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the_o king_n majesty_n his_o queen_n and_o all_o the_o royal_a family_n let_v all_o thy_o priest_n be_v clothe_v with_o righteousness_n and_o let_v thy_o work_n prosper_v in_o their_o hand_n and_o especial_o within_o this_o parish_n of_o which_o i_o be_o a_o part_n let_v the_o knowledge_n and_o fear_n of_o thou_o increase_v visit_v all_o my_o kindred_n relation_n and_o acquaintance_n **_o with_o such_o blessing_n as_o they_o need_v reward_v a_o thousand_o fold_v all_o who_o have_v show_v any_o kindness_n to_o thy_o servant_n especial_o **_o forgive_v suggest_v in_o all_o these_o vacancy_n thus_o mark_v **_o make_v such_o particular_a mention_n as_o thy_o condition_n shall_v require_v or_o prudence_n suggest_v and_o have_v mercy_n upon_o all_o my_o enemy_n and_o let_v not_o one_o of_o they_o ever_o fare_v the_o worse_a for_o any_o wrong_n do_v to_o i_o deliver_v in_o thy_o own_o good_a time_n thy_o righteous_a one_o out_o of_o all_o their_o affliction_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n support_v they_o sanctify_v all_o unto_o they_o **_o show_v thyself_o every_o way_n all-sufficient_a unto_o all_o thou_o final_o o_o lord_n i_o bless_v and_o praise_v thy_o glorious_a grace_n for_o all_o those_o blessing_n which_o i_o enjoy_v and_o those_o particular_a deliverance_n whether_o ancient_a or_o late_a which_o thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v i_o **_o above_o all_o for_o thy_o redeem_n not_o only_o i_o but_o the_o whole_a humane_a nature_n by_o the_o precious_a blood_n of_o thy_o well-beloved_a son_n for_o that_o knowledge_n which_o i_o have_v of_o thou_o in_o he_o my_o saviour_n christ_n jesus_n for_o any_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o my_o sin_n which_o through_o thy_o grace_n i_o have_v for_o any_o hope_n of_o find_v mercy_n in_o that_o great_a day_n **_o ay_o o_o lord_n etc._n here_o bless_v god_n for_o any_o inward_a joy_n enlargement_n etc._n etc._n be_o far_o less_o than_o the_o least_o of_o these_o mercy_n it_o be_v thy_o goodness_n thy_o goodness_n alone_o which_o be_v the_o fountain_n whence_o they_o come_v and_o may_v thou_o from_o i_o and_o from_o heaven_n and_o earth_n ever_o receive_v the_o glory_n of_o that_o thy_o goodness_n may_v i_o ever_o serve_v thou_o in_o newness_n of_o life_n and_o answerable_a walk_n and_o do_v thou_o forgive_v not_o only_o my_o former_a ingratitude_n but_o my_o present_a want_n of_o thankfulness_n together_o with_o all_o the_o sin_n of_o these_o my_o holy_a thing_n wash_v i_o and_o my_o very_a tear_n prayer_n and_o penitence_n in_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o saviour_n christ_n jesus_n in_o who_o word_n thy_o servant_n will_v speak_v yet_o once_o more_o our_o father_n etc._n etc._n it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v suppose_v that_o this_o prayer_n without_o any_o alteration_n will_v suit_v with_o the_o condition_n of_o every_o reader_n god_n forbid_v all_o shall_v have_v sin_v at_o that_o rate_n to_o come_v up_o to_o which_o this_o prayer_n be_v frame_v the_o prudent_a christian_a therefore_o be_v to_o add_v leave_v out_o alter_z what_o he_o see_v good_a or_o if_o able_a himself_o to_o do_v better_o to_o lay_v aside_o all_o nothing_o be_v here_o obtrude_v on_o any_o only_a direction_n and_o help_v intend_v to_o some_o who_o need_v they_o sect._n 10._o of_o offering_n to_o god_n for_o the_o use_n of_o the_o poor_a departure_n out_o of_o the_o closet_n and_o behaviour_n afterward_o my_o prayer_n be_v thus_o finish_v i_o shall_v not_o hasty_o run_v out_o but_o pause_v a_o while_n and_o remember_v that_o there_o be_v one_o work_n remain_v which_o be_v not_o to_o be_v neglect_v if_o i_o have_v wherewithal_o to_o do_v it_o be_v it_o be_v require_v by_o god_n in_o a_o acceptable_a fast_o and_o that_o be_v to_o add_v something_o every_o fast_o though_o it_o be_v the_o less_o to_o what_o i_o have_v former_o lay_v aside_o for_o the_o poor_a or_o if_o there_o be_v no_o such_o stock_n already_o make_v by_o i_o much_o more_o