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spiteful_o scorn_v of_o the_o base_a of_o the_o people_n begin_v to_o rail_v upon_o he_o without_o modesty_n &_o to_o use_v these_o term_n against_o he_o full_a of_o vile_a indignity_n if_o thou_o be_v christ_n save_v thyself_o and_o we_o luke_n 23.39_o but_o his_o other_o fellow_n touch_v with_o sorrow_n for_o his_o sin_n and_o free_o confess_v that_o they_o have_v both_o worthy_o deserve_v &_o do_v just_o suffer_v death_n for_o their_o transgression_n begin_v to_o reprehend_v he_o for_o his_o blasphemous_a impiety_n and_o to_o justify_v my_o jesus_n for_o his_o blameless_a innocency_n and_o when_o he_o have_v rebuke_v his_o fellow_n for_o such_o great_a inhumanity_n he_o turn_v to_o my_o saviour_n to_o implore_v his_o mercy_n that_o he_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o the_o joy_n of_o his_o heavenly_a kingdom_n utter_v this_o short_a and_o sweet_a prayer_n lord_n remember_v i_o when_o thou_o come_v into_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o he_o have_v scant_o end_v his_o short_a petition_n but_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n make_v he_o this_o gracious_a answer_n very_o i_o say_v unto_o thou_o this_o day_n thou_o shall_v be_v with_o i_o in_o paradise_n luke_n 23.43_o but_o now_o let_v we_o consider_v oh_o my_o soul_n with_o devout_a attention_n and_o behold_v with_o attentive_a devotion_n what_o riches_n of_o infinite_a bounty_n what_o large_a promise_n of_o unmeasurable_a liberality_n what_o a_o bless_a inheritance_n my_o bountiful_a redeemer_n do_v promise_n unto_o this_o poor_a naked_a and_o true_a though_o late_o repent_v sinner_n how_o may_v this_o bless_a promise_n mitigate_v the_o sorrow_n oh_o thou_o sorrowful_a sinner_n of_o thy_o perplex_a mind_n how_o may_v it_o ease_v the_o sore_n of_o thy_o afflict_a body_n for_o as_o faith_n breed_v in_o thy_o heart_n a_o true_a contrition_n and_o open_v thy_o mouth_n to_o make_v that_o humble_a petition_n so_o no_o doubt_n it_o seal_v such_o a_o assurance_n unto_o thy_o wound_a conscience_n that_o thou_o do_v steadfast_o believe_v his_o promise_n and_o faithful_o look_v for_o the_o performance_n but_o how_o may_v my_o speech_n extend_v itself_o to_o the_o length_n of_o thy_o boundless_a liberality_n my_o most_o liberal_a redeemer_n how_o may_v my_o word_n measure_v the_o breadth_n of_o thy_o unlimited_a mercy_n yea_o how_o can_v my_o thought_n sound_v the_o bottomless_a sea_n of_o thy_o benignity_n in_o thy_o first_o word_n utter_v on_o the_o cross_n thou_o do_v pray_v thy_o father_n to_o forgive_v thy_o cruel_a tormentor_n and_o in_o thy_o second_o word_n thou_o do_v bountiful_o give_v paradise_n unto_o a_o sorrowful_a sinner_n oh_o who_o can_v worthy_o estimate_v the_o dignity_n of_o the_o gift_n who_o can_v sufficient_o extol_v the_o bounty_n of_o the_o giver_n although_o my_o sweet_a jesu_n thy_o whole_a life_n be_v the_o merit_n of_o our_o salvation_n yet_o at_o thy_o bitter_a death_n thou_o do_v pay_v the_o full_a price_n of_o our_o redemption_n oh_o happy_a thief_n that_o have_v such_o a_o 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to_o inspire_v my_o mind_n with_o thy_o grace_n and_o so_o to_o kindle_v thy_o love_n in_o my_o breast_n that_o i_o may_v be_v content_v to_o be_v crucify_v with_o thou_o here_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o may_v be_v receive_v by_o thou_o into_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v so_o true_o lament_v for_o my_o trespass_n and_o shed_v such_o