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god_n judgement_n if_o he_o shall_v damn_v we_o for_o our_o sin_n wish_n not_o only_o to_o confess_v ourselves_o worthy_a of_o damnation_n but_o to_o redeem_v god_n glory_n to_o be_v content_a to_o suffer_v with_o it_o as_o we_o may_v see_v in_o moses_n his_o wish_n be_v most_o just_a and_o righteous_a but_o which_o more_o be_v if_o it_o may_v redeem_v god_n glory_n and_o further_o the_o eternal_a salvation_n of_o many_o to_o be_v content_a at_o least_o if_o not_o to_o wish_v that_o ourselves_o for_o our_o particular_a may_v perish_v eternal_o this_o be_v the_o desire_n of_o moses_n who_o when_o god_n threaten_v to_o consume_v the_o people_n for_o make_v and_o worship_v the_o golden_a calf_n as_o he_o
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the_o further_a manifestation_n of_o the_o same_o and_o for_o this_o main_a end_n that_o the_o whole_a work_n of_o conversion_n may_v appear_v to_o be_v his_o not_o we_o justice_n 1._o that_o of_o his_o justice_n 1._o his_o very_a justice_n manifest_v its_o self_n in_o and_o by_o these_o terror_n of_o conscience_n whilst_o the_o convict_a sinner_n be_v make_v to_o see_v the_o depth_n of_o his_o own_o ill_a deserve_n be_v present_v with_o the_o sight_n of_o hell_n acknowledge_v which_o by_o such_o be_v acknowledge_v and_o make_v inward_o to_o acknowledge_v that_o it_o be_v but_o justice_n in_o god_n to_o cast_v he_o into_o the_o same_o yea_o so_o strong_a be_v this_o apprehension_n in_o some_o that_o for_o a_o long_a time_n they_o can_v see_v nothing_o but_o justice_n howsoever_o this_o make_v they_o at_o first_o and_o ever_o after_o to_o confess_v and_o give_v the_o glory_n of_o justice_n to_o god_n acknowledge_v how_o just_a their_o condemnation_n shall_v be_v if_o god_n do_v deal_v with_o they_o according_a to_o their_o desert_n be_v ready_a ever_o to_o justify_v god_n as_o clear_v whensoever_o he_o judge_v 3.4_o psal_n 51_o 4._o rom._n 3.4_o thus_o all_o by_o sin_n be_v bring_v under_o the_o law_n and_o the_o law_n be_v let_v loose_a upon_o sinner_n threaten_v damnation_n and_o nothing_o but_o justice_n appear_v 19_o and_z vers_n 19_o that_o every_o mouth_n may_v be_v stop_v and_o all_o the_o world_n may_v become_v guilty_a before_o god_n god_n will_v not_o in_o this_o work_n of_o conversion_n suffer_v his_o justice_n to_o be_v swallow_v up_o of_o mercy_n he_o must_v and_o will_v be_v acknowledge_v just_a before_o merciful_a take_v we_o as_o it_o be_v by_o the_o throat_n 18.28_o mat._n 18.28_o bid_v we_o pay_v all_o we_o owe_v when_o indeed_o with_o that_o poor_a woman_n 2_o king_n 4.1_o we_o have_v nothing_o at_o all_o to_o pay_v and_o so_o in_o every_o convert_n he_o take_v away_o all_o matter_n of_o glory_v let_v they_o see_v the_o depth_n of_o their_o desert_n and_o their_o own_o both_o unworthiness_n of_o mercy_n and_o inability_n and_o impotency_n to_o make_v themselves_o any_o help_n feel_v isâ—_n 66.2_o job_n 9.13_o 2_o his_o mercy_n which_o thus_o be_v more_o feel_v and_o by_o so_o do_v whilst_o the_o best_a be_v make_v to_o tremble_v before_o he_o and_o that_o the_o proud_a helper_n do_v stoup_n under_o he_o he_o make_v way_n for_o his_o mercy_n that_o he_o may_v be_v the_o more_o glorify_v both_o by_o show_v mercy_n and_o by_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o mercy_n by_o those_o that_o find_v mercy_n as_o it_o be_v gal._n 3.22_o the_o scripture_n have_v conclude_v all_o under_o sin_n that_o the_o promise_n by_o faith_n of_o jesus_n christ_n may_v be_v give_v to_o they_o that_o believe_v or_o as_o rom._n 11.32_o god_n have_v shut_v up_o or_o conclude_v they_o all_o i._o both_o jew_n and_o gentile_n in_o