than_o to_o design_n and_o devote_v somewhat_o to_o that_o purpose_n this_o be_v the_o fast_o i_o have_v choose_v to_o deal_v thy_o bread_n unto_o the_o hungry_a etc._n etc._n it_o be_v thus_o give_v i_o may_v deal_v it_o when_o 7._o isa_n 58._o 7._o i_o shall_v see_v occasion_n now_o as_o to_o the_o particular_a manner_n of_o this_o practice_n direction_n have_v be_v above_o give_v which_o especial_o upon_o these_o day_n it_o will_v be_v expedient_a to_o observe_v and_o this_o be_v do_v let_v i_o with_o cheerfulness_n depart_v my_o closet_n let_v not_o my_o behaviour_n be_v without_o innocent_a alacrity_n and_o let_v it_o be_v my_o special_a care_n so_o to_o order_v all_o my_o carriage_n on_o these_o my_o fast_n that_o they_o may_v not_o if_o possible_a be_v take_v notice_n of_o by_o any_o but_o myself_o and_o god_n as_o be_v mindful_a of_o that_o command_n of_o my_o saviour_n anoint_v thy_o head_n and_o wash_v thy_o face_n that_o thou_o appear_v not_o unto_o man_n to_o fast_o that_o be_v behave_v thyself_o with_o such_o outward_a cheerfulness_n of_o which_o anoint_v the_o head_n and_o wash_v the_o face_n be_v argument_n that_o no_o man_n ordinary_o behold_v thou_o will_v take_v the_o day_n he_o see_v thou_o so_o to_o be_v one_o of_o thy_o fast_n or_o mourn_a day_n chap._n vii_o of_o great_a and_o more_o extraordinary_a fast_n and_o the_o work_n of_o they_o beside_o these_o my_o fast_n which_o come_v in_o course_n at_o least_o once_o a_o week_n several_a occasion_n may_v befall_v i_o which_o may_v require_v a_o extraordinary_a fast_o such_o be_v any_o great_a evil_a hang_n over_o my_o head_n or_o my_o friend_n or_o the_o nation_n any_o considerable_a change_n of_o my_o way_n of_o live_v or_o the_o like_a but_o especial_o when_o i_o be_o to_o receive_v the_o holy_a communion_n my_o work_n upon_o such_o occasion_n will_v be_v the_o same_o as_o be_v former_o direct_v to_o only_o my_o christian_a discretion_n will_v order_v it_o with_o a_o particular_a respect_n to_o that_o my_o great_a occasion_n which_o call_v i_o to_o fast_o which_o occasion_n i_o be_o 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i_o be_o to_o spend_v in_o thy_o more_o solemn_a worship_n many_o sin_n there_o be_v by_o i_o not_o due_o repent_v of_o which_o may_v just_o bring_v upon_o i_o a_o curse_n instead_o of_o a_o blessing_n especial_o my_o etc._n my_o here_o insert_v the_o mention_n of_o such_o particular_a sin_n which_o thou_o have_v find_v thyself_o guilty_a of_o etc._n etc._n may_v make_v my_o very_a prayer_n a_o abomination_n to_o thou_o but_o accept_v thou_o i_o beseech_v thou_o of_o this_o my_o confession_n of_o they_o and_o at_o least_o desire_a sorrow_n for_o they_o turn_v my_o heart_n from_o they_o for_o the_o future_a and_o through_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o saviour_n so_o remove_v the_o guilt_n of_o they_o that_o they_o may_v not_o hinder_v good_a thing_n from_o i_o let_v the_o effusion_n of_o thy_o grace_n both_o upon_o i_o and_o all_o the_o congregation_n of_o thy_o people_n be_v plentiful_a let_v my_o heart_n be_v fix_v and_o none_o either_o vain_a or_o worldly_a thought_n lodge_v within_o i_o this_o night_n quicken_v i_o by_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o i_o may_v draw_v near_o unto_o thou_o with_o a_o true_a heart_n and_o be_v fervent_a in_o spirit_n in_o thy_o service_n and_o with_o a_o good_a and_o honest_a heart_n receive_v thy_o word_n may_v understand_v and_o keep_v it_o and_o bring_v forth_o fruit_n with_o patience_n and_o unto_o perfection_n remember_v thou_o thy_o servant_n who_o be_v to_o dispense_v thy_o mystery_n unto_o thy_o people_n and_o especial_o he_o upon_o who_o teach_v i_o be_o to_o wait_v pardon_v their_o sin_n and_o frailty_n open_v their_o mouth_n guide_v their_o mind_n and_o tongue_n that_o they_o may_v deliver_v thy_o truth_n in_o the_o demonstration_n of_o thy_o spirit_n and_o let_v thy_o work_n so_o prosper_v
