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54.7_o have_v i_o forsake_v thou_o but_o with_o great_a mercy_n will_v i_o gather_v thou_o job_n have_v sufficient_a confidence_n of_o the_o return_n of_o god_n favour_n and_o mercy_n though_o for_o the_o present_a there_o be_v no_o manifest_a appearance_n of_o it_o but_o lay_v under_o the_o great_a pressure_n of_o affliction_n that_o a_o poor_a mortal_a can_v bear_v and_o be_v advise_v because_o god_n have_v forsake_v he_o to_o curse_v god_n and_o die_v and_o therefore_o with_o a_o generous_a and_o noble_a spirit_n resolve_v that_o though_o he_o kill_v he_o yet_o will_v he_o trust_v in_o he_o job_n 13.15_o holy_a david_n faith_n and_o courage_n be_v no_o less_o when_o he_o can_v confident_o say_v though_o i_o walk_v through_o the_o valley_n of_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n yet_o will_v i_o fear_v none_o evil_a psalm_n 23.4_o i_o have_v read_v of_o a_o martyr_n that_o during_o the_o time_n of_o his_o imprisonment_n be_v under_o some_o trouble_n of_o mind_n have_v often_o beseech_v 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certain_o if_o we_o be_v dutiful_a child_n we_o shall_v not_o suffer_v the_o remembrance_n of_o they_o to_o be_v bury_v in_o ungrateful_a silence_n but_o as_o the_o heart_n will_v be_v fill_v with_o the_o sense_n so_o will_v the_o mouth_n with_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o his_o mercy_n who_o can_v express_v the_o noble_a act_n of_o the_o lord_n or_o show_v forth_o all_o his_o praise_n psal_n 106.2_o oh_o how_o great_a be_v the_o sum_n of_o they_o if_o we_o tell_v they_o they_o be_v more_o in_o number_n than_o the_o sand_n psal_n 139.17_o 18._o praise_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o praise_v his_o holy_a name_n praise_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o forget_v not_o all_o his_o benefit_n 3._o and_o be_v god_n so_o merciful_a then_o this_o o_o my_o soul_n shall_v teach_v thou_o humility_n and_o to_o have_v low_a thought_n of_o thyself_o if_o thou_o be_v not_o miserable_a thou_o have_v no_o need_n of_o mercy_n if_o thou_o be_v righteous_a it_o be_v but_o justice_n to_o receive_v good_a from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n not_o mercy_n every_o particular_a blessing_n i_o enjoy_v be_v the_o fruit_n and_o effect_n of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o aught_o to_o each_o i_o a_o lesson_n of_o humility_n many_o stripe_n many_o judgement_n indeed_o have_v i_o deserve_v but_o i_o must_v confess_v with_o holy_a jacob_n that_o i_o be_o not_o worthy_a of_o the_o least_o of_o all_o his_o mercy_n gen._n 32.10_o 4._o be_v god_n a_o god_n of_o such_o infinite_a mercy_n this_o than_o shall_v teach_v thou_o o_o my_o soul_n in_o all_o thy_o difficulty_n and_o distress_n in_o all_o thy_o want_n and_o necessity_n to_o have_v recourse_n unto_o he_o to_o rest_v and_o depend_v upon_o he_o the_o angel_n of_o the_o lord_n say_v holy_a david_n tarry_v round_o about_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o psal_n 34.7_o and_o deliver_v they_o and_o psal_n 34.22_o the_o lord_n deliver_v the_o soul_n of_o his_o saint_n and_o all_o that_o put_v their_o trust_n in_o he_o shall_v not_o be_v destitute_a and_o as_o in_o temporal_a danger_n so_o in_o temporal_a want_n we_o must_v cast_v all_o our_o care_n upon_o he_o for_o he_o care_v for_o we_o 1_o pet._n 5.7_o they_o that_o fear_v the_o lordlack_n nothing_o psal_n 34.9_o and_o v._o the_o 10._o they_o that_o seek_v the_o lord_n shall_v want_v no_o manner_n of_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a god_n be_v a_o god_n all-sufficient_a and_o able_a to_o help_v i_o in_o my_o great_a necessity_n he_o be_v a_o god_n rich_a in_o mercy_n and_o will_v not_o suffer_v i_o to_o want_v therefore_o i_o will_v cast_v my_o burden_n upon_o he_o i_o will_v put_v my_o trust_n in_o he_o 5._o be_v god_n so_o merciful_a this_o shall_v teach_v i_o to_o fear_v he_o this_o may_v perhaps_o seem_v strange_a what_o shall_v i_o fear_v he_o because_o of_o