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i_o may_v at_o all_o time_n yea_o every_o minute_n of_o a_o hour_n come_v unto_o the_o in_o so_o much_o that_o with_o one_o godly_a thought_n and_o desire_n i_o may_v optayne_n and_o have_v the_o which_o be_v everlasting_a felicity_n and_o to_o the_o as_o unto_o my_o most_o near_o dear_a most_o faithful_a and_o trusty_a friend_n in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n i_o may_v safe_o open_v all_o my_o grief_n &_o necessytye_n and_o be_v certain_a and_o sure_a to_o have_v such_o help_n of_o the_o as_o shall_v be_v most_o for_o my_o soul_n health_n wherefore_o most_o merciful_a lord_n god_n which_o art_n the_o sempyternal_a light_n of_o heaven_n vouchsafe_v for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n to_o lyghten_v the_o darkness_n of_o my_o sinful_a soul_n and_o the_o blindness_n of_o my_o heart_n with_o the_o bless_v beme_fw-mi of_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v come_v to_o the_o perfect_v
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enormous_o i_o have_v dyshonor_v and_o offend_v thou_o ¶_o dear_a savyor_n and_o love_a lord_n jesu_n open_v the_o inner_a eye_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o see_v clear_o my_o noughtynes_n ¶_o most_n sweat_n and_o kind_a lord_n jesu_n open_a to_o i_o my_o great_a unkyndnes_n that_o i_o do_v and_o have_v shewyd_v unto_o the_o that_o love_v i_o so_o tender_o ¶_o oh_o my_o dear_a love_n my_o sweet_a lord_n jesu_n for_o your_o mercy_n show_v i_o my_o vylenes_n and_o great_a wickedness_n the_o great_a readiness_n to_o all_o kind_n of_o sin_n ¶_o when_o shall_v it_o please_v thy_o great_a goodness_n to_o geve_v i_o the_o spyryt_n of_o true_a and_o low_o contrycyon_n ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n jesu_n the_o sweat_n tear_n of_o thy_o true_a lover_n marry_o magdalene_n for_o my_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v optayne_n of_o thy_o sweet_a mercy_n forgevenes_n and_o remyssyon_n ¶_o these_o or_o other_o like_a use_v all_o the_o time_n that_o thou_o do_v use_v this_o exercise_n not_o all_o at_o once_o but_o 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creature_n lyve_n that_o have_v do_v so_o great_a injury_n and_o dishonour_n or_o have_v show_v unto_o thou_o so_o great_a unkyndnes_n so_o great_a contempt_n as_o i_o have_v ¶_o o_o mercyful_a lord_n how_o oft_o have_v i_o provokyd_v thou_o with_o my_o mooste_o detestable_a sin_n and_o with_o my_o moost_n foul_a and_o filthy_a life_n unto_o the_o moost_n just_a and_o ryghteous_a dampnacyon_n of_o soul_n and_o body_n i_o have_v provoke_v move_v and_o irritid_v thou_o which_o be_v most_o myghtyful_a mooste_o just_a dreadful_a lord_n god_n which_o be_v the_o most_o just_a righteous_a and_o terrible_a iuge_n of_o i_o and_o of_o all_o the_o world_n i_o have_v most_o unkind_o contemn_v the_o and_o turn_v my_o hart_n and_o love_n from_o the_o my_o dear_a and_o love_a savyor_n jesu_n in_o my_o shameful_a and_o filthy_a sin_n for_o the_o which_o thou_o do_v suffer_v so_o painful_a passion_n so_o cruel_a &_o shameful_a death_n and_o most_o lovyng_o &_o most_o mercyful_o shede_v thy_o precious_a heart_n blood_n and_o for_o my_o sake_n only_o and_o for_o thy_o charity_n that_o thou_o bear_v towards_o i_o moo_v unkind_a wretch_n yea_o most_o love_o only_o to_o perdom_n my_o sinful_a life_n and_o to_o save_v i_o from_o the_o most_o dreadful_a wrath_n and_o vengeance_n of_o thy_o ryghteousnes_n and_o from_o the_o most_o horryble_a pain_n and_o torment_n of_o the_o perpetual_a and_o everlasting_a fire_n of_o hell_n thou_o ledde_v a_o moost_n poor_a and_o painful_a life_n full_a of_o much_o labour_n and_o travel_n in_o moche_n sorrow_n and_o hevine_v of_o heart_n suffer_v many_o and_o innumerable_a rebuke_n confusion_n wrong_n and_o injury_n at_o the_o length_n after_o thy_o most_o holy_a and_o bless_a conversation_n thou_o sufferyd_v moo_v mortal_a heavyne_n sorrow_n and_o most_o dreadful_a envy_n the_o which_o be_v so_o sore_a and_o so_o vehement_a that_o for_o very_o sorrowful_a pain_n and_o oppression_n of_o thy_o bless_a heart_n thy_o whole_a body_n bra_v out_o in_o wonderful_a 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it_o enter_v the_o sinful_a body_n and_o flesh_n and_o how_o through_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n and_o tender_a charytye_n it_o be_v redeem_v by_o thy_o precious_a death_n &_o purge_v by_o vertewe_n of_o thy_o blood_n and_o passion_n in_o baptysme_n and_o so_o restoryd_a unto_o grace_n and_o mercy_n again_o yet_o afterward_o &_o since_o that_o time_n i_o have_v innumerable_a time_n most_o fylthy_o defile_v myself_o with_o many_o a_o deadly_a sin_n forsake_v thou_o my_o lord_n god_n &_o turn_v away_o my_o love_n from_o the_o and_o from_o thy_o holy_a commandment_n follow_v my_o own_o corrupt_a will_n and_o beastly_a lust_n and_o desire_v and_o have_v make_v my_o soul_n more_o filthy_a feeble_a and_o more_o vile_a in_o thy_o sight_n they_o any_o unresonable_a beast_n and_o thus_o in_o the_o foul_a puddle_n and_o dirty_a dongion_n of_o sin_n i_o must_v needs_o have_v sink_v in_o unto_o the_o bottom_n of_o damnation_n if_o thy_o mercy_n have_v not_o or_o will_v not_o yet_o help_v i_o up_o again_o by_o thy_o infynite_a mercy_n and_o bless_a grace_n for_o of_o myself_o &_o of_o my_o own_o power_n i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o arise_v by_o true_a and_o perfect_v repentance_n with_o out_o thy_o merciful_a grace_n do_v help_v i_o and_o yet_o thou_o be_v so_o good_a and_o gracious_a that_o i_o may_v if_o i_o will_v every_o day_n hour_n and_o mynet_n recover_v thy_o gracius_fw-la faver_fw-la for_o thou_o be_v ever_o ready_a knock_n at_o my_o heart_n continual_o ¶_o oh_o merciful_a jesu_n how_o much_o need_n have_v i_o of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o grace_n ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n grace_v earnest_o to_o consider_v oft_o time_n from_o whence_o i_o come_v what_o i_o be_o where_o i_o be_o and_o whether_o i_o go_v first_o from_o whence_o i_o come_v plain_o i_o come_v from_o vile_a and_o sinful_a flesh_n beget_v in_o filthy_a concupysence_n and_o beastly_a lust_n in_o the_o stink_n vylenes_n of_o oryginal_a sin_n feed_v in_o my_o