unbeleef_n that_o he_o may_v have_v mercy_n on_o all_o for_o so_o by_z shuting_z all_z up_z under_o sin_n and_o wrath_n his_o 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lament_v thy_o own_o unto_o wardness_n and_o if_o especial_o his_o hand_n lie_v long_o on_o thou_o or_o that_o his_o stroke_n be_v multiply_v say_v lord_n what_o a_o hard_a heart_n have_v i_o and_o senseless_a that_o need_v all_o this_o hammer_v and_o melt_v this_o batter_a and_o bruise_v that_o none_o of_o this_o can_v be_v spare_v thus_o at_o length_n by_o god_n mercy_n thy_o hard_a and_o unrelenting_a heart_n shall_v be_v bruise_v soften_a and_o humble_v 2._o time_n 2_o by_o take_v advantage_n of_o the_o occasion_n and_o time_n take_v the_o advantage_n of_o the_o time_n when_o god_n hand_n be_v upon_o thou_o man_n of_o the_o world_n both_o know_v and_o be_v careful_a to_o observe_v the_o fit_a season_n for_o plough_v and_o break_v up_o of_o their_o ground_n and_o god_n look_v that_o we_o do_v the_o like_a for_o the_o break_n up_o of_o the_o fallow_a and_o hard_a ground_n of_o our_o heart_n 4.3_o jer._n 4.3_o which_o he_o expect_v from_o we_o as_o a_o duty_n 3.4_o eccles_n 3.4_o 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trouble_n and_o distress_n david_n complain_v to_o god_n say_v i_o be_o pour_v out_o like_o water_n 22.14_o psal_n 22.14_o and_o all_o my_o bone_n be_v out_o of_o joint_n my_o heart_n be_v like_a wax_n it_o be_v melt_v in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o bowel_n and_o thus_o in_o some_o measure_n the_o unregenerate_a find_v it_o with_o they_o in_o their_o trouble_n and_o fear_n whereby_o they_o find_v themselves_o more_o dispose_v to_o pray_v repent_v and_o more_o dispose_v to_o pray_v and_o to_o repent_v and_o to_o repent_v as_o the_o israelite_n though_o unsound_a and_o unconstant_a when_o god_n slay_v they_o they_o seek_v he_o and_o return_v 26.16_o psal_n 78.34_o isay_n 26.16_o and_o lord_n in_o trouble_n have_v they_o visit_v thou_o say_v isay_n they_o pour_v out_o a_o prayer_n when_o thy_o chasten_n be_v upon_o they_o at_o such_o time_n the_o heart_n even_o of_o hypocrite_n become_v more_o remorseful_a as_o we_o see_v in_o man_n in_o their_o sickness_n and_o distress_n now_o as_o minister_n shall_v take_v such_o opportunity_n to_o work_v upon_o man_n heart_n 33.22_o job_n 33.22_o so_o shall_v they_o themselves_o especial_o as_o the_o iron_n when_o it_o be_v hot_a be_v soon_o bow_a and_o fashion_v by_o hammer_v and_o as_o the_o wax_n when_o it_o be_v warm_a and_o soft_a may_v better_a be_v wrought_v and_o form_v as_o we_o please_v home_o which_o opportunity_n will_v be_v follow_v home_o my_o advice_n then_o to_o thou_o who_o desire_v this_o pliable_a and_o sensible_a heart_n be_v to_o take_v the_o opportunity_n of_o thy_o deep_a affliction_n and_o cross_n to_o follow_v home_o this_o work_n be_v any_o afflict_v let_v he_o pray_v say_v saint_n james_n let_v he_o humble_v himself_o in_o prayer_n 5.13_o jam._n 5.13_o confess_v hearty_o his_o sin_n and_o seek_v mercy_n be_v thou_o affect_v with_o sorrow_n upon_o the_o death_n suppose_v of_o some_o dear_a friend_n parent_n child_n or_o associate_n husband_n or_o wife_n whatsoever_o the_o occasion_n of_o thy_o grief_n be_v yea_o or_o if_o a_o secret_a sadness_n or_o pensivenesse_n come_v upon_o thou_o so_o as_o thou_o find_v thyself_o dispose_v to_o weep_v omit_v not_o such_o a_o fit_a season_n now_o that_o thy_o countenance_n be_v sad_a the_o heart_n be_v make_v better_o 7.3_o eccles_n 7.3_o that_o be_v more_o soft_a and_o yield_a to_o good_a impression_n way_n and_o our_o sorrow_n turn_v the_o right_a way_n the_o lord_n thus_o soften_v and_o incline_v thy_o soul_n