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himself_o say_v joh._n 12.35_o 36._o yet_o a_o little_a while_o the_o light_n be_v with_o you_o walk_z whilst_o you_o have_v the_o light_n lest_o darkness_n come_v upon_o you_o for_o he_o that_o walk_v in_o the_o dark_a know_v not_o whither_o he_o go_v while_o you_o have_v light_a believe_v in_o the_o light_n that_o you_o may_v be_v child_n of_o the_o light_n thus_o have_v you_o hear_v in_o some_o general_a consideration_n how_o bewildr_v spiritual_a darkness_n be_v i_o shall_v conclude_v they_o with_o a_o observation_n from_o the_o form_n of_o the_o expression_n jer._n 2.31_o have_v i_o be_v a_o wilderness_n to_o
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be_v as_o judge_v i_o shall_v undoubted_o damn_v such_o a_o one_o as_o myself_o be_v and_o therefore_o let_v i_o alone_o god_n can_v have_v no_o thought_n of_o good_a concern_v i_o now_o hold_v a_o little_a while_o we_o read_v isai_n 55.7_o 8â—_n let_v the_o wicked_a forsake_v his_o way_n why_o what_o shall_v he_o get_v by_o that_o be_v there_o any_o hope_n of_o good_a for_o a_o wicked_a man_n yes_o god_n will_v have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o yea_o but_o say_v thy_o soul_n not_o upon_o such_o a_o grievous_a sinner_n as_o i_o be_o yes_o god_n will_v abundant_o pardon_v do_v you_o say_v so_o o_o but_o i_o can_v never_o think_v that_o yea_o but_o friend_n that_o be_v a_o unrighteous_a thought_n and_o you_o must_v forsake_v it_o let_v the_o unrighteous_a forsake_v his_o thought_n forsake_v it_o why_o ver_fw-la 8._o for_o say_v god_n my_o thought_n be_v not_o your_o thought_n nor_o be_v your_o way_n my_o way_n but_o as_o the_o heaven_n be_v high_a than_o the_o earth_n so_o be_v my_o way_n 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despair_a word_n thus_o far_o to_o prevail_v against_o i_o etc._n etc._n therefore_o do_v eliphaz_n sinful_o and_o uncharitable_o conclude_v concern_v good_a job_n jo._n 22.5_o etc._n etc._n that_o his_o wickedness_n be_v great_a and_o his_o iniquity_n infinite_a etc._n etc._n because_o ver_fw-la 20.11_o that_o snare_n be_v round_o about_o he_o and_o darkness_n that_o he_o can_v not_o see_v etc._n etc._n and_o thus_o think_v poor_a soul_n of_o themselves_o that_o because_o they_o be_v under_o dark_a dispensation_n as_o they_o think_v then_o any_o other_o that_o therefore_o their_o sin_n be_v great_a and_o their_o condition_n more_o desperate_a than_o any_o other_o now_o this_o be_v darkness_n for_o this_o be_v to_o judge_v according_a to_o the_o appearance_n and_o not_o with_o righteous_a judgement_n thus_o though_o god_n have_v bring_v comfort_n to_o zion_n and_o tell_v she_o that_o he_o will_v have_v mercy_n upon_o his_o afflict_a isa_n 49.13_o yet_o because_o she_o be_v afflict_v verse_n 14._o zion_n say_v the_o lord_n have_v forsake_v i_o and_o my_o lord_n have_v forget_v i_o he_o will_v never_o have_v stay_v so_o long_o say_v the_o soul_n but_o that_o he_o have_v quite_o forget_v i_o he_o will_v â—ever_o have_v serve_v i_o so_o and_o so_o but_o that_o he_o have_v quite_o forsake_v i_o now_o how_o much_o darkness_n there_o be_v in_o this_o kind_n of_o argue_v you_o may_v easy_o see_v in_o the_o next_o verse_n though_o a_o mother_n forget_v her_o child_n and_o can_v that_o be_v yet_o i_o will_v not_o forget_v thou_o say_v the_o lord_n for_o thou_o be_v grave_v upon_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n verse_n 15.16_o mercy_n 4_o darkness_n as_o to_o god_n justice_n and_o mercy_n 4_o they_o have_v exceed_v darkness_n upon_o their_o thought_n as_o to_o the_o justice_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o hereby_o they_o be_v also_o bewilder_v they_o