mother_n womb_n with_o foul_a menstruus_fw-la vilitie_n and_o where_o thou_o moost_n merciful_a lord_n god_n creatyd_v the_o planette_n &_o the_o star_n of_o the_o fire_n the_o fish_n and_o fowl_n of_o the_o water_n thou_o haste_v create_v i_o and_o all_o other_o beast_n of_o the_o foul_a and_o vile_a earth_n so_o that_o as_o touch_v my_o body_n i_o be_o no_o better_o they_o a_o beast_n create_v of_o the_o earth_n &_o unto_o the_o earth_n i_o shall_v again_o what_o i_o be_o i_o may_v soon_o perceive_v i_o be_o nought_o else_o but_o dross_n and_o dirt_n rot_a earth_n worm_n meat_n &_o much_o less_o perceve_n how_o i_o shall_v depart_v subject_v unto_o many_o necessity_n full_a of_o misery_n bear_v in_o sin_n live_v in_o wretchidnes_n and_o labour_n and_o must_v dye_v in_o pain_n and_o agonye_n and_o if_o i_o shall_v earnest_o &_o deep_o consider_v i_o may_v perceive_v and_o see_v that_o the_o tree_n herb_n bring_v for_o the_o leaf_n sweet_a flover_n &_o fruit_n &_o my_o body_n bring_v nothing_o else_o the_o foul_a worm_n stynk_v sweat_n and_o corruption_n if_o i_o will_v well_o consider_v and_o mark_v what_o come_v out_o of_o the_o nose_n the_o ear_n &_o of_o other_o issue_n of_o the_o body_n i_o shall_v perceive_v that_o theridamas_n can_v be_v no_o foul_a and_o more_o horrible_a or_o more_o stynk_v dung_n hill_n in_o the_o world_n now_o where_o i_o be_o plain_o in_o this_o wretched_a world_n the_o vale_n of_o misery_n as_o a_o out_o law_n &_o stranger_n and_o in_o a_o foren_a country_n beset_v with_o many_o galthrop_n and_o grin_v on_o every_o side_n in_o the_o mydde_v of_o innumerable_a danger_n &_o perel_n among_o my_o most_o mortal_a ennymy_n against_o who_o i_o must_v fight_v both_o night_n and_o day_n for_o they_o lie_v in_o wait_n for_o my_o dysstruction_n contynual_o who_o mortal_a malice_n i_o can_v not_o escape_v without_o thy_o moost_n merciful_a help_n and_o whither_o i_o go_v lord_n whither_o else_o but_o from_o whence_o i_o take_v my_o orygynal_a that_o be_v unto_o earth_n dung_n &_o clay_n of_o earth_n &_o ash_n my_o wretched_a flesh_n be_v create_v and_o to_o the_o earth_n it_o must_v go_v first_o or_o last_o but_o when_o and_o how_o soon_o thou_o only_o know_v most_o myghtyfull_a lord_n but_o sure_o i_o be_o that_o thither_o i_o go_v contynual_o where_o ever_o i_o be_v what_o ever_o i_o do_v wherefore_o moost_n merciful_a lord_n grant_v i_o grace_n that_o the_o perfect_a knowledge_n and_o consideration_n of_o my_o wretched_a estate_n never_o go_v from_o my_o memory_n whereby_o with_o the_o help_n of_o thy_o grace_n i_o may_v seek_v earnest_o and_o contynual_o the_o amendment_n of_o myself_o with_o thy_o merciful_a help_n and_o favour_n ¶_o oh_o merciful_a lord_n be_v not_o thy_o exceed_a great_a mercy_n my_o soul_n throw_v the_o innumerable_a and_o most_o grevous_a sin_n where_o nought_o else_o but_o a_o brand_n of_o hell_n fire_n &_o a_o foul_a stynk_v vessel_n full_a of_o abhomynation_n of_o sin_n apt_a to_o be_v cast_v into_o hell_n and_o everla_a damnation_n moreover_o if_o thy_o grace_n be_v not_o i_o cold_a do_v nothing_o else_o but_o sin_n and_o increase_v my_o damnation_n yea_o there_o be_v no_o kind_n of_o sin_n so_o abominable_a the_o which_o i_o shall_v not_o commyt_n if_o thy_o grace_n do_v not_o preserve_v i_o yea_o my_o soul_n shall_v return_v to_o right_a nought_o if_o thy_o may_v and_o godly_a power_n do_v not_o uphold_v it_o &_o conserve_v it_o ¶_o oh_o mercyful_a lord_n how_o many_o evil_a affectyon_n crooked_a inclination_n sinful_a passion_n naughty_a dysposition_n and_o readiness_n to_o all_o kind_n of_o sin_n and_o mischief_n be_v in_o the_o sense_n wit_n and_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n both_o inward_o and_o outward_o who_o i_o can_v never_o without_o thy_o specyall_a grace_n &_o help_n know_v nor_o perceive_v and_o much_o less_o amend_v reform_v &_o mortyfie_v wherefore_o myghtyfull_a gracious_a and_o moo_v pytyfull_a saviour_n in_o the_o bless_a meryte_n of_o thy_o most_o bitter_a &_o painful_a passion_n which_o thou_o suffer_v in_o every_o member_n part_n power_n and_o may_v of_o thy_o bless_a body_n and_o soul_n lyghten_v my_o sinful_a blindness_n that_o i_o may_v come_v to_o the_o perfect_a knowledge_n of_o myself_o and_o thereby_o to_o come_v unto_o that_o most_o acceptable_a the_o ground_n of_o all_o virtue_n and_o grace_n bless_v mekenes_n and_o contempt_n of_o myself_o and_o to_o the_o very_a and_o most_o perfect_v love_n of_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n unto_o who_o only_o belong_v and_o ever_o may_v be_v all_o glory_n &_o honour_n of_o all_o creature_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o amen_n ¶_o the_o second_o exercise_n to_o optaine_n remyssion_n of_o sin_n thou_o must_v have_v a_o general_a contricyon_n and_o hate_n of_o all_o thy_o sin_n &_o if_o thou_o haste_v not_o make_v a_o general_a confessyon_n all_o ready_a than_o i_o will_v counsel_v the_o to_o make_v one_o intend_n with_o most_o full_a and_o constante_n mind_n to_o forsake_v &_o detest_v all_o kind_n of_o sin_n and_o for_o the_o very_a pure_a love_n of_o god_n and_o deape_a hate_n of_o thyself_o and_o of_o all_o sin_n to_o bewail_v they_o as_o hearty_o as_o god_n shall_v gyve_v the_o grace_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v come_v to_o the_o perfect_a hate_n of_o thyself_o thou_o must_v believe_v that_o there_o be_v no_o creature_n in_o the_o world_n that_o have_v do_v so_o great_a injury_n and_o show_v so_o great_a contempt_n to_o god_n as_o thou_o and_o therefore_o thou_o shall_v judge_v thyself_o worthy_a of_o all_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n and_o all_o the_o shame_n of_o the_o world_n for_o thy_o manifold_a and_o great_a sin_n for_o thy_o great_a negligence_n &_o thy_o wonderful_a unkyndnes_n show_v unto_o god_n for_o the_o which_o cause_n thou_o shall_v have_v moo_v firm_a and_o perfect_v will_n in_o