bitter_a tear_n for_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v faithful_o say_v with_o this_o penitent_a thief_n lord_n remember_v i_o when_o thou_o shall_v come_v into_o thy_o kingdom_n for_o i_o confess_v o_fw-fr lord_n i_o have_v be_v no_o better_o than_o a_o thief_n for_o i_o have_v rob_v thou_o of_o thy_o honour_n i_o have_v be_v untrue_a unto_o thou_o concern_v thy_o glory_n my_o lip_n be_v defile_v with_o lie_v my_o hand_n have_v wrought_v the_o work_n of_o deceit_n i_o have_v often_o beguile_v the_o widow_n and_o defraud_v the_o orphan_n i_o have_v seek_v to_o make_v myself_o rich_a by_o oppression_n i_o have_v be_v disobedient_a to_o my_o governor_n and_o will_v not_o live_v under_o their_o lawful_a subjection_n oh_o lord_n remember_v not_o my_o great_a and_o grievous_a offence_n let_v thy_o mercy_n blot_v they_o out_o of_o thy_o memory_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v lay_v against_o i_o when_o i_o shall_v be_v summon_v to_o appear_v before_o thou_o remember_v i_o according_a to_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n as_o thou_o do_v this_o late-repenting_a malefactor_n who_o thou_o have_v leave_v unto_o i_o as_o one_o rare_a example_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n that_o i_o shall_v not_o despair_v in_o regard_n of_o thy_o justice_n and_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o presume_v to_o sin_n in_o respect_n of_o thy_o mercy_n oh_o let_v i_o remember_v this_o rare_a example_n of_o thy_o extraordinary_a goodness_n so_o that_o i_o may_v
exception_n oh_o how_o bitter_a be_v the_o malice_n how_o horrible_a be_v the_o envy_n how_o blind_a be_v the_o eye_n how_o bloody_a be_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n to_o crucify_v my_o dear_a son_n my_o innocent_a jesus_n how_o doleful_a be_v it_o to_o my_o eye_n and_o dolorous_a to_o my_o heart_n to_o behold_v thy_o bright_a eye_n obscure_v with_o deadly_a darkness_n thy_o bless_a hand_n deprive_v of_o action_n and_o thy_o beautiful_a foot_n senseless_a without_o any_o motion_n to_o see_v thy_o cheerful_a countenance_n cover_v with_o a_o ashy_a paleness_n thy_o skin_n black_a and_o blue_a with_o blow_n and_o thy_o flesh_n mangle_v with_o wound_n this_o spectacle_n be_v so_o woeful_a that_o i_o can_v no_o long_o behold_v thou_o with_o my_o eye_n and_o the_o wave_n of_o sorrow_n do_v overflow_v my_o heart_n so_o fast_o that_o they_o stop_v my_o word_n and_o stay_v the_o current_n of_o my_o mournful_a speech_n now_o as_o marie_n magdalene_n do_v behold_v the_o bless_a body_n 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oh_o wretched_a woman_n oh_o miserable_a creature_n because_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o such_o a_o love_a and_o well-beloved_a master_n where_o shall_v i_o find_v one_o who_o will_v love_v i_o so_o dear_o and_o regard_v i_o so_o entire_o thou_o be_v he_o which_o do_v often_o vouchsafe_v to_o come_v into_o my_o cottage_n and_o to_o sit_v down_o at_o my_o table_n and_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o honour_v my_o poor_a house_n with_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n when_o alas_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o afford_v thou_o any_o such_o entertainment_n as_o might_n in_o any_o sort_n requite_v thy_o kindness_n or_o recompense_v thy_o love_n john_n 11.28_o oh_o my_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n thou_o do_v defend_v i_o from_o the_o pharisie_n who_o disdain_v i_o for_o my_o trespass_n and_o