poor_a creature_n can_v not_o think_v but_o that_o god_n be_v more_o incline_v to_o justice_n then_o to_o mercy_n towards_o they_o and_o here_o still_o they_o judge_v according_a to_o flesh_n &_o blood_n indeed_o flesh_n and_o blood_n say_v it_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o a_o man_n to_o revenge_v himself_o upon_o they_o that_o have_v wrong_v he_o but_o the_o spirit_n say_v it_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o a_o man_n to_o pass_v by_o a_o infirmity_n now_o this_o they_o can_v but_o judge_v that_o god_n will_v have_v more_o glory_n in_o damn_v they_o then_o in_o save_v they_o therefore_o they_o conclude_v that_o they_o shall_v be_v damn_v justice_n must_v pass_v upon_o they_o now_o such_o thought_n be_v very_a darkness_n for_o very_o neither_o be_v god_n delight_n so_o much_o in_o nor_o his_o glory_n so_o much_o advance_v by_o take_v of_o revenge_n upon_o his_o enemy_n though_o vengeance_n be_v his_o and_o he_o will_v repay_v as_o in_o show_v mercy_n unto_o poor_a soul_n mercy_n 1._o god_n delight_v most_o in_o mercy_n 1._o scripture_n seem_v to_o hold_v forth_o that_o there_o be_v nothing_o so_o much_o of_o god_n heart_n in_o punish_v as_o in_o pardon_v as_o be_v clear_a in_o those_o two_o know_a scripture_n isa_n 28.21_o where_o judgement_n be_v call_v his_o work_n but_o his_o strange_a work_n his_o act_n but_o his_o strange_a act_n as_o if_o he_o do_v not_o know_v how_o to_o go_v about_o it_o how_o shall_v i_o give_v thou_o up_o ephraim_n etc._n etc._n but_o mich._n 7.18_o god_n pardon_v iniquity_n and_o pass_v by_o transgression_n because_o he_o delight_v in_o mercy_n he_o delight_v in_o mercy_n in_o the_o work_n of_o pardon_v sin_n in_o the_o act_n of_o pass_v by_o transgression_n as_o if_o he_o know_v not_o how_o to_o go_v about_o any_o other_o work_n how_o dark_a then_o
be_v thy_o thought_n that_o persuade_v thou_o that_o it_o will_v please_v god_n better_a to_o damn_v thou_o then_o to_o save_v thou_o 2_o the_o exert_n of_o pardon_v grace_n mercy_n 2_o god_n glory_n be_v most_o in_o mercy_n set_v the_o bright_a crown_n of_o glory_n upon_o the_o head_n of_o the_o almighty_a exo._n 33.18_o moses_n beg_v of_o god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o show_v i_o thy_o glory_n and_o how_o do_v god_n answer_v his_o prayer_n herein_o why_o ver_fw-la 19_o i_o will_v make_v all_o my_o goodness_n pass_v before_o thou_o and_o i_o will_v proclaim_v 〈◊〉_d name_n of_o the_o lord_n before_o thou_o and_o will_v be_v gracious_a to_o who_o i_o will_v be_v gracious_a and_o will_v show_v mercy_n to_o who_o i_o will_v show_v mercy_n this_o be_v god_n name_n and_o his_o glory_n if_o this_o than_o be_v the_o darkness_n wherein_o thou_o have_v walk_v that_o god_n will_v have_v most_o glory_n in_o damn_v thou_o take_v hold_v upon_o this_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o stay_v thyself_o upon_o he_o as_o thy_o god_n chap._n xxi_o contain_v the_o three_o kind_n of_o bewildr_a darkness_n viz._n relate_v to_o the_o way_n of_o reconciliation_n betwixt_o we_o and_o god_n in_o three_o particular_n under_o the_o last_o whereof_o this_o question_n be_v resolve_v what_o humiliation_n be_v sufficient_a to_o reconciliation_n the_o three_o &_o last_o sort_n of_o bewildr_a darkness_n attend_v conversion_n itself_o god_n 3d._n kind_a such_o as_o respect_v the_o way_n of_o reconciliation_n betwixt_o we_o and_o god_n be_v such_o as_o relate_v unto_o the_o way_n of_o reconciliation_n between_o we_o &_o god_n and_o very_o though_o we_o have_v a_o desire_n now_o to_o make_v peace_n with_o god_n yet_o how_o shall_v we_o come_v at_o he_o if_o we_o be_v in_o the_o dark_a as_o to_o the_o way_n of_o peace_n