the_o length_n thou_o most_o payneful_o most_o miserable_o yet_o most_o lovynglye_o and_o willing_o suffer_v moo_v crewel_o moo_v bitter_a and_o moo_v shameful_a death_n for_o i_o special_o and_o for_o all_o mankind_n and_o so_o well_o thou_o yet_o lovy_v i_o that_o if_o need_n be_v thou_o be_v ready_a to_o suffer_v the_o like_a yea_o more_o painful_a passion_n &_o more_o cruel_a death_n rather_o than_o i_o shall_v perish_v if_o i_o will_v faithful_o love_v and_o serve_v the._n ¶_o o_o most_o love_a and_o merciful_a savyoure_n jesu_n i_o moo_v unkind_a sinner_n have_v neglect_v and_o set_v at_o nought_o the_o that_o have_v do_v so_o much_o for_o i_o and_o i_o have_v offend_v as_o unkynd_o and_o as_o grevous_o as_o though_o thou_o have_v do_v nothing_o at_o all_o for_o i_o for_o i_o have_v contynual_o offend_v and_o sin_v all_o my_o life_n but_o special_o in_o these_o n._n thou_o most_o here_o remember_v thy_o special_a deadly_a sin_n &_o one_o after_o another_o and_o be_v special_o sorry_a if_o time_n will_v serve_v and_o general_o i_o confess_v my_o innumerable_a enormyte_v wherein_o i_o have_v contemn_v and_o offend_v the._n first_o in_o break_v of_o thy_o holy_a ten_o commandment_n in_o the_o xii_o artycle_n of_o the_o catholyque_a faith_n the_o statute_n and_o commandment_n of_o holy_a church_n in_o the_o xii_o counsel_n of_o the_o gospel_n in_o break_v such_o private_a vow_n as_o i_o have_v promise_v in_o the_o vii_o mortal_a sin_n ¶_o omytting_n the_o vii_o work_n of_o meryc_a ghostly_a and_o in_o not_o do_v the_o vii_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a inspiration_n i_o have_v misuse_v the_o gift_n of_o grace_n lend_v unto_o i_o i_o have_v mysuse_v my_o v._o vytte_n or_o sense_n outward_a and_o my_o sense_n inward_a i_o have_v misspend_v all_o the_o power_n member_n and_o myghte_v of_o my_o body_n and_o of_o my_o soul_n i_o have_v mysspent_v the_o gift_n of_o nature_n the_o gift_n of_o fortune_n the_o gift_n of_o the_o holy_a goost_n i_o have_v not_o desposyd_v i_o to_o have_v constante_n faith_n perfect_a hope_n and_o burn_a charity_n which_o be_v the_o three_o theological_a vertewe_n i_o have_v not_o have_v in_o i_o the_o four_o cardinal_a virtue_n prudence_n justice_n fortytude_n and_o temperance_n i_o have_v not_o labour_v to_o have_v in_o i_o the_o xii_o fruit_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n i_o have_v not_o labour_v so_o earnest_o to_o come_v to_o perfection_n of_o life_n and_o to_o the_o perfect_a love_n of_o the_o as_o i_o will_v have_v do_v to_o come_v unto_o high_a dignity_n and_o honour_n of_o the_o world_n i_o have_v sin_v and_o live_v sinful_o in_o everye_o place_n in_o every_o state_n in_o every_o office_n that_o i_o have_v live_v in_o by_o word_n by_o deed_n &_o think_v in_o omission_n in_o loss_n of_o my_o time_n and_o in_o unkyndnes_n and_o unthankfulnes_n towards_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n towards_o thy_o bless_a mother_n and_o all_o thy_o bless_a angel_n and_o saint_n and_o against_o all_o my_o neighbour_n against_o the_o good_a folk_n the_o bless_a friend_n of_o god_n against_o the_o weak_a and_o sinner_n against_o my_o benefactor_n and_o friend_n against_o my_o superior_n my_o egalle_n &_o my_o inferior_n against_o the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a against_o the_o soul_n in_o purgatory_n against_o all_o creature_n against_o my_o own_o self_n against_o both_o my_o body_n and_o my_o soul_n for_o i_o have_v misuse_v these_o creature_n to_o the_o great_a dyshonor_n of_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n to_o the_o injury_n of_o my_o neighbour_n and_o to_o the_o condemnation_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o gift_n nor_o benefyt_n that_o thou_o haste_v give_v i_o nor_o no_o good_a thing_n in_o the_o which_o i_o have_v seek_v the_o sincere_o and_o pure_o for_o i_o have_v less_o or_o more_o seek_v my_o own_o commodytie_n my_o own_o will_n or_o pleasure_n thus_o in_o all_o my_o hole_n life_n i_o have_v either_o do_v &_o commit_v sin_n either_o omyttyd_v and_o not_o do_v my_o duty_n or_o else_o do_v my_o duty_n or_o any_o good_a work_n i_o have_v not_o do_v it_o so_o syncerelye_o &_o pure_o as_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v do_v wherefore_o i_o forsake_v here_o all_o kind_n of_o sin_n and_o all_o my_o dede_n good_a and_o bad_a and_o i_o run_v only_o unto_o thy_o great_a mercy_n and_o infinyte_v meryte_n ¶_o o_o most_o merciful_a petyfull_a and_o most_o love_a lord_n jesu_n i_o moo_v humble_o &_o low_o beseke_v thy_o mercyful_a goodness_n for_o thy_o most_o holy_a conception_n and_o nativitye_n for_o thy_o bless_a conversation_n and_o moo_v holy_a life_n for_o thy_o moost_n hard_a and_o sore_a labour_n and_o travail_n for_o the_o great_a sorrow_n and_o hevyne_n of_o thy_o bless_a heart_n for_o thy_o most_o payneful_a agonye_n and_o bloody_a sweat_n for_o all_o thy_o bitter_a and_o most_o painful_a passion_n for_o all_o the_o cruel_a effution_n of_o thy_o moost_n precious_a blood_n for_o thy_o most_o painful_a most_o cruel_a moo_v bitter_a and_o shameful_a death_n grant_v i_o mercy_n and_o forgevenes_n of_o all_o my_o unkindness_n and_o sin_n &_o mortyfye_v in_o i_o all_o that_o offend_v the_o work_n in_o i_o such_o virtue_n as_o moost_n may_v please_v thy_o bless_a will_n in_o i_o to_o thy_o honour_n &_o my_o salvation_n amen_n o_o most_o gloryu_v mother_n of_o mercy_n and_o lady_n of_o grace_n my_o syngular_a help_n and_o comfort_n in_o heaven_n and_o in_o earth_n next_o unto_o my_o lord_n god_n and_o savyor_n jesu_n i_o humble_o beseke_v the_o for_o that_o holy_a passion_n &_o death_n and_o all_o the_o pain_n that_o thy_o dear_a son_n jesu_n sufferyd_v in_o thy_o sorrowful_a sight_n for_o all_o the_o sorrow_n hevine_v and_o most_o bitter_a compassion_n that_o thou_o suffer_v for_o he_o and_o i_o optain_n for_o i_o clean_a remyssyon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n and_o all_o the_o pain_n that_o i_o have_v deserve_v for_o they_o and_o increase_v of_o all_o virtue_n &_o perfection_n here_o pray_v to_o thy_o specyall_a advowrye_n o_o mooste_n blessyd_v and_o holy_a n_o n._n n._n n._n and_o all_o you_o moo_v holy_a and_o bless_a company_n of_o heaven_n for_o all_o the_o pain_n and_o labour_n that_o you_o suffer_v here_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o holy_a goost_n and_o for_o the_o very_a love_n and_o honour_n of_o god_n i_o humble_o beseech_v your_o blessyd_v charyte_n pray_v for_o i_o unto_o my_o lord_n and_o sweat_n savyour_fw-mi jesu_n that_o he_o vochesaf_v to_o remyt_n my_o wickedness_n and_o sin_n and_o so_o to_o confirm_v i_o in_o his_o grace_n