his_o mercifulness_n i_o have_v great_a reason_n to_o trust_v he_o indeed_o and_o to_o love_v he_o but_o shall_v i_o fear_v he_o for_o it_o yes_o certain_o we_o ought_v to_o fear_v he_o even_o for_o his_o mercy_n there_o be_v forgiveness_n with_o thou_o say_v david_n therefore_o thou_o may_v be_v fear_v psal_n 130.4_o and_o 67._o ult_n god_n shall_v bless_v we_o and_o all_o the_o end_n of_o the_o earth_n shall_v fear_v he_o though_o he_o forgive_v though_o he_o bless_v though_o he_o show_v we_o mercy_n yet_o we_o must_v fear_v he_o yea_o i_o must_v needs_o say_v that_o of_o all_o god_n attribute_n mercy_n be_v the_o dreadful_a for_o wherever_o his_o mercy_n light_n and_o be_v neglect_v or_o return_v empty_a without_o answer_v god_n design_n he_o will_v certain_o recompense_v his_o abuse_a mercy_n with_o double_a severity_n laesa_fw-la patientia_fw-la furor_fw-la fit_n 6._o be_v god_n thus_o merciful_a this_o shall_v teach_v we_o to_o imitate_v his_o mercy_n by_o be_v merciful_a to_o our_o poor_a necessitous_a brethren_n let_v we_o imitate_v it_o in_o its_o universality_n it_o be_v over_o all_o his_o work_n who_o be_v there_o under_o the_o sun_n that_o have_v not_o taste_v of_o it_o in_o its_o reality_n he_o give_v liberal_o and_o upbraid_v not_o it_o be_v far_o from_o god_n to_o do_v any_o thing_n seem_o it_o be_v not_o enough_o to_o profess_v compassion_n and_o to_o say_v as_o those_o in_o st._n james_n ch_z 2.16_o depart_v in_o peace_n be_v you_o warm_v be_v you_o fill_v and_o yet_o give_v nothing_o to_o cloth_n or_o to_o feed_v they_o but_o thou_o shall_v do_v according_a to_o the_o precept_n in_o deuteronomy_n ch_n 15.10_o thou_o shall_v sure_o give_v he_o and_o thy_o heart_n shall_v not_o be_v grieve_v when_o thou_o give_v unto_o he_o and_o to_o encourage_v thou_o take_v god_n own_o promise_n annex_v to_o it_o because_o that_o for_o this_o thing_n the_o lord_n thy_o god_n shall_v bless_v thou_o in_o all_o thy_o work_n and_o in_o all_o that_o thou_o put_v thy_o hand_n unto_o thus_o we_o must_v imitate_v god_n in_o be_v merciful_a unto_o all_o and_o in_o be_v real_o merciful_a all_o our_o act_n of_o mercy_n to_o our_o poor_a brethren_n christ_n take_v as_o do_v to_o he_o matth._n 25.40_o in_o as_o much_o as_o you_o have_v do_v it_o unto_o the_o least_o of_o these_o my_o brethren_n you_o have_v do_v it_o unto_o i_o the_o misery_n of_o my_o brethren_n be_v my_o own_o misery_n and_o therefore_o your_o mercy_n to_o they_o be_v in_o a_o sense_n mercy_n to_o i_o last_o be_v god_n thus_o merciful_a this_o shall_v teach_v thou_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v continual_o praise_v he_o for_o his_o mercy_n praise_n be_v a_o duty_n incumbent_n on_o all_o the_o son_n of_o man_n because_o that_o all_o have_v taste_v of_o his_o goodness_n and_o his_o mercy_n give_v the_o lord_n say_v david_n the_o honour_n due_a unto_o his_o name_n psal_n 29.2_o show_v that_o it_o be_v not_o a_o arbritrary_a or_o voluntary_a act_n but_o a_o just_a debt_n which_o we_o owe_v to_o god_n god_n not_o only_o supply_v but_o even_o daily_o load_v we_o with_o his_o benefit_n as_o the_o psalmist_n observe_v and_o as_o he_o expect_v no_o other_o so_o we_o can_v make_v no_o other_o retribution_n unto_o he_o but_o our_o praise_n and_o thanksgiving_n o_o let_v we_o never_o then_o defraud_v he_o of_o that_o so_o easy_a tribute_n but_o let_v our_o heart_n be_v continual_o fill_v with_o the_o sense_n and_o our_o mouth_n with_o the_o acknowledgement_n of_o his_o mercy_n we_o confess_v o_o lord_n that_o we_o be_v not_o worthy_a of_o the_o least_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n and_o therefore_o the_o less_o we_o deserve_v they_o the_o more_o thou_o deserve_v our_o praise_n o_o let_v we_o not_o by_o our_o ingratitude_n provoke_v thou_o to_o discontinue_v thy_o mercy_n or_o to_o shut_v up_o thy_o tender_a mercy_n in_o displeasure_n and_o so_o teach_v we_o to_o value_v they_o by_o make_v we_o feel_v the_o want_n of_o they_o alelujah_o of_o the_o certainty_n of_o death_n and_o judgement_n hebrew_n 