loathe_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n thou_o do_v kind_o excuse_v i_o speak_v in_o my_o cause_n and_o plead_v my_o case_n when_o my_o sister_n begin_v to_o be_v angry_a with_o i_o and_o to_o conceive_v displeasure_n against_o i_o 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the_o curse_n and_o bitter_a taunt_n of_o blasphemous_a and_o fiery-minded_n man_n section_n ii_o this_o lord_n christ_n be_v tyrannical_o torture_v &_o cruel_o crucify_v for_o our_o yea_o rather_o for_o my_o sin_n and_o have_v sweeten_v his_o bitter_a cross_n to_o all_o that_o zealous_o love_v he_o &_o faithful_o believe_v in_o he_o he_o die_v a_o most_o shameful_a cruel_a &_o curse_a death_n on_o the_o cross_n that_o he_o may_v deliver_v we_o from_o the_o curse_n of_o the_o condemn_a and_o kill_v law_n and_o take_v we_o out_o of_o the_o jaw_n of_o the_o devour_a lion_n redeem_v we_o from_o hell_n from_o infernal_a fire_n and_o everlasting_a perdition_n he_o shed_v yea_o pour_v out_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n spout_v out_o the_o same_o from_o all_o the_o vein_n of_o his_o pierce_a and_o martyr_a body_n that_o with_o his_o precious_a and_o sovereign_a balm_n he_o may_v salve_v all_o our_o deadly_a wound_n and_o save_v our_o die_a soul_n he_o die_v and_o by_o his_o death_n kill_v death_n that_o we_o may_v live_v eternal_o in_o he_o and_o by_o he_o and_o who_o may_v not_o amaze_o admire_v the_o incomparable_a love_n of_o so_o mild_a so_o merciful_a and_o so_o potent_a a_o saviour_n who_o can_v at_o least_o who_o ought_v not_o with_o ravish_v affection_n to_o love_v and_o like_o joyful_a simeon_n with_o both_o arm_n to_o embrace_v so_o magnificent_a but_o for_o we_o sinful_a man_n and_o for_o our_o sake_n make_v so_o humble_a and_o lowly_a and_o yet_o a_o most_o powerful_a redeemer_n the_o dulcet_a taste_n of_o who_o love_n do_v far_o exceed_v the_o honey_n and_o the_o honeycomb_n in_o sweetness_n and_o although_o the_o least_o drop_n of_o it_o be_v sufficient_a to_o fill_v all_o and_o every_o part_n of_o a_o hungry_a soul_n yet_o it_o have_v in_o it_o such_o a_o savoury_a relish_n and_o a_o appetite_n procure_v quality_n that_o the_o more_o the_o desirous_a soul_n eat_v the_o more_o it_o covet_v the_o more_o it_o feed_v the_o more_o eager_o it_o long_v and_o thirst_v after_o it_o why_o shall_v we_o not_o patient_o suffer_v and_o constant_o endure_v whatsoever_o the_o inveterate_a malice_n of_o the_o devil_n can_v imagine_v against_o we_o or_o the_o furious_a madness_n of_o wicked_a man_n his_o wilful_a minister_n can_v lay_v or_o impose_v upon_o we_o for_o christ_n jesus_n his_o cause_n for_o the_o honour_n of_o his_o true_o and_o honourable_a name_n and_o for_o our_o constant_a profession_n of_o a_o true_a christian_a faith_n christ_n pass_v through_o the_o ignominy_n shame_n &_o contempt_n of_o the_o cross_n to_o supernal_a dignity_n infinite_a majesty_n and_o endless_a glory_n &_o all_o power_n &_o authority_n be_v give_v unto_o he_o for_o the_o advancement_n of_o his_o everlasting_a dominion_n both_o in_o heaven_n above_o and_o in_o earth_n beneath_o by_o god_n his_o heavenly_a father_n all_o the_o angel_n god_n heavenly_a herald_n with_o joyful_a humility_n melodious_a harmony_n and_o with_o continual_a laud_n and_o thanksgiving_n do_v worship_n and_o adore_v his_o incomprehensible_a exceeding-glorious_a and_o eternal_a majesty_n and_o at_o the_o honourable_a name_n of_o jesus_n let_v every_o knee_n be_v bow_v of_o thing_n in_o heaven_n above_o and_o thing_n in_o