to_o fresh_a sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o will_v have_v thou_o to_o turn_v the_o stream_n of_o thy_o natural_a sorrow_n or_o melacholicke_a pensivenesse_n into_o the_o right_a channel_n from_o the_o out_o ward_n or_o inward_a occasion_n from_o the_o know_a or_o unknown_a cause_n of_o thy_o heaviness_n to_o sorrow_n and_o mourning_n for_o thy_o sin_n from_o the_o effect_n to_o the_o cause_n see_v nothing_o be_v true_o to_o be_v sorrow_v for_o but_o sin_n which_o be_v the_o only_a true_a cause_n of_o all_o our_o other_o sorrow_n and_o affliction_n bless_a be_v such_o a_o cross_n loss_n or_o affliction_n as_o bereave_v we_o of_o earthly_a if_o not_o sinful_a comfort_v and_o confidence_n send_v we_o to_o seek_v our_o comfort_n and_o to_o place_v our_o trust_n only_o in_o god_n by_o seek_v our_o peace_n with_o he_o with_o true_a tear_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n sore_o our_o sin_n by_o which_o he_o be_v offend_v come_v 3_o to_o come_v 3._o three_o for_o evil_n to_o come_v and_o judgement_n threaten_v or_o fear_v in_o this_o life_n or_o at_o and_o after_o the_o end_n of_o it_o death_n itself_o hell_n and_o the_o last_o judgement_n the_o dreadfulness_n and_o terror_n of_o which_o shall_v make_v we_o afraid_a and_o such_o fear_n will_v or_o shall_v work_v sensibleness_n and_o tenderness_n in_o we_o as_o apprehension_n but_o of_o temporal_a judgement_n make_v josiahs_n heart_n to_o melt_v though_o there_o be_v in_o he_o some_o mixture_n also_o of_o love_n to_o god_n and_o zeal_n to_o his_o honour_n howsoever_o threaten_v as_o 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isay_n 38.1_o 2_o 3._o 1_o king_n 21_o 19-21_a &_o 27.29_o jon._n 3.5_o etc._n etc._n and_o the_o ninivites_n let_v the_o live_n then_o lie_v death_n to_o heart_n eccles_n 7_o 2_o and_o apprehend_v it_o as_o near_o that_o as_o man_n in_o apparent_a danger_n of_o death_n both_o by_o sea_n or_o land_n on_o their_o deathbed_n or_o as_o man_n condemn_v to_o die_v they_o may_v be_v humble_v sorrowful_a and_o penitent_a let_v we_o think_v often_o also_o of_o hell_n and_o of_o that_o place_n of_o torment_n hell_n 3_o hell_n and_o how_o it_o be_v prepare_v as_o for_o all_o impenitent_a sinner_n so_o also_o for_o the_o secure_a and_o voluptuous_a liver_n judgement_n luke_n 16.27_o etc._n etc._n 4_o the_o last_o judgement_n such_o as_o be_v dives_n and_o his_o brethren_n so_o of_o the_o dreadful_a
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so_o especial_o do_v great_a man_n rich_a noble_a and_o general_o proud_a man_n yet_o if_o you_o be_v wise_a neglect_v not_o conscience_n if_o it_o accuse_v you_o to_o yourselves_o do_v you_o accuse_v yourselves_o much_o more_o to_o god_n lest_o otherwise_o he_o give_v you_o up_o to_o deadness_n and_o security_n death_n or_o 2._o to_o anguish_n of_o conscience_n in_o their_o death_n 2._o or_o if_o not_o that_o and_o that_o be_v bad_a enough_o and_o more_o dangerous_a because_o more_o please_a then_o to_o anguish_n of_o soul_n on_o your_o deathbed_n at_o least_o when_o conscience_n which_o lie_v asleep_o before_o and_o the_o guilt_n of_o your_o sin_n which_o only_o lie_v at_o the_o door_n like_o a_o sleep_a lion_n or_o a_o