and_o love_n that_o i_o never_o return_v to_o sin_v again_o here_o turn_v thy_o heart_n again_o unto_o thy_o lord_n jesu_n sa_v ¶_o and_o be_v i_o daily_o fall_v and_o be_o ready_a to_o sin_v vochesafe_v to_o grant_v i_o oh_o lord_n grace_v ever_o moor_n as_o oft_o as_o i_o fall_v to_o arise_v again_o with_o perfect_a sorrow_n &_o hate_n of_o sin_v and_o with_o most_o low_o confidence_n &_o trust_n of_o his_o bless_a &_o sweat_v mercy_n that_o the_o multytude_n of_o my_o sin_v and_o mi_fw-mi great_a frailty_n 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master_n to_o geve_v myself_o whooly_a to_o learn_v at_o the_o and_o to_o take_v the_o for_o my_o example_n and_o to_o my_o mooste_n gracyu_v lord_n and_o master_n resyne_v and_o yield_a myself_o full_o and_o whoo_o to_o obey_v the_o so_o that_o i_o may_v cast_v utter_o away_o my_o own_o will_n and_o in_o myself_o all_o together_o most_o streyght_o to_o obey_v and_o please_v the_o only_a that_o here_o after_o i_o may_v do_v no_o thing_n be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a without_o as_o it_o be_v thy_o love_n ¶_o grant_v i_o grace_n most_o gracius_fw-la jesu_n that_o at_o every_o word_n that_o i_o intend_v to_o speak_v at_o every_o look_n of_o my_o eye_n at_o every_o morsel_n that_o i_o shall_v eat_v at_o the_o move_n of_o every_o joint_n or_o member_n of_o my_o body_n that_o i_o shall_v stir_v i_o may_v inward_o in_o my_o hart_n ask_v leave_v of_o the_o the_o which_o leave_n if_o good_a conscience_n do_v wytnes_n that_o i_o have_v optayn_v than_o i_o may_v do_v it_o or_o else_o not_o ¶_o grant_v i_o sweet_a jesu_n that_o i_o may_v do_v and_o offer_v all_o and_o every_o one_o of_o my_o necessary_a work_n and_o deed_n all_o and_o every_o one_o of_o my_o good_a work_n and_o dede_n with_o a_o actual_a and_o a_o new_a intent_n to_o the_o laud_n and_o praise_n of_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n in_o the_o union_n of_o thy_o most_o holy_a work_n &_o blessid_v merit_n to_o the_o soul_n health_n of_o all_o man_n and_o while_o i_o be_o seek_v or_o do_v any_o thing_n outward_o grant_v i_o grace_n to_o remember_v myself_o inward_o when_o i_o ought_v to_o leave_v of_o such_o talk_n or_o do_v and_o so_o to_o cease_v ¶_o moost_n dear_a saviour_n and_o moost_n gracius_fw-la good_a lord_n i_o most_o hearty_o and_o humble_o beseech_v the_o for_o thy_o mercy_n and_o meryte_n sake_n and_o by_o all_o thy_o holy_a perfeccyon_n and_o myseration_n which_o be_v in_o the_o yea_o which_o thou_o be_v thyself_o and_o by_o thy_o moost_n blessid_v and_o holy_a humanity_n and_o by_o thy_o most_o holy_a five_o sensy_n which_o so_o myghte_o obey_v reason_n and_o be_v swallow_a up_o of_o thy_o soul_n the_o which_o also_o be_v most_o payneful_o and_o so_o cruel_o afflict_v for_o my_o salvation_n as_o though_o thou_o hadist_n have_v no_o sensy_n at_o al._n good_a lord_n vouchsafe_v in_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o most_o blessid_v sensy_n so_o to_o swallow_v up_o to_o knyte_v and_o to_o sanctify_v all_o my_o sensy_n in_o thy_o moost_n holy_a soul_n as_o though_o i_o have_v no_o sensy_n at_o all_o which_o may_v at_o any_o time_n geve_v place_n to_o sensualytie_n merciful_a jesu_n for_o thy_o payneful_a wonde_n of_o thy_o bless_a hand_n keep_v my_o feel_n from_o all_o unclean_a and_o unnecessary_a feel_n and_o touch_v
better_o set_v by_o then_o i._n ¶_o grant_v also_o good_a lord_n thal_o i_o may_v utter_o mortyfie_v in_o myself_o all_o that_o anger_n bytternes_n that_o may_v arise_v in_o i_o of_o any_o rancour_n or_o hate_n for_o any_o displeasure_n do_v in_o time_n past_a to_o seek_v where_o &_o what_o i_o may_v find_v in_o i_o even_o christen_v to_o his_o dispraise_n or_o rebuke_v also_o all_o that_o anger_n that_o arysyth_v in_o i_o oft_o time_n when_o i_o have_v not_o that_o which_o my_o unmortyfyed_a desire_n will_v have_v and_o cause_v i_o some_o time_n to_o murmur_v in_o my_o heart_n against_o they_o that_o lettyth_v i_o from_o such_o thing_n that_o i_o will_v have_v as_o my_o prelate_n or_o any_o other_o ¶_o good_a lord_n of_o thy_o great_a mercy_n grant_v i_o help_v to_o mortify_v in_o i_o the_o angrine_n of_o my_o heart_n which_o i_o have_v many_o time_n against_o the_o vice_n of_o other_o or_o rather_o against_o they_o where_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v compassyon_n &_o pity_n but_o mercyful_a lord_n this_o arysyth_n of_o presumpcyon_n of_o my_o own_o life_n and_o merit_n while_o i_o think_v myself_o ryghteous_a or_o better_a than_o other_o and_o thus_o do_v i_o rashlye_a judge_v they_o &_o their_o dede_n and_o wax_v wrathful_a against_o they_o and_o their_o dede_n wherefore_o mercyful_a lord_n grant_v i_o grace_n with_o the_o swetnes_n of_o meek_a patience_n and_o of_o perfect_v charytye_n utter_o to_o mortyfie_v all_o bitterness_n of_o stomach_n and_o angrynes_n that_o i_o may_v love_v most_o hearty_o all_o i_n yea_o my_o most_o ennime_n and_o such_o as_o seek_v my_o death_n and_o as_o hearty_o to_o pray_v and_o to_o do_v for_o they_o as_o though_o they_o be_v my_o entire_a friend_n and_o in_o very_a deed_n so_o they_o be_v for_o they_o bring_v we_o unto_o great_a meryte_n ¶_o moost_n merciful_a saviour_n most_o worthy_a of_o all_o worship_n honour_n and_o praise_n which_o for_o my_o sake_n diddy_v suffer_v the_o great_a shame_n and_o most_o worldy_a confusyon_n that_o the_o spytefull_a malice_n of_o the_o moo_v envious_a jew_n can_v devyse_v i_o moo_v humble_o beseke_v the_o for_o all_o the_o rebuke_n sorrowful_a shame_n and_o confusion_n that_o thou_o suffer_v grant_v i_o grace_n to_o mortyfye_v in_o myself_o all_o my_o affeccyon_n and_o appetyte_n of_o vain_a glory_n vain_a praise_n and_o pride_n the_o delight_n and_o vain_a lie_n king_n of_o myself_o of_o my_o word_n dede_n &_o of_o thy_o gracye_n and_o gift_n by_o most_o clear_a knowledge_n and_o sing_v of_o my_o own_o vile_a wretchydnes_n and_o wretchyd_a vylenes_n and_o by_o unfeigned_a desire_n of_o all_o contempt_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o more_o ascrybe_n all_o my_o goodness_n &_o good_n gostlye_o and_o bodily_a unto_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n only_o reken_v myself_o most_o unworthy_a of_o the_o least_o of_o they_o both_o for_o the_o enormytie_n the_o