the_o dark_a cave_n of_o hell_n below_o where_o be_v thy_o glory_n oh_o christian_n where_o be_v thy_o rejoice_v where_o be_v thy_o boast_n not_o in_o nobility_n honour_n and_o riches_n but_o in_o the_o glorious_a name_n of_o thy_o crucify_a lord_n thy_o eternal_a god_n and_o everlasting_a saviour_n and_o in_o the_o gracious_a graceful_a and_o sweet_a name_n of_o christ_n which_o be_v a_o name_n above_o all_o name_n far_o surpass_v all_o noble_a honourable_a and_o glorious_a earthly_a title_n and_o the_o high_a stile_n of_o worldly_a majesty_n and_o whosoever_o be_v bless_v in_o this_o name_n shall_v be_v true_o bless_v here_o upon_o earth_n and_o afterward_o shall_v be_v eternal_o happy_a in_o heaven_n
let_v we_o glory_n rejoice_v and_o triumph_v in_o the_o bless_a name_n of_o our_o mighty_a redeemer_n and_o give_v all_o honour_n jurisdiction_n dominion_n and_o majesty_n to_o our_o merciful_a saviour_n which_o have_v do_v great_a marvellous_a and_o admirable_a thing_n in_o we_o and_o for_o we_o exalt_v extol_v and_o magnify_v his_o glorious_a name_n together_o with_o i_o and_o let_v our_o tongue_n tune_v with_o one_o harmonical_a concord_n like_o golden_a trumpet_n sound_z forth_o his_o meritorious_a immeasurable_a still_o increase_n and_o never-diminishing_a praise_n say_v we_o adore_v and_o worship_v thou_o oh_o christ_n king_n of_o israel_n and_o also_o of_o all_o the_o nation_n prince_n and_o monarch_n of_o king_n lord_n of_o the_o earth_n god_n of_o the_o sabaoth_n the_o most_o powerful_a power_n of_o god_n omnipotent_a we_o adore_v thou_o be_v the_o precious_a price_n of_o our_o redemption_n the_o all-sufficient_a sacrifice_n of_o our_o peace_n atonement_n and_o peaceable_a 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it_o be_v too_o little_a oh_o thou_o mirror_n of_o mercy_n to_o cool_v the_o ardent_a heat_n of_o thy_o burn_a love_n it_o be_v not_o sufficient_a for_o thou_o our_o gracious_a redeemer_n to_o appoint_v a_o cherubin_n seraphin_n or_o one_o of_o the_o angel_n to_o consummate_v and_o finish_v the_o work_n of_o our_o salvation_n thou_o thyself_o be_v king_n of_o king_n and_o god_n of_o eternal_a glory_n have_v vouchsafe_v to_o come_v to_o we_o thy_o poor_a vassal_n and_o captive_a creature_n by_o the_o commandment_n of_o thy_o supernal_a father_n psal_n 40.8.9_o acts._n 2.23_o who_o unlimited_a mercy_n bottomless_a bounty_n immutable_a love_n we_o now_o plentiful_o enjoy_v in_o thou_o and_o hereafter_o shall_v joyful_o full_o and_o everlasting_o possess_v by_o thou_o thou_o come_v unto_o we_o i_o say_v not_o by_o change_v the_o place_n but_o by_o yield_v thy_o presence_n unto_o we_o by_o the_o flesh_n thou_o come_v from_o the_o regal_a throne_n of_o thy_o most_o high_a glory_n into_o a_o 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worm_n and_o to_o put_v upon_o thou_o the_o ragged_a garment_n of_o our_o frail_a and_o miserable_a nature_n thou_o be_v god_n of_o all_o do_v appear_v as_o a_o fellow-seruant_n of_o servant_n unto_o all_o it_o be_v too_o little_a to_o satisfy_v thy_o love_a affection_n and_o to_o quench_v the_o thirsty_a desire_n of_o thy_o love_n towards_o we_o to_o be_v a_o kind_a father_n unto_o we_o and_o a_o gracious_a lord_n but_o thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v to_o be_v our_o dear_a and_o well-beloved_a brother_n what_o mind_n be_v not_o over-ioy_v with_o the_o delectable_a meditation_n of_o thy_o wonderful_a favour_n what_o hart_n be_v not_o ravish_v with_o the_o sweet_a send_v of_o thy_o admirable_a humility_n