9.27_o and_o as_o it_o it_o appoint_v unto_o man_n once_o to_o die_v but_o after_o this_o the_o judgement_n god_n at_o first_o create_v man_n in_o a_o state_n of_o 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those_o law_n and_o thereby_o render_v himself_o and_o all_o his_o posterity_n obnoxious_a to_o that_o judgement_n of_o death_n before_o threaten_a and_o now_o god_n ratify_v his_o former_a denunciation_n establish_v it_o by_o a_o perpetual_a decree_n that_o unto_o dust_n he_o shall_v return_v gen._n 3.19_o so_o that_o now_o we_o see_v whence_o death_n have_v its_o first_o beginning_n rom._n 5.12_o it_o be_v but_o the_o product_n and_o birth_n of_o sin_n sin_n have_v once_o conceive_v never_o prove_v abortive_a but_o bring_v forth_o death_n james_n 1.15_o it_o be_v now_o appoint_v unto_o man_n once_o to_o die_v and_o as_o certain_a as_o the_o decree_n of_o god_n be_v
such_o day_n approach_v and_o be_v the_o time_n uncertain_a this_o than_o shall_v teach_v thou_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v continual_o prepare_v for_o they_o upon_o this_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d this_o moment_n of_o time_n depend_v eternity_n after_o a_o few_o year_n perhaps_o month_n or_o day_n it_o may_v be_v minute_n thou_o shall_v be_v arrest_v by_o death_n and_o thence_o pass_v to_o judgement_n be_v thy_o account_n fair_a can_v thou_o give_v they_o up_o with_o joy_n and_o not_o with_o grief_n be_v thou_o reconcile_v to_o god_n and_o have_v thou_o peace_n with_o he_o and_o thy_o own_o conscience_n then_o come_v bless_a day_n but_o if_o not_o neglect_v not_o one_o day_n nay_o one_o minute_n more_o thou_o know_v not_o what_o a_o day_n may_v bring_v forth_o how_o many_o have_v thy_o eye_n see_v or_o thy_o ear_n hear_v of_o that_o have_v be_v one_o day_n frolic_v and_o take_v their_o fill_n of_o pleasure_n and_o the_o next_o shut_v up_o in_o the_o prison_n of_o the_o grave_n whence_o there_o be_v no_o return_n to_o rectify_v thy_o former_a aberration_n and_o where_o there_o be_v no_o more_o repentance_n the_o grave_n be_v a_o safe_a repository_n and_o as_o it_o receive_v so_o it_o will_v keep_v thou_o to_o the_o judgement_n of_o the_o great_a day_n he_o that_o go_v thither_o filthy_a will_v be_v filthy_a still_o and_o he_o that_o be_v unjust_a will_v be_v unjust_a still_o he_o that_o be_v righteous_a will_v be_v righteous_a still_o and_o he_o that_o be_v holy_a will_v be_v holy_a still_o revel_v 22.11_o give_v i_o grace_n good_a god_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o appoint_a time_n to_o wait_v until_o my_o change_n shall_v come_v to_o think_v every_o day_n my_o last_o and_o to_o prepare_v according_o that_o so_o though_o the_o time_n be_v uncertain_a i_o may_v not_o be_v at_o any_o time_n unprovided_a but_o when_o i_o come_v to_o die_v i_o may_v have_v nothing_o else_o to_o do_v but_o to_o die_v that_o my_o soul_n in_o the_o arm_n of_o the_o holy_a jesus_n 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nature_n but_o let_v he_o remember_v that_o for_o all_o these_o thing_n god_n will_v bring_v he_o into_o judgement_n eccles_n 11.9_o it_o be_v strange_a that_o sinner_n shall_v be_v so_o stupid_a and_o put_v so_o far_o from_o they_o the_o evil_a day_n they_o think_v they_o shall_v still_o rejoice_v as_o in_o their_o youth_n and_o see_v no_o evil_n and_o so_o never_o bethink_v they_o of_o their_o condition_n till_o they_o find_v themselves_o in_o the_o confine_n of_o hell_n tell_v they_o now_o of_o preparation_n for_o death_n they_o will_v answer_v â—ou_fw-mi it_o be_v time_n enough_o yet_o and_o the_o fit_a season_n for_o that_o be_v when_o they_o be_v â—perannuated_a and_o unfit_a for_o any_o thing_n â—â—se_n their_o time_n must_v now_o be_v divide_v between_o their_o lust_n and_o vanity_n between_o â—nlawful_a pleasure_n and_o imoderate_a sleep_n 〈◊〉_d idleness_n they_o can_v now_o find_v a_o time_n â—r_o repentance_n prayer_n and_o attend_v upâ—n_o the_o thing_n of_o god_n never_o 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