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prayer_n and_o versicles_n which_o be_v do_v all_o rise_a give_v attention_n to_o one_o read_v a_o psalm_n and_o a_o chapter_n or_o so_o much_o of_o they_o as_o the_o chief_a of_o the_o family_n shall_v appoint_v this_o be_v end_v if_o the_o master_n of_o the_o family_n or_o any_o by_o he_o depute_v will_v at_o that_o time_n examine_v or_o brief_o as_o beforesaid_a instruct_v any_o touch_v what_o have_v be_v read_v here_o such_o examination_n will_v most_o seasonable_o come_v in_o after_o which_o he_o who_o read_v the_o prayer_n say_v let_v us_o pray_v all_o kneel_v down_o and_o he_o begin_v with_o the_o versicle_n o_o lord_n show_v thy_o mercy_n etc._n etc._n and_o so_o proceed_v with_o the_o prayer_n in_o their_o order_n as_o they_o stand_v morning_n and_o evening_n upon_o the_o lord_n day_n in_o the_o morning_n after_o the_o prayer_n for_o the_o bishop_n clergy_n and_o people_n that_o be_v just_a before_o the_o blessing_n it_o may_v be_v convenient_a to_o add_v for_o prepare_v 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church_n and_o i_o be_o to_o account_v no_o celebrate_n of_o the_o lord_n day_n like_a to_o that_o in_o public_a with_o a_o full_a congregation_n of_o christian_a people_n hither_o therefore_o i_o early_o with_o as_o many_o of_o my_o family_n as_o possible_o at_o least_o convenient_o i_o can_v resort_n both_o myself_o take_v with_o i_o if_o i_o can_v read_v my_o bible_n and_o common-prayer_n book_n and_o see_v that_o the_o rest_n of_o my_o family_n who_o can_v read_v do_v the_o same_o and_o especial_o if_o the_o way_n be_v long_o i_o watch_v very_o narrow_o over_o myself_o and_o those_o of_o i_o with_o i_o that_o our_o discourse_n be_v not_o vain_a and_o idle_a much_o less_o pure_o worldly_a so_o as_o to_o unfit_a our_o heart_n and_o as_o to_o my_o private_a self_n the_o same_o care_n be_o i_o to_o have_v of_o my_o thought_n seasonable_a it_o will_v be_v to_o think_v of_o the_o happiness_n which_o i_o enjoy_v in_o that_o i_o come_v into_o the_o court_n of_o god_n and_o feed_v upon_o the_o fat_a thing_n of_o his_o house_n and_o to_o praise_n god_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o have_v such_o freedom_n of_o access_n unto_o he_o in_o which_o case_n many_o happy_a and_o proper_a ejaculation_n may_v i_o furnish_v myself_o with_o out_o of_o holy_a david_n psalm_n sect._n 5._o of_o due_a behaviour_n in_o the_o church_n be_v come_v to_o the_o place_n which_o be_v holy_a to_o god_n worship_n i_o enter_v it_o with_o all_o reverence_n bare_a if_o my_o sex_n so_o require_v remember_v that_o though_o god_n be_v present_v every_o where_o yet_o be_v he_o more_o special_o in_o the_o place_n where_o his_o people_n be_v worship_v he_o and_o any_o posture_n of_o reverence_n that_o i_o use_v there_o be_v act_n of_o worship_n unto_o his_o unseen_a but_o present_a majesty_n and_o therefore_o can_v but_o be_v mistake_v very_o much_o if_o judge_v by_o any_o superstitious_a have_v therefore_o orderly_o take_v my_o place_n i_o shall_v not_o out_o of_o custom_n but_o devotion_n how_o to_o god_n my_o knee_n and_o beg_v his_o gracious_a presence_n and_o blessing_n towards_o i_o and_o the_o congregation_n of_o his_o people_n that_o shall_v there_o meet_v that_o day_n which_o i_o may_v do_v in_o this_o or_o the_o like_a form_n o_o lord_n who_o though_o thou_o dwell_v not_o in_o temple_n make_v with_o hand_n yet_o have_v promise_v to_o meet_v and_o bless_v thy_o people_n wherever_o thou_o have_v record_v thy_o name_n be_v please_v to_o be_v gracious_o present_a to_o thy_o servant_n here_o worship_v before_o thou_o and_o to_o the_o congregation_n of_o thy_o people_n which_o shall_v here_o assemble_v themselves_o this_o day_n for_o thy_o worship_n pardon_v every_o one_o who_o have_v not_o prepare_v himself_o according_a to_o the_o preparation_n of_o the_o sanctuary_n quicken_v we_o all_o for_o thy_o name_n sake_n teach_v we_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o build_v we_o up_o in_o our_o most_o holy_a faith_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_o i_o know_v there_o be_v some_o who_o object_n against_o this_o practice_n but_o i_o can_v