and_o what_o soul_n can_v ever_o be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o exceed_a mercy_n when_o all_o our_o obedience_n towards_o thou_o be_v it_o never_o so_o great_a or_o our_o praise_n be_v they_o never_o so_o many_o can_v parallel_v and_o equal_v the_o least_o jot_n of_o thy_o infinite_a goodness_n towards_o us._n section_n four_o and_o thou_o lord_n of_o all_o thing_n possessor_n of_o the_o high_a heaven_n and_o sole_a commander_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n which_o have_v no_o need_n of_o any_o thing_n because_o the_o fowl_n of_o the_o air_n fish_n of_o the_o sea_n beast_n of_o the_o field_n be_v all_o at_o thy_o prudent_a and_o provident_a disposition_n yea_o the_o great_a worldly_a monarch_n be_v but_o thy_o poor_a slave_n and_o submissive_a vassal_n at_o the_o begin_n of_o thy_o birth_n and_o first_o entrance_n into_o this_o transitory_a world_n the_o sweet_a joy_n whereof_o be_v soon_o sour_v with_o sudden_a misery_n and_o the_o chief_a treasure_n liable_a every_o moment_n to_o waver_a mutability_n thou_o do_v not_o abhor_v to_o taste_v the_o bitter_a gall_n of_o pinch_a necessity_n and_o to_o feel_v the_o irksome_a discommodity_n of_o beggarly_a base_a and_o abject_a poverty_n so_o ill_o be_v thy_o entertainment_n so_o bad_a be_v thy_o welcome_n and_o vile_a be_v thy_o estimation_n among_o ungrateful_a man_n for_o as_o the_o
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which_o quench_v the_o thirst_n of_o all_o sinful_a soul_n for_o ever_o when_o thou_o of_o thy_o free_a love_n do_v afford_v they_o to_o drink_v of_o that_o bless_a fountain_n be_v their_o thirst_n never_o so_o great_a or_o the_o people_n never_o so_o many_o which_o resort_n to_o receive_v refresh_v by_o it_o section_n x._o now_o when_o thou_o have_v give_v a_o new_a commandment_n to_o thy_o love_a disciple_n that_o they_o shall_v knit_v their_o heart_n together_o with_o the_o true_a union_n of_o perfect_a love_n john_n 13.34_o and_o arm_n themselves_o with_o patience_n against_o the_o approach_a day_n of_o their_o fiery_a trial_n and_o also_o have_v dispose_v the_o kingdom_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n to_o thy_o faithful_a brethren_n thou_o camme_v to_o the_o place_n with_o they_o well_o know_v unto_o covetous_a judas_n that_o traitor_n which_o do_v betray_v thou_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o cruel_a jew_n who_o be_v as_o greedy_a to_o buy_v as_o he_o be_v covetous_a to_o sell_v thy_o innocent_a and_o precious_a blood_n yet_o thou_o do_v not_o audacious_o object_v thyself_o unto_o sudden_a danger_n or_o desperate_o throw_v thyself_o into_o peril_n but_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o offer_v and_o lay_v down_o thy_o own_o life_n to_o deliver_v we_o poor_a condemn_v vassal_n from_o the_o heavy_a doom_n of_o eternal_a death_n know_v all_o thing_n which_o shall_v come_v upon_o thou_o john_n 18.4_o oh_o unsearchable_a profundity_n of_o thy_o infinite_a love_n oh_o glorious_a beam_n of_o thy_o gracious_a mercy_n for_o like_o a_o tender-hearted_a father_n thou_o have_v willing_o cast_v thyself_o into_o sudden_a danger_n to_o have_v deliver_v thy_o child_n from_o some_o imminent_a peril_n or_o if_o thou_o have_v adventure_v thy_o life_n to_o have_v rescue_v thy_o friend_n from_o threaten_a death_n this_o without_o doubt_n have_v be_v a_o deed_n of_o true_a natural_a affection_n and_o excellent_a love_n but_o that_o thou_o shall_v of_o thy_o own_o accord_n offer_v thyself_o to_o death_n to_o save_v