fylthynes_n and_o the_o multytude_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o unthankefulnes_n and_o for_o that_o that_o i_o have_v fall_v unto_o innumerable_a mo_z and_o more_o enormius_fw-la sin_n if_o thy_o grace_n only_o have_v not_o preseruyd_v i_o and_o also_o because_o that_o there_o be_v not_o so_o wretchyd_a a_o sinner_n in_o the_o world_n but_o if_o he_o have_v the_o grace_n that_o i_o have_v he_o will_v serve_v and_o honour_n and_o love_n the_o more_o faithful_o and_o trewe_o than_o i_o do_v wherefore_o moo_v merciful_a jesu_n grant_v i_o grace_n from_o my_o very_a heart_n to_o desire_v unfayned_o to_o be_v contemn_v despise_v mock_v and_o over_o tread_v of_o all_o the_o world_n and_o to_o suffer_v all_o worldly_a shame_n and_o confusion_n that_o when_o any_o of_o these_o come_v i_o may_v with_o a_o glad_a and_o joyful_a heart_n receive_v they_o as_o at_o thy_o hand_n my_o lord_n god_n to_o thy_o glory_n &_o honour_n ¶_o moost_n merciful_a savyoure_n jesu_n which_o hang_v moo_v payneful_o upon_o the_o holy_a cross_n three_o long_a hour_n for_o i_o destitute_a of_o all_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n inward_a and_o outward_a as_o though_o thou_o have_v be_v the_o very_a enemy_n of_o god_n grant_v i_o grace_n and_o power_n to_o mortify_v in_o myself_o all_o desire_n of_o all_o delight_n and_o swetnes_n sensible_a in_o grace_n devotion_n love_v sensible_a which_o be_v only_o in_o the_o nether_a power_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o swetnes_n sensible_a though_o it_o be_v in_o grace_n in_o love_n devotion_n and_o prayer_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o very_a sanctimony_n or_o charity_n but_o good_a lord_n certain_a gift_n of_o thy_o goodness_n send_v unto_o we_o week_n sinner_n to_o comfort_v our_o wekenes_n not_o to_o rest_v in_o they_o but_o that_o we_o comfort_v with_o they_o shall_v labour_n more_o earnest_o to_o mortify_v ourselves_o and_o the_o seek_n of_o ourself_o for_o lord_n god_n look_v how_o much_o i_o be_o mortify_v to_o all_o creature_n and_o to_o myself_o so_o much_o i_o have_v of_o true_a sanctimony_n and_o very_a charity_n wherefore_o moo_v gracious_a jesu_n grant_v i_o grace_n to_o dye_v perfect_o unto_o the_o desire_n of_o all_o conforte_n do_v bodily_a and_o ghostly_a and_o to_o be_v full_o constante_n with_o all_o derelyction_n and_o desolation_n that_o for_o thy_o sake_n and_o will_n forsake_v here_o all_o comfort_n and_o abidinge_v all_o desolation_n i_o may_v of_o thy_o mercy_n have_v the_o celesteal_n consolation_n which_o thou_o dydy_v promise_v sayinge_v bless_a be_v you_o that_o sorrow_n for_o you_o shall_v have_v consolation_n to_o thy_o glory_n and_o honour_n ¶_o o_o most_o merciful_a redeemer_n of_o my_o sinful_a soul_n which_o suffer_v so_o sorouful_a so_o painful_a so_o bitter_a and_o cruel_a pain_n and_o passion_n that_o there_o be_v never_o no_o pain_n nor_o passion_n like_v unto_o thou_o &_o that_o with_o such_o mekenes_n such_o obedience_n longanymitie_n and_o pacyence_n as_o never_o be_v see_v nor_o hard_a of_o grant_v i_o most_o wrathful_a wretch_n grace_v perfect_o to_o mortyfye_v all_o inpacyens_n in_o all_o bodily_a adversytie_n infamy_n rebuke_n mock_n contumely_n syckenes_n trouble_n pain_n persecution_n and_o desolation_n and_o in_o loss_n damage_n or_o hurt_v which_o may_v chance_v or_o come_v upon_o i_o by_o thy_o sufferance_n good_a lord_n with_o the_o which_o thou_o be_v wont_a to_o try_v thy_o moost_n dear_a belovyd_v and_o electyd_v as_o gold_n in_o the_o furne_z in_o the_o which_o also_o thou_o thyself_o my_o most_o dear_a lord_n jesu_n be_v great_o try_v which_o sufferydst_n with_o moost_n mild_a mind_n and_o pacyente_a hart_n all_o contumely_n all_o scorn_n sore_a stripe_n spytete_v scorge_n the_o turment_fw-mi upon_o the_o cross_n and_o so_o many_o pain_n as_o thy_o enemy_n can_v devise_v and_o yet_o be_v thou_o ready_a to_o suffer_v moche_n more_o for_o the_o honour_n of_o god_n the_o father_n &_o for_o our_o soul_n health_n ¶_o moost_n gracious_a jesu_n therefore_o grant_v i_o grace_n with_o moost_n meek_a and_o perfect_v pacyence_n all_o outward_a and_o inward_a adversity_n hurt_n or_o grief_n to_o suffer_v and_o bear_v it_o so_o long_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v the_o that_o i_o never_o in_o hart_n word_n nether_a deed_n do_v show_v any_o point_n of_o rancore_fw-fr or_o gruge_n that_o i_o may_v bear_v no_o sorrow_n norbytternes_n in_o my_o hart_n but_o i_o may_v ever_o reken_fw-mi myself_o worthy_a of_o much_o worse_a and_o more_o pain_n offer_v myself_o to_o suffer_v what_o ever_o thou_o shall_v send_v i_o and_o that_o i_o may_v of_o most_o lovely_a affection_n to_o be_v like_a &_o conformable_a in_o suffer_v unto_o the_o with_o great_a desire_n abide_v and_o look_v for_o all_o adversytie_n and_o pain_n whereby_o i_o may_v obtain_v the_o abundance_n of_o grace_n to_o thy_o glory_n ¶_o o_o most_o love_a lord_n jesu_n who_o property_n be_v to_o have_v mercy_n and_o of_o thy_o in_o effable_a mercy_n do_v suffer_v moost_n cruel_a death_n &_o passion_n that_o true_a repentaunt_a siner_n be_v they_o never_o so_o abominable_a and_o enormius_fw-la shall_v obtain_v full_a remyssion_n of_o there_o enormyte_v grant_v i_o moo_v wretched_a sinner_n i_o humble_v beseke_v the_o grace_n to_o mortyfie_v in_o myself_o all_o scrupulosnes_n of_o consiencie_n by_o most_o full_a confydence_n trust_v and_o hope_n of_o thy_o unmesurable_a mercy_n and_o by_o thy_o most_o sweat_v goodness_n i_o knowledge_n moost_n merciful_a savyoure_n that_o this_o arise_v in_o i_o for_o lack_v of_o confidence_n in_o the_o and_o this_o lack_n of_o confydence_n sprynge_v of_o the_o slender_a love_n that_o i_o have_v toward_o the._n for_o they_o that_o have_v a_o feruente_a and_o a_o great_a love_n they_o have_v a_o great_a hope_n but_o i_o wretched_a sinner_n have_v a_o little_a &_o slender_a charytie_n therefore_o i_o have_v not_o such_o confidence_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v in_o thy_o mercy_n but_o by_o reason_n that_o the_o love_n of_o myself_o be_v unmortyfy_v