faith_n work_v by_o love_n gal._n 5.6_o 3._o christ_n himself_o and_o his_o righteousness_n as_o all_o and_o in_o all_o thing_n col_n 3.11_o etc._n contrà _fw-la ignorance_n of_o a_o man_n nothingnesse_n make_v he_o trust_v to_o and_o admire_v himself_o etc._n etc._n contrariwise_o he_o that_o know_v not_o his_o own_o nothingness_n 1._o mind_n earthly_a thing_n and_o trust_v too_o much_o in_o they_o 2._o admire_v himself_o and_o trust_v to_o his_o own_o wisdom_n and_o strength_n 3._o give_v way_n to_o his_o own_o sinful_a lust_n and_o delight_n too_o much_o in_o sinful_a way_n and_o sinful_a company_n in_o a_o word_n he_o neglect_v substance_n and_o catch_v at_o shadow_n of_o goodness_n and_o come_v short_a of_o christ_n therefore_o when_o god_n will_v give_v a_o man_n a_o be_v in_o christ_n which_o alone_o by_o the_o apostle_n be_v oppose_v against_o be_v wise_a mighty_a noble_a out_o of_o christ_n 1_o cor._n 1.30_o he_o oftentimes_o take_v from_o he_o all_o outward_a stay_v and_o prop_n all_o earthly_a comfort_n wealth_n comfort_n god_n in_o mercy_n sometime_o deprive_v man_n of_o all_o outward_a stay_v and_o comfort_n friend_n health_n child_n parent_n etc._n etc._n for_o common_o whilst_o aught_o remain_v a_o man_n will_v never_o look_v to_o christ_n howsoever_o he_o convince_v he_o and_o let_v he_o see_v his_o own_o vileness_n sinfulness_n guiltiness_n inability_n every_o way_n as_o he_o deal_v with_o these_o jew_n and_o so_o beat_v he_o out_o of_o himself_o take_v he_o off_o his_o own_o bottom_n and_o root_n that_o so_o when_o he_o see_v all_o strength_n be_v go_v he_o may_v then_o flee_v only_o to_o god_n to_o his_o mercy_n power_n and_o grace_n prodigal_n that_o they_o may_v seek_v to_o and_o rest_n in_o he_o and_o come_v to_o themselves_o as_o in_o the_o prodigal_n this_o be_v signify_v in_o the_o prodigal_n who_o never_o come_v to_o himself_o much_o less_o to_o his_o father_n till_o he_o be_v in_o extreme_a want_n and_o misery_n destitute_a of_o 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some_o remnant_n whereof_o remain_v not_o whole_o deface_v 2._o sinful_a 3._o regenerate_v whereby_o we_o become_v new_a creature_n or_o new-man_n our_o sinful_a self_n be_v that_o which_o we_o must_v absolute_o deny_v the_o regenerate_a self_n be_v to_o be_v labour_v for_o and_o be_v have_v must_v be_v preserve_v the_o natural_a be_v only_o to_o be_v deny_v in_o some_o case_n as_o of_o competition_n with_o our_o spiritual_a self_n and_o with_o god_n glory_n and_o so_o christ_n himself_o submit_v himself_o and_o his_o will_n to_o god_n will_v and_o den_z himself_o in_o his_o life_n for_o the_o good_a and_o salvation_n of_o god_n elect_v yet_o the_o regenerate_a self_n though_o it_o may_v seek_v and_o be_v allow_v to_o seek_v itself_o and_o its_o own_o spiritual_a and_o eternal_a good_a and_o salvation_n god_n 3._o the_o regenerate_a self_n may_v seek_v itself_o yet_o with_o submission_n to_o god_n and_o may_v do_v such_o thing_n as_o may_v further_o the_o same_o as_o moses_n in_o refuse_v the_o honour_n treasure_n and_o pleasure_n of_o egypt_n have_v a_o eye_n to_o the_o recompense_n of_o reward_n hebr._n 11._o even_o as_o christ_n himself_o who_o for_o the_o joy_n that_o be_v set_v before_o he_o endure_v the_o cross_n and_o despise_v the_o shame_n hebr._n 12.2_o for_o god_n have_v make_v promise_n of_o such_o thing_n yea_o of_o this_o life_n unto_o we_o for_o our_o encouragement_n in_o well-doing_n we_o may_v according_o make_v use_v of_o they_o as_o argument_n to_o move_v ourselves_o i_o say_v it_o must_v not_o thus_o do_v out_o of_o god_n way_n god_n as_o not_o be_v its_o own_o but_o god_n or_o without_o subordinate_v its_o own_o respect_n unto_o god_n see_v though_o the_o regenerate_a man_n be_v restore_v again_o to_o himself_o yet_o he_o be_v not_o his_o own_o man_n creation_n by_o creation_n and_o so_o far_o not_o himself_z but_o the_o lord_n who_o as_o he_o at_o first_o give_v he_o his_o natural_a be_v by_o create_v he_o in_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n so_o his_o new_a and_o spiritual_a be_v by_o redeem_v he_o redemption_n redemption_n and_o so_o have_v a_o propriety_n