the_o way_n of_o peace_n they_o have_v not_o know_v may_v be_v true_o say_v for_o some_o season_n of_o some_o soul_n that_o will_v have_v peace_n i_o remember_v when_o god_n have_v 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if_o thou_o will_v meet_v he_o thou_o must_v meet_v he_o in_o his_o own_o way_n now_o there_o be_v but_o only_o one_o way_n of_o reconciliation_n wherein_o god_n will_v draw_v near_o unto_o a_o loâ—t_a soul_n be_v justify_v by_o faith_n through_o jesus_n christ_n we_o shall_v have_v peace_n with_o god_n rom._n 5.1_o and_o therefore_o the_o same_o be_v our_o only_a way_n of_o pacification_n with_o god_n so_o heb._n 10.20_o this_o be_v the_o new_a and_o live_a way_n now_o all_o other_o be_v but_o dead_a way_n wherein_o a_o lose_a soul_n seek_v life_n now_o what_o heart_n have_v light_a enough_o at_o the_o first_o to_o see_v and_o to_o hit_v upon_o this_o new_a and_o live_a way_n i_o can_v challenge_v your_o darkness_n in_o this_o respect_n upon_o this_o threefold_a account_n 1._o you_o think_v that_o undubted_o you_o must_v give_v something_o to_o god_n god_n 1_o darkness_n we_o think_v we_o must_v give_v something_o to_o god_n towards_o your_o reconciliation_n with_o god_n now_o this_o 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i_o will_v take_v no_o bullock_n out_o of_o thy_o house_n nor_o hee-goat_n out_o of_o thy_o fold_n for_o the_o beast_n of_o all_o the_o forest_n etc._n etc._n be_v i_o set_a a_o side_n the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o peace_n in_o believe_v and_o i_o dare_v say_v it_o will_v beggar_v all_o the_o saint_n and_o angel_n in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o make_v one_o peace-offering_a to_o the_o lord_n for_o any_o lose_a soul_n 2_o you_o think_v god_n 2d_o darkness_n we_o think_v we_o must_v do_v something_o for_o god_n that_o undoubted_o you_o must_v at_o least_o dâ—â—_n something_o as_o a_o bottom_n and_o ground_n to_o your_o reconciliation_n with_o god_n now_o this_o be_v also_o a_o soul-bewildring_a darkness_n for_o if_o it_o be_v only_o what_o christ_n have_v give_v than_o it_o be_v only_o what_o christ_n have_v do_v that_o can_v be_v a_o propitiation_n to_o god_n for_o we_o what_o will_v god_n ever_o be_v friend_n with_o i_o that_o give_v he_o nothing_o nor_o do_v any_o thing_n for_o he_o how_o shall_v i_o think_v that_o very_o flesh_n and_o blood_n will_v hardly_o think_v it_o therefore_o as_o the_o former_a question_n be_v wherewithal_o shall_v i_o come_v before_o god_n what_o shall_v i_o give_v and_o the_o answer_n from_o god_n come_v without_o money_n and_o without_o price_n so_o the_o next_o question_n that_o dark_a nature_n prompt_v be_v this_o good_a master_n what_o good_a thing_n shall_v i_o do_v that_o i_o may_v inherit_v eternal_a life_n mat._n 9_o 16._o what_o good_a thing_n shall_v i_o do_v oh_o we_o think_v it_o must_v be_v some_o good_a thing_n of_o our_o own_o do_v that_o must_v be_v at_o the_o bottom_n of_o our_o salvation_n what_o good_a thing_n say_v christ_n keep_v the_o law_n and_o fulfil_v the_o gospel_n &_o that_o perfect_o for_o that_o be_v the_o sum_n of_o christ_n answer_n to_o he_o now_o friend_n if_o thy_o goodness_n extend_v so_o far_o then_o go_v on_o to_o meet_v the_o lord_n in_o thy_o own_o way_n but_o now_o thou_o that_o live_v upon_o such_o term_n if_o ever_o god_n take_v thou_o as_o solomon_n take_v shimei_n when_o he_o have_v go_v beyond_o his_o limit_n from_o jerusalem_n to_o gath_n after_o his_o runaway_n servant_n 1_o kin._n 2.39_o 40._o the_o lord_n will_v deal_v with_o thou_o if_o ever_o he_o find_v thy_o heart_n run_v after_o the_o world_n or_o after_o sin_n as_o he_o deal_v with_o shimei_n ver_fw-la 44._o god_n will_v call_v thou_o to_o a_o severe_a account_n upon_o every_o old_a score_n and_o return_v all_o thy_o wickedness_n upon_o thy_o own_o head_n judge_v thou_o by_o thy_o own_o mouth_n think_v of_o the_o pharisee_fw-mi who_o come_v and_o tell_v god_n what_o he_o