in_o i_o and_o i_o fear_v more_o thy_o justice_n and_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n than_o i_o do_v love_n &_o believe_v thy_o infynitie_n goodness_n &_o bless_a mercy_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_o disquietid_v with_o this_o scrupulous_a fear_n which_o let_v i_o great_o from_o many_o good_a dede_n and_o increase_v of_o thy_o love_n and_o holy_a perfection_n therefore_o most_o mercyful_a lord_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n grant_v i_o the_o pure_a love_n of_o the_o &_o most_o firm_a hope_n and_o trust_v of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o all_o scrupulous_a fear_n may_v utter_o be_v mortify_v in_o i_o to_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n ¶_o o_o moost_n meek_a saviour_n jesu_n which_o camme_v into_o this_o wrecchyd_a world_n not_o to_o do_v thy_o own_o will_n but_o the_o will_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n and_o in_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o moost_n soroufull_a heavy_a and_o deadly_a agony_n and_o intolerable_a hevyne_n of_o thy_o godly_a and_o most_o innocent_a heart_n do_v forsake_v thy_o own_o will_n and_o do_v resign_v thyself_o whole_o unto_o the_o will_n of_o god_n thy_o father_n in_o the_o gracius_fw-la merit_v of_o thy_o most_o painful_a agony_n &_o sorouful_a bloody_a sweet_a grant_v i_o i_o humble_o beseke_v the_o sweet_a jesu_n the_o grace_n utter_o in_o i_o to_o mortifye_v the_o propryetie_n of_o my_o own_o will_n and_o perfect_o to_o yield_v and_o resygne_v myself_o whole_o into_o thy_o most_o bless_a pleasure_n &_o hand_n to_o abide_v whatsoever_o thou_o shall_v in_o time_n or_o for_o ever_o suffer_v to_o come_v upon_o i_o be_v it_o solas_fw-la or_o sorrow_n pain_n or_o pleasure_n hell_n or_o heaven_n so_o it_o be_v thy_o bless_a will_n wtout_fw-fr any_o gain_n sa_v murmur_n or_o gruge_n of_o hart_n that_o ioifulli_fw-la i_o may_v for_o thy_o love_n suffer_v all_o pain_n ghostly_a &_o bodily_a ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n moo_v perfect_v obedience_n not_o only_o unto_o my_o superior_n but_o also_o to_o all_o other_o in_o thing_n lawful_a ¶_o grant_v i_o obedience_n unto_o my_o superior_n not_o only_o in_o outward_a dede_n but_o also_o inward_o in_o readiness_n of_o my_o will_n to_o comforme_v my_o will_n unto_o the_o will_n of_o my_o prelate_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o that_o for_o no_o regard_n of_o any_o faver_n laud_fw-la or_o praise_v therefore_o but_o that_o i_o may_v rather_o desire_v to_o be_v despise_v therefore_o ¶_o grant_v i_o most_o gracious_a jesu_n so_o exact_v and_o perfect_v obediens_fw-la unto_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n that_o i_o may_v never_o have_v any_o other_o desire_n or_o will_n in_o i_o save_v only_o thy_o that_o thy_o and_o i_o by_o singular_a grace_n may_v be_v make_v one_o will_n one_o heart_n one_o desire_n ¶_o take_v from_o i_o oh_o merciful_a maker_n my_o wicked_a will_n the_o ground_n of_o all_o sin_n and_o geve_v i_o thy_o blessid_v will_n ground_n of_o all_o grace_n and_o goodness_n take_v from_o i_o my_o proud_a heart_n take_v from_o i_o my_o unpure_a and_o unclean_a desire_n &_o put_v into_o my_o soul_n the_o insatiable_a desire_n of_o thy_o honour_n and_o to_o do_v thy_o only_a will_n to_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n amen_n ¶_o the_o fyfte_fw-mi exercise_n to_o come_v to_o the_o conformytie_n in_o virtue_n of_o chryst_n crucyfy_v in_o the_o desire_n of_o all_o virtue_n and_o hate_n of_o all_o sin_n thou_o must_v exercise_v thyself_o in_o the_o constante_n very_o true_a hate_n of_o all_o sin_v so_o that_o thou_o will_v never_o comytte_n any_o be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a for_o the_o fear_n of_o no_o damage_n slander_v or_o torment_v in_o this_o world_n be_v it_o never_o so_o great_a and_o dredeful_a all_o sin_n must_v neade_n be_v pullyd_v out_o of_o thy_o heart_n before_o any_o perfect_a virtue_n can_v grow_v there_o and_o ear_n thou_o canst_v be_v permyttyd_v to_o enter_v in_o to_o the_o heart_n of_o jesu_n to_o be_v knit_v and_o make_v one_o spiritual_o with_o he_o thou_o shall_v therefore_o hate_v nothing_o so_o evyll_n as_o sin_v yea_o the_o least_o that_o can_v be_v for_o it_o 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we_o most_o vile_a wretch_n wicked_a sinner_n and_o naughty_a seruamte_n to_o rejoice_v and_o be_v glad_a perceave_v that_o the_o king_n of_o all_o king_n and_o lord_n of_o all_o lordde_v our_o creator_n jesus_n chry_v do_v love_v we_o so_o fervent_o that_o he_o will_v offer_v up_o in_o sacrifice_n himself_o unto_o most_o foul_a and_o most_o vile_a death_n let_v we_o therefore_o be_v glad_a with_o joy_n unmeasurable_a that_o our_o lord_n jesu_n lovyth_v better_o each_o one_o of_o we_o than_o any_o man_n do_v love_v himself_o let_v we_o be_v glad_a and_o rejoice_v that_o by_o the_o bless_a passion_n of_o jesu_n the_o ruin_n and_o breach_n of_o the_o angel_n be_v restore_v there_o ought_v to_o be_v in_o we_o great_a joy_n &_o gladness_n since_o we_o see_v that_o by_o the_o passion_n of_o chryste_n so_o noble_a and_o bless_a a_o colege_n of_o the_o angel_n be_v repair_v that_o there_o may_v be_v one_o fold_n and_o one_o shepehard_v and_o all_o to_o be_v one_o in_o one_o god_n in_o this_o 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and_o painful_a sting_v of_o dreadful_a death_n thou_o yeld_a up_o thy_o blessid_v soul_n for_o to_o save_v and_o redeem_v my_o synful_a soul_n ¶_o what_o point_n of_o love_n coldeste_n thou_o have_v show_v more_o yet_o beside_o all_o thes_n thou_o hay_v most_o lovyng_o leave_v to_o my_o weak_a and_o wretchyd_a soul_n for_o my_o ghostly_a comfort_n and_o strengthe_n the_o very_a same_o body_n and_o blood_n wherewith_o thou_o buy_v i_o and_o all_o the_o world_n in_o the_o most_o blessid_v sacrament_n of_o the_o altar_n that_o i_o may_v often_o see_v the_o often_o receive_v the_o &_o remember_v that_o great_a love_n thou_o beredy_v towards_o we_o and_o so_o to_o learn_v as_o to_o love_v the_o again_o and_o of_o very_a love_n to_o delight_v in_o the_o medytation_n of_o thy_o most_o bitter_a and_o blessyd_v passion_n with_o hearty_a desire_n to_o follow_v the_o in_o it_o and_o specyal_o to_o learn_v and_o affectuus_o to_o consider_v that_o great_a love_n and_o charytie_n thou_o shewd_a to_o i_o here_o in_o that_o mi_fw-mi hart_n may_v be_v inflame_v and_o set_v on_o fire_n with_o