_n and_o to_o be_v like_a unto_o he_o in_o all_o his_o virtue_n to_o desire_v that_o all_o may_v know_v love_n and_o reverence_v he_o in_o this_o most_o bless_a and_o sovereign_a sacrament_n and_o may_v enjoie_v the_o benefit_n that_o therein_o be_v enclose_v and_o to_o offer_v myself_o with_o great_a earnestness_n to_o have_v in_o all_o thing_n the_o same_o willling_a and_o nill_v that_o he_o have_v place_v my_o whole_a like_n in_o comply_v with_o his_o colloquy_n colloquy_n o_o my_o most_o sweet_a saviour_n where_o soever_o thou_o be_v thou_o be_v exceed_o amiable_a but_o in_o this_o sacrament_n thou_o be_v most_o worthy_a to_o be_v belove_v with_o all_o the_o whole_a force_n of_o love_n o_o that_o i_o do_v love_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o soul_n with_o all_o my_o spirit_n and_o with_o all_o my_o fortitude_n may_v i_o love_v thou_o for_o the_o bounty_n that_o herein_o thou_o discover_v for_o the_o love_n that_o herein_o thou_o demonstrate_v unto_o i_o for_o the_o benefit_n which_o herein_o thou_o do_v i_o for_o the_o evil_n from_o which_o thou_o deliver_v i_o for_o the_o good_a thing_n which_o thou_o promise_v i_o and_o for_o the_o much_o that_o thou_o desire_v that_o i_o shall_v love_v thou_o fulfil_v o_o lord_n this_o desire_n which_o thou_o have_v and_o which_o i_o have_v grant_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o as_o thou_o desire_v to_o be_v love_v unite_n i_o unto_o thou_o with_o the_o union_n of_o perfect_a charity_n that_o it_o may_v remain_v unto_o life_n everlasting_a amen_o diverse_a other_o meditation_n with_o several_a form_n of_o prepare_v ourselves_o to_o communicate_v shall_v be_v set_v down_o in_o the_o part_n that_o follow_v follow_v the_o order_n of_o the_o evangelical_a history_n and_o shall_v easy_o be_v find_v by_o the_o table_n the_o xxxv_o meditation_n of_o thanks_n give_v after_o communion_n after_o we_o have_v communicate_v it_o be_v of_o great_a importance_n to_o know_v how_o to_o enjoy_v the_o sweet_a presence_n of_o the_o guest_n that_o we_o have_v receive_v for_o there_o be_v no_o better_a time_n to_o negotiate_v with_o he_o then_o when_o we_o have_v he_o within_o we_o for_o here_o likewise_o it_o be_v truth_n that_o he_o say_v that_o while_o he_o be_v in_o the_o little_a world_n of_o every_o man_n he_o be_v the_o light_n of_o the_o world_n 12._o joan._n 9_o &_o 12._o and_o therefore_o it_o behoove_v we_o to_o walk_v while_o this_o light_n last_v before_o it_o be_v hide_v and_o darkness_n overtake_v us._n and_o as_o this_o divine_a sacrament_n be_v so_o sovereign_a a_o benefit_n and_o so_o high_a a_o gift_n of_o his_o divine_a liberality_n so_o we_o be_v to_o be_v