acquaintance_n as_o a_o new_a creature_n that_o be_v speak_v of_o job_n 22.21_o and_o that_o be_v as_o say_v the_o apostle_n by_o be_v in_o christ_n as_o for_o any_o other_o the_o lord_n that_o make_v they_o will_v not_o have_v mercy_n on_o they_o and_o he_o that_o form_v they_o will_v show_v they_o no_o favour_n isai_n 27.11_o it_o will_v be_v sad_a believe_v if_o poor_a soul_n have_v no_o better_a promise_n then_o this_o to_o lean_v unto_o second_o god_n 2_o lean_v upon_o the_o providence_n of_o god_n if_o thy_o lean_a stock_n be_v only_o some_o latter_a acquaintance_n with_o god_n in_o his_o outward_a providence_n and_o believe_v it_o with_o very_a many_o this_o go_v very_o far_o what_o do_v you_o think_v that_o god_n that_o have_v give_v i_o such_o prosperity_n will_v in_o the_o end_n damn_v i_o i_o have_v a_o fair_a portion_n of_o outward_a thing_n shall_v all_o this_o love_n end_n in_o eternal_a hatred_n nay_o when_o i_o be_v in_o great_a strait_n god_n give_v i_o great_a deliverance_n when_o i_o be_v at_o death_n door_n in_o such_o a_o sickness_n etc._n etc._n and_o do_v you_o think_v he_o will_v now_o cast_v i_o into_o hell_n very_o for_o aught_o i_o know_v he_o may_v and_o if_o thou_o have_v no_o more_o to_o lean_v unto_o i_o know_v he_o will_n you_o have_v a_o eminent_a passage_n a_o providence_n to_o a_o miracle_n yea_o to_o heap_n of_o miracle_n psal_n 78.23_o he_o open_v the_o door_n of_o heaven_n give_v they_o corn_n of_o heaven_n vers_n 24._o angel_n food_n meat_n to_o the_o full_a vers_n 25._o he_o rain_v flesh_n as_o dust_n and_o feather_a foul_a as_o the_o sand_n upon_o the_o sea_n shore_n vers_fw-la 27._o he_o give_v they_o their_o own_o desire_n vers_fw-la 29._o yet_o while_o the_o meat_n be_v in_o their_o mouth_n the_o wrath_n of_o god_n come_v upon_o they_o and_o slay_v the_o fat_a of_o they_o verses_z 30.31_o mark_v first_o whilst_o it_o be_v in_o their_o mouth_n second_o the_o fat_a of_o they_o ah_o friend_n many_o time_n fair_a pasture_n be_v a_o foul_a sign_n you_o yourselves_o litter_n and_o fodder_n those_o cattle_n best_o that_o you_o intend_v for_o the_o slaughter_n soon_o go_v to_o therefore_o rich_a man_n lament_v and_o howl_v and_o let_v your_o joy_n be_v turn_v into_o weep_v if_o you_o have_v nothing_o but_o this_o world_n good_a to_o lean_v unto_o as_o a_o token_n of_o god_n love_n for_o the_o present_a or_o your_o own_o salvation_n for_o the_o future_a three_o if_o civility_n be_v thy_o lean_a stock_n civility_n 3_o lean_v upon_o civility_n of_o this_o i_o speak_v before_o as_o a_o way_n and_o therefore_o shall_v only_o set_v a_o brand_n of_o it_o here_o that_o you_o may_v know_v it_o again_o to_o be_v a_o rot_a pillar_n a_o house_n with_o a_o sandy_a foundation_n if_o you_o lean_a unto_o it_o will_v not_o stand_v all_o these_o have_v i_o do_v from_o my_o youth_n mat._n 19.20_o say_v the_o civil_a young_a man_n yet_o go_v a_o way_n with_o a_o sad_a heart_n for_o all_o he_o have_v his_o crurch_n of_o civility_n and_o riches_n to_o boot_n to_o lean_v upon_o four_o duty_n 4_o lean_v upon_o religious_a duty_n if_o thy_o lean_v be_v upon_o thy_o religious_a exercise_n of_o this_o also_o as_o some_o man_n way_n before_o this_o sir_n stand_v by_o the_o pharisee_fw-mi and_o he_o think_v he_o may_v stand_v by_o it_o lu._n 18.11_o he_o stand_v and_o pray_v let_v such_o a_o soul_n read_v isai_n 1._o for_o all_o their_o duty_n and_o the_o multitude_n thereof_o the_o