the_o love_n of_o the._n wherefore_o most_o mercyful_a savyor_n and_o most_o love_a and_o lovesome_a lord_n jesu_n of_o that_o great_a charytie_n and_o burn_a love_n which_o cause_v and_o movyd_v the_o to_o suffer_v all_o thy_o bitter_a pain_n and_o passion_n and_o in_o the_o meryte_n of_o thy_o most_o precyous_a blood_n and_o blessyd_v death_n kyndel_n now_o in_o my_o cold_a heart_n the_o blessid_v fire_n of_o thy_o moost_n dear_a love_n and_o make_v i_o to_o love_n and_o to_o delight_v in_o the_o to_o set_v all_o my_o joy_n felicity_n &_o pleasure_n in_o the_o love_n and_o desire_v of_o the_o my_o lord_n that_o by_o perfect_v love_n and_o blessyd_v charytie_n my_o soul_n may_v be_v knit_v and_o make_v one_o with_o the._n the_o which_o unyon_n with_o the_o in_o love_n be_v the_o beginnyge_a the_o perfection_n and_o end_n of_o all_o contemplation_n here_o in_o earth_n and_o of_o the_o 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but_o in_o hart_n and_o mind_n one_o of_o thes_n lovely_a sweet_a sentence_n which_o may_v be_v call_v dart_n of_o ghostly_a love_n and_o like_v as_o the_o worldly_a or_o fleshe_o lover_n have_v still_o his_o burn_a desire_n to_o his_o paramour_n and_o be_v ready_a in_o every_o place_n &_o corner_n where_o he_o metith_v with_o his_o love_n to_o express_v by_o lovely_a and_o sweet_a word_n his_o fervent_a and_o hot_a desire_n that_o he_o beryth_v unto_o her_o love_n with_o deep_a sigh_n and_o most_o hearty_a lamentable_a complaint_n with_o such_o mean_a to_o set_v his_o love_n on_o fire_n and_o to_o wound_v as_o it_o be_v her_o hart_n with_o love_n towards_o he_o again_o ever_o so_o with_o thes_n or_o such_o like_a lovely_a and_o sweet_a sentence_n we_o do_v open_a unto_o our_o lover_n jesu_n
receive_v it_o and_o not_o let_v his_o work_n by_o follow_v to_o moche_v thy_o own_o will_n for_o look_v how_o much_o more_o perfect_o thou_o doyste_v for_o sake_n thy_o own_o will_n and_o the_o love_n of_o thy_o self_n and_o of_o the_o worldly_a thing_n so_o much_o more_o deep_o and_o fast_o thou_o shall_v be_v knyte_n unto_o god_n and_o mcrease_v in_o his_o true_a and_o pure_a love_n and_o because_o that_o these_o be_v optayn_v pryncypaly_a of_o god_n who_o only_o can_v &_o do_v work_v all_o perfection_n in_o we_o by_o his_o spcial_a grace_n thou_o shall_v therefore_o say_v this_o prayer_n in_o thy_o hart_n with_o desire_n and_o most_o devoute_a mind_n unto_o god_n o_o gracious_a good_a lord_n which_o be_v the_o gever_n of_o all_o grace_n and_o godnes_n and_o do_v gyve_v unto_o they_o that_o fervent_o &_o faithful_o do_v ask_v of_o the_o nothing_o so_o soon_o and_o more_o glad_o they_o the_o very_a true_a virtue_n whereby_o we_o may_v faithful_o and_o devout_o serve_v love_n and_o 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himself_o they_o be_v not_o the_o very_a sanctimony_n &_o charity_n but_o certain_a gift_n of_o god_n give_v to_o we_o for_o a_o help_n to_o our_o infirmity_n that_o we_o shall_v mortify_v more_o diligent_o the_o inordinate_a love_n and_o affection_n to_o ourself_o and_o not_o that_o we_o shall_v rest_v in_o they_o the_o more_o than_o that_o a_o man_n be_v mortify_v to_o himself_o in_o all_o these_o point_n that_o be_v here_o speak_v of_o the_o more_o charity_n &_o true_a love_n he_o have_v and_o no_o more_o yea_o whatsoever_o he_o askith_v of_o god_n if_o he_o do_v not_o use_v it_o to_o the_o mortifi_a of_o himself_o it_o be_v impure_a and_o mix_v with_o nature_n which_o seek_v itself_o in_o all_o thing_n so_o subtyl_o yea_o in_a godly_a thing_n that_o if_o it_o be_v stay_v or_o let_v on_o the_o one_o side_n it_o will_v craftelye_o appear_v and_o creep_v in_o at_o another_o hole_n before_o we_o can_v well_o perceive_v it_o the_o xu_o impediment_n impediment_n that_o be_v the_o 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our_o fervent_a desire_n of_o his_o moost_n blessyd_v love_n with_o sweat_n and_o lovely_a syghe_n hearty_a devoute_a desire_n where_o ever_o we_o meet_v he_o that_o be_v as_o oft_o as_o he_o commyth_n to_o our_o mind_n where_o ever_o we_o be_v or_o what_o ever_o we_o do_v and_o the_o use_n of_o such_o blessid_v aspiration_n who_o cold_a get_v acustome_v in_o they_o be_v a_o wonderful_a ready_a way_n to_o ghostly_a profyt_n ¶_o aspyracyon_n for_o this_o exercise_n ¶_o o_o most_o love_a lover_n and_o dear_a spouse_n of_o mi_fw-mi soul_n sweat_v jesu_n i_o beseke_v the_o for_o thy_o most_o love_a hart_n that_o be_v pierce_v with_o a_o spear_n and_o woundyd_v for_o my_o love_n wound_n my_o heart_n and_o inflame_v my_o mind_n so_o flagrant_o with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o i_o mai_fw-gr comtempne_v all_o the_o world_n for_o thy_o sake_n ¶_o o_o most_o amiable_a jesu_n will_v god_n that_o i_o may_v so_o hearty_o and_o so_o hard_o embrace_v the_o with_z the_o ghostly_a arm_n of_o my_o hart_n that_o i_o may_v never_o let_v the_o go_v out_o of_o my_o hart_n and_o mind_n ¶_o o_o most_o dear_a love_n and_o sweat_v lord_n jesu_n why_o do_v i_o not_o love_n the._n can_v thou_o suffer_v that_o any_o creature_n shall_v not_o love_v the._n though_o thou_o do_v suffer_v other_o yet_o i_o beseech_v the_o suffer_v not_o that_o in_o i_o but_o break_v into_o mi_fw-mi hart_n come_v in_o to_o mi_fw-mi mind_n with_o all_o thy_o might_n &_o violence_n most_o mighty_a lord_n oh_o most_o sweet_a violence_n when_o shall_v i_o suffer_v this_o thy_o blessyde_o and_o sweet_a violence_n ¶_o oh_o sweet_a jesu_n how_o well_o be_v i_o if_o i_o may_v love_v the._n oh_o will_v to_o god_n i_o can_v perfect_o set_v nought_o by_o myself_o and_o by_o all_o the_o world_n for_o thy_o dear_a love_n sake_n ¶_o oh_o dear_a love_n of_o my_o soul_n stir_v my_o hart_n to_o seek_v the_o lyghten_v mi_fw-mi hart_n that_o i_o mai_fw-gr find_v the_o possess_v thou_o my_o whole_a hart_n that_o i_o may_v rest_v in_o the_o only_a &_o forget_v all_o thing_n beside_o the._n ¶_o o_o the_o sweet_a treasure_n of_o mi_fw-mi hart_n the_o only_a joy_n and_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n how_o fair_a how_o beautiful_a be_v thou_o blessid_v be_v all_o that_o love_v the_o oh_o when_o shall_v i_o love_v the_o also_o ¶_o o_o most_o sweet_a jesu_n the_o very_a true_a love_n of_o my_o heart_n make_v i_o sycke_n for_o thy_o love_n yea_o make_v