thy_o deadly_a enemy_n and_o willing_o shed_v thy_o blood_n to_o ransom_n thy_o mortal_a foe_n this_o oh_o sweet_a saviour_n be_v a_o miracle_n of_o superadmirable_a kindness_n beyond_o the_o compass_n of_o all_o understanding_n section_n xi_o when_o thou_o be_v come_v to_o the_o place_n where_o wretched_a judas_n have_v bargain_v to_o betray_v thou_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o wicked_a jew_n thou_o be_v not_o ashamed_a to_o confess_v the_o heavy_a pang_n which_o thou_o do_v sustain_v by_o thy_o approach_a passion_n in_o the_o audience_n of_o thy_o brethren_n which_o thou_o be_v willing_a to_o endure_v not_o for_o thy_o own_o desert_n but_o by_o thy_o own_o desire_n for_o our_o sake_n and_o our_o sin_n say_v my_o soul_n be_v heavy_a even_o unto_o death_n mat._n 26.38_o so_o ponderous_a be_v the_o burden_n of_o our_o iniquity_n so_o heavy_a be_v the_o weight_n of_o i_o yea_o of_o all_o our_o sin_n lay_v upon_o thy_o shoulder_n and_o there_o bow_v thy_o knee_n on_o the_o ground_n and_o fall_v down_o with_o thy_o face_n on_o the_o earth_n thou_o do_v in_o thy_o bitter_a agony_n offer_v up_o thy_o humble_a petition_n to_o god_n thy_o father_n say_v my_o father_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a let_v this_o cup_n pass_v from_o i_o matth._n 26.39_o indeed_o that_o cup_n contain_v a_o deep_a draught_n to_o be_v take_v of_o thou_o for_o the_o health_n of_o our_o languish_a soul_n more_o bitter_a than_o coloquintida_n to_o the_o mouth_n or_o gall_n in_o the_o maw_n and_o no_o doubt_n but_o the_o bloody_a sweat_n which_o trickle_v down_o on_o the_o earth_n by_o drop_n from_o thy_o most_o holy_a flesh_n do_v plain_o declare_v the_o sorrow_n of_o thy_o perplex_a mind_n and_o the_o anguish_n of_o thy_o sorrowful_a soul_n luke_n 22.44_o oh_o powerful_a lord_n jesus_n what_o mean_v or_o what_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o thy_o lamentable_a supplication_n do_v thou_o not_o whole_o of_o thy_o own_o accord_n offer_v up_o thyself_o for_o a_o sacrifice_n to_o thy_o father_n and_o willing_o shed_v thy_o blood_n to_o pay_v the_o price_n of_o our_o ransom_n yes_o very_o oh_o gracious_a lord_n it_o be_v thy_o exceed_a great_a love_n and_o only_a mercy_n that_o do_v move_v thou_o so_o patient_o to_o undergo_v the_o wrath_n of_o thy_o father_n that_o thou_o may_v deliver_v we_o condemn_v sinner_n from_o his_o just_a and_o heavy_a displeasure_n that_o by_o thy_o stripe_n we_o may_v be_v heal_v and_o that_o by_o thy_o free_a and_o voluntary_a death_n we_o may_v be_v restore_v to_o a_o second_o and_o everlasting_a life_n but_o we_o think_v that_o thou_o do_v willing_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o our_o misery_n and_o in_o thyself_o express_v unto_o we_o a_o true_a passion_n of_o our_o weakness_n for_o the_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n of_o all_o thy_o feel_a member_n that_o no_o man_n may_v despair_v or_o let_v go_v the_o anchor_n of_o steadfast_a hope_n when_o our_o weak_a flesh_n faint_v and_o our_o natural_a faculty_n fail_v but_o yet_o the_o spirit_n be_v ready_a to_o abide_v the_o painful_a pang_n of_o any_o passion_n and_o to_o suffer_v the_o conflict_n of_o any_o affliction_n whatsoever_o true_o thou_o do_v express_v the_o natural_a weakness_n of_o the_o flesh_n in_o thyself_o by_o those_o token_n unto_o we_o that_o we_o may_v the_o soon_o be_v provoke_v to_o embrace_v thou_o with_o more_o love_n and_o grateful_o to_o yield_v thou_o great_a thanks_o whereby_o also_o we_o be_v teach_v that_o