never_o yet_o see_v any_o reason_n in_o their_o pretension_n this_o therefore_o be_v do_v if_o the_o congregation_n be_v not_o yet_o full_o meet_v it_o be_v not_o for_o i_o to_o employ_v myself_o in_o vain_a discourse_n with_o any_o of_o my_o neighbour_n but_o either_o to_o meditate_v on_o somewhat_o which_o may_v be_v seasonable_a or_o if_o i_o can_v to_o read_v and_o it_o may_v not_o be_v improper_a till_o i_o be_o well_o verse_v in_o it_o and_o know_v my_o duty_n therein_o well_o to_o read_v the_o church_n liturgy_n rubric_n that_o be_v the_o direction_n which_o be_v mingle_v with_o the_o prayer_n for_o their_o use_n and_o all_o take_v one_o day_n some_o part_n of_o it_o and_o another_o day_n another_o till_o i_o have_v go_v through_o it_o whole_o by_o this_o mean_n discreet_o use_v i_o shall_v be_v able_a more_fw-mi ready_o to_o join_v with_o the_o public_a in_o the_o use_n thereof_o but_o if_o the_o congregation_n 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the_o seven_o day_n will_v scarce_o rest_v that_o seven_o day_n unto_o god_n without_o distraction_n as_o seem_v to_o be_v suggest_v to_o we_o by_o those_o word_n six_o day_n shall_v thou_o labour_v be_v put_v into_o the_o four_o commandment_n much_o less_o will_v he_o be_v able_a to_o allow_v himself_o constant_o more_o time_n in_o a_o week_n than_o a_o seven_o day_n come_v to_o to_o wit_v some_o part_n of_o every_o day_n and_o a_o considerable_a part_n beside_o of_o one_o of_o the_o six_o day_n which_o be_v to_o be_v his_o fast_o to_o the_o service_n of_o god_n i_o will_v therefore_o have_v every_o man_n not_o to_o encumber_v himself_o in_o this_o world_n more_o than_o he_o needs_o must_v we_o shall_v learn_v to_o know_v when_o we_o have_v enough_o and_o allow_v ourselves_o some_o part_n of_o our_o time_n to_o enjoy_v as_o well_o as_o all_o to_o get_v but_o this_o be_v preparation_n very_o far_o off_o the_o first_o act_n of_o more_o immediate_a preparation_n for_o these_o my_o fast_a day_n will_v be_v prudent_o to_o contrive_v upon_o foresight_n and_o consideration_n of_o my_o week_n business_n what_o day_n or_o day_n they_o be_v in_o which_o i_o can_v best_o spare_v time_n for_o this_o work_n and_o those_o day_n or_o that_o day_n will_v be_v the_o fit_a to_o be_v pitch_v upon_o in_o which_o i_o may_v the_o most_o free_o converse_v with_o god_n without_o the_o disturbance_n which_o much_o business_n necessary_o bring_v beside_o the_o time_n spend_v in_o my_o ordinacy_n course_n of_o devotion_n which_o be_v not_o upon_o my_o fast_n to_o be_v omit_v under_o pretence_n of_o make_v amends_o for_o they_o or_o run_v they_o up_o into_o my_o penitentiary_n performance_n i_o can_v upon_o those_o day_n when_o i_o allow_v least_o allow_v less_o than_o two_o hour_n and_o upward_o to_o the_o peculiar_a work_n of_o my_o fast_n so_o much_o time_n therefore_o at_o the_o least_o i_o say_v i_o must_v resolve_v such_o a_o day_n to_o devote_v which_o be_v resolve_v upon_o it_o will_v 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much_o possess_v my_o thought_n according_a as_o above_o i_o have_v pray_v chap._n vi_o the_o order_n of_o humiliation_n or_o renitentiary_n devotion_n sect._n 1_o the_o entrance_n unto_o the_o work_n that_o time_n be_v now_o come_v which_o i_o appoint_v to_o spend_v with_o god_n in_o my_o closet_n i_o must_v religious_o observe_v my_o appointment_n for_o albeit_o the_o resolve_n be_v only_o private_a and_o never_o proceed_v without_o my_o own_o breast_n or_o closet_n yet_o have_v god_n take_v notice_n of_o it_o and_o it_o stand_v on_o record_n in_o his_o omniscience_n and_o by_o break_v these_o my_o private_a and_z as_o happy_o i_o may_v judge_v less_o material_a resolution_n i_o shall_v soon_o learn_v to_o break_v my_o word_n and_o vow_n too_o in_o other_o matter_n both_o with_o god_n and_o man_n come_v therefore_o at_o my_o time_n appoint_v into_o my_o closet_n i_o reverent_o kneel_v down_o before_o god_n and_o have_v the_o sense_n of_o his_o presence_n and_o all-seeing_a eye_n 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