i_o dye_v for_o thy_o sweat_n lovessake_v ¶_o o_o moost_n dear_a lord_n how_o fain_o will_v i_o love_v the_o and_o that_o i_o thus_o will_v thou_o have_v give_v it_o i_o geve_v i_o grace_v also_o that_o i_o mai_fw-gr love_n the_o with_o all_o mi_a whoole_n hart_n for_o with_o out_o the_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o ¶_o mooste_o amiable_a mooste_o lovesome_a and_o gentyl_o jesu_n the_o comfort_n and_o hope_n of_o my_o hart_n grant_v i_o to_o love_v the_o moost_n pure_o most_o faithful_o most_o dere_o &_o most_o chaste_o ¶_o most_o sweet_a delight_n and_o pleasure_n of_o my_o soul_n the_o consolation_n and_o joy_n of_o my_o heart_n which_o love_v i_o ear_n i_o be_v &_o have_v make_v and_o create_v i_o such_o a_o one_o that_o i_o may_v love_v the_o and_o have_v the_o grant_v i_o grace_n to_o seek_v the_o to_o run_v after_o the_o and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o rest_n till_o i_o have_v find_v the_o and_o for_o the_o great_a desire_n and_o love_n of_o the_o sweet_a jesu_n i_o may_v loathe_v all_o thing_n beside_o the._n svche_o sweet_a sentence_n or_o like_a thou_o must_v always_o have_v in_o thy_o mind_n and_o heart_n &_o force_v thyself_o to_o say_v they_o in_o thy_o mind_n as_o swet_o and_o as_o devout_o as_o thou_o can_v though_o perhaps_o at_o the_o first_o thou_o shall_v feel_v little_a swetnes_n yet_o do_v as_o well_o as_o thou_o may_v and_o in_o long_a custom_n grace_n will_v take_v pyty_n on_o thy_o travail_n thou_o shall_v not_o bind_v thyself_o exact_o to_o these_o thing_n but_o only_o if_o thou_o have_v not_o of_o thyself_o such_o like_a then_o may_v thou_o use_v any_o of_o these_o or_o as_o many_o as_o thou_o will_v yet_o thou_o shall_v not_o need_v scrupulus_o to_o follow_v all_o the_o word_n but_o follow_v as_o well_o as_o thou_o can_v and_o take_v they_o as_o god_n puttith_v in_o thy_o mind_n thou_o may_v perhaps_o some_o time_n have_v as_o good_a or_o better_o come_v to_o thy_o mind_n as_o these_o be_v and_o such_o as_o the_o holy_a ghost_n puttith_v into_o thy_o mind_n they_o be_v best_a after_o thou_o have_v have_v the_o medytation_n of_o the_o benefyte_n of_o god_n in_o this_o prayer_n that_o go_v immediate_o before_o these_o aspyration_n if_o thou_o feel_v thy_o heart_n styrryd_v with_o love_n towards_o thy_o lord_n then_o look_v what_o sweet_a desire_n or_o prayer_n or_o meditation_n delyght_v the_o that_o follow_v untyl_o thou_o feel_v devotion_n decay_n but_o ear_n thou_o can_v come_v to_o the_o sweat_n love_n that_o knyttith_v thy_o soul_n unto_o god_n thou_o must_v take_v some_o travail_n and_o stand_v as_o it_o be_v without_o the_o door_n abide_v the_o pleasure_n of_o thy_o lord_n and_o lover_n when_o he_o will_v let_v the_o in_o therefore_o when_o thou_o canst_v not_o feel_v the_o love_n of_o thy_o heart_n stir_v nor_o kyndelyd_v by_o the_o meditation_n of_o he_o benefitte_v thou_o shall_v swet_o dyscret_o devout_o and_o dylygent_o knock_v as_o it_o be_v at_o the_o gate_n of_o his_o pyteful_a goodness_n with_o these_o four_o goostly_a hammer_n that_o be_v to_o say_v oblation_n petytion_n conformation_n or_o likeness_n and_o union_n or_o knot_n with_o these_o thou_o shall_v awake_v thy_o belove_a to_o open_v the_o door_n of_o his_o blessyd_v love_n unto_o the_o that_o thou_o may_v enter_v in_o by_o aburning_a charity_n &_o be_v make_v one_o with_o he_o yet_o if_o thou_o feel_v thy_o heart_n draw_v goostly_a towards_o the_o sweet_a love_n of_o god_n any_o other_o way_n they_o by_o these_o mean_n they_o leave_v these_o and_o follow_v the_o train_n of_o the_o holy_a goost_n ¶_o the_o first_o goostly_a hammer_n which_o be_v oblation_n or_o offering_n thou_o shall_v thus_o use_v with_o as_o devoute_a heart_n as_o thou_o can_v say_v in_o thy_o mind_n with_o hearty_a meditation_n and_o with_o a_o unfeigned_a heart_n if_o thou_o can_v or_o as_o well_o as_o grace_n shall_v assy_v for_o the_o tyme._n ¶_o a_o oblation_n goostly_a moo_v myghtyfull_a lord_n god_n &_o very_a true_a love_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o whole_a desire_n i_o offer_v unto_o the_o and_o resygne_v into_o thy_o bless_a will_n &_o hand_n as_o a_o sacrifice_n myself_o to_o all_o that_o thing_n that_o thy_o bless_a spirit_n shall_v by_o inspiration_n will_n and_o move_v i_o to_o do_v and_o specyal_o to_o the_o utter_a contempt_n and_o forsake_v of_o myself_o and_o my_o own_o will_n to_o the_o utter_a cut_n of_o and_o forsake_v all_o delight_n &_o and_o pleasure_n of_o sensualytie_n and_o of_o all_o my_o sense_n though_o they_o be_v never_o so_o little_a thing_n as_o a_o ydel_n word_n vain_a company_n lyghtnes_n etc._n etc._n whereby_o my_o hart_n may_v be_v by_o any_o mean_n move_v or_o defile_v also_o i_o offer_v unto_o the_o myself_o to_o the_o perfect_v mortification_n of_o all_o natural_a passion_n as_o hevyne_n joy_n sorrow_n anger_n hate_v hope_v fear_v or_o shame_n also_o i_o offer_v to_o the_o myself_o to_o the_o voluntary_a lack_n and_o want_n of_o all_o sensyble_a grace_n devotion_n &_o other_o gift_n of_o thy_o that_o be_v not_o necessary_a for_o my_o salvation_n in_o like_a manner_n i_o offer_v mi selfe_o to_o suffer_v willing_o with_o most_o prompt_a and_o ready_a will_n for_o thy_o sake_n all_o adversity_n and_o harm_n in_o fame_n in_o good_n and_o frynde_n all_o syckenes_n disease_n pain_n pressure_n and_o hevine_v of_o hart_n and_o general_o i_o offer_v i_o most_o glad_o and_o wyllyng_o to_o all_o chance_n and_o misfortune_n that_o can_v happen_v to_o any_o creature_n in_o this_o world_n be_v it_o never_o so_o evyll_n save_v sin_n yea_o if_o it_o be_v thy_o blessyd_v will_n and_o pleasure_n to_o put_v i_o in_o hell_n that_o i_o may_v suffer_v all_o the_o pain_n of_o all_o the_o damn_a except_o the_o hate_n of_o the_o and_o separation_n or_o loss_n of_o the_o love_n of_o the._n and_o though_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o i_o thus_o to_o do_v or_o suffer_v yet_o good_a lord_n my_o will_n and_o heart_n ought_v to_o be_v ready_a at_o all_o time_n if_o thou_o will_v it_o shall_v be_v so_o and_o where_o mercyful_a lord_n jesu_n i_o can_v not_o be_v so_o willing_a &_o ready_a unto_o all_o these_o thing_n and_o make_v so_o perfect_v oblation_n from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n as_o i_o