lord_n bitter_o reject_v they_o as_o the_o man_n of_o sodom_n and_o people_n of_o gomorrah_n vers_fw-la 10._o and_o tell_v they_o he_o be_v weary_a of_o their_o service_n verse_n 11.14_o call_v they_o vain_a oblattion_n vers_fw-la 13._o and_o sure_a if_o it_o be_v vanity_n to_o bring_v they_o than_o how_o much_o more_o vanity_n to_o lean_v upon_o they_o therein_o 5_o lean_v upon_o adventure_n for_o god_n or_o success_n therein_o five_o if_o thou_o lean_a upon_o thy_o adventure_n for_o god_n yea_o though_o thou_o have_v have_v prosperous_a success_n therein_o many_o many_o lean_a here_o and_o with_o a_o great_a deal_n of_o confidence_n too_o come_v see_v my_o zeal_n for_o the_o lord_n say_v jehu_n many_o that_o fight_n the_o canaanite_n etc._n etc._n the_o lord_n enemy_n many_o that_o fight_v the_o lord_n battle_n shall_v never_o come_v to_o possess_v the_o lord_n canaan_n and_o true_o we_o will_v think_v it_o great_a pity_n that_o any_o shall_v make_v such_o fair_a adventure_n and_o do_v god_n such_o eminent_a service_n and_o that_o the_o devil_n shall_v pay_v they_o their_o eternal_a wage_n yet_o so_o too_o often_o it_o be_v in_o those_o that_o think_v themselves_o and_o indeed_o be_v eminent_a instrument_n in_o the_o lord_n hand_n as_o cyrus_n as_o jehu_n as_o the_o earth_n help_v the_o woman_n against_o the_o dragon_n rev._n 12._o nay_o perhaps_o eminent_a dispenser_n of_o the_o gospel_n to_o other_o yet_o come_v themselves_o to_o be_v cast_v away_o my_o belove_a i_o tremble_v to_o think_v what_o singular_a adventure_n they_o be_v engage_v in_o what_o signal_n success_n they_o have_v how_o confident_o they_o lean_v hereunto_o how_o miserable_o their_o pillar_n shrink_v from_o under_o they_o when_o they_o lean_v upon_o it_o and_o easy_o give_v way_n to_o their_o go_v down_o into_o hell_n mat._n 7.22_o many_o shall_v say_v to_o i_o in_o that_o day_n mark_n it_o be_v not_o a_o rare_a instance_n this_o be_v a_o common_a lean_v stock_n lord_n lord_n there_o be_v confidence_n have_v we_o not_o prophesy_v in_o thy_o name_n there_o be_v the_o adventure_n and_o in_o thy_o name_n have_v cast_v out_o devil_n there_o be_v success_n and_o in_o thy_o name_n do_v many_o wonderful_a work_n there_o be_v the_o quantity_n of_o the_o adventure_n and_o quality_n of_o the_o success_n and_o what_o follow_v vers_fw-la 23._o and_o then_o will_v i_o profess_v unto_o they_o i_o never_o know_v you_o depart_v from_o i_o you_o that_o work_n iniquity_n ah_o friend_n this_o may_v make_v the_o best_a hearâ—_n in_o our_o bosom_n ache_v if_o we_o have_v no_o more_o to_o lean_a to_o then_o this_o to_o be_v able_a to_o say_v i_o have_v be_v in_o these_o many_o battle_n for_o god_n and_o religion_n i_o have_v preach_v so_o many_o sermon_n and_o do_v so_o much_o service_n in_o the_o gospel_n when_o all_o the_o work_n be_v do_v the_o lord_n will_v not_o know_v we_o that_o be_v acknowledge_v we_o so_o as_o to_o pay_v we_o any_o other_o wage_n than_o the_o wage_n of_o iniquity_n six_o if_o thou_o lean_a unto_o thy_o church-priviledge_n church-priviledge_n 6_o lean_v upon_o church-priviledge_n if_o thou_o presume_v that_o thou_o be_v alive_a because_o thou_o have_v a_o name_n to_o live_v and_o that_o sure_o god_n accept_v thou_o because_o man_n think_v well_o of_o thou_o thou_o be_v judge_v worthy_a of_o gospel-seale_n and_o to_o be_v admit_v into_o gospel-fellowship_n etc._n etc._n and_o be_v this_o that_o which_o thou_o lean_v unto_o very_o this_o be_v but_o a_o rot_a pillar_n sardis_n have_v a_o name_n to_o live_v but_o be_v dead_a rev._n 3.1_o and_o god_n say_v express_o jer._n 7.4_o trust_v you_o not_o in_o lie_v word_n say_v the_o temple_n of_o the_o lord_n the_o temple_n of_o the_o lord_n