thou_o do_v true_o bear_v our_o disease_n and_o infirmity_n and_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o run_v through_o the_o thorn_n of_o grievous_a passion_n without_o the_o sense_n of_o painful_a affliction_n for_o that_o voice_n seem_v to_o be_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o flesh_n not_o of_o the_o spirit_n by_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v add_v the_o spirit_n indeed_o be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a mark_v 14.38_o and_o thou_o do_v open_o declare_v that_o the_o spirit_n be_v willing_a to_o suffer_v the_o deadly_a pang_n of_o thy_o grievous_a passion_n when_o thou_o do_v go_v forth_o of_o thy_o own_o accord_n to_o meet_v those_o bloody_a mind_a person_n conduct_v by_o their_o damnable_a general_n traitorous_a judas_n in_o the_o night_n time_n furnish_v with_o lantern_n torch_n and_o weapon_n seek_v without_o any_o cause_n rage_v with_o malice_n to_o destroy_v thy_o harmless_a life_n and_o cruel_o to_o shed_v thy_o innocent_a blood_n and_o there_o do_v open_o discover_v thyself_o to_o their_o eye_n and_o offer_v up_o thyself_o to_o their_o bloody_a hand_n lest_o they_o may_v think_v themselves_o behold_v to_o their_o bloody_a guide_n and_o that_o by_o his_o crafty_a policy_n thou_o have_v be_v sudden_o and_o unwilling_o apprehend_v for_o thou_o do_v not_o repel_v or_o put_v back_o that_o cruel_a monster_n come_v to_o kiss_v thy_o most_o holy_a mouth_n but_o do_v gentle_o put_v thy_o mouth_n in_o which_o there_o be_v find_v no_o guile_n to_o his_o mouth_n abound_v with_o venom_n and_o fill_v with_o malice_n who_o under_o token_n of_o love_n pretend_v nothing_o but_o deadly_a hate_n and_o with_o a_o dissemble_a kiss_n to_o betray_v thou_o into_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o who_o be_v ready_o arm_v to_o kill_v thou_o and_o although_o desperate_a judas_n become_v his_o own_o hangman_n mat._n 27.5_o yet_o many_o do_v follow_v his_o step_n and_o desperate_o run_v to_o their_o wilful_a &_o woeful_a destruction_n oh_o innocent_a lamb_n of_o god_n how_o can_v thou_o endure_v that_o such_o a_o ravenous_a wolf_n shall_v come_v near_o unto_o thou_o that_o come_v so_o greedy_o to_o devour_v thou_o what_o fellowship_n have_v light_a with_o darkness_n what_o agreement_n have_v thou_o with_o beliall_n but_o this_o oh_o lord_n be_v a_o deed_n of_o thy_o gracious_a benignity_n and_o a_o act_n of_o thy_o exceed_a
so_o separate_v the_o understanding_n from_o the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n nothing_o do_v so_o fortify_v the_o mind_n against_o temptation_n meditation_n the_o profitable_a fruit_n of_o devout_a meditation_n nothing_o do_v so_o stir_v up_o man_n and_o further_o he_o to_o every_o good_a work_n and_o labour_n as_o the_o grace_n and_o benefit_n of_o divine_a meditation_n and_o heavenly_a contemplation_n in_o what_o manner_n a_o man_n ought_v to_o pray_v devout_o motive_n viii_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o oh_o god_n because_o i_o offend_v there_o most_o where_o i_o ought_v to_o amend_v my_o sin_n for_o while_o i_o pray_v often_o in_o the_o place_n of_o prayer_n i_o do_v not_o mark_v what_o i_o say_v i_o pray_v true_o with_o the_o mouth_n but_o my_o mind_n wander_v abroad_o i_o be_o deprive_v of_o the_o fruit_n of_o prayer_n with_o my_o body_n i_o be_o within_o but_o with_o my_o heart_n i_o be_o without_o and_o therefore_o i_o lose_v that_o i_o say_v for_o it_o profit_v little_a to_o 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