in_o he_o yea_o man_n in_o his_o conversion_n and_o new-birth_n seal_v in_o baptism_n renounce_v himself_o and_o give_v himself_o whole_o to_o christ_n and_o therefore_o must_v not_o and_o do_v not_o as_o do_v the_o wicked_a give_v himself_o any_o long_o to_o any_o thing_n else_o god_n and_o by_o its_o own_o gift_n to_o god_n as_o to_o the_o world_n to_o wine_n to_o woman_n to_o his_o sport_n or_o to_o himself_o as_o to_o be_v too_o far_o addict_v to_o his_o own_o wisdom_n will_n affection_n and_o lust_n that_o he_o shall_v be_v call_v or_o account_v self-wise_a self-willed_a self-conceited_a self-loving_a etc._n etc._n creature_n and_o must_v not_o live_v to_o itself_o but_o to_o god_n as_o a_o creature_n as_o a_o new_a creature_n neither_o must_v he_o whole_o live_v to_o himself_o as_o he_o be_v a_o creature_n for_o so_o he_o be_v as_o well_o for_o and_o to_o god_n and_o his_o glory_n as_o from_o he_o and_o his_o power_n rom._n 11.36_o much_o less_o as_o a_o new_a creature_n or_o true_a christian_a see_v he_o soâ—â—â—pends_v and_o have_v his_o be_v only_o of_o christ_n who_o be_v his_o alpha_n in_o regard_n of_o his_o grace_n first_o and_o last_o be_v both_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o his_o faith_n and_o shall_v be_v his_o omega_n 12.2_o heb._n 12.2_o by_o do_v all_o to_o his_o glory_n whatsoever_o a_o christian_n relation_n be_v it_o teach_v he_o to_o deny_v himself_o and_o to_o seek_v christ_n glory_n 1.6_o as_o a_o son_n as_o a_o servant_n mal._n 1.6_o a_o christian_a be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o christ_n the_o everlasting_a father_n the_o servant_n of_o christ_n and_o he_o the_o lord_n and_o master_n and_o as_o a_o son_n and_o servant_n he_o shall_v honour_v not_o himself_o but_o his_o father_n and_o master_n and_o fear_v he_o a_o christian_a be_v a_o member_n of_o christ_n christ_n as_o a_o member_n of_o christ_n and_o therefore_o as_o the_o hand_n will_v expose_v itself_o even_o to_o cut_v off_o to_o save_v the_o head_n so_o shall_v we_o so_o far_o deny_v ourselves_o as_o to_o expose_v ourselves_o our_o good_n name_n yea_o life_n and_o all_o if_o need_v be_v for_o christ_n and_o his_o glory_n so_o that_o to_o come_v to_o the_o particular_a in_o hand_n we_o be_v teach_v from_o these_o convert_n self-deniall_n we_o be_v to_o deny_v ourselves_o in_o matter_n of_o salvation_n and_o in_o all_o duty_n belong_v thereunto_o all_o which_o imply_v and_o require_v self-deniall_n to_o be_v nothing_o in_o ourselves_o but_o to_o become_v separate_a and_o divorce_v from_o ourselves_o deny_v ourselves_o in_o all_o thing_n especial_o in_o the_o main_a business_n of_o our_o salvation_n and_o in_o all_o duty_n belong_v or_o tend_v thereunto_o i_o will_v only_o instance_n in_o such_o as_o peter_n here_o and_o paul_n elsewhere_o direct_v young_a convert_n to_o as_o to_o baptism_n faith_n repentance_n to_o which_o i_o will_v add_v new_a obedience_n and_o self-deniall_n itself_o which_o the_o text_n give_v we_o occasion_n to_o take_v notice_n of_o 1._o peter_n say_v profession_n 1._o profession_n be_v baptize_v now_o baptism_n be_v a_o note_n of_o christian_a profession_n whereby_o we_o give_v our_o name_n yea_o ourselves_o to_o christ_n which_o i_o dare_v say_v it_o none_o can_v ever_o true_o do_v unless_o he_o deny_v himself_o i_o speak_v of_o a_o powerful_a profession_n and_o such_o as_o in_o life_n answer_v that_o verbal_a profession_n make_v in_o our_o baptism_n this_o make_v some_o that_o otherwise_o like_v well_o of_o christ_n and_o of_o his_o doctrine_n nicodemus_n of_o which_o through_o want_n of_o self-deniall_n many_o be_v ashamed_a as_o nicodemus_n because_o they_o have_v not_o yet_o deny_v