the_o temple_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v these_o that_o be_v lean_a not_o to_o this_o if_o you_o do_v you_o will_v find_v it_o a_o lie_n it_o will_v deceive_v you_o &_o vers_fw-la 8._o behold_v you_o trust_v in_o lie_v word_n that_o can_v profit_v nay_o read_v that_o tremendous_a passage_n amos_n 6.1_o woe_n be_v unto_o they_o that_o be_v at_o ease_n in_o zion_n that_o trust_v in_o the_o mountain_n of_o samaria_n that_o be_v name_v the_o chief_a of_o the_o nation_n unto_o who_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n come_v etc._n etc._n sir_n it_o be_v privilege_n unspeakable_a and_o bless_v be_v they_o that_o dwell_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n but_o if_o there_o be_v any_o of_o you_o that_o shall_v grow_v lazy_a and_o at_o ease_n because_o they_o be_v in_o zion_n in_o a_o churchway_n and_o therefore_o think_v they_o be_v well_o enough_o lean_v unto_o the_o mountain_n of_o samaria_n woe_n wo_n unto_o such_o a_o soul_n seven_o repentance_n and_o reformation_n reformation_n 7_o lean_v upon_o repentance_n &_o some_o reformation_n be_v but_o rot_a support_n if_o lean_v unto_o they_o in_o isai_n 58._o lean_v so_o much_o to_o their_o humbling_n that_o they_o wonder_v god_n do_v not_o accept_v they_o vers_n 3._o wherefore_o have_v we_o afflict_v our_o soul_n and_o thou_o take_v no_o knowledge_n and_o in_o very_a deed_n they_o lean_v so_o much_o that_o god_n wonder_n that_o they_o shall_v once_o think_v that_o he_o will_v accept_v they_o ver_fw-la 5._o will_v thou_o call_v this_o a_o
shall_v have_v a_o set_a mansion_n the_o spouse_n bear_v pregnant_a testimony_n hereunto_o cant._n 5.18_o where_o she_o say_v he_o be_v altogether_o lovely_a that_o be_v a_o adequate_a entire_a and_o full_a object_n for_o the_o affection_n to_o sit_v down_o upon_o and_o have_v this_o they_o have_v rest_n other_o thing_n be_v not_o stay_v for_o our_o affection_n because_o not_o altogether_o to_o be_v affect_v the_o world_n be_v not_o nor_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n meat_n be_v to_o be_v somewhat_o affect_v for_o the_o nourishment_n of_o the_o body_n sake_n and_o clothes_n for_o the_o warmth_n and_o money_n for_o the_o service_n of_o the_o outward_a man_n in_o the_o world_n and_o wife_n and_o child_n and_o friend_n as_o help_n and_o comfort_n in_o the_o world_n but_o our_o affection_n may_v not_o nay_o they_o can_v though_o they_o will_v rest_n in_o these_o thing_n but_o be_v still_o travel_v far_o and_o the_o reason_n be_v because_o there_o be_v not_o one_o of_o they_o that_o 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the_o metaphor_n take_v from_o man_n that_o lift_v together_o at_o a_o weight_n signify_v as_o well_o as_o strengthen_v our_o weakness_n chap._n xviii_o a_o far_a removal_n of_o remain_v prejudices_fw-la term_n the_o four_o you_o must_v forgo_v your_o own_o will_n which_o 1._o be_v a_o righteous_a term_n a_o four_o term_n be_v this_o if_o you_o will_v marry_v christ_n you_o must_v not_o have_v your_o own_o will_n but_o this_o be_v also_o lovely_a and_o righteous_a 1._o it_o be_v a_o righteous_a term_n that_o when_o thou_o marry_v thy_o wife_n shall_v subject_v her_o desire_n unto_o thou_o and_o that_o thou_o shall_v rule_v over_o she_o gen._n 3.16_o and_o how_o much_o more_o if_o christ_n marry_v thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v be_v subject_a unto_o his_o will_n and_o disow_v thou_o thou_o christ_n require_v no_o will_n to_o be_v lay_v down_o but_o what_o will_v undo_v thou_o 2_o christ_n never_o desire_v to_o have_v any_o will_n from_o thou_o beside_o that_o which_o will_v undo_v thou_o 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